haix..burning fish leong's album now..budden i scare burn out the quality not good lehx..if not good i realli go and buy one le...haix..but no money lehx..sian la

anyway..today went out wif stephen and kellie..wanted to call gary..budden cannot contact him..den call weilun..he went chalet le..tml's my turn..haix..didn't do much..just slack around..den cycle over to buy some stupid junk food..pringles..chips and more..all those stuff lahx..den slack around...tok tok tok...oh yeah..stephen is a councillor!! (whoaooooaaa) hahax..can't believe..cannot believe that jian bang oso councillor..omg..we moved from one bad court to another...total three badminton courts..whoa..den the last one there..saw two of his friends..female one loh..den we "volunteer" our rackets to let him play wif his two friends..hahax..whereas kellie and i cycle around..den..i pulled the both of them to cycle and fly kite..budden the weather wasn't reali nice..so well..den kellie kept saying her stomach ache..den say very sianz..so sorry hor..pulled you all along...budden i realli dun feel sianz lehx..so long hav friends by my side okay le..hahahx..

hmm..tml..haix..i scared the games can't go as planned..haix..wish mi luck......i hav a premonition that i wun enjoy the chalet tml..oh well..i'll miss my bed...

haix..been slacking for two days..sianz man..though hols are great..budden it's realli boooring.......

tml going to spend night over at naomi's..wif mg..sianz diao......will miss my room hor..plus everything from tv to everything......and hor..cannot watch shows le.....why..sniff*..no lahx..been sleeping for three hours..nth to do mahx..my room in a total mess oso no mood to go and tidy...SIANZ ARH

yeah man..hols are officially here!! Yeah! No more homework and mdm hee early in the morn..hahax..

yesterday was anderson's sports day..err..yeah i agree, i tink onli our class bored until go play reversi and chess..and also mini monkey wif tennis ball..duh? Plus we all stood there and compete who can blow the smallest/biggest bubble? Duh..but overall was quite fun lahx..pris received two big posters on wilbur and david beckham from huizhen and suyi? in the end forgot to take home..we all never won anything lahx..except for jody's dunno wad race came in third..forgot liaox..den our interactive relay rite..wa kaox..we all fifth..they all say we third..so we happy happy go up and take our prize lohx..esp that mr tok..(act super cute) yeah..den later the melvin say : can mr tok cum up to the announcement booth or something wif the prize you received? den say we take wrong prize..they all already take photos wif the prize and ripped open it liao lehx..duh..but nvm lahx..spent a lot of money yesterday lehx...but nvm..during 10 to 1 went to sheryl's house watch the american pie wedding..so ra..err..den we shut it off half way cos getting tooooo ra..luckily naomi never see the in front..den after that watch beauty and the beast..cartoon..hahax..quite nice lahx..like the forte song..soo cool..(vomit) hehehx..budden not as sinister as naomi said mahx..yeah..took losta class photos at the stadium there..wif the banner..so good..hope 2/6 chalet will be very very fun..already asked mom whether can go naomi's house and stay..she say can..well, she didn't say CAN..budden she didn't object strongly like before..so i guess it's okay..got losta stuff to prepare..yeah..goody..hmm..watch the show on channel u yesterday..9pm wan..so damn nice..last show lehx..how cum gd shows' life span all so short huhx..onli twenty episodes..sniff* so good lehx..the two characters..wun elaborate..later you all say boring..yah..

slept till 9 den went toilet den 10 woke up gastric a bit pain..so quickly go eat dunno wad rubbish lahx..i hate four pieces of bread wif tuna..hahax..hmm..den watch pokemon, ninja turtle..siao lahx..nth to do..den practise piano for one and a half hour..den listen to both fish leong's cds..so nice! den read the straits time..(whoa) and here i am crapping away..nobody online mahx..so sad..

YOO HOO!! term finally finally is ending..yeah!! first semester is finally over!! tml just left wif the pile of shit carnival..hahax..not that bad lahx..2/6 jia you!! hope they can win the 4 times 100 races..and all the carnival events..yeah!

got bac the shitty results..i noe it realli isn't all that bad compared to my other friends..but somehow, see the B there realli makes mi squirm..next semester man..i'm gonna slog my guts out..dun care..this semester is shit enough..i still hav my future to care about you know..someone pls do mi a favour and run mi down by a car tml..den i dun hav to worry abt a single thing..yeah..and chalet! ooh..though the preparations realli gave mi a big headache but oh well..it was fun anyway..looking forward to it..actually wanted to persuade my mum to let mi rebond..but now, look at my results everyone..according to my high standards set by my mom..i have practicaly obtained a C grade..nope, no hope den, let's wait till end of year den see..i gotta keep my hopes up..and dun wanna sit wif kakei and ben they all le..man..realli shuay..pris especially shuay..sit beside ben den all her marks realli quite lousy..oops, no offence, it's all benjy's fault (yucks!)

erm..somemore? oh yeah, sorta make it up wif naomi today..she said she wasn't angry..but i still think she sorta like buay song wif mi..my attitude..will try to change..but i can't change over night lahx..give mi some grace period..hmm..realli feel a wall building brick by brick between us..dunno what i hav to do to bring it down..but just glad that she's not pissed..and actually, it's my fault realli..rite? oh yeah, naomi if you're reading this, please read the previous entry oso kz?

still gotta ask my mum whether she'll let mi stay over night at naomi's..doubt so..nvm lahx..just try..realli wish to rebond lehx..den can try to cut short hair..cos seriously i dun realli like long hair..but see first..and another thing is my hair like grass lidat..(spiky spiky dry dry dry) haix...end-of-year! (RESOLVED DETERMINATION) watch it guys..my determination level is rising..( DIAOX.) super lame..nvm..tml is the last day sitting wif those "cute" guys..pris ben and kakei..must treasure le..next term dunno will sit beside wad shit..better not be cheng cheng or chaitanya..alan still can,quite cute lehx..hahax

so long ppl

okay, losta things happened, dunno whether it' just the luck or wadeva.
First, yesterday, some things happened between mg naomi and mi..mg cried first..till now still dunno what happened..if u dun mind, i realli wanna know, if you do, then it's okay..den naomi..also cannot tell wad happened..budden just wanna say that i've been through that before..and i think that crying always releases stress..what the..

today..had a "quarrel" wif naomi..mg said she cried..i did too, wif sheryl at the pond during PE..just want to say this, hope you are reading this, i dunno what the hell went wrong wif mi, but that i was in a mood that was already very close to the surface..and i'm sorry if i annoyed you over anything..budden i realli dun wan our friendship to get sour because of this, because seriously, i think it's silly. If you think otherwise, at least tell me, if you care enough to cry, i think we both are quits, let's just blame it on the weather alright? (okay, the above will piss you if you are still..pissed) right now, i'm realli not angry and even quite guilty, cos i flared up, budden straight after when i walked to the pond, i realli wasn't angry anymore, in fact i was more pissed wif myself for losing my temper wif you..but still, no one feel gd to bei fang ge zi..esp when i wasn't in a good mood..sure you would say, so what if i'm in a bad mood, can i just vent my anger at anyone? the ans is no, but i just want to say this, i treasure the friendship very much, and i dun wan it to turn sour

How good a friend you are depends on the extend you can tolerate of your friend's flaws.

yeah..this is the third entry for the day..whoa..mg offline le..no body to tok to..so might as well treat this blog as my dearest best friend..hehex..

let's see..i wanna watch movies..young adam.hehex..RA lahx..budden sounds interesting lehx..(vomit pls everyone) yah..den i wanna go australia..with my bro and my aunt and all..budden my dearest mama says that i've already spent so much money on braces and i shouldn't even be asking for this..yeah..thanks a lot..hmm..i wan a hi-fi set..or just one that can pay discs..my mom say one should costs like onli 50-60 dollars plus...oh yeah, how long have you not been into the market??? pur lease..those are shit-quality products kx..wadeva..

hmm..suddenly i've got like..so much things that i wanna buy...haix..shall update my wish list later..gonna change the layout lahx..and attempt to do my own personal layout again during this coming june hols..budden with hols cum more trainings..haix..what must i do to make mr ng sack mi off vball? damn it man..yeah..and kinnokuniya is having a store wide 20 percent discount..ooh..but onli for 22-24 mar i think..just noticed it on the newspaper a few mins ago..oh yeah, i, reading the newspaper, can you imagine that? i read both the english straits and the chinese lian he zao bao..omg..seriously having a mental break down..wah..nevermind..

den..yeah, i even wrote a story on words to past away my free time..yeah..sorta like the way i wrote it anyway..think it's abt time i polished up my vocabulary..found it difficult to express my views these past months..what's the story about? let's see..it's like this girl, after an incident 3 years ago, in which her brother perished, begun to hav this weird illness..her memory will be deleted every 24 hours..so it's like, she will forget everything that has happened to her for the past day..yeah..and she kept having this dream of an alleyway and a pair of eyes following her..den in campus one day she met this pair of eyes..blah blah blah..seems like a lame story..i haven't yet decided on the plot..but who cares..i write it for my own interest huh?

ooh..finally get to publish my entry..screw my computer..my life really rox to the core..imagine 0 stacks of homework..(yeah, like real, look at the pile of classwork) but okay, since mdm hee isn't going to press me for it..and no stress, no nothing, to add to it, the weather's perfect, to me lahx, all greyish and cool..about to rain..ninja turtle so sianz..but i got nth to watch already lahx..so disgusting..wadeva..err..think mom's going through menopause..what else can explain all the nags and all the venting of angeR???err...sianz man.....

hey, anyone's got good RPG games to recommend...i'm giving up on the monster rancher..my monster died on me..wa kaox..wad the hell, not after the many money i spent on training it! still gotta hold a funeral for it man..haix..money money money..speaking of it..i can't seem to find a hol job..in dire needs man..my pocket money is running out..oh yeah..and i'm so damn bored to the extend that i actually read the chinese newspaper! did i mention that i'm considering reading the english straits time?

can't find the song of the buttefly lovers..haix..anyone got can send me?

oooh.....it's been suuuuch a long time since i updated..cos why? exams are finaly over, borrowed harvest moon and monster rancher 2 from benjamin..hahax, so i kept playing lahx..harvest moon graphics sux man..somemore wad stupid storyline must go and plant, toil fields..buy chickens..wa kaox..i play for one day i wanna commit suicide..monster rancher was a whole lot better, at least the graphics dun suck until..and okay lahx, the monsters quite cute and when you are battling, quite fun lahx..currently training for C Cup..yeah..like sheryl said, 2/6 class chalet is almost here!! oooh...i'm looking forward to it..cos i organising mahx, sorta fun anyway..

err..mg's testimonial..oh yeah, you're the first hor, help mi find more ppl lohx..i dun mind reading lahx, budden just find friendster a bit lame lar..but okay lohx, people willing to post, i willing to read..-_-"..yeah wadeva..

hmm..papers are bac..science was okay, SPA was better than i thought, i really thought i was gonna fail..err..13/18, not bad lahx, theory was 20.5/30..considering the whole level highest was 25, i pretty satisfied...somemore wad? forgot le lahx, i dun even remember whether i got post the other marks or not..anyway, supposed to take geography yesterday and literature today..but both teachers..haix..mr ismil went on course i think, stupid, den we cannnot take, mdm heryanti..(hairy auntie) asked us to watch mission impossible, by tom cruise, which is stupid cos i dun understand a thing besides the gadgets part..the others? not a single thing..and den there goes my marks..poof*

realli realli disappointed that term two is gonna end, seriously, sitting wif pris ben and kakei is realli the best arrangement i've ever had..hahax..oh yeah, need to remember to bring vball for meiyan..always forgot..hmm..training on tues..i realli didn't wanna go lahx, budden cybil beg and beg..den i say i just wanna play wif her, not go for training..in the end still went, the coach treat us like invisibles..wa kaox..assign sec twos to sec ones, we all didn't kanna..fine lar, the better, play wif shiyun and cybil..:P, den later on right, the training, roll until i very shuang lehx, quite fun, surprisingly and amazingly, the seniors like eat wrong stuff, finally admit my existence..ooh..

went home wif cybil and weihao, felt so extra, kept walking behind lahx, or else wan mi do wad, if i walk wif them, they sure wun talk wan lahx, but anyway, cybil say i not extra, weihao this morn oso say so, though last evening say wad, err..nvm, so i guess there will a next time when i walk wif them again...err..watching the channel eight show, tian shi de you huo..omg, so pervertic..nvm..haix..realli think mrs lim is a good teacher..yeah!

okay lahx, will post more next time..

haix, when you know ur friends better, u will get to hate them, cos you discover their flaws, but give urself and your friends time, time will tell whether yore fated to be friends...

err..last time wanted to update den cannot publish in time, cos this comp oso hav virus..so siao..both comps now belong to bros le..so shiok huhx..wa kor..lidat i use wad..using big brother's wan..use second brother will kanna punch..nvm

school was fine..wa seh. want to write again the whole thing very sianx..nvm..err..today pei hung and hua bin sorta quarrel le..so scary you noe, i never hear pei hung tok so loud before..it all started wif wei hao lah..wa laox..go and kid pei hung for wad..go and tease her abt abel..duh..den pei hung angry mahx..so go and chase after wei hao wanna bash him up lahx..den wei hao stand outside the class, pei hung stand at the door there wait lahx..den hua bin go tell wei hao like, eh, run first hor..den wanna go into the classroom the pei hung dunno wad went over her say wad, you think i wun kick is it, den kick him in the knee there lohx..dunno wad the hell went on between them lahx..budden hua bin already a bit angry cos we spoiled..oops, not we, alfred and mc spoiled his table cover mahx..not in a gd mood liaox..den pei hung lidat..no wonder lahx..den jody and layjia oso think very wad lohx..go and sorta scold pei hung lidat you know..dunno wad to say..ask them to break it up..budden she also a bit cham..the whole class treats her lidat..if i were her hor, i will go and commit suicide or transfer school manx...

volleyball..err..still feel very weird and unsecure going there..budden..i guess it could be worse? i haven't touched a ball for dunno god knows how long..so i couldn't receive a single one from coach..forget it..just my fate..i realli dun wanna face the people there..budden it's just my luck i chose this stupid cca, my own fault..deserved it..so now hav to stick to it lahx..i just hope cybil and kellynn dun abandon mi, or else i realli got nth there to tempt mi to there le..heheh..2/6 people oso dun tempt mi to stay hor..i very easily get tempted wan huhz

hmm..the rest..okay lohx..teachers quite okay, not very qian bian..today the music oso quite fun oso..just tat a bit too rowdy..very difficult to listen..nvm..

whosh..i finally can publish..

Current Mood: PISSED! not just pissed okay! jumping mad!

i realli realli wanna blog something.....but i can't, cos it concerns somebody............WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

oh, did i mention that i just crieD??????

chinese test sux, i did badly anyway, other lessons were fine......realli like 2/6..even though we've got a lousy chairman, i realli like my class....so many ppl who can make mi laugh.........

i am so angry i wanna walk out of my life

haix, weekends just pass too quickly...way too quick...tml is mon again..which means sch day, i can't wait till this time the next wk where i can hav my last exam..home ed....wa kaox..

k..yesterday pris they all came my house do work...see mg's blog for info..anyway, they all very funny and all that lahz..but towards the middle there i just can't laugh la..feel so out lidat..like all of them have a sense of humour except mi..funny...anyway, they made a mess, so i cleared up..haha..err..nvm

this morn went out wif px and her mom and her bro..initially cycled..den trained a little ( oh yeah, i trained a lot sat..faced a big wall and kept slamming the ball..god bless mi..i realli dread tues training) den after that went her bro's karate class..he go..we go eat..hahax..so shiok..den cum bac la..den waited at home..see show..den px cum my house..den i studied..and i seriously did get something into my head instead of crap okay..like..sugar when thermal decompose produce water vapour and carbon..ahahx...den in the middle steph called ..( cos morn called him go out cannot) den settle gary and the three of us go cycle at the fields there...a lot of ppl there..i brought the kite..( so tweeny) kz..den we go cycle lohz...onli gary and steph noe how to fly the kite la..den gary very failure oso..hahax..leaves steph the onli ( able) one....er..saw a kite that seems like a sperm..(eek)..ya den stepped into a lot of puddles..muddy puddles..cos i was the onli one stupdi enough to wear sandles..yah..and i shook the whole lot of mud on steph...kz..i wasn't thinking straight la..say sorry to you here orh, dun be angry hor..cos i was just playing la..a bit guo fen, okay, make it very guo fen la..so sorry..dirtied ur shirt and shorts and..kz..basically i shook the mud all over u. plus ur exp watch....geez.

err..cycled pretty hard..but somehow muscles not pain yet, maybe tml la..see first..currently little ppl online...wanna leave the comp on..haven't had dinner, dread sch tml, dread vball on tue..dread everyday of my life cos i hav to face people that i dunno how to face...and oh yeah mg, agree wif u on the thing on sheryl, i oso hate them talking abt her lidat...and worse still, i sit wif them, get my point? haix...currently feeling guilty towards steph..long time since i felt that, jesus..nvm....and feel like commiting suicide...i think too much dun i?