hie...
stomach still very strange..cannot eat anything too oily, too fried..too wadeva..or else my stomach will hav a hard time digesting it..feeling very bloated and uncomfortable larz.....
just watched finished winter's sonata sooo nice.....cham liao lar..i obsessed wif korean dramas liao larz..thanks to mei xia..my aunt's friend..got all the vcds of korean shows..den i watch watch watch lohx....
got up this morn feeling much much better...so much better than yesterday..yesterday the whole body like wanna collapse..much better..wah..
okay erm..got up this morn wif the stupid incredibly ridiculous idea dat i wanna learn to bake cookies....and cakes..and pastries..i think i'm delusional....yahx..budden will be so gd to be able to bake for friends mahx..so sweet sia?
harhar..yesterday told px wanna change my character...must learn to watch cartoon shows..den must learn to be like felicia everything oso say so sweet! den learn to wear skirts..>.< duh, i'm just joking.hahahx..i told her the onli way i will wear skirts is to ask gary to wear it wif mi.....gary, interested?
ciao..

hie..mi? currently having stomach upset...dunno wad illness..cos these few days strange strange de..den yesterday still go out wif mi mum to chinatown..den somemore rain..so cham..she cannot climb stairs..den cannot kanna rain..den i very cham, so cold, somemore sit on train wanna puke..cum bac yesterday nite..sit there wif jacket dunno wad..i think my expression den must be what my bro always say "like you kanna jian lidat" den called gary ask him postpone the thingie..pai seh horz..den he like very desperate lidat..hahx..pai seh..den call a lot of people larz..
having another 2/6 chalet..yeeps?
cum bac very cham lehx..diarrhoea...xie du zi..cum out all water ya noe..my mum say lidat very cham..serious..budden this morn wake up okay le..so..yah..neva see doc lohx..now still trying to eat something..
hmm..wad was i supposed to say? yah, winter sonata so nice...hmm..hmm..
..haven't worked on my story for so long..going to try now bah

fuck fuck fuck fuck.......want to say fuck off to so many people but cannot say here........so say fuck off to jiajun lohx..he's the onli one that wun read this anyway......
fuck steadying. fuck love.fuck steadying.fuck love......why does everybody change because of steadying? why does he hav to change? why the hell do our friendship has to sour? why is nobody there when i needed to tok to someone? why can't anybody understand? why wun she even say one sorry? why can't she care somemore? why the hell can't he tok? why must he do this to us? who are we to him? toys? puppets? or just some ancient history that doesn't deserve a speck of attention? what the hell does he think he is? hav stead den can push all his friends aside is it?
PEOPLE IF YOU ARE NOT FREE TO ANS UR MSN PLEASE PUT UR STATUS AS AWAY
or else i might just say fuck you before you can understand what's going on..........
i agree.love is blind so blind until people change. i hate it. i hate love. what is so special about love if it changes people so badly? den i would rather that aspect of feeling is blocked from our hearts forever. why is our friendship so fragile? why does he hav to say such hurtful things? why can't he understand it hurts? why do people insists on doing something that will onli hurt and cause scars? scars that last forever? i feel like asking him to just fuck off and stead wif his cyber virus aka his cyber RO girlfriend. who cares? alright fine, i care, i care alright? we all care, but it's his business isn't it? onli his business, he made it that way. we can't even ask, can't ask at all. or else he'll just snap and say we're poking our noses into business that aren't ours.
shit you..shit all of you. go to another account to bitch about people..........
i'm not so great. i just hate people when they do this.

yoz peeps..yeah..i'm crazy with korean again..haha..i noe you all going to say i lag cos now den watch winter sonata..but it's very damn nice! hahax...watched it around...6 hrs today..continue later..wa kor..i very siao horz? who ask channel eight dun show anything?
hmm..nth much to blog about larz..did i say that i got scolded by my piano teacher? she sux alright..say i got attitude prob..long story..basically i realli dread the next piano lesson bahx..
okay..somemore? i think i'm into the habit of skipping trainings again...who ask mi to go camp? lidat i skip until i song liaox...next wk still got wrps camp in the exact same spot at pasir ris lehx..they first day got wild wild wet..second day go escape..i'm going to be soooooooo broke! who can sponsor mi huhx???

okay..after blogging the camp...now blog my life..
err..sianz bo..today go piano lesson..knew that sure scold wan..cos i neva practise..say my counting realli very cham..cham lar...i oso know..wad u wan mi do..den somemore called my mum lehx..tmd..hate her..lucky mum thinks that like i after chalet still very sleepy and lethargic..neva do anything..just niam a bit..tmd..go call my mom for wad..den call liao den very happy lidat..tmd..what am i supposed to say?? lidat affect all my mood..qian bian arhz? today wanna go swimming oso cannot..hope tml the weather will be very very very damn hot..den go swimming pool cool off..can vent my frustration oso..my counting sux mahx..always lidat mahx..wad u wan mi do? sianz bo........say wad my mum like say everything her fault..den say wad suggest mi change teacher..say she wu suo wei..what i supposed to say? tmd...

hie..went for 2/5 camp for the previous wk..err..long story...
first day: meet with felicia priscilla and jody take mrt there..on the way jody called mg and realized we were on the same train..den meet again..den reached there..the weather was very cool and dark lahx..rained lohx..we pitched the tents den spent the rainy day inside playing cards..mainly daidee and mahjong bahx..den..den wad? oh yeah..den we ordered canadian pizza to eat for dinner lohx..den went to naomi's house in the night..cos it's the last episode of the ren wo au you..so went there..jody was like so kan chiong..den watch watch..den bathe there larz..den naomi came bac wif us to stay..we didn't sleep that nite..they played badminton while we tok bahx..den wanted to watch sunrise budden i too sleepy..slept a while den woke up..budden the sun like not from that side rise..so never see it lohx..
second day: err..went to eat breakfast at macdonalds? den err..forget it..i forgot wad happened..
summary of all days larz..err..dunno on which day alvin came bahx..den dunno larz..basically we spent the days playing..cycling..talking..sometimes sleeping..yahx..den on the last second day? forgot..layjia came..is it? den last day horz..nicholas phua came bahx..quite good looking larz..but so tall..yahx..somemore the bike he rode..dunno why the gear he go adjust until so..yahx..i dunno use how much force den can cycle bac to the shop...wah..budden manage to cancel out 1.50 from the bet by jia hao..hahax..yah..den at nite..tok..slept..lidat lohx
haix..budden the camp like lovers' camp lidat..hahax..nigel oso agree..den say wad he one person dunno go where..i say nvm i go hug a tree lohx..den he say he hug weisiang bahx..den later change to the pillar..hahax..yah..
budden the beach wind very nice larz..budden at night all the stupid mosquitoes came out and bite us..dunno why like mi blood a lot..bite bite..yah..lidat lohx..budden jiahao all the time like depression is it....cheer up bahx..yahx..lidat lohx..the toilet fee so expensive..wa kor..yah..lidat bahx..nth much to say liao lax..
slept for 30 hrs plus yesterday..hax..so nice..still feel very lethargic..sianz horz.......wanted to go swimming budden weather not gd lehx...somemore still feel sooo sleepy...

hmm..today..err..still dunno whether to stay tml nite..dunno who is staying..haix..dunno lar..missed gary kellie jiajun karen...sniff..and jiaping...sorry....dunno whether to stay..haix
kellie over at downtown east oso..haix..gary..wanna go wild wild wet..budden i no money le..today went grandma's house..hahax..got extra forty bucks as pocket money..budden..see first bahx..
nth much to say..going to skip so many damn trainings this week...shit..first time feel pity not going..cos dun wan the seniors to think i'm that kinda person.

hie..today dunno wad happened..woke up around eleven in the morning..den err..ate some breakfast..decided to read some books cos there weren't any gd shows in the morn..den read read read read...suddenly feel so sleepy and dunno wad came over mi..den decided to sleep again even though i've had around 11 hrs of sleep already..did as i felt..went to sleep around 1 and woke up around 4.30...dreamt a lot of stuff...went to see karen's blog yesterday..and she scolded jiajun until...until like wad mg said of me..but even harsher actually..dunno wad i dreamt abt..dreamt of mi getting a temp job at a stupid cafe..den change den change..den dunno when weilun gary jiajun joined me..den dunno why we went NTUC..all that crap..den everybody was like very happy lidat..den dreamt of jiajun toking to me..blah blah..haix..woke up..den feel very strange..cos i didn't noe wad the dream meant..den suddenly drawled on me..the scene..like jiajun haven't changed at all..everytime see him, although know what he said to karen wad he did, still hav this feeling like he hasn't changed, a twinge that everything is the same as before, budden that feeling will pass again, cos he have changed.nothing can change dat fact. realli can't believe that he said those stuff to karen. how can he do that? we're his friends! i realli wonder what's he thinking. haix..why can't things go bac to the way they were?
i just realized that no matter how much i say i hate that friend of mine, no matter how much i loathe him and know it's his fault..i still wun forget the happy memories we had...refering to all friends..if a friendship causes you so much pain when it sours or change, it meant that that friendship had given you so much happiness before. heard it from a show. haix.
with that...actually, isn't this true to refering to the dilemma i hav now?

yoz..today arhx..woke up in the morn..mum started nagging blahx blahx..den went for piano lessons lohx..noe larz, i neva practise, kanna scolded..not scolded la, she just say larz..den went home..actually decided not going swimming..but see the weather not bad so call kellie lohx..den see the dry wood fierce fire..by gu tian le and yang qian hua..watched twice this wk le..den get ready go swimming lohx..
met kellie and her mum cum her bro..eh, her bro become cuter by each year lol! and the skin colour very nice sia...keep up the gd work! lol..den not as mischievious as before larz..den went to the swimming complex..kellie horz..very paiseh wear the swimming costume..hers is two piece..purple..mine is the army green wan larz..budden it's okay wad..hav faith in urself larz..see ur mum even say my thigh even thicker than urs lehx! so pai seh..den went to the deep pool first..dunno who say wan larz..den she stayed at the side for dunno god knows how many mins while trying to put on the goggles..wa laox..lian goggles oso dunno how to put on..while i sometimes swam off and swim bac again lohx..den the stupid lifeguard..okay larz, he makes sense lar but dun need so fierce rite..tell us go to the side where it isn't as deep (we were somewhere in the middle) den say we hav been loitering there blah blah...den might as well we go medium pool..where i tried..repeat, tried to teach kellie how to float blah blahx..budden failed miserably..okay lar..at least she now wun sink if she tried rite...den her bro came..teached her..i think he teach better lehx..den gotta go cos mum ask mi whether wanna go eat with aunt they all..i say okay lohx..den bathe..pai seh kellie the shower thingie..cos i realli dunno how to lock that door..haahx..den waited long long time for bro..den sit behind the lorry..sooo cold lehx..wa kor..somemore i just swim lohx..den finally reached..spent another few moments waiting for great uncle( so to speak) and my cousins..tied up my hair..now not so straight le..(btw, the chlorine in the water sooo much! so dry lehx) den they arrived..we eat eat eat lohx..neva tok much..cos i not close to them mahx..budden my cousins changed so much lehx..used to be so cute..one of them..now..brr..forget it..hahax..den somemore eat the avocado juice..very very nice! i recommend!! green green one taste like milk tea cum soya cum chendo..very nice jiu dui le! den went home..tada!
so happy lehx, pris say she not pissed le....haiya, if can bury the hatchet, i'll gladly apologize or something....thx ben for ur help..although u neva gave mi a reply..wad the..

yeah peeps..i went for training again today! accomplishment..should award me with something..major accomplishment..anyway, the coach totally treat us invisible wan..at first play wad stupid basketball..den the four of us split into two two..den just loiter like walking corpses lidat..watch them play..siao..den after dat..they all practise competition..the four of us went to play in the canteen all the way through till noon..wad the..but ziping dun care us realli good..lidat better...dun wan him training us..i gave up hope liaox..
den went with shimin and april to eat lunch at the NTUC blah blah..cybil can't cum cos she gotta go her dad's place or something..ah huhx..den came home lohx..going to get the ff8 disc from jiajun later so i can play..den tml can go swimming with px! gd gd! hope it doesn't rain!! wahah
yikes..my leg so big..like pig's trotters...

arrgh..19 pages..and onli slightly past the complication..finally going to reach climax.....whoa..exhausting

yesterday's kellie's birthday!! happy birthday!! so sorry didn't manage to find ur sling bag yesterday..
hmm..woke up around 11am..yah i noe dat's late..dat's my usual waking time..den sms px who was apparently waiting for mi to sms..den settled meet her at 2..den went to eat some noodles..read the book she chose last time..dying to please...until around 1..den get ready to meet her..den we went off lohx..to orchard...along the way on mrt just listen to songs lohx..
den go to the dentist there..she changed the bands first..plus put one rubber band..the one ann wore..den i also changed..now so tight sia..a bit uncomfortable..okay lar..den we went to buy the ice-cream from that stall opposite paragon..forgot the name le lar..kellie say go suntec no dat stall..so must buy now..wad crap..den i oso must buy to accompany her to eat..more crap..the cone realli sux but the ice-cream okay lar..the chocolate dip very delicious..harhar..den went to city hall..den manage to find our way into suntec..walk here walk there..crap a lot..den met up with gary and jiaping at the arcade star factory..den gary left his friends and follow us lohx..we..we..den wad..err..we went in search of a no-name shop cos according to jiaping there got very "cute" stuff..den reach there den find out her idea of cute is soooo twisted..yah..cos the stuff there right..will give you electric shock..just numbing lidat..but the watch very nice! wad's that kinda watch called huhx..hanging on the chain wan..so nice..den err..we walk here walk there..den went to crepes and cream cos gary and jiaping wanna buy the ice-cream..den cos kellie and i already ate ice-cream so we neva eat lar..duh..den err..went to raffles city cos that's the nearest city nearby and we were searching for a place to eat..prefably kfc..cos lar..there dun hav..but we just walk lohx..den saw op shop but dun hav the kinda sling bag kellie wan..yah..den we went food junction to eat cos i realli hungry..hmm..kellie and i shared a plate of fish and chips while jiaping ordered fish ball noodles and gary ordered black pepper chicken hotplate..yah..den mi and kellie kept crapping and laughing cos we were playing with our food..duh..yah..den err..went op again cos jipaing wanna buy something..budden i so cold until cannot go in..will freeze..in the end she neva buy..den we decided we wanna go over to fountain of wealth..so walk very very very very fast..budden reach there oso too late le..7.16..wad shit..just by one minute..but we still go there touch lohx..cos already there mahx..walk three rounds..budden kellie and i didn't know have to make wish..wasted..den splash each other with water..go outside with water of wealth all over us..haha..wanna take photos but very blur..sad..den bought auntie anne's pretzels..chocolate mint sux! so lan..den i bought almond for my mum so that i go home so late she wun be so angry..haha..den err..walk fast fast bac home..den jiaping kept saying she wanna buy a ..i dunno how to spell lar..basically a blouse from those side stalls..budden kept saying the stall walk too fast miss liaox..turns out at city link mall there..yah..den say wad wanna buy four for all of fast..den all of us stare at gary den bac at her..in the end she bought the shirt lar..9 bucks lehx..ah huhx..den walk fast fast bac..take mrt to marina bay den bac to jurong east..cos den got seats mahx..den err..gary ask mi return book with him..budden so late le..so i say i return today lohx..(look at time..) yah..den we tok the rest of the way lohx..jiaping got off at yck..den we carry on crapping..and i made a stupid statement that gary thinks is the funniest joke i've ever made since i know him..wad the..den got down lohx...
go home..change..eat..(still can eat lehx..mom's food neva say you full liaox.) got kfc tom yum crunch! haha..den hor watch the ren wo au you...i missed the lara croft!!! tomb raider!! shit..den ten watch jurassic park three..quite nice lar..den sleep lohx
hmm..today is deepavali..happy deepavali! duh...no training wahahah..so gd..den tml tahan another training..den can go swimming at jurong east with peixian! mauhahaha!!! budden must see heavens' moods liaox..

yeah..went for training today...
onli cybil wan yi and mi..but better than nth
actually tot that i wouldn't be in the bad mood and see the unfriendly faces will get even more depressed. but turns out it's okay. but my skills..sux like hell..who cares..i tried..i went..one of the seniors said, ur skills sux it's okay, u must cum for training that's all..haix..
missed jerlyn shimin april meiyan everybody so much..
btw..meiyan..bon voyage for chengdu..
zhiwei oso went thailand..there goes two of my friends..nowadays must keep count. i might lose any anytime..
fish's album very nice..so is stefanie's...
takes up so much energy to hate or bear grudges...
to mg: i noe u must be hating mi right now, for how unreasonable i might seemed in ur eyes. u and pris both. i just wanna say i dun hate or blame or think it's ur fault anymore. maybe we are both in the wrong. maybe u are right. i dun think it matters anymore. if you are still angry den so be it. i'm not going to do anything. i'm so anti-emotion dat i dun care anymore.
[work on my essay bah]
bury myself in the world i've created

fang fu yi jing zhi you
xia yi ke wo bian cheng feng
cui guo ni de ling kong
cha dian shi kong

so true

no prob. i'll just find another "punch bag" as you put it. wad more can i say?

right. i know you all are fuming. so am i. i dunno whose fault is it. i only know that i can't define that cos i'm one of the people involved. your fault my fault, does it all matter so much?
suddenly miss karen and kellie so much. dun tell mi wad gary said was true, only primary school friendships are true.
true friends. right. how many stuff have you guys hidden from mi. i'm not even talking about any single one. i'm talking about a whole. liars. my mum say i'm temperamental and over-sensitive. right, go tell it to her when she's in my shoes. i've even changed and everything and my mum sits there dunno wad to do as well abt my elective. i feel so lost. i dun even noe wad i want. not unlike u guys. i dun hav an ambition. sheryl wanna be a marine biologist. kellie wanna be a nurse. at least you guys noe wad combi u wan. mi? my mom wants this, the others want dat. and i thought i could get some advice from my friends. so i'm a nuisance. have everything come down to this?

wad the fuck
already told you when you replied mi first time dat i was seriously talking to you, i wanted some advice from my friends. in the end? you still give mi bac dat stupid reply. i know the whole group of you having fun at school but can't you just give mi ONE serious reply? i am seriously and really fan at dat time because my mum was giving mi pressure on the stupid election thingie. and she kept saying, wad about weilun, wad about weilun. Do you even noe wad the fuck he said abt THOSE PEOPLE in our class? all i wanted was some advice and you just gave mi a stupid reply as if i was joking.

mood was actually better after dat afternoon nap. spent the whole damn day sorting out stuff, moving furniture. everything.finally settled everything.now i've just realized that nowadays nothing is wad i thought. so many stuff i wanna say. so wad is benjamin they all know they are wrong? so wad if i actually started to miss 2/6? so wad i brag to cybil how good the guys in our class are, how great our class is, our high our class spirit was? so wad? the real good friends i hav is myself. no one else. so be it. wo ren le. zhe ge ban, zhe yang hai you dong xi liu lian mahx? all i have is myself, no one else.


yeah yeah...realized that my blog music doesn't work..but now works le!! yeah yeah..cos i upload it mahx..to angelfire..
hmm..did i blog yesterday? yesh i did...err.today..did nth much..
okay people i'm changing my mindset..cartoons ARE nice...but i onli like animated characters..dun like animated animals..meaning i like cartoon humans..hahahx..wad the hell am i talking abt? watched another cartoon this morn..cos nth much to watch le..quest for camelot..old show lar..
hmm..i am going crazy..cos tml hav training..sianz sia..i hate it..
going out later with bro and aunt..basically just going for dinner...pray we dun eat the same stuff again..it's nice budden everytime go that restaurant very sian de lehx.
~my layout yue kan yue mei...hahahx~...i'm going crazy

btw..forgot to mention that stefanie's new album...the wo de ai, wo ye hen xiang ta and man man lai very nice...

okay..didn't blog yesterday right...
[heart dun fail me now, courage dun desert me. dun turn back now that we're here]
[people always say, life is full of choices, but no one ever mentions fear]
arrghh..having a major headache right now..yesterday..spent another four hours alone in my house facing the computer and working on my essay..okay right, it's gonna suck but at least i think it's still interesting now..already draft out in my diary..harh..
oh yeah..sheryl..couldn't send it to you den cos my computer is invaded by spyware...
erm..maybe i'll publish on net if i hav the confidence?
anyway basically that's wad i did yesterday..it rained somemore..cool..duh, and i pon somemore..i think i'm not ever going bac dere again..wad the..
today..morn go piano lesson..actually piano lessons are fun ya noe..not stressful at all..erm..den came bac..grab a quick lunch..went off with px to play tennis..and i literally mean play..we're not even amateurs..if you know what i mean..we literally play the ball..and wasted 19 bucks! people do not book the stupid tennis court in yck during weekends..cos it's 9.50 PER HOUR!!! it's even more expensive den any ktv pub! omg..both our hearts were bleeding..and somemore we couldn't even treasure our time properly cos the sun is so damn hot..
man..den went bac to causeway point..i ate tom yum crunch while i treat her to a sundae..wa kor..bleed..den went to the library...borrowed a coupla books..should be quite nice..tried reading one of the...err..forget le..quite okay..just that having a major headache..anyway..came bac to my house..played a stupid game that i borrowed from shufen..err..den kellie bought tidbits for dinner..play till 8.15 den song ta hui jia..den took a bath..den during the shower all body started aching till now..going to hang on till summer scent..though i starting to fall asleep le..
yahx..that's abt it..bye..


haiz..wad the hell..
finally found a temp job..it's selling christmas cards on the streets..budden working hours is by u..den it's by commission..budden one card 5 bucks..serious?i dunno how feasible it is..
actually thought mg would be interested..turned out she wanna go for appeal briefin..wad shit..den meiyan hav guitar class..den pris got library..wad shit..
today..long story..went for training..i was determined to go for once..den? reached there rain so hard..got stuck in the opp coffeeshop..and who is the one who cums offering mi umbrella? ..ziping..i'm soooo lucky..waited for the sec ones and supposed to shelter them across...budden everyone flocked back to cenhan and joycelyn........wadeva..
den? turned out not one of the sec twos went..NONE..and i've already exposed myself to the sec threes and sec ones and coach..wad the..and dun ask mi why i can't stay..how could i stay when there is not a single sec two?? so? went to meet meiyan under the pouring rain..and risk all the team people scolding mi behind my bac..all thanks to? meiyan.
den now..talking to weilun..just realize that his thinkings so different from mine..haiz..dun wanna say until too harsh..cos he say that..that..forget it..cant' bring myself to say this...just thought that yah, his thinkings is so.twisted
not in a gd mood..not a gd day..and my hopes were dashed..

yo..firstly must thank so many people for visiting my blog...geez..as if they are visiting for ME..instead it's my absolute fabulous extremely fantastic blog layout..duh..i'm being lame
anyway..today..nothing much..went to sch at 12, checked my combination which is triple science and lit elect..den met felicia naomi priscilla and huabin who decided to go for lunch with us....i ate a free lunch cos naomi still owe mi a happy meal..yupx..den saw ahem and ahem at macdonalds..okay, i'll keep my mouth shut..den went to bishan to take neoprints..wahahx..so fun..okay. i'm like wasting my money or something..err..wadeva
anyway..i realli hate spyware..fanching just told mi a way to get rid of it..going to try tml..anyway..i realli hate them..
going off..ciao


lol i'm too bored..hence..

These are the 50 ways to know the person's character and understand the person well, although it is quite waste of time, but when you feel free just try it out! -->
1. name? >.<...
2. How old are you? 14
3. Do you have any nickname? err..rainspring? that's cyber..
4. When was your first love? ~when i fall in love~
5. First kiss? err..my hello kitty?
6. How tall are you? 166cm
7. How many ex gf/bf do u have? nada, zip. poof
8. Sour, spicy or sweet? sour
9.What would u do when you are free? read losta books...play music..write essays
10. Obsession? current is korean..*look around my blog*
11. Do you go to the club? nah
13. What are ur fav magazines? 8 days, I magazine...Teenage...Lime
14. Are you a drinker? nah
15. How much money will you bring when you are out? depends on whether i'm trying to splurge or save
16. Car, diamond or money? car, definitely
17. What cellphone are you using now?....such a timely question
18. Coffeebean or starbucks? neva knew the diff
19. Where do you stay? ..woodlands cemetery
20. What is your favourite food? ice cream
21. What is your favourite drink? iced milo
22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake? cake with icing
23. Can your ears move? err..no
24. Do you dye your hair? nah
25. What languages do you speak? blabber lang with english chinese
26. How many phones in your house? 2
27. How many toilets? 2
28. When you are doing your business in the toilet? harh?
29. Do you swim? yupx..i dun drown that is but i'm no medal winner
30. Do you gamble? ya
31. What is your favourite sport? badminton
32. Love techno or classical? classical
33. What is your favourite drink? i tot u asked?
34. What is your temper? err..it's better than when i was in wrps..check my horoscope cancer...
35. What kind of person are you? err..how abt u tell mi.
36. What would you wear when you go to bed? tee shirts and shorts duh
37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up? tussle my hair..
38. Do you eat breakfast? yesh
39. Favourite tv shows? pls look at my blog...
40. Who do you want to meet? anybody
42. Where do you like to go? library or cafe
43. Who is you crush? ...
44. When is your birthday? 26 June
45. Do you buy branded goods? no
46. How many hours do you spend talking on the phone? err..longest record is 6 hrs but i can manage up to two hrs now wif karen
48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them? err..i dun hav a cell phone anymore..sob sob*
49. Do you watch romantic movies? yupx..which movies nowadays isn't?
50.Do u watch Filipino movies? no

wasted another 80 cents today getting the straits time all for the classified recruit section..no temp jobs!!!
err..yesterday..watched america's next top model and then curse at the tv cos Camille didn't get kicked out..she should you noe..that bitch...hate her attitude..
but oh well..i'm not in any position to say anything..err..somemore? oh yeah..yesterday..
woke up at around 11 and spent like one hr poring over the newspaper trying to see if there were any gd temp jobs...just ask mg..none..yah, poof, there goes my hope..den another hour lazing over my lunch..den continued to read Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Wicked Willow I...borrowed it from Kellie..it's a new series..den finished it around 3, went online for an hr or so...den getting realli bored cos except blogging, i've got nth much to do..did i mention i was so bored these last days that i actually wrote an essay? yah..if i've got the time i'll post it here..it's quite long actually..
den around 4 plus decided to go to the library cos i've got no books to read and nothing to do..mainly for my obsession with the new series of buffy chronicles..called kellie but she was out so i went alone..mom had gone to work and dad fetched her..so my house was empty..came bac an hour later, borrowed a coupla computer books and one novel..den throw my bag on my bed and went over to kellie's house to borrow yet another new series of buffy..den went to buy the burger at macdonalds..bring home..enjoy the peace and quiet while munching and reading the book..oh yeah, it's named apocalypse memoirs of memories...yah..realli gd book..den finished it again around 9. Just in time to watch the ren wo au you..though i'm not realli caught up with it..just watched..den bro came bac around dat time too..still haven't gotten used to him wearing the ..err..that kinda long sleeved shirt..i haven't learn the name yet..den read the html books for half an hour while waiting for the true files to finish..den america's next top model..den waited for my mum to get home..washed some plates..brushed my teeth..and den read another chapter of the blind man of seville which turns out to be written by either an italian or spanish author..i can't tell the difference..can anybody tell mi what's conserj? yah..den went to bed...
woke up aruond 11 again today cos my bed was warmed by the sun and realli cozy..mum went to work within mins..took a bath..vacuum the living room cos mom asked me to do so and that i've got nth to do while waiting for my hair to dry..
yah..that's wad happened up till now..isn't life boring...
and i can't even go out cos i'm broke..totally..reminder: i still owe weilun bucks..
who has lobang for temp jobs??

eh..can finally blog with this comp..yah
anyway..just read sheryl's blog..she said something of missing 2/6 although it's only been a few days..
sad to say..i dun..i mean nowadays everybody is like sobbing because 2/6 is officially seperated and all that..i noe what they feel..seriously..okay maybe i dun cos i realli can't force myself to feel it..kinda sad realli..i dun feel anything about it..maybe it hasn't hit me yet, maybe i will cry next year when i realize i dun hav a single friend in the class wif mi..but right now? can't feel anything..
yah..anyway so sad..the china girl huang na's body's finally found..sad..haven't read the actual report yet..maybe later..hope that sickening guy dies a terrible death..
hmm..i need a temp job fast..as can be seen from my previous entry that i owe weilun so many bucks..yeah..
hmm..wanna go to the library to borrow the wicked willow II...just read finish I and like it..it's been a while since i read buffy chronicles..cos they haven't had new ones in months..budden kellie's out booking the badminton court wif her friends...and her mom didn't want me startling her by calling her hp while she's cycling..
damn..pon training today..cybil's sick, angeline's not free, shimin dunno wad happened..kellynn didn't wanna go and meiyan went wild wild wet..what's the world coming to? anyway, realli quite sorry neva go..later the seniors will start reprimanding us for our lousy attitudes again
but realli, who can blame us?
oh yeah..just watched shi mian mai fu..kinda sucky realli..if you dun count the realli beautiful scenes and elegant moves..but realli, the plot kinda sucks.

i ended up feeling ridiculous when andy lau and taekashi decided to battle it out and thick snow flakes began to fall...i mean yah i can tell from the scenes that it's fall but please..SNOW? and predictably of cos, there was a scene where by the blood of whoever was splayed onto the snow..isn't that typical? and i think zhang yi mo realli failed trying to establish the love between taekashi and zhang zi yi..yeah he sure brought out the rage of andy lau alright..but the love? nada..zip..i dun feel anything, at all.

And hence it's with a certain amount of ridicule and amazement that taekashi would wanna battle it out with andy over life-death battle for zhang zi yi.

and yeah, i agree, does zhang zi yi ever ever die? there was this scene where she had three or more weapons poked into her and she still survived and had the energy to stand up waiting for taekashi to take her into his arms...not to mention that she chose to revive from her ordeal during that snowing scene to stop the stupid pointless battle between andy and taekashi.
Really.
And then she finally dies
my opinion? if only she had died earlier
and yar there's still this absurb part of her being blind and everybody believing in it. Oh please...you must be an utter idiot to believe it if only for a moment.
Blind and knows kungfu so damn well? And blind enough to split apart the plate tossed by andy?
i'm speechless

but still, i admire zhang yi mo's ability to make all the scenes bind together beautiful. Enough with the criticism...let's focus on some of the more beautiful scenes
there's this scene where taekashi stopped in his tracks, okay, horse tracks as if he could sense zhang zi yi's hesitation. Den taekashi on his horseback pic blended to show zhang zi yi in the same spot among bamboos shoots..
nice, reminds mi of the liang zhu mr tok showed where they are seperated by a wall

fine, i'm too bored dat i hav to resort to critisize zhang yi mo's ability to depict his scripts
but still
yawn* whatever