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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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yoz so sorry haven't updated for so long..simply didn't hav the time..
hmm..these days nothing much happened in my life realli...seriously feeling i ought to get a life..everyday school school school..see the same old people but get the feeling i should be talking to them but i'm not doing that, especially the guys...PE today sux as usual, okay, it's pretty okay just that i couldn't figure out why i always get red and green dots in my eyes after running so slowly..bleah..den school is just the same i guess..tml got chinese test mr tok...hmmph, should be quite okay, later den learn, dun plan to sleep to early tonight, i'll most probably end up dreaming about stupid stuff... english is wah like so slack...we have to write in for the commonwealth essay competition..everyone has to write...it's compulsory but she will select three from the whole level, repeat WHOLE level to send it in...i dun tink we stand a chance at all but still, try my best.. hmm..now like nothing much to add.. i just feel as if my life is suddenly so damn meaningless..the last year i love school, love the last row, loved the jokes even though i end up like deteriorating terribly...but this year, sitting wif ruth is fun of course, it's different and i sorta like it..we do our work respectively and exchange stupid conversations or just simply grumble when mr tan stares at us too much..hahax...but the class is just simply not 2/6..i miss 2/6 and dun worry i'm going to organise a chalet..yay..i'm sure everyone will turn up! and so sad that felicia has to leave us, dun worry we wun forget u eva and i'll take losta photographs and send them to you... it's a miracle, there isn't any homework today..! it's just a rare miracle..hahax, anyway the commonwealth topics are "the experiment" and "slow down we're going too fast." how to write? the others are like expositions and as i've already long convinced myself i suck at them, i wun even attempt them, why make my life difficult? like wad weilun said, we'll be slogging our butts off during chinese new year...hahax.. oh yeah..so sad didn't get to catch the movie elecktra wif felicia and sheryl..the stupid EFL overshot and we missed the whole damn thing..nvm..there're losta of good movies this new year..wad wif constantine (must watch!) han cheng gong lue by liang chao wei..den somemore got locals I do I do..even the films airing on the mediacorp stations are enough already..hahax.. i haven't even bought any new year clothes save for one pathetic one...doesn't matter, somehow new year has lost its charm on me...you noe, why do we always feel as if everything lost its magic as we grow older? yoz...just finished doing pineapple tarts..very tired.. today mirable absolutely no homework...yeah settled..tml go jubilee watch elecktra..yeah..wif felicia and sheryl..anybody wanna come along? nth much to say larz..except today in school i almost slept or something......... this is the shortest blog i've ever written man.. oh yeah almost forgot...shu qi and ren xian qi that song very nice...i neva tot she could sing lehz hmm...so long neva update le.. today arhz..wake up later den usual..den father fetch mi go eat at opposite coffeeshop..den on the way feel very headache and stomach strange strange de..so ate a pill of panadol..cannot afford to fall sick during new year! oh yeah..den go sch...for class? lidat lohx? basically...den the PE dat time quite okay larz..although my stamina like lag until like siao......but the teacher quite nice actually....mr FATHERLY...hahax... hmm..den after sch went to eat wif pris layjia qijia naomi huizhen suyi they all at the canteen..save money..den go bac to pris's class..watch play a while..den go to 3/3 find nigel kakei and ben..play yugio..(dunno how to spell) den yell at them cum join us..den go home wif cybil..den slog through the math homework which was fairly easy den through the english essay which was so not easy.....but i enjoyed writing anyway..harh okay dat's all....nothing much to write..not much of inspiration of any emotional trauma to report......going to watch elecktra wif feli on wed...yeah...going to save money save money...budden lidat i will spend the whole of this week's savings on movie lehz.sad.....nvm larz, heck...new year coming got money le! yesh! hmm..tml got training..dunno whether going..see whether angeline they all going..cybil oso....everybody feels so dreadful talking about cca...haiz..oh yeah speaking of it..mi and naomi going to perform again at speech day..if not for the cca points i would so totally hate it.......budden because of it so very very very very happy!!! got the scores today..very hard lehz..heck lar..play wrong nobody can tell rite? yawn yawn yawn* YAWN* soooo sleepy..went home today wif pris and gang.....almost slept on the way home..just ask suyi..i so listless until i lost my balance on the bus and pong! fell onto an empty seat, startling the old lady beside mi......heng it's not occupied..last time i fell onto the lap of an old lady...sooo embarassing! oh yeah sheryl get well soon horz! hmm..school's usual...oh yeah and congrats to meigui and badminton players for thrashing mayflower 4-1! yeah! hmm..not much homework...still quite sleepy.....and today literature teacher neva cum..so basically listened to naomi's annoying laughter throughout and trying to figure out why it's so funny.. okay i admit, it's funny >.< naomi owes mi money! i wan go out and take neoprints!! but i'm broke!!!! ~ oh yeah.the vball has tournament today................dunno how it went....but.... we shall see huhz? hmm......so sleepy larz! nth else to blog... oh yeah sit beside ruth will realli help in concentrating..cos sometimes she seriously dun tok de! gd right? i bet the results will certainly be better sitting beside pris and kakei....hahax....... but still.. missed them....... i neva dreamed i would miss KAKEI.................>.< just goes to show.. tml has english again lehz! so sian lohx, very pressurized...... hmm..realli wanna ask weilun whether he likes evon or evon likes him...... it's like pretty obvious? i dunno lar...... nowadays so complicated....... ciao yoz...time now pretty late..running outta time..still trying to digest what bio threw at us this morn....all the ribosomes blah blah shit..... hmmm...went to lunch wif naomi this afternoon...we were pretty reknown cos we sat at the bac of my dad's lorry and waved..like presidential lidat...>.< nvm..... erm...nth much to tok abt..life's pretty simple focus digest study bleah firstly, let me thank god that we hav the air con comfort or else i'll most probably melt to a pathetic state of puddle these days.. SO HOT! okay okay, dun be lame..erm but seriously when i stepped outta the temp block it's like walking into an inferno...kao... hmm..this past wk never online at all..cos seriously no time larz....so much homework..almost everyday have homework....bengz! recalls sec one that time not even one lehz...den the math oso so simple..okay okay, now the math oso quite simple... erm...chemistry so hard lehz! den ruth say it's not hard just use your common sense...den i give her the diao look and replied " i less common sense than people mahx" oh yeah..and i sit wif her very fun de..hahax...her expression soooo cute!!! realli like hamster lidat lehz....den sometimes she'll sit there and look somewhere blankly den i'll wave my hands in front and she'll startle....hahahax...quite fun..erm..den cybil and sherhan in front dunno why a lot of questions de..everything oso ask..according to cybil is cos sherhan's thinking very strange...>.< harh...okay..den erm..i kanna social studies rep cos mdm haz like my register no..19...sigh..so sad....i give condolences to all pathetic peeps who kanna reps....it's a tough job...sigh.. erm..somemore? getting more settled down in class...oh yeah, yah~through distributing the files den realize WOW a lot of people dun even noe i exist in the class....but okay now they do......yay? sick..... teachers all pretty gd..none that i hate...physics teacher mr ernest yu especially funny..hahax, his class horz, he tok tok tok tok...den we laugh laugh laugh laugh...den over le...okay lar, got homework larz...btw, i dunno how to draw that stupid graph..why the scale lidat wan??? hmm..and to 2/6 people...hope all of you are settling well kz? and to sheryl and meigui you all, why everytime after sch you all rush off den i can't u guys de..sniff..sob...diaox... new year coming! yeah! but before dat still got ca...hope everyone can cope..and oh yeah felicia is going away le....so sad...let's treasure the rest of the times! ciaox... psst...i went training on tue ya noe..it was sooooo pathetic..i swear..poor mr lim..has to keep encouraging us..he's such a nice teacher..the onli reason i went was not to let him down..cos he sooo nice! yoz...not much time to update but i'll try my best.... came online to see what's up......apparently a lot of peeps online but no time to chat!!! okay okay.anyway..today is the "official" starting of lessons..... my english band is 1..which is not realli as good a thing u would think it is..cos there are a lot of very chim chim people who uses bombastic words and hav very odd slangs that i can't figure out... and the worst thing is? i sat alone...omg..they are like so rude..treat mi as invisible lohx..take ruth's table den i'm like an outcast..so extra sit alone wif one table and chair..and they didn't even say hi!!! but one good thing is weilun and evon are both in my class!! i'm so glad! i think i'll most probably die a horrible death without them..grouping wif them in our groups lar..wif wee yang and xiang jun..so should be okay de...luckily... going to try to sit wif xiang jun and evon tml..hope it'll work.. oh yeah i spent like twenty bucks on sun! omg...on two sets of neoprints! den plus the money i owe px..and my lunch! but i sorta bargain wif px so that she bought me a handphone accessory...the pinkish red slipper and i bought a winnie the pooh (one of the characters) all pink! felicia! hahax...den add another purple scent bag dat sheryl bought for mi at japan..so nice~ so i'm like totally broke...blame it on miself..must control!!! okay..den my teachers ms angeline heng-english teacher she hmm..i think she's quite nice in the sense she's not crappy and she's quite experienced lar..but oh man we hav PINK file for english! omg! ms felicia ho i did like her when she first came but after that i find her a little bit too enthu..but i guess still tolerable larz......oh yeah and we all spot something strange abt her..wink wink cybil....... mr ernest yu he's cute!! that's all i can say for him...he reminds mi or ruben seriously wif all his stupid lame jokes....and he's realli not as fierce as he looks lar...seriously falling under my expectations.......quite lenient and all dat! mr tan teck poh god......the first thing i said was why the hell hadn't he retired?? he spent the whole lesson talking basically about the philosophy of life!! i couldn't stand it man! and about half of it is talking about how guys should not be embarassed of themselves and should change in public and blah blah cos they didn't change after PE!! wad the???? i think i'm seriously going to fail my math.......for sure! he spent one hr wif us and at the end of it didn't even tell us the colour of our file! god!! okay dat's all......tml going training cos everybody is going and it's RUDE to not go lidat......so yeah.......i guess that's that......no hope of changing anything wad so ever.... gd luck guys wif ur own classes!!! yo yo peeps..hmm...just finished adding 3/7 people..got very little larh..around 10+ so so..budden better than nth rite..if wanna bond den must start early......might as well nth much to say larz..layjia they all ask mi go play mahjong and dai dee at her house..budden my dear mama ask mi go shopping wif her earlier and i said no so she dun allow mi go out..jealous pot...anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS! since i so lame so might as well larz..it's his bday mahx...peng you yi chang...so happy birthday??? they having ice-cream cake lehz!!! okay okay..nth much to say le..just wan all of us to get through this very "difficult" period ...i sound like mrs tan..but nvm..2/6 rox! persevere peep!! okay..after a short memorial service to commemorate 2/6'04..(jk jk) time to tok abt my ne class 3/7...(still not getting used to dat being my class but still..) okay..err..some people i get to know during the camp...and today in sch? hmm..huimin jasmine jaslyn(anyway, she saved me from the horrid disaster..) cheryl xiang jun weiting ci xin? (i dunno how to spell..yet) sherhan (lidat?) and a lot more..budden it's like just accquaintances..we all need time bahx..mm..some guys in our class dat i kinda like..character wise first in the list, junjie (he brightens up my day..god) legun.. johnathan wee lic (class chair lehz) ling hai? (i neva ever tok to him but he seems kinda quiet and nice, reminds mi of alan!!!) budden now like neva tok to them..cos i was feeling anti social larz.. den got around 8 scholars..foreign students..hannah and alice (i not sure spell correct) are vietnamese scholars and seemed pretty friendly and nice...erm..there's yawen, xueqian, cai sang, li zhen and err..err.i forgot..but there all are realli eager and enthusiastic..and realli hardworking as well and yeah it realli makes mi feel uneasy..but overall quite nice people, i just can't get used to them yet larz..i tink i told one of them today abt the lockers thing..hope can like build a bond? oh yeah..i sorta like sherhan pretty much...she's nice realli..xiang jun oso...mm.. but I STILL MISS 2/6 dun forget people..i still do..dun think i'm like adoring or worshipping my new class..i still fear and feel intimidated..cos all of them so bright and intelligent.. yah..but i guess it's a gd start? just smile more, talk more and it will be okay..... and when u get tired, just smile politely but dun tok, cos or else u'll just offend people.. as for the camp..erm..i onli did flying fox..mainly cos i was pretty sick of the high elements..did them every single time..so didn't do and okay! i admit i was a tweeny bit scared...den the biggest news (which everybody already know) is dat my sports shoe if it can be called as such fell into three parts..first the sole, den the second layer den leaving mi wif a pathetic pile of fabric dat covers my feet..and leaks water. >.< yep..so it's like i walked around wif jaslyn's sandals from the second day onwards...thx alot to her man..or else dunno how to survive..poor yanyu suffered the same fate as mi..i think joan did too...all of us just kanna sua by our sports shoes..diaox.. haizz..dat's all.. yo...erm..bac from camp and finally blogging.. oh yeah in response to meigui..asked mi read ur blog..you horz, very cham larz..can sympatize...bond wif 3/2 den in the end realize bond wif wrong people..diaox..if it was me i totally beng diao liao lohx...but haiya, the first term always very cham wan lohx...everyone oso lidat..just jia you bah! we'll meet up whenever possible larz, to comfort ourselves dat 2/6'04 is still alive and kicking! and yeah like i told sheryl moments ago, i looked into the mirror just now and felt a sudden urge to snip off my hair...as you all know, i always do dat when i feel frustrated...or simply...lousy on second thoughts, maybe it's my reflection that makes my mood nose dive even more.... luckily...tml is reflection day....dun need go school and try to bond again wif people i hardly know...not that i dislike them or something..just some special individuals..hate their guts..though they've done nothing to offend mi..just hate them at sight..but the rest are pretty okay...just feeling pretty tired and meaningless today..hardly social at all lohx..people tok to mi i just like snap bac or something..guess i made a pretty bad first impression..but it's okay, like i told sheryl..(adapted from naomi) just focus on ur work lohx, and yeah like that's a hard thing to do cos in sec three the homework is just about enough to crush us all like cockroaches...and yeah for mi sitting beside ruth makes it even easier...read read listen listen do do do ...den let the bonding part cum naturally bah...i oso can't rush it right..budden right now at least we feel comfortable in the class?? i hope so??? anyway so glad that 3/4 is jus like across the hall from mi class...makes it easier during breaks and all dat.. anyway.. a lot of people missed 2/6'04 larz..sheryl mi meigui meiching huizhen..so many lohx..i missed the stupid but very funny jokes by jody and layjia and the hurling of insults by ben and pris...makes it so fun..and the ever so humorous kakei and nigel wif the tousled hair like he just woke up..so many so many lohx..and unbelievably oso missed anson's unreasonable high-pitched screaming...and jiahao and huabin's stupid jokes and the many many times we sat together to bitch abt someone...so much...missed rolling eyes at ann's very stupid and cold jokes and staring in disbelief at what ruth's laughing at...and again hurling insults lyke ren zha at ben and den oohing when we saw him and ann...missed naomi's stupid laughter (she was so quiet today in 3/7) missed the quiet felicia..missed the familiarity basically okay i'm getting carried away..but realli it doesn't mean that you hav to throw away the past to embrace the future..2/6'04 will always remain a fond memory in my mind...the many quarrels meigui and i had and so many difficult lessons and the super duper boring lesson not to mention meaningless lesson by mdm loh and of course the groanings and complainings when we were graded a "failed" by her...so much... but it's okay..cos all of it made up our memories and without any of it it wouldn't be the same..we will all still remain 2/6'04 cos it's part of us already and wun ever leave us... but still, life goes on...the onli advice i can give is to focus...everything else can cum later...for the first semester or so we can always count on 2/6'04 peeps to give us support rite?? dun cry peeps, it'll be okay haizz.. another sunday den it will be back to school... can't stay up late anymore..so sad... den will wake up every morning very reluctantly and unwillingly..so early! dinner sux...an egg..and nothing else..wad the...... mum and two brothers going to eat at a hotel...i volunteered not to go..cos no mood larz.... downloading songs using imesh..problem is..i can't play them..nothing comes out! anybody can tell mi why?? haizzz......now feeling very weird..i guess just not feeling used to feeling so vulnerable....dunno why.....mg should noe... very mixed feelings...relieved, fear...so many.. but i guess most of it is positive? haizz...feeling pretty sad.. and yeah, "vulnerable" is the word.. not a nice feeling |
