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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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sighx why is everything changing.. it's realli like i can see everything changing, and yet i can't do anything to stop it everything is slipping through like a net that has a hole everything is slipping through........ i missed the old days when we sat together and talk.. i missed the times embedded in my memories...... realli realli miss them, the old them...but why is everyone changing?.. maybe i'm just being stupid, people should embrace changes dun they?...i'm unable to transcend-.-" .....but, i guess it's humans' nature to wanna cling on to fond memories.. ..transcend transcend, say easy, u try la ..... dunno what to do sometimes i think i listen to too many korean songs too shang1 gan3 ..how to be happy? jiahao is right, remaining happy is just a myth a god forsaken myth..... no wonder some people prefer to keep pets..at least they dun realli change...... turn around and bite you yah maybe..but seldom..... sighx what am i saying. people should change it's normal i just wish that it isn't so ahh i finally hav extra time to cum online.. by right i should be doing my bio notes..since it's due tml and i still hav six to go.. but i bet other people oso haven't do.. so..i'm slacking.. cos tml i wun be able to slack again.....cos there's bound to be more homework..and need to prac piano.. ahhh so now must slack.. ..now totally understanding what's called tactful discouragement.. it's very hard to discourage someone while remaining tactful.. anyway..today was a very bad day..in the sense mood not very gd at the start..becos of piano speech day.. den sherhan went on to talk abt stupid stuff like legs and face.. den heard that ping kee talk bad abt naomi oso.. den went on being in bad mood.. den pris pang seh me and neva even say sorry (except in sms) even though already told her eating with her today yesterday..den neva on hp and blah blah ..last straw..den i almost killed someone..... was pretty pissed at her..cos it always sucks to get pang seh..esp when u keep hearing "our system's not getting a response from the subscriber's mobile phone.." but i know it'll pass la......so was trying damn hard not to spew any heavy vulgarities.. luckily naomi was still in sch....we went opp and all my vulgarities came out.. oh yeah..and i realize after four years (damn lag) dat beach volleyball..is BITCH volleyball ...funny eh? bitchhhh volleyball (looks around) i'm not insulting anyone! i'm just saying BITCH volleyball oops, so sorry, i'm just so insensitive ... the tactful discouragement thing? is not working........ and i realli wanna discourage..cos i dun wanna ..okay fine, i dun wan things to change is it my fault that humans just wanna cling on to familiar stuff? ..if things change..i dunno how i'll deal with it..i guess sux...... sux realli realli sux what i enjoy/like doing #1 cuddling up with a good book with kfc zinger or bandito #2 lying in bed at night thinking up losta scenarios which seems never to happen in real life #3 walking through the rain alone #4 coming alone to blog about nothing and everything #5 sitting next to ruth in the morning staring into empty space while talking #6 crapping with cybil about how much yong kia~ loves her #7 teasing huizhen about her being shuai ge and arthur being mei nu den her being the cutie beastie~ again #8 eating roti prata with sugar #9 playing crap infront of the piano=compose my own weird tunes #10 taking a shower in the morning and realizing it's raining #11 reading the sunday times and envy to be one of the columnists ..if i think of somemore..will add ..sigh, should be studying for chem and physics but am drained after doing one math paper..kindly mr tan decided to give us more practice.. so cute ah and drained by the triple sciences periods we have today..... and am enlightened by some chimology philosophy mdm chan said today.. about the tammy video thingie..why is it that the guy on the video isn't slammed against while the girl has to bear all the responsibility?? .. makes sense right ahh...scare me, i tot my comp hang again.. better publish this post first it occured to me sometime between 1.30 and now that i'm getting ridiculously addicted to the sunday times -.-" and yesh it also occured to me that i should be reading and studying chemistry since there's a test on electrolysis tml instead of poring hungrily over the newspaper..which given half a year ago, i would hav told you contain nothing but political crap. (and yar, i noe, i'll be studying chemistry later) but it's seriously gd =) i hate politics, i really do you know,but the world wouldn't run properly without it..that's the thing.. and sunday times is realli nice to read! it's about PEOPLE, which is what politics should be about but somehow the way they put it, it seems like they are more concern with the commercal value of politics than all the values it represent.. ah i'm blabbering sorry sorry and i noe i shouldn't have bought teenage magazine, remind me neva to do it again. i always harbored the hope that it's more..insightful ..instead, i get all the crap and photoshoots of celebrities offering a series of bimbotic and himbotic view of their lives...... ..beside dear kelly, it's seriously a waste of my money.. erm, it would be nice to be a columnist? you get paid for talking crap..okay, not realli crap, but you get paid for talking about your life and how it relates to the big philosophies, one of other that always poke us in the face once in a while.. ah and i'm having bouts of guilts and uncertainity guilts that i'm not studing like hell now and uncertain about my choice of going into poly instead of jc, even though i'm damn determined to get a mark that will enable me to get into those better jcs. it's just, no more academics pls, no more papers blahblah and secondary school life, and jcs maybe, are so damn myopic and constrained.. what do you do all day except listen and listen? sometimes i even miss the bulk of projects they used to deal out...... yep..but still, everyone is persuing the direct route to university..... let's hope i'm not swayed still at the end of the year.......... ah, okay, two repeats of everlasting by boa..... and i'm off to study abt chemistry, electrolysis and blah blah you noe i like chemistry, much to my own gasp, amazement, gasp at least, it makes more sense to me den, erm.. okay f ine, actually all the sciences are fine to me, except bio, which is just one whole biological mess, basically us, humans but okay fine, people say that the human body is the most beautiful set of machines........... erm, okay, i'm crapping again nvm nvm i'm off! using second bro's comp now.. hope he doesn't cum bac so soon.. everlasting by boa very nice... though i dun understand the lyrics..but melody convey everything.. "such is the power of music" bleah haha sigh, kellie just went offline..nobody to chat wif.. ..now feeling ..dunno what is this feeling..just like very scared.. but dunno why like something bad is abt to happen.. like the whole body is tensed up waiting for the final slap.. sighx dunno why i feel dat way.. anyway, today, piano was gd haha..finally starting to get the grasp what the songs are abt.. except the first one.. haix, perseverence i guess...... i'm beginning to grow even more cold blooded as i get older.. dunno what to say.. yah..was in a gd mood after piano..cum back..den mood got spoilt over some stuff.. den went off with mg and pris (and layjia at first) to do homework..realized that neva bring math..sian.. den do finish physics..bought gary's present..den came bac..continue do homework.. den watch tv. tv and more tv ..seriously, i think i can just rot infront of the tv...... but i realli like to watch shows leh. esp korean shows.. cos all the girls so optimistic..-.-" unlike me, so trying to get some positive influence ma .. later dunno whether should watch the channel five shows..so bad..watch shows all day long.. why is it that we have to feel gulity for enjoying ourselves? ..why is it that education makes us so damn.....sigh every minute that we are not studying we feel guilty..why? stupid.. and when u see the stuff around u changing..u can't do anything abt it.. why life shouldn't be so hard but i guess life is abt coping with the lousy cards whoever is up there dealt you.. even though sometimes the cards realli realli suck..such in my case.. somethings people take for granted.. you reali shouldn't.. not until you the day it's taken away from you den would you realize its importance... currently telling mg abt "the bad place" the bk that i've been reading.. very sick yet very touching fine, i'm a killer but you read le you will also feel touched de bleah busy busy busy.. nothing much else to say .. busy until i dun hav much feelings liao.. hmm today..hav block lessons until 5..i'm down for physics haha..damn stupid la, that chaitanya so damn..loud.. oh yar..den went jiahao's house.. jia jian very funny hahaha.. very pei naomi lo didn't realli do much -.-" my fault, my piano sux too much .. eh. dunno what else to say .. oh yar, going to slack today..just do finish homework..den going to search for pop scores..den finally finally read the book in peace.. dean koontz, the bad place gd book! it's the first book that makes me shiver when i read it ..imagine the power.. -.-" choz alamak.. supposed to do the damn cities at breaking point table budden realized i forgot to bring mc home... wad the.. so lidat hav to wait for cybil and hz to cum online................ and provide me references.....-.-" damn sian la.. today..spent the afternoon doing math..the notebook..den do chinese corrections..den read chemistry.. the worse thing is.. reading the budget 06...... si beh sian....... nothing much to talk abt. oh yar..this morning..i actually overslept on the first day of term two.. the damn alarm clock stopped at 11pm yesterday night.............. ..den my father slammed open my door and asked " you neva go sch today ???" ....... luckily it's a monday.. father fetch..phew anyway, good news..the damn block lessons..now more selective.. budden i feel so..as in..it's so discriminating..sorta.-.-" like onli bad students stay back... so..like isolation lidat.....quarantine..-.-" no la.. in the end, i think teachers like miss goh will ask us all to stay back... ah it's term two i can't believe i'm in school again...... what's it about homework and tests that just pisses me off?? was in a very good mood this afternoon cos it rained..yay!! ... watching the show on channel eight..seven o'clock..the guy very not like to ex plain..so even though the mother's son's attitude realli realli sux, he oso neva say a lot..no wonder the mother keep shooting him..so poor thing.. sometimes i oso dun feel like explaining.... sighx.. the world is just like that.. blah blah blah wasted another day today.. but unlike somebody, i already finished my homework..heehee just left a few tweakings to do....... hmm..spent my whole sunday...reading.. diaox but all reading newspaper and story books...... if i'm onli half as interested in my science...... sighx nothing much to blog abt. tml sch reopen ahhh i'm dead .. feeling not very happy now cos.. some things just neva go away do they........... i just hav to deal with it.. choz happy sch reopening! just found out i'm so cold hearted didn't realli came as a surprise that i'm cold hearted and for those of you who are thinking "you are a killer ma" i'm serious and i'm seriously amazed at the fact that i'm so cold blooded as to not to care.. when somebody tells me..i didn't realli care.. den i realized, something just faded off so many years ago.. ah, dun talk abt these kinda thing.. didnt' realli do much to anson : muahaha, i finished all my home work le!! heehee! budden i haven't study for tests.. shall do it tml not like some stupid SHUAI GE (is huizhen, dun wan people to think i'm hooked up with a stupid guy)..make me so guilty for reading books instead of studying....... bleah some things..no, many things, people take for granted.. i just wanna say.. nvm some stuff ..i just can't get it out.. i realli seriously think i'm more ha ppy spewing vulgarities... takes off the stress dun like u, i'll scream and shout at you in vulgar language.. dun hav to be so pretentious.. dun be hav to be society-like.. if onli there's someone who can just like scold me in vulgar lang haha..den i can scold him bac den i wun feel so damn suppressed.. sometimes i envy those people who can just like..erm..e.g. naomi..keep laughing laughing laughing.. eh, no, she dun scold vulgar lang.. i just wanna be frank sometimes.. dun like u say dun like u hate u say hate u .. you know that k inda feeling when stuff around are changing and you can nothing abt it? ..that's how i feel oh yar.. the p6 gathering..gathered it was organized from 6c 2002 if i'm not wrong.. erm, so, gulps* i'm not going..haha, cos i doubt anyone will know me there and i doubt i'll know anyone there..haha in any case, i hav got english damn class tml.. ahh..better den having nth to do at home.. sighx, am waiting for the song shuai ge (huizhen la) to gimme her math and science..cos i'm so fed up till i wanna puke le.. going to finish the library essay..den after dat..just wait for her to drop the homework in my lap haha erm..nth else to blog abt..went shopping yesterday..bought a top and a bottom..den mom bought another set of hong kong drama..healing hands, miao shou ren xin..haha, damn nice show i rmbed... altogether plus a cd i bought and her blouse..we spent around 150+ muahaha so nice to go shopping with a make shift atm card......... dun need spend own money -.-" .. okay i'm lame very diao la i haven't wash shoes yet .. filled with a sense of ..discontentment?? nah.. going off soon....sian bored bored and border ah, i'm so proud to announce this grins ME AND CYBIL HAVE FINISHED THE BLOODY GEOGRAPHY ESSAYS! she finished yesterday i think moi finished the day before muahaha envious?? -.-" anyway, no intending to do the science ws.. just get from huizhen for close reference...... wah lan, my mother is asking me to go down buy stuff again..... anyway, left math homework eh, why mr tan likes to give outdated format homework..wad the la it's very hard you noe i hardly understand what they asking.. shall finish by thurs...... den can make cookies le haha with ruth and cybil (i hope) ..den fri dental yay, today going shopping.. at last! so long neva shop le .. i'm acting very bimbotic today i notice .. diao you noe what people do online? we blog, we see others' blog..den we surf the net den get bored.. it's seriously what everyone does..... oh yar, yesterday mi and kellie went to wdlands library microfilm wanted to search for miss heng the article.. wa lan, the damn librarian dun wanna help la. we scroll until a few times the whole roll came out. and she just sat there pretending to not hear anything and there is no review at the end of 31 dec la bluff me wasted an hour of my time................ oh yar..been re-watching the k drama..hong dou nu zhi lian.. cos it's the shortest drama series i hav in my house. den i feel like watching something cheerful cum idiotic. so... i chose it. -.-" and damn, i'm bored.. ah second day of march "hols" .. i'm considerably more calm today. finally getting some progress from my homework.. ~meow~ dun ask me why i meow.. just sudden wanna make that sound..i always do stupid stuff.. anyway.... yay, some day go library wif kellie, den ask her all my math stuff..... please god let me finish them.... so kanasai march hols spoiled by the prospect of homework and more homework........ waiting for the league of extraordinary gentleman....... sian, i still feel very......unbalanced..(yah la i murderer la) .. a lot of people forwarded me the msg of the p6 gathering...... so weird, but nobody knows who organised de.. mm weird an bought the album of chen guan yu quite nice supposed to be soothing.. but no amount of music can soothe my nerves when i list out all the homework the bloody fucking teachers at anderson have given us more than twelve homework ranging from all the different subjects what's your problem? will you die if you stop giving us homework? it's called a march holiday okay and no, i'm not a workholic like sherhan so i can't help but complain and groan and simply pull my hairs out when i see the pile of shit in front of me and i hav a bloody cough, and i'm wheezing, quite literally and i couldn't sleep properly and the math paper is driving me crazy who's stressed? glares around* what the fuck la i'm seriously in a vulgarity mood but ther'es no one for me to scold i'm currently pissed at 1. no one is at home for me to share my grievances with 2. no one is there for me to scold vulgarities at 3. my inability and my suckiness at math 4. my wheezing and breathlessness which cause me to hav an attention span of less than one hour 5. the world for changing so fast until i couldn't recognize people anymore 6. some people who makes me wanna hang up whenever i picked up the phone the thing i miss now 1. ruth (cos i crap the most with her) 2.school (at least they neva give so much homework when we're schooling) 3. kellie (been long time since i went out with her) 4. PS so that i can blast out brains to vent and thi fucking march holiday is forever tainted by homework oh homework seriously, i hate the fucking homework that's why i aspire to go poly and i'm pissed at myself for being pissed at somebody pissed at myself for feelinga stab of jealousy even though there's absolutely no reason for me to feel that way pissed at myself for my weak immune system that succumbed to naomi's big sneezing and coughing..causing me to feel damn tired and lethargic..to the extend i can't do my fucking homework properly i'm just pisesd at the wolrd today FUCK and i've just went and punch myself near the mouth such that the damn braces cut into the mouth. great great, you're absolutely great and i dun even noe what the hell i'm pissed abt there's just this sense of.... i dunno, discontent?? and i just wanna scream : you deserve it!!!! to some people and to some people: YOU DUN DESERVE IT AT ALL YOU NOE ............ i miss kellie and gary. and so i'm going to talk abt the kanasai education system in singapore which was supposed to produce geniuses excelling globally well, hey, news flash : PEOPLE ARE COMMITING SUICIDE DUE TO STUDIES AND WE''RE FEELING DAMN STRESSED!! what's your problem, singapore people are crazy, why do we have to take nine subjects??? and that'snot counting chinese okay whyt he fuck do i hav to take math wheni hate numbers to the core why do hell do i hav to take sciences when i dun even noe what is running this earth and even when we know math and sciences, so what? it's not going to change what's going on in the world? can you stop people from dying? can you stop people from crying?? can you finally understand the forces running the earth? and freaking anderson what's your problem stop giving us homework stop giving us block revisions i noe o levels are scary, i noe they are important but they're not the end of the wrld ruth told me that 25% of suicides in teens are due to studies..... see?? and if singapore is bad, i wonder what's going on in japan outta 8000+ who sat for entrance exams, onli 2000+ went in den the rest what? losers? failures? i'm just feelinga damn grudge against the education system why do people hav to feel trepidation when they wanna persue their dreams, their hobbies, why do parents always say that "there's no future in it" when you hav an interest that's a little odd?? why is it that singapore's onliway of studying is through homework and mugging and mugging????? everybody knows we're supposed to perform the best under no stress circumstances den why the hell is the damn system piling stress all over us? and adults stop it okay, stop saying what studying is better den working look at my bloody brother for instance, he slept away the whole day i almost puke trying to do the damn math paper, keeping in mind the long line that's queuing on my desk he slept the whole bloody day, he wasted his life away wheras students in singa pore go absolutely crazy trying to keep up FUCK IT found my specs beams* thank u god anyway, spare u the stupid details bloody hell, everyone is sick la!! naomi, mg, anson,kumboon, cybil alot of people leh until now i oso get the virus la who ask naomi keep sneezing in my face and somemore her sneeze is AH CHOO~!! lidat de ...... so i'm drowning water now trying to keep the sore throat at bay what shuay timing.... wah sai, i hav so much homework until i can't rmb which ones need to do first liao.. doing the cover pages..two cover pages now first.. ...... shit, my mom asking abt my results ..i got the best in math... ...... den she say now that o level i sure get over ten points pur lease, if i get fifteen, i might as well go die....... shut up la, dunno anything den dun talk wah sai... i finally figured out where i left my specs... it's realli on the stone tables outside 4/1 omg.. if it's realli not there, i dun even dare to think abt it.......-.-" if it's realli not there, i think i'll just commit suicide, how to go home if it's not there!!!! anyway was just thinking. how insensitive can people be .. and how much we try to hang on to the happiness of the past, but it's just not working time realli bleaches everything off even happiness... rephrase memory of happiness will always stay fresh but sometimes, happiness just can't go on sighx prays* specs pls be there!!! wah sai shit!!! wahhhh i'm realli on a downward spiral.. the TIME has cum there's always a time in my life when i keep losing stuff i almost lost my geog file den i almost lost the infocomm file and i now i left my specs in sch on the stone table!!! NOTHING NOTHING can describe the DISTRESS I FEEL!!! omg!!! my lovely evening is spoilt la wanted to watch show den when i open the specs box TADAH nth!! zero!! zilch!! ....... OMG OMGOMG please let the specs be there tml morn when i'm going to be the earliest PRAYING FERVENTLY oh godddd how can i be like this!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my brother is blasting some stupid band song.. dun get me wrong, i dun hav anything against those rock songs. but it's extremely irritating when u are trying to read straits times one wall between, literally and it's also very irritating when you can oso hear his terrible screeching voice aside from the proper screeching from the song .. i woke up very early this morning, hoping that i could spend my morning reading the straits times so i dun hav to spend time later in the afternoon doing it. sunday times are really nice, not so political and more social. but alas, the first thing my mom told me to do when i woke up was to go down and buy two big piece of tofu. ..i noe she has to work, so okay, i went. when i reached the market, it occured to me just how much soya-based products singaporeans are swallowing each day. there are like numerous aunties queuing to buy at the stall.. and the stall owners looked at me as if i dun belong to the category.. anyway, dunno whether you've read the papers these days..yesterday's saturday straits said something abt soya based products not having any effect on lowering chances of heart attacks or something lidat anyway, when i went home, i finally took a bath. after which, my mom wants me to wash the vegetables. ...yah okay, i did. den i received a phone call from sherhan, wanting me to lend her the preston vocab book cos she had nothing to do at home, apparently she had finished all her homework, much to my disgust. and seriously, why can't you just relax?? having nth to do must be the most wonderful feeling in the world, why do you wanna stuff something inside that slot? i agreed. den began to finally read the straits times. for sme reason a sense of urgency and kan jiong feeling seized me. maybe it's the evil eye my mom's giving me. she's rushing to work, and there i am trying to enjoy the papers. (till now, i didn't realli get what the paper is tring to say although toda'y's paper is gd) and so i just rushed through the papers....with my mom nagging me and nagging me to rmb to lock the door, to rmb the boiling water..and blah blah blah someone should do a research on why mothers like to nag so much it's not as if i'm deaf right and when the kettle screech, i'd know there's no need to nag at me i'm on a short fuse these days.. for some reason i just like to snap at people. the thing is, i dun understand why i dun snap at friends. maybe i'm just a horrible person at home. in any case, there's this article abt homework overload and i totally agree.. it's talking abt young students. but what abt us? we're worse okay i have so much math homework i think i hav a high chance of drowning.. and there's this feeling that i haven't seen the world in such a long while. i hate that feeling..feeling as if i've been staying at home all week long because of homework, and i haven't been outside at all that kinda no-life feeling i dunno how some people can just bear with that feeling. like what i said to my mom, i dun understand how these people can just bury themselves into work.... as if they realli hav a passion for studying. there are two types of adults one type are those who are fortunate enough to get a job they love from there, they proceed either to be successful or successfully workholic damn my brother, he took my ipod again sometimes i think it's not bad to be a hooligan cos i can just punch him smack carrying on, another type are those who hate what they do but still do it because they dun hav another choice students these days belong to the latter dun they? fucking shit, i hav tuition and math homework and i realli wanna go out. and i realli kinda hate life. studying and studying what's ur problem government. why do you like to load young people's life with nothing but homework during the weekends?? fuck ..i didn't meant to type lidat i copied and paste, cos comp connection lag again again and my freaking brother sux for some reason i can't sign into msn .. something wrong with my proxy settings,whatever it is.... anyway, finally no tests ah!! but damn tired.. wanted to wait for pris yesterday at library..budden got headache..so went home.. slept.. den woke up to prac piano.. hard works pays off..sometimes ..haha, today piano was gd felt better.. wah seh, why no more tests, den give so many homework!! .. especially math..is mr tan trying to drown us or something.. oh, another thing, i hav to dig out my color pencils for geog..to color the stupid models...... seriously, i hate geog and i hav support by so many people la! ..so damn ma fan.. more and more people in my class thinks it's damn irritating..... bleah so there hmm..hav decided, going to buy chen guan yu dat album.. after piano went walk walk..saw joan haha, and erm, another friend, dunno her name haha but know she's mg's friend la ..den i donated fifty cents! -.-" ..cannot donate another fifty cents to the other friend la, cos i need small change to buy straits times..so donated 5 cents.....-.-" so cheapo.. hmm, den went up to cd-rama..look for new cds.. jj's album dun attract me (as in, i neva get the urge to buy it) den chen guan yu's did. .. ahem, so gonna save up buy next wk.. sian, saving money all day long i swear i gonna grow up to be a damn rich person anyway, i had this realli realli ridiculous thought yesterday on the mrt... i warn u first, it's realli ridiculous.. ahem, i was thinking. why can't people just kiss first when they first meet?? -.-" before you scream "siao" i explain my rationale first. hmm, cos you see ah, all those shows, it's everytime they kiss den got feeling den stead what..something lidat la so, why dun u just kiss first, if nice den go out lo .. sorry sorry, i noe it's extremely stupid....... i think i was realli cocked out yesterday....... sighx, later still gotta do homework....... .. bloody shit.. i need info from ruth.. and where's she?? out running at this unholy hour of the night -.-" ....... sighx, which leave me here alone to blog...... i realli wanna sleep.. damn..should go clean up first...... -go brush teeth and stuff- back. damn where the hell is she!!! ... sighx, realli dunno what we are doing..... why we study until so much, until all our friends start to change.. until i can't tell what you are thinking until i dun like what you've become .. sighx it's realli realli tiring these few days.. both mentally and physically anyway, i'm damn happy this term..i guess, sorta.. cos the best of my subjects are...amazingly..... make a guess?? .. math!!! amath i got A2 and emath is A1!! ..these are the nicest grades i ever got since sec three.. anyway, am realli tired.. dun wanna talk to people i dun wanna talk to.. dun wanna listen to people crap when i can't talk. .. feel very happy when i sit with ruth.. cos we'll start crapping blah blah.. some realli idiotic stuff.. .. i dun like to talk to people when i know you are hiding something from me.. i dun like to talk to people when i know you are gloating.. .. the older i grow, the more i think that there are no such things as friends..... ..i just typed one long entry..den my comp hang.. ..shan't repeat myself.. in any case, i watched i not sutpid too.. it's a damn nice show and realli touching oso highly recommended to poor students like us who onli hav time now that tests are over.. it's realli relevant to singaporeans la. and i think all parents who see this should reflect or something.. so should the kids.. .. i cried like shit.. anyway, i realized i realli cry very easily.. so long there's gd plot, gd acting, gd music.. den i'll just cry ..bloody shit, spoils my image as a killer.. realli realli touching la other people say it's not realli.. but i think it is.. if you realli got quarrel with ur mom, or got communication errors, like me.. den you'll realli find it relevant.. almost everything inside, okay aside from the dad dying part..i got experienced before.. ..and i think some people know what i'm talking abt.. and i oso hate parents saying my friends are not gd dat kinda thing just watch, it's gd gotta do losta homework, at least i managed to catch the show, it's gd! |
