Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
||
random quirks
my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
>
ShoutMix chat widget archives
credits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: morphine_kissed Do credit accordingly if you changed the icon. |
wa seh..this blog rox..budden how to get those blog entries away from the bottom??? pls help!
testing testing 2 duh..i can't view my own blog..grrr..using this comp tat is..so if you guys can't see any new entries den please email mi tell mi..anyway..haix..today..mixed feelings..first off To Mei Gui: So sorry.. realli didn't mean to hurt you intentionally...ya noe mi..always "unintentionally" hurting ppl when i'm too relaxed wif them..so sorry... today...sch was okay..though i never take geog notes..forgot to bring notebook..listened for the first half den second half i was busying browsing the year book..so missed out all the relatively humidity wadeva crap..hmm..chinese..we begged mr tok not to teach..hahaz..so relaxed..very gd..anyway...throughout the whole day i was sniffing like mad..the whole class must be so mad at mi..hahaz..haix..science..lidat lohz..day dreaming through it as usual...why don't i hav a brain as focused at the computer? den can absorb all info..err..wadeva..den after sch..do CIP..that audrey..realli bitchy..who ask marcus go tournament? wa laoz...den went lunch wif naomi..onli the coffeeshop..anyway..the uncle blur go put chilli..see la..in the end we both eat until tongues hanging out like dogs lidat..wa liaoz..walk her to her bus stop..cos i got nth to do..den went bac to classroom..saw ann felicia and mg doing noticeboard..arh..den sheryl sitting there zhuo bo..anyway..mc and ankita went sanguine..and hor..mr lim came bac but i was feeling to resentful, guilty, and lazy to go meet him...btw..weilun told mi his ears were very red ( funny how he notices tat) and ann felicia and sheryl left mg alone..haix..can tell she very annoyed le..i never say anything..den they came bac laughing..very enthu..den went running off to choir..den mg say wad : so i must clean up myself la..something lidat..can tell buay song...i no choice hav to leave her alone in the class cos got cca..pai seh..anyway..typical teenage day...-_-"..arh..vball is getting greater and greater..hahaz...cos no pressure from guys..and coach finally taught mi how to serve upper hand ball..arh..translation a bit strange..anyway...still cannot serve over but got big improvement..at least now it just stopped AT the net..duh..quite close..kempetei! wadeva...lidat spell? oh yeah...arrive home very late..cos hmm..borrowed money from...huabin..and weilun to buy bubble tea..den queue very long..den walk to mrt den take home..arh..very late..8 lidat..yeah! sunplaza there got funfair lehz! who wanna go! ..those kinda teenage funfair...not those kiddie ones..wadeva..though i scored very very bad at my common tests..i dun care! i wan a break!! i PROMISE I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME! arh..weird..nvm.. YESH! finally common tests are over..wa laoz..finally can sleep le...wa laoz..i sore throat again..wad the hell..very frustrated today...like i got not enough time to do stuff lidat..lucky that math test wasn't too hard..or else i can go commit suicide le..wa laoz.... finally finally can sleep...thank you very much god.... oh yeah...i got the moulin rouge sound track!! must thanks my aunt..ask mi go ask..or else i sure miss it wanz...yeah! it rox! very nice the songs..arh..my songs taste very weird..ppl like i dun like..i like very much people dun like..-_-"..wadeva.sore throat sore throat..wah sianz.....drank so much water le..my life sci sux..dunno how to use the mus something something..the dropper lidat wan..neber cum mahz..wad to do...haix..den the guys in 2/6 all failed the assessment...they win lohz..cos go and play water..wa laoz..win liao..the Mr Chin so fierce wan lehz..wa laoz..where got teacher lidat wanz..den mr tok super nice..problem solving professor for 2/6..got prob all go to him..sure can settle wanz... arh..i'm crapping again..anyway..SORE THROAT!! arhhhhhhh....wa laoz..... okay..i'm supposed to be practising right now..budden i find no mood..damn..TOMORROW HAV AUDITION GRAND CONCERT!!! die le die le..i dun realli wanna go into the concert..just tat i very bu gan yuan to get kicked out in the audition..die le die le..i not very convinced i played gd..though my teacher say it was okay..haix..wa laoz!! i scared i play wrong lehz..which is a percentange of 99.99999999.....budden they say just keep on playing..cos no one can tell anyway..-_-"...but the judges could i supposed..if i stop..just STOP..then i would fail it!!! oh shit..oh shit shit shit..i'm so anxious rite now..got all the butterflies in my stomach..black ones..yellow..red..wadeva..bullshit..the song is debussy's children corner......for ppl who are interested to noe..alamak..why ..WHY the hell did i chose tat song? choose twinkle twinkle little star can liao mah!..wa kaoz..wish mi luck everyone!! i need all the luck.. wa kaoz..today realli sorry to sheryl and meigui they all...cos they wanna do project..and i practice till 12.30 lidat..den tell sheryl go my house take cos why? i go bac oso not enuf time..den i went shopping wif my mom!!! *sorry sorry..sheryl and mg* hehehez..bought..two pair of shoes..two shirts..one new watch.yeah! cheers for mom..budden i still think of the piano thingie..die..anyway..wanted to go at night to mg house..but lehz? she sleeping like pig lidat..wakaoz..bet she snores like one oso..jk jk..hmm..SSO concert seems to be a sleeping pill for her..budden mc say was nice..so better trust her...alamak..die die die..got so much homework haven't touch!!! i got no mood lehz!! ppl lend mi your homework to copy on mon okay??? alamak..die die die..art oso haven't even drip a paint....alamak...and tml morn got audition, afternoon got tennis, night got..okay...TV.......booked! shit........... *I'm going crazy!!!!* yawn*....so tired...yeah..today volleyball is the best i've had for ages..arh..i finally service the ball over!!!! Oh yeah!!! ah..i lame hor....but i haven't felt so wonderful since..dunno when...shimin jerlyn and angeline never cum...so the guys say we all very lousy....fine lohz..wad can i say..i not main six mahz...haix...anyway..today was fine le....:D hmmmm...class okay la..the geography paper..last question mixed up....and the third part oos.....budden can pass..very happy le..no math for a change..wad a relief...CI was okay oso..settled so many stuff...wa laoz..wanna kill all the teachers..siao lehz..chairman very busy ya noe..anyhow ask mi run up and down to find ppl..especially that ms kc lau..wa laoz..check properly then ask mi go find la... i'm searching for the piano scores for Jay's gui ji and broken string..anyone got or not? send mi lehz...and i'm searching for the MOULIN ROUGE SOUNDTRACK!!! dun telll mi there isn't a soundtrack..cos the songs in the movies are so terrific..they can't afford not to hav it..alamak.......tomorrow got piano practice..die le..i so nervous abt the audition on sun...wish mi luck......haix..if i lose during audition...realli no face le...no offence to others...... eh..meigui ann they all now at SSO..meigui most properly sleeping le..hehez..wonder whad the guys will wear..ties? long sleeves? arrh...hard to imagine..anyway..got ask meiching to help mi take photos..hehez.. whaah..today so busy....the stupid teachers keep wanting to see the chairmans........all becos of the stupid cross country....sentosa..12 mar..nasi lemak wif chicken, wif pork..or wadeva..wa laoz..so many forms to settle the games and all..arh..oh yeah hor.....haix....arh...nvm..forget it..actualy wanna say something..but suddenly forgot...haiyo..hmm..layjia wan mi to group wif her wif vball..budden i later malu how....haix..against 2/5...how can..got cenhan lehz...although now his arm broken la..hurray..hehez..hmm..today home econ so funny..a certain mr kok hua bin mistook salt for sugar..and added one whole tablespoon of salt and onli one pinch of sugar..in the end? all twenty ppl in home econs..all the pancakes and bananas all salty wanz..wa laoz! everything throw away lehz..den we went bac..alan got take bac mahz..we sabo all the ppl in D and T..hahaz..see the expression so funny..like ann sort cheng..naomi..hahaz..mr tok more funny..say wad..mmm..even better than mcdonalds wanz..den we boo him..fake until so fake......-_-"..hmm..den give the expression that it's too salty..hahahaz...arh...IPW arh..dun tok le..i was so..exasperated..wa laoz..four weeks yet they never do anything..wa laoz..then i am like mother hen lidat.......i go there den they everything need to do..like siao..wa laoz..naomi so nice..being leader yet let them slack..i not so kind..i very evil wanz..wan do..den do properly..even if not perfect nvm...so long put in effort..if not..dun do at all......wa kaoz.. eyelids wanna close le......budden i wanna watch shows...too bad la..xing wang zhui xiong.......wooohoo..bai ze going crazy le..i luv watching ppl go crazy..hehez.. arh..trying to find a new layout..dunno why..i get sick of the old one very fast..hahaz..hmm..will try to put up a tag..budden nowadays no time..dun feel like studying chinese lehz..today chinese quite okay..though i already a lot of wrong..heck care la..i never study mahz..tat's why..oh yeah..still got math..still got geography !!! die le..nvm nvm..haix...anyway...piano audition oso nearer le..whaah..wish mi luck man..haiyo..oh yeah meigui..your blog very the nice...sniff*....haiyo.... a lot of homework la!! tomorrow still got that dreaded home econs..wa lao..dun wanna live le..how cum tml no tournament huhz? can go off earlier lehz..oh yeah and that mdm hee keep telling mi our class very messy..hahaz..but she very funny..hmm... starting to realize that i getting very cheerful hahaz...meigui say i even lamer than her..hmm..might got a point...budden nowadays except for daily reports..got nth to put online..hahaz..no personal feeling..felt quite neutral..hmm..no personal grudges against anyone anyway......what the hell am i saying? oh yeah..very sleepy lehz..budden dunno wanna watch the show or not..chinese dun use brains anyway....hahaz..soft squishy brain....like gray jelly..quoted from naomi..YEAH...the speakers' corners is postpone..yeah man..i so lucky..mm..so sianz lehz her lesson..that mrs goh...aiyo..my mom baking cake wif cassie's mom...actually quite nice..budden later burnt..haiyo..my god.....still tot got cake to eat... getting very fat le..eating so much everyday..wadeva..trying to find a nice layout..haiyo...ARRRH...dun feel like studying lehz...chalet 2/6 still so far away...whhaaah..hmm..chalet 6a 2002 even more faraway......my god...... Yeah!!! We won Ang Mo Kio secondary for our vball..now there's only Xin Min left..i really hope they can win...haix..too bad i can't go and see the match..cos i've got the audition!!! Oh man..i'm sooo dead..haiyo.. Got talk wif meiyan today..dunno wad to say..though i still feel very reluctant...i talked because i dun wan it to affect how she plays..or else i will be letting the whole team down..anyway..mdm lim and mr arri..(how to spell huhz? wadeva) came...den we thrash amk..woo hoo..10-25, 13-25..yeah man..i tot amk was tough..budden it was okay..they won by serving..again..feels as if i'm taking credit for nth..and i'm not proud either..wadeva.. school was okay...scored expectantly bad at my math..but not my fault..blame it on my stomach..hahaz..hmm..science was okay..at least i tot it wasn't too bad...hmm..english..haix..i forgot half the terms..forget it man..just gonna fail it..eh..skipped lift science today..hahaz..eh..somemore wad huhz..haiya..mrs goh lesson so damn boring..wanna fall asleep..budden cannot lehz..cannot fall asleep..dunno why...meigui pls teach mi the art of falling asleep..hahaz... ~lack of sleep...chinese test tml..whaah..~ haix..so sianz..nth to do now...meigui online..budden not doing much chatting..whole body feel like just shutting down...knows that i got a lot of homework to do but very lazy to go and do..haix..still got so many tests..wonder how naomi always studys..siao wanz..haiyo...tennis..die la..so many wks never play..sure die wanz..nvm..at least got kellie die wif mi...mother not working..so nag nag nag..haiyo....so fan..at least better than kellie's mom..shudders*...geography proj never do..cos i lazy and meigui oso sleep until very late...how could you huhz..i wanted to sleep late oso budden my mother speak on the phone so loud until cannot stand..den get up...haix.. diao........ miao.......... i'm goin crazy.... Yeah..I luv my blog manz..hahaz..really really thanks to Kellie..yeah.... i dun understand how cum meiyan can change so much...her character totally changed when she got into main six..maybe it's just me..budden others oso agree that she becomes more..arrogant...the way she carries herself..haix..i dun understand..it's so horrifying realli..to see someone you know changed into someone you hav no idea exist...haix..she ignores mi..give mi the look when i ask her stuff..so fine..i can ignore her bac..wun die without her...and then after that, when she served a gd ball..she suddenly just ran away crying..dun ask mi why..i hav no idea..go ask her yourself..but i tot it was about time she has a breakdown...i've been through that so i know how tough it is..i dunno how i feel actually..i dun think she deserved it..but i dun think i can find it in myself to care for her also......when she dun even care for kellynn..anyway..realli grateful to kellynn and cybil to be by my side when i was so depressed.. read ann's blog..ann, dun be so sad...and dun ever ever despise your own character...i myself think my character is great..and accept whatever flaws you hav...honestly, sometimes i dun like how you handle stuff..and to be honest..the way i look at peoples' character..is very weird..budden i hope you dun despise yourself..your capabilities...is outta ur control..budden your character..it's how it is.so accept the flaws and exaggerate the good poitns..den you wun feel so bad..and clear stuff up wif ur friends..or else there will be a great misunderstanding.... hmm...sounds like a counselor..anyway..val's day...very fun..sorta..refer to my last blog add...haix..later still got piano..damn..i so shitty at it..gotta practise more... Yeah..I luv my blog manz..hahaz..really really thanks to Kellie..yeah.... i dun understand how cum meiyan can change so much...her character totally changed when she got into main six..maybe it's just me..budden others oso agree that she becomes more..arrogant...the way she carries herself..haix..i dun understand..it's so horrifying realli..to see someone you know changed into someone you hav no idea exist...haix..she ignores mi..give mi the look when i ask her stuff..so fine..i can ignore her bac..wun die without her...and then after that, when she served a gd ball..she suddenly just ran away crying..dun ask mi why..i hav no idea..go ask her yourself..but i tot it was about time she has a breakdown...i've been through that so i know how tough it is..i dunno how i feel actually..i dun think she deserved it..but i dun think i can find it in myself to care for her also......when she dun even care for kellynn..anyway..realli grateful to kellynn and cybil to be by my side when i was so depressed.. read ann's blog..ann, dun be so sad...and dun ever ever despise your own character...i myself think my character is great..and accept whatever flaws you hav...honestly, sometimes i dun like how you handle stuff..and to be honest..the way i look at peoples' character..is very weird..budden i hope you dun despise yourself..your capabilities...is outta ur control..budden your character..it's how it is.so accept the flaws and exaggerate the good poitns..den you wun feel so bad..and clear stuff up wif ur friends..or else there will be a great misunderstanding.... hmm...sounds like a counselor..anyway..val's day...very fun..sorta..refer to my last blog add...haix..later still got piano..damn..i so shitty at it..gotta practise more... this is strange..my blog got prob publishing.... Woo Hoo...yeah my blog is up..hmm..sorta guilty cos i used the blog skins instead of go and designing one myself..but..wadeva..i very lazey to go and do...what's more all those stupid homework piling up.....haix..yeah...credits to kellie and blog spot..yoz....... testing testing Yeah..I luv my blog manz..hahaz..really really thanks to Kellie..yeah.... i dun understand how cum meiyan can change so much...her character totally changed when she got into main six..maybe it's just me..budden others oso agree that she becomes more..arrogant...the way she carries herself..haix..i dun understand..it's so horrifying realli..to see someone you know changed into someone you hav no idea exist...haix..she ignores mi..give mi the look when i ask her stuff..so fine..i can ignore her bac..wun die without her...and then after that, when she served a gd ball..she suddenly just ran away crying..dun ask mi why..i hav no idea..go ask her yourself..but i tot it was about time she has a breakdown...i've been through that so i know how tough it is..i dunno how i feel actually..i dun think she deserved it..but i dun think i can find it in myself to care for her also......when she dun even care for kellynn..anyway..realli grateful to kellynn and cybil to be by my side when i was so depressed.. read ann's blog..ann, dun be so sad...and dun ever ever despise your own character...i myself think my character is great..and accept whatever flaws you hav...honestly, sometimes i dun like how you handle stuff..and to be honest..the way i look at peoples' character..is very weird..budden i hope you dun despise yourself..your capabilities...is outta ur control..budden your character..it's how it is.so accept the flaws and exaggerate the good poitns..den you wun feel so bad..and clear stuff up wif ur friends..or else there will be a great misunderstanding.... hmm...sounds like a counselor..anyway..val's day...very fun..sorta..refer to my last blog add...haix..later still got piano..damn..i so shitty at it..gotta practise more... |