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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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whee i'm proud of myself cos i made use of time perfectly today(pls detect the sarcasm) anyway i just applied those super la medicated oil on my temples and now i think the oil has dripped so that i feel as if i'm a guy with burning sideburns eh, yah, sideburns are supposed to burn ..you noe what i meant lah oh yar to pris: no lah, you'll at most feel like a bloated log next to a super dehydrated stick onli where was i? oh yar..today the freaking four hour HMT paper at least it's over it's not that tiring actually, but it was quite boring and my fingers ache like anything cos the compre? those questions ask for ur own opinions de? i didn't noe how they wanna give marks so i wrote like..quite long. and it's so freaking boring the paper everything is abt "family, family family" and more "family" in any case ruth said it was the first chinese paper she took that she actually understood and the freaking chief examiner took so long after the paper..i practically wanted to kick her...... budden, it's actually quite easier than what i expected, even almost like primary sch essays in the compre.. guess everyone would wanna get As bah ..as if it matters, in like ten yrs everyone will forget how to speak chinese anyway oh yar den i reached home den realized my mom cooked soup again, dumpling soup i think i've been downing that for days..but it's nice..so.. den i took out my little bride was half way through it when pris called and somehow we chatted for ..quite long.. talked abt the idiotic acting of bryan wong in the nine o'clock show.. den i couldn't stand it, so sleepy so went to sleep ..slept till six when my father thought maybe i'll sleep to death so came in and bust my door (literally) i walked out said "huh? what?" den he said "you sleep very long , you never fall asleep meh?" den i was like "yah i got sleep, next time dun come in, i noe when to wake up" -.-" hmm den i watched GOONG (laughs at mg for getting stupidly hooked) actually hor it's not that nice leh, quite boring lah found myself looking longingly at the clock during the show the onli nice thing abt the show is shin and alfred -.-" if you like that show, you'll LOVE kimsamsoon pris hor? (giggles..ee so not me) ..yahh. den i watched you think you can dance, and i finished my lit essay !! it was the o levels paper and i was quite surprised cos the prose was quite clear cut the character so..erm, plain? not plain lah, just one dimensional (plain) now..it's nine o'clock eh tml got chem prac SHITTTTT i noe I NOE i'm gonna screw it up it has been agesssss since i've NOT screwed it up.. so........ okay lah, later i'll prac my mole cos i noticed when i'm nervous, all my moles fly away....(yucks) so there happy mugging! Os coming closer and closer but i dun feel anything!!!!! why like that!! AHHHHHH WHY LIKE THAT!! I NEED MOTIVATION! anyway i realize if you want to take a peek at guys you can go down to my kfc around the night apparently all young peo ple prefers to take the night shift -.-" went down to buy popcorn chicken in the end gave half to my bro.. lang fei qian. .. hmm checking out phones.. when have i become so err? .. budden i still onli look at phones, not the models.. how dumb is that. ah my left eye is shedding eye lashes. -.-" is it autumn for eye kingdom yet? ..painful lah why is it so hard to reach pe ople at 8 pm on a saturday night so close to Os? .. naomi is not at home cybil went out pris is, fine, studying at the mac (i hope she doesn't do anything constructive) I JUST WANNA ASK BIO QUESTIONS, IS THAT SO HARD?? .. i left my two papers there to rot lah, kept telling myself "i'll ask tml" den tml never comes den today finally got the urge to pick up the phone AND NO ONE IS HOME sob my poor life .. in any case, Os is on monday! but it's just chinese but apparently many are sweating over it. dunno why lah, just pass can le what cybil said "cos it'll look ugly on the cert if i get C6" to be honest, i tot they'll just put pass and failed. guess i'm too naive.. -.-" me, naive, dun pei hor .. anyway, i think i was quite constructive today went for piano! (see my lovely piano teacher again, he realli looks like a bear) and he's such a nice person! he says he has a performance at the esplanade around dec, den see whether i'm free or not to go, den i never even ask, and i didn't think abt it but he just said "oh, dun worry, if i ask you all to come, i'll buy tickets for you all wan, dun need you all to pay de" den i gave that "incredible look" and he said "yah, a few teachers here oso" HOW SWEET IS THAT??? aww, i'm in love with piano and the piano teacher hahaha hmm..where was i? oh yar i prac piano ! cos i realize my romantic sucks (..as in, i can't potray the LOVING sentences by schumann lah) schumann's wife is called clara schumann and she's the onli like female pianist ever in history (to be that famous lah) den brahms is in love with her, but she already married schumann and that's why schumann's songs are super loving (and mushy) and romantic wheras brahms' are like so super duper sad (cos an lian ma, xing ku wan la) i think i go every sat to listen to stories onli apparently chopin is oso a very "duo1 qing2 zhong3" as quoted by my teacher ..he was betrayed by his live-in-girlfriend lah poor guy WHERE WAS I? oh.. yah, den..den i did one whole essay on TET! i'm proud of myself! i told myself to do it before going to sleep and i did it! ..yah den i slept for two hours.. den i woke up, did the freaking st joseph paper.. den the ans scheme was so idiotic, and the printing sucks oso, they print 20 questions outta 40 mcq, and like 4 pages outta dunno for section b like, hello? printer spoiled? .. den i READ BIO TEXTBOOK! in case you're wondering why i'm like showing off how constructive i am it's cos i want to ANTAGONIZE pris (antagonistic muscles!) ..which is quite childish but ignore me yep i read that den the whole while i was feeling super hungry so i ate..quite a lot ..den i went down bought a coke for my bro (see, i'm a nice sis) den..i squeeze out like a dozen of oranges for orange juice! i'm super constructive lah ..now is 8.30..think i'll go do half a chem paper later see see see i AM STUDYING lah oh i actually forgot to mention abt yesterday went gown-seeking found this shop in toa payoh recommended by hz quite nice the auntie she was like saying broken english to chao hu us, den i look at her funny and said "err, you can talk chinese you noe" den she was super relieved cos apparently she said "you noe, some students dunno how to say chinese wan leh" sigh the failure of our language system sigh, my dear friend ruth oso belongs to that category .. AHH I MISS HER =D hm where was i? oh yar den we tried and we tried initially at far east already got one shop but too bo-hua den hz bought hers and sl too super funny lah sl was trying one with this..err..what, belt? at the waist to tie de, but those fabric kind belt den she say she can't tie den hz tie until very song lah (song hz) she ying ying la very hard den told sl cos that's what she did to hz before den the auntie said" eh sorry ah, but i think you wear back-to-front" den it was so damn funny hmm i saw one there too according to sl and hz i look nice in it. err, the auntie oso (quite sincerely lah) budden, not much feeling for it i onli felt very tired so.. think my mother going down with me on tue hope it's stil there naomi maybe coming, mg wan come? after prac i think i'll just bring extra tee to sch cos it'll be super irritating to change out of uniform.. see first lo oh yar, naomi wear gowns realli funny -.-" jikkk lah wo bu shi shou de lo i told cybil, cos cannot offend people like pris (sorry sorry) so cannot say we fat but when u stand next to hz.. it's like a branch to a trunk -.-"""" so, have to say "wo men bu shi shou de lo) sob ok ok, fine, anyway, why are guys more skinny den us? it's so not fair i seem to be very talkative today ah.. ..but still got fifteen mins and fresh orange juice rocks everybody! gambatte! for higher chinese! (although i dun feel anything for it) WAHAHAH MG IS HOOKED she's HOOOOKED onto goong! i'm so happy! finally i've influence mg to get hooked to goong! WAHHAAH laughs at her* you are not immune to the SPREAD OF KOREAN DRAMAS hoots* i'm mad dun mind me cos i'm very happy today noe why? COS EVERYONE SCREWED UP PHYSICS! how can you possibly see anything in the bloody lens lah i can't see anything lah like..-.-""" but everyone oso did it the same way : WE HALA!! HALA ONE NUMBER AND PUT IT ON OUR PAPER! wheeee so fun! anywayyyy .. mg agrees that SHIN IS NICER! wahahahhaha .. i'm mad realli realli mad now all we have to do is to wait for pris to get hooked haha korean dramas are "hookers" they "hooked" people ..i think my biggest dream is to go South korea and take part in the production of a drama series -.-" or to take part in any drama series so fun! o.O tml going gown-seeking again with shuling the sofa, naomi the maid, hz the arthur hahahaha i'm mad i'm mad today's mood not bad lehh !!! MAY ALL YOUR DAYS BE AS BEAUTIFUL AS MINE TODAY!! =DDD OH! AND PLS GET HOOKED TO GOONG! .. ps actually i'm not THAT hooked, i'm more hooked to samsoon.. but it's a nice show lo i'm more hooked to the songs. hmm.. i typed out the very..err, childish story which i wrote, the one i found inappropriate to give to ms heng i think my "creativity" is..err quite..err, screwed? ..maybe i'll publish it here.. see first it's so not "soky" as pris would say .. but i'm thinking of writing more... ..writing is not a crime yet in any case, i shld be studying physics prac but tml not morn shift what so i can always study later at 11 .. erm long time no coffee.. shall go and get some.. plus..erm..work on that ..story ..maybe will let you guys see some day but again..it's so not me.. sigh no one is online no one is updating too -.-" why ami always the one to update so often . . let's see..what's on my time table today.. math paper.. physics.. sigh, let's leave physics to the last like last night when i feel most awake and cheerful =) how can anyone listen to goong songs and dun feel cheerful -.-" .. in any case it just occured to me . you noe for every korean show.. like, kim sam soon, den people wan kim sun ah and hyun bin to be together.. den for this goong, apparently the xin and the cai.cai what ah, forgot, aiya, the prince and the bi-gong mama..apparently they are dating or something...... .. so you see, whatever show it is people just want the two of them leads to be realli together. it's normal lah, i also wan budden, it just occured to me. like, like that, the next time they act in some other shows, with some other leads..den the whole thing will repeat again. sigh i think if the two leads are dating, den obviously the show will get "sweeter" right ...... ee, mushy* but, yar la .. why am i saying all these crap. . i'll..hmm, linger a while at youtube.. den..later .hmm, math paper. SIGH ok! i shall watch some youtube on goong. den.. the whole next few hours will be dedicated to... bio and physics .. what a wonderful combi buti already did one english essay lah i think my whole revision english i did the most -.-" omg what have i been doing for the past few weeks WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!!! AHHHHH whoa! pris has TWO new entries! i'm amazed! congrats pris! you're making an improvement! and oh, i'm addicted to the bf criteria thing cos i need someone to buy me momo. sigh okay why am i here? people DO NOT GO TO VIVO CITY! I REPEAT DO NOT GO TO VIVOCITY!! let me list the reasons so that you'll understand i'm not just crapping #all it has is branded branded super branded shops e.g.warehouse, zara, tangs (inside tangs it's ALL branded) plus a lot alot alot more, basically you'll can't buy one shirt without it being 100 bucks # it has half a floor dedicated to KIDS clothing and MATERNITY dressing so unless you are mg and intend to buy clothes for seven kids...DUN GO! it's super irritating okay # the other half of the floor is taken up by TOYS R US!!!!!! today was the opening i think, there was like bloody thousand kids infront of the stupid shop, and even though the shop entrance was merely like..let's see..15 feet? i need to take like 5 mins to walk past it in slow motion cos everyone has to walk behind everyone in LINES!! it's bloody irritating!!! #the stupid city is super big, but it has NO SIGNS you noe i think anderson should donate some signs to them, you can walk like half the big hall with NO signs, do you guys noe how long it took me to find the stupid escalator to the basement??? #related to the previous one, there are TWO escalators, leading to TWO basements, one is carpark, one is where they sell food, and the TWO escalators are WORLDS apart, you noe how far that is huh? # there are stupid kids, idiotic kids, vain kids, bloody (figurative) kids, noisy kids, act cute kids, rich spoilt kids EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!! cos why? why why why? lemme tell you why, cos the bloody management go hire those people you noe to put on the stupid costumes and there was this TALL giraffe and this this this hunter-like thingie and ALL THE STUPID KIDS WERE AROUND THEM paying no heed to the fact that they are CAUSING A STUPID JAM IN THE CORRIDOR # i shan't say anything bad about old people, but when you put old people (who walks slow) and bloody kids (who kick around them) it's REALLY REALLY ANNOYING # PLUS the place also got foreigners, and one of them even CUT MY QUEUE at the fitting room, like, WTF??? #there are TWO foodcourts but they are ALL filled, you noe how bloody big one food court is but we still need to share seats with people?? #there is a big big counter for beverages, but hey, do they have the sense to UNSTOCK THEIR CAN DRINKS FIRST?? nooooo they dun!! they wait for people, there was this very cute guy infront of me, (fine not realli cute) who sadly wore all black, polo and jeans, same as me (-.-") and he asked for 4 pepsi, 1 mountain dew, 1 coke..AND YOU NOE WHAT THE NICE AUNTIE SAID? dun have coke............. NO COKE? NO COKE? NO COKE YOU COME HERE DO BUSINESS FOR WHAT??? and there wasn't enough pepsi also lah, they had to go behind and rip off the plastics to take out one, and den the poor guy had to call his friend to say "eh, no coke, what u wan" den i think he said "green tea then" and the people DUN HAVE GREEN TEA ...the auntie said "chrysanthemum tea can?"..think in the end he took another pepsi........ #okay, see, i ordered teriyaki ramen, my mother ban mian, my aunt this herb chicken (something like that) and they ALL SUCK......my ramen was super salty lah, i think they store the noodles beside salt is it, and the chicken is like haven't thaw yet like that, fine, not that bad, but it's COLDDDD..my mother's ban mian soup was super thin and my aunt's chicken just tasted like chicken, WITHOUT THE HERBS...what the hell is wrong with this place??? (interruption: the nicest thing i ate in the bloody food court, btw, it's KOPITIAM is the ice milo) # i'm not finished yet, how can i be finished, vivocity is NOISY okay, it's REALLY NOISY, you try go there you'll have to shout to talk to your friends. so many people plus i think they didn't do the structuring properly, everything ECHOES back......it's SUPER NOISY lah.. #if you ever go there, try not to wear polo tee with jeans unless you figure is damn good, cos you'll feel SUPER OUTTA PLACE, everyone is like wearing branded goods.....and of course there are twits, he-twits, bimbos, himbos, cum high class people who actually looked nice, and those high class people with super high heels, and shake their butts as if they are scared people dunno they are there (the butts i mean) #oh, and DUN WEAR SLIPPERS..you dunno how many times i got stepped by people, twice by my aunt somemore, cos the place is like ant-filled with people, everyone is like on the hells of everyone............................. ...... i think vivocity even topped orchard on my list of most-hated-shopping-areas ............ DUN GO THERE anyway, just to continue my bloody barrage abt kids i almost rip off their mouths today ..... i was finishing my up math paper on the mrt cos onli left two questions and i dun like to leave it unfinished.. i was doing, i was PLUGGED IN okay, and you shld noe i dun listen to songs very softly .. these..these..two kids both girls they DUN EVEN NOE EACH OTHER LAH they just saw each other, took a liking to each other and decided to treat the mrt as merry go round and went around swinging and WHEE-ing.......................... ....I WAS DOING MATH AND LISTENING TO KOREAN SONGS AND I CAN STILL HEAR THEM .........ARGHGHGHGHH then, when they got off, i tot i'll really kill them when one of them kept saying "BYEEEE BYE BYEEEE BYEEE BYE BYE BYEEEE" how many "BYEEEES" do you have to say huh????????????????????????? ARGHGHGHGHGHGH okay, then another pair of kids, sisters .. i was walking the north east line..to take to harbour front. they began saying this cheer "EVERYWHERE WE GOOOO" "EVERYWHERE WE GOOO" " PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW-OH" "PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW-OH" "WHOOOO WE RRRRR-AH" "WHOOOO WE RRR-AH" "WHERE WE COME FROM!" "WHERE WE COME FROM!!" .. and so on .. like, IT'S THE BLOODY MRT, WHY AM I NOT ALLOWED PEACE ON MRTS HUH??? they should BAN children to take mrt. or maybe they should introduce the stupid 7 rules japan have. .... the onli pair of kids i like was a sister and her bro they were very cutely trying to reach for the hand bars on the mrt but they did it in a very considerate, not-disturbing, kinda-cute way why can't all kids be like them huh HUH? i hate kids i bloody hate kids i rather give birth to a dog (CHOIII) den kids jk lah, meaning i rather have thousands of dogs then kids kids are super super super annoying they are SUPER ANNOYING so dun you DARE go vivocity there's a bloody big TOYS R US THERE DUN GO THERE IT'S SO BIG IT ATTRACTS KIDS FROM MILES AWAY! DUN GO!!! ...... phew wahahha people tell me the song is nice =D IT'S NICE LO .. anyway shit lah i've been doing nothing..NOTHING cannot canot after this but go and do some studying. .. SHIT LAH PEOPLE!!!! i feel so..arghghgh anguish . i just wanna listen to music all day!!! it's like after each piano lesson i feel so damn happy lah and so long i got my mp3 den the world will be very happy haha ..budden, ilook at the work. den wan sleep i still wan sleep ..i'll go finish a paper den sleep.. sighx why can't my future job be surrounded everyday by films and music it's my DREAM -.-"" it's better den syaing i wan be a teacher right ...seriously, without music, i think the world wun be right i have to blog this! i saw this florist's name her name is.. HUANG MEI GUI! as in, her MEIGUI realli is rose that MEIGUI so she's yellow rose! beams* meigui! i found ur sister! i tell you they should realli realli plug out the tv plug in my house it's OBSCENE the way i go ga-ga over korean shows okay okay here's the thing regretably SHIT I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH GONG ............ not realli lah, i wun catch it every day but i'm in LOVE WITH THE SONG and the XIN and it's STUPID the reason why i find him cute realli realli stupid you better listen carefully i didn't even find him cute or anything okay it's REALLI STUPID .. i was watching the episode today cos it's more funny than the rest .and i realize this thing ....... his nose is realli nice -.-" =.="""" there that's the reason why i found him cute ........................... IT'S DUMB RIGHT? PLS TELL ME IT'S DUMB like who looks at guys' noses??? .......... butts yah, body yah (esp hz the pervert) but.. noses??? (me??) like..WHAT THE HELL i'm amazed at my own stupidity AND i've fallen in love with its main song Sarangeengayo SIGHHH see lah this is the reason why i did NOTHING today people shld ban songs okay it's stupid the way i can go from very sad to very happy just because i fell in love with a song and keeps playing it over and over again and smiles at myself (shit, so ws) while marvelling at the wonderful thing they called music ....... I'M SO RETARD LAH noses! can't believe it! but his nose realli very.hmm, tall and elegant (it's a description i found in j.d.robb book) esp from the sides. ........ MY GOSH LISTEN TO ME I'M LIKE A TWIT! lucky i dun talk like TEESH..OHH GAWDDD HEEISH SHOOO SHUAIGX!!<----so anson .. see that's the reason why i couldnt' do my physics. anywaayyy i'm bored i have twenty mins before CHU LU! coughs let's see let's do the boyfriend criteria again hahahahah it's fun!! =) pris why dun u do it?? den u can write -----> #1 he must not be like ben who laughed at me and made me cry .. retard fine here goes! =) (last time got say de i not saying le) (btw before i forget : mg ur post REALLI very retard..but not as retard as me..nose!) # he must know how to install dolby surround into my whole room and whole house so i can listen to music whenever i like!! # he mustn't be WIMPY! (i hate wimpy guys..) meaning he must noe what he wants that kinda person # okay, he dun have to be very very rich, but..at least..he must have enough money to buy me korean vcds and momo!! #oh, he must neva call me fat, cos den i'll hide and cry like pris # he must 1 not be afraid of dead lizards (cos my house got a lot) 2 or he must scream with me and be even more afraid than me (den i got face) # he has to be the studious type cos i can't study............ # oh, preferably he must know how to lie so i can avoid calls from you noe who (i got her call again!!!!) # this is very impt! he must let me play with his fingers! =D # this is oso very impt!! he must be as comfortable as shuling! (she realli damn shufu lah, like sofa like that) and also as compliant as she is wahahah # let me reemmphasize this point, he must have a not-bad voice, cos recently i realize having gary singing jay's songs is realli painful...so yah, must have a not-bad voice.... # he SHOULD NOT have painfully gelled hair sticking into the air like porcuppines or grass with over dose of fertilizers........................... # oh! he must not like to walk too much like pris! so hot! ..... i'm realli going mad. let's continue # not have imaginary friend like mg cos if not i'll go crazy # must quarrel with me often if not i'll be very oppressed and bored (impt!) # must like to talk over the phone over nothing cos i get bored very easily................ # must know when i dun feel like talking and just stare into space with me (like ruth!) # know how to ride a bike and steer infront............and preferably not almost-flip the bike like wee lic did .. speaking of which quite miss that outing quite fun haha can't wait for Os to finish this is turning out to be a long post.. i feel like playing with somebody's fingers.. sigh no one around! maybe tml can play with mg's.... hers so weird, so nails de MY GOD I'M REALLI REALLI DEAD O NANA!!! OOOOO NANA!!! .it's like a vulgar word. # must not nag! i hate nagging people! today my bro oso nagged me! even if he must nag must nag in cute way or else i'll stuff his mouth for sure.............. you noe, i think the onli people who are updating their blogs is me and mg onli neh ... what happened to the rest -.-" blogging is fun wat for people who dunno pls read the post below on my ridiculous dream ok bye bye!!! =D MAY TML BE A NICE DAY! wahhhh i'm here to blog about one of those weird dreams i have again.. anyway, last time was about decapitating you noe who right. ..this is even more big cast.. okay first off it starrs paris hilton and kim ng (MY GOD) i was either kim ng or paris hilton in the story but honestly i cou ldn't tell okay den there's anson, mg, naomi (i think got pris? but dun rmb seeing her later on) and some others (are you honoured you guys are in my "movie?") oh, and there was xinwan, who goes by bridget in the show and has this realli weird beehive hair style (i told you it was weird) err..i think the show started off with, you guys wanna tag along on my piano lesson.. den my piano was spoiled.. oh, i almost forgot, my piano teacher was in it too -.-" i think he got killed or something cos i didn't see him get out (you'll noe what i'm talking abt later) yah, so we went to this place, it's like an underground dome with a lot of doors and it's supposedly a place for people to rent pianos to play that kinda thing (it's not the first time i've been there in my dreams..) so, we were there.. den something happened..i dun rmb..boom bah ahh that kinda thing and we were in this toilet.. we found a lot of teens hiding and there was this two malay "facilitators?" they explained to us but i dun exactly rmb what.. but she said this, and i rmb very clearly "i'd really like to meet your "friend"" den she showed me a piece of paper on it was written something something feliticious ... sounds familiar? ..felicia was the female bad in my dream -.-" how..like..lame is that ? ..okay fine den..we were running..running..running..i oso dunno where.. den made some discoveries..blah blah the whole school is like a combi of anderson , the dome, and my creativity i even rmb kim ng and paris hilton saying to each other "we're the best of partners, let's go" when one of them couldn't move ...... COLD hmm, okay somewhere along the way there's this black guy .i dun even noe him as in, i dun even recognize who the hell is him, maybe some passerby i knock into yesterday in any case, he was the male lead................... and i supposedly had a "thing" with him (oh gosh, caroline and charcoal???? noo!) err, the ending scene was me shouting madly at xinwan to "get the others, STOP and go to the macro something something" (what the hell is that) den all of us were running..leaping running leaping towards this like realli realli huge garden with bridges in between. and either kim or paris was injured and wanted to give up so i kept tugging. den when we were nearing, thousands of us (plus all the others) felt this pulling tug on our necks den this scene was damn movie lah the black guy i supposedly had a thing with? he stood infront of the bridge (somehow he had reached first) held up this very cool black pistol and shot the air infront of us and this reali huge female thing (felicia.) was spurted with her own blood and howled. and even said this "there goes two points" when kim and paris ran past her into the huge garden where thousands of people embrace embrace blah blah yada yada as if we were at graduation and LUCKILY there was no kissing scene with the black guy they just hug phew it's very exhausting you noe when you are running and running ......................... so what do you make of it? i think i'm either too stressed..or too creative -.-" ...oh yar..i woke up clenching my hands.................... headache now lah I HATE MYSELF I REALLI REALLI HATE MYSELF I AM STUPID REALLI STUPID REALLI DUMB IDIOT idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 i hate myself! how can i screw up the simplest of simplest bio prac HUH?? it's like SUPER SIMPLE LAH why did i do it! whyyy!!! why the hell can't i read properly! it's 2.0mm not 20mm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what is the freaking problem with me huh .............. one more criteria my boyfriend shld have (i realized it today) must allow me to stretch/tug/beat/shake/mess/ with his fingers ................. okay fine fine thank you to mg naomi hz shuling pris cos you allowed me to play/tug/mess with your fingers I'M REALLI REALLI STUPID HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO STUPID I JUST WAN SOMEBODY TO KILL ME PLS SOMEBODY KILL ME JUST KILLLLLL MEEEEEEEE argggh ARGGGH i oso dunno what i'm doing now except that i need a little break before reading bio again woot so beautiful the stupid Os.. so near! so beautiful! extremely beautiful! i hate myself.. WHY DID I SLEEP AWAY HALF THE DAY i think sherhan passed her stupid illness to me why else would i sleep and sleep and sleep BLEAH and i just realized the pink razr i wan doesn't have mp3 function sad so decided to change target. haha take the sony ericsson wan lo. ..budden my mother as usual is being reluctant. ..so i have to persuade her and nag and nag and nag AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how come there's nothing to do online?? in any case i noe i sound a bit, well lag, but still i just realized how many entries of mg pris and anson's blog i've not read -.-" seems like i've been skipping "blog skpping" these few days. oh well anyway all of them blogged about, erm, last day of sec school life .. which is erm two days before today . eh i was so, erm, honestly, surprised? at the sadness floating around me honestly lah, all their blogs like so..erm, sad okay fine, pris didn't realli sound sad, more like, longing? (eww) budden i honestly didn't feel a thing at all yada yada i noe what you all wanna say i'm a killer i dun feel sad abish* but i think it's more of a 4/7 thing that day after the farewell assembly they say wan take class photo we took, den vanessa didn't noe how to use a camera, so we spent some time den took again den somebody's camera wanted in, so we took again all the time me and lijie were complaining "huh, still have ah?" .. fine, cold blooded budden..it's like..i'll still be seeing them and there's still Os and after that there's still the graduation ball at the fricking ..oh man, i can't believe i forgot the name of that hotel so, no, i dun realli feel sad -.-" at all in fact, i was actually quite surprised at all the mopping around that day.... apparently it isn't just me lah, weilun oso didn't seem very sad that day what eh, well, that's over 17 or is it 16 days to Os and less than five days to bio prac ah i noe oh btw, i drew up a time table -.-" i'm so un-sok mui right i noe i noe but, eh, i did drew up a time table, i swear it's not realli ugly cos i printed it out so yah, as opposed to msot opinions, it's actually neat and i am following it ..might as well comfort myself and praise myself for following a studying routine if i'm not going to get good results anyway ..slaps oneself* stop putting yourself down yippie Os.. so happy .i'm retarded, dun care abt me AND I'M SUPER BORED NOW ..feel like sleeping every day ....think i'm turning into a pig snorts* diaooo dots in the end neva go out cos px neva call me back.. siann ..nvm lah, since my headache stil throbbing. but, so dumb lah .. what shall i do now. ..hmm all the homework too big piece to do while waitin for px to call SIAN AH .i noe le do chinese -.-" diaooo i think gary has got nurovirus -.-" yesterday talk to him still fine leh according to him today he puke and diarrhoe.. so suay den.. im here now cos px not calling me..as usual and gary is still waiting somewhere in the ulu regions of yishun and weilun oso not msging me back and since i have got nothing to do .. so im blogging today is the last day of school! happy right? im happy at least ..wa lao, tml stil need to go bac sch for english. i think gary must be damn bored....... what shld we do if dun wan watch movies. like onli got world trade center and you me and dupree worth watching lah the rest..dun even talk abt it.. where the hell is px...................... ..initially just wanted to pon school woke up at 5+ today still found the remnants of a headache so i figured, just pon lo .. den when i woke up at 9 the headache was still there.. and after some breakfast it's still there so i went to sleep again.. den when i woke up at 3 the freaking headache is still there it's like a persistent ghost anyhow, this gives me a reason to justify myself boldly infront of chan chan whom btw, i suspect, tried to call me around 8 but what the hell, she thinks everyone in the whole wide world wakes up before 8? ..ah shit headache's still here i wanted to finish up geog and do chem but i swear if i touch anything more heavy than j.d.robb's survival in death i'll probably die i suspect i have brain tumor -.-" choi choi maybe i wun even go to school tml.. depends. this headache is so irritating. ahhh wa biang eh I BUAY TAHAN LE LAH if not for lin xiang ping i wun even bother to watch the stupid channel eight show something diamonds something not for her, the whole show will suck like anything IT'S LIKE ONLI SHE NOES HOW TO ACT LAH bararghghahgaer cannot believe my disgust how can anyone say ch inese until like so shit..and still gets leading roles...... bleahhhh oh i gave up on geog i did three essay den buay tahan liao let's see what did i want to blog about.. had a splitting headache from this morn onwards think got something to do with the horrible dream i had last night forgot what it was abt le in any case i know you all get As for chinese congratulations for obtaining it and for lowering ur L1R5 again congrats so shoo go away now and leave me alone stop asking me whether my L1R5 got lower cos for your information, no it didn;t for your information, my chinese is still b3 you know if you have kept your mouth shut i would have felt happy for you guys however grudgingly i would have said i deserved it for screwing up my chinese compo but i dunno why you just felt it necessary to exclaim and grin in my face when you noe damn well that i feel horrible cos for your information my paper two got 84 84 which is considered quite high but i still get B3 so if you ever think about that, you freaking insensitive idiots you would have known not to do it infront of my face .. in a nutshell i'm not very pissed if i'm realli very pissed you would see the f word somewhere above so, i'm not realli that pissed off yet just wanna let you know that i'm really really not that nice to trifled with and when i told you to shut up it's after like a weekend of tolerating stop asking, stop probing and go somewhere else to celebrate your As yesterday was fun!! =D around 8+15 like that px smsed me asked whether wana go out "admiring moon" cos gary onli free today ma so we went out we cycled to gary's place there..wah sei..i realli got phobia of bicycles.. oso dunno why anyway, was fun we called weilun down, who surprisingly got candles den started lighting candles ..in any case, the fun wasn't in the lighting candles initlally realli got nothing to talk abt leh just sat there stoning den dunno from when we just started talking talking and talking till abt 10+ den somebody said something abt going up to the carpark to see the moon even though we can see the hazy moon from downstairs oso so we went..climbed 5 floors of slope haha den weilun complained he was playing the violin.. cos the bike kept issuing weird sounds dunno lah is just fun that's my idea of fun i guess dun need to be too elaborate just tons of talking dun even rmb much what we talked abt i noe our wish was to push the PSI index up to 400 so that maybe we'll all die and skip Os it was fun =) dunno why, budden going out with primary sch friends will always have stuff to talk abt and always get that "warm fuzzy" feeling (yucks) budden it's true realli missed them a lot alamak PSI 126 i was so happy just now that it was 83.. now it rose again.. damn ..am considering whether or not to watch O saturday stay home movie.. it's supposd to be a remake of the tragedy shakespeare wrote Orthello by josh harnett. eh actually shld be quite nice. but. see see lo am bored and unmotivated and fat -.-" scrape the last brrgh anyway been..qutie a long week dunno how to put it got back results L1R5 9 after all the kind teacher's pulling oh i managed to fail chem prac again think i was the few who failed ..like WOW ..was so damn mad at myself and my e math no A1 cos why?..i forgot to put the curly wirly thing under my vectors. so 9 marks all gave to mdm chong for christmas present .. budden quite okay cos i'm able to go into VJC which is like the onli JC that attracts me i still haven't decide where to go if VJC kicks me lijie oso. sigh dunno how to say it's like in other classes, pris and mg told me that there are a lot of people who got 20 and above den all crying to beg teachers to help them it's very sad..serious even though i dunno anyone like that, but i still feel sad for them den when i compare to my class.. it's like, everyone is vying to get below ten and if you exceed ten it's like you've been sentenced to death i hate that feeling it's precisely what i told pris i shldn't feel sad over my marks cos there's no reason to but in my class, there's every reason to feel sad that's why hate 4/7 nowadays everyone is like talking about JCs and JCs i doubt people like she-who-must-not-be-named actually noe that there are others who are struggling out there like..shut the hell up i'm feeling confused sigh it's realli like a big reflecting mirror or it's like standing in the middle of a + road i simply dunno where to turn yesterday went out "moon admiring" (though the moon is super hazy) with px and her friends all her friends very nice=) all very friendly and just not as stressful den they all say their L1R5 den it's not as good as andersonians i'm not looking down on them, it's just a fact budden, they are all so optimistic and all that lo it's just so different and i felt so happy to be away from people worrying abt not getting into the top JCs (even though i'm like that too i guess) budden a night with them, even though we didn't talk much made me stop feeling that anderson is the world (been feeling that way for a while) like, finally, i can see outside the stupid crazy anderson/triplesci/top class box oh our msg is 10.4 i feel proud fei hua i feel proud and i think we deserved it but. but. i just can't stand people who despises other classes they try as hard too you dumbass/bitch/retard/idiot/vainpot/bimbo you got no right saying they are "pathetic" you are the one that's pathetic, pathetic .. it's like that i guess friends come and go i guess the most impt thing is there were happy memorable times anything that makes u feel sad must be something that makes u feel happy before and even though everyone drifts but everyone is trying at least everyone is trying bah it's the same way anywhere to pris: the "lobang" of 100 dollars that one? my freaking mother says it's a waste of money but dun worry she's the one that's unreasonable apparently she has never attended prom so she doesn't understand the finance involved whatever not like i ever heed her advice cos her advices are so often very wrong fatally wrong yesterday's moon cake festival the moon super hazy like, sigh, no atmosphere at all the park there so few people not re-nao at all you noe, i KNOW that i'm rude to my mother the "you very qian da " look the "eat shit" look the "i dun care what u are saying" look but it's impossible not to do it cos i cannot cannot stand people ordering me what to do what not to do what's right and what's not right i'm 16 i experienced something u never experienced before somethings i noe better den u do whatever ..u noe these few days im realli bad company for people and for myself (as quoted something like that from english teacher) whee! was so impressed by this film that i couldn't wait to come online to blog about it turns out yesterday bro2 went malaysia bought a lot of dvds got click..err, the yet-to-show dupree (owen wilson that one) den got what inside man..got..quite a lot but i dun rmb anyway he was so enthu about dragon tiger gate (stupid english name but well) so we watched together and it was GOOD like realli realli good i neva noticed FIRST gave it four stars it deserves the four stars the one star out if cos of the initial confusion for those of you who dunno wad it's about it starrs donnie yen, nicholas tse and shawn yue it's super good okay you dun hav to be a male specie to appreciate the show the first fifteen minutes you'll probably feel confused with the fights that seems to go on endlessly..and you'll probably express extreme doubt about nicholas's kick (which is like super fake on one stunt) but after that the plot comes in and even though it's supposed to be complicated and hard to get cos it's adapted from a comic it "plays out smooth" as quoted by FIRST and okay, the guys' hairs suck realli, that's how i feel at first but nicholas is cute (so ashamed to admit it) and donnie yen is super cool and shawn yue adds the sense of freshness by being a total idiot and green horn at martial arts ohohoh in a nutshell, my point is : it's not just a cheap martial arts flick i shld recommend ruth to watch it i'll DEFINITELY psycho her to watch it it's BEAUTIFUL okay it's not often you get to see a martial arts flick that has grace, style and is actually aesthetically pleasing for eg, the scene whereby donnie yen wore a blue singlet among slightly silver-tinted err i dunno what grass is it but those very grass-y feathery fields it's ARTTT people and the part where they fought in the baseball pitch the spotlight at the back illuminating the characters in queer and most probably deliberate angles is so, just so, appropriate and you dun feel ridiculous cos it's afterall a baseball pitch and and and (it's like so long since i praise a show so much) martial arts flick, which is assumed to be just plain blood and gore and sweaty guys, is brought to a new level with this show it actually knows subtleness it's like, with the fighting and gore? you can actually see the story and feelings behind each character it's SUPER GOOD okay plus the soundtrack is SUPER DUPER GOOD oso it just adds to the whole thing it's not just shallow people kicking each others' ass (btw, their asses look good too in tight jeans -.-") it's realli people with stories it's realli realli realli impressing and amazing and the moves are like so clean cut (although some moves are like adapted from matrix =/) and the sound effect is just a bonus i almost went deaf during the two hour show know why? my brother was "testing the stereo" as he said in fact he just wanted to blast the thing lah and the vibration almost made me deaf the glass panel on the shelf was shaking lah i'm so super amazed at the patience HDB dwellers have nowadays if it was me? i would have called the police already they are afterall just like 5 mins away =D watch the show! i'll lend u guys! or come my house watch it's REALLI REALLI COOL and it has DEPTH finally..a show with enough substance to make me so enthu wahahah just woke up =) today was quite boring lah but luckily mdm chan gave like so many papers that i can while away time in math anyway..later shall go and finish the math paper now laming with lijie.. actually, i can't believe after 10 months mg is saying mrs lim is not her favourite teacher -.-" quite err..wow? oh shit, i haven booked the chalet i need permission from my mom to use the money oh btw people i lost something again my calculator.............. and i no calculator except the antique 20 yr old one from my bro's deacade.. how to do math???!! okay it's me again it's like my third time online ........ WA KAO I REALLI VERY BORED LAH i just finished the fajar sec paper ..it's seriously very..erm, encouraging -.-" and i can even do it without a decent calculator (i left mine in sch..using the antique version of my bro..i can't even figure out how to change degree to pi and pi to degree) .. watching so you think you can dance i'm sooo sooo soo bored you know i get the thing about connecting with the audience.. but.. when you are playing a super seducing song at the back ..it just looks plain stupid when u smile this "i'm miss world" smile it's like..like..a blonde doll trying to seduce you with a chocolate you noe, that kinda feeling so sorry for my bad analogy I'M SUPER BORED ... think i'm gonna go ka jiao mg CHEY tot my mother wanna watch show..the banquet fixed at 6.30 she went to fall asleep.. and i figured..i oso quite tired i tot she would be watching so i ate dinner super early lah, like around 6 now is 6.15 i'm left with like 4 hrs to kill till i can sleep 4 hrs to spend i mean..later whacked people like mg and pris will think i realli gonna kill people.. anyway i'm BROKE okay fine i'm always broke cos i bought the FIRST magazine..leonardo as cover instead of matt damon (phew) ..super ex can but i just love the damn magazine you noe, i'll be contented if i can just work in that magazine even as a small small small tiny TWEENY post oso can oh btw, in side the magazine, there's this pic of jay in his pending movie, the curse of the golden flower by zhang yi mou i'm very sad to say that when i saw that pic i couldn't curb my amusement and burst into laughter right before lijie and kum boon HE'S REALLI HILARIOUS LAH .. i think he looks much more shuai in his album and in initial d ........................................ MUAHAHA sry, i just flipped the page to see his face again can't help it anyway, the departed (english version of wu jian dao) is gonna be out soon HOW CAN MATT DAMON AND LEONARDO DICAPRIO ACTUALLY HOPE TO REPLACE MY ANDY LAU AND LIANG CHAO WEI??? pur lease it's obvious andy lau is, as quoted by gary: " how ah, this guy is getting more shuai as he gets older." the other one is so super charming too how i wish that the cover page features the two of them and not to mention while the police in hongkong wears cut suits (and looks damn gd in them too) the police in ..where is it? (checks) oh, south boston wears..erm..very badly matched jeans with..with..sweat shirts? i'm sorry to say man but my loyalty lies forever in the duo ... why must god torture me this way my mother is UP AGAIN SHE IS NOT SLEEPING YOU HEAR ME you noe mothers have a strange thing they like to poke their noses into places where they sho uldn't be poked it's as if their nose lengthened once their gave birth a good eg my mother just told me not to make a habit of switching on my table lamp because apparently it takes up a lot of electricity HELLO? relevancy? and as a matter of fact, the lamp does not take up a lot of electricity time check 6.25 what the hell should i do now i have no homework. and i wanna eat my ice-cream.. oh i noe, shall go do fajar sec paper since it's so damn easy (tuition) so damn encouraging |
