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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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ah i can finally finally blog..... my two comps at home both spoi l.. what shit..now at my aunt's house..the keyboard very hard..den i neva wear specs oso.. so if i type wrong..sorry laa anyway..new year is boring..other than watching shows all day long and eating junk all day long..nothing else to do.. i dun even have time to play mahjong laa den cousins they all like sian sian de i wan play mahjong!! arggh tml going mr tok and ms goh's house.... why they no mahjong de...bleahh i wan gamble!! like what anson said..hands very itchy..-.-" this keyboard realli damn hard to type laa anyway..who says my taste is weird lo..dat day go out wif huizhen sherhan naomi cybil dat time..say what my taste weird..the necklace i say nice they all think not nice.. excuse me..the necklace i bought..mom say it's very nice loh..wad the..it's nice lor..it's one ring den inside got this round "piece of shit" sherhan said........ but it's not shitty it's nice kz >.< and i can't believe i'm wearing the pink skirt px and i bought together.... god pls dun let me wear it again.. wearing skirts are damn damn ma fan..what cannot sit properly..cannot stand properly..cannot do anything properly........ bleahh i wan gamble! ahhh ahhh my brother is in a very gd mood today HE'S LIKE SCREAMING HIS HEAD OFF LAA!! singing i mean but it's all outta tune AHHHH buay tahan laa!!! and somemore is all rock.. den he screamed like siao here he goes again and you will be very sad to hear he's singing SHAN HU HAI omg....... obviously the in-tune genes dun run.. i can sing in tune HE SING OUTTA TUNE oh god.. anyway tml is finally friday..going shopping wif naomi cybil and sherhan!! haha eh might be fun =X gtg. mum wan mi scrub the floor..what the ahh ahh today is the first day of the fourth wk in the first term and i'm already like so sleepy .. erm..i slack for two hours after returning home today.. oh yar..they did the physics experiment with napthalene..i stood outside sometimes sitting sometimes going to the water cooler for half and hour or more.. cos i'm allergic to napthalene -.-" but it's okay..i get to finally understand what's the difference between buds and nodes (you see i was admiring the flowers outisde the lab) anyway..pris didn't wanna munch..so went home lo..read the "sleep tight" book ..as i told pris..it has a very..erm disgusting plot.. the murderer cuts out the victims' eyes and keeps them in his pocket where they are shrunken and smaller. the murderer also grafts plants under their finger tips, their feet and ..erm, private parts? (in truth on the finger tips..cos i think he no time) the murderer keeps them in a spoiled fridge in the basement they are all blondes with blue bright eyes oh yar okay you guys will say i sick la..pris say i yue read yue happy.. where got lo just that so rarely will get this kinda gd ..erm, special, unique M.O. heh anyway..after that..decided to read social studies.. den after reading..didn't think i got everythig in so came online..on comp to be exact..den typed everything out..den when i forget i just refer again to see what i forget.. think i need a coupla times more before i can rmb everything........ i hate social studies. so now going to read chemistry on energy changes..once again it's a freaking test..why do thomas tan like to teach so fast huh? in the end it's all we poor innocents students who need to suffer ur stupid test laa arggh..bbrrgh.. go and read liao.. note to self : tml block lesson during bio and humans class..read social studies again..and try to think of great dad's essay...... but i'd rather type out..... i can't seem to find a good blog layout to replace this one.. and i just typed an entry just now. abt the geisha which i watched. it was nice but i'm too tired to repeat whatever i typed again so just one word :recommended going to gym tml wif mg and pris.. so gtg sleep haix.. schedule for tml gym tuition homework tv sleep .haix how boring can my life be -.-" actually it's okay hi hi didnt' maange to blog yesterday cos my comp dunno why suddenly break down.. den mum wan me to pull the bicycle to her colleague for her kid. dun realli mind since the bicycle is like realli small and too SHORT for me...... yep. den after that..i spent another hour cleaning my brother's room..cos he too busy at work to clean......-.-" dun realli mind either cos i was in a rather gd mood..... anyway. haix my ah ma is in hospital again.. the last time she fell down right? den yesterday she went bac to the hospital to take off the stitches..den after that when she got home..she had a stroke.. when i arrive home dat time.saw my father speaking fervently to someone on the phone. den i tot maybe is market dere de thing.. den mom told me..haix..den father rushed off to see what happened.. amazingly, they say she's okay.(she's 89) den even she had a stroke..she wasn't hospitalized.. erm..is that okay?? mom say it's okay..cos old people get stroke not much to do except to take care of them carefully.. but i tot..(i asked her what was the cause) she looked blur and say father neva say..... .erm. quite worried actually..i'm more pissed at the hospital (alexandra) why they never specify what happened...... was it the operation for the fall..or what?? or maybe she smoked too much? what stupid hospital failed to tell u what happened....... nvm..dun wanna get too upset.. been making pineapple tarts all morning.. still making. it's a lot of work -.-" going to watch memoirs of a geisha today with px and maybe gary.. budden so far..gary hasn't smsed me bac maybe go off courting another girl le la mm weekends..i always slack.. okay, going to finish homework and do the great dad's essay.. AHH and i made pineapple tarts!! it's very very self satisfying........ bullshit mm budden hor, i find it happier in life if you hav a purpose.... like now, although very busy everyday budden studying studying studying.. sorta suits our purpose..i guess.. >.< what am i saying to mg: eh, dun be so pissed off la..jaslyn is just worried abt the racket..it's not ur fault budden dun get so angry oso..dun spoil the friendship!! why am i online? first to see my blog (i'm zi lian can) second to see others (but i oso lian others) third to blog (to make my blog more nice so i can zi lian more) fourth to do draft for functional (this is not relevant) okay blog first we had our height and weight taken today EVERYBODY SHRUNK!!...... my weight remains the same.. but my height!! it was 167.5 (and i insist it's correct) now i'm 166!! NOOO cannot be la cybil where got only 167 cannot be she looks so much taller den anson .. -.-" naomi grew!! amazingly she was the onli one in our class who didn't shrink.... hmm okay okay..den block lesson..today was a breeze la..cos chemistry neva cum..den chem oso neva cum.. so we went home two hours early =P so sadd but i pity the lower sec more..why the hell do they have to have block lessons??? for art??music??home econ??d and t?? .. stupid la!! and you dun use that knowledge in upper sec de loh i pity them for wasting their time in sch hey the teachers oso very tired laa.. we like 12 hours study they like 6 hours teach which is equally okay not equally..pretty tiring too!! the principal should stop sitting in the air con room and try it herself sometimes okay okay..was pretty fed up by the end of the day today. dunno why just fed up..with..dunno what leh so wanted to go home myself..and listen to lee hom (very very very very nice) (dun worry, i dun scream at those i think are talented.unlike some people who screamed abt jay ...) (i didn't say anything!!) erm..but met lijie huizhen and kumboon on the way so .. sniff. i lost my aloneness (i'm weird, shoot me) err..what else..i think i'm like realli going bonkas.. today the stupid math lesson..block lesson i mean..we have to combine with 4/6..and shove asidei the stupid divider..... den everybody was uncomfortable like shit..actually can see..actually can hear..actually oso not very uncomfortable.. and actually, we're not supposed to be paying attention..(that's what everyone's doing anyway) but BUT .... this is the weird part i realli wanted to listen -.-" naomi should noe..it's just, i wanna listen la..den everybody was so noisy everywhere..and i oso think i'm weird cos i actually wanna listen to him explain (he was going through permutation and combi..i noe if i dun listen, i wun ever remember it) .. so yah it was pretty annoying and i begin to think i'm freaking out. why have i contracted the YANYU-SYNDROME............ god ahh..whatever, last year sec four..kiasu a bit nvm la hor and it's not like i very kiasu (self assuring i'm not turning into yanyu..-.-") hmm okay i have to do my draft for functional or else see how i die tml under timing... dieeeee choz! ps: munching is nice pss: esp when anson or weisiang or jiahao (not yet) treats us afterwards =) i know i shouldn't be here.. cos i haven't studied for chem redox test............. BUT I'M LIKE SO DAMN TIRED LAA ..to be exact..i've been studying since morning..9 woke up..den got study a bit..den tuition..den cum bac study geog a bit....... .. see i'm good i'm a good girl and again CHILDREN ARE IRRITATING..KIDS ARE NOT ADORABLE!! THEY ARE DEVILS IN DISGUISE! okay hmm where was i? oh yar..studies studies studies....... okay okay..i'll study..later later........... i realli hate redox..it's like one of my most hated chapters in chemistry. ....... damnn.. did i ever tell you guys? there's this old elderly man staying in my block i think everyday his maid will bring him out to the void deck.. den you can hear him moaning everytime. it's quite pitiful...cos it's like he's trying to bring across a msg that nobody can understand. imagine, i live on the tenth floor he's in the void deck and i can still hear him moaning very clearly.. sighs will we be lidat when we grow old? did i ever tell you guys I HATE LITTLE KIDS!!! .... fine you may think it's what a killer thinks..... but i have reasons to justify my hatred for them okay!! .. start from the top.. spent the morningn clearing room and such.. den afternoon spent it scrubbing the whole kitchen.... was in quite a good mood..cos i bought lee hom's album!!! it's quite nice leh haha okay den after that..around evening..mom and i went over to causeway THERE ARE SO MANY BLOODY KIDS AROUND!! stupid kid no. one venue: dano what he did : ran around putting his big head into the dresses thinking he's playing hide and seek with his parents who are looking for him outisde. even when there are people looking at that particular spot he still pokes his bloody head inside..and he tries to be funny by going into the fitting room and pretending someone is in there fitting stupid kids no.two and three venue:some stupid shop entrance what they did : they were kicking those small small rubber balls around..and my mom was in the way..they carry on kicking..den after dat i was in the way..they actually didn't look up at all and carry on KICKING!!!..............where are their manners i wonder!!! stupid kids all around KIDS JUST DUN LOOK WHERE THEY ARE GOING DO THEY??? they just look down at the stupid floor and ignores eveyrone around them??? and budges in..and pokes you..and knock into you without saying sorry at all!! oh yesh..and they howl and they groan and they whine....... you know something..if this goes on..i might not have any kids at all I HATE KIDS plans for tml asked pris whether wanna go gym..but neva reply..mg wan go? wake up at 7+ do finish homework plus some revision.. den go tuition den after dat cum bac either go gym or continue with revision that's all...... haix said life whatever the channel nine show? the show after the condor heroes ended? it's damn stupid it features two stupid teenagers that haven't reached their puberty trapped in adults body.. when they stare at each other and observe the guy's adam apple and the guy stare at the girl's face and just wanna kiss her or anything and of course, cliche as it is, this happens in an enclosed wardrobe.. and the girl's so innocent she dun feel anything when the guy kiss her and the guy is so damn stupid thinking heh can scare her just by kissing her ... this is just so stupid change channel~ i hate shows with act naive girls and act innocent guys and shows are not real, cos the kids in the show are all guai guai kids. not those howling red faces hi hi it is friday again finally .. this morning everyone was so tired till no one could open their eyes properly during english.... amazingly, i find it okay leh.. as in i'm tired of cos.. but still can focus in class?? .. i think i'm contacting the yanyu syndrome.. after class erm..i had some sorta snack..okay i drank milo packet wif sherhan cybil junjie mingyu and kumboon..den after dat..went to do sanguine booth..which took like so little time next to nothing.......... den went library..tot pris could go home wif me..in the end..chey she go home 6+. so after doing some questions in chinese wb..i went off.. realized the stupid hp was batt dead..so i couldn't call my dad to pick me up even though the timing just right.. luckily..saw zhong ming when i walking out..borrowed his phone..but dad was driving.neva pick up.. den luckily again..saw huabin and weisiang when i walked out opp to buy food to eat (was very hungry)borrowed the ghost's hp..called dad..and he picked up!! yay..so bought curry puff..den walked to ntuc while eating..den met up wif mom..bought ice-cream..go home! btw . ps: i saw ms thoo in ntuc. pss:i greeted her. -.-" oh yar..jiahao started thinking abt cca points..think is my pessimistic mood that influenced him.ohh too bad.. anyway he want us to perform duet in speechday . we are supposed to beg ms lau to let us take part . i'm very diaoed okay laa i dun realli mind.. ahhh i think i'm realli changing.. how how how i'm beginning to feel hardworking.. outta five sch days..i spent almost four whole days after sch in the library munching....... .. and on weekends i also study -.-" ohhh goodddd ..... yanyu syndrome mew~ ..dun ask me why i learn cat mew i'm mewling~ i think is to destress mew mew~ hi hi it is friday again finally .. this morning everyone was so tired till no one could open their eyes properly during english.... amazingly, i find it okay leh.. as in i'm tired of cos.. but still can focus in class?? .. i think i'm contacting the yanyu syndrome.. after class erm..i had some sorta snack..okay i drank milo packet wif sherhan cybil junjie mingyu and kumboon..den after dat..went to do sanguine booth..which took like so little time next to nothing.......... den went library..tot pris could go home wif me..in the end..chey she go home 6+. so after doing some questions in chinese wb..i went off.. realized the stupid hp was batt dead..so i couldn't call my dad to pick me up even though the timing just right.. luckily..saw zhong ming when i walking out..borrowed his phone..but dad was driving.neva pick up.. den luckily again..saw huabin and weisiang when i walked out opp to buy food to eat (was very hungry)borrowed the ghost's hp..called dad..and he picked up!! yay..so bought curry puff..den walked to ntuc while eating..den met up wif mom..bought ice-cream..go home! btw . ps: i saw ms thoo in ntuc. pss:i greeted her. -.-" oh yar..jiahao started thinking abt cca points..think is my pessimistic mood that influenced him.ohh too bad.. anyway he want us to perform duet in speechday . we are supposed to beg ms lau to let us take part . i'm very diaoed okay laa i dun realli mind.. ahhh i think i'm realli changing.. how how how i'm beginning to feel hardworking.. outta five sch days..i spent almost four whole days after sch in the library munching....... .. and on weekends i also study -.-" ohhh goodddd ..... yanyu syndrome mew~ ..dun ask me why i learn cat mew i'm mewling~ i think is to destress mew mew~ yawn.. time check 8.45 so bloody early.. but i've long been influenced by the sleepy queen mg.... anyway mg thanks for saying i'm smart.. at least i know how to kill people and get away with it!! =) anyway..pardon me for typo errors..i'm again without specs (as usual) but am extremely sleepy.. meant to do some math exercises before sleeping...... ..i kept using "anyway" okay fine..today had english...oh yah people..we all have to write commonwealth essay again!!! only two topics seemed like doable..they are water and color!! word limit is 1200-1500..due on 20/2..hmm..i already know what i wanna do..since pris told me yesterday before i slept..i kept planning abt it the whole night long...... and yesh, it involves killing grins* >.< hmm..ahem..but i had a very irrelevant dream okay.. i dreamt of 2/6 chalet haha.. i saw shuling and qijia inside the chalet..it had an air con living room!! -.-" and qijia was using internet while shuling was sleeping.. hmm..den it was some sorta must-exchange-pressies that kinda festival..so i dreamt mi pris and mg went around shoping for each other.. strangely, naomi was nowhere in my dream.. or maybe she's too short i can't see her?? hmm..school now..is kinda okay i guess.i'm more atuned to it..dunno how to say..as in.. i find it easy to automatically take out books to study after school..o.O think must be the influence of the study group yah yah the GREAT WHITE SHARK STUDY GROUP ggssg... and no, jiahao is not the smartest!!! because us (meaning mg mi and pris) won him in every single language!! chinese english and literature!! muahahaha =P shoot me laa (just trying to save face for myself) haha.. but been trying hard to concentrate le la.. i'm aiming for six leh..o levels..must aim higher la..den fall also wun fall so hard.......? whatever, having dreams is noble.......... oh yar..had our first EFL this year...with mrs poh..(po?) erm..hated the way she called us "boys and girls"....instead of "andersenians" (bleah)..but well..erm, the DSA thing just makes mi sad cos i dun hav cca!!! ....... dun remind mi how much that stupid thing sux hmm..budden the JCs..all pretty high cut offs? like what pris said..eh..like quite hard leh.. i still can't make up my mind where to go to after o levels.......... see first lo maybe i'll die before den or maybe..someone may arrest me for attempted murder before den? i'm so sorry i must remain low-profile (what's wrong with me today??) oh yar..that reminds me..the stupid great dads' essay.............. eh what's so fun to write abt my dad? he's human he has two eyes one mouth one nose with two nostrils and he sells veggies dun get me wrong, i'm not ashamed of that. it's just .. how to write!! maybe i'll resort to writing his veggies coming to life?? oh shoot..but they say hav to be real life experiences..if IF we win..or else very paiseh........ .. but hey, we'll never win =) and even if we do my dad dun understand english =) that's it den..too bad i can't write my dad is a murderer.. .. that's too bad .. i better go before i write some stupid recount abt me kiling people ..later the FBI cum arrest me how Ahh .. stupid hi hi...... i'm bored.. slept away the whole day.. after sch ate opp wif dad..den went to hospital see ah ma.. she looks fine =) discharged tml i think.. den when i cum bac.. the weather very very nice so i slept -.-" slept until around 7+..watch show till midnight lo.. got project runway and gre's anatomy!! ...... haix my life. nvm..kept raining these few days..... kinda like this kinda weather..... although very very cold..(since i sitting just beside back door..the cold draft.brr) .. hmm my life now.. only one word to describe "carefree" haha sorta la.. like i said..i keep feeling worri-less now that i have solved my problem.. so everything is like a breeze muahaha ....... satisfied smile* .. (eeee so creepy) ......... bored......~ ahhhhhhhhhh just went to a close relative's daughter's wedding..... it was a buffet at her house......... it was DAMN BORING. somemore we took like dunno how long to get to her house....... the blasted taxi driver DUNNO HOW TO GET THERE...it's like so damn near onli ... den he keep saying 66 wad? when we kept saying it's 644 WA LAU... and my brother wan me to buy that s stupid ipod skin.. when i already asked him to buy when we first bought it.. that idiotic stubborn head.. IDIOT ....... i'm not in my best of mood.. been raining all day long.. normally i would like it.. but...... i'm too sleepy and i dun wanna be too sleepy cos i wan to study!!!! >.< oh yar btw... the stupid wedding buffet? makes me so dread weddings.............. AHHHHHH i haven't do social studies!!! ..haix go iron my uniform le.. stupid stupid stupid mr ang is stupid why make us waste money it's our last year somemore!! saturday.... this whole day..rainning rainning and rainning.. kinda like it..cos very sleepy.. budden.. very cold! .. i lost my calculator lehhh!!! dunno where is it..den it's like..hav to buy one..jiahao say one is thirteen dollars!!..... hmm i watched king kong today!! very very very nice!!! recommended to all!! i love peter jackson..haix..if singapore can produce such films.... hmm..den after dat..i revised math..-.-" sorta get this wk's lesson..so i did... remainder theorem.......>.< meant to do binomial theorem..but i saw remainder theorem first........ now relaxing..later try to look at tuition's.....see whether i rmb.. no..i dun intend to do le.. ahhh hmm..just wanna say something.. got one time last year.. i very sad and depressed right? over that thing.. now that it's solved.. i find everything so damn easy..-.-" so yar.. things get solved some day..... but you hav to fight for your right!! like i did!! haha...i'm damn happy..what's not to be happy when i finally solve my biggest prob it's finally friday!!!! ahhh!! ..this wk..like so many surprises...... actually, the first wk is always the funnest....... something lidat la naomi didn't cum today..sore eyes.. must be from seeing too many cartoons...... i need ss textbook!! (ruth going to give me..no, claire going to give me) den am waiting for the stupid marinne chong..which i dearly needs to read cos mrs theresa lim is like going so fast........ but she still dun wanna cum!!! ..... anyway..haix..every teacher is like talking abt o levels.... i noe i noe it's true but dun keep talking abt it laa .. i think i'm changing..a bit la..to study more lo.. mg oso changing.haha, in the past used to be damn slack..now she's back!! (more powerful den ever!) going to spend later practising piano (sigh) den tml..morn piano..den after dat gym..den cum bac do math........... i shall devote all of sat to math......... sunday morn tuition.. cum bac will study sciences..didn't bring bac bio......>.< shall revise what i can lo .. you noe the onli real thing i'm proud of is.. i still manage to read novels in the morn during breakfast......-.-" ahhhh it's secondary four people!!!!!! jia you!! ah guys !! we are back to school!! hmm..my form teacher is mdm chan............................ co form is mrs goh =) all my other science teachers all all very gdddd geog is mrs theresa lim..also nice literature is miss heng english oso miss heng.. oh yar the banding system haha pris said it "sucks" i'm still in band one..wheras..ahem..huizhen got into band one too........>.< almost half of my class came up.. eh not to say anything but.... all the chao ang moh went down -.-" oh yar..cca.. mi and jiahao went to see mdm lim regarding our pathetic situations.. turns out that actually she wants all teahcers-in charge to take back all the sec fours so that we dun hav to change cca..since there's no time so. i'm still in volleyball ....... sad to say yep.. so lidat lidat loh i just wan a cca ..on my testi....(sounds like testicles) testimonial... erm...school life..oh yar..the new principal. ahem i shall reserve my opinions.. okay okay..sch life is okay..till now not much homework ..... bye bye!! happy sch life everyone!! |
