Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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hmm..okay first off..must thank quite a few ppl..hmm...meigui,meiching,ann, sheryl, priscilla, naomi felicia,jody,layjia,kakei,benjamin,ruth,huabin...anymore? i can't realli remember..to those i missed out, sorry okay? yupx and thanks guys for the b-day presents and b-day cake! i didn't get to go online yesterday to update..so say it now..heh..hmm..thanks naomi priscilla jody? layjia? for the super big cartoon flower..hahax, oh yeah before i forgot, happy b-day to xinwan as well! err..yupx den to go on, thanks mg for your game..though i realli never see this kinda thing before.hahax..den hmm thanks ann and sheryl for ur choker..hehe, err..thanks huabin for the sms and half-completed b-day song..yupx..den thanks benjamin and kakei for cuming down and eating the cake..(-_-") den thanks again naomi for ordering a chocolate cake (my favourite) and with two super big strawberries (my favourite again) hahax..err..i know it's like my expression not very happy and excited..ya..budden it's like i realli dun quite know how to react..cos i sorta got used to having no one celebrating my b-day for like..13 yrs? so i'm pretty neutral already..but honestly deep down, i realli quite happy lahx, didn't feel like talking much, having u guys with mi i already quite contented..ya..den err..must thank wei hao they all for saying that onli an idiot will accept the flower given by naomi..-_-"..ya and i was so surprised to be given a present by ruthie! hahx..thanks a lot..the present so classic lohx, typical of her..to give mi essence? and it was wrapped very uniquely..like it quite much..lol..hang the flower beside my pillow on the wall..cos naomi insisted..hahax..hmm..just wanna say a big THANK YOU to all u guys...yupx..and please dun think i'm like not appreciative cos i never hug or kiss anyone..hahax..
err..blog layout stil very messy and all..budden i dun hav time to deal wif it just yet, maybe weekends..yupx..second day of sch..yesterday got our new timetable..and err..mr tok's lessons remains very very very boring..almost falling asleep..den actually sorta missed mdm hee..haahx..like i predicted, the first thing she does when we hav lesson is to give out elaborate sets of notes..hahax...den our row there got her to frustrated cos all the questions we asked are so...qian bian..hahax..can see her a bit angry le..but not so much until scold us..hahax..ya err..mr neo is bac! duh..the fact remains that his diversions are very interesting however another fact remains that he always can't stick to his own syllabus causing us to always fail our exams..so sad..ya..den miss lee, still so cute and had an interesting lesson cos she wanted to identify us by our names again..i was the second last one left standing..so sad..(blame my mom for giving mi such a name) yupx..den i was quite happy actually..cos throughout the whole two days, i was laughing so much at kakei and benjamin and pris..hahax..mr tok let us change our seats ourselves..den mg finally got rid of alfred and had sheryl take his place (haha)..we didn't change though, maybe kakei thought sitting beside mi is a chore budden i quite comfortable there..maybe toooo comfortable lahx, until i'm gonna keep laughing and missed the important points of the lessons..haix..so sad..hmm..tml's gonna say speakers' corner..SIANZ..somebody help!!! gtg...lots of math revision exercises plus i gotta type out the speech....haix! okay~..hmm..my internet has suddenly decided to oppose towards my sudden flare of inspiration to do my SRP report by going suddenly bonkas whenever i need resources from the internet..yupx..it has decided to disconnect every single time i attempt to get info from the internet regarding sound......ah huh..>.<..and it realli sux! i dun even noe whether my ealier post got in..so just goes to say..HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN.......yupx......cos i can't risk my internet to send you a e-card..cos my INTERNET CONNECTION SUX! ah huh.. i've been online for one hr and it hasn't disconnected at all..what hav i been doing? going to friendster and checking out the bad comments by meiyan..and blogging and finding a good layout..(which is still sadly somewhere in the future) ah huh and this morn i hav had five mins with my internet and it decided to disconnect twice! what logic is this? school's going to reopen and that's soooo sad! cos i can't sleep anymore!! whaaah...okay i'm going a bit crazy here..just bear wif mi..eh..hmm..tml going to do cip again..hope we wun hav to shelve TAMIL books again..hahax..and hope to see pris's elvis presly guy again..mao wang! hahah...it's a guy from catholic..go ask her huhx..or felicia..and yeah i'm missing out on the major buffet treat from my aunt cos i've got piano, which doesn't make mi sad btw..oh..and err..i need serious help wif srp!!! somebody pls offer the hand of comfort and HELP! okay.err..very lazy to write all my details on the layout again lah..so..err..wait until i got time first..hahahx..okay..hmm this morn just played badminton wif gary jiajun jiaping..peixian couldn't cum..cos..ahem..ask her yourself..dunno whether tell le will kanna her punch or not..yeah..quite shiok..i drank almost 1.5litres! hahahx..siao lah...very shiok play wif gary..budden need a lot of energy..yah..wadeva...den err..go home lohx..den eat..yum yum..today is duan wu jie..very nice stuff..err..why am i toking like an idiot? yah..err..haven't updated for a very long time...last sat went to buy dad's father's day present..in the end..cum home, my mum say dun give him lahx, give le like never give lidat..ask mi give bro next year..i say..okay lohx..budden the present..which is porcelain cup den got one dog's head protude out wan hor..very nice lahx..cost mi 16.90..WHOA...super expensive..but nvm lahx.. and ya shit..20 july have practical exams..i'm SOOOOOOOOO dead..somebody help mi with aural, sightreading and appregios...wadeva..i'm soooooooo dead....yupx.. err..nth much to say le..sch's reopening next wk..and i realli feel very lazy to even imagine sch life again.........haix okay..hahax..since i got nth to do..so do all the tests mg did..hahax...:D here goes nth... 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SHIT..yah..that's it...bull shit..and i've been reading novels until the words blurred and my eyes became watery..and that's true..wa kaox..i realli hate this kinda life..give mi sch anyday in exchange for this kinda life..wa kaox..i hate this i hate this i hate this.... ARRRGGGHHH...and i've got srp..math..english book review and by no choice i've gone and borrow that stupid roswell book because all other books in the young people's section sux! yah, thanks a lot ppl..i can't stop fucking..wa kaox..i hate my life i hate my comp and even if i wanna sleep away the day, my parents wun allow mi..OH GOD!!! err..just spent another three hours composing the song..continuous..hhaha.x.it sux..but at least i can waste time by doing that..give myself a reason..hahax..err..wadeva..i woke up at TWELVE noon today!! dunno wad happene.d.must have konked out..cos i dun usually sleep that late..missed most of the show on channel eight..ya..wadeva..den spent one to two pm cleaning the god damn toilet..yeah..cleaning the toilet..hahax..my mother kept complaining..so might as well do..at least be obedient so i can get to buy some clothes..wahahx..i'm so scheming..wadeva.. yupx..just beginning to feel that perhaps i dun realli hav friends??? if that's so, realli think i'm such a failure..dunno why suddenly hav that feeling..it's like..i dun actually hav a close friend? one that would cum tell mi and ask mi out often..yeah..wadeva..must be depression..hahax..er.r..went to do the quizzes due to extreme boredom..so..is it accurate? tell mi.. haix..still hav that feeling above..and i dunno..i just hav a feeling it's true.. okay..bye.. 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(PICTURES) brought to you by Quizilla okay..yesterday played badminton wif stephen gary jiaping kellie...weilun went camping..sniff..must be stjohn..so sad..less one person..anyway..played until super song..esp playing with gary..wahahha..super super shuang..hope can play again before hols end..den..err.went over to the opposite hawker centre there..and buy a bottle of hundred plus while all the rest bought big gulp..i think all size quite big except steph's..hahax..den realize all our hands kept shaking as we held the cups..hahax..the most..shaky? is..gary..should be lahx, and jiaping hor...hmm..den went to sit and tok at jiaping's house's void deck..yeah..den finally decided..after a lot of pinching on jiaping's part and arguing with gary..to go to sakae sushi for the buffet..yeah..i realli bankrupt le..later den tell u guys..yeah..den i stupid stupid go tell mama..at NTUC to give mi money..haix..yah..den go withdrawn fifty bucks from the ATM..den went sakae..but dunno why just cannot get into the mood to lame with them lahx..but still got laugh lahx..met some fuckers sitting there..wa kaox..felt like giving them the finger.._|_...there..wad shit..then there's this stupid female waitress..so damn stupid..ask us to show IC..we look to be so old mehx..and we dress like that..of cos students lahx..wa kaox..den jiaping so agitated kept complaining and hope she get sack..hahax..lucky didn't see the waitress for the rest of the meal..or else jiaping sure go scold her again..yah..den..err..ate quite a couple of stuff? salmon very nice..wahaha..onli i like to eat..budden the rice very full..yah..chanwanmushi oso very nice..must thank jiaping for recommending..hahahx..then gary kept ordering soft shell crab handroll..which i can't eat cos i noe for certain sure cannot bite through the seaweed..haix..so sad..wait for sec four then eat bah..erm..they all very lame lahx..kick at each other under the desk..den err..i just can't get into the mood lehx..not that i have anything to be unhappy abt..(except the mother factor) budden hor..just cannot get into the mood lahx..dunno why..must be the weather..duh..must say sorry to you all..give u all the long face..budden i did laugh a few times lahx..and i seriously are't buay song or wadeva... okay..err..nth much to say..today..spent like two hours compose a song..vomit* pui* sucks like hell..okay..maybe not realli lahx..budden i'm lidat one..compose le..familiarize le..i will feel the tune is like shit..haix..wadeva..the rest of the time..one hr to mop the floor..(under the nags of mom) den another one hr to finish one classwork..made it a point to finish one per day.so that at least i can tell myself i got something done in the end.. oh yeah..gary told mi that naomi they all wanna treat mi to eat something to celebrate my b-day..err..currently today not realli sure whether i'll get the mood..budden..thanks anyway..for the thought..naomi so obvious..of cos i noe lahx.. had a super major headache this late afternoon..haix..went to sleep..budden when i woke up the dull headache is still there..ate some dinner budden mostly dunno wad i was tasting..and ate panadol..now slightly better..thanks to the medicinal oil my dad gave..hahax.. yupx..the whole day slacked..cos actually wanted to spend the night doing science..budden didn't have enough energy to do that..hahahx..watching the channel eight show now..quite nice...a pity i didn't watch the last time..hahahx..err..tml going to play badminton wif 6a ex-ppl again..same ppl when we watch movie..weilun gary jiajun mi jiaping and kellie..hahahx..i'm going a bit crazy in the head.. okay that's all..going to catch the OC if my headache doesn't act up.. okay..just edited the lines at the bottom...to the lyrics from eternal flame..err..naomi coming over later..actually wanted to go over to amk library wif kellie..budden woke up this morn..no mood..haix so sad..ocean o de yang's songs very nice! tomorrow hav training again..what should i do? somebody help!! got nth else to say right now..later else den update.. alright..scared i forget the title later..ping guan..teng ni de ze ren..hahax..so damn nice...ping guan's voice so nice..guang liang's oso lahx..den ocean's voice oso very nice..title dunno wad bei ban qiu de dunno wad..gu du something lidat wan..very nice!! in my opinion, his voice can be on par wif guang liang..budden his is like..quite raw..need losta training..but still quite nice! wonder how he look! hahax..like the tussled up cartoon on his album??? oooh okay..oh yeah kellie..the necklace rite? the rice can glow in the dark..hahahax..so nice...thanks again.. yupx..had a nice enough day..spent the whole of the morning battling the four stupid orbs of deus..just ask stephen..damn..four hours and i can't defeat them..aren't i a loser.wadeva..den like..almost got him into trouble..long story..in short, his mom is...FIERCE..whoa..as in spit fire? hahahx..no offence hor, dun get angry..yupx..den afternoon..waited for meiyan to cum and get her ball..shall keep the comments to myself...some people should know..yeah..den waited until dunno wad..den pris and naomi called yeah..went to stay at my house for a little while until naomi got bored..and den we went causeway after a little argument wif my mom..yeah..actually i wasn't in a very high mood..dunno why..hahax..sorry naomi and pris..i realli not very high..hahax..actually won't hav mind staying at home and facing my comp..yeah..wadeva.. err when i cum bac..become a changed person? first thing on my BELOVED stereo and tune in to yes 933 which kept playing GREAT songs today..hahax..den wasted one hr on my dinner..yeah..den took out one assignment and finished it..could hav finish another if karen hadn't called..but didn't reali mind..needed an interruption..yeah..maybe going to the library wif kellie tml..i dunno..depends..dun worry sheryl, definitely will go wif u one of these days..just tat i had to schedule around first..i'm having a serious headache wif my schedule..oh yeah..thurs..training..should i go? damn..damn training......i'm gonna skip the whole month if you dun mind..realli...yeah..okay, hav to do homework tml lohx! time right now is onli 8.15 and i'm awake cos? yeah my goody mommy woke mi up at 6 den i slept on till 7..meant to go to tekong cos my second bro having his NS..in the end..first thing my mom ask mi to do was to go downstairs and buy breakfast..i tell you if there's one thing in the world i hate most..is to hav people asking mi to do stuff the moment i wake up..which pisses mi right off..and after that my second bro say: why she wanna go huhx? den i jolly well say, fine, dun go lahx..so here i am alone in my house enjoying the peace..muahahah..and yesh, i'm in a bad mood..cos i've been skipping trainings and although i dun realli care, there's still that little factor of conscience? anybody got han shen? can lend mi? i wanna type chinese! stupid..son of a bitch..this family sucks..what's wrong wif wearing a choker? like wearing it makes mi a pai kia..yeah wadeva..sux.. right..just came back from a movie gathering...sorta? there's mi, kellie, gary, stephen, weilun, jiaping and andy..oh yeah..almost forgot how andy looked like..hahax..yeah..watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban..yeah..the stupid director? who was it? Peter jackson or some asshole..omitted the part about quidditch on the new firebolt!! the whole sequence changed! harrry onli got the firebolt AFTER sirius was free! what the hell...and the stupid ending..omg..harry on his new firebolt screaming like..whooooo..den that's it.....-_-" seriously. and there's this part abt him riding on buckbeak and going woooo hooo...i was going to ask whether he had to say something like : i'm the king of the world! ..cos he seriously look like he was about to ... but oh okay..dun mind the critisicing above..cos the overall conclusion from mi is? great. the movie is great. yeah and that's true..although i always get this feeling that everything is cramped into a two and a half hours of movie...and yeah, benjamin's right, the part where he shout the patronus charm is cool, real cool hahax..and harry's new hairstyle is soo damn much better..and yeah hermionie look great..b.e.a.utiful..hahax..budden ron..oh well..as if he's spent his whole life on a firebolt..his hair..hahax..just imagine it..anyway the movie is realli realli good..just go and watch it..the dementors..err..okay quite scary esp the mouth part..oh yeah did i mention the new dumbledore is wwwwweeeeeeeird???? damn weird! with his beard so short! hahax..okay i'm going a little crazy.. den after the movie went to eat at mac..actually, went to watch stephen gary jiaping and kellie eat...while i snip whatever fries i can get from gary and stephen....ha.ha..not funny i noe..and i'm skipping tomorrow's training with the excuse that i am going to tekong wif my second bro who is finally, thank lord, having his NS..wooohooo..i am ssssso oooo gonna enjoy my life without this factor..hahahx..oh yeah his friend sms mi, and when i ask him who he was, he sms mi chi bai and say he's ah seng....hahahahx..so hilarious. ya i'm in a gaga mood..whatever that means.. oh yeah thanks kellie and jiaping again for the early present..hahax.realli quite nice..but it made mi think quite a bit..sometimes, when you can't get hold of the thing u like, it seems to be a bit more attractive? hahax, that's weird..right..thanks again..it feels great to see each other hahax..oh yeah.. overall? the movie is STUPID but GREAT..(duh) oh..okay..this morn so stupid..went to play tennis wif kellie..went there..see so many pros..in the end wind up go jiaping's house and just zhuo zhuo..anyway, kellie didn't pay for the court yet mahx...so no big loss..wadeva..den go there..say wanna play badminton..cannot book a court..wah kor..woodlands cc having wedding..den yck fully book..haix..sianz sia.. cum bac..kanna nagged by mom again..so damn wad lohx..waiting for the free trial of han sen to finish loading..wah kor..now onli 56% lehx..wait until the sunset oso haven't finish..wanted to do homework wan..budden hor..i realli no mood lahx..see the pile of worksheet wanna go die le..saw cen han this morn..puipui..so bad luck..reminds mi of training..haix...can dun go training or not!! i wanna quit!! oh yeah..dad bought mi a new stereo..sooooo nice..silver metallic..hehehx..haix..budden the fish leung cd cannot play..no prize for guessing why..going to buy a real wan..hehehx... talking to pris and gary now..just now wif shu fen..yah wadeva..off.. wooo..i just slept from yesterday 2pm till this morn 11am..wa kaox..so shiok..didn't wanted to sleep so long..just wanted a nap..budden once i hit the pillow..wah..so damn comfortable..konk out le..hahahx..so shiok..had losta dreams but can't remember..hehehx.. the chalet was very fun..first day..err..can't remember much..onli that mr tok's cooking realli..not realli that bad just that not enough for all of us..den hor..mg had gastric..den that nite can't sleep..cos when we wanna sleep..they all so noisy..budden cheng cheng and abel a bit crazy..go out and run cos no place to sleep..we somemore sit there so worried abt them..sat at the table there worry abt them..huhx..think abel a bit extra..pris oso said so..she say wad..actually pris they all wanna sleep..it's abel sit there and play pokemon cards wan lehx..den after that he go run wif cheng cheng?? somemore cum bac brought drinks you noe..from cheers..wa kaox..den sit there play pokemon cards..wad the hell..den whole nite sit there shuo ye lohx..went up and saw naomi and jody talking..den sleep on the floor..nap for one hr..budden after tat still cannot get to sleep..okay..den morn..a bit blur blur..breakfast dunno eat what shit cannot remember.ah huhx..den hor..went to play cards la..benjamin came down looking as if he dream walking lidat..after that he oso say wad..he cum down play play play..play wad cards oso dunno..den go up sleep again..hahax..oh yeah..did i mention he and ann sleep together on the same bed huhx?? no offence la..actually dun feel anything abt it..not as if he not decent rite..hehex..den err..played murderer..so damn funny..err..den called the pizza..in between got go beach there play..budden the beach..so damn pathetic..so hor..went bac..den prepare bbq..got a bit pissed wif naomi cos i tok wad..she dun understand wan..so..hahax..but now not pissed le..hahax..den err..bbq..they all eat le..dunno wad happened stomach ache..mg, sheryl, pris, ann and meiching all kanna..all girls..i dun hav although i eat all the stuff lehx..den they all go sleep lohx..naomi sat there wif mi watch pris they all play a lame game of truth or dare..hahax..so siao wan..err..then when they wanted to sleep..discover ..room one and three both lock..den later in the night..saw that abel chaitanya they all made mr tok sleep on the floor!! with one cushion!..den benjamin see le so angry..so we contribute one more cushion (all cushion take from the sofa down there le)..yah den dunno wad happened..cos cheng cheng sheryl and mg sleep in the other room ..room one..den when pris ask for extra blanket..they all say dunno wad..so got damn pisssed..yahx..den we started (foolishly) toking abt them in the corridor haix..thats our fault man..yah..den sheryl and mg must hav over heard..who can't? yah..den came down and starred at the tv..wheras sort cheng cook porridge..cos i ask her to try to get rid of the crab meat..yah..den actually started naomi and i go upstairs to tok..in the dark wif jody sleeping..den wei hao joined us..den later hua bin joined us..den later a lot of ppl join us..den thet opic change until to .."x"..people should noe..if they are in the circle..so damn kong bu..anybody wanna noe..can cum ask mi..i wun say anything here..in case..yah..so freaking... |