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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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ahhh!!! i uploaded the music!!! soooo nice!! it's most probably the kind of music mg will refer to as "ghost song" but i LUVVV IT hehehez...it's the theme of my date with a vampire 3..and those who know me should know i'm realli realli hooked onto the show.. though, of cos, i've already finished it.. tml is the chalet!!!!!! yay!! anyway..not much to blog about..yesterday totally wasted one day..cos why? my mum tricked me and say that is go shopping wif aunt..in the end? we went to view flats in jurong den in sengkang....i almost puked on the agent's car lehz..he's kinda nice la..but still..i wasted my whole day!!! might as well..today oso dun wanna do homework le..u think i should bring some to the chalet? hehez..since nothing to do the whole nite..wan?? shit..my bro took my discman..ahh!! mmm...not much to blog about...or..more like, dun wanna blog.. mm..haixx...haixx..so scared.. damn. ahh...today's weather sooo nice..cool and dark.. just as well naomi pang seh mi to go swimming.. anyway...yesterday went to the book fair at suntec wif peixian..more like i drag her dere..anyway..so irritating.the stupid book fair not much english fiction lehz..wad the hell..i went dere specially but all chinese kind de.. mm..i bought two scores!! quite latest de...featuring lee hom guang liang blah blah..plus another is k pop..nice wad..den bought one chinese san wen......to read la..feel like going dere again..who wanna go? quite nice la along the whole way peixian was like complaining it was so damn bored..heh..but she still has to accompany me.. den after dat we kinda drag out feet back to bishan..by that time very hungry le...den ate some mac while waiting for the 6.30 star wars show..the show ah..was okay la..to kum boon: can see tom cruise's face the whole way la..the end onli den he put on dat stupid darth mask...idiotic lohx..but it was pretty nice..hupm...den our pathetic peixian actually fell down the stairs when we exited....she slipped and landed on her butt...ahahha...den all the passer-bys all stare at her and mi.so malu!! anyway..after dat took neoprints..luckily turn out nice..not like last time wif naomi..den bought handphone acessory..the one kum boon has..the ball thingie but this one not basketball..some symbol thingie..no idea..but nice mah.. so buy lohx wa laox..wasted a lot of money..wadeva..bro wanna use le..chow yesh yesh yesh it's finally june hols!!! ahh!!! well-deserved break...at last!! today's sports day..err..wasn't too bad except it was bloody hot the moment we even wriggle our toes..mm..we cheered for mr tan teck poh!! he sooo cute!! ahhh!! sooo wise old man...endearing la! so when got the staff relay rite..we ran to his position den cheered for him..den when he ran, we cut across the field to follow him!! so idiotic..like infatuating youngsters..but wadeva la..he nice wad..although i still almost failed math...... hahax..and 3/7 girls definitely win the guys...haiya, cos jun jie cramp..den neva up to his own standards.but nvm..as they said, it's hard to get last ya noe...we got it!! wahahha consolation..ahem anyway, cixin got the level female thingie...yeah! ahh..we sitting next to 3/1 so i lame a lot wif mg they all la..and the tug-of-war so idiotic!! that patch of grass sooo slippery..whoever stands dat side all lose lohx!!! who cares... mm..speaking of results...got bac report book le...L1R5 is 11...not bad considering how bad i thought i was going to do..my amath...50!!! omg! so..like..a brush wif death or something...i passed!! e math better a bit..61...wadeva la..but the combined humans very low..dunno why..everyone in my class say it's mistakes..must be wad..rite? haiya...and i smsed my bro ya noe..and he said "oic, congratulations" kao! so sacarstic!! :P wadeva, i passed!! tml..still got piano early in the morning.. oh yah...i watched finished my date with a vampire it was bloody nice!! really really la!! i wan the ring tone!!!! already gotten the mp3..bloody nice.. recommended!!! pity i can't lend u all la..cos it's aunt's... ahhh!!! i think got part four..cos the ending not very complete... ahhh!!! bloody nice la!! you know seriously what i liked most? my dreams.....the times before u sleep where you can think in peace and nobody will interrupt your thoughts.. absolute serenity seriously...den u can think and think all u wan with nobody telling you how ridiculous it is.. best anyway..people..enjoy ur hols!! (男)或许在无限国度 能让一双恋人活著不老 无需再装一身的骄傲 留底叹息在昨夜城~堡 〔女〕背著你疼著你这样爱一个人 身心会力竭~筋疲 承担不起回忆的种种细腻 想你开心快乐不再忧郁顾忌 一切都经过後 准我可以陪伴你寻觅花开的香味 寻觅失散梦乡的隐秘 忘却生死 再续缠绵日记 〔男〕传～说那里有不死的天神 乘著风手执千古的封印 饶恕过去种种的不幸 这夜尽头别留底遗憾 〔女〕总有一些珍贵的足印给你抱紧的兴奋 〔合唱〕云雨中飞行梦更深 ah～～ 〔男〕忘掉我与你有多黱卑微曾在此共存在人间多凄美 〔合〕红雪扑向灰灰的天地最後又馀下甚黱记起传～说那里有不死的天神(wo……) 乘著风手执千古的封印 (wo……) 饶恕过去种种的不幸这夜尽头愿留底热吻 i think that the best inventions man has ever made is music and words.... erm..... A DATE WIF VAMPIRES 3 VERY VERY VERY NICE!!!!! I'M HOOKED ON IT!! yah yah i'm positively hooked on it cos i've been watching it for 4 hours straight for three days...................... very very very nice lehz sob sob* the director is such a good storyteller..... sob sob* so moving* okay fine i'm going crazy mm...i am enlightened advice to all : please, no matter wad happens, please choose a profession dat u like and love yah..cos i finally realize why we all suck at studying... cos no body has a particular love for it..maybe for some subjects.. so, i'm positive and swears to find a profession i love in the future so that i wun mind even though i hav to slog through heavy work cos i love my job...... like naomi :D she wanna be a social worker that's why her results sux like hell now... hahax..but i still think it's good cos she knows what she wans.. i oso know what i wan le..it's narrowing down yay! i'm really enlightened..hahax..so now realli very happy... wish that all my friends be happy always. wish that all mothers in the world stop nagging >.< yah la..so fan lohx but she dun nag i oso not xi guan... wad shit.. anyway..i'm incoherent.....so stop blogging.. just dat i very happy now!! hahahax!!! err no..think of tml and wad it brings i'm sad again........ okay..i'm bac..cos after reading some stuff...feel very wad...no offensive de..just feel very complicated.. wanna sing.... (okay i admit i like singing. happy?) but thing is i sore throat sian.. haizz...i finally got it..kinda lah.. primary sch you hav close friends best friends favourite friends good friends and just friends..rmb? those stupid things we wrote onto the autograph book.. as we grow up...... no more those stupid stuff..yeah sure you will still have best friends, good friends...those you share stuff with, those you click with..but mostly.... there isn't a very big diff le...... it's like.....all is the same isn't it? no more particular one friend you always pair up with stick with..or someone you can count on who wun abandon you.... life..is jus lidat. right?? den people change...their temperamental change....then no longer click..den we move on......we always move on..what else can we do?? been thinkin about so much things.......but....haizz..just wanna say that i still dun get it..realli...so much stuff...jody and alvin ann and ben..so much... it's like, we can't count on things anymore isn't it? songs i wan.....who hav pls send mi pls??? 微笑的理由 by liang jing ru and yu heng... gigi leung 中意他 old song 顺时针 new one 胆小鬼old song mm..dun ask mi why suddenly wanna listen to these songs...... feeling so....exhausted..finally speech day is over..i dun even feel as anxious as arts fest last year...wadeva..it's over in 90 secs... sad is dunno why suddenly i find myself having nothing to say to jiajun.... why did things turn out this way? haizz...realli hope no other primary sch friend will become lidat...but...not very high hope.... dunno wad to say...maybe all the songs made mi too sad..... i should be happy right? i have quite a number of good friends...a number of friends i can share my joy and sorrow with.....but dunno why recently....feel very...i dunno.... why is it that we hav to act? obviously i dun like that person but damn it i hav to act in front of her....and try not to make myself crazy..... it's amazing how we change...how can someone change so much till you dun recognise him anymore? how can you know someone so well for the last second den suddenly the next you can't even find stuff to talk to him about... why do people change? i noe..maybe i changed too..i dunno..but most probably i did too...becum more lazy most likely....but..at least i'm still 90% mi rite? i dunno..... shi nian hui bu dao zui kai shi de di fang...... suddenly wanna go bac to sec two.....or primary six..the most happiest periods of my life.... feel so frustrated..wanna tear at my mom for nagging at mi...... damn..now she's sitting in the room...to save power. haizz.z..anyway....nothing much to say? just feel it's so ..sad..dat you hav nothing to say to a friend u used to say so much........ what's the use of scoring so well when suddenly you find yourself neglecting your friends? what's the point of getting A1s when behind ur bac everyone is talking about how bitchy you are? nag nag nag.............. nag nag nag............. 顺时针... damn!!! why these few days you shuay you lucky?? shuay: almost lost my key lost the god damn speech day file (pray i get it back) got locked outta my house today lucky: i passed both my maths my humans results got empty mrt train today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how??????? where is dat file!!! file guai guai, cum out can??? we are sooo screwed...damn what if ms lau finds out abt it? die liao la to naomi: sorry abt today kz...i think it's we both frustrated and not good mood and btw i wasn't shouting...or intending to....so let's let it go kz? ahhhhhh!!! why so shuay!!! die la die la!!! okay another reason i'm bloody pissed my bro REFUSED..ya noe REFUSED to gimme the new phone cos he said i was IRRESPONSIBLE and has a tendacy to DISPLACE STUFF...which is okay according to the past history quite true..but it wasn't my damn fault except the first!! and wasn't there something called to err is to be humane?? ahhh!!! another stupid thing is this..this comp has msn but no microsoft word that comp no msn but got microsoft word and this comp got hotmail that one can't access this comp got no diskette drive, on ly thumb drive that one has WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? my mom kept nagging at me why i on two comps at the same time i told her that her two fucking comps can't transfer file via diskette so i'll have to on both comps!! ahhhhh so shito okay finally finally i finished my essay and lemme tell u it sux seriously the whole thing reeked of j.d.robb..think she will say i'm totally lifting from her book but heck la! okay today we had a helluva day taking blazers and must prac prac prac..it was so damn hot and we had to climb up and down up and down tml EFL got performance wadeva..no one can tell the diff anyway... and that stupid idiotic grade eight scholar or wadeva in sec two! play chopin! play until so chim!! i can too!! just dat i humble ma...haha crap.... sometimes feel i so failure at piano who cares, i luv it, that's what matters rite?? oh shit tml rehearsal until so late loh, what's that prob? say dun wanna stress us out but in the end still lidat...what shit ahhhh tml get bac both maths!! mg wish mi gd luck! i just wan a pass..nothing else!! god have mercy on me!! pls pls!! lemme pass!! but from the way tan teck poh said his speech today..sure fail le SURE ahh..can get ready money go play until crazy den cum home to be scolded by mom le okay i'm prepared to sit here for the next four to five hours trying to write something on the blank screen.. english 2500 word essay it's sat! so fast! can time pass slower? wad to write? i realli dunno wad to write but it certainly will be pessimistic cos i'm a self-admitted pessimistic ahhh cya later oh yah naomi coming over 6 plus to prac i think we are so dead for speech day..but push her bah or else all the teachers scold like shit..rite? yawn yawn yawn finally finished filming the stupid literature skit..ahh...this is the morn i can sleep late but yet hav to wake up so early lehz!! ahh..den we hav to wait so long for the shop to open..cos we need blue floresence paper......... ahhh and oh man i realli regret writing the script dat way.....sooo mushy...yucks and somemore i'm acting as brosnan ...the cool cool guy...kumboon the narcissist...shuling scatterbrain and jenna meticulous...lijie the archangel...polly the cupid..den qijia supreme god!! ahhh..quite fun la..but keep NG lohx.. oh yeah our show got tan teck poh in it.... yucks..mi hav to say that dialogue lo......YUCKS!! yeah they going to edit it...hope we get good marks oh yah was so pissed yesterday cos got bac chinese results and although it's fortunate i passed..i very sad..cos looking at all the results i've gotten so far and the rest yet to come..i know for sure very very cham lohx..how... who cares la. when the time comes den i cry lo what else to do?? monday got rehearsal lehz..for miss lau..sian must prac piano le....... mm..hav to fork out a lot of money to buy belated mother's day present for her!! ahh!! ohhh okay.. today got bac chemistry sux!!! ahhhhh though i should be saying my prayers dat i neva fail..... next time, i'm not gonna study for my sciences.. the more i study, the lower the marks wad the!!! who cares, i'm like anti-work this week..been doing nothing except slacking and rotting ya noe ah, got another one lar been reading conspiracy by f.paul.wilson sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice!!!!!! lemme tell u wad one of the victims in it end up?? her eyes were dug out...... her body had flesh torn out (not cut kz) but as in very very uneven unregular torn flesh and... sickening* her neck was twisted 360 degrees backward such that her body and her head connected but wrong order............ sick rite??? how can..how can anyone think of such stupid thing?? but hee hee, they explains my nightmares huhx shudders* but hey, they are my inspiration... 2500 word essay!!! search for inspiration* ahh i going crazy and very high how?? ahhh!!!! so sad!! i got bac my physics marks lehz..sooo bad! 24/35 lehz!! all the others got As lohx..onli 15 other people..sad lehz!! naomi even worse got 20..ahh...one more mark onli dun wanna gimme.. ruth is going crazy by my "ahh..i very sad" hahahax anyway today i totally forgot got cheng yu test lehz! later den study should be easy rite? they say the paper easy..and horz..so sad..heard very sad news..dun wanna say aloud lar..but haix..realli very sad.. why!! haix..so sad!! hmm..today did nothing..not a single homework..just going to finish math later den erm study for cheng yu..den after dat sleep!! cybil came my house and we played PS2..dat's it..tada i'm sooooo slack bows* who cares it's after common tests lehz! i'm still recovering from my injuries boo..just realized the benefits of internet..hehx..can learn so much.. mm..later going out to buy present for mum bah..budden i not so rich lehz..how..she today work so tml den give her..ahh..i think tml i will just drag her to the vcd shop den i foot the bill... mm..going library..and buying some stuff... mm...3.30 le..quite late..den buy burger king bac... budden die..no money lehz think next wk will keep eating bread or roti prata.. no money mahx!! oh yah..summary for the exam status.. english: wun fail bah chinese: wun fail bio: already get bac result 33/40 chemistry: arh, should be neva fail cos teacher neva stop mi at the coffeeshopt physics: wun fail, cos no one failed, but i still score quite bad bah literature: no idea, no one has any idea social studies: harh, this one...surely score very bad geography: should be okay??? emath: DIE a math: DIE arrrhhh..i realli realli hope i dun fail maths..realli.or else my mom will realli kill mi...cannot fail!!! pray pray pray!! but i realli dunno how to do the log and all lehz..weird dat i noe how to do the coordinate question but the rest log and surds all dat..i think wrong lehz.. e math..dun say le..AHHH!!! o okay..this is weird somebody please tell mi why my comp suddenly turned into a pure chinese?? blogger in chinese, google in chinese... ahh.. please dun tell mi there's something wrong cos this baby cpu has barely reached a month.. prays* anyway..am so damn bored..cos got nothing to study for a change (wahahha to px and gary who still hav exams) so been playing ps for the whole day...... AND I FINALLY BEAT THE FREAKING JIANG WEI!! in that stupid san guo yan yi thingie by running around and around while i charge up so that can unleash power......... ran for like half an hour ya noe.. exhausting and what the later on the stupid commander say that it's EASY to beat his troops..hey, u are not the one running about like a stupid fool kz??? am going crazy..cos too bored lar.. and i finally decided that i dun like charles wilson...boo too sad kumboon....but seriously find his books a bore..and dun like his unique style lar...... no offence charles wilson! and somemore no good shows this sat... currently waiting for the stupid panda show which i think will bore mi to death... yupx, and tml is mother's day..i just find out! aww shit! how? wanna buy the vcds serial for my mum since she's such a fanatic...can sit in front of tv for five hours oso butt wun pain.. but now..no time lehz den tml, very awkward to go buy liaox........ wahh how? (think of using my bro..mm) whom btw, works half day today but i didn't see his shadow around even though it's 7 now! he went out at 8! full day, harh, the boss better give him a promotion or i'm gonna kick his ass... note to self= still got 2500 words essay...browsing the net for ideas..mmm masquerade: behaviour that is intended to prevent the truth about something unpleasant or not desirable from becoming known pai seh, didn't mean to harp on english test.. mm..think i wanna write a murder plot for that essay..but hope it wun turn out stupid...... mg since you so sadistic..any ideas?? the below is crapping cos i trying to think of plot...(hope u guys dun get bored) : mm...pervertic killings?? serial killings???? motive is..urggh..sexual fantasies or something..that will make it fun.. (heh) mm..murderer's MO...arh..no strangulation..hate strangulation..mm..tranquilize? no no..err..knife? no..very bloody..killer hate messy stuff..neat killing..mm..no evidence..clean..mm..wait..something just popped up..grave yard? btw if any of you people in my english band use my idea i'll kill u kz so dun copy! how about spotting the victims in graveyard? mm..easy to anticipate when the victims will cum cos just look at the death anniversary on the palate..mm..den..if relative is guy den let him go..if female..den use chlorofoam knock her unconscious rape her in the ..holocaust? or somewhere in the graveyard..den..mm..kill her by..burying her alive but she's still semi-unconscious of cos..mm..bury dat time still very beautiful even apply make up for her...den place a ..a...Iris petreana or Iris nigricans...symbolizes death..(aren't i sick) killer's profile: mm...must be associated wif florist..else how could he know so much? maybe his mum is a florist..yah..den m...why the graveyard? mm..wait..mum is mm..dead..dad oso dead...mm..dad used to rape his gf..den his gf..err..commit suicide one way or another..dad is buried in dat cemetery..so..he kills and rape girls there to..to..wad? no wrong wrong wrong..WRONG...urgh must tink of a reason..anyway..killer is ...wad's that term?? ahhh shit..wrong..wrong..the plot can't be used cos even a low officer will know to lie in ambush at that graveyard after they know the pattern rite??? so can't be use!!! ah shit..all the crap... OY OY!!! GOOD NEWS!!! I'M BACK ON MSN!! YAY YAYY!!! my brother finally finally changed the cpu though it took like two nights to fix the idiotic thing up. and now i'm finally logged on msn.. yay!!! and add to that, mr tan teck poh is getting humourous!! ooh!! good news!! common tests are over!! bad news..: i going to fail both my math..for sure.. yupx, but who cares..it's the setter's fault..so hard!!! arhzz!!! yay yay yay!!! happy happy happy!!! hahax, aren't i spastic.. i'm no longer isolated from modern technology!! my hotmail account also working le lehz! yay! can email mi le! yoo hoo!!! okay, i calm down already den cum back and blog properly.. geez okay i'm kinda hooked on blogging..cos of the beautiful layout hahahx.. yupx..btw..i realli love toa payoh library..noe why? i found legacies!! the sequel to the tomb by f.paul.wilson!!! omg!! and another j.d. robb series!! holidays in death!! wahhh...let's see whether kum boon is jealous..:P oh yeah, and not to mention naomi and i were real lucky..cos she picked out one book named loverboy (which is a sick novel about this serial killer named loverboy) and when i flip it open, what is inside on the first chapter?? someone had used a two dollar note as a bookmark........... wahahhaha...and of course, mi being an utmost dishonest citizen, split the two bucks between mi and naomi..wahahhax...so stupid lohx that person, i remembered thinking why the hell he hadn't used a ten dollar note... and so yeah, toa payoh library so rox.. after dat i met my mom and aunt and we had dinner wif cousins and all..and it sux okay..the fish soup tasted exactly like what my mom always cook, which doesn't ans the question why we couldn't have it comfortably at home but we had to suffer there in the coffeeshop...it was SUPER hot! everyone was like dripping sweat...arggh.. i practically just downed soup and kept drinking my cold drink.....arggh.. okay okay... today is labour day..happy labour day! and i'm currently watching gwen's performance on billboard 04..which is like..quite..unusual..more like really pecuilar..and controversey..and yah noe..her songs are more suited in those broadway shows..yah.. nvm..quite unique..will absorb it and file it away for later reference..anyway, recently having culture sponge disease..i actually find indian songs realli nice and unique..it's realli weird...freak out..cos i find normal music reali bland.. arggh..i wanna learn another musical instrument..sianz later will TRY to revise..cos i haven't touch any single book since friday..yupx..who cares rite? i bet everyone is like lazing on their sofas and just being a slump.. mm...a maths...ARGH |
