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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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i think i finally figured out which part of the brain is wrong eh that sounds as if i have cancer or some tumour or something no lah, the rhythm thingie you noe if they are right abt what right hand train will train left brain, left hand train will train right brain den i think my right brain is the one with the rhythm problem i dunno how to put it in less scary terms budden whenever i play it's like one side of the brain and my left hand cannot coordinate with the other side ..bleah and i tested it out you noe whne u listen to songs, classical songs you can like sortta use the hand to beat the rhythm out ..i tried and realize my left hand is super lag -.-" ewww haiyo, me am trying earnestly to cure that part of the brain ah later eating kayaballs and this time it's mg's treat who ask her to forget abt us ..sob i have so much stuff to do lah but keeping busy is a gd thing as in, i dun wanna just rot at home do nothing but play comp games, go shopping, play comp games, go shopping like that very..not constructive right i hate... math graphing tutorial (sucks, i hateh graphs!!) econs tutorial(nooooooo) PI (i love the thing i'm doing on but it's such a hard topic!!) ..hmm, gonna do math now, or no, eat lunch while reading great ex.. den do math den hopefully research a bit on PI suckskkkkskskks! PW hahaha but i still love the thing i'm doing burlesque =D okayyy you see, me pris and mg yue hao to eat kaya balls at 6pm at amk central cos pris has cca at 7pm so, the last time pris smsed mg to double confirm was in the morning so we all assumed it was set i was super pissed to find that i was locked in in sch and i could only get out at 5.30 realising that i would be very very late and might wind up eating kaya balls with mg alone, i began to call mg to double check that i would indeed be eating kaya balls with her but....she didn't reply my smses, nor ans the calls so me with my very bad tempered was even more bad tempered when i saw some inconsiderate people on the train and i kept mentally pushing the train to go faster -.-" cos i wanna reach amk faster upon reaching the place mg stillllll hasn't replied nor answered her phone 6.40 i reached kaya balls stall and began eating the kaya balls pris was with me till 5 mins later when she sadly had to go for her astronomy club leaving me munching the balls alone, miserably realising i cut a lonely figure with the lonely ah pek at my side i moved to a place where i can admire the guys doing bicycle stunts and continued to bombard mg with phonecalls and smses i called ANN my dearest mg, to check whether mg was with her then i began to realize "when has mg not answered her phone unless she's sleeping at home? den i realize i didn't have her home no and couldn't for the hell of me rmb so..i called the one person who would know her no. anson -.-" den i called her home den her mom said she wasn't home den me and anson began to worry and pris began to worry and she finally called me and told me she forgot, she's in nj ......... ...... ....... >>>>>.<<<<<< i'm getting wrinkles giving that look ANG MEI GUI YOU WIN LIAO LOH ..... you noe, if you guys pang seh me like once per month or several times more i might actually become fit enough to run 2.4 and pass cos i kept walking around while holding on to dear life to my phone which is already low batt you noe how emotionally stressing it is???? bleahhh ANG MEIGUI!!! Before i begin the reproaching that ang mei gui deserves..let me first do away with the mundane stuff i hardly believe it's friday and yes, fridays are nice, i've always loved fridays cos first it's the last day of sch, second i get to sleep in for the next two days, third there's piano on the following day, fourth, homework gets to be put on hold what's there not to like we stayed in sch for the whole of the afternoon for sports day and it's so dumb, the guard had orders to lock us in until after the whole affair had ended as i had already yue pris and mg to enjoy the infamous kaya balls..i can't help but being pissed but anyway, it started raining halfway through, but it didn't quite dampen the spirts though oh, naomi was the ursa mascot, that's a bear and in her case, it was a very short, fat, cuddly bear with huge feet the first event was mascot race and being fooled into thinking that there were eight houses instead of six, she slowly strolled rather cutely behind all of the other mascots while holding on also very very cutely to her big head while the whole sch laughs at her absurdity later we found out that you can only see by looking through the bear's mouth -.-" so yep, she last in the mascot race, but she was damnnnnn cute and my house phoenix was first, he was also damn cute cos our costumes can be just lifted up by the hem like a very big skirt so our captain just lifted it up, den the gun went, den he shot off like an orange cracker ..as opposed to the big brown lump of bear trilling behind.. hmm..other fun stuff oh the cheerleading not bad lah, considering the little amount of time phoenix team had to choreograph the whole thing..it's a gd effort lah but other houses some were damn gd reminds me of the time we tried pathetically to form a cheer leading team in sec two rememer? it's so pathetic that all i can rmb of it is that it's pathetic hmm yesh, to pris: you'll prob feel better this wednesday cos i'll be going for My interview it's the interview for the humanities scholarship i'm a little surprised that i got true..cos considering my cca records..i bet they are just plain kaypoh cos in that essay i wrote something abt trying to explain my poor cca grades will only paint a picture of irresponsibility so yep, i bet you they are just plain kaypoh abt what happened but yeah, my CT smsed me to say there's an impt note for me in his pigeon hole and later on he told me that it's the interview for the humanities scholarship somehow i think my CT doesn't really like me -.-" cos he always seem super solemn when talking to me (is it my face?) oh yep i'll prob screw up the interview too it's on wednesday which is also ECONS day meaning i'll miss YET ANOTHER econs lecture ..you noe because of the fact that i used to pon wednesdays cos it's only one subject ..now i'm super blur in econs like damn lah, if i miss another one (not as if i understand when i go, but still, maybe five percent will still get in) i'll prob need econs tuition budden back on the topic interviews are meant to be screwed up been having bad luck with my interviews lately argh, but i dun really care lah, if dun have the scholarship not as if i'll die right okay that's all for the mundane stuff lets begin the mg pounding okayy i forgot to blog abt this cos was too tired that day we went to the dance thingie right? vanessa went right??? ACT ONE intermission, the group of three were heading out to take a breather and explore the damn school which seems to be built on money itself vanessa liu as usual was joking abt something which the author here cannot remember unable to control her short stubby legs, she tripped on the steps just to prove that the steps can say OUCH at the pain she inflicted on the poor thing..they were just lying there innocently when she kicked them..so sad ACT TWO coming back from the breather to once again immerse ourselves in the religious atmosphere..vanessa liu enthusiatically was telling us some other thing when she once AGAIN tripped on the steps..this time round she had the grace to turn her head to the nearest wall and commence banging her slightly hollow and thick head against it..probably in repentance for the pain she dealt the poor steps ACT THREE end of the whole show and the night isn't young already..so the group of us were actually quite glad to go home since the whole affair had been rather dull..this time round vanessa liu finally spared the poor steps "phew for them..gone with haste thy short legs" they say..yet instead the owner of thy pair of short legs obviously didn't have eyes, working eyes i mean and this time round, she bumped against a pram..luckily there was no baby in it..naomi and this author began accusing her of being just outrageous ACT FOUR the group figured there must be SOME bus to take back to NEWTON mrt so they began to walk towards the bus stop..of course vanessa liu couldn't possibly stop talking (the universe would stop spinning then). the group was walking quite happily along the more than wide enough lane when she suddenly surprised the group by doing a rather ungraceful twist with some weird side step to avoid knocking into a lamp post..considering the size and the light emitted by thy lamp post we can only deduce that vanessa liu was at fault..once again proving that she didn't have working eyes ACT FIVE the group finally reached NEWTON mrt..naomi and this author happily tapped our cards and went in when vanessa liu asked the two to wait up while she began rummaging her bag for her ezlink card. sad to say, the ez link card must have seen the bleakness in following this master around and as a fact, had decided to elope with some other master. refusing to believe her luck, she began to back trace her steps in the hope of wooing back the already-given-up-hope ez link while the other two leaned against the gates rather aesthetically awaiting her return. she did this once, twice and finally when the officer asked her what's wrong, admitted that her abuse of her card has led to its departure..hence forth, the depressed vanessa borrowed five dollars from this author (take note!) to obtain a spare-tyre-card to replace the one which has broken her card ACT SIX more down on her luck than ever, the vanessa liu departed the world this morning at 2am, bidding farewell to her loved ones, including me who still has five dollars unretrievable mortgage from her .. NO LAH act six is i hala one de lah but seriously you've gotta admit vanessa liu is really hopeless.. haiyo i looked at my test results so pathetic and why hasn't priscilla done the test? and who is ho kit huh ?? he/she did my test and i dunno who he is -.-" in any case i'm actually waiting for my hair to dry so that i can go down to buy the soft loaf of white bread and buy newspaper cos it's been a LONGGG time since i read abt current affairs oh gosh and i still have PW i have nooo inkling what i wanna do lah and tml we have PW session which means that mean mr najib is sure gonna ask us what we wanna do arghh i was very amused when i saw the test results everyone thinks that i think that hyun bin is the shuaiest guy on earth ..that's so sad muahahaha nobody got that correct ohhh anson was the only one who got the most hated shopping list correct congrats! no prize though! we are such boring people ...creating and taking tests -.-" hmm OHHH i have to dedicate the next entry to vanessa liu it's CLASSIC okay..  Create your own Friend Test here TO PRIS: THERE'S A NOTE AT THE MIDDLE FOR YOU, READ IT! okayy here goes we found seats and sat down den we realize the person on stage, this chinese man wearing what naomi claims to be for zombies (those round decorated chinese costumes..i dunno how to say) was making a speech abt the lord, jesus christ and such and such ..den he asked us to pray ..and all these he said it in very proper chinese. .. at the risk of being runned down by naomi and all other christians......i still have to post this entry if not i'll be letting down my status of being an agnostic, go check the dictionary so yah, me and vanessa were like o.O when they prayed and naomi apologized profusely that she didn't know it was a christian thing, she honestly thought it's just a performance organized by the church so yep prayers over, the performance started. first up ...this woman called grace, sorta a director for the whole jia de performance troupe, and this other man came out to sing a very..very..well, not very R&B song praising .. yeah, you got it, jesus christ and yeah you got it again, it's in CHINESE and if it can't get worse, the lights were totally like those of hungry ghosts' festivals. i swear i'm not trying to be anti-christ i just dun get it wait wait but i can't deny that the woman and man has a good voice lah oh, and there were members of the troupe around them..erm, dancing .yah. okayokay, then the next performance was of this three very young girls and they were brilliant really really they were brilliant as in, i really think their bodies are made of dough or something they just twist and bend as if it doesn't hurt and those aren't bones so yep,they're really brilliant vanessa especially was damn impressed oh, but if you've watched CIRQUE DU SOLEIL before (i had the luck to watch it on tv)..you wouldn't be damn impressed not trying to put them down, cos they are damn good considering their age TO PRIS: my god, i finally found another person who really doesn't know what's cirque du soleil, that's NAOMI, how can the two of you all NOT know what's cirque du soleil? they are like VERY VERY famous for their acrobats you know...........brrrr back to the pt so yep they were brilliant oh my how can i forget to mention since the start of the singing i saw this guy who's REALLY REALLY REALLY PRETTY i think if he'll probably do better than wu zun if he went taiwan to act in ou xiang ju really lah, he's damn pretty can i was quite infatuated with him (at the start, you'll see why later) so yah the next performance was him (his name is zhang piao..) and this very young girl i can't rmb her name and THIS performance was the best it shows the girl balancing on top of zhang piao doing HUNDRED EIGHTY rotation i dunno how to tell you but she's balancing on her TOES and she's doing rotation and she's not even trembling! i think this performance is the best simply cos there's actually FORM.. when they dance ballet there's actually FORM i dunno how to say this lah but for the rest of the performances, i dunno, it just seems that the choreography doesn't show the grace of ballerinas, or even the form of dance maybe i'm not gd enough to criticise but that's how i feel lah but this two were great and den i was thinking, they really really trust each other the members of the troupe all have very tragic backgrounds, most of them are orphans i think den the grace took them in and trained them in dancing and stuff you know i really dun believe in christianity i rather believe the kindness in man like how how these orphans were taken in and given something good instead and it's so so evident that they trust each other very much i dunno how to put it but it's very obvious and it's very touching instead of all the christianity speeches, i was rather more touched by how they trust each other and how there's still kindness on earth yah anyway den after that it was all crap ... lemme tell you why i'm not that infatuated with zhang piao anymore after the intermission their programme was this dance telling the story of.. yeah you got it! jesus christ o.O ..and it was really boring you noe that story is the most well known all across the globe, no one exactly noes the story of guan yin, nor prophet muhammad but everyone noes the story of christ ..and..you noe who plays christ.. yeah you got it! it's zhang piao ......... i really really dun intend to offend anyone (esp naomi!!) but i really dun believe in any religion somebody told me once that i shld believe in something, that religion is impt i never say that i will FOREVER be this detached but for now, i'm an agnostic so i really dun believe what they say about christ being able to cure those who were blind cure those who were lame and most ridiculous of all, revive those were who dead i really dun believe cos like what vanessa said if it's really true then we dun need surgeons or doctors all we need are preachers and fathers if all you have to do is to believe and have faith in christ and he'll cure all your agonies then who's the lame auntie selling tissues at the corner who are the people lying unconscious in the hospital i dun deny that there might be a god somewhere up there i just dun believe that he would devote as much attention to us as you thought you guys shld read f.paul.wilson it's what represents what i feel best everyone thought there's a god but the god is actually only using a miniscule of his attention to monitor us who are his properties just that, properties there's this scene where the christ was crucified and they really had this giant cross and the zhang piao was chained to it ..it was quite a disturbing picture to me it's the only scene i actually woke up to appreciate how deep and serious their faith is you noe if you tell me that jesus really exist and he really an xin carry all the sins of man i would prob still accept it cos there are brave men, courageous men, men with faith but this, sorry, i can't accept wah, very long post but continuing i just thought that whole performance was too focused on preaching than to actually show their children's potential that's what i really feel sigh but it's good lah, no matter what, the orphans have a home and somewhere to belong put it that way, it doesn't matter what i believe in or what they believe in i can't believe it's sunday again which means PE again tml.. i think my most hated subject now is PE.. PEOPLE CAN WE PLS HURRY UP AND PLAY BADMINTON..why can't we play during the night???? okay anyway yesterday while i was happily doodling around with sims 2..mg called and insisted upon me going out to mug.. and then i realize my mother asked me to wash the toilet.. again .. so i did..den went out and of course the rest of them didn' get much outta the "mugging session" and i was ostracized at one side cos i was busy doing my econs essay hey but seriously, if i dun do it yesterday, i wun have time to do it today what ..so yep, proud to say that i'm the only person who finished what they're supposed to do =D soooooooooooo dun ever pry me away from sims for "mugging session" ok? hmm yah den went home..bro was nice and said he'll give me a lift to acs barker cos he's going downtown (so weird) oh and my family bought a car yep it's champagne colored and it looks as ordinary as can be ..no lah why does the car sound so bad here i just dun like those original cars that look like any other cars on the expressway when i have my own car..it'll either be very very cool or very very outrageous no other pt ma yah and even my mother asked me "why you so sad we bought a car" just cos i wasn't jumping around and screaming "yay! we've got a car!" you see, my logical reasoning is the car ain't cool i'll puke in the car i really prefer lorries the car takes up money every month so i wasn't exactly thrilled but since they already bought. ah, it's gd lah, at least now got something which can fit the whole family i guess yah anyway my bro went to newton mrt to fetch naomi and vanessa both of them were late and we screamed to vanessa over the phone to "run!!!" apparently she really did, on her short stubby legs nah it's ok, my bro isn't very easy to get pissed off and guess what, naomi didn't noe what acs barker look like or even acs primary and acs barker is the same -.-" so we spent some time outside the compound debating in the back of the lorry whether this scary looking haunted sch building is the one ..the security guard came out finally to clarify that yes this scary looking haunted sch building is the one ...... you know naomi told us it's an acrobatics-dance performance ..she forgot to mention that it's CHRISTIAN .. -.-" so just in case you are wondering what really happened in that two hrs and more i shall tell you oh btw, it's gonna be a long post cos even though the performance really isn't up to par...it provoked a lot of thoughts in me.. so yep, i'll post it on a seperate entry..so you can just skip it if you dun wanna noe =D whee was home today around three thirty damn happy cos finally, there's a day when i can come home early oh and i slept again on the train..trains are nice place to sleep in..of course mg would argue buses are better but i insist trains are better i think i'm making considerable progress at great expectations you noe, reading it makes a person feels more scholarly and sophisticated..besides the fact that it's about as hard to read and understand as a dictionary budden, i'm kinda hooked -.-" it's actually quite nice and i had to tear my eyes away from it just now in order to hang my wet uniform i think i'm gonna look like..weird in VJ's uniform totally ermmm let's see what are my plans for tonight.. shall do some reading online about "green" plans... realized that i know too little abt it for GP ...wait, did i mention how much time i took for the damn GP essay last night i slept at midnight you know it's just that hard to write..foir some reason i never had that kinda problem in previous english essays.. GP stressed laaaa and tml there's GP and PW, continuously two hrs in the afternoon..like what crap after which i got CIC interview..kb said they asked a series of weird questions and i dun get it why must you ask "do you wanna run for ex-co" when you know damn well we dunno how the hell to ans that? say no, and they immediately dropped you to the ranks of "admit only if short of members" say yes and they immediately berate you for "selling yourself" and not to mention you yourself will feel so cheap for saying that hey i got leadership qualities like what i told hz, we shld just say that "my leadership qualities are still hidden and awaits discovery, CIC will help me uncover the potential and hopefully help me in leading the rest.." sounds like something outta GP.. like, really, ask something else for interview can..it's all the standard questions..sigh ..and i realize i haven't touched my piano for a longggg time ..later ..hmm yah..read materials on that.. den must read wilfred owen war poems..cos miss chia will likely shoot us questions tml..ah read the beginning of econs if possible.. i'm leaving econs for the weekend.. and yahh i take back my word..cos i scolded pris when she said she wanna buy assessments for math but now i totally agree cos i find math in jc damn slack very bu xi guan cos in anderson it's like daily drilling camp..........sorta miss it awwww eh you noe my whole body is like damn itchy i oso dunno why like bitten by small bugs like that omg dun tell me my mattress got bed bugs eh cannot be lah, my mother sleeps there too, she didn't complain leh ............. arghhhharghh aza....aza.................! it's highly probable that i wun get to sleep tonight.. nah it's ok i grabbed the time to sleep when i was on the train earlier.. practically just blacked out on the train. some stupid girls came on at yishun who were extremely noisy...... and this stupid female baby shrieked at the top of her voice, literally startling me awake.. and hey i was wearing headset somemore.can u imagine the frequency of her shriek. ...babies yep i slept on the train..this morn in the taxi..at sch (if i haven't i prob can't stay awake during econs today.) den when i reached home and after a very heated argument with my mom whereby i insisted i look like an idiot in that length of a skirt, i tried to sleep again and you noe i couldn't get to sleep cos someone was doing pounding work in their home it's the first time i scolded vulgarities in my sleep like half hr later i was still tossing in bed and i just simply hurled vulgarities at my ceiling .. whoever does pounding work in the evening???! aren't you supposed to have dinner?? .. yep but at least i still got some sleep oh and naomi totally broke my heart when she said she dun feel like watching phantom le ...... sob now have to decide whether to go watch it alone awww AND i actually could finish my gp essay in one hr so that i can see whatever is on central at ten but my mom had me find out what her medicine are doing to her and i spent forty five minutes reviewing what seems like the biology nightmare again seriously, her prescription had this ...long list of information which seems more suited to biology students than to unsuspecting patients.. why must doctors put everything in such a cheena way budden i felt an extreme liking for biology again -.-" and pris, shame on her being a bio student, couldn't for the hell rmb what estrogen does (she told me it's a female hormone during menstrual cycle...i was like, duh i oso noe that, who doesnt, okay prob anson doesn't) sch is fine and i seriously can tell how busy we'll all be ..i have one gp essay due tml oh btw, i borrowed econs textbook from the library it's damn no face can cos i need to read the text econs syllabus till now has covered.. demand and supply elasticity applications of which the last two are like arabic to me ..so i need the damn textbook and it's so heavy la but cassandra was right..reading it makes me feel like some sorta scholar.......... okkk now i have to sacrifice the ten o'clock arts central thingie you noe watching arts central actually does gd for gp -.-" it's better than the shit they show on mediacorp trying to disguise themselves as shows............. and i just realized there's no way in hell i can catch geum soon ..how to when i practically come home late..either that or i spent the seven o'clock slot sleeping??? brrrr ...sob naomi why did you have to crush my hope............................ and hey mg and pris can we play badminton??? like really soon? i have a sudden guilt surge cos we did this planning schedule thing for PE ..and i said i was supposed to swim every wednesday run every sunday ..but since i'm doing neither except pull ups with yiling every tuesday..i sorta think i shld play badminton once a wk (just to convince myself i actually moved my ass).. that's all...................... and pris is acting cute by changing her blog to some stupid name............ i noe cos i had to sign up for an acct for her for some reason she doesn't seem to know how to follow instructions and sign up for another blogger acct. so cute of her ..but whatever makes her happy... =D aza aza!! i'm dead dead dead dead ....... i'm super deprived can cos yesterday got full schedule after sch went suntec with yihling and xinyun ..they ate pasta mania while i koped here koped there..since i dun eat much anyway =D den we sent yihling off me and xinyun wondered around marina square..went to kellie's shop but apparently she wasn't working that day.. xinyun tried so hard to find mr bean cos she's fixated on eating the soya icecream which she claims is super nice (so people try, if not nice you can give me an excuse to whack her) but too bad, city people dun seem to like mr bean.only got jolli bean -.-" hmm den she went with me to esplanade we saw my piano teacher perform haha i like him a lot he's so cute, and he even meant to treat me phantom of the opera..cos i whined and said i wanna watch den he said "how much?" i said "hundred plus" den he was like "oh, too much la, cannot afford to treat" soooooooo nice right awww and obviously he played so much better than me -.-" den xinyun left cos she didn't wanna get home too late lah so i sat there alone to listen to the whole programme.. then i also went home.. and you know i feel so satisfied =D think that's what you are missing pris.....haha really lo, you shld go esplanade to listen to some music you'll feel as if the world is a nicer place (so cliche) ohhh and thanks to mg i have nice songs to listen the er zuo ju that song very nice leh i like..haha you noe it's the BEST feeling on earth to be suddenly fascinated and utterly hooked onto a song until you walk also will smile reallyyyy not exaggerating if i manage to find a new song which i like alotalotalotalot my mood will be like super gd for the few days ..now trying to persuade pris to bring her mp3 to sch oh yah so i went home very very happily even though i reached home around 10 den guess what there's this PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, BEHIND THE MASK production show and it's TWO Hrs!!! but how can i miss it! so i w atched it till 12am!! ..that's why today eyes like dead fish eyes ...super big and red and my eyebags were like............more like eye-harveysacks.. but the production show is NICEEEEE if you ignore the old costumes, the odd camera angles, the very tar-like mascara...THE SINGING IS SUPERB BRILLIANTLY WONDERFUL can!! see, melodies and tunes are ETERNAL and they introduced the composer, andrew loyld webber..the lyricist..the conductor and loads of other production members it's FASINATING lah i wished so much that i could have recorded the show ..budden bro was sleeping so can't get to the machine i wanted so much to tell someone abt it cos it's like sooo beautiful can dun you feel it's so worth it to create something that beautiful? budden this morn the andersonians were talking animatedly abt some other stuff den i was like..quite weird to tell them abt this kinda thing cos i got too used to ruth..tell her this kinda thing she'll listen closely and we'll both be like "glowing" cos i dunno lah, sorta think she can sorta see how i feel abt this kinda thing ..den now super tired la cos went to parkway parade to see to lijie's present den went tampiness cos if not naomi had to eat alone den spent another half hr writing letter to ruth..but realized i dun have her add.. (when finally i bought the stamps..) i need milo -.-" den i'll sleep buay tahan somemore tml is WHOLE econs day i think i need to write some stuff down you can just end ur reading here le la below dun need see, it's for my own reference ...get econs concepts clear do econs tutorial read newsweek (this week's very impt) practise new score for piano ensemble bring books for xinyun research on gp..efforts to save env..just something i wanna do for myself READ GREAT EXPECTATIONS..my god READ WILFRED OWEN..my godddd cheer pris up =D i just realized i shld have cleared out my stuff when there was this collection drive by CIC ..i shouldn't have bough those books from the library sale see i noe naomi will shoot me the i told you so look and..i bought some compilation cds which aren't nice oh btw, i was thinking of buying ah mei's compilation cd?? cos her songs are all very nice.. can't believe i know all those that were advertised on tv. ..yep so my newest resolution is to read finish great expectations and the five other novels that needs reading for literature ..i didn't feel exactly taunted by the task until mg and some body else reminded me that it's quite an impossible feat ..nvm to read finish the books i have ..i haven't even read memoir of the geisha even though it's wrapped and sitting nicely in my shelve ....find somewhere where i can donate those stuff they're not lousy they're just no my type.. and they are obviously taking up space in my room which is for a fact very small oh my bro decorated his fish tank with sea shells largest of which is proudly donated by me the fish were crowding around poking curiously at them when i went in earlier to check on them ..so cute ..my god, why am i turning in my bro..this unreasonable fasination for fish ..ah but i feel like having a dog -.-" maybe later when i grow up la erm there's encore of bai jia le now ..shld i watch? den i'll continue with he pin de dai jia leh this is crap life lah but i'm so happy damn i can't even imagine myself studying lah ...brragharghh ........... aza aza!!! (i'm blogging such short entries randomly) to pris: how can you NOT blog??? you'll just get worse! the getting annoyed over dumb stuff den getting annoyed again cos it's dumb syndrome i mean! and btw, just so guys who read this understand, it's a girl thing ALL girls in the world get annoyed over meaningless stuff like yesterday, i kept thinking abt the screwed up piano competition the stupid girl's voice "Faster lah" kept repeating in my head until i had to FORCE myself to listen to songs and sing along just so her stupid voice wun repeat so yepALL girls in the universe do that kinda thing pris so it's not ur fault and it's perfectly fine that female creatures are contradictory and think too much cos the other counterpart of the same specie think too little and think to straight (refering of cos to your beloved.......) ..erm i have to go and bathe first, the freaking weather is too hot.. den i'll be back and stronger =D and ps dun listen to mg nip tuck is nice it's the first show for a long time to actually made me ALMOST scream at the climax and i turned down the volume cos it's so sick MUAHAHAHAH for some reason i can't view my own cbox -.-" so i'll have to to the cbox site itself to check out the msgs so only now did i see pris's idiotic msg ................................ EWWWWW shudders* today rocks!!!! i've got a whole day full of watching tv!! just finished huan zhu ge ge den later on got he pin de dai jia den after that is ji xiang ru yi den in the night it's phantom of the opera den it's UGLY BETTY! my god!! i'm sooooooooooo contented you noe i think i'm perfectly happy just to stay at home with my own tv i'll be sooooooooooo content can't life always be like this? tml sch is starting again leh i spent my one whole week doing nth!! =D isn't that cool and mr chan said we are supposed to get ready and settle down to serious work but i dun feel as if i'm going to do any serious work at all as such! i think my a levels is officially quite screwed serious lah that's what my bro said too he said ajc was so sian until he just anyhow studied and admittedly his results were quite lousy -.-" erm i shld read some stuff oh, now watching bleach again cos i'm on this watch-anything-anything thing hahahahahah shiokkkk asked mg to send me songs ..cos i think got too little strong beats songs in my mp3 ..i'll get very frustrated when i need something to burst in my eardrums when i'm in a bad mood and i can't find a gd song ..anyway i think weilun was right when he said i cry easily ...although his analysis wasn't exactly very..erm..since it was based on the fact that i cried upon receiving gary's sms that he flunk Os ..sorta yah but i really cry too easily -.-" was watching what a girl wants and..you noe what's chick lit? den those kinda shows are really chick.shows la and i almost CRIED ..cos the girl was united with her father (colin firth who was super cute) ............ yep anyway i'm sooo happy cos i finally got songs to listen to on my mp3 ..anything else to blog abt.. erm later den oh i just sorta enjoy using my laptop on my wooden desk with my table lamp ..it's just nice you noe oh yah that day i saw thsi article in newsweek yep i read newsweek amazingly right, it's torturous but anyway that article, it's abt how chaos and disorder actually helps people people with orderly stuff actually waste time organising them and people who lives with messy tables actually are better and more efficient kinda make sense cos that day i found myself using half an hr clearing my desk .. which is kinda waste of time just something random -.-" WHAT THE ..finally i can sync my phone with itunes i had to download the newer version from the net lah the installer cd just didn't work somehow it doesn't detect the itunes from the phone so when it FINALLY works it tells me that the phone can only be sync with one itunes library and since it used to be with my bro's now i have to DELETE ALL MY FILES to sync it with this library oh gosh ..oh btw mg your blog got this song by lara and the YUDAO (ost) very nice send me! to mg: you noe the imeem player thing you have? how to make one huh? i have an acct already but i have no idea how to use it.......... yesterday was a ....... i can't even rmb vividly what happened couldn't sleep properly so woke up late and partly cos i wanted to avoid mom den woke up just bathe, played piano den dressed and go out to meet mg just before i went out she had to say something ..rather it was my father ..i dun seldom get irritated by him but sometimes i totally agree that without education, we are such morons as proven totally by them anyway went to eat ya kun FINALLY! with mg den went queensway where we spent the day ranking the most horrid designs of shoes the first was this nike dunks (i finally understood what are dunks) with flowery stuff like yucks it looks like it just came outta mainland china den second was this POKLA DOTTED pair ..like, what the and we came outta the shop to see its matching bag a pokla dotted very ugly backpack ...... and then mg saw this this pair sneakers trying to disguise itself as a pair of sandals bystripping away large portions of its fabric. seriously hmm we said hi and bye to gary who works in this nice nth to do billabong shop like what the heck la such nice job lah, nth to do de oh and i got to drink avocado juice mg didn't like it =( ooh she's online now but avocado juice rox i shld add it to my favourite drinks list i think it's the longest lasting one besides iced milo err oh yar den we met up with naomi and felicia den went chomp chomp kakei anson ben pris joined us it was nice like very familiar loh, the scene naomi making disgusting actions and mg tsk-ing and me giving the very disgusting look and pris saying 'no no! naomi is cute! very cute! so not disgusting loh!" and kakei as usual asked a lot of random questions like when we asked around to see whether we shld order more food he said "chicken wings?" with a very hopeful tilt and we stone for one second before everyone burst out laughing den the second time he asked hopefully again "lontong?" (actually i dunno what's dat leh) den the most hilarious one was how he asked felicia "what's your ambition?" like who in the world (except for him of cos) would ask this kinda question esp with his expression it's totally funny it was nice =) even though i didn't really talk much or get what the guys are really talking abt =D oh today gd news is my mother relented and finally talked to me see,dun quarrel with me i always win unless you are mg (......) bad news is i played like shit for my teacher's class -.-" the room was like freaking cold lah and my fingers were like frozen fries it's no wonder my brain was too frozen to remember the notes totally forgot them eh actually no, my FINGERS forgot the notes cos it's actually the fingers who rmb them.. and of cos i played like shit and i had this very buay song feeling towards the china player it's not that i'm jealous of her you noe i dun get jealous at people who plays better than me (cos i wld have killed jiahao long ago) but.. like what pris agreed ..i just think th at ..hmm they tend to excel in abilities other other than socialising skills?? oh so i ka-jiao pris on the phone while wandering around lot one bought the facial thingie for my bro den bought hair tying bands. den ate ya kun den went over to amk library to find a copy of great expectations (haven started reading except the first paragraph) den went over to amk hub to take a look around eh the place is great it's not boring sorta like bugis/tampiness thingie so yep, it's not amk-old-people hub it's actually quite nice den wondered around ntuc for two hrs waiting for my mom while marvelling at how stupid their boss is they put the plastic bags at the side and expect their cashiers to be fast at packing (hello??) ahh i have this competition tml ..i'm so dead cos the last two pages still look like arabic to me now it's half english half arabic ............ try my best lo i really like my blog song lei oh and i dun think i've ever cheered up faster if you've read the blog entry below you can tell i was quite suicidal and depressed yah but i've never cheered up faster desperately needed to get outta my house in the afternoon den mg was cooking soup with her mom..so i didn't bother her and i didn't dare ask pris for fear that she has to take care of some young brats..the last thing i need are kids.. and i realize gary and peixian are both working.. ..sooo i bribed weilun with an ice cream to come out =D and it worked so you see pris, i spent my late afternoon with ur dear 10A1s aww aren't u jealous no lah..as i said cos gary and peixian not available.. not as if he's a last resort but yah well knowing him, he would have said he was mugging yada yada so i said i would treat him ice cream he agreed and came down budden u see all my friends are nice people he doesn't even wanna eat ice cream so he kept me company for two hrs when i didn't even treat him anything haha and we just talked lo den cos we were feeling hungry and he gotta buy newspaper we went triple eight den talked yada yada got talk abt evon wor my conclusion abt the 10A1s he kept saying as if he's very bad to other people but in the end he's actually quite nice ..i noticed it when we were young le when u ask him for help he would always say no but in the end he'll still help u de la jiu shi that kinda person yep den after that was quite tempted to not go for the NUS piano ensemble concert but due to my strong desire to stay away from home i went even though i was the one of the only two J1s there but luckily i went cos mr ku (my piano ensemble teacher) performed =D and the concert was nice, very nice and even though i wasnt very shou with the seniors they were still nice people lah and the music is enough to make up for the lack of friends den after that met up with gary at woodlands quite dumb cos i wanted to go home together with him since NUS is near queensway that area but wind up i ended later than him so he said he'll meet me at wdlands den when we met we realize there's actually no valid reason why we are meeting ..cos the main purpose of me meeting him was that i dun have to go home alone ..den in the end wind up eating at mac lo downstairs my house he kept asking the reason why i quarrelled with my mom but of course i didn't say i didn't tell weilun, nor peixian, so of course wun tell him and he being a nice guy, treated me to LARGE milo ..i only wanted a regular but he asked me to drink all the milo and leave his fries alone oh and we both agreed that the filet shrunk like anything so yep, wanna thank the two of them and of course must thank mg for enduring all my vulgar smses ..i dunno any other way of venting my anger except through colorful languages so thanks =D ..and you noe i've changed ...dunno how to say but..nvm tml going chomp chomp with felicia? you guys noe? i asked anson and mg le pris noe right? naomi?? ohhhh TO PRIS: i missed the ten o'clock arts central show! the one i asked u to watch? taboo?? did u watch? arts central is super interesting these days really that day i watched this cirque du soleil tv series they are damn gd can esp the two guys who you noe i dunno the professional name for that act lah but it's those hooked themselves up den like fly around de they looked like GREEK GODS and since they are super shuai too the whole act rocks like shit arts central is nice =) better than vasantham ohhhh in april it's even going to better i saw the advertisement, they are gonna introduce changes to the programme and it looks pretty nice ..so people, instead of tuning into the lan shows on channel eight..go arts central it's nice =D i tot i had a lot to say cos i was dying to blog but when i saw the cursor on the blank page den i dunno how to say i'm quarreling with my mom as in she's ignoring me and i dun feel compelled to seek her forgiveness you noe something i prob shldn't post it on the internet since it's public so i'll put it vaguely she knows that there's something wrong with her own body cos it's showing signs of it and she waited very long before deciding to book an appt to scan and the symptoms are already getting worse i wanted to shake her and ask her what's wrong with you do you want to wait until you die or something and dun u see it's exactly what she's doing to me and i can't go for treatments can i how can i when i'm not legal i need her signature i need her god damn signature and of course i dun have the money and this thing which can be resolved easily using medical science is causing my whole family to tear apart cos everyone thinks i'm mad how abt u, you yourself you are so scared of scans, or x-rays of this of that you are so scared of doctors do you want to bleed yourself dry before you do something abt it? how can someone not face a fact that's so staring in your face to pris and felicia: i'm so so so sorry that i pang seh u all last minute ..i didn't have a choice too, was sleeping when mother burst into the room and said for me to go tan tock seng with her i'm so so so so sorry i promise i'll try to stuff you with kaya balls when i can get my hands , and mouth on it ..in any case today is a numb day .......... dunno what to say ..from outsiders' view it should be "the big day" (nope not getting married) .. to me, it's just numb ..dun wanna hold too high a hope anyway to vanessa, RJ nice or bad? ur blog is too damn ambiguous lah and btw, kenneth says that HCI sucks too according to him u can't wear ankle socks, no cards, and got random spot checks awww dun u miss VJ you noe this song the he yin is ROCKS can the two of them he yin is super good .. but then..the agony of having cliche lyrics................. .enjoy anyway. life is boring and i really think pris is such a good sister really, if it was me i dun think i would have the patience to take care of my cousins i'd sooner kill them ........dun u think u are wasting ur youth away ??? seventeen year old pris is looking like a seventy year old nanny -.-" that's simply so sad dun worry on ur birthday i'll make sure no cousins are there to ka jiao u ehehehe .. .. LIFE IS BORING CAN even my game is making me bored i'd rather just come online do some more research on my geog stuff aiyoooo anyway i'm so sorry i can't go tml afternoon .. but that appt is really important .. speaking of which i'd either be very happy or very depressed after tml yep so i think i'll ask gary out to go kbox or go pool with px and her friends ..once i think abt all the possibilites that can go wrong, i just can't help but not think abt it ..so many things can go wrong ..oh yar, i was berating priscilla for her lack-of-interest in the ARTS like MOVIES or BOOKS she doesn't even appreciate them lah and she says she wanna watch phantom of the opera but she said again cos she dunno the story if not if you noe the story still watch for what HELLO? dozens of people around the globe already memorised the plot and the songs but it's still like amazing seeing the costumes the sets and MAGNIFICENCE of it lah .. oh man i have this very creepy feeling serious i keep hearing whistling behind me ............ pls tell me it's just me .. this is so wei siang~ whoa just spent like two hrs plus practising piano.. actually i dun think anyone of us who plays piano has ever told u guys how it is like to prac piano as in, yah i dun think we've ever told u before.. we as in those who play piano so..let me shed light on it sometimes i weird practising in front of piano cos i feel weird practising one extract over and over again and if anyone asks why i practise one single bar over and over again i wouldn't noe how to answer tot i would clarify for easy understanding, it's like playing badminton how u hit it, how much strength you hit it determines how far the shuttle will fly, the style in which it'll fly right so, it's the same for us whether you harden ur fingers before hitting a note or u lay ur fingers flat before hitting a note makes a big difference whether u hit it fast, or hit it slow, or whether fast den slow determines the sound den some composers require different stuff some music history, promise u it wun sound boring did u guys noe that back in baroque period, the piano was only like...half its length now? so just cut a little on the right, cut a little on the left and the strings were attached to WOOD not METAL unlike now so basically, back then, the sound of the piano were very different and there's no POUNDING and because the strings were attached to wood, each individual note sounds detached ..ask me one day to demo a smooth scale and a "Baroque" scale duh i'm not a superb or even good pianist but having learnt it for like ten years..shld be able to tell u guys that i can spend like ten minutes over one sentence because it "doesn't sound right" or sometimes when u are playing one whole song and some parts of it feels different to the rest and whether u relax ur shlders, or tensed up affects it too that's why we can spend so much time over one single bar ..but the worse thing is when u can't feel or hear the "wrong" part ..which is what's happening to me imagine if ur coach says "ur rhythm is wrong, u're half a beat early the shot" u would understand sure but ur body is already attuned to the rhythm and the thing is, my body's rhythm is ~ like this really imagine this rhythm __.__.__. i can go ~~.__.~_. the ~ stands for slowing down den pushing forward ..can the worse thing is i can't hear it so to me the original rhythm is the one that sounds weird .. freak spent over one hr just now trying to find back my sense of rhythm it's somewhere i just have to dig it out and that's another reason why we spent so long on practise when u play sometimes u just concentrate too much on the notes and forgot the rhythm den u'll have to remind urself and sorta send the rhythm to ur fingers doesn't make literal sense i noe .. argh so sad make u guys endure a period of piano nuisance. .. you noe wo men zhen ke lian -.-" just watched finish hanakimi last episode ...LAN DAOOOOO ...it's the making of it that's cute -.-" ..i think i'm gonna continue watching the NGs i've given up on the PS game for today ..you noe what PS stands for..pissing shit ..........i was so fed up with it, you have no idea what i was scolding when i was playing the game ..think even gary has never seen me play until like that esp when i tried to KILL THE DAMN SCORPION for the TWELVETH time ..i went "you fucker scorpion, fuck fuck fuck...shit!!! fuck ka ni na!!" yah lack of vocabulary i noe but when you are trying to jump onto the back of a very big scorpion and the camera isn't exactly very nice by showing you his big ass instead of your character, it's quite challenging to come up with colorful vulgarities yep and children are chore, even in games they 1 SHRIEK like a sissy even though they are BOYSSS and ran off stubbornly looking for their fathers even when they noe they'll most prob get killed when the monsters just POKED it 2 CRYYYY like shit when they get caught, and you noe it's not as if no one warned him, he just doesn't listen! 3 refuse to love their stepmothers thereby causing a lot of troubles and stupid scenes where their fathers moan and begrudge why the biological mother died so early 4 thus the nice step mother aka MEEEE have to go after the stupid boy armed with nth but a stupid RIFLE you noe i hate RIFLES i really hate rifles cos they are big slow and sometimes they DUN HIT but what can i do? oh no, of course i can't abandon that stupid kid whose father i love .............. BRRRR bears teeth i so hated the guy i almost DIED in there ok (my character lah) i HATEEE rifles wa lao eh damn no life you noe we either blog play games watch shows go on msn play online mahjong solitaire hearts ..which are all techno robotic stuff you can tell how sad this world is by the fact that i'd rather stay at home and hurl vulgarities at the mother fucker scorpion (i'll have you noe that i almost smash the screenn when it came back and chased me down a stupid long corridor whereby i have absolutely no where to jump or roll to avoid his stupid cannon balls) than to arrange for some kind humane activites where real human interaction is involved ..as i said WA LAO EH ..no more of it today i'll watch NGs..den i'll read up on aids in africa den i'll PRACTISE MY PIANO ....................... den tml cybil is coming over then i'll continue with that motherfucker scorpion again ..have a nice day everyone  bullets ants for cybil to see you wouldn't believe what i'm doing i'm listening to jazz.. quite simply unbelievable and i sorta find it nicer than the junk they called music nowadays.. .......... anyway..i wasted my whole morning playing PS again ..simply hook on the game cos onimusha it starrs taekeshi kaneshiro and jean reno (whoever that is) ..so weird huh but it's quite nice ..sorta hoping cybil will call me back and ask her to cum over -.-" and you noe it's really not my fault that i dun get to exercise it's in humane to get up in the early morns to exercise (which isn't very effective according to pg x of straits times life yesterday) and we were supposed to play badminton today but pris has to take care of her sis and felicia's going meiching's hse...see all the weird responsibilities we were burdened with lastly, i really really wanna go running just that just that just that..well one hardly feels like running when you are having cramps right so see, it really isn't my fault hmm ok where was i .so yep i'm trying to divide each day of my wk this way part one : play game part two: play game part three: go online to research on case studies part three: revise SOME thing part four: eat, sleep part five: watch tv part six: READ GREAT EXPECTATIONS (omg i just realize i forgot abt this...they are delving into it straight when sch reopens and it's my first period..my god) .. well there was exercising somewhere in there but..nvm and pris is blogging longer and longer........... congrats =D ...i shld study math -.-" it feels so weird to not do math every day..where's mr ttp??? ..i miss him ..and i'm having very great cramps ..and the freaky weather is damn hot ..and jazz is nice ..and all this is so random and yah mg is right seventeen is kinda old i can still vividly rmb what gary smsed me last birthday "Sweet sixteen" i almost puked but that's not the pt ..so sixteen is sweet.. seventeen is obscenely sweet.. eighteen is ripely sweet.. nineteen will be overly riped sweet ..twenty will be the time to sundry and you'll get those dry sweet.. twenty one will be time to eat it all up and just DIE before you face those bastards called employers at work... yah u get what i mean..nvm.. i find my second brother so cute lately you noe, he got this urge or impulse or interest (i realli hope it's not three minute hotness..direct translation) to ... rear fish ..yah , weird right my second bro leh so he like spent half of his salary which is very low by the way on a major big fish tank and the oxygen thingie and bought seven fish each costing maybe eight bucks each? ..my god, i'll sooner spend it on ice-cream.. but anyway back to the topic i found him sitting up in bed, with his hair still very tousled and staring intently at the fish ..i walked past his room the first time, when i was going to the toilet i walked past his room the second time, when i finished going to the toilet and walking out and he was still sitting there -.-" and he's began this very cute habit of talking to the fish he would go "eh fishy" "eh fishy fishy" and just now when he was changing the water, he said "eh fishy, huan shui huan hui" and you noe he began to use the weird thing to suck out the water till a low level (cos cannot change all the water the fish will die) and when the water level dropped till a level whereby the fish had to swim FLATLY (i tried taking a photo but i couldn't on the flash and it was too dark..on-ing the flash will scare the fish to death..i think they'll think the end of the world had come and the flash was lightning bent on frying them) so yah, the fish were pathetically swimming flatly and he said "sorry ah..." and continued sucking ........ cute eh i never saw him so animated before in my life at least, life till now oh yar, and he was feeding little tiny blood worms to the fish but those cause the water to blur up very soon so he switched he came into the room very happily when i was playing games and said " eh mei mei (that's what they all call me lah, cos i am the smallest) "eh mei mei, noe what is this?" and i shook my head while hitting the console and staring at him "bak kwa lah" den i was ABT to say " huh? got bak kwa ah, i wan leh" luckily, he fed the fish just in time den i was like "u feed the fish bak kwa?" den apparently those were...heart of cows or something ..or else i heard him wrongly the fish didn't see the "bak kwa" and he was like "eh fishy fishy, bak kwa is here lah..here here" ............... from a female's view point he's actually sorta cute and the fact that he actually allows me to play playstation in his room for like THREE hours without complaining really cuts to the point that for some reason, my brother has become this...this..cute tame patient creature that i dun recognize ..it's really quite comical and even me, will sit quite a few minutes infront of the tank stoning at the fish who stones back at me there is this smallest one which is really greedy.. this BIG one, whom my brother says isn't eating cos he is going on a diet..(o.O my SECOND brother says a fish is dieting...) and this medium one who super likes to provoke other fish into a fight he kept poking his very big head into others' ........... yeah well i hope to hell my brother continues this hobby cos he's actually quite cute infront of fish -.-" oh wow people lemme tell u a great great great discovery I CAN SLEEP =D AS IN, I REALLY REALLY NOE HOW TO SLEEEEP ..i slept from yesterday six pm to today!! i woke up at 8 plus today feeling totally totally contented with my life and my bed see what wonders sleep can do for u? so for people who are feeling troubled or depressed or both, aka pris just go sleep for more than ten hrs and everything will seem beautiful =D ..oh yah think the whole of my holidays will be.. ..erm, i'm sorta trying to go through my case studies.. den when i got tired, i'll go play PS2 which GARY HAS KINDLY LENT TO ME..oh my i thought i'll never say it but he rocks =DDDDD ..den i'll devote most of my time to playing piano.. and finding a way to CURE MY CURSED SENSE OF RHYTHM in case you dunno i have a rhythm prob as in, i can goi voom..voom...VROOOOM..voomvoom ..if i put it in this way, you noe what i mean? i can go fast...FAST...den slow..SLOOOW...FASTTT ..like that ..and i wun even feel anything which, in case you dunno, is causing me a BIGGGG humongous headache in piano ..bleah so..i'm gonna try ways and means to resolve that ..by ..listening to a lot alot alot alot of classical music..or jazz (since i have a competition this sunday..) ohhh and piano ensemble that piece oso needs my attention .and damn it's not an easy piece and apparently my teacher almost went mad over it once ..so i'm stepping on a time bomb here to be busy for piano rocks so much =D another thing ..i guess i shld SHLD go running and exercising for that matter by the way, the straits times reported today that according to studies, the best time to exercise is not in the morning but alas! during late night so yep, no more early mornings for me see, i was correct how can anyone wake themselves up in the wee hours of the morn just simply to move their muslces and force themselves to sweat that's just simply illogical .. yeppp further more. what else shld i do this hols ..oh yah if possible, i think i'll have to revise econs. cos i simply dun get it math is fine, just that i always forget how to do stuff when i rmb, i'll noe how to do it.. so it's just simply looking through them again and trying to get it in my head that's all guys! and i need MONEY!! money money money!! well i see pris finally saw the use of a blog to vent =D hope u feel better now since i'll be calling u later to find out what happened, kaypoh me but really, i've never seen or heard or felt you actually being pissed quite refreshing actually =D we're only humans after all wahahah anyway, losta things to blog abt firstly people, borrow neil humphrey's book from me in case you are dense or extremely slow which might be the case for a few who reads this blog he wrote three books abt singapore and he's damn funny at least the first book was i felt extremely guilty this afternoon at MPH and of course it's all yihling's fault cos she told me that MPH was having twenty percent off storewide ..and i was about, just about to escape from the bookstore without spending any money when i spotted his books... .. and unable to suppress my utter adoration for him (cos he really writes damn funny stories in his column).. i bought one at 11 dollars it was quite cheap lah after that we went gramaphone..where i spent another 40+ on cds my god i've really got this feeling that my mother will get a cardiac arrest and die when she checks my bank book .. but hey, i didn't spend it on any cha parang singers lah i spent it on CHOPIN and LANG LANG can ..can't blame u guys if you dunno who lang lang is but he's the most brilliant pianist in china ..as for now lah where was i? oh yar so in total i invested (ahem) abt 50 bucks ...nvm, let's not dwell upon that talk money hurts feelings .. o...yah i wanted to talk abt my new class got like ten new people and they are all quite nice people =D there are FOUR guys now including jiawei three are from VS ..like what the hell, vs unite or something erm one is christopher ..jolly looking person reminding me or ronald in wrps nicholas, reminds me of some joker..probably alvin cum..cum..somebody else he gave me this totally funny look today cos i hai him be the asshole in dai dee (it's not as if i had a smaller card to put what..) and denise..oh know less abt him cos he didn't cum for lunch but he seems nice too =D erm, i still got reserved comments abt some people lah but mostly the class is quite nice and mr najib is quite relaxed too considering how prickly he was for the first few weeks ..hope everyone is having a nice time in their JCs esp for second intakes like mg and vanessa, quite hard to catch up and stuff oh yahhh mr ho gave a surprise three question test during math lecture and sad to say, i realize i've forgotten COMPLETELY on how to solve for binomial .. like..wa lao, so guilty lah cos mr ttp would have shook his head and expressed his "you guys aren't learning well" gan yan .. shall try to absorb all of it during the one wk break lo aza aza! it's true man when you are doing something u like it really doesn't make you sleepy or boring or time-wasting stayed for three hrs today for piano coaching halfway zhongkun tried to tell junru and me that we can leave le but we didn't get it -.-" ..so we stupidly stayed for the whole course budden..it isn't without any shuo huo.. cos..we heard some..interesting stuff ..which of course we can't say..or discuss except among ourselves lah but it's nice.......=D it's so nice to find a cca that i dun mind devoting time to ..but..i'm so scared it'll wind up like volleyball used to be super enthu for volleyball too.. den it turned out that way shan't hold too high a hope....... anyway saw my new classmates they are quite nice people xinyun say got this guy called nicholas who is also very diao (like me) this christopher person reminds me of....ronald cum weeyang just shorter and the cedarians are nice but..too loud -.-" ..shit tml got class ahhh ..nvm, class's going to be nice (psycho..psycho.) AZA AZA!! esp for pris! =D pris's blog makes me sad oh yar, and made me think of some stuff ..you noe when u talk behind a person's back or u just said stuff you shldn't have said dun show it on ur face it's not just one particular person it's a lot of u and for something u've done or neglected to do dun try to cover up cos the more u coverup, the more obvious you're covering up i dunno whether any of you have felt this when someone is talking something bad behind u and u just NOE like maybe the hair prickles and fall off or something but you just NOE so yah, i dun like the feeling and i dun say cos i wan the period to pass and i dunno what i did that annoyed you guys or what but we all annoy the hell outta each other some day or another ..i guess i'm growing more "tame" -.-" yah ok mg continue shooting looks i just wan it to pass you noe the feeling ..dun wan any hostility .. so.. JIA YOU! -.-" oh it's AZA AZA in korean =DD i think i'm really getting stupidier lemme tell u what ha ppened this morn shuling stayed over at naomi's house so we are supposed to go to sch on our own lah den i was quite happy to go to sch cos there's piano ensemble and it's class orientation and i really wanna see who is coming into our class, whether they're bitches or whatever ..so yah, i really WANTED to go to sch so i even calculated the time prefectly,reaching bishan around 6.15? den i met hui yi who is also waiting for the bus at the same bus stop so we chatted den i was eating my mac burger den i was trying to be green cos that's what singaporeans are supposed to be so i got up to throw the plastic bag away and what happened? the THE THE bus just slowed down.. den i was like "oh shit" and hui yi was like "eh" den the bus was gone. .. how dumb it is to miss a bus cos you were busy throwing rubbish? sooo dumb! wait, the dumber stuff are yet to come so dejected me has no choice but to go home , cos i dun like to go to sch late (which is 100% the case when u miss THAT bus) cos then my beautiful un-late record will be tarnished ..so, yep, i decided to go home on the train i suddenly realize something I DIDN'T BRING MY KEYS ... yep dumb right?! ..i didn't bring my god damn keys i reached admiralty around 7 and it was too early so i didn't wanna wake my bro and mother ........wa lao eh so i smsed fanching and gary..see whether they are awake both of them are..but fan ching gonna work so i called gary to ask him to call me and beg him to chat with me while i wait for the sun to grow brighter in the sky ..and he too said i was dumb and then another relevation from him that i was dumb this last tue he smsed me asked me whether wanna go kbox next tue den i said "unlike u lucky person, i have sch lah" ...... next week is HOLIDAYS .................... wa lao eh damn xinyun just smsed me that justyn and michelle yip got through with their appeals yay for justyn but i'm really quite damned for michelle yip ..i really didn't quite like u but i tot it's just me den after the PE-play-dai-dee-kanna-caught i tot you were ok budden the way you shoot vanessa.. i oso dunno what's ur prob lah you make it damn obvious and it's oso obvious vanessa didn't do anything to antagonize u or anything so..yah, dunno what's ur prob ..quite buay song jiu shi le .. oh there are three new guys according to xin yun hope they are nice like kenneth ..if not i'll totally die when they stick with michelle yip and form the last gang which i hated (manping they all) .. ..haiya (convince myself) they will be nice -.-" ..i have an hr before i'm gonna go vj again DUMB DUMB DUMB me ..........argh pris: you never tell me whether or not u wanna go to that show? the one i posted on my blog la oh and another thing, i'm really so sorry (it's not meant to be sacarstic lah) for my constant naggings that aj is boring (last one, really, last one, but it's really quite boring-.-") i promise never to do it again (except on ur birthday) and i'm so glad u aren't angry or anything cos i seriously tot u agreed too (admit it, at least at first!) so i was just joking..in actual fact, i tot ALL jcs are boring..just that aj topped the list (oops, sorry sorry sorry) yah so so so sorry pls dun become distressed for three days and nights and jump the tracks, esp not at woodlands or admiralty cos enough people has jumped here already (my god is it my influence that they are jumping like parachutes?) to pris and mg and all those interested is anyone feeling hollow?? ..okay fine that's a lousy opening ..cut to the chase i wanna watch MUSICALS..DANCES....you noe artsy stuff ..and according to pris, she's actually interested in musicals.. so..just a few for your browsing.. Coppelia (i think it's sixteen dollars for us..) http://www.singaporedancetheatre.com/performance/coppelia.asp anyone wanna go? i wanna go!! vanessa? cybil?? have to book soon .. cos it's around 20+ march erm anyway i got into vj ..as in, i'll be staying at vj ain't that exciting people congrats mg for getting into the legendary nj congrats pris for staying in the legendary boring aj congrats to vanessa who got into RRRRRRaffles wow .. it's all anson's fault he woke me up too early in the morn now i'm in the "wanna sleep eyes shutting but it's too hot to sleep" mode ..wonderful hey people i wanna go for the coppelia! it just occured to me that i really am very rude to my mother but i simply can't help it it's not the fact shs nags, it's the fact that she NAGS like really really nags and i really can't tahan a person who repeats a point too many times esp when the person isn't funny unlike xinyun, when she repeats, i'll find it funny and i really hate it when i'm doing my own stuff and she just kept asking me to do other stuff it's super irritating so, i can't help being rude to her cos not only does she nag, she also says stuff of zilch meaning ........................ like "hey, it's not raining today" ......... it's not very meaningful is it .. strike one: finished my research on rocks..i'm finally clear on the different rock types.. strike two: finished yesterday's long newspaper..but it's so boring i skipped most of the body next to strike: gp homework, i forgot, three paragraphs which will definitely suck next to strike two: sunday times which i'll definitely enjoy more than the above strike next to strike three: can't rmb, but i noe there's something .. sunday is so productive i'm actually kinda glad i'm doing something oh and i dun think i will go for sch on monday..i'll onli got for math and econs like vanessa =) actually..i just realized something the rock chapter is just one of the NUMEROUS chapters i promised to research on during weekends.. esp human geog, it's just SO MANY ..south africa blah blah aids plague blah blah oh my i'm dead ..i have this premonition that i'm quite gonna suck for geog -.-" oh yar and that day i saw this really really cool piano teacher he's lke very young, very hip and i was thinking omg! suddenly a guy who plays the piano who doesn't look like, or sound like a gay! =DDD isn't that just tremendously B.E.A.utiful?? whee huan zhu ge ge is nice even though all the characters changed......... anyway. i've resumed my habit of reading!! partly of yihling and miss chia (cos both of them read too much) cos it's simply ridiculous that i'm a lit student and i dun read any books. ohyar, i finished f.paul.wilson's harbingers wahahha in one day so shiok hmm..getting used to VJ le if i'm posted to hwachong i think i'll be rather sad.. things to do 1 read yestserday's straits times 2 research on geog rock types (cos i still dun get it) 3 prac piano, competition piece and Piano ensemble piece ..quite enough for a day i think i'm kinda behind on geog -.-" esp the rock types thing how can one rmb what's basalt what's sandstone what's shit........... that's all oh yay pris lost her phone congrats, join the club now watching summer scent..xia ri xiang qi (again) cos channel u is showing it now..den channel u is showing he ri jun zai lai ..and i can't watch huang jing jia again cos my second bro's dvd can't play.. haiyo dunno what to blog abt le oh..next monday is the last day i'll ever see vanessa sob sob oh how can i forget the gay kenneth he told me he lives at geylang as in, he lives in aljunied but his bus always alights at geylang den everyday he has to walk past the the red light district distraction: oh my, song cheng xian is really cute..i'm sure no one knows who i am talking abt but he's the one who acted in qiu tian de tong hua yep he, so cute ohyah where was i yah he has to walk past the red light district everyday and everyday he can hear people bargaining guy: eh, one night how much women: two hundred guy: eh, so much, lower a bit? .. eww and one day he was approached by a china woman who came out and put a hand on his chest saying "xian sheng~~" but he didn't finish his story cos at that moment his father came in his car to fetch him home ..sigh it would have been so interesting oh yar..i will so miss vanessa she makes me laugh so hard lah especially when we play dai dee together with xinyun wahhh..really will get heart attack xinyun takes like FOREVER to place a card and she will keep asking "my turn?" den we were saying when it's her turn next, the person before her will have to slam the card down saying "XINYUN!" so that she will noe alas! it's her turn ..and she kept asking "three ah? four ah? five ah?" den vanessa said "what, cannot ah, you kan bian us cannot put small card is it!!" and xinyun will put dai dee den look around at us all waiting for pigeons to shit in the sky den me and vanessa will exasperately tell her"hello? it's DAI dee!! who you waiting for?" den i went sacarstically "eh vanessa! it's dai dee! do you have anything bigger than dai dee? aiyo, i dunhave leh! how!" .. super comical come to think of it, i can still rmb the first day when me and vanessa went to register under arts faculty together so strangers den now...we suan each other like siao eh, but michelle yip really dun like u i oso dunno why oh..and she really quite resembles a bulldog when she bites at u wahahha .. erm what esle am i supposed to say? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH shld i go to sch on monday? cos monday got PE but it's the last day to see vanessa! ahhhhahahahahahah ............................. i feel like sleeping now le if you take the mrt from the east back to the north everyday, you can see a lot of things. some things really make you wanna scream esp stuff regarding ang mohs some time ago i saw this really nice picture this ang moh guy sat down beside an elderly lady den the elderly lady started asking him where he came from in very poor english but the guy patiently listened and replied her he was from australia den it's like, so nice lah that the guy didn't mind talking to an elderly lady and the elderly lady wasn't ashamed to ask cos of her poor english den the other day i felt so proud cos this primary sch boy was sittng next to an ang moh and he gave up a seat to a pregnant lady haha, and i was like "see, who says singaporeans aren't helpful or nice" it's childish lah but still feel quite proud when singaporeans perform infront of foreigners budden today really was quite shameful it's super crowded lah the train cos it was raining and all that and we were at cityhall, this ang moh guy along with everyone else was trying to get down den suddenly he halted, thus the whole line behind him including me stopped and i heard him say "young lady,you should wait until we get off the train" this sec sch girl was reprimanded by him and i really think he was right lah, the girl was like trying to squeeze in while everyone is still trying to get off budden! i kept meeting nice people!! i fell asleep on the train leaning against the sides lah and it was really those lose-consciousness deep sleep den i was jerked awake by myself near khatib cos i realize the stupid train ends at yishun den i was still like very sleepy, so i tried to doze again den i heard this guy sitting infront across from me he was talking on the phone and he said "eh, i wun talk so loud cos got person sleeping" and i was like "WOW!!" so nice!! compared to the other time when this two indians were like talking SUPER LOUDLY lah even though i was just next to them and it was obvious i'm super sleepy and further more, the guy is only like around our age!! and i was so happy!! cos there ARE nice teenagers!!! totally fell in love with him (jk la) oh yar today was the last lecture of mr josef tan my human geog lecturer, den will be other lecturer's turn le aiyoooo i like him so much! he's mrs kamal's brother! and the most cool thing about him is.. HE'S SUPER FUNNY and he watches MY GIRL!! (he showed us one short clip to emphasize a point) ANDDDD he listens to RAIN!! (can you believe it??? my god! he on the music out loud before the lecture while he ran off to get some stuff) he's SUPER COOL!! gonna miss him so much ahhhh hua chi* ..gonna go off le..cos need to go civics. jc life is so interesting nowadays we are currently in a comp lab booked by our darling lit teacher and our assignment of the day is to go onto her www.litrocks.blogspot.com to read all the poems she posted like wow! it's so interesting!!! anyway chunkit, mg's friend is weird i am so bored that i'm going blog hopping hence i happened to come across his blog and it's a CHINESE blog ..pls tell him his chinese really quite sucks -.-" it's true wahahaha what first chinese blog damn funny to pris: you are both weird people, so you guys can like make friends and perhaps dump weilun?? or i noe, u can be the gf of all the weird people so that you can become even weirder!!! ..diaoo and i'm actually quite bored cos i can't possibly spend one hr doing shit stuff right like blog hopping. which is actually quite shit like anyway ..oh yay, kenneth (not our sch de lah, the gay de -.-") just commented that i type very fast so long since anyone said that (an an gao xing) haiyoooo where's pris and where's mg i'm so bored!!! bored bored bored from now on i can call pris the "weirdoooo" "weirdoooo" hahahhaha finally someone acknowledges the fact that you are weird!! no wonder you are so zibi in sch cos people in ajc must have recognzied the fact that you are weird hahahahah ..pls dun get upset over all the above .. cos i'm just very high right now. haiyo buay tahan..i'm off |
