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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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kz..i dunno how i feel now..i cried in class today..maybe naomi and meigui noe onli..hahaz..funny..everytime onli this two people know..and i think benjamin oso caught it..cos when i closing door..he like look at mi strangly..guess so..wadeva..dun i hav the right to cry anymore? wadeva..after crying, every thing seems numb le..no longer hurt or wadeva..i cried yesterday oso..so was quite okay..not realli that pissed anymore, budden the fact remains..she lied...i not angry, but i dunno what to say to her...what can i say? the secret is theirs, not my business, but i feel like i'm being toyed around, like a puppet, acting their script which i hav no idea what it writes, acting to them, i dunno the ending, but they do, so i'm the idiot, this time i'm the joke, ha.ha...not that funny, it's seriously how i feel, in anderson, i dun realli feel sad le..now that everything is settled, at least hav a ending, i know what to expect, i guess i can realli hav peace..sounds like suicide huhz? no i wun be that stupid..this dun hurt so much..now..
school was okay, except that it was unbearably hot, sorry to kakei and jj..cos i always scream at them to open the door and windows, cos it was like an oven inside there, can't bear it, PE..played basketball..play..actually just posing around waiting for the ball to cum..hahaz..but was okay..cos i scored the onli score, tai ko..cos it shouldn't hav gone in..dunno who block mi, hit the ball but den slightly..den the ball got in..blah..wadeva..math was great, for the first time mdm hee crapped for the whole hour, gd..tml still got those people cum..shit..i gotta go early to do something lehz! damn! must move chairs..let's see if anson will do mi the favour..hehehz...wadeva..english test.oh yeah.i'm gonna fail it..no matter..knew i was going to fail..den..home econ..become ghost story time..den music, was fine, quite funny... seems like the whole day i spent..i was in a daze, didn't take anything in..diaox kz..i realli dun like the feeling of betrayer..realli dun..wun elaborate..just that one close friend of mine..realli close..practically just acted in front of mi when she noes the ans.....i dun like..in fact i hate it..i hate that stuff..for all anderson friends out there..if there's one thing i realli hate abt friends, it's betrayer..dun ever let mi find out you betray mi, or you will suffer...fine you promise the other friend..but which one means more..and you already know my reaction, i hate this kind of thing..by telling mi..it's practically suicide..my mood just changed..from happy to anger..quite bitter..damn..i realli hate this feeling..call mi stubborn..wadeva..she lied to mi..maybe not in my face, but over the phone, as gd as face to face..fine.. one last thing you guys out there should engraved into ur pathetic minds....especially those close to mi..soudns like a threat but you need to know, if you wanna be close to mi, dun lie or betray mi, cos i will get hurt, and the hurt takes almost 1 whole year to heal, which is a long time, if you wan my trust again, it wun be easy..ever okay okay..sorry everyone..thanks a lot mg for fixing the stuff for mi..luv ya..anyway..i no time to change the details and all..dun worry i will change somebody..just not today.. okay..first off..i realli happy today.received the news from mg..and to my own surprise i dun feel hurt or wadeva....realli, not at all..proves to go all my personal feelings from the start was false alarm..hehehz..gd gd..it's a relief to finally noe the results..cos i dun need to worry anymore! and this news also help mi cope wif my own feelings, to noe that everything is not the way i tot it to be..btw..i think that bgr relationships in our age wun last..believe mi..unless you guys stayed friends den when you grow up maybe evolve into real feelings..otherwise..nope..not a chance to all who dun understand what the hell i talking about..sorry i apologize..just something onli naomi and karen and mg noes..hahahz..anyway..currently talking to 5 ppl..reduced from the previous 7.. in great mood..hehehz..gd time to go sleep..budden..lucky i came online or else wun noe wad karen did..ahem..which lefts mi feeling angry..sorta..anyway..wun angry for long..cos she my best friend in wrps...fei hua..anyway..school was fine..behind us we SRP laugh until like siao..pai seh use singlish..cos the mdm loh..err..nvm..damn lame..lame until dunno wad to say.. kzkzk..gtg..great day..hope that all naomi's and mg's troubles no matter what they are will dissipate..cos i noe how hard it is..but now i'm free! hi dere... mg here... coz no tagboard, den wan leave msg, so use this lor... hope u dun mind...can delete this if u wan to... yay, done... i din change anything on the left side and the scrollbar colour coz i dunno wad u wan to do with it... juz one comment lar... the scrollbar colour very ugly... hahaz... yar... nothing much le... byez testing WOO HOOO guys..congrats on mi...i THE IDIOT OF THE HTML WORLD has once again messed up my own blog..yeah..so going to do it all over again..wif the original layout html..HAIX..mg help mi kz? still remember my password rite? wooo hoo..in a pretty gd mood..kz..tok abt school first..the stupid talk on streaming was..totally useless..cos it onli gives info on the combinations..and not abt details..duh..and tok all the way to admission to jc cum poly cum uni..stupid rite? i'm onli in sec two la..i agree wif pris..you listen to this talk..next time in sec four dun need to listen one more time liaoz..siaoz..anyway..sat beside naomi and meigui and her mom..hahaz..mg's mom so funny..brought newspaper..eh..so happy tat mg is normal again! :D hahaz...very very happy..although i previously before the talk feeling quite sick..but see mg back to normal felt pretty much better..hehe..not kidding la..but a bit too mushy..duh..anyway..huabin alan nigel anson sat a few rows infront of us..dunno for what matter huabin kept looking bac at us and giving us a stupid grin..duh..must be because of naomi..siao wan diaox...anyway the whole talk was crap... hmm..wad else..oh yeah..i practically spent the nice sunday afternoon indoors trying to squeeze the math formula into my head..which..unfortunately..still leaks out..so i've been wasting my afternoon..anyway..tue got math common test..this term cannot anyhow slack liaoz..or else i would be so dead..anyway..i don't realli noe whether i wanna take triple science..cos i hate physics so damn much..dunno whether can ta han or not.. currently talking to jiajun....onli person available online that i feel i tok to wun die of boredom......naomi and mg at raffles victoria concert hall watching the orchestra..hehez..gd thing i sorta sick can't go..or else later die of boredom how?? no offence to shufen..hahaz..oh yeah..gary's b-day passed..haven think of b-day present for him..any gd ideas? oh..and the teeth..dun say le.....HAIX... oh yeah..forgot to mention a very important thing..mom was so upset wif second bro..ya noe how filial he is..always getting money from her..unnecessary money somemore..and always stay out late..drink..blahz..can say..pretty rotten..even though i'm his sis..he smoke too ya noe..occasionally...and yesterday..he asked for money..mom dun give..in the end he cooped himself up in his room playing playstation..metal gear..cos i recognize the sound..den nite..dunno what happened..not sure how late..he and mom had a big row..say quite a bit of terrible things..mom even ask him to clear out..i was like..pretending to sleep..cos i dunno how to react mahz..can tell my mom very upset..early in morn go work..den he wake up around noon..stayed outta his way..he looked very bad mood....haix..when can he mature and grow up huhz? updated my blog skins..cos starting to get tired of the last one..wadeva..everyone is slogging at school wheras i'm "resting" at home..cos why? i dun think i feel up to three hours of exercise..hell no..when i climb up the stairs already feeling very breathless..anyway..today mrs allison lim never cum..so it's free period..sorta..we enjoyed it a lot..seems like it lasted a long time lidat..this template..very hard to change..haix..took two hrs..haven't even check my mails..tml still got parents meeting..should be okay..cos the content..is important? today mg never tok at all.... i didn't wanna disturb her..budden if i dun..it seems like i'm not concern..so i dunno what to do..when i test test..see her mood like not right..so i didn't tok to her...hope it wun last..cos lidat i very scared..dunno what to do..to tok or not to tok? that's the big question...anyway..today feel so extra lidat..benjamin and kakei..boys la...took over my place there.den felicia sheryl and mi went qijia there to tok abt braces..-_-"...cos nth to tok abt le...anyway..to ann: thanks.....if not for ur "counselling"..i would hav..hmm..ya noe..anyway...feel very moody..most of the reason lies wif mg.....not blaming anyone here..cos like the above..i didn't noe what i should do and not do.......den naomi didn't cum oso..ballet..px already extract..i straight away went home after sch..bought bubble tea..plus pearls..den realize cannot bite the pearls..later the seperator cums off how? so throw away half the bottle..haix..den reach home..buy shroom meal..haven eaten the burger..den saw jiajun..so coincidence..ahhaz..you yuan..i was supposed to wait for my burger..so i waited lohz..den sorta look outside..den saw him pass by..den he oso stopped..hahaz..sorta brighten up my mood for a moment..but it passed anyway..... not a good day....hope it wun last.. WAHHHH.......my god.......i just pluck out two healthy teeth..HEALTHY TEETH!! and all the crap from px saying wad it's not painful is..CRAP..wa kaoz..the first tooth..the stupid dentist..okay fine, he's actually very gd and kind...actually twisted for at least one full min!! wa kaoz! fine it wasn't painful but the pressure was like! arrgggghhh..omg omg......the second one was better..just twist den out it came..arrh..the first one was night mare... actually..i right now in a very frustratd mood..why? cos the whole day i've eaten nth except an ice cream..a bread..and a tart..for 24 hrs..so now i'm damn hungry but i can't move my right lips cos it's so damn numb....and i was very very frustrated jus now..feel like taking the chair and slam it into the door..that's how frustrated today..was fine...totally fine..my seat there very gd..secluded from the nonsense of 2/6..can sit there in peace..sorta..journal writing..so damn funny..can't stand..hahaz.. hmm..the thing abt mg...and the idiot..kz..didn't noe that my confirming it would let her feel so troubled..i apologize..cos i can imagine if mine also spread..i wun be in a bad mood le..i would simply just break off the friendship wif my friends who spread..just wanna explain tat..i guess it's natural..i not so gd like her..anyone reveals my secret i simply just hack off her mouth plus teeth..(ouch)..now she so depressed...sorry mg. nth i can do now except sorry... god..now my mom is saying wad it's ur own fault..blah blah blah..ya noe how IRRITATING SHE IS??????????? okay..hurried entry..cos why? the stupid pathetic tan jia jun is such a jian pathetic.jerk!! wa kaoz..before going off one min before tell mi wad i dun like sharon much le..wa kaoz!! if px you reading this..we baka hao..next time go beat up him kz! wa kaoz! that's why la..now no time to post entry.. anyway..summary..today change seats hahahz so funny abel sit pei hung..see both their expressions..price less man!!! wa kaoz..hahahaz..kzkzk..i so bad..actually pei hung very ke lian..abel oso very ke lian..now all the guys teasing him..hahaha! but shiok man!!! kzkzk..literature new teacher was cool..very good..better than that hippo..quoted by ben..kz..sheryl online again..i toking to john, mei ching, fan ching..seh..about to go crazy..just studied for three hours..gd accomplishment! heheh...kz..buaiz buaiz... oh yeah...naomi sick! muahahah..hahahz..kzkzkz whaah...almost getting sua by teachers nowadays..first day cum sch..kanna "scolded" by mdm hee say wad the cip notice board sooo horrible..must hav a meeting wif you all la..how can u all put things up lidat? soooo horrible..blah blah..den later seow hui no chair..mdm hee volunteer her chair to seow hui..den say " chairman pls..." wa kaoz..hao ren nan zuo..chairman geng nan zuo..anyway..school work was okay..2/6 rox one way or another..oh yeah..geog lesson rox..hahaz..the mr ismil told us obscene things..hehehz..can't tell he so bian tai..anyway...was a gd joke..den the stupid mrs goh as usual was a total bitch..cos why? i just forgot to do one simple piece of homework..OH SHIT! forgot to do the original ws! oh damn..damn it la..i wanna sleep liaoz..forget it..tml go school den copy..wadeva.. oh yeah...volleyball...haix..as usual..SUX..i was a total failure at serving, receving AND at spiking..can go ram my head liaoz...budden my current head is foggy wif sleep..so i wanna go sleep..budden still got the stupid pinafore..need to iron..sianz..how cum i no maid..or sister oso can..can bully to help mi..duh...ARHH..curriculum sux..and thurs getting my two teeth plucked..wah..how arh? i going bonkas liaoz....... tml change new seats! yeah! got fan! hahahz..abel so cham..sit wif peihung...yeah yeah..i sit wif angelyn...pris..and benjamin..hehehehz..gd gd..all can copy homework wanz..hahahz.. yay.kz..i lost..the competition..why? cos i played too soft..i mean tweeny squeaky soft..so i'm in a damn bad mood..sat beside vanessa...for info..she's 18, studying in st andrews jc..and studying diplomas..for piano.shiok hor? anyway..she won second in her advanced group.mi? nth..nth...anyway..the ones who won..haix..didn't realli think they were gd...especially the stupid guy named dominic..hate him man..maybe it's his name or whatsoever..(i dun like ppl named dominic) budden hor..he realli didn't play very well for that song.(same as my song)..play until very rough lidat..kz..so what if i played tooooooo gently..until sooooo soft..i tot joel would win..who noes..he didnt even get one position..high five..wif mi.hahaz..not funny..anyway..i dare to say if i play louder..i sure win..hehez..whatever..budden i realli HATE HATE HATE my mom kept nagging at mi and say wad i play no sound how can lidat and all the crap..kzkz..fine, it's my fault, i admit it already alright? dun hav to keep nagging..and it's just mi.kz? i can't adapt to different piano..fine? happy? haix..kept nagging..all the way from causeway point to here..kz..i also feel very yuan wang..dat i didn't win..budden..WHO CAREs? tml sch le lehz..think wad..never win never win lohz..big deal..so many ppl never win oso mahz..what the..i play too soft..too bad la..wad the.. okay ppl..just say first..i'm in a damn bad mood..very fan..so tml go sch sure very very moody..dun fan mi..unless i approach u..anyway..jolin's album..is okay...average..except for of cos..pirate..cos it's jay's creation..hahaz..budden realli onli tat song outstanding la..and maybe that cat song..meow meow meow all the way..so cute..almost laughed out loud when i heard it first time last nite in the train..wa kao.z. I hate competitions..i hate school!!! i hate math..science..art..everything! yawn..yeah..slept till 12 this morn..gd gd...finally starting to shake off the achiness in my body..yeah..guess i'm feeling better..watched resident evil yesterday nite..not scary at all..even a bit lame..especially the ending..wa kaoz..budden realli resembles the game..that's why not scary..dun hav much sound effects..and don't show the bloody scenes..but it was okay..for a nite movie.. currently reading stephen white's cold case..great novel..wah..realli very gd..though it's very thick..budden the author write until very amusing..sometimes get the feeling the author very fan wif the book..and wanna vent frustration at the reader..recommended..having running nose..and cough..budden..no big thing..tml still got piano competition..wonder whether i will make it..three outta six..dunno lehz..not tough..not easy as well..the piano was okay..tested it yesterday..forgot the brand le..budden it's meant for playing soft songs..yeah..budden very scared...it all depends on the first bar..if i get it right..should be no biggie..if not..tada..i'm so dead..humiliated..such a slow song..going to drop off soon..budden..for the sake of the prize money! wadeva..so lame..no gd shows..sat afternoon sux..no gd shows to watch.nth much to do..yeah..noe got the homework..budden feel to lazy to do it..this year's streaming..so? haix..see first la..i need motivation..where can i find it? Cold Case Rox...Murder Rox... wah..sianz man..i'm sick again..wonderful..i picked the right time to get ill..whaah..later got cca..cannot go..just when i was beginning to enjoy..bah..and later still gotta go test the piano..hope i dun faint on the way..no fever..no running nose..budden just feel as if my body is aching all over..no strength at all..not to mention how much strength i need to service..duh..forget it..coming down wif cough..shit..hate my body..every month sure break down once... anyway..going to put on braces..(cries) no la..actually it's my request..can imagine how my coming two years will be..see la..i already so ugly..put on braces..even more cham...stand beside mei gui and mei ching.wah..pathetic..pathetic..can't wait for the two years to end..den got perfect straight teeth..at least better than now..god bless mi man.i'm coming down wif depression oso..any medicine? sianz..why are the world revolving around bgr nowadays..why can't people just stay in childhood..that would be so damn perfect..or more perfect still..let mi never wake up..just sleep on and on..having dozens of dreamz..perfect..even naomi, mg, felicia, karen,..almost everybody is talking abt bgr..this is shit..but i guess i can't control my own feelings..the onli one i could tok to was karen..had a gd laugh wif her yesterday..luv ya karen..luv ya..wanna tok to anderson ppl..feel so weird..and what's more..mg and naomi are most preoccupied wif hb....especialy naomi and hb..hahaz..no la..jk..that's bullshit..budden..still feel a bit weird.. now playing : All In korean drama theme song..it's very damn nice..i luv it..dunno why..first time listen to it..knew that it was gonna be a tragedy-luv those kinda shows..that's what makes it great..and my piano teacher oso say it is nice..hahaz..hmm..i'm going a bit senile..a bit crazy..mental..why? above reason..haix..it's so hard..i regret..why yesterday i can't just ask him straight off..den i dun need to be so fan..everyday oso think abt this..regrets haix..today..went to watch butterfly effect..though parents dunno..was great..dun wanna tok abt details.. see my blog very buay song..maybe i will go and do a layout myself..and put it on..so sianz..this sux so much..life sux..tml escape..dun ask oso noe i cannot go..mom dun let mi go out..i oso no mood go out..asked naomi to take photos le..very gd.anyway..haix..forgot to tell naomi to go and delete pics.or else how to take..shit..mom nagging again..shit..wadeva.. haix..dunno wad to say..so bored..i feel like i'm living in dreams..seriously..outta the 24 hrs in life..the most i felt happy in was when i'm dreamin..cos when i'm dreaming..anything is possible..anything..it's such a wonderful life..the most wonderful thing is..when you wake up..there isn't any consequences for those dramatic stuff that happened in your dreamz..AND all your secrets are the safest..in your dream, you can scream at the person you dun like..do all the stuff you wanz..day dream all you wan..let your imaginations run wild..and no one can take that as a threat against you..wonderful.. haix..life..wad abt it is so wonderful? this sux so damn much.haix..sianz..the world is so damn unfair..i'm not even in a bad mood now..i just feel so neutral..haix..damn.. sianz sianz sianz..life is so boring and boring and borrriing..damn the whole ipw group at my house..gone down to hav lunch..left mi..i so sianz..PEACE AT LAST..wa laoz..weihao, layjia, jody, yanyu, pris, huizhen, naomi..wa kaoz..i abt to go crazy le..wanna watch movies..but already no money..broke..how..wadeva..i just dun wanna stay at home..i'm going bonkas.. they all at my house two hours le..didn't get anything done..wa laoz..can't we just break it up and go home or somethng..they happy i oso happy..not tat i buay song them..just tat my mind isn't here..always isn't here.. and yeah..weihao kept going to add abel or else change my nick to i luv abel or something lidat..wad the hell.the most idiotic person i've ever seen.. haix..i hate life..why is life so complicated..why can't humans have lesser emotions..den dun need so xing ku..life is so unfair ya noe..why is it that some people are born so pretty while some..haix..den while some people normal others hav one less leg or something lidat..it's not fair at all..haix..i hate life..it's really not fair..i jus wan a person to tok to..budden..dunno wad to tok abt too..wad the hell.. haix..today cross country at sentosa..dunno wad to say..wasn't realli fun..but wasn't realli bad either..hmm..think should be i too busy to enjoy the activities..reached school at 6.35...am..den onli anson and xinwan in class..waited..den go down..den waited again..very long..for the bus 12 to cum..err..den take all the way to sentosa lohz..den get down.den sit on the the sand..in the tent..blah blahz...listen to mr ang crack lame jokes..say wad he most handsome..eeks..den start off lohz..3.4km run..actually was okay..budden dunno why seemed to be very long like that..err..okay la..quite happy tat 2/6 a lot of people got bac quite early..err..den after tat..err..got wad hip hop session..yucks..totally..like..lame..just..-_-"..yeah tat sign..weisiang dance until like..err...forget it..can imagine rite... we lost at all games..tag and vball kept clashing..but anyway..i'm quite satisfied..cos we seemed very united..enough le..hahaz..lame..whatever..budden the stupid hot sand..so scorching..until..all our soles all burnt..realli..siao..wheras some people got sunburnt..wadeva..realli think this year 2/6 very diff from last year..more..spirited..like it more..hahaz..all the gals and boys..everybody! haix..nth to say much..cos i suddenly become more depressive towards the end..err..wadeva.. tml..tennis dun wanna go la..no mood..and so ex..dun wan..save money..maybe go badminton wif px..and gary..and all..budden..err..see first lohz... haix..haix haix...dun ask mi why i haix so much... wah sianz manz....these days like so busy lidat..but it's finally thurs..tml onli got cross country..at least no sch..wa laoz.tell you guys..mrs goh sux manz! she's a total bitch okay! today our principal mrs tan..so gd..give us extra half hr of recess...one hr total lahz..den hor..the stupid mrs goh go and cut in ya noe! what a bitch..we already ahem so fake..den already tell her the bell rang le..she still say wait..huhz..fine la..den after tat at the end say wad..i wanna raise objections to those people who showed impatience whatsoever..wad a bitch rite? it's her own fault lohz! wad the hell..ask her go die.. yippie..our literature got very high..17..not bad huhz? for a fish tank that kept leaking water..hahhaz..by the time she grade finish..almost flood le..so we quickly go pour outside..it was raining anyway..so no diff.hehehz..hmm..life science..wadeva la..fail fail lohz..10%..budden i realli no interest..wad to do? zui duo my written test do better lohz..try try la..why i so slack huhz? worry sign..damn.. anyway...realli realli very annoyed..irritated..frustrated at someone..like wad the hell......naomi and mg should know what i talking abt..to others..dun probe..pai seh..anyway..wad the hell lohz! haix..tmd..den yesterday hav that very funny dream.shudders..so terrifying..eeks..yucks..chatting wif john, sheryl, gary, karen...haix..haix..HAIX.......to mg: you dun feel very frustrated mehz...i see you like oso same feeilng as mi...duh.....forget it....... yawn.........why so sleepy le.see la..all mg influence..eat so much..oh yeah..eating..later got crab..den sleep so early oso..see la..all ur influence... arhhh...errr...feeling so damn neutral..maybe it's the weather..i like this kinda weather...to all you guys out there..haix..this weather always make mi feel very tired and neutral..like i'm awaking from a hibernation..so i will be like..very quiet..or..like lack of energy lidat..but i luv this weather..rain rain rain all day..two days in fact..makes mi incapable of thinking abt anything else at all..hehehz..gd gd..so i can just concentrate on day dreaming.. hmm..nth much happened this few days..nth much to report..maybe it's because sch is going to close..at last! for one wk hols..so short..budden better than nth...so i like..so lazy..sorry hor ppl...hmm..trying to get my chinese up to scratch..been realizing tat chinese paper aren't that hard to read..so trying to comprehend some..ouch..my little finger..left hand..sprain..typing still like very painful..a bit..sting..anyway..my piano! the final competition is on 21 of mar..wish mi luck! i try my best..cos first three got money lehz! and it's very precious to mi who is going broke..hehez..hmm..wad else? oh yeah..bought two books today..chinese novels.sorta..eight dollars...so expensive..no la..it's okay..budden quite interesting realli..haix..miss my wrps suddenly..hehez..haix..wrps..rox..2/6 rox as well..budden..dunno why like these few days i tok to ppl..suddenly will feel spaced out..den nth to say lidat..haix..lack of sleep..please keep raining pls..i luv this weather so damn much.."rainspring" mahz..if add one more spring erupting..den very gd..-_-"..get the feeling i crapping? yeah..budden like i got something to say..but dun hav way to say lidat..haix..how..like i adding to my parents' burden..saw the news tat day...the vegetables..center? giv out huo wanz la..tat place..very deserted lidat..meaning father's business very bad lidat..haix..hope it gets better..haix..budden i realli very hungry nowadays..thanks to influence from mg..oso very sleepy..thanks again..all the bad influence..duh.. anyway hor..wa laoz..if sheryl reading tis..i online now saw sort cheng's nick..say you 38..den wad u bitching around..bitch her la..you oso not as direct as lidat mahz..bitch her..fuck her..oops..wadeva...HAIX..haix haix haix..anyway..surprise surprise! my backbone negative..err..so surprise..cos my mother oso say i hump..den friends oso say..in the end dun hav..duh.. okay..dun crap le..you all read until so sianz liao..if got any gd games..please tell mi..i very sianz..wan some gd games to play... ouch..finger.. okay..talk about yesterday first..before i tok abt anything else... yesterday..as i posted yesterday..i wasn't very happy...but turns out i shouldn't have been...then when i got home..was in a bad mood...just keep myself in my room and read read read...read finish Mo mo le...very nice..den at night..go for piano lesson..den met up with gary jiajun kellie..to go to funfair..we went sunplaza first..den kellie and i went on the ferris wheel...jiajun and gary dun wan..cos they say boring..so i accompany kellie go..hahaz..the view..wasn't very great but it was better than nth..kept shooting lame looks at gary..cos very lame mahz..five rounds..one round one dollar..so ex..nvm nvm...den later..all four of us went on the pirate ship..first round..when we go up..very very shiok..budden when we cum down..stomach very uncomfortable..haahz..a lot of teens took wif us..so a lot of us just screamed..including mi..hahaz..kellie keep shutting her eyes..den shout wad..chou ji dan..xian ya dan..wang ba dan..all the eggs cum out liaoz..hahazz..we sat at the last two row..while gary and jiajun sit opposite us..hehez..see gary like "wooo" lidat..wheras arh..jiajun's face..hmm..neutral..no expression wanz..hehez..den cum down..kellie a bit..arh..woozy liaoz..den jiajun also say stomach very uncomfortable..budden i wanted a second round..so we went lohz..this time kellie jiajun mi sit together..gary alone sit at the other end.hehehz..watch his face..so funny..second round i dun feel uncomfortable liaoz..just tat ear very noisey..cos kellie kept shouting wad vulgarities..hehehz..cum down..oops..kellie not feeling well..nauseous..(familiar?) so we walk slowly..take mrt to wdlands..den walk slowly..gary alone go take the..wad huhz..den two things kept turning tat one..dunno wad it's called..anyway..we took his hp..saw a msg in outbox.."i really love you...deep in my heart"..ooh..sufen..hahahz..his gf..ooh..den later jiajun mi and kellie go play the pong pong cars? so funny...quite fun la..den go home lohz...watch All In korean drama..den slept..very nice..especialy the music..who got the scores huhz? haix...read the wrong signals yesterday..dunno wad to say to mg...budden it really pains mi to see you so sad budden still trying to be happy..know you dun like us fussing over you..budden tat's what friends are for..for you to cry on..to complain..to share whether happiness or sadness..you dun like to tell us..it's okay..just remember that we will be there for you..everyone.. i hope your mom will be okay...and i'm so sorry..i left you alone yesterday... today went to sch to do banner and literature project..budden when i arrive there..the qi fen not very gd lidat... to mg: i dunno what happened to day..maybe you are buay song wif mi cos i not serious in doing work ( which i think is the reason) or else you are buay song because of others..i seriously have no ideas..i just want you to know that i didn't do whatever intentionally and i hope that we will be okay afterwards..and to apologize if i seemed to be not serious in doing literature project..it's because i noe you not happy den i very...scared to do anything to make it worse... anyway..the banner is done..very quick considering the last experience..quite pleased..hua bin okay already..see his face know liaoz..odd..brought 10 dollars..left onli 70 cents..plus the 3.60 the group owes..it's 4.30 cents..plus 4.50 for lunch..that's 8.80..ooh..correct..plus drinks..correct..damn..spent so much..anyway...feel very guilty..like never contribute.cos it's largely because i scared to do anything to worsen the situation...so very restricted lidat..ya noe the feeling? and ..haix..wadeva if it doesn't rain..tonight we going fun fair..we as in gary mi kellie and stephen..usual..budden if it does.i'll stay at home and rot... sorry for everything i did and i never did mg... Whoa..today very drama lehz..in the curriculum time..i was very pissed..dunno wif wad..just pissed..den damn sensitive to stuff..dunno why feel tat pris act very weird in front of mi..so pissed..den after tat i just slammed stuff and go toilet on my own..curriculum..sux..wadeva den after tat got the wad briefing for captains..go down..saw abel and ben..didn't bother saying hi to mi..so i oso never say..die liao..vball must serve..i die liao..so lao kui..die liao..i can't serve! not to mention layjia they all..sure cannot wanz..whoever first time oso cannot..anyway..all the rules abt the match applies..woo hoo..we are sooo dead... den after the briefing..went up..already quite late..1.40 lidat..saw them already starting to paint the banner..wanted to join in but dunno where to start..den naomi and qijia oso doing the whale for literature..oso dunno where to start..in the end i just go toilet first..change into PE..den after tat cum back..dawdle around somemore..den drama starts..hua bin and jia hao they all playing outside the classroom mahz..den accidentally hua bin go spill the whole black paint on the banner..they were so pissed..strangely i wasn't..dunno why..considering my bad mood..den meiching was very rash and angry..so she go and sorta smack hua bin on his spine there..den after tat..several mins passed den someone(can't remember who le) came to mi and say that hua bin feel nauseous..(lidat spell?)..den worried..cos he nauseous..headache..dizzy..all the symptoms..so ask qijia and chai to double check..they scared oso..so call senior st johns cum up..they all not confirm..by then meiching already very scared den cry le...cry on pris..so poor thing..pris..hahaz.no offence..den after tat..we decided to tell teacher..we as in pris huizhen and mi..though qijia kept saying hua bin dun wanna blow up the thing..still think should tell..so serious mahz..if later he concussion(-_-") den how.. so went to look for mr tok..in the end he go to camp changi there already..so shuay..den knock on his door..scared he still inside then we missed him..mdm tang(lidat spell rite?) open the stupid door..saw our striken faces..den ask what's happened..say nth..she dun believe..in the end spill everything..den she and mr ismil both went up our class..den hua bin got sent to the clinic opposite..wif mdm tang and mi..ankita, meiching and abel..somehow..cos abel accompany him go down...fu ta mahz..den i carry the stupid damn heavy bag..duh..haiyo..den after tat..mdm tang ask mi for hua bin's ic..the stupid huabin den head dizzy..never reply..so i say i dunno..den ask abel to search his bag..search search search..cannot find..den they all oso disappear le..den abel carry the bag go down the stairs outside GO..ask him go opposite clinic already..he dunno never hear or wad..go in the direction of the canteen..i so confused..i just go opposite..of cos they there la..then the stupid hua bin go take out his IC from his wallet...win liao lohz..den after tat go out..saw abel rushing here..den wait lohz..all the girls inside..den huabin mdm tang went in for check up..den onli the toot abel stand outside the clinic dunno wait for god knew how long..wif that bag still on his shoulders..toot rite..wa liaoz..i nth to say le..den later go bac la..to sick bay..by then the stupid hua bin already ok liao..wa laoz..see meiching cry so much for him..stupid... haix..den went cca..ziping now our coach..sianz..scrap my knee again..damn stupid..didn't go well..cannot serve..under depression..can see meiyan oso...a bit pressurized..haix..why not just disband the whole team? i going to sleep already..miss my bed..tml still got banner making..sianz WA SEH! die liao die liao! omg..fan ching just told mi tat from tomorrow onwards we c division is under ziping le!!! die liao die liao!! omg.......die le..i can't serve over yet ya noe! omg...i'm so dead!!!! i'm going to be so depressed!!! shit shit shit shit!! this is a warning..you will see me depressed and going to commit suicide..realli lohz! i'm so dead! i hate him! hate vball! hate life! no wonder today got that strange announcement of vball members meeting tml..no wonder... damn damn damn..i can't remember wad i did today..wadeva la..home econ was fine..everyone's turned out fine except for yan yu's and jin ning's..did swiss roll..arh..haix..haix haix haix.. oh god..why must be ziping??????? haix........wana scold mg budden cannot reveal scold her for wad..how to scold??? wad the...wa laoz..wa laoz!!!! feel like bashing her ya noe.....tmd..wasted one hr electricity..just for mi to write one stupid email.duh...den after tat she say can guess liao..wa laoz! grr.....grrr....grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............(pulls hair) .....grrrrrrrrrr...can tell how mixed up i am rite? i am so mixed up la..budden dunno how to tell her...hmm..i so gd in compo..can wan hor? next time next time..wad am i crapping? i noe this entry a lot of people dun understand except..ahem..mg..so hor..HAIX..........thank you very much hor mg...i tonight dun need to sleep liaoz........ trying to decide whether i regret telling u...................grrrrrr yawn* today so early go sch wif meigui..first time reach there the gate at the stairs there still closed wanz..wa laoz..waited 15 mins for mg..cos she missed the bus or something lidat..whhaah..den spent the moments on the mrt train doing the english homework..lucky got do..or else haix..so sad..hmm..first person i saw was anson ..damn superb..can open locker without light..superb...we oso can lar..but den u see mg like dunno torturing or trashing the lock lidat...tch tch..poor lock.. hmm..math..okay lohz, lidat lohz, i sitting on the teachers' table..den she cum in..scolded..no..CHIDE mi..wadeva..den after tat just day dream lohz..was okay..at least not tat difficult..uhh..den is ..chinese...haix..lidat lohz..oso day dreaming the whole lesson..so damn hot lohz! i wanna change place! so damn hot! see pris and mi and ming hui all fanning...yeah! accomplishment!i brought tissue today ya noe!!! so gd rite? and oso i remembered to give bac all the money i owe..hahaz! and yeah..found watch during recess..hmm..math got 76..yeah..a1..wadeva la..who ask mi never do properly the first paper..heng heng ...at least never fail..hmm..literature got 12..average..as my bro said..literature cannot learn wan..fail fail lohz..so shiok..everyting oso win huabin..muahahaz..see his expression so priceless..muahahah..hmm..den the stupid mrs goh..we never do homework onli mahz! going through geng nian qi..wa laoz..go and ask us to stay bac half hr..or else earlier can go eat le! shoo her..wa laoz.. hmm..to meigui...sorry hor..today ask u go to that boring lunch..can tell u very damn bored..bored until play wif ice..ehuh..haix haix haix.. i hate ppl who lets other ppl wait ........... YEAH! thanks a lot mg..for fixing my blog for mi..luv ya! Eeeeks..urh..sounds a bit like junjie saying to alan..wadeva la..anyway..i realli very clumsy these few days..wa laoz..keep bumping into walls..den dunno why my eight characters always clash wif mg..keep bumping against her oso..sorry hor..anyway..i walk walk walk can skip a step or knock into edges of walls..-_-"..win liao..den hor..owe so many ppl money!! wa laoz..den hor..left my worksheet of srp at sch..alamak..somemore i haven't photocopy for huabin..alamak..wa kaoz..den hor today the stupid life science..so stupid..wa laoz..do one hr of "interrogating" in the end dunno who the murderer until next wk..by next wk i dead liao..everyday like walking corpse lidat..wa laoz..oh yeah..owe cheng cheng two dollars..WHAAAAH..and hor..everyday borrow tissue from minghui..she like so annoyed..whaaah..die..tml i swear to bring tissue..uuh..math these few lesson quite easy..luckily..or else i faint..oh yeah..HAIX.. today forgot to take class key..in the end hai mg to rush wif mi to the hall..sorry again..being my friend so cham..den after tat..left my watch in physics lab..wa laoz..haix..mr ismil wasn't here..yeah..finally a free period ..at last..budden we spent our time grouping the math thingie..wa laoz..jiahao and weisiang..faints*..still ok lar..at least can bully..uh..den hor the lifescience..we go break the agarose gel..hahaz..toot toot toot le den break..mr chin say can toot means can break mahz..heck care..wadeva..arh..no mere feelings this few days..just tat i wanna sleep!!! hmm..yesh a particular feeling..feel like slapping a certain person in my class.makes mi feel so...disorientated..duh.. haix..this stupid blog..i hate it man..and hor this stupid comp..dun let mi blog in..you noe how or not..i type one word must press ok..not one word..one letter la! siao..at least i settle my own name there already...arh a bit sick..just slept three hours..still feel ooozy..(why like aozy..) nvm nvm..currently waiting for miss ang meigui to hack into my acct and change for mi the html..why your html suddenly so gd huhz..wheras mine..arh..somemore i taught you the first lehz! not fair..haix..wadeva la..sick sick sick.. can hurry change the html?? thanks a lot mg |
