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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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http://ent.sina.com.cn/m/c/2005-09-04/1455830524.html ahh..this is the MV for the myth..though it's not sang by jackie chan and the korean actress.. but by han hong and sun something..which is quite nice also..but i still prefer the original wan http://www.loveasianfilm.com/files/themyth_mv.wmv there!! by jackie chan and korean actress!! haix.. changed layout pretty appropriate to what i'm feeling lately what with exams... and stuff and more stuff today sherhan cried..cos she didn't hav correct punctuation with dialogue.the whole thing no paragraphing.. den..she cried..if i'd known..den wun tell her.. .. watching the seven o'clock show.. think the king very pitiful..although he was very bad before.. ..today was very tiring..had ss..den chinese paper one..den make up math..den dental.. saw this realli cute family on mrt.. malay family..the father was quite young..but they had four children..and the parents were like so clumsy.. i was leaning against the window there reading a book..den the father came over to let the baby girl in his arms look at the scenary outside.. den the baby girl took a interest in my book and keep poking it.. haha..very cute..den the baby girl took a sudden interest in her toes..began examining it.. reminds mi of how innocent we were when we were kids.. ..haix anyway..err..i dunno..just like that.. i'm too tired out today..sherhan..haha..was pretty cute in the sense she was so act up about the compo.. tried to convince her that academics isn't everything think she sorta got it.. something lidat ..i dunno.. err..did blogger become bonkas or something..why lidat..or my comp got virus?? whatever lar.. anyway..today was english paper one..err..did resonably well i guess..was so happily writing the mobile phone question den realized got one whole paragraph not talking abt students..whatever..so cancel out..other parts oso..but i think wun minus too much.. the funtional writing was..soo stupid..but i think should be better than last time lar nothing much to blog abt.. still listening to the jackie chan song..budden cannot put online..dunno why.. ahh help! mm..the weather..it's still refusing to rain..dunno why..think the rain god go on vacation..while the sun god scorched us until all of us roasted..>.< anyyyway...later going to do math..den the night memorise social studies.should be okay lar hor..socal studies..err..right?? AHHHH EXAMS!!! ..my blogger..become very weird anyway...everybody..HAPPY HOLY THING!! IT'S THE EXAMS!! TML FIRST PAPER!! AHHHH and why am i here?? to hear the song lar..but angelfire got prob AGAIN..what the hell..go die lar..why mg no prob de...... angelfire dun like mi anyway..sitting beside sherhan and huizhen and beside huizhen is weiting.. stressed ah! ..i'm becoming so weird..today morning went to the coffeeshop order one iced milo den sat there half an hour listening to songs and thinking ... hmm..why has the blog become lidat?? the..layout..very different YAY YAY!!! DAMN!! I SPENT HALF AN HOUR FINDING THE SONG BUT IT'S WORTH IT!!!! THIS IS ENDLESS LOVE BY JACKIE CHAN AND JIN XI SHAN IN THE MYTH!!! IT'S NICE LAR!! okay okay maybe some of you will say jackie chan sing not nice..and half the time u dunno what the korean lyrics are.. i'll post it when i find it but.. this is the kind of songs that you dun hav to noe what the person singing..or even whether he sing nice or not..to feel the song.. the tune very nice and somemore, jackie chan sing not bad oso..just very..cang sang lidat.. ..inlove* time check 3.35 weather VERY DAMN HOT!! wa lao today is like the hottest day i ever experienced lar..even though lower secondary people oso screamed when we stepped out into the sun oh god!! anyway..mm..today is naomi's birthday..happy birthday..think u like the jj cd ..it's the onli thing i noe u will like.. eh..anyway..THE HOLY THING IS ONLY TWO DAYS AWAY!! i noe i noe..why am i not studying? that's becos ..i was hungry..eating zinger and reading harry potter again cos no books to read.. later den i do lar i swear i noe my maths very bad lar... i shall start at four and practise maths all the way to 7.30..watch the VERY VERY NICE PRIDE den continue studying..mm..what should i study? oh yar geog till ten.. den sleep anyway..i hav this horribly distorted dream abt.. WILBUR PAN WEI BO!! it's extremely stupid..i dreamt he was filming his MV..den got like different ethnic groups inside..den got one very beautiful indian woman..budden dunno why..dat indian woman took out a gun and shot wilbur.. den until very drama lar.. the woman was crying ..den say wad must revenge..wheras wilbur like very noble lidat..would rather bleed to death than call for ambulance..cos lidat the girl would get caught ma so stupid right? can't imagine......... think i too stressed up le anyway... did i mention i realli realli hate maths??? urgggh.. oh yar..must be motivated..my motivation is..like what i said lar..i wan a beautiful picture at the end of year.. mg's motivation is to beat..ha-..yar.. .... i hope to dear god i can pass maths by the looks of it i doubt it scared leh..if dun pass..den must take mastery test..so wunderful.. firstly.. congrats mg!! shakes ur hand* you have managed to study!! okay..lame >.< anyway..i'm sooo amazed at myself.. fifteen mins earlier which was around 10am sunday morning singapore time. i realized something i actually have finished revising CHEMISTRY!! okay..not revising..as in..i finished reading them once and doing all the notes which counted around 50% revising since i haven't memorising.. but still it's a major achievement okay cheers~ AND i'm last chapter to my finishing of bio!! (okay mg stop shooting mi the i-dun-hav-bio look) yay!! den it will be maths maths maths with some physics all the way where did geography go you as mi? (i wish and pray it got lost but haix) yup..i noe, i onli did two chapters on geography..actually three since i finished one last term.. but... who would so idiotic go do plate techtonics lar. so big whole chunky .. okay i'm doing it later..lala (why i sound like jiahao) okay..i think my good mood is most probably caused by my realization i hav one hour free before tuition..(since i planned on studying) and dat my mom treats mi better these days since she see mi slogging my butt of every single day .. anyway..bac to geography..very hard to study lehz!! so heavy!! somemore so many technical terms.. must jia you..must be more KS den sherhan..hahaha.. no lar..just wan my results to be nice i planned hao hao liao..see ah, end of year hor..i wan my results to be absolutely beautiful.. yay..(just imagined..) den mm..i wan solve my problem..(yah..mg noes..) den my mood will be absolutely beautiful.i told mg i might go crazy and wear a pink dress..she say she might wear wif mi..>.< wah..can imagine how happy i will be.. den somemore..i passed piano!! 109 but i passed! actually wasn't very happy..but hey, every single thing contributes to the beautiful picture i painted for end of year wad... wah..den sooo damn beautiful..dat day, my mood wun ever be ruined even if you slap mi in the face and say i'm a bitch nod nod yo go to my dreams!! countdown to EOYS..: 4 days!! jiayou everyone! haix..just now got typed one draft..but bro accidentaly navigate away anyway..just heard this exremely.."funny" thing from somebody.. totally feel so ridiculous it's extremely..infuriating and frustrating i guess okay, i'm having a cold war with two people in my class..the people who know should be pretty big group, you dunno means u lag..waha the thing is, i'm having this cold war because.. dat's it, i dunno why we're having this cold war it's just i feel so damn tired to even go and explain.. (think of studying, make up, piano, plus friends) so i rather let it be maybe it's a nice change for once.. i dunno, it's childish perhaps but hey, people voice their views out..it's time i do like..i dun care anymore..u wan talk, den talk, if you forever think you are right, den what else can i say, i said again and again i dun mean it, i will change, i can say i will try not to say these kinda things again since u take it to heart, but if you (i'm refering to two people even though i use you) still think u are right and always will be and simply think my attitude sux..what can i say? except that hey, you are the first person who ever comments abt how i comment (hey it rhymes) as you can see..i'm totally calm and totally sedated (wrong choice of words) and even though i reali dun like not talking and making everyone so damn awkward and screwing up the status quo (wow) but if you dun wanna talk.. i can do nothing, right? and another matter..beside the ridiculousity of this thing..just wanna clarify..dun i hav a right to be angry? since in my point of view (just look at it once from my point of view) i am being accused of meaning something i dun mean to (something i dun even rmb) and somemore my friend whom i tot know me quite well actually think i mean it..dat it happened even though i dun mean it k..dat's all..off to watch tv.. what i told jiahao: i very tired i realli dunno dunno what to say..so many things.. just as i said, everyone is such a hypocrite.. nothing wrong with that i supposed..but it just makes people wonder.. another thing i told jiahao : i dun like this world got to know two different sides of story today..i realli dunno what to think simplified.. girl a dun like girl b but girl b has no idea girl a dun like girl b and keeps hanging out with girl a while girl a didn't put up a strong protest another girl c oso dun like girl b but oso hang out with her even though she say other people hypocrite another girl b thinks the world is extremely nice while it's not very cos she dunno everyone bad mouths each other while this might seem very negative of girl b.. somehow or rather i ended up envying girl b of her ignorance.. i dunno why i think a lot of people feel very tired these days everyone keep saying girl b bad..even i oso say girl b bad..maybe if girl b noes everything she will get so depressed..so dun wanna tell her..but while i saying her bad, i dun realli mean it..cos somehow, her "different" view adds color to my life i'm serious, i dun like to lie in my blog maybe this is life i dunno..jiahao say that if life always go the way you wan it to be..it wun be fun anymore.. maybe i dunno studying studying..if onli everyone can just keep studying and dun care abt anything else.. but.. we can't cos we are not sherhan^^ but..you must envy her lar..she can dun care abt anything except studying this is one of those days that i just wanna sit on my bed play with my softtoy and do nothing cos i dun wanna hear, listen, or see anything that's not my business my life is a mess i dunno why. but it's a mess someone owes mi an explanation but that someone dun seem to feel the necessity to give one and somehow i dun think i wanna hear one den what? why is my life such a mess i dunno, ur fault my fault her fault it doesn't realli matter..but yah, "but" i dunno.. i still need to prac piano..when i dun even wanna hear its music.. fuck lar.. in a damn stupid mood now.. i'm currently scolding the stupid pig yan cheng on the chi zi cheng long.. where got people so stupid.like pig..already tell him cum out will die, still ying ying ask people cum out..den after cum out den cry cry cry like shit den go beg somebody help him put her bac.. where got people so stupid..realli like pig okay okay lar, he love her so much..but realli like pig whatever..i'm pmsing lar..today the whole day mood very damn bad..dunno why..just dun feel like being happy..whatever..not enough sleep..too much studying.. that stupid yan cheng realli like pig..i'm practically scolding him like hell liao take out my anger mom just asked mi to teach her go online see newspaper..i was so damn pissed cos she refused to believe mi when i say straits time need to pay.. whatever..so bad mood now.. AH SHIT..STILL GOT CHEM PAPER.. but i wanna sleep realli wanna sleep liao damn..den bro ask mi transfer money..what hell of shit is that.....where got brother lidat de.... YAN CHENG VERY STUPID LAR..LIKE PIG! yay yay yay yaya i feel sooo happy cos i managed to do revision today!! ^^ okay i'm sick i'm sick.. i becoming weirder and weirder by the day lar..i went opp coffee shop today at 6.30am to eat roti prata on my own and drank milo while reading social studies notes..>.< den after dat i feel to weird so ask mg join mi yup so feel sooo weird out.. anyway..this end-of-year (the period, not the exams) is realli changing mi..mi life..made a big decision and decided to follow through with it.. haha. not going to tell you anyway..been like swamped over with revisions make up lessons and dieting!! haha..no lar, i'm not going to get the yanyu syndrome (the eating or the studying wan?) but just eating a very full breakfast since lunch always can't make it cos got make up sian hor? i think we are all going to be sick before end of years even cum.. haix choz.. and yah, i still watching some tv per day..i'm not crazy k..i need my daily dosage of television or i'll go crazy i never knew i would say this but.. thank you MEIGUI ANSON AND SHERYL for your wonderfully cuteeee piglet.. and meigui even bluffed mi say it was a giant five stone.. >.< and hey lijie said it looks like mi...^^ dun be stupid anyway..just finished doing the darn bio notes..finally finished the stupid mammals transportation topic..den read up on respiration.. ahh..taking break..den doing maths.. since my maths is not as good as dat stupid anson who managed to score without studying..>.< so must buck up anyway..been doing a lot of thinking.and more and more sure i hav to "take the plunge".. noe you dunno what i talking abt.. but i do..just dat..i think my attitude abt it is changing..getting angry with it..which is a good thing den being submissive.. definitely a good thing.. no way am i going to be manipulated by this sickening not-my-fault thingie definitely.. hmm.. today's tuition was..as usual..pretty boring..but at least i'm impressed with myself getting the answers...nearly anyway..bac le den watched the zhou run fa show..it was nice okay people, dun think old shows den not nice..den during dat time oso did bio notes..still haven't finish bio mammals transportation..cos the text is like so heavy stuff..den almost fell asleep anyway..i finished chem theory..finished maths homework finished english....and basically although i spent a lot of time and felt a great sense of achievement..i didn't accomplish much.. aww hmm..going out with px and her friends later..just walk walk..according to her..can't believe i'm doing something so stupid..haha but haix..what can i say heh bro bought psp winning eleven..den just realized second bro got metal gear acid..later go play play.. bye sigh oh well..i finished the whole load of ss notes..plus one and a half chapters of bio..since i was half watching tv half doing them..... but at least i did something can't believe it's god damn sunday again..and i hav tuition in one hr..wad shit beginning to realli hate it..took up the whole of my afternoon..and den after dat i hav to devote my whole sunday to math.. cos haven't do ttp's homework..plus those small tiny papers he calls worksheet..plus tuition homework which i vowed some time ago that i'll finish.. so yup..sad life for mi anyway..tomorrow will be monday again..so happy..another wk of slogging and mugging and trying not to fall asleep.. i realli hate life nowadays today is mid autumn fest..but bro went bac reservice..so poor thing.. haixx..damn.. why can't life be easier.. okay.. from yesterday till now.i feel like i've ridden on the longest roller coaster ever.. first it was ridiculousity (if any..) den it was amusement..den ridiculousity again..den an unexplainable stab of fury..followed on another stab of lies..den it was pure white fury all the way..den my brain shut down and everything became extremely funny..den after that was tiredness tiredness..den i'm so exhausted till by the time i went tuition, i found myself staring at the teacher while my brain goes off planet.. yup and this morning..it continues..my piano teacher scolded mi yet again..and i find myself cursing her and wanting to just walk outta there.. of cos, i've been studying for like 16 hours straight yesterday..four of which is maths...plus how many make up lessons? oh yar. and not to mention we hav eight days barely to our exams.. can you blame mi for not playing properly? or not putting in the appropriate emotions? pur lease, i dun think mr mozart or beethoven has to attend school while thinking up those bullshit songs so yup, forgive mi and excuse mi if i feel a tad tired what the hell let's see..i'm feeling stress..from "that thing.." mg noes..feeling stress from school..from piano..from mom..and yup of cos the present crisis. no not crisis, present snag thath occured in my own personal ever confusing life yah, i even contemplated suicide (nah jk) but seriously i'm so damn tired dat right now, i dun wanna think of anything any more..i'm just gonna shove everything to the back of my mind and keep it there locked up till monday when i'll take it out and look at it again.. my brain is so tired till i dun even noe whether i'm angry, amused or simply unhappy but it's realli hard to stay angry for long.. wastes up energy and energy is one precious resource i need desperately hmm..just read px's blog.. haix..you noe i agree..realli realli agree as in moms realli dun understand what you are feeling..we just dun get the kinda moms in american novels who sympathize with you when u get low marks..who just nod and listen when u wanna tell them something.. i guess mg noes what i'm talking abt.. but yar..to px: moms realli sux sometimes i realli realli wanna tell her something..something very very important believe mi, which affects my future very very much..but somehow moms like to snarl with sacarsm when it's most appropriate..when u feel very verk awkward telling them what you feel already, one snarl of sacarsm and that's it, i shut up..i dun even wanna continue anymore..tried telling her something but that's how it ended up..hence? i hav to bear the burden of that knowledge for up till now one and a half year yesh people, i kept an extremely large secret for one and half year does she noe? she dun, even though i already blurted out once one and a half year ago dere u go, the absurdity of life.. you noe when u hav to keep a secret like that for one a half year, it's extremely tough..it's realli tough, i self declare i'm self pitying, i'm entitled to it aren't i? for scarcely surviving for one and a half year..i think i would hav gone crazy as mg said if it wun for her and cybil dun bother asking them anything, i told them, cos i noe they wun say even if you threaten to kill them and dun bother asking mi too, i will say when i wanna say it and dun feel hurt, i said to them cos mg sorta coerce mi into saying it..i said to cybil cos she was the onli one at home and not using her phone when i feel like i'm drowning it sux..not being able to tell ur mom something so important.. no wonder i feel as if i'm weighing hundred tons.. what wif homework exams piano that secret and friends weighing down on mi self pitying finished` okay, going to conc on social studies..going to finish typing out all the notes today for chapter 2 3 5 6 7..this are the chapters we going to get tested on..den after dat i'll do up biography notes..for transport of plants and mammals and others.. most probably going to take all day cos i need a break after one hr..dat's my attention span.. but going to do it.. cos why? studying is about the onli thing i can control nowadays yozz.. i figured i should take a break after the ton of studying i did today..what wif bio make up and the pile of compre (chi and english) the teachers gave.. so... here i am.. for a little while onli nia.. 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yo yo.. hmm..today been out all day lar..so guilty.. anyway..went to celebrate sheryl's birthday..she treated us k box and swensens..ah so good..den somemore we waited for jiahao to test his piano then took neos.. hmm..very tired to talk about the details.. hmm..lidat lor.. (why do i keep saying lidat lor..) hmm..oh yar..jiahao showed mi the duet..quite nice the tune haha..think will be quite nice when we play together..^^ hmm..tml morn still got tuition lehz..shit..might as well sleep earlier den tml earlier wake up do homework..better horz? eh..my mom didn't nag mi lehz so surprising..cos she went to eat with aunt and they all..so mood very good haha yippie eh..school reopening!! what shit!! haizzz yawn yawn yawn.. mm..today's maths lesson was very very boring..cos he sorta revised last year's trigo angles blah blah.. den went to causeway point again to buy stuff with kum boon..bought wallet!! yay!! but i'm broke..=/ bleah..nvm.. later still got maths tuition lehz..wanna die ahhhhh haixx..at least the teacher is nice..right? mm..tml going out to celebrate sheryl's birthday!! we going k box and maybe swensens later!! all foot by her mom!! ahh..so nice mom..next time i grow up oso must earn losta and losta money.. mmmm..... i nothing much to blog about lehz.. lidat lor.. yo new layout is up!! haha..i think i'm going to change very soon oso lar..cos i spotted one very interesting one..hehe.. yadayadayada.. i noe i noe.. i very fussy but this one dun realli like oso..haha.. okay okay..leave u all to admire my beautiful blog wahahah okay so stupid.. going to change layout again haha i noe i noe i very wad hahaha but hor..this layout see more more buay song.. haha..dunno why lar..too disney for mi..i not dat innocent haha hahaha..watching the shopping king and queen by bryan wong and patricia mok.very funny hahaha.. actually i quite like patricia mok lar..she very confident and all dat even though she not very pretty..and very funny oso haha okay okay..looking for skins* anyway..today went maths remedial..haix..mr ttp cut his hair!! den very very shuai lehz!! look so fresh..hahah okay okay..maths sux..as of again..so hard lohx! dunno what he talking abt..somemore so much homework..haix..must ba wo holidays..so fast den over..den school again.. everybody..let's look forward to the three weeks of intense slogging... haix my mood..actually very good de.. den..dunno why suddenly became very bad.. what shit.. !@#!$**^&@*#$ sorry..needed to vent my anger.. haixx..dunno why my mood suddenly so mad..i dun even noe who i mad at..freak.. maybe it's maths tml? maybe it's just mi...... whatever..whatever whatever WHATEVER! why can't someone make mi angry right now so i can slap and swear at that person? >.< sorry lar..it's very frustrating when u dunno who you are angry at or what you are angry at... i just feel so frustrating.. why can't our lives be more..unpredictable? it's like..why is our lives revolving around maths, around school, around whether the canteen food tastes nice.. why can't our lives not be more..magical? i'll even consider taking danger... okay i noe who i am angry at le.. it's the zhu mi mi on the 9 o'clock show i swear..i realli hate her..i dunno why..i just dun like her and everytime the character she cast..all so stupid idiotic spastic basically very bitchy wad the shit lar okay bac to it..it's like now i noe why i always like to imagine other lives..cos our lives is too mundane..isn't it? always doing homework, always studying..at the most exciting is going escape wildwild wet blah blah.. maybe i should try being a criminal 我知道我们是好朋友 但一辈子都想不通 不明白为何是好朋友 感觉好像很不同 是女生太执著 还是男生根本不懂 朋友加爱情这个方程式 会等于什麽结果 多了些尴尬 多了些什麽 朋友之间有些不同 连钢琴都沉默 我们是否该放手 多了些情感 其余的是什麽 爱人之间有些不妥 连雨点都点头 我们真的该放手 hi hi.. it's mi again^^ hmm.. it's realli.. i dunno how to say..haixx..what shit is this. erm..i feel a sense of achievements..i finished my tuition homework..granted msot of it i just left blank cos i dunno how to do..hey i tried lar kz.. den i oso did some other sums in my textbook!! god! i dun wanna turn into a geek!!! but haix..anderson..so much bia lor.or else how to catch up.. shit shit shit.. hmm...haix..never did know why it became like this.. so drama.. nvm..i noe you dunno wad i talking abt.. lidat lor =) haix nothing much to say realli..after this..what should i do for two hours? piano? i realli dun wanna listen... .. i'm realli not interested.. ... i realli dun wanna hear.. i think i'm going to write in my diary later.. got inspiration.. it's extremely stupid.. i'm so sorry guys..just let mi write it out.. there's a dozen words i need to say yoo hoo!! new layout up! hmm..actually was wanting to find another layout about school sucking and dat kinda thing..but came upon this..and it was like..ahh..so nice.. guess we all need to embrace our childhood again.. esp in times of crisis..aka..exam periods..so yup..nice right? anyway..how i wish dat we can neva grow up..whole day watch fairy tales and dun need to even noe what's algebra.. speaking of which..i've been slacking for like three hours..going bac to study later.. i noe i noe..i'm crazy..but hey..what else you expect from someone who failed? anyway..i'm grounded!! can't go out and all dat..so you guys! tag hor! i wanna go out lar! and i wanna hear the song jiahao composed..though strictly it's a pirated version of jay chou's... i still wanna hear.. and i wan a new piano!! oh swell.. anyway..on i am bored sites..see whether got good games recomend to you all .. thy souls who are sooo fed up with studies..^^ haiz.. why has it become like this.. ignore mi..dun feel like stating the reason why i suddenly feel so.. i dunno..just so.. haix. dun worry people, i'm not nursing a crush... nor hav i been dumped >.< just in case you hu si luan siang.. was thinking abt other stuff anyway..today..hangout with my mom..went to yishun to see vcds..although in the end she didnt' buy anything..after dat we went to watch red eye..very nice!! i recommend you go watch!! the guy realli sooo sick lar..the face..can't stand it..and the lead actress actually stab a pen into his vocal cord..and he didn't even bleed...wad the.. so damn errr lidat lar..den after dat went to buy some food den went home..den here i am..been slacking the whole day..tml den try to buck up lar..later going to watch american next top idol..see tyra banks! wahahah..i dunno why i'm so like..high.. anyway..haixxx..what shit is this.. sorry sorry..been thinking and thinking.. nvm..bye bye.. hem hem.. 3.20pm..sunday went to my first tuition lesson (my whole life ever) today..it's like quite pathetic..no lar..it's the learning media at the admiralty place dere.den erm..i guess everyone dun wanna hav tuition during hols so everyone pon..so onli left mi kumboon and huiyi..den later on wilson oso joined us and all of us were like. .eh..why all andersonians.. den the teacher is this nice chubby female..so damn cute..den she herself oso like dunno how to do..no lar..actually she quite pro..just dat she very blur.. dat's it lor..we spent the whole two hours looking at indices and surds..haix..and she left us with two bloody worksheets of homework.. so much for enjoying my hols.. anyway..i attempted to do the homework..budden dunno why wind up with a pounding headache..so decided might as well give up and concentrate on something else..later go study ss..no lar..just make the notes, save mi time later on in term four..den oso do bio.. den for the whole night..i'll hmm..(what can we study while watching tv?) ..lemme think.. can't think of anything..maybe i'll study more bio since it's obvious we can't depend on felicia ho to teach us..she's like..ahem..ya noe.. >.< huh nah..lidat lor..den tml start afresh chiong maths again.. cos my math..SUX.. lidat lar.. anyway..been reading at a very fast pace..finished the mediator series..anyone if you wan the fifth and sixth book borrow from mi..den finished buffy the book of fours..quite fast..one day kan diao le.. haiz. i'm so screwed with maths.. choz yawn... time check..5.07pm on saturday.. just update myself on reading mg's blog..whoa so much things happened? no wonder i felt vibes from her on friday..sorry guys..haven't been on the net these days.. anyway..mg i read the whole chunk of dat particular entry (lazy to state the date) and pai seh but till the end,everything is just blur to mi.. so..i shall summarize in these way.. theme! okay, theme of that particular entry: hypocritical people not understanding hypocritical people and since it's like very relating to my personal life..i shall add on a bit here.. (i noe it's like pretty lag but ..uh) yup..it's like, i've pretty much gotten it..no one is perfect..and you can't like hate that person forever and ever after just because there's some character trait of his/hers dat you realli dislike....like, it's anderson man..how big is the compound..you'll still meet these people someday and you can't like treat them as invisible and just shirk them right.. not to mention people in ur social circle aka class.. like, there are people i dun like in my life my class oso lar..like duh, i'm not so innocent till everyone is angel..i realli hate them and i can tell you one whole list why.. but still, i talked to them lar..maybe not as nicely as i wanna be but i do lar.. and i try not to let them know i think they suck.. which is to put it hypocritical but once again i ask, what's the point if you let the person you hate know you hated him and then he will hate you again cos he knows you hate him.. vscious cycle to quote mr ttp the wise old man i adore..>.< but despite the jokes..it's true lar..the world is hypocritical no matter how much you wanna melt away and never be born.. so like, either embrace it or lock yourself away in an old rotting mansion and neva cum out to socialise.. >.< i self admit that i hav poor socializing skills lar kz..cos seriously i dun fancy talking to people i dunno or people i dun realli like..but i manage (was talking abt mom, okay, shouting with my mom about those stupid tuitions..and now i've lost my thread of speech..) (will cum to my personal screwed up life later..) and okay, bac to the point..it's the kinda life everyone leads lar..whether you wanna admit or not, you yourself is one big hypocrite..and i'm not saying this in an unpleasant way either..i'm not siding with meiching sheryl ann or layjia or anybody else..i'm siding with myself in this matter..just admit to urself that hey you are also being fake sometimes so stop raging over the other person who just happens to need to be more fake than u.. tada..dat's it..take things easy and ur life wun be so screwed.. you dun like that person? sure, bitch abt him/her den laugh with her joke with her oso.. what's wrong wif dat? cos if there's something sooo absolutely detesting about that person, there must be something fun about him/her oso.. the natural balance of things ya noe.. and blah and blah okay now dat i'm finished blabbering about my philosophy of life..lemme tell u about my totally screwed up life.. received my results yesterday..during the last pathetic hour we were scrubbing up home econs room..anyway..i got four A1s..which was pretty gd okay already..and i managed to pass my e maths..51..thank u god for small favors..and managed to fail my a maths 49..in my opinion, god should be more generous and donate one mark to my a maths in which case i would have passed both.. but that of cos, wasn't going to shut my mom up no, of cos no. she, like the pessimist dat she was, claimed dat failing this now means i will defiinitely absolutely inevitably fail my o levels at the end of sec four and purlease, just look at past years o levels paper.. they are basically , and excuse my cliche-ness.. chicken feet.. so oh yar..now she's like screaming and nagging and scolding mi everyday like a banshee urging mi to do math and do math.. i realli luv my aunt cos she distracted her and took her out shopping today so that i can actually study two chapters of bio and social studies with peace.. and yeah..now she's complaining dat 60bucks for four hours+ of tuition is damn ex..and dat it's not enough dat i spare one hour of my life per week with some teacher tuitioning mi dat's not probably going to help improve my grades anyway nuh-uh..most probably i'll hav to slog off my butt yupp..so it's like..no point but since it'll appease her highness..i shall try to be your-wish-is-my-command servant.. and hey, i find dat i'm writing this in those kinda sacarstic tones again..so yippie..i'll try to write dat essay i've been wanting to write.. and okay, let's talk about some brightening stuff for a change.. 3/7 had this food carnival thing..it's like so damn exhausting but you know as they say..for charity..anyway..thurs..while everyone was sleeping away at home..we came bac to prepare the food..which consists of chicken kebub..spaghetti prepared by yours sincerely mi..those fried food by meijun and gang..pizza by huimin..chocolate tarts by weiting..tea leaves egg by the scholars..and if i missed anything out i'm sorry.. anyway..it's a total.. success! for once it's a total success..the onli flop is dat we couldn't even like "kope" a small percentage of the profits.. we sold out every single stuff and even had to bother ruth's mom to prepare another pot of spaghetti sauce for the upper sec recess.. ..imagine..we were like "awwww" when we smelled the hot bloody good tasting spaghetti sauce and we had to curb our hunger cos "customers first" wad shit.. but ya noe..i realli think this food carnival is the best thing that has ever happened to 3/7 this year..cos it realli bonded us together..not so much as i would hav liked but enough.. realli..it's so damn funny when we cooking the sauce and we were like shouting across the room "where the garlic! where's the onion!! where's the bloody oil!!" and everyone was running ascrew helping us to look for it.. whahaha..it's damn nice.. so yup..hope this stays on.. and yeah..let's talk abt academics..shucks..i should be comforted junjie that bloody idiot got F9 for a maths and i got 49..but no..let's all pull up our socks..and chiong ah!! must get good grades for mr tan!! or else sooo disappointing to him anyway..speaking of him..he wore our tee-shirt!!! ~please wait while i clean off tears of utter touchness from my face~ yupp..arkar was like jaw-dropping-wow when he saw him wearing it.. wee! we have succeeded in taming mr ttp! somebody give us a prize and oh yar..mr tan chem tan gone le..whaaah..bac to mrs goh..will miss him.. sob sob melodrama? who me? hurhur (quote shuling) okay tada..i've gotta do something constructive..like writing an essay.. cos i'm too energetic..i slept from yesterday 5pm all the way till this morn..even skipped guitar so i'm full of energy.. tada..write essay..den do notes..mustn't slack!! |
