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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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this stupid comp is crap like, once i found a skin i like, it starts to hang and it's like just suddenly hang without tell tale buzzing or anything wad the heck anyway, am quite happy today lemme tell u why cos we crashed aj and to all out there who feel that their JCs are boring, dull and simply dreadful go spend just ONE day in AJ you'll feel a lot better (i do) no offense to pris and any other dwellers of the jc but it's REALLY BORING we attended like one bio lecture den throughout the lecture i was really really bored the whole lecture was damn quiet leh, i never experienced such a quiet lecture before in VJ .ours is always "lecturer wan us to talk, but we simply refuse to talk" ..that kinda thing so it's REALLY REALLY quiet and the most amazing thing i couldn't see anyone sleeping! to pris: pls dun tell me it's always like this (what the heck, i just restarted the comp, the stupid comp hanged after i've written like so long..) anyway, in VJ, people just sleep they either 1 like jiawei, tuck their chins in, and sleep while resembling a couch potato 2 like vanessa, whose eyes are too small to notice anyway so they simply just shut their eyes 3 like me, pretending to support myself with my arm while shielding my eyes, den sleep while pretending to stare at the paper 4 like others who simply slump over onto their desks, i dun think the lecturers mind, cos i've seen a whole row do that during lectures (ohyar and our tables rock, they dun tip over to tell the teachers that we've been sleeping) yep, so AJ is like super mugger sch to me anyway, me mg chunying chunkit and pris spent the rest of time stoning and we all solemnly agreed that the sch resembles a rehabiliation centre PLS esp the greenery, the stone tables, the suspiciously-like-chess-boards tables and what's with the color scheme ..no wonder they are so many stones around AJ, cos stoning stoning stoning.. stoning.. (fifty years later) VOILA! you got urself a human-turned-stone .. that's not funny but it's really really that boring in any case, it was worth it lah i think pris was super high and happy today cos she finally got somebody (ies) to talk to in AJ so i guess it's sorta worth it (cos this is the onli and last time we can crash AJ) priscilla, the next tme u feel like calling the depression hotline, just think of the time we were around =D and OH YAR how could i forgot you noe the evil mg and her partner chunying purposely went off to Anderson Sec leaving me and chunkit to go home and HA.HA we are taking the same train and it's not a particularly short trip cos i live in ADMIRALTY ....... and i was thinking "damn, it's gonna be so awkward" so i employed the pris method i asked him to think of questions to ask me ..actually it wasn't that bad lah apparently he CAN talk mg, pls tell him i'm so surprised he can actually carry a conversation oh yesh, and what did we talk abt?? PRISCILLA!!=DDD Course i asked him why he didn't talk to you, den he said .. cos ..cosss he said you are weird den he tried to rectify it he said you are guai guai den he said you are "funny" den i was like doing the " " " sign den he said "funny" again den he said cos he didn't noe u well, so dunno what to say and when i ask him to elaborate he said you like to talk to urself ..so he didn't dare to talk to you AH HUH~ see, see, you are WEIRD too =DD it's not me can! at least he dares to talk to me! he must be so scared or ur internal monologue hahahahah i almost laughed but i didn;t (cos i support pris ma, she's my friend leh) yep, so satisfied that i had managed to carry on a conversation with a person i barely noe (oh wait, i forgot) yep he's now very an wei by the fact that i travel further than him everyday to school (no, FROM sch to home) so everytime he takes the bus, he'll be reminded of me, and he actually smiled a very evil smile.................... .................. ..and i thought he was this zi bi nice guy. ..appearances can be so deceiving.. in any case, where was i oh yar, and another HAPPY THING happened just when i was giving up, and thinking of how to tell the NTU guy that i couldn't go to the concert (cos obviously i can't go alone cos then i'll be deemed zibi and join the zibi club headed by vanessa liu) CYBIL ACTUALLY VERY SHUANG KAI DE SAY SHE'LL GO WITH ME!! cos lah, that person, i'll have to sponsor her but it's ok, SHE ACTUALLY AGREED!! and she said cos she very long time never go out (poor her, stuck in SA, isolated from civilisations) and she wanna go out with me =DDD isn't that just sooo sweet!!! ........ ah no, but i was actualy quite stunned den i went "ohhh myy godddd" ......it's more like "gawwwdd" ....yep, that'show stunned i was so in addition to that i'm going to watch dreamgirs later with peixian ..like damn ten dollars on concert another ten bucks (plus dinner) on movie ..OH MY GOD ..i'm broke .been sp ending a lot lately i oso dunno why but it's ok lah, i'm a teen ..we are supposed to have high expenditure..(who said that? i did) ..hmm, tml have piano ensemble COACHING ..like, deaaadd what's dead in korean and japanese? shld go find out ..once again, i failed to prac it's just so boring playing a twelve page piece (okay can, i onli noe till the ninth) without any melody so it's not my fault i have a short attention span you noe AND! i just realize ..i'm very behind one econs think i'll have to ask weeyang to tutor me since he claims that econs is the onli sub he understood till now.. since it's his SOLE recipient of his attention i guess it shld be quite gd?? .. ..i'm just comforting myself. nvm nvm have fun people oh and pris, you are weird =D there's something wrong with the skin =( when i tried to put the tagboard codes everything will disappear except the grey background den the browser will try to bluff me by saying it has loaded the entire page (done) ..hello, i dun look like a tech-idiot so..yah i'll have to figure out what went wrong ..but that's for another day cos i'm too fed up with it oh yar..what did i wanna blog abt.. does anybody wanna go NUS piano ensemble at esplanade this thurs at 7.30pm with me?? (i noe mg will definitely say no,even though this isn't an orchestra but i think all music except jay's very ahem, well, erm, nice voice will be lost on her.In laymans's terms everything seems like lullaby to her) (and i noe pris wun go once i mention, which i forgot to, that the concert cost 10 bucks..no no she's not cheapo of course, she's just thrifty..but hey, ten bucks for music? music?!!..no no, course she's not cheapo) ..so who am i asking. ..erm, let's see, who else reads my blog?? cybil?? (hey there's always the chance she can make it) ..and of course there's always the..g..no, the ANSON so yah even though going out alone with u will be so weird but i think i'm only left with you as the onli option..it's ok you can pay ten bucks just to go esplanade and look at the beautiful architecture..or you can take it as an investment to try to maybe open ur mind to the beautiful world of MUSIC .. but i noe duh, of course i wun go with him.it's just plain weird.and wrong.and ggg..erm, erm..well, wrong of course everybody noes what i'm trying to say..the gg..gg.. ahem anson pls dun get angry .. so who am i asking? ..i guess no one huh ..why am i so pathetic ..on a happier note THE PRESTIGE is nice in case you are a dumb ass, unappreciative member of the film world (..like priscilla koh su hua), it starrs HUGH JACKMAN ..even though i dun wanna be in the same ranks as people who adores him cos he's good looking. he's really good looking =) not to mention his voice is nice (as in really nice) and he's british (i think) and so his accent is NIIIICE(see) and most importantly, THE SHOW IS GOOD OKAY lemme tell you more abt it it's abt him and christian bale (another eye candy who can actually act..i hate eye candy who can't act, they shld just be eaten up and spit out) who are two magicians..and they are of course vying with each other to be the better performer blah blah blah then it revolves around this "transported man" act which is an act whereby the magician disappears and appears immediately on another side yep and it's kinda sci fic at the end, shan't tell u what happened BUT IT'S GDDDDD it's REALLLY gd ..and of course i noe all of the above will lost on you guys cos... first off you wun take me seriously second off people like pris dun watch english shows (rolls eyes till they drop out..ouch) third off you are too lazy to ask me for the disc which i'll gladly lend u .. nvm i just realize i'm super..well, erm, sacarstic today dun mind me people, i'm not trying to shoot anyone it's just that i have had a...STRUGGLING weekend ask pris, i've been debating the whole weekend over a stupid matter but hey, let's face it women are self-contradicting creatures oh yesh, something someone said long ago stuck in my head ..women will dominate the world if we only dun hate each other................. yep ..kinda make sense but hey, guys can't dominate the world cos they are too dense .so under comparison, females still rock =) omg why am i suddenly so..feminist?? ..must be cos everyone around me are so feminine..refering of cos to the gays in PE (piano ensemble people piano ensemble) and my class..and..and..and. (i dun dare say) .. well speaking of PE ..I'M DEAD LAH TML GOT MOCK NAPFA I'M SO DEAD you have to PASS THE DAMN THING TO NOT GO FOR THE THIRD PERIOD PE.. ommgggg and to pass the damn thing someone told me i'll have to do EIGHT PULLS UP yahhhh I'M SO DEADDD somebody just shoot me kumboon is staying at home tml to watch oscars.. maybe i shld do the same thing?? ponders* but that's quite dumb isn't it when there's an encore at 10pm ..and i'll still have to take the damn mock NAPFA......................... looking at mg's blog* erm, i oso dunno what's going on with you guys and i conclude it's better not to ask..cos afterall i'm onli ju wai ren eh, just an advice, zong suan you hao guo??? . quite qian da advice i noe but dun like that lah like that i very pai seh around u guys leh ok ok where was i oh yar, anson just said the most unbelievable thing he misses "treating me and pris to food opp And" omg ..like, OMG!! i tot he's an old stingy foggy miser!! but he's not! oh my anson i'm so impressed!! oh yar i've begun to talk funny cos watched too much hana kimi ..in lectures i'm beginning to talk to myself..and zone off easily i have like an attention span of three mins? (esp towards female lecturers) anddd i'm beginning to say "haiyo" ........ a bit weird ohh piano ensemble "session" (note: not coaching) is nice hahaha i saw jaslyn's brother but i didn't say i noe jaslyn or anything lah will be so weird, as if i'm trying to la guan xi but the people are nice! but according to aruna (new friend muaha) coaching was.....HORRIBLE and we're supposed to noe the full score le pls, i'm onli like at page three? i'm dead my god!! nvm nvm, i believe i can fly!! ~ i can definitely do it by this weekend ..cos it's easier den solos ma to pris: yay! cheer up! anson is on the prowl!! he's treating us food! cheer up!! aj is not that dull! my sch is more dull! there's always someone sadder than u! (me la) ..and watch hana kimi!! shows coming up hana kimi (yay!) my girl (double yay!, i miss korean shows!!) ugly betty (super gd can, must watch) engine (sherhan's favorite, but i like too) tv is my life!! i told xinyun today my biggest worries of everyday is 1 wad to eat for breakfast this is esp taxing cos onli mac is open at 5am you noe 2 what to eat for lunch this is even more taxing cos VJ canteen, even though it's gd, it's quite limited and i always feel more sleepy den hungry by noon 3 what to watch while having dinner dinner luckily is always decided by my dear mama, so no worroies but this third worry is now solved cos...GOT HANA KIMI!! PEOPLE! DUN WORRY BE HAPPY!! i give up .. it's either the hairdresser was bull shitting me by using second-rated lotion or my hair is too curly to succumb to the iron (wow, what analogy) in other wards I WASTED MY MONEY LA ..it looks like i rebonded the top of my hair cos at the back, it's all curly again ......................... i tell u, it's crap ..if you ask me how the money was worth it the onli answer i have is that at least now it's "tidier" as shuling says what crap we shld all go bald i tell u den no one will feel inferior, no one will have to waste money to style their hair and we can all sleep later cos you dun have to worry abt ur hair sticking up the wrong way (or not sticking up at all for the guys) den there wun be gel to mess up mrt trains there wun be hair combs to lose isn't it great?? so yah we shld all go bald one day just for fun .......... what the heck lah so wasted my money.. or i think i shld call the hair dresser..tell her i think she didn't do a gd job.. ....................................... what the shit .. really WHAT THE SHIT .. anyway as for sch matters onli got one sentence, or question to say ponder abt it ..do they know their expressions tell? that's it, think abt it and what it means today is the our last public holiday bet you both pris and her darling weilun are both mugging at home ohyar i forgot to tell u guys pris has fallen in love with weilun it's called yi jian zhong qin but poor her cos weilun has proclaimed his eternal love for his evon ah, such tragedy .. in any case i'm also mugging .. not really mugging, just trying to catch up cos i pon too many days (and more are to come since felicia wants to crash aj) ..just finished reading gp..quite a big stack..den going on to geog.. since geog is abt earthquakes.. it'll be quite fast.. den i'll watch hana kimi one episode =D den i'll continue to do mathematics first (first time.) den do econs cos i'm totally lost in econs our econs lecturer is now a female with a super tia voice she not purposely tia wan but super tia and quite boring sigh yah..that's all happy mugging and revising everyone oh yar i forgot to make a very important point i'm beginning to think my life lacks of meaning seriously i can onli find meaning in watching shows.. if not i find meaning in doing homework (how crap is that) and i have the increasing need to go somewhere else where no one knows me and sorta starts a new or something but.......... of cos that ain't possible. ......what the heck oh yar crap need to prac piano oso shit lah ..suddenly like not enough time.. 我不要你解释 我不要你发誓 我只要你记得此刻你眼里我的样子 爱我不要解释 爱我不要发誓 这一刻到世界末日让我们一起把爱 化成最美最美的钻石
to mg: dun worry la we didn't play mahjong we onli played abt two rounds den we decided it was boring weilun suggested going marina bay to watch fireworks (which is vibrantly agreed) budden gary the pig thinks it's too far.. and priscilla of cos being the yishun pig wants to stay in the area and wanna go home.. den in the end..after half an hr of deliberation .. we decided to go town to walk around (me gary and weilun) budden after eating at kfc.. we decided that just walking around admiral garden is fine. so we sorta just talked at the garden there loh shit i'm in those "EMO" mood now ........... it's actually quite nice i like talking =D ask priscilla, she'll agree it's nice oh, and however much we both wanna deny it, i have great friends =DD sometimes i wonder if i missed (as in cuo guo) my primary sch friends ..what would happen i think i'll really become oppressed and be like a murderer px gary weilun (jiajun, zhiwei, karen blah blah) ..yah, getting emo damn i dun even wanna go home lah we all felt like just staying there whole night talking how sad can life be if you can't find this type of friends? oh and of cos i saw felicia!!! hahaah, if you wanna noe how boring we were, go look at mg's blog ..we were damn boring can i think she got scared off by us MUST be i just realize i gotta stay home tml and perfect at least three pages of the rondo if not i'm so dead ..i'll really be super dead why do they wanna have coaching after cross country!! it's so inhumane!! it's totally against the rules! cross country ends damn early leh but ur coaching..ur stupid coaching wa laooo ..nvm where was i oh yar, friends quite grateful i have them haha  to darling mg of cos i'll tell you which of the cutest things i love on earth!!! in fact, i'll just put it right here so the whole world can see! and hey, i have a fragile de xin lin de ok btw notice i'm like blogging every few ten mins cosss i feel very bad i'm watching hana kimi for like a few hrs straight on laptop so i'l waiting to see if there's anything good on tv muahahah as if it makes a difference cny see whether got gd show shun bian shou ye ma
to pris: does it bring back wonderful memories???
i just realize something! i have laptop!! laptop!! omg!! which means i can watch fullhouse!! cos my vcd player spoiled!! omg omg fullhouse or hana kimi?? full house or hana kimi??? omgggg mg shall send u more later off for show marathon ahhhh gan jue hao xing fu!!!~~~~ i can watch korean shows ALL NIGHT!! in MY ROOM! with NO PARENTS!! omgggggg soooo shiok!!! HAO XING FU WORRRR if u actually think about it it's quite pathetic to spend the new year this way budden..i guess that's the curse of the twentieth century after reunion dinner .. my elder bro went back to his room, reviewing for the millionth time the soccer match between thailand and singapore the other bro went back to his room too, browsing the channels for any gd shows to watch me went back to my room too, switching on my laptop and going on a hana kimi marathon ............................... isn't it like quite pathetic suddenly wish that i'm with naomi's family..bet hers wun be like this but it's just like that.. every year so i guess i shld be quite used to it ..just that i wonder whether my father and mother feels kinda sad or maybe all humans shld feel kinda sad it's the new year you noe and i can see people playing mahjong across the block and we're all stuck with watching tv/watching tv via vcr/watching tv via internet .. it's really quite pathetic in any case have a happy new year =D oh shit i just realize something i can't go for the cross country cosss cosss i can't tie my hair how to run when i can't tie my hair? .. oh my that's so vain budden it's true..i dun wanna tie my hair cos i spent 75 bucks cheering myself up it'll totally ruin my mood ... so..i guess i'll have to go get an mc..maybe menstrual pain?? .............. bleahhh to mg: i did ur dumb quiz it's really dumb my answers are.. 1 0 2 6 3 anson 4 gary 5 pris 6 mg 7 kakei 8 blank 9 blank 10 bank 11 blank the reason why i put blanks for all the songs cos i like too many songs to recall them and since most of the songs i like are in korean i dunno the titles in any case...back to the dumb quiz THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE. are u serious??? how can i love anson? first of all he doesn't qualify cos he's too gay...... and second of all, he's still too gay and third of all, he's still too gay ..how can i love him??? vomits* THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7 once again HELLO?? KAKEI??? ........ i have never dreamt of having an relationship with him unless it's nightmare and he doesn't qualify cos his singing sucks(i think) so nope, out YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you put in SPACE 4. which is also crap i dun care MOST abt him but *reflecting upon past o levels scene* i care a CERTAIN extent abt him but it's sooo crap!!! THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL ..are u sure??? priscilla?? ............. hmmph THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS THE YOUR LUCKY STAR. wow, meaning that, mg will have to follow me when i do my killings so i wun get caught =D ................................ conclusion the quiz is utter crap was super bored when i did it wa lao, my gastric still got prob ..eh no my stomach got prob, not gastric ..am waiting for my lazy bro to fetch me to amk to give shuling's dad a bag of goodies in exchange for a month of free ride to the sch oh, i rebonded it doesn't look very rebonded dun worry it doesn't look like crap (which is often the case since i onli mess up my hair via hairdresser when i'm in a stressed mode) it actually looks quite nice.. you'll noe what i mean..cos it isn't very straight at the ends. oh..but most imptly.. i dun have to fan abt it in sch le..damn irritating ................where's my bro. checks* still watching football forever the scene of how thailand was given a penalty.. anyway i am STILL feeling stressed, even though normally i would be quite happy after four hrs of hair cut........................... think it's the stomach oh i forgot to tell you i stayed up till three am yesterday!!! and i dun even feel tired~ cos i have my trusty laptop!! wahahha guess what i did? you got it! do you get it? i watched hana kimi!! whee it's not as nice as korean shows..but it's not bad for a ou xiang ju at least some of them can act properly but..ella really likes to act cute (a bit over the top i think sometimes) wahhahahaa i finally have a show to ji tuo my fragile de xin lin eewwww..gross right but it's nice wahahah watch!!! happy new year everybody! and dun ask me to play mahjong unless you sponsor money i need money...so i cant LOSE! let me tell you how "ROMANTIC" a setting i'm in erm i am currently using my bro's laptop which is sitting on my oak desk and my desk is facing the window, thus i can see the sky outside and then i am doing all this by CANDLELIGHT nope, i'm not being a lag valentine fanatic i'm using those candles (those ruth super like de) cos my table lamp has given up on me so has my ceiling light like, what the heck, my room doesn't have light and the laptop's light is obviously not enough for me to see where i'm going (small as my room is it's actually still quite possible to bump and hurt yourself) see so romantic right but it doesn't matter i have a laptop~~~ which means i watch hana kimi (hua yang shao nian shao nu) until I SHUANG muahahahahahah suuper son g suppppper song suuuuuuper song actually it's sorta nice i might consider buying more of these kinda candles quite nice =D i think i haven't been myself lately or maybe i was just being the depressed self i dunno, everything just seems... seems..argh i need a dose of something happy oh HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU rocks! it's nice at least the second episode is nice =D cheered me up maybe i'll call ruth everything isn't going well i dunno la it's just .. i'm in that kinda mood le ..gonna go rebond tml.. i'm in that kinda very messed up mood ..if you've noticed, i always mess up my hair when i'm in this kinda mood release stress got retail therapy..this kind called dunno what therapy...... and reading px's previous entry makes me depressed can i have the feeling everything is slipping through my fingers like everything that i wan to feel isn't there i can't say some stuff cos it'll affect those around me but in fact..i dun think those around me noticed ..wanna go play pool with teng loong px and gary again i wanna be in that mood again ..i noe you dunno what i'm talking abt.. nvm what the i know i'm in an unreasonable mood now but try to patronize me here i was suddenly struck with this feeling that i dun even need to go back to VJ cos the sole reason why i'm going back there is cos "of familiarity" but where's the familiarity when everybody is changing their combis/classes/ccas it's not only naomi lah, jinning, stephanie everybody oso changing can you try to understand my feelings now my mother wants me to change to the chem combi naomi is taking oso she say it's more useful i oso agree but the thing is WHY SHOULD I TAKE CHEMISTRY WHEN I'M DOING MASS COMM IN U?? hello??? it's the same reason why I SHOULD TAKE JC COURSE?? can you see the irony? den what, if i really change to the chem combi, den i get into hwa chong den what the heck am i supposed to take then? take one month of chem, den carry on or give up? what the fuck is wrong with this world all i wanna do is to take the stuff that i wanna take i wanna take mass comm, but cannot, cos JC is supposedly better than poly i wanna take arts, but cannot, cos CHEMISTRY is supposedly better than LITERATURE what's wrong with this freaking society can't someone take a unique path without being critiqued? like, why can't i take what i want without people peeking over my shoulders and poking their noses into my business you noe i have the feeling that i'm losing myself?? and the FEELING SUCKS i dun even mind playing piano under my teacher everyday you noe i dun even wanna continue my education now after all this trouble do you have any idea how STUPID AND FRUSTRATED i feel it's like my goal is straight ahead but everyone keeps pushing me to the left to the right to the left to the right like, what the fuck, why can't i just go straight?? and the most horrid thing is even i'm giving myself unnecessary troubles i care too much for my mother's opinions she say wan chem, den i'll be like pause*, considers chem i'm seriously tired i noe some people will keep thinking why i have to give myself so much stress just take JC mah den go U la so simple right BUT I DUN WAN THAT KIND OF LIFE the same way i dun wan to lead a clerical life doing whatever shit that i dun like if i can get drunk i'll get drunk right now first choice : hwa chong arts second choice : vj arts third choice : aj arts guess that's it what the fuck one whole big round and i'm back to where i started from what the heck not being able to go poly is going to be my biggest regret why is it that the government insist on the two year jc course they shld just scrap it lah it's so damn useless why do you wanna continue with another two year of similar-sec-sch education?? they shld just scrap it and put in poly two year course before you go for university isn't it more useful? everybody thinks so but everybody choose to go jc cos it's easier to go university my god, why has singapore become such a "degree" society of course, i also have to do it lah what the heck my mother thinks so, father thinks so even my two brothers so rarely also agree together that i shld go poly to quote my SECOND BROTHER he said " you got SEVEN POINTS? SEVEN POINTS GO POLY FOR WHAT SHIT? GO JC LAH" .. there and my cousin oso say go jc aunt oso say go jc even GARY oso say go jc .. guess there's no time for regrets le i promise i promise i promise wheni grow up, i'll definitely do what my heart says there's too little time for so much regrets finally can get into blogger what the people i'm still undecided to stay in VJ, or go poly at least i've decided to give a shot at HCI put it as first choice (since everybody says it is a gd place..) den second choice is the decisive factor cos no matter what i put be it vj or poly i'll definitely get in (how often can you hear that..) as in not many people can go into BOTH poly and VJ. what the hell -.-" so weird hey..help me make a decision.. http://www.np.edu.sg/corpcomm/jae2007/dvfx.aspx this is the digital visual effects course i'm interested in..in ngee ann okay fine, all the courses i'm interested in is in ngee ann -.-" helpp~ http://www.np.edu.sg/corpcomm/jae2007/mcm.aspx mass comm http://www.np.edu.sg/corpcomm/jae2007/fsv.aspx film sound and video even though i think what i really wan is the last one but if i take, i have this distinct feeling my mother will kill me cos it's quite..no future i noe i noe people help i really dunno what to do with my life i tried to envision myself staying in VJ ..the picture i got was "boring..routine..the onli interest is piano..and maybe doing quite well cos i dun find arts subjects hard" .. but it's so booooring .. wheras for poly it's "fresh, flexible, my interest, persuing (and proving weilun wrong) what i wan" budden there's still the risk of not making it to U and the risk of not fitting into the culture and the risk of getting a class which i hate (again) .. yah i need advice people pls pls pls look at the courses and tag... oh yar went tampiness today with naomi bought a ton of valentine's stuff can ..wa lao, i'm super super broke lahh (againnnn) how come all my money like disappear as soon as they come?? my godddd you guys better get ready valentine's presents..cos i GOT buy la okayy o levels is out and i know everyone is super funny cos anderson scored very very well we got like an msg of 9+ which means we are like BAND ONE ONE and mrs poh was so happy that she kept smiling and everyone was super proud to be an andersonian at least i was and it's great to sit in your own class, to see your cohort again and then when the results are out i realize that i dun feel anything against sherhan le when i said congrats, i meant it it's the best feeling when i congrats weilun, sherhan, benjamin (that idiot) kakei jody i really really meant it the feeling really rocks really, when i see them so happy i felt so happy too it's quite literally an emotional ride at least for others i was pretty calm at first when i got my own results, i rushed over to see how naomi got after glancing at my own she damn idiot la got cheated by pat goh pat goh told her got one B she was so damn scared like cried even before getting her score in the end got eight lah my dear you wasted all your tears and everyone scored very very well the whole anderson sec was celebrating i think weilun that idiot of cos got top scorer (he was still saying yesterday what what if what if) erm somemore oh yar our gang scored very well oso 6 7 8 all around that range it's really "throw a stone and you'll hit someone less than ten" that's how gd the results were was damn proud really to be andersonian dun you think the feeling to congrats people you barely noe, but care abt, is great like alvin, yongkiat, and others lah just tot the feeling was great like the whole cohort is finally one big family but it's a little too late isn't it when we are going to part den the spirit is so great but of cos there are people who didn't do as well wee yang couldn't stay in vj he was so damn sad hey nvm lah think of it this way no matter what JC you go to you'll wind up in a U den wind up in some mediocre job which you'll prob hate ok that's pessimistic view but really, it's ok you did well enough goes out to all those who didn't do as well leroy oso cried (i can't believe i forgot his name) cos he can't stay in RJ? i think so right? i was so shocked cos he cried like shit just wanted to tell everybody that everyone did ok, no, very good really oh yar Anson, dun be so sad damn shocked when you cried la never really see you cry before be a man!! how can you cry!! and you still did well enough to stay NJ!! it's okayyy it's not fair really, exams aren't really fair but it's ok, we all did our best =) oh yah i cried like shit when i saw gary's msg he got 22 and i knew he was sad without asking cos i noe he wanted to stay in jc den for some reason i started crying very hard it's like..anderson is in this euphoria that everyone did very well den suddenly his msg blasted that balloon reminded me that some people aren't as fortunate and i dunno why i cried oso mg oso cried cos spikey got 23 it's just not very fair is it why good people aren't as smart, or good at acad wheras people with their priorities all screwed up (i'm not really that shooting her just stating an example) gets gd results so, yah, grades aren't everything but anyway i didn't know i was that "emo" haha, to put it in stupid terms shocked myself lah i just felt so sad den was reminded of how much i care abt them, didn't noe it too till then i think i wld have cried harder if naomi or someone else in and got very poor grades or actually i dunno what i was crying for wld it be diff if he had came into anderson? what was i crying for? den when i went home with mg and pris feel like everything is like a dream it's a cliche but it's true i feel..so i can't even rmb slogging for the exams no wonder they say life is a dream does what you do really matter even if you score very well nobody will rmb it in twenty years it won't matter even to you in twenty years i think the fact that i cried for gary will be more deeply etched in my memories than my grades but let's not be too pessimistic we did good anderson rocks friendship rocks dun ever let go of worthy friends went home yesterday with weilun and he said anderson sec is another touch-and-go place for him den he said, but primary sch is diff, at least he felt that way i was super happy this afternoon when i went to anderson cos i was thinking it's over secondary sch/life/journey/process is over and i did well enough i didn't have much regrets (dun talk abt cca) i made great friends, mg, pris, naomi, hz, ruth cybil made great memories (pris kakei ben sitting together, stoning with ruth, walking with mg in the rain, competing with 4/6) suffered under great teachers (theresa lim, ttp) made great discoveries abt myself, what i wan, what i like, what matters so it is enough if you think of it that way it really is great..i have an impending sorethroat you noe the kind you can feel? yah i have it i think me and naomi breathe in too much paint yesterday lah what the heck we had to paint the class banner for the phoenix house..(yah my house is phoenix) i dun think i told you the cheer before pris dun laugh i noe you will laugh cos the cheer is so damn rhymy mg dun laugh or else i promise i'll kill you (ur birthday promise doesn't count in the new year) it goes like this PHOENIX! where? PHOENIX! where? PHOENIX!! up there (points up) .. yah that's the cheer so cheery huh anyway we had to paint a banner and another board for chinese new year deco so we sorta splited into two groups .. and we realize the group doing the banner has never painted banner before not that i can blame them..i mean, who would go buy pa int and cloth to paint banners when your sch doesn't require it right but it's quite evident ..cos they bought pa ints without any thinner (jessie told me the auntie say can use detergent) and to that she didn't bring detergent and they bought four brushes to share among twenty four peo ple. so yah naomi to the rescue cos she drew the banner anyway there was this super complicated phoenix and it turned out like crap when we tried to outline it cos first we used fingers (no brushes) we tried to comfort ourselves it's for the effect second the outline was in rose pink when it's supposed to be fiery red (wrong paint color) . soo. yah den of course dearest naomi volunteered to take home and complete it and of course dearest me couldn't bear to see her sloughing it out alone so i went along too to the zi bi one (vanessa) WHERE WERE YOU GUYS AND YILING??? ..bleah never come help so after cic me and naomi sorta cheong back to her house by cab (the uncle bluffed us btw) and started work and we wind up STILL using fingers for the whole phoenix cos it really has a different effect..whether it turns out nice or not i dunno cos when i left she was still doing her mother damn nice can help us buy food, treat me dinner, help us buy paints, treat me cab fare super nice! =D say thanks to ur mom again naomi! so yep super tired today so didn't wanna go to sch shall go look for pris later around 1.45 to mg: YOU NEVER COME! now i'll be the one anti-social, where got people crash alone de?? and reading pris's blog makes people depressed to priscilla, i shan't say you are not fat (cos you'll curse at me for lying anyway) but i noe exactly how it feels to FEEL fat esp when yesterday lijie was exclaiming her disbelief that her waist is 26 (hello???) and comparing to a 23 inch waist huizhen and me and naomi were at the side with wee yang shaking our heads and reflecting upon our poor figures.. oh yah..somemore i have to wear like minimum M size for skirts and pants and max XL size cos i realize my hips are actually existent (unlike goh lijie) it's super depressing to ask for L size for skirts can so yah, i noe how it feels -.-" oh and you HAVE GOT DISTINCT CHARACTER TRAITS LA you just have to show them in aj lemme see, to avoid priscilla getting depressed and lost in her quest to find the "real me" i shall list out some of her charater traits 1 she tells very cold jokes 2 she laughs at very cold jokes 3 we like to gossip a lot 4 she likes to act stupid (esp her way of expressing her l ongingness for mg) 5 she joins very weird ccas 6 she loves korean shows!! 7 she can appreciate good music!! 8 she's funny does that help? (actually the list quite lamee) but that's just the way to tell you you are not transparent lah i also have the same feeling i'm not acting like "me" in VJ and i never knew i could feel such ha ppiness from ponning one day of sch until today but i'm still quite "me" in VJ cos i dun like you, i wun pretend to like you or anything and i will try to work with you, cos i noe the society is like that but i wun really try to socialize that's so me right killer traits (eh nice ring to it) ciaoo one more day to Os YAY!! i got through the piano qualifying rounds.. quite horrifying to say the truth..onli like four outta my group got in and no, it's not cos it's hard it's cos everybody played like shit serious lah the piano was the petrof in the same room i used to prac with my teacher so i tot "Great, good piano" in the end......... something went wrong lah, the pedalling got prob, the piano sounds as if got pedal when you dun press anything and the keys are like to-fu ..... i was the second one the first one played a lot of wrong. den i tot i sucked enough le, cos i started off too fast..and the rhythm was a bit off den i realize as i sat there l istening to the others they are even worse which is quite hard to describe they either were too nervous, or some of them dun even noe the notes (ie they neva prepare) i was esp pissed with the last guy can he looked pretty ok, den his hair like very rebond type at the front, a bit ah beng, a bit onli lah but he was like very laid back very relaxed so i tot , oh, he must be very confident den when he went up.......... MY GOD CAN YOU JUST GET OUTTA THE ROOM pls it's so damn obvious you didn't even properly prepare for it lah if you dun wanna put in effort pls for goodness sake dun go for the qualifying rounds you're wasting everybody's time he took the longest can, finding notes and stuff when he was supposed to already know them ..was so angry oh yah lemme explain the rationale of me wanting to win first cos what my teacher said makes sense piano is for performing if you dun perform for others, den what, play at home and be zi bi (like vanessa) is it so yah make sense second cos winning got $$$$$ wheeee HAHAHA ok ok anyway, den after that met MEIGUI!! lovely wonderful meigui!! haha den we talked had lunch at bk den shop bugis street it's all her fault lah i bought this shirt (which i protested was too small for me) and she said can lah can lah in the end went home realize it's really a bit too tight i wld be like a bu yao lian de xiao zha bo if i wear can..like think own self figure very nice like that.. think i'll wait until i shed like..TEN KILOS?? points finger* ur fault lah! oh yar den we went back to fi nd pris onli managed to talk like fifteen mins but it was nice nevertheless I MISSED YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOO MUCH =))) oh yar people in case you are dense O LEVEL RESULTS CONFIRM FRIDAY 2.30 yippie! ..i very qian da right i noe i noe and the freaking zhong kun must be him zhong kun is my music director for piano ensemble what's ur prob why put my coaching session this wk lah what the heck i haven't even totally get the first page lah i'm deaddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd Cannot emphasize the word more....... dead dead dead wa lao, everytime on the bus i wanna sleep everytime reach home realize that oops, too late no time to sleep i have to prac piano (which alwasy takes up one hr) do filing and some reading (min with some cutting corners half hr) den left what time to sleep la sob sob I MISS YOU ALL!! to mg: i just realized i also got see before the john dunne poem on your blog.. yah it's pretty nice but cos they used it to illustrate conceit (which is a literary device) so i was pretty put off..-.-" very very tired i have to sleep soon or else i'll die listening to tank's new album.. oh yar i actually fell into a deep sleep on the bus den there's this two k ind uncles tapped me on the shoulder i thought what he wan den he say "girl, you sleep handphone cannot put there ah, got pickpockets de" den i realize to my horror that my hp was just left on my bag i wasn't even holding it anyone can just take den i smiled groggily and said thank you haha so kind why can't there be nicer singaporeans like them den no one would say we're not helpful superrr tired what else.. tank's album like not bad. ohhh tell you abt pia no assemble so many ggs gay guys tsk tsk i shldn't be saying this budden it's true lah!! i would have been so happy if there are a few more chim jiahaos but nope, none and what the heck lah i was given two scores den this morn the head smsed me say got mixed one girl no score, so i have to give one score to her den he say give the debussy score i was like..@(#4@(# that one nicer of the two lah ohh guess what the remaining score? ..my partner is the head of council his name is marc, everyone knows him cos fine, the way he hold assembly is very cute i noe he's a nice guy lah when they girl told me my partner was marc i was like "huh, who is marc?" (i tot it's someone from piano ensemble) den she stared at me and say "the president of student council" den i stared at her for quite a while before i said "huh??! that marc?" the whole room laughed lah i think i looked bewildered or something............... and the most horrible thing is i dun like the score and i seemed to see the horrible history with me and jiahao me and naomi again the "can't get the right rhythm" not to say the intepretation part......... crapppp i'm back cos now they wan us to research and present next wk abt the romantic period wa lao i dun wan theory lesson if i wan i wld go for music subject ok......... my god i dun wan and the guys are sooooooooooooo gay ok i have to enter so much cos there are a lot of subjects in discussions here den scarely one of us see then die...that's why hmm yesh i got to know this gg (which stands for you noe what) his name is Joshua..den another gg is barnabus which is the same name as naomi's bro and right now she's standing beside me and the si han (the gir leader or whatever) said that i look like "an naomi" and she looks like "a sok mui" .. hello, like that's a bad thing and it's sooooooooooo stupid i dun see your bro lah jaslyn! i wan to see non-gg~! i have had enough lah! my class all gg!! gtg.. again -.-" yay!! i can blog!! i'm in a cca that can blog so fun!! =) notice my tone is like priscilla so pls think carefully over whether i meant what i said above but anyway it's rather slack i'm in........ PIANO ASSEMBLE we are currently in this comp lab and this girl said it's called music appreciation session so they are playing music from the romantic period cos it's valentine's this month and the guys in this cca damnnnnn gay .. so everyone is using the comp................. and the girl just said we're supposed to have "fun" oh no.. gtg |
cute sia??? muahaha
sooooo sweet!!!
of cos i haven't forgotten abt u!! momo!!!