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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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phew..couldn't update for these few days cos my computer is flooded with spyware and all..budden glad it's solved now..hmm..for today...firstly..happy b-day to jiaping! though i supposed she wun be able to see this lar..
anyway..today went to bugis with jiaping, kellie, yu jing, weilun, stephen, gary and zhiwei..yah..the guys went ahead first while we the girls went to jiaping's house to give her the present and put our badminton rackets..yah..so we meet up with the guys at bugis there..spent like ages trying to figure out where the stupid arcade is..den in the end err..in the end..we do wad? i think we went in search of the neoprint machine..den err..spent another coupla donkey years trying to get the guys to take neoprints..cos there are four you see..so it's like we kept running to places to find them..and somemore kellie had a bad stomach ache..so all the while she's like very cham..den i pei ta..so it's like onli jiaping and yu jing..budden i find that jiaping can be a policewoman when she grows up..haiyo..feel so sad and a bit no face for the guys when she beat them and scolded them? yah..know wad i mean? anyway..den we went to take neoprints..den somemore kellie and i took a card dat kinda thing..reminds mi..it's still wif her..and ended up they owe mi 1.20 each while i owe weilun 8.00 bucks and den owe 9.50 for kellie, so she ask mi to give weilun in place of the present's money so now i owe weilun 15 dollars minus the 1.20 that he owe me and den zhiwei still owe px 8.50 cum my 1.20...okay get it? so it's like hellish debts and all but it all amounts to mi owing weilun 15 bucks!!! which is like..OMG!! i need a temp job fast!! anybody with lobang pls pls pls tell mi.. yupx..den after dat we went to eat macdonalds..err..den went bac to play badminton lohx..okay lar..quite fun..at least better than staying home.. i'm starting to get guilty..yah..cos i realli didn't score well this time round..realli..quite bad actually, i mean comparing mi to the majority i'm still the above average people..yar? budden it's like comparing 2004 me to 2003 me it's like soo damn big gap..okay i noe i'm starting to annoy peeps..budden it's realli wad i feel..den somemore go out everyday and all..realli must jia you in sec three le! oh yeah..err..one more episode of the unlucky mi..i lost my jacket on sat..why? i hung it over my sling bag thinking it's onli like one stop? den along the way bought eight days..so den i was on the lift and reading it when i felt a tug on my bag..i didn't notice it..budden i did notice that there was alot of kids around mi..yah..once i stepped outta the lift then i noticed..MY JACKET! budden the lift door closed before i can check..ah huhx..den more suay? i went bac quickly the way i came cos i wasn't too sure whether the kid realli tug it and it dropped..den wad? i stepped, not even run ya notice, just stepped on a pile of wet mud and fell down..man..until my whole left jeans was filled with mud and even my feet everything was brownish! how unlucky can i get? anyway..the jacket can't be found le..man..it's the grey one i wore to the victoria concert hall..and it's quite new ya noe, got a very very big scolding from mi mum..haiz..and i realli quite guilty lohx..i think like wad pris say, i'll try to focus more on my studies next year and try to get some preparation done after i noe my stream..yah.. meanwhile, there's still the god damn volleyball training...believe mi when i say it sux..cos it realli does...i dunno, maybe i'm just xing li zuo yong, but i realli hate it so much...haiz..meiyan still hasn't called mi bac about tml's schedule..anyway..had a fun time today cos haven't seen zhiwei for a long time and he still still still hasn't changed..still suan people until wad..kor.. Summary: wad i dread : getting more suay and vball training wad i hope: to focus more on studies and prove myself again next year wad i wish: my mum to understand dat i can't always be one of the tops every year wad i want: to hav more gatherings with wrps friends cos god onli knows how much i missed them, especially the guys..*thoughtful look* and now? yah..ciao den okay..after reading mg's blog..felt so much better...yeah...anyway..let bygones be bygones..spoken wisely by mr tok gee hong, our form teacher who firmly refuses to book chalet for us.......>.< anyway...quite contented now just need sleep errm..my comb's been recovered! yeah! dun hav to lie to mama anymore! thanks naomi for your counseling session cried tons during that hour but nvm ,it's all over hope can book chalet..now very late..must sleep le ciao wo jing tian hen bu kai xin why am i unhappy? three factors number one: unlucky week i lost my handphone on tues...den wad? lucky my mom didn't scold...den today? i lost my comb which costs bucks cos it's those horn thingie..and my mum definitely will kill mi if she knows..i think i dropped it on mg's dad's car..yesterday? my game disc spoiled, cannot play, den somemore? today i wore the wrong attire, should be uniform, i wore yeah tee...fine...almost get caught, and? i'm sick is this unlucky or wad? number two: cowards in my class i would think everybody knows wad happened...instead of saying i'm angry, it's more like i'm disappointed...why do the guys have to be so lousy? dun they hav pride and integrity? why do they need to wait until abel report to mr tok den they would listen? this is wad their jiang yi qi is all about is it? so jiang yi qi until when ur friend did something wrong which could flare up until bu ke shou shi and u just cover for him instead of asking him to give in and dun be stubborn? wda the hell is wrong wif their brains? number three:heart got tree, dun need to say right, i dunno whether i'm angry at stupid heaven for blessing upon mi such an unlucky day or angry at myself for being a ji po like wad weihao say or being angry cos no one understood today everybody feeling sad, mi exceptionally sad i told jody a last word before leaving, zhe ge ban mei you she me hao liu lian de and i meant it, there's no one in the class that truly understood mi, and even the spontanous guys have been such a disappointment what more is there to hope for? btw, congrats to weilun and evon for being top again! (dat is the onli true happy thing i can say) yo..alamak..i hate final fantasy viii..all i need is another coupla energy crystal and some malboro tentacles cum some wind mill!! why can't u give mi?? why can't the stupid monster cum out when i need it??? alamak..den i will get my last weapon and my limit break will be invincible le lar... damn damn damn.. anyway..today got option foorm..err..onli got one class of bio and chem..alamak..how..that is the class everybody wants to go in lehx!! including mi of cos..den lidat..i think i will go into triple science lehx.eh, i realli dunno lehx..see arh..if i go into triple science and i can't cope how?? den everything will get Cs and more Cs..and yah everybody is sounding real encouraging...anyway..is triple science dat hard?? i realli dunno..haiz wadeva..people out there if you are sec threes and all..pls give mi some advice.. currently listening to autumn love's Reason again..realli admire the composer and the singer...whenever i hear that song, will feel so..melancholy? cos the show was a tragedy..but also a bliss for the two leads..damn..i'm hooked.. arrgh..realli luv korean shows cum songs..but dun hav the conviction to go learn korean..hahx.how.. still couldn't make up my mind..about the combination that is..sheryl kept calling and asking stuff which i hav no idea abt..anyway..realli dunno which to pick..anybody help?? my whole body is aching after yesterday's training..all in all..it was quite okay..we were still considered semi-transparent by the coach but at least i hav the company of the other sec twos.. seniors were..reasonably friendly...i guess...couldn't ask for more could i..i just realli wish that they would take the initiative and just Smile at us...haiz..hopeful wishing? i tot so.. didn't hav much to say realli..it's just..after the finals passed..it's like all my worries stopped..nah, jk, not realli, how could i hav forgotten the horror named volleyball..i've developed a volley phobia..geez.. yo peeps..finally we got our results and scripts bac..here are my marks bah.. english:73 (not confirmed) math: 61 (can i commit suicide?) science: 70 chinese:73 literature:76 history:80 (should be) d and t: 84 (should be) aesthetics: 75 (duh, bad dude) yah..not dat bad actually..except math of cos..but yeah! 2/6 rox! we got the highest msg for math and science!! yeah! we screamed so damn loud man..anyway..realli quite pleased wif my results..considering the amount of effort i put in..my dear mama has finally kan kai le and stop nagging mi..yeah..budden now i can't make up my mind to go into which stream.. neway.huizhen is first of our class..yeah..err..if i say i wanna take triple science..is it like chi xing wang xiang??? like overestimating myself?? and yeah..i feel like taking literature elect but looking at the scores..the logical one should be taking history elect..cos i scored better..however..looking at how i did on the Paper..i feel more comfortable wif literature..den further more..meiching told mi that her sis told her that literature depends on the teachers' mood..if they see your language and articulation everything is quite good..they will give you a high grade..if it's peeps like benjamin and kakei or even priscilla who spelt beautiful as beatiful..(muahahah) den duh, you will fail like shit..budden history..i'm not dat good wif source base and structure..how?? i oso dunno hmm..about science..i hate physics..duh, cos it uses lots of brain power to think and apply formulas..which is basically math! and just look at my math! budden according to mg and mr neo..biology requires losta memorising..how? and chemistry..i can't imagine the stupid formulas and all dat..can i just drop all science and math?? i'm so damn happy we wun hav to decide abt english nor chinese..or else i'm so dead..can't even make up my mind..how? actually i'm okay wif triple or double science..just dunno whether to take history elect or literature elect..haiz.. ciao, go play games. oh my fucking god!! i spent like three hours going down to the deep sea research centre!! and all i get??? a fucking ultima weapon which is supposed to be invincible!! what the hell! and further more i've trained my characters to around HP9999 AND LEVEL 80 AND ABOVE!! what the hell!! this is a total waste of time!! what the!!! sorry to those people who dunno wad i talking abt..it's FF8..fuck fuck..anyway, just saw from mg's blog that huizhen is getting first..oh yeah!!!..she sure is wad, look at how biang she is..everything oso top wan lohx..wad the hell..anyway..i wonder who's second? just hope that i wun stray to the tens..cos den my mum will kill mi!! brr.... whaah..i wanna cry abt FF8..anyway, not much to say, scripts bac tml..dun wanna see..huizhen first mahx..wad more to see..frankly i not surprised nor sad..cos honestly i didn't try last year..so it's just pure luck..i just hope it wouldn't be too bad... ciao hmmm...people, wad do you guys wanna be when u grow up? i know sheryl wanna be a marine biologist right..others, i've never asked that question..mi..you know it would be sooo cool if i can compose music like autumn love's reason..summer scent's zuo you wei nan...so touching..right..must hypnotize myself..i think i can i think i can..budden i seriously love touching music..even if i dunno what they mean..and hor..wouldn't it be great if i can create dramas like those...but how cum i feel as if i'm chi xing wang xiang??? oh yah..i feel like learning korean or japanese lehx..who interested?? sheryl?? interested not..i can't find anybody who wanna learn..feel like learning something new this holiday.. __Reason-Autumn Love__Korean lyrics..dunno wad it means lar... nae gae di dol a so ji mal a yona uii noon ool bo a yoon se sang ha yat dongoo ddae ye yat sok it ut na yoyeo nal po gi ha reo go ha jogoo daen goo gae sip na yonae gae man e rok gaeo rye oon il in gun ga yocho um boo to oo ri nunsi jak doi o sun ahn doi nun sa rang e ra gonoon mul sok in ae won edo uk goo dae rul ho ul lsoo ga up nae yonae gae so goo dae nun sa ra jeo son shn doi nunbit e ut um ul a na yogoo dae ga ddo na myun na ye mo dun se sang dosa ra jin da nun girl it ju nun mal a yosoom ul she go sip o yogoo dae sa rang ap ae sogoo dae saeng gag man ui ro uoot um e na yonae ae gaen him e doi a yogoo dae saeng gag man ui ro noon mul e na yomo dun gut e doo rue woe __Autumn Love-Reason__the pronounciation thingie... ne ne e ke di du le sa ji na le yo na ye no nu mo o yo mu ze sa a ya ta ku de ye ya su gi za la yo we a na mu gi ha lo lu he zu ku den te ge su ha yo me ge la mi lo ke e ma lu u ni lin num da yo cho mu te wu li si ze te ya sa un na nu sa la li la yo nu mu sa fi ne o li to u ku te lu lu su o ne yo ne ge sa ki de nu sa la za so la nu mu mi zi ya si mu la na yo ku de ka ta num yo ya ye o du se sa lu sa la zi da yi go yi zi lu na da yo su mi si lo so lo ku de sa la na ne sa ku de se na la lo wu se i la yo la e ge i mi te a yo ku de se na la lu lo nu mu ni na yo nu nin da si lu yo __Autumn Love-Reason__Chinese Translation... 不要站着背对我看着我的眼睛在这飘雪的世界难道忘了当初的约定？你怎能轻易狠下心抛弃我？这对我而言 是锥心之痛 从一开始 我们就不该相爱望着你眼眶中的泪水教我如何放开你知道吗？对我而言，你永远都是绽放光芒请你记得 如果你离去了我的世界也会消逝 我只有在你的爱中才能呼吸想到你 我就不自觉地展开笑颜 这是一种力量想到你 又会掉下眼泪 因为是如此地恐惧知道吗？对我而言，你永远都是绽放光芒请你记得 如果你离去了我的世界也会消逝 我只有在你的爱中才能呼吸 __Autumn Love-Prayer__Chinese Translation..yay 猜想妳的心要离开我是怕我爱的太累才给的理由吗 即使这疏远的理由需要流逝一天的光阴也无所谓 因为无论妳身在何方我相信这就是爱 望着妳注视我的眼神 连妳那小小的肩膀我都无法拥妳入怀 我憎恨这样的自己 wo… 即使逃不过悲情命运安排使我们分离 我不会再让妳的心流泪妳无可取替 现在起没有比妳更重要的东西 看着妳对我露出的微笑我能体会这就是幸福 妳可以再靠近我一点 在这一瞬间让我来感受到妳 望着妳注视我的眼神 连妳那小小的肩膀我都无法拥妳入怀 wo…… 即使逃不过悲情命运安排使我们分离 我不会再让妳的心流泪妳无可取替 现在起没有比妳更重要的东西 i know i wasting space lar..budden these two songs are realli my favourites... oh yah..anybody know why my comp will say "windows explorer hav to close down" when i view some blogs?? including my own??? ---i'm obsessed with autumn love music..---i know i lag lar alamak..having a super major mojo headache..why.cos sleep too much..where got this kinda reason..just ate panadol..man..still having headache..tmd..to mg: how cum u sleep so long oso nth happen, i sleep two hrs onli my head pain like hell... err...today totally spent the whole day slacking..basically..let's see..i woke up at around 11..den err..sat in front of my piano dunno doing wad till 1...den cum out..den watch a vcd show until 3..den go in..slack around..den sleep till now..den headache..den cum online..den now jiahao is laming... realli very slacky..but who cares, it's hols..part hols..let mi sleep all i want before results..imitation of mg..let's see my goals.. english: hope at least a2... chinese: a1.. math: miracle if i can get an A..hope stop at B3.. science: hope can get a1.. history: a2.. literature: a2.. d and t:a2.. as u guys can see...i'm not crapping like mg but realli setting goals...okay, not setting, actually, anticipating and praying.. yo yo!! new layout is up! features korean show summer scent which is screening every sat 11pm on channel u!! great show, great music, great cast!! luv it luv it! search for this skin very long lehx..yeah i know it's green..but it's nice wad.. hi peeps..hmm..talk abt yesterday.. went to victoria concert hall for the concert a reed and mallet affair..met sheryl huabin ann jiahao anson and weisiang at amk station at 6 lidat..den we took the mrt which was super crowded..arrived at raffles at 6.30..oops way too early..den met naomi and sort cheng..den later naomi led us to victoria concert hall..lucky she neva lose her sense of direction..by the time we reached there, all of us were sweating like nobody's business.(quoted from sheryl) hahax..yah, budden i suddenly feel cold so i put on my jacket..yah..den we lame around somemore..okay it's they lame i watch them lame and fee lame..den abel arrived (i think i got the sequence wrong..bud whatever) in a black shirt..dat kind of mr lim wear dat kind..den i was so cock eye tat when sort cheng pointed out to mi, i still honestly couldn't see anything..den later when i saw him, i was like duh, extremely overdressed..he changed into another tee shirt later..yah..den we went in lohx..and err..who sat behind mi arh..i think it's anson..den next to him abel, den jiahao, den huabin den weisiang..er..i sat wif sheryl..wif one gap...layjia and jody didn't cum i think..anyway, and so the concert begins.. ... .... ..... okay, anyway, the concert was realli great..the first part of the wood wind conservatory was good too..though kinda boring lar...the last part was the nicest..the melody was great..like a bit eastern mixed wif western music..yah, den of cos, i'm staring at the pianist cos i think he is realli realli great..hahax, of cos the music wouldn't hav sounded nice without all the other percussionists.. okay after the concert ended..they decided to go eat..at first i was quite tempted to go, i had even called my mom..budden sheryl couldn't go..we accompanied her to go to the mrt station cos she wasn't sure of the way..den when she left..i took the escalator, i was like..oh man..go? not go? go? not go? den i finally decided not to go wif them..the reason? sheryl knows..wink* and hence i called sheryl and we went home together..sorry i didn't talk much..i was pretty tired realli..hahax..err..yah den went home lohx.. oh yeah, will be changing my layout..this layout kinda..outdated le..i guess..anyway, i watched finish the whole of autumn love..yah i know, i'm lag..ciu tian de tong hua, get it? i know i lag but i didn't hav a chance to watch it then..so i watch it now..anyway, damn, i think i cried dunno how many times..so damn touching..and yeah, i already printed the scores..left the romance theme haven't..8 damn pages..kor, waste trees..so wad..anyway, i have decided that korean shows realli rox..err..why? cos they didn't hav the mushy mushy kissy scenes not to mention the bed scenes..(oops, sorry for the lang) but seriously, korean shows manage to convey the love of the lead actor and actress without using THAT kinda scenes..just beautiful words..yeah, so it rox.. hope to find an autumn based layout..but right now? not getting any luck..hmm..mom wanted mi to go watch movie wif her..i said no, surprise? hahax, cos today watch very ex..that's wad i said anyway, truth is i dun feel like going out..maybe on mon..wadeva.. haix...school is going to open on tue..which is not very far away..we hav the public speaking workshop people..yeah! hahax..i'll be damned..and yeah, cca is starting again... ... .... got wad i meant? har..anyway peeps..ciao... yo people..haiz..i hate websites wif losta pop ups..neway...sheryl's new blog is almost up..ask her urself for the add..not at liberty..anyway..today was the last day of our exams!!! yay yay..and oh yeah, i hate people who upload one acct and dun add any files to it..meaning those bastards at iwebmusic..damn..but yeah yeah!! i'm going to fail my d and t..wadeva, who cares, i was watching charmed while i was studying..duh, cos i wouldn't hav gotten anything in.. hmm..today went home first before meeting sheryl and guys at junction eight..we spent dunno how many donkey years taking three sets of neoprints..err..three diff machines..anyway, it's very expensive!! haiz..sob..today spent so much money..nice btw..but i look so ugly in it!!..haiz..ren ming bah, that's mi..and den we went to eat sakae sushi..yeah..buffet..i luv chanwanmushi..salmon and kani tempurah..is tat it?? yeah, crab stick rox..esp fried crab stick wif mayo..rox even more than jay...haahx..then we joke around..crap crap crap..insult naomi..trying not to make a lot of noise in the shop..of cos not possible wif naomi around..den everybody like very full lidat..oh yeah, felicia so fishy..eat all the raw fish thingie...even mg the insulator dun dare eat..wa kor.. err..den after tat..naomi and sheryl went to take neoprints again..den the rest of us shop and shop and shop..den dey go home left mi felicia and mg..we shop shop..go the shop opp the lift..sell cute stuff but very ex..den went the foodcourt drink drinks..duh..den go home lohx..felicia's rock papa fetch her home at yck..den our stone and pebble papa..so failure..hahax..wink wink* anyway..den met mg's senior..soooo..err..funny..ya err..to everybody...had a nice time..was a good finish off of our finals..yeah..sakae sushi very delicious..company was great too..realli had a great time..yeah! cheers..  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(girl) (PICS) brought to you by Quizilla yo..yeah yeah yeah!! science and math paper are over!! although math paper realli realli sux..think i'm gonna really score real low for math..think wouldn't fail..budden wouldn't score oso..haiz..who can i blame? i didn't study wad..not like somebody know how to do all..hmm..the science paper was quite okay..except the mcq..that one realli quite tough..i think i'm going to fail mcq..hope wun..den haiz..anyway, i'm changing my site music..to All In..a korean drama theme..was browsing through the iwebmusic catalogue..den saw this, couldn't believe my luck..their music is really good though the show...err..very long and naggy lar.. yeah..thurs going to have sakae sushi..sheryl say can't believe how long she hasn't been to sakae sushi le..looking forward to it..must hypnotize myself into thinking that i will be very very very happy and lame there..quite as lame as yesterday at causeway wif mg.. nothing much to say..just relieved that we onli have two more papers left..d and t..and chinese.. yo people..yeah..i know it's the eve of that monster paper they call math..can't imagine how i am going to cope with another A math..A math stands for Alamak Math..haiz haiz haiz.. been trying to find my motivation for a couple of days now..can't seem to find it..dunno fly until where le..i hav spent like four hours sitting and going through my math file..thing is..i still can't focus..why is tat?? meiching say it's the two of us both nuts..that's why..yah right..i hope that mensuration wun cum out..construction oso dun cum out..dat would be gd..haiz..i'm so dead..i hate math..people help mi!!! i think i would need an anti-depressant later in the day..err, no, later on tml..see how i am going to cry..nah i wun cry over such things..fail fail lohx..i mean..err, not that kinda meaning..but..haiya, i neva study, wad u expect..hope that mg and anson and those brain-got-something-extra one dun score so high..or else i will feel very inferior lehx.. haiz..like what i told naomi..realli hope that last year didn't get first..not trying to be sacarstic or wad..listen out first..i neva try real hard last year..cos i tot that can tell mum it's anderson lehx, no longer can get first lohx..but somehow, i still get first..den lidat..this year if i dun, she will say it's not impossible, it's just that u neva try..say i tui bu..what shit, didn't even jing bu before how to tui bu..today she say if i dun score well hor, she wun let mi watch tv..i say, i how old le, dun try that tactic wif mi la.. lol..budden i believe hor, even if i dun score well..so long i get the class i wan...which is..err..hmm..ahem..err..lol, anything will do..hahax..~any dream will do~ bleah..mg will start saying how indecisive and how unsuitable-to-do-survey i am..hahahx..budden realli lohx..anything will be okay la..dun realli know my interest..actually hor..my interest more language type...i dun like science..dun like math..how arh..haizzz..maybe will realli take pure literature suan le..hahahax..jk.. alamak..people..i need help!!!! yo..hmm..in quite a gd mood right now..afternoon had a quarrel with bros..cos why? computer is spoiled with viruses..second bro dunno how to fix, i fei hua of course dunno..so ask big bro to fix..den? he very unwilling..den kept nagging nagging..until i so tired..den i screamed at them..in the end? my mum still call the computer fixer to cum.. yeah, luv that fixer..fix my computer now like so fast..turns out my comp had FOUR VIRUSES..it's a miracle it's survived until now..that uncle say our comp already antique...three years bac very gd, now very antique liaox..hahax..anyway, luv him.. still pretty grudgy against my big bro..wadeva..anyway..i haven't study for the whole day..yeah i look through half the notes in my math file..while listening to music..duh..cos i was pretty upset for the whole time because of the comp thingie..btw it's fixed, it's TV time..so..yeah..i know, lame excuse..hmm..put in maybe three hours maybe..just browsing..think onli one hr got in..bleah..tml..haix..the same pattern again.. err..not much to say other than my exams are really really dead..okay, wrong phrasing, i'm dead..so dead..yeah, at least i know mg still the same state with mi..but on the other hand..her math so good lehx.. err..gary sending mi the music he make..yeah..he make huhx..via email..so gotta publish this half first.. yo..long day huhx.. err..history paper was okay..think i'm going to fail my source base..but arrggh..who cares, that is god's decision, not mine, quoted from benjamin "not within my control..." err..literature paper..i wrote very little for the unseen but quite a bit for the last essay question...think i really wrote very very little..budden..i think it's enough, so we'll see..not really worried cos it's over 50 marks and maybe the newspaper thingie can help pull things up a bit..yeah.. hmm..just went to change my braces with kellie..both of us put orange and black..yow people, orange and black...cos the dentist say it's nearing halloween..is it? i didn't know that..but whatever, it still looks the same..hahx, next month appointment on kellie's b-day..oooh..gotta start buying presents huhx.. yupx..whatever...just thinking of slapping someone..cos i think that person really deserves a slapping, even if you are reading this, i dun care, u say that onli you cannot have bad temper is it? wadeva...just wondering how cum i dun feel any pain by deleting the person's contact...supposed to be my friend..harh..friend..yeah right...friend dun speak lidat..that's snubbing btw if you dunno...what the hell, if i ever fail my literature, i'll blame it on that person..fuck u..still pretty pissed up... that's all peeps..not much to update really..next mon and tue hav math and science, going to really slog during the weekend..at least that's my wish, if i get distracted by anything else..den we'll see how i die..harh argggh..crap..wink at sheryl* ...fuck fuck fuck..everybody just fuck off.. why is it that everyone has to act? or is just mi? fine it's just mi..fine. i hav a bad temper, i'm rash, i like to scold vulgar... so wad? sue mi alright? what the fuck just get the hell away from mi...everybody's lidat..EVERYBODY...what the hell, i just want somebody to talk to, is that a fault or wad? am i in the wrong? i know everyone has bad moods and tempers and all that, aren't friends supposed to help you get through wif all that stuff? or are friends just there to share your joy and not your woes? is that it? who the fuck do you think you are? so, it's come down to this, it's my exam period and i'm getting terribly pissed over such stuff...fine, you win, anything..u like to pissed people off? go on...just fuck off...what the hell, i talk to you makes you such a mother-fucker is it? FINE, i'll just block ur god damn ass and neva talk to you again! okay! i'm a gal no matter how many fuck i scold okay? i.am.a.gal so i hav PMS and so my temper is worse than urs! FINE? everyone's lidat..everyone's busy, when can people stop and take a look? i feel like i'm in the middle of the crowd screaming my lungs out and no one even notices..no one cares.. YAY. I TYPE SO LONG ABOUT WHAT I FEEL AND DEN? EVERYTHING DISAPPEARS COS MY COMP DECIDE TO RIOT..WAT.EVER..WADEVA, I JUST FEEL LIKE SMASHING THE SCREEN HIGHLIGHTS: I REALLI REALLI REALLI FEEL THAT WRPS FRIENDS AND I ARE DRIFTING APART, AND I REALLI REALLI HATE THAT..SOMEMORE? I GOT SNUBBED BY JIAJUN WHEN I TOT TOKING TO HIM WILL HELP BRIGHTEN MY DAY SOMEHOW..YEAH. HURRAY..SOMEMORE? I'M IN NO MOOD TO STUDY COS I JUST WANT TO PUNCH SOMEBODY, EVEN MORE? I'M FEELING VERY SADISTIC COS I'M HEARING SAD SAD SONGS AND WILLING MYSELF TO CRY..WHY? I DUNNO, YOU TELL MI..I'M FEELING ANTI-SOCIAL SO PEOPLE DUN CRAP IN FRONT OF MI OR CAREFUL I BASH U.. SUMMER SCENT: SERENADE SERENADE: SCHUBERT(ORIGINAL COMPOSER) WHY AM I USING BOLD? COS I'M IN A GOD DAMN BAD FUCKING MOOD... time now..almost five..haiz..why am i online? cos like everybody says, i dun feel like studying..i think i'm going to fail the coming exams..nah, dun lie to myself, i wun fail, i'll just pass..bleah.. actually, not as cheerful as i made it sounds like..yeah..why are people getting so anti-social like mi nowadays? tot talking to jiajun can brighten my day up a bit, in the end? i end up getting snubbed by him..yeah, it's just mi, he talks offensive to just mi..yeah..wad.e.va...tmd..fuck.. why am i in such a lousy mood? i dunno as well, just tot i might as well give up studying altogether..wad the..shit shit shit..i just dun feel like studying..actually missed the days sitting wif pris and kakei and benjamin..those are the days..yeah..not that sitting wif sheryl and mg and guys not gd..just..different..yeah, no offence realli.. summer scent..realli realli nice show...yeah..yesterday also watched the vcd serials by song cheng xian as well..chue tian de tong hua..yeah..i noe it's out dated and everything..but i dun hav the fate to watch it den, so watch it now..can't arh..sue mi..anyway, i watch until i cry, it's onli been two episodes, yeah, and i cried cos the two leads (note: being acted by teens) cried..yeah..hurray, i'm a cry baby..>.<... dunno what else to say..dun feel like publishing just yet..budden nth much to say, my mood..dunno how to describe.maybe it's just exam blues..but hey, everyone's dealing, why not mi? yeah..and somemore...forget it..haiz..why why why am i feeling like this? karen promised to call at five..dun think she's going to keep her promise..haiz..why why why.. feeling very detached wif wrps friends..realli dun wan it that way, cos i always treasure them very much..i realli dun wan to end up i face u, nth to tok abt..realli dun wan..listening to korean songs always make mi..i dunno..cos i dunno the lyrics mahx..onli know the show..damn touching..yeah..wadeva..oh yeah keane's everybody's changing realli suits my mood.yeah..wadeva..i need therapist.. summer scent: serenade original composer: schubert anybody got schubert's collection? lend mi arh... why why why am i such a sadistic? haix..dun realli noe wad to say.. yo people..time now is 10.10..nice number..anyway, congrats mi..cos today i have onli done three hours of studying..why? cos my aunt came back from china the day before and she visited us today..not that i'm complaining..it just gives mi another reason to stay away the pile of monster called books..yeah..anyway, i think i managed to absorb about 90% of the history i studied..so at least i didn't waste my three hours..yeah.. tomorrow going to try reaaal hard to get myself to study, seriously, at this state? i'll most probably score real low..and we dun wan that would we? i can't figure out why naomi and priscila just find studying so enjoyable..are they nuts or wad? anyway..now listening to keane, everybody's changing..realli nice..i think the vocal's voice is nice..just trying it out..haiz..sad, music.uptu.com has their full album there just for mi to download, thing is? i can't..still haven't figure that particular mystery out, that website is just too bizzzzzare... hmm emm..read people's blogs today..to mg: since i realli dunno who you are talking about, i wun comment..but just want to let you know that there are so many kind of people in the world, dun let them get to you..yeah..and oh yeah, ur layout rox..hmm..somemore? oh yeah..i ate realli realli full today..morning got curry crabs..(yummy) and my aunt brought chocolates...and china's specials..hmm..den dinner ate abalone! yum yum..oh yeah..finally found out the theme soung of O.C...it's California Here I come..SHOULD be..let's pray..currently listening to luan wu chun qiu..one of my favourites in jay's album..just find it very..beaty..if there's such a word.. haiz. haiz. haiz..why do student's hav to attend exams?? it's such a damn torture to put our brains under such stressing conditions and still force it to function as usual..haiz haiz haiz..i think this year's results for mi..will be a damn disaster..esp for my mum..she will nag nag nag nag until like hell..say wad i've tui bu lar blah blah..need to study so well for wad? can get into the class i wan can liao mahx..haix haix haix..nth much to blog about..pretty neutral these days..what does it matter? zuo ren sui bian yi dian better... yo..dun feel like blogging..feeling pretty anti-social right now..budden shouldn't let my blogger server down..so blog lohx.. currently talking to felicia cos she's the onli gal online..hahx..anyway, today's compo? quite okay bah..just that i write chinese compo until suddenly dunno why get very sianz..that kind of fed up feeling..dunno why..get a feeling that whoever is writing those isn't mi lidat..my soul fly away liaox.. fly away~diaox.. anyway, infront if jun jie, beside is weihao, behind weihao is naomi, beside mi is jiahao, beside jiahao is alan, behind mi is xinwan, xinwan is the onli one normal...bleah..cos the others all lame like siao..somemore hor, weihao do compo very distracting lehx, keep looking about wan lohx...haiz..and hor, beside naomi is ann..i going to lame until siao..brr.. not much to say abt..today no mood to study, cos feeling like exams already over..bullshit..long way there..haiz..oh yeah to mg: how cum i stil can't download songs huhx? realli cannot lehx, say wad cannot link to server..blahblah blah shit..kaoz..i wan download songs the comp oso riot..ma de.. |
