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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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ohhh i feel so accomplished today and so sinful -.-" cos i ate a lot of junk .. nvm nvm not the pt the point is..i finally did some constructive work throughout the weekend!! =D i studied geog, studied literature, studied bio and managed to read almost two chapters of anne rice who is very good by the way...... i think my english jumped a leap -.-" later got da zhi lao...... looks disgusting any way, why would people wanna put such a shuai andy lau into that....that..that.body builder costume .... but hey, it's andy lau, so i will definitely watch -.-" i'm gonna finish my last part abt the human body.... den do some math feeling very inspired as pris would put it........ so must hang onto this momentum oh and you know fifteen minutes nap really quite work i think i'll try them again again and again ... and i'm in love with brahms haha for pris, if you dun rmb, it's the composer of the song you played with me in 2/6 on the..the tiny keyboard linked to the computer okay.....off! ..tml got math meaning got mama chong ...................... SOMEBODY SAVE ME~ ouch just nicked my toe..... bleeding..ah nvm it'll heal.. just discovered this STEAM programme my bro installed..... ..it's kinda game..erm, game storage warehouse? something lidat? .. who cares anyway, i've just decided on this "study routine" i'm gonna watch an hour of grey's anatomy on youtube.. den i'm gonna study for two hours den another hour of grey's again.... and so it goes. hopefully it works ..... it's kinda scary actually if you think about it, there's no more prep prelims.... and for us mortals unlike anson and such....that's pretty ominous.... ..so..i'm off mugging geog... today is a saturday...... yay~ ..and i dun hav piano haha, cos my piano teacher say what rest for one wk after the exam.. nice right so he shifted the lesson to previous wk .. hmm haven't really planned what to do today.... since naomi and guys went to watch lakehouse..... planning to watch wif px.. where was i..oh yar ..haven't really planned what t do today it's a nice day to stay in -.-" oh yar happy birthday to kb(it's tml) advanced.. ... i already did some reading..think i'm kinda in love with anne rice... why no one calls themself anne porridge.. ..okay..fine den.gonna read through the stack of notes on narayan and krishna..and try to salvage my quite pathetic understanding of TET..... ..den.. i think i feeling quite humans -.-" dun ask me why i start studying already.. it's just.hmm.if you look at your green paper..the what graduating classes schedule..we dun hav much time. ..wa lau, sounds as if we are dying like that... ..but hor, realli not much time. so must start lo think today i'll do combined humans and and.. (think of science jiu sian) ..geog bah ..geog easier funner nicer ....... i'm getting the mg syndrome. yucks .. den den DEN i can wait for my bro to go out so that i can watch grey's anatomy online haha thanks shuling to tell me how to search for the damn episodes... yay!! off! ahh to 4/7 peeps and such..i still cannot find the damn cable to upload the pics -.-" but i'll probably go develop it during the weekend first sorry wor ...i'll try asking my bro.. that time cannot ask cos he had extracted two wisdom teeth and cannot talk properly wahaha i laughed at him like dunno what he was like "hmm..mm..wauhdmm." then i pointed to him and "WAHAHA, YOU ALSO GOT THIS DAY~" .. HEE .. not everyday you get to see ur bro cannot talk okay, esp this bro anyway, today they passed around the prom list thing andd........ me and arkar sorta coerced ruth to go..-.-" i tot is ticked ma, so i ticked for ruth den mdm chan say must sign so i held ruth while arkar signed for her -.-" no choice lo ..it's for her own gd lahh must influence all of you ..cos 4/1 like very few people going must go and create GOOD MEMORIES and somemore the menu right, mg say is BUFFET so you can eat until you SHUANG see so must go!! and you get a chance to see naomi in a gown and heels (me and hz definitely going to makeover her haha) so you hav food, air-con and entertainment (in naomi) oh not enough still hav jiahao to perform for u so nice see got big turtle play piano what more u wan?? it's worth it lo!! LOL .. kz..off to do the geog thingie...... i like mrs lim =D cos she made industrialization fun........... oh btw, i took my physics prac took it in the HOD room whee mr yu is so nice haaha i oso got negative deflection, den i just switched lo, with him in front of me saying "oh, negative? what should you do?....yah correct le" .. that kinda thing nice mr yu!! YAY!!! THE TIME NOW IS 11AM ahhhhh hahaahah wahahah i officially hav finished my grade eight exam! ...onli now need to wait for results.. so not wanna fail anyway, i think i did okay la the examiner look like santa claus as usual, male one la i always get the male ones -.-" he's cute btw =.=" cos he not onli let me play out sight reading but he also prompt me so many times for aural until i get it !!! so stupid me .. but i think the scales and pieces and sight reading are okay.. although i did screw up my bach fugue.. he must be so disgusted............ and i took so long to figure out that the last extract is chromatic scales -.-" ............ so stupid ........ WAD THE FUCK IS YOUR PROB ..exam go well you oso say exam sucks u oso say ......... i borrow skirt from px you oso say what the fuck you wan today.. is another.... horrible.. mrs chong day -.-" the look she gave arkar was so hostile!!! ...... me and zhong ming laughed like shit.. i think ruth was too having a flu to laugh... anyway, i am suddenly so grateful for the existence of worksheets.. without it i think i'll die during her lesson no one is listening wan lah, everyone doing the ws onli ........................... ..eh am hooked on lee hom's finally.. very suitable for tv-show dun u think?? .. wed piano exam leh .. i'm not very nervous. which isn't very gd i think............ .. the whole day today was plauged by this song by nan quan mama...the thing is, i can't rmb what song it is -.-" but i must hav heard it somewhere right....... .. nvm nvm.. ..nth much to blog abt had a very full and happy high-tea with pris ah meng and mg hahaha ah meng~ .... that's minghui for ur info who happens to live near mandai so appt? ... okay la..dun so bad.. i seriously nth much to blog abt oh yesh, except that horrible strawberry cheese roti prata me and px ate..... god..i had diarrhoea straight after la...... -.-" ..wait ah, i try asking her to upload den i'll put it here..so disgusting like human flesh or intestines lidat.. we wanted to order blue berry de.. the next time i'll order then i'll put it here sure to look like martian's flesh.......  this is the disgusting one....doesn't look anything like roti prata does it heeee my computer is up and running again!! been so extremely lag.. dunno wad bro did to make it fast again.. maybe it missed my bro.. yep must be.. so see my bro den get active again... .. lame anyway..new song up! lee hom's finally.. think it's cut from mv..so got some..err..noises at the back.-.-" .. yesterday went to watch ballet under the stars!! it's damn worth it la onli 5 dollars..usual price is 16+ leh and it's super nice .. lemme recount our trip first.. me arkar and hz met at dhoby mrt.. oh yar hz dress so sexy.. -.-" dun mind me i'm just very high now yah yah den arkar led us somewhere..we wanted to go buy tidbits there ma..so they say go NTUC or carrefour or something..den he say underground can go.. so we walked.. and we walked.. den..he said "eh! this place looks familiar!! we walked one round la!" ..smart hor .. anyway we finally found the carrefour inside plaza singh..den wanted to go fortcanning park le.. den cos huimin's directions were realli super lousy..wad walk to parkmall den cross one road den reach le -.-" so we asked this cute looking security guard who was wearing big big sunglasses and lounging.. arkar " err err can you tell us how to go to fortcanning park?" guard "ohh fort canning park huh? very easy!" nearby guard said something abt what columbus and compass..(didn't get it) guard " you walk there (points) then take the first door, then walk till you see the info counter.." (at thsi moment i tot he wanna say he dunno den ask us ask the person there) " then turn left to take the lift up to the fourth floor.." me hz and arkar "huh??" we were all thinking this arkar: fort canning got four levels high ah? hz: go fourth level den w hat? jump down? me: fourth level?? three of us : -.-" guard " den you will alight at the carpark..den stay left all the way till you see the first car barrier den just walk straight" three of us : ....huh? carpark? fort canning next to carpark? .. in the end we made him repeat like three times before we are finally convinced he wasn't playing us.. turns out he's right!! it was a short cut like he said! ..nice guard~!! =D yah yah den we finally found the park prob is it's a big park-.-" so arkar led us finally to this place where there's big big signs of ballet under the stars.. but..we neva see any orange people like what ek theng said.. so..he cleverly led us up THREE SETS OF LONG STAIRS.. at the top..we still dun see anyone.. .. den i called ek theng..and she said we were still far away from them..so she asked us to stay put and so the three of us plopped down on the park bench.......... ... 5 dollars.. all the way to climb stairs ... pants* .. den ek theng and audrey finally came..and led us to this..very ..what's that..oh near ROM..no wonder..the white thingie..err..thing..dunno how to say la they always take pictures there de.. oh btw, there ARE orange people..they gave out this wrist thingie and do balloon scuplting!! eh, arkar knows how to do balloon sculpting leh another thing for mg to swoon abt..since he's her idol and surprising the thing neva burst... and then he deco it to look like a cow.. but it was a short-lived cow..cos it slowly burst to death........... left onli the head, which by the way contains one sole eye.. cyclops cow.. oh..den we arrived just in time to catch anderson's performances.. nice la but same as every year's -.-" oh i saw vanessa performed! hehe den after a long long time..which was entertained by this guy commentator making lame jokes.... the performance finally started it was NICE OKAY ...very very beautiful cos it's dark le ma..den the stage backdrop everything is black de so you're like looking at movie like that haha very nice the performance super beautiful lo ..ballet..needs balance and symmetery.. makes u wonder why naomi is a ballerina... ... coughs* anyway..there was this performance..dying swan.. i like it best haha cos it's very very very very very sad lah it's abt three swans dying..potrayed by three ballerina la.. den all very different in character.. very vivid =) .. nth much to blog abt le.. oh oh..my piano exam coming......ah!!!! and i finally finished my geog essays!! i mean, marking la oh oh i forgot one thing just now i went to buy kfc. den this guy abt same age as us bah, malay gong gong wan think he's new or something i ordered zinger students den he gave me cheese fries.. i scared he needs to pay or something for this kinda mistake (cos ntuc need) so i told him " eh i ordered students meal leh" he: "err, yah wad" me: " students meal no cheese fries leh" he: " err...YAH" .. den he turned to one of his friends oso abt same age "eh, who told me students meal got cheese fries la" ... i forgot to say something throughout the thing, he kept calling me mdm.. ..what's it with kfc people..onli make us feel inferior onli.... called anson SIR..called me MDM.. we looked like police meh . and that, is the tale of my kindness.. ehh. this entry so long.. just now read straits.. abt the saturday special, family violence ...SO DISGUSTING CAN i hate violent people (eh, i scold but i not violent la, i neva even cheat kfc people lo) ... so disgusting.... i mean..it's quite pitiful la ..buti hate it when guys abuse wives..... what's ur prob....... ..must be in-born some defective gene or something.. recessive gene........ ...pui pui .. in any case..make me so sad la there's this report, the mother gets abused by DAUGHTER CAN. ..as in, you dun like ur ah bu, oso dun need lidat right........ ..it's a damn sad world.. i think i'm quite mad i like blogging and surfing the net in the morning......... ..... and i think my computer is quite mad too.. ouch, the lips are peeling..tot i put qutie a lot of lip balm le.. oh yar bac to my comp, it's EXTREMELY SLOW for the first ten mins...den as long as it slugs out the windows explorer den it'll be okay le .. weirdo.. oh..meaning i usually stare at the screen and munch my cold sandwich.. cos it'll give me time to thaw, as ruth puts it.. thawing= the period where you try to stone and wake urself up yah, that period.. .. i better put the sandwich into the fridge first.... ohh..must iron shirt.. think my mother will freak out if she suddenly wakes up now.. ..ouch, stomach ache.. i had a very confusing dream last night.. it was geographical confusing i dreamt of having a geography discussion with someone.. the content was something abt the differences between a lake. a stream, and a sea? ..... den i was trying to be sacarstic and said..err a sea..is a hole in the earth which is filled with water? -.-? .... so stupid.. ..go iron shirt~ okay.. the headache is finally gone.. been haunting me from yesterday till now.. even though i slept more than enough..12 hrs leh .. anyway..gonna play piano later =) ..time to brush up my scales.. next wed exams!! exams! ..wa lao, i'll be missing physics prac la i dun wan leh, like that i'll hav to retake either alone or with another class? .. so awkward lah ..what the ..shit, haven't told mom gonna watch the ballet under the stars tml.. .. sucks, tml is racial harmony.. we borrowed from hannah and alice they all..and yizhen they all la cos scared one party dun ahv. budden hor think.. will be quite..erm .. nvm nvm four years one time..wun die wad .. anyway............ ....nth much to talk abt. bye bye! ..i think this cereal is spoiled or somethi ng it tastes funny.. anyway..today must go bac sch sian.. was having fun with my digi cam yesterday.. think i was depressed haha .. dun talk abt it le feel better after the sleep.. in any case.to add on to the previous list i forgot two very important things.. #HE MUST NOT BE AS GAY AS ANSON.. ...... that's very important..if not anson might wind up seducing him.. # he must either hav a car or will always take bus with me.. ...that's the relevation i got from yesterday's trip..we travelled a long long long way to mg's house...... ... sch ..dun wannn . whiner ..who me?? ... yucks i tihnk i dun eat the cereal le.. eats* my stupid mother dun wanna watch the show i wanted to watch with friends, she say watch with her if not she'll get angry now my father nags onli she dun watch.. so..hav to either watch alone..or watch with someone else..dun feel like socializing these days..maybe will find one primary sch long time neva see de..... .. feeling nostalgic.... argggh my mother just screwed up my day AGAIN.. surprise i realli hate her voice you noe especially that that THAT timebre, THAT pitch THAT nasal voice. sucks .. want to screw out her trachea and larynx. ... i go mg's house play mahjong, cannot ah wanted to play at home de, iS CONSIDERATE OF YOU den neva play at home.. den i knew it, she would say i need to prac piano i going to prac now la what the hel.. and you say wan watch movie den told i going mg's house..den u still say 3pm what's ur fucking problem wan watch watch la, dun wan den nvm i can always watch with friends.... i know it sounds mean to say this..but when u just woke up five mins ago and she said that.. .. it realli sucks ur day away.. and anyway..since mg did that stupid idiotic entry on her ideal boyfriend..i shall do up one too!! (den later we shall force pris to do hers okay?) .. hey, i hav a right to be idiotic right #1 he must noe how to eat fish meat and how to debone them =) cos i love to eat fish meat but i damn afraid of bones =( so he must know how to debone them and give them to me...oh, bonus points if i dun hav to ask!..budden prawns dun need though..cos i can do them myself..not like hz darling who can take eternity to peel prawn shells..where's arthur? #2 he must be very funny, optimistic and just...funny! why? cos i'm funny-sacarstic and pessimistic and i dun like to stick with people my own kind so he must know how to make me laugh when i very not happy but also not those insensitive pricks who keep making cold jokes when u are sad and very buay song (..note i'm talking abt pk)..hahaha ..sot sot de. #3 he MUST have a nice voice =))) this is my fasination as a musician! (pui) but he must have a nice voice! so he can sing to me when i ask him to and i dun hav to listen to er xin songs like jay's ahem...and by nice voice i dun mean like jay's cannot-tell-what-u-singing shit but very very...nice jiu dui le la #4 he must not be afraid of mg this one is self-explanatory i think-.-" cos if he's afraid how to ward off her 7 SEVEN children....monsters i tell u #5 he must know at least how to make cheese cake at least at least at the very least but know how to make cheese cake..cos i love cheese cake =) if not he must be willing to experiment with me and blow up the kitchen together #6 he cannot laugh (too hard) at me when i cry during korean shows #7 this is very important: HE MUST AT LEAST BE 170M tall. please, i'm 165m the very least he must be 166m....eh no, budden like that he'll almost anson's height and anson dun seem very tall to me..i think 170m i just realize this is not a list for my perfect bf..it's more like a list of boredom and shooting people =) ..nvm go on go on(my piano teacher always says de) #8 oh this is extremely important too: i must be comfortable in silences with him cos i dun wanna keep thinking of stuff to talk to him about, it's very xing ku..preferably like ruth..we can talk but we can stone at the same time too #9 he cannot call gf by DARLING HONEY SWEETHEART BABY POOH... cos it's extremely DISGUSTING HAO BU HAO...... darling...~ honey~~~ .ur hair fall of le ma? #10 he must be as sweet as ruth!! ..cos she bought me my favourite korean show!! by herself! which is very ex!!! so nice!! so sweet!!! i shall hug it.....everyday! (dun wan..pollute onli) .. i think i hav lamed enough................... somemore.. #11 he must very nice person (duh) nice as in those gentlemanly nice, those very very nice de la..wun take advantage, wun stab others, wun do this wun do that nice, but also cannot be too NICE..cos den like nuo fu......... eh..i hav a lot of expectations huh. ... it's ALL CRAP la.. bye bye! feel extremely frustrated now wanna lash out at someone or something.. but the thing is I DUNNO WHY.. i just woke up den my mom asked me to peel prawns..wash dishes.. i dun realli feel fan realli at the chores but den i started getting really really irritated at my piano. the sound sucks, the touching sucks even the pedalling sucks. ...... and my mom kept buzzing around saying what pressure pressure pressure hello missy, you dunno nothing abt pressure. who' are the dozens of pupils almost getting no sleep due to the wonderful thing they called exams. i think i hav to calm down.. if not i wun ever to pass bio.. wasted the day with pris..no, put it correctly, i think i wasted her day-.-" .. nvm actually fine i noe why i'm so damn qi . because of THAT thing. . i just... i almost hope o levels will neva end. .. IT SUCKS OKAY SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS ..hav to go tuition.. i think i need retail therapy badly.. going out with my mom and aunt on tue..watch pirates den shop. ..so no mahjong on that day. to pris mg anson: we wanted to play mahjong on tue..budden how abt monday afternoon? me and pris suggested playing real money monopoly instead..so fun! oh my god this is my most happy day this week .. first thing first meigui you are my newest idol AH Bengs and ah lians sucks okay .. had my share this few days too .. dun get it shakes head* anyway..i think your yawn is PERFECT can imagine ur face and i so wish i was next to you.. in any case i have a big big news in fact i'm like super high right now cos that news is too damn grossed out ..... okay you noe today ms heng made that announcement abt grad ball? .. yeah.. well..i hav to use my utmost code-forming brain to form this sentence.. got she got spies see anyway you can probably guess who i'm trying to say ..you noe..it's her..her ..HER la i think you noe winks* and you noe why i mention grad ball right?? use ur head to piece the two together.. just PIECE it...... ..if you dun get it den ask me i swear to god you'll faint with shock or ur head will roll off with laughter........... .. mine almost did .. anyway i'm almost certain my a-math is screwed and thank you god at least for surviving my physics...... .. that was the first time i thought i wouldn't finish revising.. and AND literature PROSE suck i hav no idea what it's trying to say except that it's a very interesting fiction extract. that's it! .. oh..i came online to check what smallvile's all abt.. i like the show very much but i dun understand it .. and honestly, why do we ever like such EXAGGERATED STUFF! ..superman saves the earth again..he tore this huge rocket apart................ ... exaggeration anyway...off~! watch ghost whisperer..it's nice! I GIVE UP.. sucks guess why i am here at 5.25am . i think i'm gonna faint very very soon.. and first thing first PRISCILLA YOU VERY QIAN DA.. .. second thing UNLESS YOU ARE ANSON NEVA NEVA NEVA TRY STUDYING PHYSICS THE DAY BEFORE UR EXAM ..but if you are anson, you dun even need to study .. see the god damn world is UNFAIR......... .. i'm so so so so screwed. i managed to get through the whole bk. but as for practice..i have just reached A.C. generator den felt thorougly exhausted.. took a shower.. no use feel even more comfortable that i wanna sleep i realize i am troubled every morning by this question shld i go opp coffeeshop to eat. or shld i eat mac.or shld i buy that nice cold sandwich from cheers.. ..think i'll ask naomi... .. god..i think i seriously need to sleep but tml is amath and that's the last chance i hav at redeeming myself stupid linear law. linear curve. what the ..... sigh PHYSICS .....DEAD but there's always naomi =/ apparently she went out with her mum..her mum insisted she should take a break.. ..nice if onli i've got a mom like that den i can blame my failing on her too -.-" .. in any case..geog was so screwed too. not as screwed as my a math.. amath is screwed until cannot unscrew see..even me shouldn't cum up with stupid lame jokes like that..so cold ..but the eight mark question on erosion..what the hell totally dunno what u wan me to write ..apparently sherhan write so much until she got no time ......whatever la ..den what was before geog? oh..english ..it's as usual..i dunno..every compre seems the same to me but if cum out fail i'll know why i was probably sleeping or something.. ... AHHHHH why the hell did i take triple science.. not as if i very smart right people like yanyu and anson shld go take and relieve us .. ..no but den if yanyu take..she'll probably die anson take..i think we'll all die, cos he'll become even madder. .......... oh YAR let me tell u guys abt our funny invigilators.. first on the list is this guy, no idea who he is, but looks quite new..should be trainee or something la .. he wears this HUGE specs that's stupposed to look stylish den he walks quite sissy..(but not like mr koh..so cute) and the most wonderful thing abt him is.. he SLEEPS DURING INVIGILATION.. he just totally PA ZAI table shang mian you noe with arms outstretch and everything i glanced up, saw it, stared and looked around to see who's seen the same thing i saw ping kee with this amusing disapproving look on his face i think ping kee got potential to be discipline master la den we proceed to stare a few more mins at the teacher.. ..den lawrence walked in, woke him up embarassingly. actually, when he was sleeping i got look around to see if anyone wanna cheat....... ...... i was THAT bored what'd you expect from am passage that resembles something out of a bio text. anyway den the day before we had this female teacher equally cute she said this " let me read the instrutions to candidates to you" "students who are late for more than half an hour are not allowed to take the exams" "HELLO???? WE ARE LIKE HEREEE??" super cute la ..... cutee~ . erm yah den there's mdm chan always the adorable mdm chan she gave out the writing papers EACH PERSON BY EACH PERSON den she refused to let us write our names when arkar (the stupid neva-take chinese so very daring arkar) said "err err can we write our names?" mdm chan: "no" very cutely ...... yep and she say we neva say thank you so the second round she gave out the the..the..what huh whatever we said "xie xie" very nicely .. super cute la our invigilators....... exams so fun okay that's it wish me luck for physics gdbye gdlook gd dreams! see..i need sleep..badly I SCREWED UP MY GOD DAMN A MATH BIG TIME .. instead of a straight line i drew a CURVE for linear law .. my god MY GOD HOW DUMB CAN I GET .. i think i'm very truamatise.d. i just spent five hrs staring into space, or at lee dong gun (watched vcd) .. feel like damn depressed how stupid can i get.. and i threw away like 20+ marks on this very easy paper .. i'm very very very fucking pissed wif myself sigh suddenly got a burst of inspiration how do you tell someone you realli like that she's changing... (i not les) .. it's just..damn hard i realli dunno how to go about doing it. as in, i noe you're happy doing the things u do but sometimes in life, being happy is not really enough esp in this life and..i dunno..playing all day long doen't realli give u real happiness does it in the end when u look at ur results you'll be sad not because you can't do it but you didn't try ur best. i'm not against playing, realli or shopping or acting bimbotic or idiotic ..cos once in a whlie it helps me destress oso.. but too often doing this sort of thing..just makes u get a very bad habit. i dunno..do you realli noe when to study and when to play? i noe i sound like..what, ur mom? ur dad? but..i guess pan guan zhe is realli more clear. and you're changing i dun need to even see u to noe ..i dunno whether you'll read this really. in the past you would, i guess and maybe you'll grow angry when u read this entry. but i realli dun meant you to get angry or anything just..reflective i hope sigh i noe i realli sound..what controlling or something but when u see ur very gd friend starting to ..well..to lose her focus? you realli get worried. i dun wanna go out with you in the future and feel like strangers it's been too many times that happened to me too many times too many friends became strangers and honestly, you talked about dunno what your future is about. and you want to help people and even if helping peolpe dun require a very good cert the least you can do is to try your best and at least at the end of the day you can tell yourself you put in your best and there's no regrets sigh i still dun think i'm sounding right ..not putting across the correct msg i think jus that, some changes are good some changes aren't. but you can still balance it up if you want to .. i dunno how to say whee guess what now is 2am and i'm gonna take my amath paper in six hrs time .. i'm sooo sooo soo screwed.. i can't even figure out how to do binomial .. esp when mr tan neva went through that kinda question in his notebook.. i think i need help asap.... ..went through almost half the text.. left this year's topic.. think i'll take take a break den continue.. gonna leave binomial till 6+ when naomi can teach me but eh, i think she is even more screwed than i am eh dun get the wrong idea, i didn't stay up till now to do math cos i was very tired during the day.. for some reason even though i didn't watch world cup..i got a super headache during chem paper even though i had enough sleep.. ..den i felt thoroughly exhausted.. so after a fruitless attempt to study with pris i went home to sleep from 6-12am upon which i woke up..and started math..... god.. i think i'm gonna be super screwed.. can someone pls pls pls teach me math.. i came online hoping to find anson still awake -.-" but i think he's not mad to that extent yet.. and weisiang's acct is signed is..but no one is there..think he went hunting. ... sorry, haunting nvm.. it's kinda freaky to be up alone.. hmm but math.. sigh it's such a wonderful companion.. wondering why i'm stil typing? cos i dun wanna go back to my desk and look at that book it's full of stick-outs of many colors now .. cos i'm SUPER DUPER ULTRA HYPER SCREWED. anyway, yesterday took chem and emath paper.. emath was alright i think..considering i neva realli study(okay fine, all i did was look at histograms)..but i think i'll definitely pass =) so optimistic eh as for chem..i noe something will go wrong somewhere.. esp mcq i think my head was pounding when i look at 40 times 4=160 options ... yep students are so damn hard-lived.... ....... why are our lives so..ke lian .. what should i eat for breakfast.. roti prata again ah .. feel like tring mee-rebus.. (how to spell?) ..but dunno how to order.. eeks.. i hate math realli .. anyway, i realize i kinda like exams.. esp the schedule.. can get off early and some how your whole day pass by very quickly and CONSTRUCTIVELY cos you are like mugigng all day.. . hmm. there's tis casino management article ..think my mom cut it out for my bro.. actually, in my opinion, he's quite suited for the job.. number one=his face (just suits la) number two= he likes to gamble (double suits) number three=he likes to see others gamble (triple suits) number four=he likes glamorous stuff (there u go) but if i take up IR management.. and he also takes up this kinda course ..den it will be soo weird.. eh long time neva blog .. was so shocked/surprised/happy to see the tags =/ ALOT OF PEOPLE SUPPORT ENGLAND WAHAHAHAHAA ..budden they are already out........ boo hoo!!! ... the worse thing is..... BRAZIL IS OSO OUT.................. ..... what's in life eh oh yah..den GERMANY OSO OUT...... i think i almost pulled my hair.. stupid france and italy.. okay fine fine, they win, they good la.. doesn't mean i hav to support right.. anyway, it's nice to wake up at 3am everyday to watch match.. eh, i get to eat whole tub of ben and jerry's icecream without mother nagging wahahah ..must be why i feel so fat lately.. and hor, lack of few hours of sleep, will make you feel as if you are actually using your time constructively!! .. i woke up at 3am this morning to watch france versus portugal.. bleah, zidane scored..den i fell asleep with half a brain tuned to the show.. muahaha, as expected, they neva score le.. -.-" i abit cuckoo la dun care me .. went down on wednesday to buy mac at 4am..i noe it's crazy..but i was hungry ma . and it's super scary.cos no people, quiet quiet cold cold ... i think i can be scriptwriter le. anyway, PREP PRELIMS IS HERE EVERYONE! my wish # hope that 4/7 dun go crazy studying # hope that people who slack dun slack le # people like anson..that..kind..of...genius..DUN SCORE! (very unfair!!) .. told u i'm cuckoo been mugging all week.. so now taking well deserved break.. den continue to mug lo.. everybody is mugging mugging mugging~ .... siao leh.... anyway, mr tan teck poh is still gone.. AND MAMA CHONG STIL THERE...... her class is SUPER boring i tell u .. arkar asked us if we can see he said he BARELY can see i asked immediately whether he can hear he lol and said BARELY too. please, and she was wearing amplifier.. ..no offence to her and zhong mi ng but.... YOUR CLASS REALLI SUPER BORING LA .... and she talks rhymes wan leh. serious i can't rmb offhand now but just listen to her got rhythm de .. rhythm and rhyming literature anyone?? .. i think everyone should take up lip reading.. oh yah, and enhanced eyesight..... ..... if not it's realli damn hard to see or hear in her class... MR TAN!!!~ ..somemore these few days..got what huh ..eh ...i just remember that i am forever struggling to stay awake during physics and math........ double charm. .. sigh sigh sigh mama chong.. -.-" another half a year HOW TO TAHAN LAAA eh ENGLAND IS OUT!!! =(((((((( AHHHH fine, luis figo is good but i dun like ronaldo he gave that smug look when he took the penalty kick can't you be more compassionate??? and england has more goal-scoring chances den portugal la!! ....what the! just because the stupid wayne rooney decided to get emotional and shove ronaldo what the hell he suck la .. den the onli striker left in england is peter crouch the ONLY STRIKER ..... hell ... ...... I'M SO PISSED OKAY at that stupid rooney can't you be more MATURE???? ..... AHHH nobody else to support now la okay fine, i support germany.. budden i realli realli realli pity lampard la it's like he's been cursed loh ...sigh it's bad luck all around for the english....... and..he's so shuai somemore...... sigh everyone was so sad and england has nice people okay, nice SYMPATHETIC people (not like somebody starting with R) and they all love their country so much except ..except..that..that.WAYNE ROONEY i dunno why england fans luv him so much he totally suck la even if he hasn't been sent off , i still think he has a bad attitude hormonal rages is it .. den i think he totally....fine, from my inexperienced eye, he screwed up a lot alot alot of balls he ALWAYS lose possession .. i dun wanna say anymore later he cum sue me how watever, can't wait for tml's newspapers.. beckham injured, john terry out, wayne out so much drama .. oh yar, one more thing hz told me ricardo, the portugal goal keeper has bad attitude so HE SUCKS TOO haix shit i feel very very guilty cos i neva study today at all ... went shopping with aunt ma oh yar my mom went to this ..this..i forgot the term but it's specialist for bones de la today got bac her x-ray me and aunt went with her den the doc damn cute leh he's hongkonger.. den he also speak english with a slang he speak canto oso but dun speak chinese -.-" very santa-like my mom got gall stones. and bone degeneration which is common for old people he said it's no big deal la gonna be fine den me and aunt shopped at causeway den at jurong pt den now at her house going to eat later with cousins sigh no studying at all nvm tml and mon .. tml neva comes~ ah whatever.. anyway bought a nice blouse haha ............ why am i so idiotic .. nvm nvm bye! |
