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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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yo yo now at aunt's house with pris huizhen and anson.. staying over..once again going to lang fei new year's eve by doing stupid stuff ........... gambling I ALREADY LOST TWO BUCKS!! OH GOD!! oh mygod..the stupid couple on the channel u show of jacky wu's................. yucks!!!! erm..i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.. CHOZ!! so stupid* yo yo time check 11.25pm in the night just bathe ..came bac from the steamboat farewell thingie of mr tok's.. we walked so far into the place..till we are at the marina bay that side where we once were pulled by mg to see the imaginary non existent fireworks.. walked damn far way .. and it rained!! i was very happy it rained la..but apparently the other people..well..>.< eh, the guys actually had umbrellas wheras we girls were soaked..>.< so damn opp sex traits..... the steamboat was nice! we had tom yum soup base..den ate a lot of stuff..should try it sometimes..it's nicer den the crap they serve in kbox.. oops..forgot to update abt the mahjong we had at mg's house.. erm lost abt one buck.. think pris and jiahao won the most.... the ghost i dun care .. whatever my mom is absolutely unreasonable.. she's pissed at the fact that i just washed my hair at this unholy late hour.. but it's not even midnight .. "dun make mi angry or i'll take a scissors and snap off ur hair" .. as quoted ...stupid oh yar tml..aunt wanna play mahjong..but think i can only find pris and anson to go..but it's enough!! i realli wan them to cum haha..but pris say will be boring..but..okay la..i find it okay to just go with some close friends.. gary wanna cum but can't cum and px is once again swamped by homework..u hav my pity.. erm.. 11.30.. got nice show? the korean..will take a look i can't believe bro is so nice to not put password on this comp think he getting better pui pui dun say so early .. brothers can't get better >.< oops i'm biased ahhhhh i'm addicted to gambling la too much liao oh god someone save me~ ..it's like once sch starts.. i need to get into this studying mode lo..or else will die for sure ahh people we need to change!! third blog of the day anyway i just wanna write this FELICIA OSO LIKE MOULIN ROUGE!!! SEE!! YOU UNAPPRECIATIVE COMMONERS!! (REFERING TO MG AND GUYS) IT'S NICE!!!!! oh yesh PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS OSO NICE!! DUN BELIEVE ME ASK FELICIA!!!! bleah yo yo yo!! look at my new blog layout!! is it cool or what!! wahahha i just hope i dun get spanked in public over this... oops anyway..went bac to city square in jb to exchange the bag..wahhh!! is the same as my current bag..but it's grey and its brand is vertical.. wheeee but i like it see?? so dun boo it!! wahhh i very high hahaa budden hor! i didn't buy any thing else leh! no clothes no nothing lor!!... cos go out shopping with bro very very weird but i still manage to like spend money..yah..i ate pretzels..den iced mocha..very nice! and also swensens teriyaki chicken spaghetti...... not bad and another drink called cool peppermint lime which tasted like cough syrup >.< brother didn't buy anything either haix but he's a guy !! i wan buy clothes!! wahahhaa i very happy now pls dun spoil my mood nods nods --going to anderson website to see broadcast..-- eeks what's this stupid grey thingie.. they call it a plan??? okay okay countdown to going bac to the ASS sch begins~~ oh godddd anson just told me it's toot to wear a bag high on ur back........ oh godddd!!!!! 126 ringgit 60+ sing dollars!! i wanna die~ ahh i feel like going bac and exchange lohhh wahhh shit shit shit ahhhh it's horrible horrible horrible it's brand new and it's deuter..which is like quite gd brand AND I FIND IT TOOT WHEN I WEAR IT!! oh goddddd ahh i noe i noe i sound bimbo but my heart aching leh where got people spend so much money den in the end the bag cannot wear de.... oh man.. should i go bac and exchange?? ahhhhhhhh damn!! i'm an idiot!!!! ahhhh i'm soooo pissed at myself.. went malaysia again today.. bought mg's present and pris's present den went guardian buy some stuff.. den ate kfc den went chameleon to buy some stuff.. all these about 30 bucks ringgit...... den.. i bought this pair of school shoes.. nice very soft 26 ringgit.. den den den i bought this deuter bag.. 129 ringgit.. it's nice but the problem is I FORGOT TO TEST DRIVE!!!!!! ...i maximize the extension..and it's still so high on the bac when i wear it!!!! ....ah!!! and of course, you guys know, my bag always very low de.... -.-" SAVE ME~ all these add up 200 ringgit.. hence i dun hav any thing left to buy any clothes..... AHHHHHHHH ....... i'm so so so so so pissed.. going to repair the black bag i hav now.. den erm erm erm okay, i'll use the deuter bag..... but .... but.. WAHHHHH ahhhh..and the stupid thing is i didn't buy any clothes!! so damn sian!! px bought two..!!>.< ahh.. five weird things abt myself? -i admit i'm a killer (sometimes) -i like to watch musicals e.g.phantom of the opera (people say i'm weird..) -i actually like to be alone/solitude -i always imagine myself somewhere else living another person's life every night before i sleep -i like to think up weird stories abt people i know .. hence, you can tell, i'm going to be a brilliant scripter......................... I'M SO PISSED!!! bro say going malaysia either tml or the next day again.. he say got some places we should go but neva go going to kan him for money so i can buy CLOTHES!!! ............. ahhhhhhhhhh oh yah, nvm, i dun like tag people >.< is it me.. or does the maid seems not scary at all.......... >.< i think is cos i too sleepy.. anyway..had a fun christmas..haha..sorta la.. mg pris me anson weisiang went bugis to walk walk..erm, why we chose bugis..no one has an idea..eh..bought naomi's christmas present..den shop shop for a while..den ate macdonalds..den reached my house around 8+ 9 lidat... err..(haix, why must invite weisiang to my house).. err..yah, we tried to play the kawaii mahjong of pris's .. but cannot tahan cos it's too damn trouble some and FRAGILE.. erm..den we played cards..training ourselves in dai dee while waiting for gary to come..eh..peixian neva cum..cos she say she needs to do homework haha..nvm, merry christmas! hmm.. gary got cheated of his mo ney but hey no we didn't cheat laaa.. it's like he lose to the gambling queen mg loh!! and somemore is dai dee..so big bet leh.. anyhow..went to mac and eat around one..so many people..christmas eve..haix.. erm..den continued to play mahjong.. i'm so sad for weisiang.. but too bad .. i just like to issue sacarstic and bitter remarks.. so what shoot me la .. err..basically is me and anson winning..pris losing a little..and gary lost like 10bucks...mg got gain some i think.. cos me and anson team.... i repeat, he's like a money tree shakes shakes* money fall out* .. you see him play dai dee.. i'm sooo envious.....-.-" he can play the cards like ..GOD..(not so exaggerated la) (i'm beginning to think that the maid..is scary..cos of the sound effects onli..) (the story line is so damn cliche..i can predict wan leh) .. erm oh yar very happy actually! haha..cos like i say, i can meet up with primary sch friends especially gary and px den i very happy liao.. den now got gd friends from anderson cum one gd friend from wrps.. like..so nice loh..haha (yah yah, i act innocent and naive la) haha, i received christmas card from gary lol.. his handwriting erm, can be on par with anson's.. but all guys' lidat de.. it's a First!! .... anyway..to me quite contented.. i won money (thank u anson veri much..-.-") and i hav great friends around me MUAHAHA ..although sorri like hav to play so softly laa .. (up till now, i've not understood what is the plot of the maid..) (it seems like she just keep seeing ghosts) ....... choz!! merry christmas!! remind to self buy present for: mg pris kellie (if got spare money) jiahao anson gary oops. no weisiang!! (i'm evil) ahh..now blasting my stereo with moulin rouge soundtrack..... big smile* i realli like that show.. been watching dvds from yesterday..borrowed from px..she rented..watched meangirls..13 to 30..moulin rouge..and brotherhood by yuan bin and zhang dong jian.. except for 13 to 30..the others all very nice.. and i still think moulin rouge very very very very very nice...... am thinking what to do on christmas ..haix..gary may be too tired to go out..den anderson people.. EH WAN GO OUT OR NOT!! .. i know let's all bring 10 dollars out and buy presents for everyone.. so that we'll return home happily with losta presents.. .. but it's CHRISTMAS LEH!! are we still going to stay at home and rot?? nooo!! suddenly feel very high for christmas... but actually..i counted..i onli left 40 bucks..NOOO!! anyone got voucher for anything?? so that we can go out?? and no, i haven't finish my homework..kinda giving up le.. been watching too many dvds laa.. not getting a grip on reality.. that's what films do..make u forgot what's real..... DAMN!!! mom's home..... meaning i can't be alone to my thoughts.. damn.. and realli, what's wrong with skipping lunch.. realli not hungry ma for sure when i grow up..i'll find some gd friends and live together.. close by..but not together with parents.. i know it seems unfilial or something.. i dun mind being neighbours..but together..>.< there are so many different kinda music.... every single kind is diff.. tango..ballad...mazurka.... (forgive me..i'm going bonkas) AHHHH mg's right lo..maybe in the future i'll be driven mad and become a top assassin or something.. no cannot be.my stamina so lousy.. budden we wun know what's going to happen..... will we be glamorous? or are we going to be those common citizens going about our lives because of money and food..forgoing our ambitious.. will be become those numb people going about their lives with nth in mind except survival..promotions..bonuses... i think some of us are already drowning in such a pace.. actually..everyone views their own life in simple passing... but when u look at it from an outsider's point of view..it may become very ..eventful.. that's the point of films i guess..it's just story after story of people and their lifes..story enhanced to bring attention to us all ..to remind us sometimes of the values we lost.. it's also a channel to ..perfect..our world..i guess.. whatever u can't be..you see the character on screen to fulfil it for u.. been comparing moulin rouge to perhaps love.. eh one is western. another is eastern. according to the director peter chan ..moulin rouge's plot is moved through songs..wheras perhaps love..dialogues remains the main communicating channel.. but erm well..if you name ur show a musical dance..den what's the use of dialogues except to hua long dian jing.. sorry..but that's how i see it... and perhaps love is too..dreary..true, it's to express the frozen hearts of the characters..but..somehow..it makes it difficult to inject music??..that's how i feel..it's always weird to see characters suddenly open their mouths and sing.. oh yar, that reminds me..in perhaps love..the onli part they sing is because they are supposedly filming the movie... budden the songs relate to their personal lives too.... the onli thing i can think of to describe the difference between moulin rouge and perhaps love is.. moulin rouge is RICH you noe..visually, colors characters dialogues music wheras perhaps love just seems..PLAIN..under comparison.. --the above is my own personal opinion-- --pls dun sue me-- anyway..mg wanna marry early and have a football team of kids..... pris wanna be a teacher.. in comparison..mine and jiahao's aspirations seemed....... ridiuclously out of proportion.. beginning to have doubts..because i'm pretty sure dreams sometimes dun cum true....... why is it that singapore is such a rich-cultured country and yet our film making industry doesn't find anything to exploit and explore?? or is it that the world just doesn't think that singapore has such a capacity.. AHHHH i'm thinking too much laa okay okay..singapore..what do we have.. -- a very symbolic but not of very practical use explanade.. --old traditions that young people hate very much wait..i just thought of this thing.. why is it that we live in singapore..but we've never realli explore the cultures of other races?? indian songs have their own expressive power..so does malay songs..... it's the same as china..with their own tribes and all that.. shit i'm going in too much...... damn..you should most probably skip this part if you dun wanna listen to me rambling on about movies and songs.. okay?? just skip it anyway..it's like..movies..with so many cameras angles..isn't it easy to lose sight of the final picture..the final destination..that u hav in ur head?? if you think of a certain movie..there must be certain scenes that you particularly like..or thinking of a plot will certainly present a few frames in ur head..how the characters moved..act.. ..it's quite hard.. i wonder..whether it will be easy to close ur eyes and picture it all first before filming.... ..now i'm thinking of songs..commercial songs.. i mean, it's commercial right..look at those singers..i mean sure..they do it for passion..but ultimately..everything is commercial.. because ultimately we need to eat.. ..waiting for pris to cum online.. this sure is one long entry realli think too much stuff.. what am i doing online at this time of the day..12.10pm... seriously, i planned to do some of my homework today..at least to finish tuition's..... .. but.. having just read finish a body to die for by kate white.. i can only say.... well..the compliment at the front said "nancy drew gone cosmo" but..erm, my opinion..the book is more like a particularly prolonged version of a nancy drew novel..... almost like a text book sleuth novel....>.< yep..i can't accept that i actually finish such a lousy book...... ..i'm feeling appalled.. and okay okay, this is all digression..because i'm not looking forward to sitting down at my desk and counting the amount of money i had left.... ..sadly it's not even near 50 bucks.. how does a girl survive another four days of her holidays without at least 50 bucks...... and yep, i'm digressing again...i came online because i need to give myself another venue to look at numbers or in this case letters...... so that i wun freak when i look at them later.. hey, i might even do the social studies homework if you're not careful.. but if mdm haz is still our ss teacher next year....... .. and i'm still the rep...... nada...not going to bother.. she wun mark anyway.. ..with nth in mind to actually blog abt....let me over exploit mg's blog... if i am a guy...... ----- i'll spend all my time hooked on ps games like some bastard i know.....(oops) i'll miraculously have plenty of money on my hand (like jh and anson) and be able to live up to my name of being a BAI JIA ZI i'll be a nice guy and give free treats every day to my gal friends..... i'll have no problem passing my NAPFA i might be shorter because guys in singapore...well, basically hopeless i'l not be here blogging because i'll be hooked on ragnarok online..rakion..or in some tooted cases, maple okay forget it..it turns out being a guy is not really al that fun............................. ....... actually..been thinking these few days... should i go into film studies or music production... -.-" ..hmm, just got the news sherhan permed her hair.....japanese doll perm or something lidat.... prizes for guessing what i'm thinking?? where was i? oh yar me and mg spent dunno how much time meaninglessly persuading each other to go to the same tertiary education ........ she wanted me to go nanyang jc.. i wanted to go ngee ann poly.. budden..been thinking whether i wanna go junior college... AHHH.. anyway..been thinking..it's quite hard to make a good movie??...you hav to take into consideration so many factors.. just one stupid scene will cause you.... ahhhh i'm thinking too much.. i should be doing my home work instead..hmm..maybe ask cybil come out..hmm..gd idea abish ..the plan just got ruined..not free so i guess it's up to my own personal discipline ah sux watched the promise today erm, today gave it two stars..some others were even more critical giving it erm..one and a half.. and i can only say.. ..erm well, i think they are partly right?? chen kai ge used too much CGI la!! especially the opening scene..or else the whole movie realli very nice scenes loh..the colors and ambience all that..realli not bad.. and i agree.. why did the stupid goddess have to pop up and give some stupid philosophical stuff den when the ending came and proved her wrong that the cecilia cheung can indeed get true love she was no where to be seen.... ah huhh..now we know goddesses are also paiseh.....>.< hmm..the zhang dong jian acting realli not bad haha..and unlike some stupid shows who made the slave really look and feel disgusting..this one feel not bad haha.. even though.ahem.their pronounciation of chinese..-.-" but at least it's better than those pei ying.. erm nicholas tse..very handsome -.-" hey, i'm being factual erm, he's still not very gd at acting a duke who's like so jealous..... .. he's more like a spoiled child.. in some ways, i guessed he is..watch the movie and you'll know what i'm talking abt... anyway..after the movie..mom say i ABANDONED her................. ...she's like 55 years old and she still can feel jealous..oh god..someone pls okay fine, mi and px went around shopping..not realli, we like lean against the railing outside the neoprint shop and debated about going in..first thing, we dun hav money, second thing, it's stupid taking neoprints with just two persons.. in the end, we went to the shop beside it..the one that sold necklaces and stuff? cos hor, MINE BROKE!!! YOU KNOW THE LITTLE ORB FROM NARUTO ??? IT BROKE!!!!......... btw, i saw this similar one in malaysia ....IT COSTS 40+ SING DOLLARS!! but i like it alot lohhhh ... i made a joke saying "i'll marry whoever buys me that" px said : "okay okay, den i'll ask people not to buy it for u" ... nice friend sia anyway..didn't see anything i particularly like in that shop..px bought these pink necklaces and earrings... pink. PINK okay fine, i also think pink is a nice color ...... WHY HAVE WE ALL TURNED PINKISH hi hi... today is a monday and i'm bored!!! anyway..went to the canon repair center at keppel bay tower at harbourfront..with peixian..erm walked around a bit at the harbourfront shopping centre there..finally bought the slippers for her..cos the other shoe..her dad foot la!!!...luckily the slippers is less than ten bucks for me...>.< ..hmm den after that we went yck grassroots play the photo search..den pool..den realize the damn pool table soooo short and small!! as compared to the bedok wan.....>.<..due to a lack of coins..we onli played one game...den after dat go home le... ..sian AT LAST..this stupid layout... anyway.. i noe i noe..i took so long time to update right... glances at mg's blog* hers even longer go shoot her mmm...this past week very eventful wor!!!! (yucks so bimbo) eh..watched ru guo ai on monday..very nice..did i blog?? i think i did? okay move on eh..on wednesday me and px and six other of my family members went on a shopping spree at malaysia... haha..bought a lot of stuff..over 80 bucks in sing dollars...... eh eh EH .. i bought a PINK SKIRT lol cos see ah, let me explain how stupid so stupid came to be in my posession.. erm it's because i tried on this blouse.. den erm px wan to see me wear skirt so okay lo i wear den she say lidat very nice with the blouse . so i buy lo .. since it will make my mother happier to see me spend money on skirts >.< i bought that pink skirt..three black blouse..plus sling bag.. yay damn happy haha.. mostly the same as px..either changed color or same pattern..erm..the sling bag she prefers the leather wan..i prefer clothed.hahaha anyway..den?? oh yar bought dvds oso..hehehe..gd gd gd very happy.. den thurs and fri went to gary's chalet..with zhiwei.. he... WAS LIKE SO SWOLLEN!!! ..meaning grew fat la .. haha, but still very nice guy la..although like so old ah peh >.< sorri miss them loads..haha..played mahjong..den lost to this jun lei...ahhh..ten year old onli...so zhuai la.. budden felt gd to see gary and zhiwei again haha primary sch friends..nice that's it!! bye bye!! off to kill someone* okayyy this ought to be make you guys out there very very happy....... tag if it does.  Your mind is subconciously thinking about Guns and Ammo. What are you subconciously thinking about? brought to you by . yo yo went gym again today.. eh..like not much use..the crap i ate with px....sigh anyway..went to watch perhaps love today with px!! it's not bad ...realli..but quite chim..i think u need to read up abit before going to see the movie..realli quite chim.. but it's a nice movie..just dat some of the songs..like..err..dun..realli fit the setting..my personal opinion me now trying very hard to get my computer buffering faster so dat i can like listen to the soundtrack before i decide to buy it..... but my blasted computer............ i realli hate guys who do not put in effort to maintain a friendship .. wanna know who i am talking abt? oh..it's just some bloody bastard who acts cocky by the initials of jj erm no it's not junjie (so innocent) stupid idiot moron..... if you dun even care to go for that stupid chalet. say so la! dun hav to act so high up as if we having your company is honors enough....stupid idiot..if you think it's not fun to go out with us, den fine, say so la..just go away shoo shoo i hate friends who dun put in effort..if you dun put in effort, den u expect others to what? bootlick u and say what are perfect friend u are?? shut your trap!!! idiot...at least gary tried enough to keep in touch with us huh..you dun even sound as if you find it a pity..missing a gathering with us is not gonna mess up your life huh big boy? whatever.....you suck big time..at least this very moment..... seriously, dun you find it so damn irritating when u wanna like keep a whole group of friends together and they just dun seem to appreciate ur efforts..i luv my primary school life..really, i really miss my friends.. BUT YOU GOD DAMN CHANGED STUPID changed into this filth creature i realli can't recognize..why the hell can't we revert to the past?? i mean i changed too, but you just turned into this person who simply dun care for past stuff anymore huh? past friends are't friends now is dat it??? ..... irony. yet at times when we go out i find the whole group of them so damn nice... hypocritical? or i just dun understand?? whatever anyway..i finally finally got my hands on DA VINCI CODE!!! oh man.it rawks it rawks like shit.. i started reading at 1+ and finished around 6+ it rawks like shit!!! its plot is so god damn flawless you noe..okay shit, i'm offending some serious christian devoutees..but believe me, dan brown is a god damn genius wish i hav half of his brain anyway, the novel got me thinking .. like.. the way they know their niche area so well... so damn..."achievement" lo .. got me thinking maybe we should start you noe, thinking what we are really interested in..and specialise in it.. just a thought... i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored!!! i watched three hours of the green mile by tom hanks today....ah another gd show..cried like shit....sob sob den chatted with pris for another hour..... den prac piano another hour... den watch yu le 100% another hour.......... now got nth to do!!! i hav forty five mins to kill before i can watch shows again...........ahhhhh and yay mom is home..so now i can find out why my account left only 100+ bucks...so fun.. WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST RETURN THE MONEY THEY OWE ME........... I HATE THEM. wa lau.today..went jurong point to shop with aunt and mom..... saw a lot of nice clothes la..but all too damn ex.. hence ended up with a very buay song feeling when i got home...cos shopped about like six hours and got nothing to prove it.................. .. .... this kinda feeling onli girls understand........arggh nth much to blog..tml friday..going to finish up my math homework..do some revision..erm..i noe very not me right..budden hor..nothing much to do these days.............................. cheers to boredom hi hi.. been pretty quiet these few days..sorta like just watching shows and slacking on days that mom doesn't work..on days she does..i just go out..haha.. anyway, i finally finished this book midnight mass by f.paul.wilson..the onli book that i managed to finish in two days.. very nice hehe okay..mm..today went swimming with naomi and mg..and we met so many stupid idiotic moronic traits of singapore........ first off.. bitch who shouted OUCH (very stupidly): ..i was holding out my wallet..and talking to them at the same time..didn't notice that i was pointing the kinda sharp end out at her..it just SCRAPED her..and i immediately turned and said sorry very very audibly..and she still said "OUCH~" second red haired bastard wearing white shorts who stole our float: yeah well, naomi wanted to swim hence we went to the deep pool..and since they dun allow floats in there, we piled the three floats by the side of the pool.....and okay fine, we're at fault, we allowed it outta our sight..BUT singapore should be safe enough right? especially a FLOAT? a FLOAT? i'm amazed at the utter desperation of our fellow singaporeans..what the hell..anyway after that we sorta just hang around at the wave pool..and hang around the slide pool..den we finally spotted the number 601 float in the hands of a red haired bastard beng who apparently found the float in the wave pool...and needless to say me mg and naomi are being very regretful of not giving the guy some slaps............................... and i even said "thanks" yeah well, that's me, always courteous -.-" third obviously we need to bathe after the chlorine polluted soak at the pool........and i was so happy that the shower room wasn't that crowded..hence i stepped into this empty room........... imagine this you step in. on the top left corner not very high, there's a box meant for you to put either small shampoos or wallets and all that. what do i see? a used sanitary pad......forgive me, TWO used sanitary pads.................. EWWWWWWWWWW i tot i was seeing the wrong thing you noe..den i pointed to mg..and she echoed by EWWWW.......... tell me people, WHY DO SINGAPOREANS DO THAT KINDA THING??? i thought we were supposed to be a refined city??? hello? females do not have to announce that they are menstruating.........i repeat, DO NOT.and it's plain rude and inconsiderate as well as outrageous to simply leave your used sanitary pad in a public place...and she didn't even wrap it up.....! did she forget or something?? oh god....... fourth hmm well, this we only heard from jinning and siewboon whom we met as well as xinwan and minghui..anyway, she said there was this lifeguard named patrick who gave them his phone no. and said "remember to call me"... did i mention that the lifeguard was like ANCIENT? as in 50 years old and above???????? ... excuse me for this digression .......am watching tab tv..about teenage sex..about this guy..15 years old..having sex with a 30+ GUY........and over five years, he had twenty and above sex partners........ i'm speechless yah well...today has taught me something..singapore is definitely not a refined city..how can we possibly be if people behave like THAT? arggggh pls echo my disgust pls AHH!! MOOD SWING! I'M DAMN HIGH!! cos i just persuaded wei lun to pon his cca!!! =X OOPS!! ...later st johns cum kill mi or something.. whatever once a year does warrant some kinda excuse from those dreaded ccas.. personally, let me fa biao my opinions on cca..especially anderson's system it totally SUCKS yah right maybe you think i'm in some stupid cca like erm, cyber? library? (sorry sorry) but hey, no, i'm in..WAS in volleyball and why is it that all female volleyball players in our level opted out? no, we just boycott the stupid idiotic moronic BITCHIEST cca ever oh yar, two of us actually went on to through train and and AND the stupid anderson system failed to notice such an obvious failure in their system.......... just look at mdm lim.. did she cum and look us up?? of course i understand, she just despised the team that's all..what is it to her we suffered like two years before we totally had it.. right that's all for my rantings about modern Co-Curricular-Arses tml!! going out with weilun gary jiajun peixian jiaping....!!! to kbox! i think! ahh why cannot contact zhiwei haha! missed the whole lot of them (shit, i sound so twit) but hey, nothing wrong with missing some close friends.. wish mi luck! hope tml everything turns out beautiful haixxx was looking forward to tml..even though there's no chalet..at least can go out together.. i spent the whole of today's afternoon sleeping..cos didn't sleep properly last night..and in any case there wasn't anything i can do right.. den watched the sea games after i woke up.. but not before gary scare mi by saying he can't go tml..cos sis wan him to study at the library.. >.< we tried ji jiang fa..said what he neva go den very wad that kinda thing.. it worked.. den another damper, he sore throat. no kbox. .. den while i was watching the seagames..yet another damper weilun couldn't go damn ur stupid st johns .. now i dun even know where we are going tml..... and once again my life feels so damn meaningless..later is going to be more shows and more shows.. i realli wanna study. but. no motivation!!! argggh!!! tml got tuition..better den nth right just watched titanic again i cried of course haha, cybil said -.-" "so old" when i told her i'm going to watch again but it's a classic it isn't every year that you get to see such a good movie all the movies nowadays are bullshit with bullshit soundtracks too. i love everything about the show..the cast..the ship..the music..the plot everything isn't that what we want to do these days? feel trapped and seeing my life as if i have already lived it what would it take for us to break free there are so many many reasons why it's my favourite movie... harh, dunno where to start from.. every character is cast in such detail..the hysterical..the despair..the dying peace.. every character is etched in my mind.. that's why the movie is so touching. hahh..bet u guys dun understand it ahhhhh damn i hope i can sleep tonight after all the shit i just watched well u see, i became so damn bored since yummy yummy was hardly an entertaining show.. so i decided to browse the lala world of friendster again to see what new horrible stuff they came up with and oh yeah of course i browse the wonderful of museum of twits again.. yucks and totally entertained anson and jiahao on twits language eeeeks you noe how disgusting girls get when they popped their eyeballs and act innocent or KAWAIINEX in front of the camera? it gets TOTALLY DISGUSTING when guys do that like..who in the right minds would wan guys to do "CHEESE! I'M KYUUTE!!" yucks!!!! you can go ask anson, i even spotted this horrible guy who might seem pretty friendly if you forgo the PORCUPPINE hairstyle he has ..if you dun believe mi, go ask anson for the photograph i swear it was around two palms high he spiked his hair and attempted to camouflage himself as a stuck-in-the-city porcuppine magadascar anyone? argggh arggggh vomitting in process* yucks, i never knew such bimbos and himbos exist in our world....... oh.my.god.........totally totally....... EWWWWWW things my heart used to know things it yearns to remember there's something special about mp3.. i'm not talking abt how convenient, how "in" it is.. it's the fact that songs in your mp3 sorta become classics.. like..u like this song very much..u store it in ur mp3 den after dozens of years..it will still be there..like a classic.. that's how i feel anyway.. people always say life is full of choices no one ever mentions fear songs with stories are really poignant e.g.titanic and my heart will go on that's why i love musicals so much.. melodies earn a new living when they have a sad story behind them sometimes i think i dun act like a 15-year old i want to.. but sometimes i think i can't richard marx sounds like ah du -.-" some songs dun need flowerish language but still sounds very nice i knew there was somebody somewhere like me alone in the dark haah i'm thinking too much ..i hav a cough >.< yesterday drank too much cold drinks.. once upon a december sometimes it's nice to just dream and keep on dreaming at least you can be whoever you wan in the dream and you dun hav to wake up to this ugly world but dreams always end i'm realli thinking too much haha humans have an amazing heart capacity someone may betray you, done something that hurt you very much but we'll always find some space in our heart to still love them sometimes i wonder why is it i dun feel like a 15-year-old maybe it's due to the fact that i had to fight for what i noe is right while i have absolutely no family support. there was once a time i must have had them too i think i realli might end up with depression if i'm not careful bring me home at last |
