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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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i wish you guys would understand but i dun think you guys would ever understand it just feels different when your brother curses your other brother to die as soon as possible it just feels different when your brother asks the other brother never to come home it just feels different when your brother says that it's all your mother's father's fault and you know it's true it just feels different and i can't find any words to describe what i feel ..except the song that i changed..fits the mood i realize i can tune out what he says i can tune out what is going on den i realize my fist was held too tightly it's just different judging from the fact that i've only been sitting down on the library seat for less than five minutes and i'm already freezing..i'll probably turn into ice when i finish my proposal argh i'm in sch and can't get out of sch which is extremely stupid because i have to stay back for this piano coaching which is utterly pointless since i haven prac ANY of it like seriously ANY of it ...and why can't the bloody coach just go home? aiyo new year is almost here why can't he go back and like live his nice life with his nice wife and his nice piano and leave us miserable creatures time to do our research/econs essay/chem tutorial (jun ru is miserable creature too) ..omgosh i'm freezing shall get back and try to figure out my stupid proposal argh i finally have some time to blog not that i didn't have time to blog..it's just that my life really isn't that interesting to begin with anyway it's really amazing the kind of pleasure girls get outta successful retail therapy trips -.-" went out with yiling today after sch the agenda was to go national library where i can do my h3 research den to shop at bugis after wards the research was fine but shopping..wind up only bought a watch/bangle thing it's DAMN nice can and it's not very ex either so i was extremely happy=D and am extremely happy it's ultimately stupid the possession of material stuff ... but whatever let's all be delusioned or something i can't believe i finsish my math tutorial, my econs outline in less than one hr ..quite sure most of the vectors are wrong (you noe i couldn't rmb what vectors were abt?? at all?) was a bit moody these few days didn't really have a tangible reason and even xinyun's bizarre sms didn't prompt me to share my troubles (cos i didn't noe how to) but it did prompt a ridiculous laughter from me her sms went something like this "yo, yeah, can share anything. your worries etc etc" ..there's some weird phrasing involved that i really can't imitate half as well in any case, thanks for the concern =D and pris's life really sucked maybe all cancerians are totally going through a sucky period right now ..we shld set up this "Cancerian Foundation" for the needy cancerian ..like us -.-" aza aza pris! oh and today mr najib reminded me again of how fortunate we are to have him as our CT like really really maybe all arts class are like that (but somehow i can't imagine mr josef tan buying..gummies..) but having him as a CT reallly somehow makes our lives easier for one thing he doesn;t nag (not yet..i believe he will when he hits forty or something) and he buys us gummies for no good reason (my only speculation was that he was shopping with his girlfriend and it was a good date.or maybe he feels that he owes us something for making us kill so many trees by printing our own notes) he jokes around in class and isn't offended when mel and people are apparently talking abt R-ated stuff (well..if he only heard..i think even mr najib would have blushed) me and yiling saw this polka dotted tie today at bugis street and was thinking of buying it for najib cos it's so dumb and he'll look like a clown but we decided against it cos it'll make us look like we have a crush on him (how could we, he's like ANCIENT, and ELDERISH, and CTish) yiling reminded me that he stills owes us something for the angel/moral gift we got him on ocip so mr najib, if you're reading this, pls get us something =D maybe more gummies ..or chocolate stuff is nice too .. i'm pretty sure the geog department teachers goes around canvassing ppl's blogs c'mon they really have nth better to do i think part of their job description involves the following #1 daily scavenging of newspapers when mr najib, josef tan and the geographers will sit around the staff lounge each nursing a cup of hot coffee and gluing their noses to the straits times (proof? mr najib printed out this weird article on crystal gazing by the EDB to highlight to us our potential sunrise industries that was TWO DAYS OLD nia) #2 daily touring of the youtube sites in the name of looking for video resources for lectures while really staring at all the pretty ladies..or jokes..or things that contributes to their lousy sense of humor, okay i rephrase, WARPED sense of humor #3 similar to me, supporting the vj canteen business by eating nasi lemak before lectures (trying to be innovative/singaporeanish/ to convince urself that the canteen food IS so so so totally colorful and varied and all) and winds up having stomach upsets in lectures #4 taking a part time hobby in photography and snapping shots of students while we are truly trying to battle against the mighty sleep/stone god during lectures #5 further glorifying their shots by displaying them prominently to the rest of the world in lectures ..and guffawing at our pig shots... #6 practising jumping everywhere you go so that you'll look like a stiff corpse in photos..just to show the immense negative impact geography has on the human brains (or maybe their brains were already like kthat in the first place) #7 putting on a nice smiley face while poking us for money...later on counting the money in the staff lounge while having the cassandra-smile on their faces "ooooh money money!" if you haven figured out by now this post is utter crap =d my brother just asked me whether i wanna buy his hp i took a look and went " walao so ugly!" apparently his taste failed den i said "it's not as if you wanna give me, it's SELLING me leh i dun wan so ugly" den he said "okay lah give you?" den i said "dun wan it's super ugly" it's REALLY ugly lah i'm sorry but honestly it's TRULY TRULY ugly anyway he has this small aquarium super cute there's prawns inside! they are super super tiny and they sorta like pick their way across the seabed den fly/hop a bit den land and walk again super cute can and got sucker fish =D ..today is a nice day i practised my piano properly and i even went jogging and i even had time to watch a bit of 881 which my mother was watching and it's only 830 now i have one and a half hour and i think i shld probably do some research or something SIGH i hope pris had a better day today too i'm lazy to recount anderson's o levels results lah msg 10.5 and erm bottom line is batch 2006 still rules anderson so yep =DD .. i think we were plain crazy back then come to think of it, we totally dun have the drive now? ..but i didn't think i studied like hell for o levels leh ..eh weird to all who are sad it will pass everything will pass we mourn we cry we emo we self pity and it's okay everything will pass just read priscilla's blog it doesn't make sure that we're all suffering at this start of the year my mother is also sick, it's just normal flu at least glad that pris said her father is quite okay now, just transferred to normal wards she hasn't updated her blog so yeah, she's okay ..i just feel sad to think that a good man like her father has this happening to him or that any other good man are always going through this kind of thing ..lost my mood to blog abt my quite happy day cherish, forgive, and live heroes is getting interesting FINALLY it's been really boring thus far anyway, my day sucked how's yours i just couldn't seem to get my head properly working and i feel like i could bucther anyone anymoment i repeat if you are happy and can't for the hell understand why i'm not stay away from me my patience is really wearing short and i might just slap you in the face to all that worry, it's okay i'll get over it i always do what else can happen huang jing lu is good okay for the first time in my life mediacorp managed to pull off a drama series that traces the psychological development of the characters the ending where the huang kai jie was reaching out towards his photo with feifei was..good it's really good c'mon it's one of the most psychological complete drama series mediacorp produced that's what i feel .... i felt better after going to st stephens for interact but i have this feelign i'll wake up tml feeling the same...dreary tired and i think i might really slap someone soon i'm really sorry lijie i think i was feeling mad at the world yesterday i felt that the world owed me something or owed my mother something and you know, i'm going to say something and it applies to not only lijie but alot of you all as well i get envious sometimes when i see you all i get envious because your parents joke and laugh with you because your parents insult you and you insult them back because you have a mother who buys long john silver all the way from causeway just because you called and say you want it because you have a brother/sister who are talking to you because you dun have a brother/sister who's cursing the other becauese you haven't severed ties with ur father's side of the family because they cruelly threw your ah ma out so all in all, i'm envious of everyone lijie xinyun meigui pris naomi melissa cassandra etc etc and i know i suck i'm a lousy person that's a fact but most of the time, my family isn't that bad as well and even if it's bad, it's still mine i hate weekends because weekends my elder brother comes home den u can sense the animosity because weekends my second bro doesn't work so he has more time to argue with my mother abt the lawsuit so i'm sorry lijie it's my fault, i was "emotionally unstable" i feel confused i'm apologetic i'm psychologically confused i look at my homework and i feel both sian and happy (because i have something to occupy myself with) sometimes i think i must be mad or wonder woman lijie when i "didn't show my anger" yesterday it wasn't because i was angry and was suppressing it it was because i truly didn't feel angry ..is this mood swings? it just doesn't matter after a while like i'm trying to block out all the things i'm feeling and just concentrate on being happy for a while on a happier note dong you ji truly rocks =D ..hope that sounds slightly more sane and if lijie doesn't forgive me i'll really sad =( i think i just want more turmoil in my life so that everything can be worse so that i have more excuses for pitying myself maybe i shld just do my homework now. i hate this world i hate myself there's a million things i want to say i think pris understands the feeling of wanting to say so much but i dunno how to put it i dun feel like working today i'm angry with lijie not going to try to deny it in any case it will pass, so what does it matter i'm a lousy person i used the death of my uncle and lied to my manager because i couldn't find any replacement i dunno whether i'm blaming lijie, or blaming myself, or i just hate the world it's just that, she always thinks that everything is going to work out fine but things dun work out fine i've been through it too many times so i know throughout the wk i keep telling her i wun be able to find any replacement she kept saying it'll be okay but the fact is, she found her replacement.i havent and so i am the one who has to tell the manager i can't make it for work cos of "urgent matter" and my manager asked me what urgent matter so i am the one who has to lie and say that my uncle died last wk and i have to settle somethings you know how lousy it makes me feel? and it doesn't help that there ARE some things bout his death that we have to settle he has ten phone lines starhub m1 singtel everything but he doesn't have a phone so either he's signed up so he can sell the phones or he's not using the lines cos the loan sharks he owed money to are and his friend, who happens to live with him and who happens to abuse opium as well is missing he's avoiding all the calls my mother is making and my mother suspects that my uncle made a call to her the last few days before he died cos there are phone calls where the caller doesn't speak and immediately hang up and the days before he died my uncle said some harsh words to him so now she's regretting it just now when i came home, in the lift i found myself punching the lift button too many times and when the door closed i punched the walls and i know lijie is avoiding my calls come on, dun try to hide it everyone is just busy busy busy busy busy busy going jay's concert, busy beinga j2 busy going to work busy satisfying yourself who would care about someone who uses opium, looks like crap, isn't rich, isn't smart and i so want to tell my mother "so you regret it, isn't it too late" but i didn't i actually think she has a lot to regret about and my brother is being summoned to court because the third party is prosecuting against him for not paying the compensation because our insurance company refuses to pay because the police is taking half a year to process the report and my whole family is doing nothing but shouting at each other every day i'm crying but trying not to cry because i don't want my mother to walk in and realize i'm crying and because i dunno why i'm crying i'm telling the whole world i'm crying here, on my blog because i know no one will care enough anyway i think my personality results are very accurate it says that i'm dealing with certain personal issues i've been dealing with it for..five years? we're all wearing masks i'll never know if one of my friends is hiding something do you know then? that i'm hiding something a very big secret i think i should go and bathe so i can find somewhere to cry i have to go to work later is this how "modern man" feels? wo hen nan shou to the person who thinks she has 20,000 readers just to go on bluffing you, your 20 000 readers are fine and alive (and irritated once again that ur other reader is crazy abt jay AGAIN) sch has been....... well mr ho said something today, we shld try to pick it up if we've been slacking in yr one the thing is I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING AT ALL YOU NOE oops, i just realized that i haven done the stupid geog assignment on traffic congestion ..mr josef tan said we shld just spend 18 mins on it so 18 mins it shall be technically that leaves me with still 40 mins to kill =D let's see..what the hell did i do today that was considered constructive ..well i ran (another accomplishment yeah!) ..i practised nearly two hours of piano, driving my mother nuts and screaming at me to stop cos it's noisy..but i haven practised for so long! ...and..well, i vacuumed my room, and changed the desk with my bro cos his new desk finally came .. and..err once again get atuned to the chaos at home uncle's suicide and brother's traffic lawsuit/trouble/whatever ..eyah what a beautiful life anyway according to my personality report i am extremely emotionally unstable ..... and i rather think i'm psycho in some ways (who isn't psychological demential in some ways) ...but me more than others ..haiya whatever..go do geog.. fact number one: i AM getting fact (it's undeniable and i'm very sad) fact number two: i'm not gaining weight, something is wrong with me fact number three: my personality test results say that i'm very emotionally unstable (on a score of one to ten ten being stable i got one) fact number four: i took one hour plus to do probability 12.2 by myself fact number five: my mother is somehow quite coping well fact number six: my mother is putting on a false front fact number seven:i am getting lazier fact number eight: i find myself emo-ing in school and having not much to say fact number nine: i'm eating four meals a day fact number ten: miss chia isn't replying my emails fact number eleven: i need to self motivate to finish my tutorials fact number twelve: i'm losing my "liking" for math fact number thirteen: this year's new year will suck fact number fourteen: cassandra agitates me fact number fifteen: i feel like calling naomi now fact number sixteen: why can't we all be fat people i'm SO IRRITATED at the geog department honestly, if you collect 10 dollars from me, you should print my notes for me! and please! my printer is like super lau kok kok lah, it takes like ten mins to print ONE READING i'm so fed up and apparently my mother scolded my uncle before he commited suicide and now she's blaming herself and i dunno what to say i'm just so frustrated and when she asked me whether someone would commit suicide just cos he got scolded i say "it depends" so now she's feeling guilty then i dunno what to say anymore and furthermore, my brother kept saying weird questions like "how much does a coffin costs" what the hell i'm in a super bad mood and i'm very very very broke the sch is a blood sucker i tell you and i dunno how to comfort my mother my uncle was having depression he was eating drugs cigarettes opium and sometimes i really think that my mother might cause someone to suicide she just dun GET IT sometimes she just say the wrong stuff so honestly, i tot perhaps she actually played a part in his suicide though i didnt' say anything like that of course ARHGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH now my mother is emo-ing in the living room me and my brother just shy away and go into our own rooms cos basically what's there to say? and furthermore my family just isn't the type when we hug each other and cry together even my father has gone to bed i get the feeling he's more irritated with the whole affair than sad and he just made me quit by this month great right, freaking idiot just when i really like the place where i work what kind of new year is this seriously i hate it it happened last time as well, my grandparents died around new year i was already wondering what kind of new year this would be, cos we wun be able to visit our relatives at my ah ma's side (visit what shit, they basically sever ties already) and now this honestly, i dun have much of any relatives to visit new year sucks it SUCKS okay i remember on saturday morning my mother was still happily asking me when i'll be free to spend the whole day baking pineapple tarts with her honestly, somebody up there is screwing with my family or maybe it's just that time of your life when everyone starts dying around you he commited suicide in his own room locked himself up and burned charcoal so that there wun be any oxygen he was suffering from depression hard to imagine things like this still happen in singapore eh? i'm so irritated i was watching dong you ji and saw all those advertisements abt abalone, sharks fin, new year banquets and then i was thinking that it'll be good if the new year would be a better one especially for my mother, cos we've had so much..trouble then she came in crying and told me my uncle had just died outta five siblings, only my mother and my aunt is left he commited suicide, we think not very sure yet cos my mother just went down to toa payoh where he lived he was having depression and under medication i didn't know him very well but i can remember some stuff he was a nice person really just that he's an alcoholic and sometimes take drugs and to other people, he's just a loser he owns a stall at the same market as my father but most of the time he's too ill to open the stall when he did, he took his stock from my father on a loan when i was small and he was still quite healthy he used to come over on new year to gamble with us and he would sit behind me and advise me on how to play when i was around 15 or 16 years old, there was one time when i went to his house to visit him with my mother he was already very..unhealthy and i haven seen him for quite some time since my grandparents died he was poor very poor and i remember his living conditions were quite bad his mattress was on the floor the house smelled funny he was just one of the society delinquents that somehow we left behind but he secretly borrowed two dollars from my mother so that he can give that to me for some reason i remember how crumpled the two dollar was after he passed it to me it was a stupid gesture actually but it shows something that he was a better person that some other people on earth i remember when both he and my third uncle were alive they live in an apartment in toa payoh together, near the market where my father works there was this ugly big chimpanzee that was in their living room, seated on top of a stereo set beside the tv it had rough brown fur and ugly claws i wonder where it is now and most of all i worry for my mother why is it that so much things are happening to her my eldest uncle died, he was so young den my ah ma and the troubles the maid coming over with my ah ma my second brother crashing the car yi bo wei ping yi bo you qi the police report isn't even out yet my second brother slashing my brother's monitor outta anger he doesn't even know the truth den now this it's like this gloom hanging over the house i suddenly have this ..wish that i can get a boyfriend and get married just to make her happy for a while and yesterday she stayed up till midnight to wait for me to finish work and she never even sleep well and now today this when's it going to end okay i have approximately 7 minutes to blog surely that's not enough cos i need the rest of my half an hour to do some research on highsmith this is RIDICULOUS okay it's really only the second week and i'm SWAMPED i reach home like nearing eight every day so basically i bathe, i eat and if i hurry, i have forty five mins left to do whatever i have to do which is quite a bit okay anyway priscilla's entry sounds constipated in response to her entry vj's J2s actually end earlier cos we dun have the disgusting thing called pw okay lemme list down the reasons why i like school there's really entertaining teachers like mr najib (i really missed him you noe) mr josef tan (the really self high teacher who doesn't seem to mind that his jokes aren't that funny) there's the fact that i get to see people in my class again (whom i've also missed alot) and we get to talk abt stupid stuff during breaks there's that familiar sense of being a Victorian. dunno why but the feeling is kinda strong in my jc, like everyone is so busy busy busy busy why i dun like sch i have to sit through lectures and endure endless tutorials (i almost died during math double period today) i have to listen to cass talk abt random stuff i have to go for PE lessons and try to make sure i dun drop dead before i end my year i have stay back everyday to prac for piano to make sure that i wun look like a clown tml (my coach says that i'm a blur sotong) IN OTHER WORDS I'M REALLY REALLY VERY VERY TIRED and i have to work night shift tml ah kinda miss the people at borders but honestly I AM TIRED and i haven been doing my probability tutorial one, cos it's hard two, cos i dun have time three, cos i dun have energy ............................ and i'm hooked on huang jin lu it's quite good you noe okok better go research now ARGHGHGHGHGH it's ridiculous that i have so much things to do this being the second wk of sch reopening i SO regret that i didn't party my J1 away seriously we should have just gone east coast every single day or go parkway, or aston's like, one year later you'll have to mug like damn hard for a levels and ..even though u might have mug for ur final years you'll still forget everything once holidays are here .. and when sch reopens, you'll forget every single thing you've learnt and that of course includes the mighty oh math ahhhh anyway i dunno why i'm blogging this since mg and pris wun noe who's mr harris but for ur sakes, lemme describe him he's the guru of literature in our sch he's an ang moh -.-" duh he's a very friendly cute ang moh who has a very very cute daughter he brings her to sch, holds her hand while she skips along our very nice compound he's quite old he's VERY INTIMIDATING COS HE REALLY ROCKS LITERATURE and he's our literature tutor you noe, imagine this flashing across ur mind his friendly face (he has this adorable habit of wearing his specs atop his head like it's sunglasses) preaching about literature, marking your essays using big bold red markers, tearing apart our essays ... and the thought that comes to my mind is "oh freak, 2008 literature is dead, is so dead, i'm so dead..i dun wan!!!!!" yeahhh ..for some reason i'm just intimidated by ang mohs okay, (fisher is excluded cos she's just simply too..erm, normal?) cos we have this weird tendency to assume that ang mohs are better than we weird huh but i think this is singapore's government fault along the way something must have gone wrong why is it that we have this kinda mindset?? and i smirked?laughed?smiled? in his class today and was caught and "interrogated" as to why i was doing it ... i was only responding to jess's exclamation that we indeed have a lot of books to do!!! =( i felt so, maligned, alone, lonely, picked out ..nah i was pulling ur leg i felt kinda stunned when he asked but i'm sure he didn't mean anything and i was only trying to be dramatic .. ....... anyway pris naomi read ur loner's guide ..i think you can publish it or something OHHHH i almost failed to mention this justyne is SUCH A GOOD COMPOSER okay i swear i'll invest in her if i have the money to jess and i totally swear on it her songs are great you noe, omg i'm so envious =((( talking about piano today's "auditions" were ":(@$(!3 R9AGHLAHIS .. I mean, me and junru did okay i guess ..but our rhythm is still fucked up and my solo was okay, i slipped some and i was so nervous! there's simply something wrong with me you noe if you ask me to go up to the concourse and just play something i'll totally be okay i wun feel anything but if there's EXPECTANT faces staring at me ..i'll totally totally be nervous omgoshhhh somebody help me ..okay anyway i'm off to do RESEARCH yeah research for GP .. what a year it's gonna be oh and i hate weekends cos i eat so much just yesterday i ate up dinner even though i was super full..just because i didn't wanna waste the food and it's undeniable that i've grown fatter sometimes it's really like, who cares right why must everyone be like so skinny and i've been thinking of rebonding my hair but everytime i think of it, there's another voice in my head that says, why must i like, it's only hair right if you can't see past the face and hair, what's the use of ur eyes anyway but most of the time we're still shallow people and my hair IS getting irritating i like it when i stay at home and i dun have to care whether or not it's like a lion's mane or that my tummy is poking out or that i look like crap cos my eyes are all bloodshot and all sigh but still who isn't shallow everyone cares ultimately you know, it really sucks to realize that more than half of your knowledge about math is gone i think i'll be glad to be in university and i wun have to deal with math anymore but on the other hand, it's the only thing that's giving me the feeling that i'm actually learning something in school sucks i think it's just the feeling of being incompetent who likes the feeling huh for some reason it's especially frustrating for me if i feel incompetent argh i'm just blabbering just watched finish season three of grey's anatomy everything just got complicated ..i like the show, cos it doesn't make sense, like life and there's just a crazy rhythm to it ..ha.ha whatever i have no idea what i'm saying anymore yeahhhh it's 2008 school has started but i totally dun get the feel of it at all -.-" maybe it'll come when the first math lecture commences..cos it's only during math lecture that i feel i'm learning something (the rest of the lectures are just spent marvelling at how humorous the lecturers are) in response to mg's tag it IS nice what you know, women should have this gun that can insert fishes into men's penises so that if they cheat on you.you know. we get to revenge cos there's breast cancer that's quite common but i dun think i've heard of penis cancer.. ..why am i having this kind of weird..thought oh okay anyway i just finished watch i am legend with naomi WILL SMITH IS A GOOD ACTOR OKAY and extra credits go to the doggie too (she was an excellent..dog) and i dare to say the movie would have been quite sucky if will smith wasn't the lead he SERIOUSLY can act omg i CRIED when he had to strangle the dog to death cos she had been infected =( in any case, if you're wondering whether to watch it, watch it, just dun watch on weekends (it's not very long the duration..) and......... drum rolls* I FINALLY HAVE AN MP3 omg it totally makes me wonder how i managed to get through half a year of home-vj journeys without it it looks like a lipstick actually but still, my second bro has good taste ..come to think of it, we share the same tastes in ..almost everything and to mg: how is it possible the girls in your photo all look so skinny with yellow tanks??? i'm envious! and pris's entry abt the guide to being a loner is stupid lahhh sooner of later you'll REALLY morph into a loner oh ruth passed me a tee-shirt via weilun and weilun that sneaky guy admitted to reading all the cards that went through him -.-" ..i think the genius has nothing better to do since studies are obviously chicken feet to him i am still wearing out-clothes like jeans and top and long necklace actually, you should try dressing like you're outside at home (read the sentence properly) really! cos then you'll feel like you're outside and you'll feel civilized and ..actually i feel more productive nvm.. our new reading for literature is the duchess of malfi it's a play let me summarise it it's abt a newly widowed duchess who has the hots for her steward (these are the exact words my lit tutor james ho used) the duchess has a twin brother, the duke the duke is sexually obsessed with her, and wants her to be chaste the duke is sexually obsessed with her but doesn't want sex with her, he doesn't want her to have sex either the CARDINAL, who is their eldest brother, wants her to be chaste as well due to family honor being a CARDINAL, he however, has a mistress i can't rmb how it really went but in a nutshell the duchess persuaded the steward to have a secret marriage they have a baby somebody realizes their secret marriage they fled the duchess was captured by the duke and tortured to death the duke became mad because HE killed the goddess he's obsessed about and there's a vengeful soldier somewhere killing someone as well in a nutnutshell outta the seven lead characters in the book SIX DIED in a nutnutnutshell IT'S A TRAGEDY i would have totally loved the plot besides the fact that it's a PLAY lemme just give u an example (the duchess is talking to her secret husband) I would have you lead your Fortune by the hand Unto your marriage bed. You speak in me this, for we now are one. We'll only lie, and talk together, and plot T'appease my humorous kindred; and if you please, Like the old tale in Alexander and Lodowick Lay a naked sword between us,keep us chaste. Oh, let me shroud my blushes in your bosom, Since 'tis the treasury of all my secrets. ............................ yeahhhh that's only act 1 scene 1 by the time i finished i was totally..very amused literature in 2008 is gonna be a very very irritating affair. grey's anatomy is SO nice there's a carnivorous fish in this guy's penis and he happens to be cheating on his wife like, retribution anyone? it was super hilarious okay anyway i skipped school today and for some reason i can't find xinyun anywhere that's weird..normally she'll have her phone on i spent the entire day watching grey's anatomy OMGOSH i shld be practising my piano duet! i'm so deaaaaaaad seriously DEAD omgggosh AHHHHHHHHHHHHH we have a concert in a week and junru and i can't even play together!!!! seriously whacked crap first post of 2008 anyway, thanks people all those who msged me happy new year..i didn't reply cos i was already sound asleep. -.-" i was watching the coffee prince thing (which is terribly boring ..first episode lah) when my father came out and switched off everything cos i'm supposed to be sick and he's pissed that i'm watchng show. .. so yeah, my last few hours of 2007 weren't very nice oh and my starhub started lagging in network like at 8 serious i tot it went suku when i couldn't send out any msgs it's super super sucks lah xiao qing ge very nice hor oh okay okay new year supposed to talk abt resolutions and all right?? well..... ...aren't our resolutions all the same? like jiahao's is to grow taller every year (surprisingly he still sends me happy new year.wow. i think he got too many msgs to spare) you noe, we always like go out and find stuff to do during special times of the year. like new year go out watch fireworks, christmas must do this do that. like we're all searching for something to sear into our memories but up till now, seventeen years of my life has passed, and i still can't remember a significant event of the year which meant a lot to me i think we're all still searching for that moment, or that particular period of time or maybe we're more like searching for that special someone, right? okay so anyway i've decided i bought one of those photo flippers, looks very cool can put a lot of photos one but i realize i haven taken any photos since like stone age so for the upcoming year no matter whose birthday it is WE ARE GONNA TAKE PHOTOS i dun care whether you are dressed in your pajamas or you happen to have weird fringe like gary WE ARE GONNA TAKE PHOTOS i dun even have a decent group photo of me pris and mg lah what shit unless you count the one imprinted on my keychain so yepp, see this is the first resolution of the year btw pris, you noe your SHE DESIRES portion of ur blog. you already fulfiled everything. so you can just delete them lah i'll be back with more resolution... |
