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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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in honor of teachers' day Why ARTS teacher rocks so much more than Science Teacher #1 they look soooo much more appealing can compared to the haggard faces of the science department, but well, can't blame them, inhaling the fresh fragrance of rocks and peh,books, must be so much more nourishing than the poor souls of science department who spends their time poisoning themselves with ammonia #2 arts teacher spend their time doing much more constructive stuff like surfing youtube to find ridiculous videos, or digging up racist songs, or, like mr josef tan, watches korean dramas and still try to appear manly. #3 arts teacher like najib are so much more candid and honest with their opinion on PW by fallin asleep during the briefing AND our presentations, like how many science teachers can be so honest??? *detect sacarstic tone pls* #4 arts teacher have a more balanced diet, they eat gummies!!! i'm sure science teacher dun eat rocks per se but...they sorta look a bit grey yah? #5 even though miss chiam dun exactly noe why we adore jay chou (how could she?) and has only recently found out that he's actually talented, at least she knows who's jay chou..i think science teacher only noe who's...err, fei yu qing?? #6 arts teacher support keely!!! and they blatently state so by blackmailing us during lectures, if we dun go support keely, we're gonna fail geography, the guts of them.. #7 they rock more because even if you zone out during lectures, you can still pretend to pay attention by staring at them (meaning their expensive brand of clothes, that weird leather shoes..those cute necklaces..and aww they're just cute) #8 oh, this part is VERY important. arts teacher are sooo much more human than science teacher who just refuses to admit that as fellow human beings, they are lazy too! see arts teacher like jeffrey lim are sooo nice and sooo understanding that they give us over a month to do one essay because they understand people like xinyun can spend one whole night chewing their pen tips but still only manage to spit out one pathetic line (sighs) #9 instead of pretending to be unable to see, arts teacher acknowledges it when half the class is nodding off and proceeds to use the "puppy-look" strategy so often employed by mr jeffrey lim "is it me or the time? why everytime i come in you all fall asleep?" aww no it's not you, it's just that doing digesting dickens after lunch isn't really that dicken-licious #10 because even science students are totally crushing on najib (he's kinda hard to not be noticed what with that giraff neck and all..oh, and giraff legs and giraff body and giraff everything) which totally proves they are ENVIOUS of us =DDD #11 because it's cute when arts teacher try to deny what they are so obviously guilty of e.g. when melissa accurately pointed out that mr josef tan looks like he came from batam and i add on that he looks like those coffeeshop ah peh and he gave back a lame retort that melissa looks like she came from india (hello, brush up on your retort skills, mel looks beautiful, you look totally sinful can) hi i'm not in sch again and i swear this time it isn't on purpose i even woke up at the designated time, and i already packed my bag the night before okay and i was totally looking forward to sch so yah i woke up and when i sat up i was wondering why the ironing board seems to be swirling den i realize it's me, i'm feeling giddy so i thought it's a morning thing, you noe like i haven really wake up yet so i went to shower the thing is, i sat on the toilet bowl for very long before deciding that i might faint if i shower and i really waited forty five mins to see whether it'll pass but it didn't and stupid me went to sms najib ..he said " if you are not coming to sch cos you're sick, den sms me" i think what he meant was "if you are not coming to sch cos you wanna pon, dun tell me" ....... and even though i WAS sick i didn't have mc which he wanted . sigh anyway feeling really ..fed up now i can't do anything constructive and i SHOULD have i woke up at bloody nine o'clock and hve been msging yiling xinyun melissa just so that somebody can reply me and tell me whether or not me and melissa are meeting up to rehearse but no one is telling me anything and i SO hate the feeling of waiting this is crap okay no wonder television shows also show the girl waiting for the boy to call her but the boy never calls it's such a stupid torture another criteria for my boyfriend ..must never ignore my msgs and must reply no matter how late ........ and i suspect mg's suffering from ..err, what, over-happiness cos she's been tagging at my blog for three consecutive times oh my it's so scary and we watched the same show somemore so..scary but eh mg, the beautiful stranger, richard barclay is so much better than the gideon right? dun ever name your child gideon, it sounds like pigeon and it's just plain weird to watch ang moh act while the dialogue is in chinese it's just plain weird but the cinematography was damn nice ..just that the story plot was well cliche nvm the beautiful stranger and fann wong is much better than maggie q and that pigeon oh my freaking god no one is replying me !!! tis is so freaking disgusting arghghghghgh i'm not in sch again =D it' wednesday and i'm not in sch again come to think of it yesterday was quite scary i reached home around five plus den ate while reading a book den suddenly felt really really exhausted think it was all the pain that my thighs were giving me cos after the sprint we did on monday , i think i didn't stretch properly and now it's seriously cramping it's like one moment it's fine the other it's like someone pulled a nerve inside the thigh pain like duno what so i slept from yesterday five plus all the way to this morning and i purposely skipped sch cos it was horrible yesterday, whenever i sat down on the lecture chair my thighs got another jolt and anyway it's a nice weather, shouldn't waste it in school you noe it's damn weird to watch romance shows infront of my mother -.-" was trying to watch the house of harmony starring maggie q and fann wong den my mother barged in saying ridiculous stuff like i was wasting electricity cos i was watching the show instead of using the comp which is already on .. what crap right i got so fed up so shut off the tv le what did i wanted to blog about.. oh yes mg 881 is nice right! whenever i talked about it i feel so proud to be a singaporean =D .. why is it that mg is so much richer than i am..she bought both 881 and secret's soundtracks *whines* shucks i slept too much having a headache now crap i really forgot what i wanted to blog about.. oh well..nvm den i declare i'm officially in love with maksim's stillwater it's on the imeem player go listen to it it's really damn nice my god i think violin+ piano = romantic it's damn nice la it's just so freaking beautiful must find a way to let my teacher hear it someday and my tastes for music has grown.. err let's just say diverse hey word for the day esoteric it means un-mass appeal i love the word it's just so nice -.-" anyway yah i realize i've been listening to old english songs..to jazz..to maksim, to david garrett, to buble eh so weird but stillwater is soooooo nice omg it's just like freaking nice okay fine i noe mg will gimme the look but it's really nice .. okay fine i came to blog just so that i can start at five officially to try to improve my GP .erm today was..constructive i guess it's SUPPOSED to be .. ah at least i did tutorial 9.2 (integration of trigooooo the freaking trigoooo it's the longest piece of work i ever did) and.. i did case study econs! i really did them! i mean i really really did a completed case study on it okay and i analysed a little of lit.. and erm .. well that's all i aim to try to revise econs later you noe what i realize i sorta like econs and econs is getting clearer .......... OMG i forgot to say this how can i forget to say this VJ IS HAVING A FULL DAY COS KEELY WON THE FEMALE CHAMPION wahahahha i noe i noe i think VJ damn lame oso but who cares we benefit society welfare increases so it doesn't matter but it's just damn lame that we get full days for nothing at all =.=" now get jealous =D oh my god people omg omg omgomg i'm so freaking happy right now crunchyroll has RETURN OF THE CONDOR HEROES starring fann wong and christopher lee!!!!!!!! omgggg yiling and xinyun were both so happy we're all fans of that show it's like my FAVOURITE la when i was young and now i have the motivation to study again =DDD study study study den can watch it at night somemore it's forty episodes leh! means i can slooooowly savor it and promos wouldn't be such a torture anymore! somemore somemore! they also have YOU FU you noe that show where christopher lee acts as the curry cooker for funerals?? omg i'm so in love see ah, in actual fact mediacorp CAN produce good shows just that..where have all the wonderful producers gone?? anddddd got WO LAI YE too! li nan xing and fann wong damn cute too i rmb the show ohhhhhh crap i'm so happy now =D kk..go study le, been studying den watching studying den watching grins happily* all those who dun rmb the show shld just go die angry angry angry i'm angry warning to people who rejected me and dun wanna go to jiahao's butterfly project dun read this cos i'm extremely angry and annoyed right now but i wun be once i vent so this is just plain venting and if you dun wanna see me venting, den dun read i dun understand why it's so hard to find someone to go support a friend i asked at least twenty people okay and some gave me the most ridiculous answer which i'm not gonna list here and it's not as if didn't try i tried i tried i tried i've been asking so many people and i'm extremely tired of getting negative replies if you think that the free food and free drinks and free popcorn is enough den go i'm not gonna stop you i dunno why i'm so stubborn, because i am, but i just tot supporting a friend is more important maybe jiahao dun feel it as strongly as i do but to me, if i'm performing, i really wan my friends to be there you dunno how much it means for your friends to be there so there, feel gulity but you've already rejected me, so there' s nth you can do i guess i can't force you to stay away from your studies, your popcorn, your whatever you wan examples of valid replies? from weilun and kenneth, one got cip one got tuition that one i accept but if it turns out weilun was lying.. and i can't stand how selfish people in my family are or how selfish people in my social circle are what's wrong with wanting to go thailand to do voluntary work? is it so strange that i prefer to do this to going taiwan on a holiday? i mean of course i noe we're going there to sufffer and work, unlike taiwan where i'll get to enjoy myself but it's more meaningful isn't it my mother kept saying what why must pay to go, wan do cip do in singapore, and it's dangerous den i said, go taiwan might also die what, taiwan very safe meh? and the only thing that's holding me back is cos if i go thailand, my aunt wouldn't have company on her trip to taiwan that's the only thing that's holding me back and i really can't stand how shallow and superficial people are there are so many things in life that's worth doing besides your daily dose of homework there are so many things in life that's worth paying for, some things are truly priceless and i can't stand the fact that so many people just fail to see that maybe you say that you dun have the money to go for these kinda "class" things lemme tell you, it's not that you dun have the money, you just refuse to acknowledge how good they are i think the most succint description i've had people made of me is this: " i've never met a person like you before, you really very weird you noe" yah i noe i'm weird but i like it at least when i grow up i'll noe i spent my life the way i want it i noe i noe i'm not being fair to those who have authentic reasons like pris who has to take care of her sisters like i said, i'm just venting because life IS unfair it's a god damn fact but i can't seem to accept it you noe how unfair life is? lemme tell you how unfair life is life is unfair because while people don't have legs to walk on, we complain of how fat our calves look life is unfair because while people don't have money for their three meals, we spend our money going for facials life is unfair because while people cannot articulate themselves (special needs students) and express their love for someone, we refused to tell each other how much we love each other life is unfair because while people in thailand are fighting for the chance to study, we squander our studies life is unfair because while people in africa don't have clothes to wear, we buy too many life is unfair because people kick their grandmas out of their house when she's ninety just because she's getting troublesome to take care of i'm guilty too i never said i wasn't i noe i shld be thrifty, i noe i shld be nice, i noe i shld be whatever whatever but somehow i can't i just can't stand some kinda people some people just dunno how to present themselves, the least you should know is how to present yourselves on certain occasions some people just try too hard to please some people maybe smarty pants but the stuff they say are so shallow that you marvel at the expanse of the human mind some people just don't have a character what i'm guilty of i spend too much money on clothes on occasions i spend too much money indulging in music i spend too much money indulging in films i can't stand being hot so i love the air con i'm not friendly cos i hate to socialize i sincerely despise shallow people i sincerely despise uncouth people, mind you, not just uncouth, some people are uncouth but they noe what they are doing, some people are just plain uncouth their soul is uncouth, their knowledge minds are uncouth and so on but at least i dun think i say dumb stuff, at least i hope not life is fair though life is fair because all of us get old and what you do to your grandma will happen to you too life is fair because being selfish will only mean that people will be selfish to you too life is fair because refusing to acknowledge what's true beauty will only blind you life is fair because no matter how many facials you do it'll never do anything for your heart life is fair because no matter how beautiful you look, how cool you look, you'll turn wrinkled like a prune when you hit sixty life is fair because money doesn't buy you happiness and beggars can also be happy to mg: may i ask where you got the soundtrack? cos i wan it too .. but.. i'm obviously broke but still, tell me how you got it pls? my eyelids are like drooping like shit waiting for alena and mel to send me the geog stuff so i can compile and be done with it and i stil can't find anyone to go to jiahao's thing with me! what the hell why is it so hard?? my goodness and i'm reallly trying okay, it's not like i'm those people who dun even bother to give a peeps abt it ..am really tired oh people the subway student meal is really cheap me and naomi stayed there to bury our heads in integration today argh oh cybil told me she saw mr ttp he's living in malaysia now but he comes back now and then la but he's not going back for teacher's day i think so sad la and me and naomi met huabin today he's sooooooooo tall la argh so weird and so awkward cos nth much to say to him .. i'm blabbering shucks mg's right, i can't bring myself to eat kfc in the short run You may want to know that 90% of chickens suffer from bone fractures before they even reach the slaughter house. And that some chickens are being fed so much that their legs cannot support their weight, so they can be like walking halfway and then their legs just fracture and they cannot move anymore. So they just sit there and wait to die. Oh, and the de-beaking. To prevent them from pecking each other, their beaks are being removed. And if you want to feel how painful it is, try removing your fingernail. It’s about the same, if not worse. this is the most disconcerting paragraph amongst the whole thing eww anyway st stephens was nice today as usual i can't understand why guys would wanna grow up ookay fine, i mean i can understand lah, cos if they never grow up, den how the hell do we reproduce right but you noe it's sooooo nice if we just stay at primary six and they look so darn cute they dun care abt their hair whether they're overly skinny, and they dun try to act cute you noe brandon was so darn cute he drew me this snail, err, i think it's called gary, spongebob's pet?? anyway he drew it, and he didn't even give it to me himself, think he was too shy or something he put it on my bag when i went to the toilet den i was like "eh? whose?" den joshua went "oh, he drew for you wan" and i was so surprised i said "oh, thanks!" -.-" but so sweet right ohhh shit jiahao just asked me to go for his concert argh another ten bucks my god really have to rely on eating bread liao damn talking to kenneth makes me happy =D realized how long i haven talked to him le la kinda missed having his gay arse around vj cos he's like one of the few guys i can click with hahaha he'll be joining us at interact tml! so weird isn't it when you think about how xuan3 life can be like, we are in different schs but still have the chance to be in the same cca together i'm in loveeeee with # zhang zhi lin in the shui hu wu jian dao show he's SO CUTE! and he's so tall!! you noe cute guys are normally short but he's TALL! and he looks so fierce when he isn't smiling but so cute when he is! # david garrett omggg see the video see the video i can't talk, he's just amazing # jay chou (see mg see, i like him too hor) although i haven actually seen the show but i do believe secret rocks as a first effort and he's extremely talented can # roystan tan (ppl, 881 has officially soared higher than secret on the movie charts!!! =D) first reason: cos he's singaporean second reason: cos he's a singaporean and a director third reason: cos he's a singaporean and a director who made show about singaporeans fourth reason: cos 881 REALLY ROCKS ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and i can't wait for friday! cos kenneth me and xinyun are going inspire 07 (hopefully) they make me feel like calling up all my old friends again DAVID GARRETT
notice how long his fingers are! and he's so cute! and he plays the violin so damn well lah......idiot oh..i've never seen this kinda screen before you noe i dun think i've ever told you guys how much i appreciate the comp lab in vj seriously their computers, even though their keyboards suck and everything but at least their computers dun crawl like anderson's does pls, anderson's dun crawl, i think they shuffle their heels anyway the screen is like white with light green streaks all over the place like thousands of earthworm forgot to wipe up their poo ermmm staying very late in sch lo cos zhangfan ended late and we had coaching on the SAME piece no wonder lah, cos they wan us to perform for open house yiling said "cool" i haven finish they can't move the bloody pianos so they are gonna direct people to the piano room instead like how DUMB is that? so unglam can the piano room looks like some weird kid's hostel room bleah and eeeyer all the songs they choose for open house are all so SLOW one except super mario lah why can't we play more cool songs and be more narcisstic like jay chou in showing off?? bleah yeahhhhhhhhh najib's sick (err, najib is my teacher) so we didn't have human tutorial..he said he'll be taking overi phy tutorial tml which means i dun have to do the bloody case study!! for phy geog! yay!! waiting for father to come fetch me home.. YEAH! which means i can go home and slackkkkkkkk and people have been telling me that i've been very free hahaha okay library's closing damn me and yiling watched 881 today!! it's goooooooooooooooddd okay yiling says it's good but not GOOOOOOOD but i think it's GOOOOOOOOOOD except for some really tacky scenes which we thought could totally be deleted and i'm soooooo proud you know cos it's a singapore movie based on singaporean subjects and it's touching lah can we cried and the songs, i never thought i would actually like those getai songs cos everytime they have one at the open space outside my house i would get so irritated cos the system is bad, it sounds bad, and it hinders sleep but the composer is really freaking good not only do the songs sound ge-tai-ish, they sound nice, they sound appealing to us youngsters and they are so appropriate to the movie and qi yu wu is a good actor! watch it! he wun disappoint you! and the two actresses also lah, why they have never been discovered before this, i dun understand this movie is soooooo hot can i can't wait for the movie industry in singapore to explode it's just that, dun you find that singlish combined with dialects and the way we speak english is just so uniquely us and it's funny and for some reason it sounds cool so besides modelling after those great hollywood blockbusters, i think singapore directors should also focus on more heart landish scenes and yahhh the costumes oh my me and yiling were commenting on some of them some of it doesn't make sense at all but some were really fascinating (how anyone can manage to sew them on much less wear it is beyond us) and the effort that goes into making these are surely equivocal to those put in for dreamgirls serious! the lights were good, the colors were good, costumes were great, lead actresses are pretty and have a firm character, lead actor is good looking mysterious and sweet and it doesn't hurt to have ang moh getai wannabes who can't speak chinese for nuts and simply live to showcase their boobs, a nice bossy aunt who isn't afraid to be bitchy and crazy it's realllly good i tell you =DDD i came online specially to blog about this movie so you guys better watch it somehow, on vcd on dvd on screen BUT DUN WATCH IT ONLINE so not supportive next show: secret omg, i think i'm in love with young directors with aspirations and who has an eye for beautiful scenes jay chou is one of them but honestly, can he be more narcisstic?? his piano duelling scenes are super impressive but c'mon i'm sure you can some up with characters who dun play the piano and are much more interesting -.-" but still, i like him, i admire him, so i'm gonna watch his movie somehow omg my second bro just wore this nike sleeveless jersey with running shorts and went jogging and he looked EXACTLY like mr jeffrey lim that type so cute! i think i'm in love with my own second brother but really lah, i seriously think my boyfriend must be half as interesting as he is anyway i'm still stuck in this fluctuations of depression and highness just ask yiling whom i've smacked for quite a lot of times using bro's comp while he's going running....so cool, there's this massive big mirror above the comp, kinda expected to see a ghost anytime since it's seven month you noe back to the topic yah, i can't seem to like control myself i just become moody and depressed and grumpy and nonsensically emo so forgive me people esp the clique cos for some reason, i become better once sch ends oh and st stephens mentoring for interact today was very cute too brandon is gonna turn out so shuai, i can just tell and i'm so lucky, cso even though i have to mentor four, the four all very nice kids like, not shy shy kinda playful and all but still nice kids while poor naomi got three "problematic kids" hey not i label them one, is the kids i took tell me one somemore they're all like from different classes and naomi is damn convinced she's not teaching them anything unseful =( but it's fun! and they're RICH kids lah their hps are like dunno how many times more advanced than mine sob which sadly ...resembles something i saved from the scrap yard yeah! and i bought groceries from NTUC today finally! naomi pei wo bought those ready made tuna, cereal, coffee, losta biscuits and crackers =))) FINALLY i discover this brand of strawberry yoghurt which is EXTREMELY NICE!! gonna go buy it tml when i come home earlier ... food that's free taste sooooooooo good okay okay and i miss pris i miss mg i miss weilun i miss gary i miss kellie but no one is free =( to pris: take h3 after promos lah, in any case, it's not anything glamorous wad oh, hz is taking for fun too so you can ask her but you might wanna check which ones you wanna take cos apparently there are different ones like UCLES and SMU NTU NUS blah blah okay fine i admit it i'm stuck in this grumpy selfish stingy negative bubble and i can't get out everything sucks my debussy sucks, my rachmaninoff sucks, my ravel sucks most of all my RHYTHM sucks my piano sucks too basically everything sucks having no money sucks even more i just wanna wallow in self pity alright can somebody just jerk me outta that wallowing pit this is so infuriating what's WRONG with my fingers? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHARGHGHGHGHGHGG and i dun wanna go back to school i dun WAN! i dun wanna study anymore it's like life suddenly lost all its meaning FUCK pizza hut made us wait for two hrs before we can collect our order my second brother was so mad he called to complain modified boyfriend criteria after my second bro # must be as "brave" as he is, refuses to take bullshit and stand up for girls # must be "cute" at times e.g. when he talks and coos to fishes # walks with confidence and not as if he's trying to shrink into the ground # dresses stylishly but not overboard like dumping gallons of wax onto his hair # taller than my brother # street-smart, exciting, do crazy stuff like drink and drive # not as unreasonable as my brother # who helps me call pizza hut # has strong hands # despises stupid people who talk too loud # loyal to friends i think i really prefer guys like my second bro what i hate/despise/dislike # people putting down local movies without trying to find out whether they are good # people insisting local talents suck or are non existent without bothering to fork out proper money to support the industry # people insisting that a certain hollywood/hong kong movie is better than local movies # people insisiting that a certain person is good when he/she is just plain bad # people who refused to acknowledge the person for his passion and effort # bad english # bad chinese # phone operators who give you more numbers instead of telling you what you want # malaysia for thinking that anyone who calls must know malay # smsing each and everyone of my friend and getting no respond # having the feeling that all my friends had died and gone to heaven # pw for robbing all my friends away from me # my hair for being so unneat # having no money because that means i can't go out to study # studying at home cos the sight of my mother just irritates me # not having any mp3 because without music i get grumpy # mother asking me to buy food like chicken and mee when what i wan is cake smoothies and milkshaek # stupid literature notes which doesn't make modernism any clearer # studying studying studying # people who complain and complain about the quality of food when you noe there's no choice # people worrying about whether someone had spat into the food when the food is given free # old people who sit around doing nth all day long #me for sitting around doing nth all day long # me for skipping math lectures and winding up not knowing how to do graph sketching # me for not benig as mean as i always thought i'd be # me for my plain and ordinary life #teenagers who think they are in love i really think i might die ..my mood is exactly like this blog skin all i ever wanna do is sleep as in, i just have this sense of lethargy and i don't wanna do anything not even go out with friends or watch movies or whatever i think i wanna call pris but even that seems to take up too much energy it's just...THIS feeling i just can't shake it off i can't make myself do anything i woke up at NOON today people NOON, i didnn't even wanted to sleep that late but somehow i did and i hate this feeling like i can't bring myself to do any single thing it's like everything suddenly lost its meanings and i realize it's so easy to isolate oneself from all the others and it's so...so shallow isn't it the concept of friends today like seriously we are more like acquaintances than friends you dun go through any ordeals, or maybe the greatest ordeal we went through together was exams and it's like, we're more like acquaintances who met on the same path and who happens to click more than others ..yeah, dunno where that pessimistic view up from sometimes i would think if i live alone ..if i die one day in my house, how long does it take for anyone to discover? it's just soo easy really to detached yourself from the world even nowadays i just dun wanna go online what's the point ....... somebody cure me of this i've tried watching cute shows, comedy shows, sad shows, thrilling shows none worked i spent two hrs yesterday playing with my piano and composing that doesn't cure it either and i noe melissa they all wanted me to go to her house and you noe chill out and watch movies or go out with yiling and xinyun to window shop but i turned both down cos seriously dun wanna be a spoiler for them thanks anyway for trying so hard to cheer me up and when they asked me why i was so sad i really didn't noe why i still dun ...helppp to pris: yeah...of course you lose i can't believe i'm saying this but i'm BORED like in the midst of a term, i'm saying i'm bored fine, there isn't a lack of homework and stuff to do but honestly, i dunno why i've sunk to new depths of ...sian ness seriously, i dunno how many of you watched grey's anatomy but it's like what meredith grey said one morning if i get outta bed and do stuff i feel like i might die ..i can't get myself to do anything constructive and i can't make myself happier and i dunno why i'm so sick and tired of socialising i dunno how to put it but i'm speaking less these few days cos i dunno what to say didn't even bother returning smses cos i was feeling..just sick i think i'm morphing into a hermit ........ i dun understand why people can talk and talk and talk and talk so much okay can you all all read pris's blog and of course when you are reading her blog, rmb too that i'm grouchy grumpy and horrible cos first of all i lost my ipod again and it's making my nerves stand on end to keep losing stuff so that helps too to moulding my anger at the entire world these days i just wanna lie somewhere and just sleep and not talk lied on michelle yeong today, so comfortable and so quiet cos she at least isn't talking .. i was just telling melissa that i wish the whole of singapore is like vj you noe it's virtually impossible to lose an mp3 or your wallet or your hp in vj? cos people either bring them to the GO or they just leave it right where it is cos the first reason, they're too rich so they dun bother to steal second reason, which i'm more inclined to believe, Victorians have high dignity, we dun steal ........ sigh but singapore is not vj so i wun even bother calling sbs to check whether anyone has brought it in weilun always say i too high morals pls lah, if i find one, i'll definitely take it in can he always say he wun, but i'm sure he would too lah okay anyway i watched harry potter just to give a review if you hadn't watched the whole film? it's like being filmed under the wings of a dementor (if you dunno what that is, watch earliermovies first lah) . it's like all the happiness is being sucked outta the whole flim okay. I understand that the movie is supposed to move towards bleakness and darkness and whatever ness but honestly if you would just read j.k.rowling's books then you would have noticed that SHE at least didn't suck the humor outta every single plot. seriously, i only laughed one small chuckle throughout the whole show and oh, if you are watching the show for plots, pls, i'd rather you just read the book but if you ARE watching the show, let me comfort you that there's at least one credible reason why you should and you are making the right decision daniel radcliff and the woman who acted as umbridge talk abt the latter first, she's sooooooo absolutely obnoxious you wonder how she will ever live it down for accepting the role. she's good okay, like really good, and i wonder how long she practised to smirk the way she did, and the disgusting sick smile, so totally manifested what j.k. rowling described. that disgusting sick toad smile eew andn daniel radcliff is good! he's a really good actor! i think he's the sole reason that kept me alive throughout the whole show really, the way he handled harry potter was really good. yiling remarked how much squirming and contorting he had to do, not to mention he probably has eye sight problem with the amount of glaring and squinting he had to do. and he's just sooo intense. and he's just so right for the role lah, the way harry had grown up but still squirm when he entered the ministry and all oh one note the cho chang harry potter kiss? it isn't as disgusting as it seems i was watching through my fingers cos i tot it was totally gross but for some reason it was nicer than having to watch..let's see..erm joshua and some girls kiss? (that's hypothetical but you can imagine..) it was RATHER romantic actually but it's totally baseless like, what lijie said one minute they were talking oneminute the mistletoe appeared the next minute they were kissing and the next minute they broke up it's totally ridiculous i tell you and the whole movie was totally disjointed you dunno where the plot began and ended oh another mention voldemort-ralph fiennes was as per normal NICE but i wish he didn't have that plastic tap for a nose cos ralph fiennes is actually quite charming you noe well, voldemort was better than dumbledore actually ..dumbledore totally didn't fit the bill as dumbledore as in, dumbledore is supposed to be this DEEP and STABLE and emotionless person, you noe like a firm powerful rock with authority and power oozing off him but this dumbledore? ..he said one sentence which made me so mad he shouted at the watching students "don't you all have homework to do??" seriously, that's so un dumbledore brrr but it's still a good show to watch lah, and i'm looking forward to the time when the whole harry potter franchaise concludes and ends den daniel radcliff acts as other roles quite promising really =D .. okay i'm not as happy as i sound my MP3......................... yay, pris blogged about her lousy day thanks for blogging, cos now i can compare mine with you and i bet you you'll lose like shit cos my day is really BEI until no, not my day my WEEK #1 stupid sbs bus driver me and yiling were going to cineleisure to watch harry potter, we got onto the bus but i couldn't find my ez-link, with a sinking feeling i tot it was missing again..so i borrowed money from yiling to pay the fare first. so i paid my student fare of 55 cents. The uncle hollered at me and asked to see my ez-link card i was like "i dun have it, if not why would i wanna pay in cash?" den he said "how can dun have? dun have cannot foot student fare" i looked at yiling but i'm fucking wearing my school uniform lah you bloody idiot what i purposely wear the uniform to cheat you of a few cents???? yiling was like mouthing to ask me to just take her ez-link and show him so i did but yiling's ez-link had her neoprint plasted over the pic (like all students do) and the bloody uncle said "why no photo one? how can dun have photo one?" .............. bloody fucking idiot okay to mg: sorry for not buying the mp3, know you're quite angry but i really dun dare buy one without warranty and anyway i've got my retribution people, take a deep breath I LOST MY IPOD again yah, i lost it again it's shitty isn't it i swear i really bu shi gu yi de but i dunno why i keep losing things and i'm really getting tired of having to replace them i lost my hp, two pencil cases, now my ipod and i can't let my mother know cos she'll totally freak like big time and the worse thing is the ipod isn't mine it's kellie's ..she has her nano so i'm gonna return her cash WA LAO I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN???? swears vehemently* like enough lah, i'm really that careless meh??? but i dun really think i'm that careless what? den why do i keep losing things??? this is so ridiculous!!!!!! i feel like telling all the thieves to quit it this is getting distressing I LOST SOMETHING AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNN dun really feel anything when i realized it isn't with me just a sinking feeling cos i'm really broke where the hell do i get the money to repay her?? damn i think i'm really gonna survive on tao huey for the rest of my college life until i save up enough to repay kellie not to mention i have to replace the money i spent from NETS but i have so many movies i wanna watch!!!! this is crappy lah can total crap crap crap crap crap let's see tao huey fifty cents. den i'm gonna bring plain water to sch everyday den insist on yiling insisting tat i dun spend any money on drinks and ask everybody around me to forbid me to have second servings during meals and no more brownies cos they cost 1.60 each and i think i can't go sakae with yiling le cos i simply have no money ........................... so pris, whose day sucks more?
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