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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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eh i haven't talked to pris for SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long everytimei call her she's either hushing up in her sis's room or doing pw or doing pw or doing bio research or doing bio research or still in sch why is it that even though i study at vj which is a million lightyears away, i appear to be more free than her??? eh well we had college day on sat lah and surprisingly it's nicer to watch it in the LTs than at PT cos firstly you can eat while you watch second you can talk outloud and discuss how horrible mr chan looks (ok ok) and nobody cares third you can bitch about whether that girl is lesbian fourth you can laugh at the hilarious shots the PA did when they zoomed in on certain people when they are cheering like mad or playing the drum like they're on auto mode and i like something about vj very much you noe there was a part when we had to sing the sch song and i was thinking "ee, in LT where got mood to sing" but the nice thing is everybody sang =D like seriously VJ is the first sch i've been to that everybody sings the sch song so loud we normally sing it louder than the national anthem and seriously lah, how many JCs can you find that have students singing the sch song nicely even in LTs while the real thing is happening at the PT? and wang li hong's newest album is out!!!!!!!! oh my he looks so shuai can but i think it's rather obvious he's been busy with the lust,caution movie cos the whole album didn't look as polished as the previous few wa lao when i saw the cover i was like "what the, are you trying to show off that your side view is extremely bloody attractive??" he lost weight for the lust,caution movie la and for some reason he sounds a bit more biao zhun in his chinese but he's still as shuai and reserved and subtle =DDDD i just realized something i can't believe i didn't buy the last jay's album =( his and wang li hong's albums are like the only few i buy each year.. erm oh yesh i went to the library today la burrow there to finish the GP essay and i actually finished econs ..the new chapter i think revising each chapter before doing the tutorial is easier and the cafe gagilee guy is.................. narrows eye* choose between the various adjectives annoying amusing entertaining comical disturbing (in the true sense, it's hard to write abt gp when he's hovering around you) unexplainable okay anyway i decided to be a brave soul and ....... i wrote about "THE ARTS LIBERATE;SCIENCE ENSLAVES" DISCUSS ..my god that's like the most suicidal question i've ever seen but it's seriously the one question that i felt the most remote interest in so yep and i tot i did quite a good job too! till ....i ran outta points -.-" and yiling and pris both failed to supply me with points argh ..and the gai bian shi jie gai bian zhi ji zhu da ge in his album has this weird...weird i dunno, it's very hookey it just is! i'm so not insisting cos he's wang li hong -.-" it's a different style of his i think, this album, there's something different ..eh he integrated both broadway and blues inside this song...... so cute =D ..crap can't you tell i'm totally hooked actually, the thing i like about him most..and jay chou i think, is the reserved attitude i dunno, it's just like there's something still within them waiting for high sch musical to start i think i'll like that too!! oh did i mention that my finances are in a mess AGAIN? i think i'm forever in need of money.. hey pris!! who says business no future! my godddddd business and entrepreneurship is like the most money making sector and you say there's no FUTURE??? oh my glares at pris* am hooked on imeem la see the player on the right suddenly felt like finding all those old songs that i never really got the chance to listen to properly enjoy!!! ohh actually wanna blog about yesterday's shopping splurge with yiling damn shit la spent so much money again budden again, they're all not expensive clothes la ..and shopping gives me such satisfaction!!! but ah no time must go for college day so irritating righit!!!! shall blog when i come home den =D oh my i love this blog skin!! so simple and nice =DDD i'm gonna keep blogging =DDDD (countmy smiley faces) why hello everyone!! you might wanna ask why i'm here blogging this extremely innane entry when i should be at school right now gazing at the wonderful mr jeffrey whom by the way, naomi! is leaving us next year!!! okay fine i pon sch not exactly pon okay i have MC (but okay fine, the doc's medicine is really a miracle pill, one pill and i stop having runny nose) so actually, i'm feeling perfectly fine now, just achy and a bit tired as per normal aftermath of the illness and my father just shot me the "why are you not in sch again?" look to which i retorted a bit defensively "MOTHER SAY GOT MC! SO DUN NEED GO!" speaking of which i absolutely cannot believe my mother asked me to not go sch serious! it's so unlike her i had to asked her to repeat herself to make sure i got it correctly but ah well, since she asked me to do i shall be a nice and obedient child and simply..not go =D priscilla would be so ashamed of me but heyyy, i'm in ARTS (i say it like it's a mantra or something..) as in, well, lemme analysze it for you what missing all the subjects mean missingliterature .sad to say i only missed mr lim's lesson! which meant nth besides the fact that i get to see his lovely face one less time =D (notice i didn't mention how i would miss out on his insightful analysis on GREAT EXPECTATIONs) missing econs well...econs tutorial might count a little...but missing econs lecture..it doesn't make a difference since i sleep in lectures anyway (just ask yiling or anyone sitting next to me)..and seriously, i noe i noe all you teachers are tyring to keep us awake but econs is just really not a very engaging subject..so you see, missing the lectures? no big diff (cos in the end even if i went for the lectures i'll still have tofigure out everything by myself) missing geography eh well, seeing as how we're such brilliant students who had graduated with to honours under mrs theresa lim the great..i dare say i wouldn't find too muchof aproblem trying to catch up with physical geog.. as for human geog..like i said to xinyun all these while..they are basically useless.in the sense tat we only spend the whole lectures admiring the humorous charming not too bad looking lecturers and whatever they're preaching on simply failed to reach us so see erm but missing math might be a problem sighhh already i need someone to teach me recurrence relation..DESPERATELY!! anson??? you see i spent nearly an hr and more yesterday trying to get past summation of series (well at least i got THROUGH THEM) but you see, it's really quite impossible trying to do problems of a chapter you've actually missed the wholelecture on so you see, i desperately need a tutor who would be so kind?? and yah okay i think you should have noticed by now that i'm really more cheery than sickly yes indeed! that's cos i just finished HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS and it's so rocking rocking good =DDD shan't spoil it for you but it's really really really FREAKING GOOD and i'm grinning like a stupid kid now like i've just finished this really good set of mac's meal cos that's what it feels like and i sorta missed sch you noe even how cassandra shows all her teeth when she grins and how stupid xinyun can get i think they're all awfully disappointed with me for my weak will, how could i not go sch when i'm perfectly well to go??? ah but you see that's the secret of my As and Bs and even the D for geography (if you wanna believe this, i think you should go stay with anson at the mental H) you should........ skip sch a couple of days just for the heck of it and you'll realize a cheery yellow world outside of it and you'll feel SOOOO revitalized it's as if you've just downed a whole cup of ginger tea (which i did yesterday, under the coercion of my mother and it's simply HORRIBLE i tell you, not to mention that my mucus didn't stop flowing after i drank it) back to the pt sch sucks out our happiness too much!! take a break! and of course, i 'm still going shopping with you tml yiling! =D this is so crappy i can hardly tell my promos are coming and anyway dun get bluffed by those mothers brandishing their cups of ginger tea all the descriptions about the fluid burning your throat? lemme tell you those are literally true those myths about them stopping your mucus flowing like a miracle? absolute NONSENSE it didn't help at all okay, all it did was make me hiccoughed three huge times and almost made me vomit cos the taste was............argh this is a bloody long entry like i said, cos i'm feelng REVITALIZED so lemme have my say eh? and c'mon dun pretend, you noe my entry cheers you up =D esp poor souls like priscilla who cannot help but be imprisoned by that green and falling apart prison they call Anderson Junior college oh..they're having this piano ensemble meeting today, mr ku wanna speak with us i'm actually quite tempted just to make a trip back to vj to tell him how much he traumatised my friends cos apparently he bellowed at a couple of students who weren't paying attention during the concert, smooching perhaps while us poor souls sweat our guts out on the keys and since he hardly looks frail and thin (definitely not the latter) , him bellowing is like a bear bearing his huge dripping with bloody fangs at you to shut up thus the traumatising and darren and calista and manying and marc and all the others will be there!! awww and i wun be able to see them!!! so sad =( oh one more piece of interesting vj life it seems like vj has tons of these kinda interesting stuff that day me yiling and the group was as usual, gossiping (ok they were gossiping, me was staring into space cos i was feeling feverish) when suddenly this loud BHAM came outta no where and me being lag and all thought they were doing construction work on the field when i realize that no more than twenty feet away the SHELVES HAD FALLEN DOWN like seriously, no one even pushed them they just fell and this guy was like, two feet away from the fallen shelves??? he looked like he should buy lottery or something and everyone was marvelling at how rotted the bases of the shelves were conclusion : VICTORIA JC?? TIME TO REPLACE YOURSHELVES LAH!" and when the finally heaved the thing up, all the bags on them were all over the floor with musty smelling wooden bits flying all over gags* somemore..okay okay having finished the last harry potter (sighs contently) i think i shall go do some revisions on geography since i'll have hell to catch up on when i finally return sch tml (yiling says there are disgusting piles of notes waiting formy arrival) i think i'd better consolidate all the previous chapters first soooooooooo CIAO! a smiley sokmui waving goodbye (this is so rare you better go buy lottery) actually, it's worth it to take a day off sch cos den you'll actually have one whole day to look at the mess on your table and sort them out den you'll havethis wonderful sense of achievement not to mention that i'm REALLY sick think it's the bug i've been sensing for almost two weeks before the concert, just that the psychological aspect of my body has been pushing it back till after the concert........ err..what else to blog oh, me and mg went to ballet under the stars ..it's more like ballet under the umbrellas, as quoted by the emcees for more details ask her or read her blog..cos i'm actually quite weak now to type and erm, pris's progress report sounds wonderful i wonder if there's one for vj? den it'll look damn pretty for mine lah ..cos for some god knows reason i got A for econs -.-" you noe you'll always noe whether or not you stand a chance to get A for something when you finish a paper but for econs, i totally thought the most i could get was a C ..wow SHIT i need to finish my EOM den read all my geography readings my god why am i spending time on this stupid stuff wheni haven't even unwrapped my harry potter??? argh oh david garrett? the violinist? he rocks=D actualy, i'm sorta running late to meet mg but it's okay, i'll sms her..cos i had to wash toilet for my mom -.-" i think people must think that that's just a lousy excuse for my lateness budden it's true la washing toilet is a must-do on my house chores list PIANO ENSEMBLE CONCERT=SUCCESS!!! though i'm quite sad that some friends dun even bother to wanna come and watch... err..ticket sales were..okay i guess though of course they were not like harmoc and guitar and all, sold out la but at least it looked like a decent crowd =D and oh, must thank a lot of people Yiling for lending me the absolutely gorgeous dress, the very good height and expensive heels, and coming down earlier to help me with make up and then wandering around aimlessly on your own!!! you rock!! i have to tell you guys man, everybody praised me for my make up (to her full credit of course) and my dress and junru even said i looked "elegant" (pui we all know that's not true) "lady like" (that's even more..irk) and so many so many people said i looked great so THANK YOU YILING she finally accomplished the task i set for her "to make me look good cos den if i screw up, at least i'll look good!" =D ps: if you need any make up done, just go to yiling KENNETH JESSICA MICHELLE XINYUN for coming down to support me! as yiling said, kenneth basically paid money to watch me lah, but it's worth it right?? it really really means a lot to see you all in the audience you know, thank you thank you!!!! and of course it helps when michelle told me someone was dressed very not nicely..no lah, that friend is a nice person okay!! ohhh kenneth xinyun yiling bought me CHOCOLATES!! no one gave me flowers though, sniffs* i was so envious of those girls who had flowers sob sob but chocolates are even better, they can be eeaten!!! NAOMI SHULING JIAHAO you should have seen their faces during intermission, i felt so "oh nooo" cos they were totally like half asleep lah, den i promised them second half will be better "for my piece lah" and i was sooo happy to see them after the concert ended eheheheh and jiahao said i was damn pro, which meant a lot for some reason coming from him! and we took photos photos photos with jiahao standing on steps cos he didn't wan me to look ridiculously tall besides him(but hey, i AM taller than you lah) MARC for his INDEFATIBLE support and cuteness and niceness and patience and everything everything oh and his starburst. I think the luckiest thing i ever came across in this cca is so have him for a partner in my first year. Seriously, he's like the nicest person ever! =DD i can't imagine doing the piece with anyone else..and i was feeling quite sad when we finished..it's true but very cliche lah, when you finished you really have this feeling that "oh, it's done..i wun be playing this piece anymore with marc..." which only goes to show how much i will miss him PIANO ENSEMBLE MEMBERS i dunno how to say this but we bonded more in these few days than we'll ever bond i really really love my seniors alot haha, calista agrees! cos they're so funny and nice and commical and CUTE! haha esp the guys lah, darren timothy terrence marc and all and all and the girls were so nice to us and basically went nervous along with us and junru and calista and everyone was always there oh and shimin was very nice to me! he said to me before my piece with marc "you are a really good player. just relax and play like normal" SO NICE RIGHT? coming from a pro like him really felt quite an-wei haha some scenes which stuck in my mind Darren offering starburst to each and everyone of us at the start of the concert Calista scratching me on my arms cos she was nervous Terrence complaining about how hard his heart pounded during his piece and his comical "uh oh" when he lost calista Darren poking his toes at everyone to check whether they were cold and running around bare footed..winding up sticking the soles of his shoes cos they came off For some reason, this scene seems creepy, junru standing near the stage staring at whoever is playing and looking very very very calm Marc and me blabbering on and on about how impressive we must be, how we must make that bloody john sharpley regret not giving us a prize before our turn to go on stage How loud the cheers were when we took our curtain call How loud the applause were when me and marc bowed after our piece Jayne walking around restlessly before her turn and laughing incessantly nervously cos she had to laugh if not she'll go bonkers (while she already did) How cuteu Shimin and Timothy were when they acted out Super Mario The numerous hugs, taps on the shoulders, clasps of hands, SCRATCHING (calista..) high fives and the constant feeling that the whole ensemble is rooting for you =D never felt this great with the cca before =DDDD really really was a great night thanks everyone!!!! oh yah hi hi i realize i haven't been blogging much (though i think i update more times than pris..hers is like stagnant) anson and jiahao might not be coming for my piano concert after all (@$!&#$#! ($@& ..sigh why pris and mg all not coming ..my good friends all not coming cybil oso not coming ruth oso can't make it gary and weilun and kellie all can't make it you noe what's call damn sad not well..oh yeah, i dun think i blogged about that stupid guy i seriously think he's childish and biased and totally totally ridiculous see ah my partner marc and me, we went through one round of rehearsals, and realized we played like shit so marc came over and asked me if i wanna prac in piano room while the rest of the rehearsal goes on and i said i dunno whether we should do it cos the seniors wouldn't like it and somemore i have to pageturn for the others he said nvm it's ok and ask a friend to pageturn instead and so we went so you see, i'm not trying to put the blame on him but it's really him who persuaded me into practising so we prac and we came back the first person i see was zhang zhong kun i hate him really what's yourproblem he said to me "where were you? you noe everyone is looking for you? you're not supposed to leave the rehearsal halfway" den to marc who was standing beside me he said "but you nvm nvm" that kinda thing ..i was so angry i just gave marc that look marc said "no no it's me who dragged her out to prac de " (it's rather obvious i'm getting the blame isn't it?) but no the rather obstinate zhang zhongkun went on to reprimand me abt how irresponsible i was, how i shldn't be doing this and on and on and on ......... he's the first person this year who made me so mad i actually shed tears you noe how simply biased you are? you fucking son of a bitch stop giving me that bu shuang look and as i told pris and mg i'm giving him the full -DIAO MODE seriously enough pris saida i shlnd't hesitate and just slap him or something if something like this happens again i swear i would would you please stop being so damn fucking biased and side your friends? and what's your fucking problem you noe i went backstage after that and i asked around if they were really frantically looking for me before and all of them gave me a blank look and said "no" so what the ghosts were looking for me? damn funny la ridiculous just speaking of him makes my blood boil as i put on my nick freaking childish guys should not go around looking for love esp people who never waits for others' explanations and go around pointing that god damn finger at others accusing others ... talk abt something else this is gonna be a long entry erm good stuff that happened oh..i guess it isn't true what hz said abt what if you never wear contact lenses for half a year you'll forget how to wear it cos after four years mine went on like in less than five mins =D although they do feel kinda ..uncomfortable i think the degree is a little off ..oh man the person cheat me la okayy..and erm yah my life is totally like a confused state now the only thing that's clear is my rehearsal slots and all ohhh me and yiling went shopping today =( so guilty but who cares right i think she winded up not doing her maxima minima tutorial and me, please, i haven't been doing tutorial since.. since..piano started dominating my life my money...totally in a mess cos people didn't really pay me for the tickets first so i have to pay first plus...mg's ballet under the stars (yay we going to watch!) plus...my own shopping and all my god oh...we boughtmatching blouses =D so dumb lah can we shouldn't have gave in and bought them lah but they're nice =D and i bought nice notebooks again!!! dun you just feel happy studying when you have nice cute notebooks i aleady decided i'm not going to throw them away prob tear out the cover and laminate them they're so cute!! ermm.. oh yah results AABDD not too bad rightttt in fact..i think i topped my class like..two or three subs i think no lah, thats cos the smart people in my class refused to study -.-" serious, but i like my class quite a lot for one thing we dun ostrasize top or low scorers in fact..that day i spent the whole econs lesson laughing at how ridiculous our scores are it's really fun!!! =D and mrs tan asked me to take h3 econs i went NOOOOOOOOO are you crazy i already can't stand my two lectures two tutorials per week you ask me to take on extra??? are you mad?? ive been blatantly sleeping in lectures for weeks now lah ohhhh shit can somebody teach me recurrence relations..err sigma notation...and cost plus analysis??? cos... i pon all those lectures and now i dunno what's going on DIEEEE ...ok ok, i'm dead quite late le, sleep bah!! have fun mg climbing stairs and melting under the grey umbrella shirt err have fun pris while continuing to diao your stupid treasurer ..and why the hell can't you guys come for my concert???? i almost forgot!!! TOUSHIRO IS SO CUTE!!! i think i lost the knack for blogging nah..cos these few days very very busy this is the one night where i actually got the time to sorta sit down relax, read finish my book okay..today went for the stupid vivace competition we didn't get any prize lah haha me and marc budden, we both thought we played quite well and..i think they were trying to comfort us cos i was all but trembling..but when we finished and came down, several piano ensemble seniors praised us and mr ku said he thought we should have won and that we played well i guess that's all that matters =D and honestly, i FELT that we didn't play too bad got room for improvement, but wasn't too bad oh well i guess it probably was my lousy stage presence that deters the judges from giving us a prize (yep, apparently i gave the wincing look when i bowed) nvm, there's still next year, and even if we dun win anything next year, it still doesn't matter =D so all in all, it's been one tiring but fulfilling day i guess oh congrats to zk junru clarissa barnie (ee) and samantha for winning!!! and to yiling and xinyun who wasted precious sms to ask me abt how the competition went ..oh but we prac after the cmpetition...and me and marc realize..we can play even more impressively............... i wonder if mr ku talked to marc abt how we sucked behind my back..maybe he thought i wld cry when i hear it or something.. erm..well why am i thinking so much?? who cares?? you noe something, tml is the ONE day that i'm free outta the w hole of next week to shop and i can't ..cos there's a whole pile of homework i need to get done ..guess i'm patronizing the cafe gagilee again tml.....sigh off to watch bleach and have an early night i need SLEEEEEP okayy.. i kope all these from yiling's blog la since i have no N73 WHICH CAN TAKE INCREDIBLY CLEAR PHOTOS.. Title: WHY I THINK I HAVE PROBLEMS CONCENTRATING DURING ECONS LECTURE           clearly, yiling failed to mention that all the canvas on which all these CUTE drawings were drawn? oh, they're MY econs notes. damn cute sia it occured to me that i have alot alot alot of things to do ..but let's get about it later i was soooo angry this evening okay so angry till i tried to call so many people but nobody picked up-.-" okay see my father couldn't fetch me home junru sadly has to prac with zk so i started on the long journey home alone ..see, it doesn't even matter that i waited so damn l ong for the bus almost half an hr the whole journey took bloody two hrs can instead of the usual an hr and ahalf and den i was soundly asleep on the train it was very crowded i noe and i felt very bad for sitting down but really, if you had seen me i think i would have more than justified myself i was practically drooling (not really la, gross) cos i was sooo tired and was really deep in sleep den somewhere in yck i think this one couple came on the girl was dressed like..like that lah, y ou noe act cute clothes with act cute bag with long rebonded very colorful hair kinda t hing den the guy was wearing this gay pink shirt or something and the two of them stood very near to my seat and hello, me was wearing earpieces and i think all of you who noes me, surely noes that i listen to music very loudly?? apparently not loud enough, cos their sweet talks still drifted through it was DAMNNNN irritating okay the girl was practically jabbing into me and i kept shifting my legs to avoid knocking in to her even though hello, i think youare the one who should shift and she kept slapping the guy on the stomach lah, butt lah, arm lah like da qing ma qiao like dunno what and i was practically glaring and giving them my most bu shuang face the auntie next to me also damn uncomfortable lah and it's so INCONSIDERATE CAN can you please show some subtlety in our display of affection?? after all it's public transport and AND ANDDDD bloody us JC studentsn who have been slogging since early morn when you are still lying in bed needs to catch some doze!!!!! like what the hell is your problem lah see i got home so late all i wanna do is slack i totally totally totally dun wanna do anything homework le bloody shit couple ..crap damn tired now ..i think all my thoughts are in a mess okay, one word to sum up my mood : tired but good =D waitressing is soooo much more fun when you do it often enough to get the hang of it and when there's lijie there!!! oh..there's two new guys yesterday night like, one looked totally..totally..let's be kind and say..looked totally like RJC typical student the other..i find him kinda resembling someone but i couldn't really rmb who..he was tall..erm, quiet and ..err, he looked blur yesterday anyway surprise surprise they were like totally GUAI GUAI during the work but once we knocked off they SMOKED ..haha, i dun really have any bias against smokers lah, but apparently lijie hates smokers, so she concluded that those two were bad asses ..oh..erm besides really abusing my feet..the two poor feet have been like on a continuous vicious cycle since yesterday night..and..getting stepped on by GUYS who happen to weigh a ton..and incidentally pouring orange juice onto my shoes....and..oh yah running around like a mad woman trying to fill up the martell brandy without it being too thick..cos apparently if you dun add enough ice the guy will wind up totally drunk ..other than those.. waitressing was rather fun ..erm, like, me and lijie kept humming the tunes..and critisicing the inconsiderate people there..the idiocy of brides wearing super long gowns and standing in us, poor waitresses way but it's fun especially when we started to know the other people le you noe, you never really understand a job until you do it it's kinda fun, trying different different jobs, den knowing what went on behind it like how we scrape all the leftovers into one big mixing bowl ..my manager thomas praised me when i returned to the kitchen with almost a full plate of prawns he said "woah, you even more li hai" and grinned happily cos apparently that afternoon there'll be losta prawns to eat and den..oh at the end when we have to clear everything up, we have to clear the glasses and pour anything and everything inside it into this big big bucket before we put the glasses else where den i was pouring pouring pouring pouring turning to put and felt totally giddy and slippery cos the floor was super super super wet den i looked up and that new guy, called terrence i think, the tall one i mentioned above, stood infront of me with one whole trolley of glasses den i gave him the look and said "wa lau, wo bu gan le, you pour i dun wan pour le" den he actually SMILED i tot he didn't noe how to smile lah, the night before, cos he didn't smile at all for the whole thing he happily smiled and gave me the helpless look something's wrong with me but waitressing is quite "quite" fun without the feet abusing part haha okay okay enough abt my part part part time job oh to priscilla, yah lahhh i was so heartbroken when you said you wouldn't come leh and you sounded so...erm, yep nonchalant sob sob nahhhh i dun get angry over this kinda things, sad yes but since you already explained the rationale of it, i shan't be petty and get angry over this kinda things eh, if i get angry ove rthis kinda things on a regular basis..i would have exploded long ago le la sob, but den you would never see the amazing performance me and marc would put up (i'm trying very hard to convince myself that we wun screw up la) but i think..our performance would be quite good la just look at our fingers fly (off the piano and land on the floor..splat) okay..erm somemore AJ mark very fast la i only got back math got 77, topped my class, and felt cheated cos apparently no one studied for it -.-" quite proud of andersonians though, at least all of us tried our best lijie dun be so careless next time!!! shuling got 80 plus, hz got 88 wad the i dun even wanna noe how much yanyu got la ok ok err next yep literature and geography and econs and gp are all DEAD LA geography highest in class is a D so yep you can probably figure that no i wun be able to score very high ..somemore oh yah, piano happenings like damn dumb remind me never never to get close to guys who ..basically haven't matured the things they get angry over........it's really dumb ..erm somemore somemore oh my i forgot to tell you about the neil humphrey talk we had on wednesday!!! he's damn funny la though his accent was rather difficult to understand at first but within ten mins got it le he was damnnnnnnnnnnnn funny and the stuff he talked about, there's basically no restrictions no like limitations and he just openly said them talking about open you should have listened to our class discussed homosexualities like, wow -.-" okay okay, i'm like running outta stuff to say more like my brain is permanently fried now i think it's safe to say that they put a new definition on the term "not in the best of moods" when you arrive home to find your room totally screwed up cos that's what it is, totally screwed up i dun get mothers, really why do they like to spend their time and energy doing stupid unnecessary stuff like moving around your daughter's furniture when there's absolutely nothing wrong with the way it is (except of course for the ugly mismatching furnitures, but i've long gotten past it) it's extremely irritating to get home from a long day of school, not exactly gruelling but not really an easy ride considering the scorching weather and the stupid train which insisted on terminating at yishun, to find yourself stuck with a room that has books strewn all over it where there's no place to stand sit or more appropriately, in my currently vocabulary, piss and all i wanted to do, all i had looked forward to, was a quiet evening alone in my room with meg cabot, reading something that is actually funny instead of pretendng to be funny, and eating my dinner, no matter how gross it is but no, what did i find? loads and loads of books on my bed, loads and loads of books on my table outside the room, loads and loads of magazines and stuff and what nots strewn all over the floor, my laptop unplugged and uanble to plug in again cos there's no table or tops near the socket and realizing with horror and not just a mild taste of fucking black mood that i have to clear ALL of these, and believe me there were not just a dozen books, you never know you had so many till they all sit quaintly around your room, i have to clear ALL these plus practise my piano which that darn mr ku is gonna criticize soon tml within one fucking evening and see, my bro is back ...one hr later now my mood hasn't improved and you noe what i think i just spoiled my piano further ...i swear it's bad idea to make me angry it really doesn't pay you would have think that she would have the sense to put everything back into the shelves once she moved them and smartie she would have thought of the fact that, moving everything this way deprives me of a space to put the fan and smartie she should figure that it means i would on the air con even more you noe what a sight i am now my hair tied up in a mess sitting on the fucking bare floor with the laptop on my lap iwith the wires haywiredly haphazardly plugged in to the nearest socket which happens to be quite a distance away and there i was thinking that maybe tonight i can sleep earlier cos i was rather tired fuck fuck fuck fuck i'm serious somebody can probably do their whole university thesis on the behaviour of mothers what's HER PROBLEM really it's not as if the arrangement is irritating her everything is all over the place my books my trophy my albums my files my gc book my every fucking thing there's no place to put my bag, so it's on the floor poor thing, i'm abusing my stuff TOO BAD i think sooner or later the piano would spoil and you guys should know something, don't ever fucking make me angry or annoyed like this cos it's really scary it's really scary when i start pounding away at the piano till the keys are like marshmellows and my father sits there not knowing what to do he too, he should know better than to help my mother do this ridiculous thing if you wanna move my stuff MOVE IT PROPERLY AND FINISH THE DAMN JOB you think it's fun to come home to a messy room with no place whatsoever to put a sling bag and no place anywhere to sit down properly?????????????????? what's with mothers why do they like to use childish methods to get back at you like what the hell, i admit we had a fierce quarrel yesterday but i already shut up and just let her rant and preach and do her mother-thy-holy thing but there you go, she just loves childish tactics like moving my things, and leaving me to clean up the mess you noe how frustrating and traumatising it is to look at the piles of things i have to clean up like WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU SERIOUSLY?? get a life please spend your energy somewhere else like getting a doctor or do you prefer to do it only when there's no other choice or alternatives? get a fucking life and stay outta mine whatever, naomi you all might say i'm being harsh and rude and ungrateful and whatever shit YOU TRY IT AND TELL ME YOU CAN TOLERATE THIS KINDA STUPID FAMILY my bro called me crazy again just now i almost slapped him i have all this pent up anger that i seriously need to unleash and great like GREEEAEAT i just realize my performance piano piece suck like dunno what shit it's absolutely brilliant and i totally am not in the mood to prac thanks to the holier than thou mother whose childish antics really never cease to amaze me this is absolutely great if my mood continues and spills onto tml you can bet mr ku will get the fucking black face from me i really wanna slap someone and looking at the empty shelves and messy bed infront of me hardly helps i noe i'm ranting and i think you guys are tired of hearing me rant but honestly WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM i tried to cheer up today and almost succeeded too den you had to do this you win loh you really win ARGHGHGHGHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today is seriously a very bad day besides the fact that except mg, people i sms generally dun reply there's the fact that when they reply, they say stuff that are...totally in appropriate e.g.timweilun the genius you noe i had roughly cheered up by the time i reached home cos you can't possibly be sad too long it's human nature i think, to want to cheer up so by the time i finished my hair trim, seeing my hair fall away, i'd cheered up and i went to bed and woke up around 8pm and realize to my joy everyone is either in bed or not around meaning i dun have to talk to anyone no one can talk to me ..apparently not you noe in the morning i really think i'm correct i'm absolutely correct it's the second thing i did that i noe is absolutely correct the first was. ..that one bu shuo ye ba but now in the night i'm now the villian suddenly apparently i've been wasting money, treating my father as an ATM machine and to quote my mother "you're slowing changing" i noe i'm changing of course i'm changing changing to be less cheerful and more cheerful at the same time i think you noe, i wanna be rich in the future not very very rich rich enough to afford braces for my child rich enough to afford starbucks rich enough to let my child learn piano without lamenting the fact that i'm going broke and i'll never never never ever give birth to any child unless i'm absolutely certain i wun end up a mother like my own mother i already tot of that for very long le i dun wan a family like my own it's wrong it's really wrong i'd rather adopt a child somewhere else and support him/her eyes very swollen and that timweilun jing ran ignore my smses he better wish he never see me again i was walking along orchard road to dental today and i noticed how desperate modelling agencies and advertising agencies are getting ...the subjects they choose to approach.. maybe one day xiang rui might even fit the bill ...zhen de qi si ren better go to sleep there's nth much i can do anyway ...i dun wanna be up when my bro comes home and be in for another adult lecturing seriously they really think we are kids dun they well, surprise, news flash, we're not we're seventeen bloody seventeen and i think when i was fourteen i was already more mature and smart and knowledgable den you'll ever be ..the next tiem i blog i wun be so depressing cos really, you can't go on being sad all day it's really true and neil humphrey is coming to our sch tml =D that's the only gd thing today oh got another one i bought one litre of tears VCD mg! envious?? ...........i hope to hell tml will be a busy busy busy day so i wun think abt anything to be honest i'm really scared i wonder if she really isn't' going to go with me ..yuan lai i'd rather quarrel and have her go with me, even in that kinda mood what can i do even if i go? i'll be alone, i can't do anything if she's not there and tml, everyone will be in sch and there wun be anyone i can go to really dun dare to go to sleep i wonder what she'll say if she realized i went without her dun dare to go to sleep, cos i dun dare to wake up 怎么办 怎么办 怎么办 have you guys tried, the feeling to try to cheer yourself up den realized, you are too scared to do it why didn't i quarrel with her and insist andn it affects so many things i hate it i stared at the cursor for five mins i feel like filling this whole page with dots ... ....... ............ ............... ............................ ............. ............... because i dunno what to say today is pris's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =DDDD YAY aren't you glad you had us three to sing you the earliest birthday song you ever had??? heee okay i'm feeling rather contradictory now you see ah i wanna feel very high so i wanna listen to songs like lian ai ing and feng kuang shi jie (wu yue tian's songs are all spasticallyhappy) but see ah it's all the SAD songs that are very touching sob sob ..so contradicting right??? and px is FINE lah wad the heck had me and si hui worrying den in the end it's she who yue me out to go shopping -.-" in the end we two only bought each a pair of shoes...like so eeeyer not fruitful at all i just realized my shoe color is totally national day lah can wear it on national day =D ehhh pris, how is the cheese cake? and make sure you hang that VERY EX hp chain okay if i dun see it...you are DEADDD that's ur life amulet horrrr ..sigh tml.. *tugs mg* how la mg is sick so sad! sick on the last day of freedom must get well soon k!! speaking of last day of freedom sigh after today it'll be FULL PIANO CHIONGING LIAO damn sian lah i haven touched the score for like dunno how long den must keep practising leeeee if not for marc's existence, i think i might already have torn the stupid score away EEEEEEEEEEYEEEEEEERRR mggggggggg!!! tml how??? oh i finished wei xiao pasta it's really spastically happy wahahahah but i prefer full house still and i prefer KIM SAM SOON EVEN MORE =D yay!!.. i'm blabbering le la die die tml la mggggg *sobs* back from waitressing =D for some reason doing waitressing with lijie makes everything so much more fun haha, okay fine, it just feels quite good to earn money the old way, through hardwork i guess oh i forgot to tell pris and mg i think u guys kanna cheated a bit cos the keychain got a bit of scratch prob when they were engraving the pic on it bah >.< but i still love it i dunno where to put it lah afraid to use it cos den i'll be scared that it'll get scratch any suggestions?? and i hope mg likes her ring! and will promise to wear it everyday of her life! it's actually not bad leh..feel like getting one too you noe something despite everything that i wrote on my birthday wish list and despite all the "momomomomoomo" ing i did NO ONE GAVE ME A MOMO (the pork chop naomi gave can hardly substitute that lovely momo) ................ porky has a permanent seat (yah porky, even the cute ain't that cute) on my sofa in my room everytime i walk past him his grinning face with his very punchable nose just.....so..ask for it and pris refused to come out with me weilun and gary tml i would have asked naomi too you noe and i soooooo wanna celebrate ur birthday with u ................................... how can you be so hEARTLESS and refused me??? oh but mg says that we should count down her b-day I WAN! I WAN! den pris asked, count down le den what, go home ah den i said we can always play mahjong cos maybe the first few hours of her seventeenth year might be extremely good and she'll win a lot of money and treat us to something! -.-" ..the point is, i so wanna see you mg naomi weilun gary px TOGETHER ....................but you heartless person refused herh |
