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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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Oh okay.... THANK YOU MEIGUI!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK...hahahax... k lar so happy my best friend agreed to make layouts for me..hahax.. this layout..mm..based on spring..somehow a little bit dun reflect me horz? too..pinky...hahahx..(thinks of feli) but like very weird and disoriented..like mi..hahax...thanks mg! oh yah..happy belated b-day mg..so sad cannot go celebrating cos stupidly, there were losta CAs..haix.. summary: Chemistry=DEAD English=not bad bah E-math= DEAD Bio=will live Physics= will live but very ugly yupx..at least all the sciences are all over..was really exhausted yesterday when studying physics..almost wanna drop off to sleep.. oh yah..i published my essay that i wrote for the english class on site..harh..cos nothing to put so put it lohx..it's crap..but mi crappy person like to write and create stuff..so sorry must torture you guys' eyes..hahax.. mm..it's FINALLY the weekend..and somemore got labour day..wahh...no wonder we hav to break..labourious lehz..studying...i think all my brain cells almost dead le..must recharge..mm.. mr dennis koh go le...haix..sad...will miss him so much loh..so cute hahax..give him chocolates he also like.."har, orh, thanks lehz" so anti-drama..chey haix..the new block soooo far away..go labs still must walk sooo long way..sianz lohx..did chemistry prac today..den wear the goggles soo damn hot..haix.. mm..and haix..somemore got stuff to say but bu fang bian....haix.. looking forward to chalet.. oh yah people..my other comp BUSTED sian bo?? wheeee~!! this is not sokmui.. this is meigui.. ahahha.. ok lar.. sokmui da xiao jie not free enuff to change her layout.. cuz of all the common tests blah blah.. so she entrusted the task of making her a layout so tht she wun have to search for one at blogskins to me.. and den i made 4... but she dun want them cuz it has ayumi hamasaki.. so i made one without celebraties.. based on the theme rainspring.. -.-" dun feel like doing rain.. so do spring.. -.-" uh huh.. cheerioX! good luck for all having common tests~!! =) okay i noe i'm not supposed to be online.. but so damn disappointed in myself dat wanna write it out.. been studying for bio... but i feel so demoralized! cos i studied so hard for chemistry but bam! still got 5 marks wrong..dun get it..damn..i seriously suck huh? guess that's the feeling we get if we studied hard but still didn't perform up to standards.. think i wun study too hard for bio ya noe..cos so demoralized..den e maths somemore..will try to look through the questions..but dun think i'll practise... god bless mi.. damn damn damn..by the way, happy early birthday to mg...yeah..hahax..cos tml might be too busy to wish you happy b-day i very sad arhz!~ somebody cheer mi up.. heck , ruth say but look on bright side... yah right.... WHAAAAH please please please let mi improve..or else my mom will be sooo angry wif mi..and i will feel so damn disappointed too.. haix, guess this is a good thing cos i'm starting to feel disappointed in myself hence i'll work harder to make myself feel better... ~ wad kinda logic is dat...~ whaaah~~ anyway, just to comfort myself..i think i did okay for the english paper..think it was pretty easy...luv mrs lee so much..hahax..got a bit wrong but should be okay.. haiz.z.i officially declare i'm not ever any good at science and math... whaaah o o okay....this is end of week five.. meaning... next week is common tests!!! argggh!! okay being lame i noe..i too stress wad.. today is sunday (copying miss kfc who keep sayings, today is monday)...spent the whole saturday revising chemistry..okay fine, i was practically staring at the file..den went off to compose some music..den stare again.. fine..but i'm not so incompetent kz...manage to memorise..or more like understood the whole of periodic table left the transition metals..going to work on transition and the rest of metals today... mm..den still got biology..going to settle it today too.. that will leave mi wif free time on monday and tues to work on my e-math.. looking at past math results* shakes head...die..must work hard.. problem is...my piano is so tempting!!! arrggh.. hmm..nothing happened bah nowadays..but mr tok getting sooo naggy!! keep nagging at us that our classroom is sooo dirty..fine, point is it's dirty..but cos too cramped we dun notice..even made us stay bac till we cleaned it up...arrgh...and oh yeah, my oral is so stupid..the questions were..."porn sites" and "uniform" just UNIFORM lehz..i was like, huhz? our sch uniform? then he just said "just uniform" den i was like..err..o okay...den the last topic was "our class3/7" ...ask mi for you dian and que dian..i was like..arh you dian..den hmm (can't think of any) arh, tok about que dian first.. >.< talk about spastic... and oh yeah, during that time? councillors used up 3/1 ,3/6 ,3/7 hence poor us oral sufferers have to loiter in the "optical center" of corridor cos if we leaned against our OWN class, councillors scold, we lean against 3/5 , mr tok scold... wad the nvm nvm..all over..it's finally the weekend, but tomorrow is monday (miss kfc) den got wednesday got common tests!!! arrhhh..die die die... oh yeah..and i LOVE absolutely ADORE f.paul.wilson...tell u guys wad, my birthday? just buy mi losta books and things related to music can le... his books totally rox..hahax.. just topped my favourite authors list: F.Paul. Wilson.. mm...coffee..nice..hahax, tonight got swordfish..bet kum boon will be oohing about hugh jackman tml morn..i will be talking about john travolta who looks absolutely pervertic in that show.. bye.. happy slogging festival for common tests* okay..current time 8.15 need to rush through the lit script..sian!! but i volunteered lar..cos can control bosnan's dialogue...hahax, very crappy and girly lehz the script..so not me...but heck just had chinese oral today..was okay i guess just dat i hate it when mr tok dun smile..sooo strict..sianz..hope he checks blogs... arhzz...common tests next wk!! omg..wanna die..so quick!! but nvm, after four more weeks is 2/6 chalet! yay!! oh yah..tml is chinese talents time..good luck to all participating contestants!! yup..and i'm totally going broke...cos everybody's birthdays seem to all fall under APRIL!! AH!! totally pok liaox lar..stares hard at all birthday gals and guy* very sianz lehz. when i open my money bank den saw that the money in there decreasing day by day.......sniff* but heck, it's worth it.. ahhax kk..den tml hav geog mapwork test..sianz...lucky dun hav to study much..oh yeah and i realli need to change my specs..it's all my fault lar but there are like thousands of scratches on it...totally spoils my accuracy at peeping at ruth's ans...hahax.. yah that's it..need to go off quickly..later do finish den blog thoroughly... oh my god.. i am trying very hard not to feel disgusted... just read somebody's blog...and totally feel like slapping the person and ask him to wake up... it's total......total...... i dunno.. maybe it's because i'm not exactly adoring the person.. but i still think it's time he grows up or something.... people if u wanna noe who the person is, ask me, i think i might tell u........ >.< recalls content of the blog* almost puke. okay things to do. i STILL haven't done movie review..damn STILL haven't done math homework last time wan den got chemistry mindmap literature script (later must rush out) dat's it bah next wk start CAs le...damn..die die.. i almost broke down yesterday cos i failed my log test terribly...don't wanna dwell on dat but i was realli stressed...... but luckily, for some miracle...mr tan teck poh gave us an incredibly easy coordinate geometry test today..it's realli damn easy if you compare to our previous tests.. thank you mr tan keep up the good work and stop torturing us okay yah...today got chem make up den after dat went wif suyi huizhen and naomi to buy ping kee's present..haha.x..nice...den came home..started looking at blogs.. later den start on script.. oh yeah and wan to say HI to polly and jenna (lidat spell?) cos we'll be working together.. damn, i kanna acting for lit.. WHY!! okay okay..mood quite good...buaiz yoz yoz, long long time neva update... sorry larz, school very busy hahax, yesterday very fun lehz, it was benjamin's birthday den mi naomi weihao anson meigui ben ann and layjia went out to sorta celebrate..see ben waste away our money..hahax, no larz, reali very fun, miss them so much.. 2/6 rox! okay 3/7 oso rox lar..........(later i kanna beaten up) mm..school very stressing...got a lot fo tests next week.. later still got flag day damn haz, nvm, must take life easy.. oh yeah i received an email from felicia! so happy!!! hahax..u guys too rite? miss 2/6.. but still must study... oh yeah i'm hooked on JJ's songs..and FIR...and a lot lot... i like lin junjie's bonus track lehz..who hav send mi? nothing to blog about..my life 1. study 2.eat 3.sleep 4. stone hahax i was pretty pissed today at school.. haix, once again, i dun understand why is it that everyone knows when to hand up a particular worksheet when i'm the onli one who doesn't noe one bit.. esp geography esp onli geography i'm left out of the worksheets again.. third time fucking pissed.. why can't people care and just ask whether or not you have passed it up.. shit.. anyway, cca is crap, i dunno what to do wif it..next sat is flag day and i hav piano just slam my piano...and compose something very fast... whatever.. math test suck..the coordinate geometry..relatively easy but i screw up wif the calculations and factorisation..damn... just hope i pass and mr tan teck poh dearie wun keep on hagging on it.. haix..been feeling very sad these days, though i dunno why. okay fine i know why, i just feel as if all my friends are changing and i'm not.. which makes mi feel very odd..and neglected..and wadeva lonely phrase you can cum up wif.. but it's not true..so..trying to comfort myself..yeah.. mood improved after sch when i went sembawang library wif ruth..we just sat there and read..read read read yeah..den bought a couple of breads home to enjoy the books wif.. rox.. oh yeah kumboon thanks for ur recommendation of books..realli rox! i borrowed two charles wilson, pretty gd start bah mm..and btw, mr dennis kho (or is it koh?) doesn't matter, realli teachers better den felicia ho..at least he's funny.. esp when he almost lost his voice.. hahx, and his -_-" face whenever arkar and guys said something lame.. esp the time when he brought that amplifier and didn't know where to hang it cos he thinks it's stupid to hang it on his neck. so 3/7 spent around five minutes "orhing" him cos he's implying that mr tan teck poh looks stupid. den we spent another five minutes teaching him how to tie it on his belt >.< trainee. whatever..at least bio passes fast not like geography..which simply crawlllssssssss... argggh. oh yeah, and i realli feel pretty sad..dunno why..you can tell by the way i'm writing this entry.. lots of breaks huhx? anyway..haixx..wadeva..some people should just shut the fuck up.. realli think that if 3/7 dun hav huizhen kum boon and guys i will die.. boo i'm like so pissed at my bro cos he disconnected before i saved my blog entry.. so. i'm not blogging anymore! argggh! so pissed. wad the..... to px: your new layout very cute..very nice.. thing is.... .. VERY BULKY! my computer keep hanging at ur site! argggh. anyway.....bad news bad news.. sanguine torch is not a core cca!!! it's an additional cca!!! meaning i hav to join another cca... maybe library? wif kellynn.. oh yeah just realize my dear english rep zheng yang oso dun hav cca... join the club...... cybil wanna join choir......hey if she realli does, sheryl ann take gd care of her hor that still doesn't solve my problem... HELP~ yay yay anyway so happy dat my left hand finally can do staccato scales........SO HAPPY!! must train hard.cos if piano can score well, den can change piano.. yeshyeshyesh..... mm...err, did chemistry test on friday..think it was okay.....except that i made some stupid mistakes..log test postpone to tue..going to slog tml..today slack whole day.. oh yeah, to kum boon: f.paul.wilson realli rox! hmmm....to felicia: hey gurl, reply mi kz? did you not receive my email?? now my account is yahoo de...hotmail.......(gaze skywards..think abt one millenia ahead when i FINALLY change comp) mmm...so happy she finally got internet connection!!!!! arhz..been going to sch wif pris and van...van..easier lar horz, van van van~ cos go wif evon and weilun always feel very extra de...ya noe.. oh yeah..and i saw fan ching! first time is coincidence..on the same train..den went home together..next time is he also around same time off..so go home together.. still quite tall lehz...inferior* but duh, he's a MALE..males are SUPPOSED to be tall...... but yeah, he's more like a giant..>.< anyway..no homework!! shiok sia? tml can concentrate on just logarithms... yeah yeah! bro going to change handphone..so i get his..err..it's the 6100 or 6610 de..i always blur...either one of those..the uglier one lar.. prays* hope i will neva lose it again.. resolved to put handphone in locker everyday* resolve withers* >.< choz......... pss...mdm neo's lesson realli realli realli REALLI very very very sianz!!! i was like realli sleeping throughout......... |
