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Normal's Overated.
sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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..i DAMN sian i think i have the project work disease or something ..everytime i think of it i grow damnnnnn sian ..okay anyway i spent like dunno how much again today ........... on books yeah books stop giving me the look i can't help it they're just so nice and..healthy looking and..erm intellectual feeling 寄 沒有地址得信 這樣得情緒 有種距離 你 放著誰的歌曲 是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽 雨 下得好安靜 是不是你偷偷在哭泣 幸福 真的不容易 在你得背景 有我愛你 我可以 陪你去看星星 不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起 我不想 又再一次和你分離 我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你 寄 沒有地址得信 這樣的情緒 有種距離 你 放著誰得歌曲 是怎樣的心情 能不能說給我聽 雨 下的好安靜 是不是你 偷偷在哭泣 幸福 他真的不容易 在你得背景 有我愛你 我可以 陪你去看星星 不用多說明 我就要和你在一起 我不想又在一次和你分離 我多麼想每一次的美麗 是因為你 我可以 陪你去看星星 不用再多說明 我就要和你在一起 我不想 又再ㄧ次和你分離 我多麼想每一次得美麗 是因為你 搜索 "我可以"mp3 LRC歌词下载 我要打印 okaay i think yiling might kill me or xinyun might kill me i'm not even going to tell you guys how m uch i spent on cosmetics no wonders suckers like loreal and revlon earn so much money one stupid piece of lipstick costs like how much? it's extremely dumb anyway i need those for the hol job, so ..i'm kinda justifyingmyself ..yeah i noe it's lame, stop diao-ing me ...and i do noe that i'm kinda broke like really broke and it's all px's fault really you noe the makeover thing was really like..argh i look totally WHITE i look VERY VERY FAIR so there cass i dun think you wanna look too fair cos when they try to put make up on you, you look really really weird like me i look SUPER FAIR ................................ when me and px took photos i was so appalled by my red lips deni wiped and wiped and wiped and i realized that my lips are the ones that are red, cos the lipstick is already off ..what the hell in any case i tot it was quite an enlightening day cos oh i finally realize what's an eyeliner. (i think) and it's simply amazing how much women spend just to make sure something sticks onto the face ........ and from this experience i've inferred that i'm really really not into make up ..maybe later when i'm more ermm, rich and mg, ur blog's something wrong.i can't listen to the jay chou song i like mg cos she always lemme noe when jay's songs come out ..(but we must all admit the fact that she's delusional.........how can jay be her bf.) but nvm...she's been delusional for years, and it's not just jay..it's erm, abt..everything in the world????? okay eh shit i feel really awful for wasting all the money ..shall put the cosmetics to good use by working working working during my spare time but first CRAP h3 I CAN'T DECIDE WHETHER I'M TAKING IT ....omknsgod (that stands for oh my kns god) kinda nice right and these few days i really realize one thing love IS selfish ..dun wanna say more but ..really, i can't stand people who only cares abt the people they love and neglect others cos it just aint right oh and i looked at my our class photo just now again and i still think it's the best class photo i've taken we all look so damn happy everyone looks nice ..and our class just rocks you noe i heard that Aj got classes quarrel over PW? one group is accusing the other of copying their slides and blah blah blah and groups are ostracizing one another it's so dumb and makes me appreciate my class so much more =D so ..i guess PW is gonna be over soon and i'm glad tat our whole class didn't have any bad feelings througout this period =DDDD well, if the extremely enigmatic post of mg's blog can be trusted i THINK she's got a new bf with an even obscurer name than mine.something albert ...erm, goes to show that she really likes bird eh this is random but mg, do you noe that JAY is a kinda bird? ..so i think you owe birds something in urs past life.. oh well if you DO have a new bf, he can go with you to that music fountain (is that what's it called?) at sentosa and you guys can take losta photos and show me who is so fortunate to be ur bf! and erm, congratulations? =D ..erm the above didn't sound very sincere but i AM sincere -.-" nvm, could you kindly tell me whether ur post was for real? i tot it was for real budden it really WAS very weird you noe and the next time you wanna announce u have a new bf, gf, ff, whatever f pls do it properly so we dun have to guess -.-""" yep okay i have OP tml again like, what else is dominating our lives right and i'm supposed to prepare my script i just smsed cass to see whether she'll be a kind soul and do up the script for me cos i seriously seriously am so tired of doing this kinda shit and i just watched this episode of criminal mindsseason one? it's SOO CUTE omg lemme tell you there's this guy, twenty four year old, he's in the behavourial analysis unit of FBI which psychoanalyses criminals yada yada anyway he has eidetic memory, meaning he wun forget anything he reads and he can read 20,000 words a minute and he's only twenty four years old so this episode, he fell in love, or okay, a fling, with this girl involved in the case and they kissed in the pool and all it was really really cute cos he is super skinny, and the whole thing just looks like two kindergarden kids playing jia jia jiu ..so yep super cute ..yep mg just told me that no, the world hasn't ended and no, she dun have a bf that's so sad ..i was feeling so excited for her ....cos if she DOES have a bf, it's always possible he's generous and kind to people like us who doesn't have a dime and will treat us to delicious food? .. all my hopes are dashed ..whoever is laimeng, can't you make ur post a little less believable.. okay okay okay i'm supposed to have started on scripting okay . ... ....... (ten years later) ................................. i'm still here. OH MAN .......... shit i have erm, shit, what's that physics thing called? oh yeah INERTIA (gloats to all that i've forgotten physics..something that can't be said abt mrs hidayat..) (in case you dunno, mrs hidayat is meigui) .. SHIT i've gotta stop blogging and start scripting .............arghghghghhghg well i slept more than ten hours yesterday and i'm beginning to feel that naomi is right cos i'm having a dull pounding headache oh and i'm beginning to suspect that i'm a workaholic cos without work, i'll be able to slack for like maybe a few hours den i'll feel super bored and i'll look around trying to find something that interests me and that resembles work ... so yep i declare that i think i'm weird seeing as how priscilla has changed her usual posting style to..picture posting i can infer quite accurately that she's swamped by pw ..as are most of us okay even though it's extremely boring for poly students like px to read abt such stuff over and over again i still have to say it ..pw sucks like seriously what's the pt of pw??? i hope people in moe has a department that scours websites and blogs everyday to gain information on what the usual student crowds thinks of their policies cos den they'll be able to deduce (although with their slow and small minds it might take a while) that pw is worth nothing and is worth everything to scrape okay, i really really feel bored..shall go write a letter to ruth ........... op sucks one more week (btw, my public speaking is really sucky, it IS proven) i realize that i miss my primary sch friend very much PROJECT WORK (PW), noun is a nice deceitful euphemism for any anguish, torment and distress cruelly, thoughtlessly inflicted on teenagers especially innocent seventeen-year-olds. Project Work (PW), adjective Used to mean "a learning experience which aims to provide students with the opportunity to synthesise knowledge from various areas of learning, and critically and creatively apply it to real life situations." Now commonly used to describe blatant lies hidden under flowerly language. Project Work (PW), verb the act of deriving sadistic pleasures of seeing seventeen-year-olds writhing and groaning in pain. *The above information has been plucked enitrely from the writer's imagination. Any resemblances to reality is coincidental. The writer has absolutely no intention in offending any person who might enjoy the enriching process of PW. - extracted from kenneth the great who is hereby hailed as the greatest philosopher of all times -the above content is strongly supported by this blog and serves to console all lonely seventeen year olds struggling with pw if you wan proof of xinyun's poor social skills. this is it. it is official: pw sucks is me visit ... blah blah is xinyun and if you dun agree that talking to her is exasperating get out of my blog it is official : PW SUCKS says: i hate pw it is official : PW SUCKS says: i hate pw it is official : PW SUCKS says: i hate pw visit sebastian's blog says: why it is official : PW SUCKS says: WHAT WHY? it is official : PW SUCKS says: how can u ask why? it is official : PW SUCKS says: pw is hateful! it is official : PW SUCKS says: okay fine it is official : PW SUCKS says: cos i hate public speaking? it is official : PW SUCKS says: and u dun? it is official : PW SUCKS says: i really hate it it is official : PW SUCKS says: i get nervous damn easily it is official : PW SUCKS says: and i wun talk properly visit sebastian's blog says: ok it is official : PW SUCKS says: and i'll feel like shit afterwards visit sebastian's blog says: ok it is official : PW SUCKS says: ........................................ it is official : PW SUCKS says: talking to you it is official : PW SUCKS says: seriously it is official : PW SUCKS says: ..very it is official : PW SUCKS says: ...nvm visit sebastian's blog says: yup visit sebastian's blog says: i get it isn't it obvious she's just patronizing me????? who talks like that? okay fine, at least she has progressed from un-understandable to understandable-detestable i guess that's improvement i think i should blog first before i cheer myself up okay here is the thing i dun understand why my brother hate my brother so much it's just very sometimes i dun even have the energy to type it all out okay summary: my brother crashed his car. insurance refused to pay cos he had 0.07mg of alcohol in his bloody stream. my big brother becomes very, refuses to bring back jia yong cos he dun wan the money to go to my second brother. mother very sad. they went to lawyer consultation. lawyer says depends, maybe can win the case if we sue. big brother very very angry that we are wasting money on all these cos my bro crashed. says that he wanna punch my brother. father overheard told him not to come home ...... costs: loss from own car 30 000 compensate: 30 000?? and the most stupid thing is the insurance company is so obviously scamming us i read the ..the thing they signed when they bought the car we cannot claim if my bro is "under the influence of alochol or drugs" ..who gets drunk by having 0.07mg in their bloodstream? and in any case, they shld wait for the police report to come out fist right? cos i'm quite sure the police wun charge my bro on drink-driving c'mon, my bro isn't that bad a drinker before i get started on my family tragedy lemme just say this i somtimes think that the law is useless xinyun is right esp in cases such as these when one crashes a car if we were in jakarta, we wld pay, or plead, or whatever, and just settle it without the police, without insurance,without any bloody thing law makes eveyrthing hard and the bloody police just kept procrastinating the report what do you wan us to do? and the wrecked car is over at the tow company and the insurance comapny is trying to cheat us by telling us to scrap the car first "hello? am i stupid? if i scrap the car, we wun have to claim from u anymore you idiot" so obviously they are scamming us okay my family tragedy i dunno WHAT'S wrong with my brothers my big bro hates him asks him to go to jail, asks him not to come home, asks him not to tuo our family xia shui but we can all tell he cares for my brother de if not he'll never say that we're lucky nothing happened to him seriously i hate this what's wrong with my family my father asks my bro not to come home, my bro DOESN'T wanna come home cos he says this house make him sian he doesn't wanna contribute money to the family cos he doesn't wan the money to go to my brother i dun understand aren't we a family? i might not say it much but family matters a lot to me shldn't we like stick by each other? like you can scream at him for being stupid to make the turn and crash the new car but in the end, what can you do?? seriously? what disown him? say you dunno him? you just have to pay right? i noe i noe, money matters suck i may be young but i understand (saving two hundred bucks to return px is not easy) but so? what can you do? i noe it amounts to nearly 100 000 but seriously what CAN you do besides pay??? it's just the way it is right? why dun people get that money dun matter i mean, fine it matters but sometimes, it just doesn't you get it? and i dun understand why my bro can hate my bro so much isn't it exhausting to be so selfish? and extreme, and unreasonable and so so.. untrue to yourself? it's obvious you care right? and my father is making everything worse by saying the wrong things i'm getting angry cos my ah ma is saying the wrong things and my family is falling apart and there's nth i can do abt it unless i can suddenly procure 100 000 and all the while i'm just trying to think of other stuff i wanna go shopping, i wanna go hair cut, i wanna do stuff i wan this i wan that and seriously i'm beginning to think that i'm just burying all the above shit behind all this i dunno what you guys think that i'm growing vain? i'm growing..what obsessed? i dun get people who despises shopping, or dressing up, or being girls it's just a part of us come on, people are vain men are vain women are vain the whole earth is vain mother earth is vain, she dresses herself up in pretty snow white and red autumn leaves but ultimately i know things like these dun matter i'm just trying to make myself feel better and if you dunno what i'm talking about it's okay, cos i dun either hey if you are bored do this test http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html it's quite accurate and original i guess eeeyer apparently cherissa secretly took photos of us when we are discussing pw with najib and apparently i look very attitude cos i was very very sian of pw and i looked brrr frazzled yucks i promise i'll do something to my hair after pw pre-ocip it's really not my fault it's like that you know it's not as if i did something to it (oops sherhan anyone?) and it's spoiled it's NOT spoiled it's perfectly healthy just that it doesn't look it =( and there's something wrong with my air con!!! it doesn't work! brr ermm i'm not gonna rebond my hair again le cos..just sian when i asked xinyun what else i can do she totally patronize me and kept repeating rebonding well, i'll see anyway i just rented criminal minds season one and lake house =D i'm giving myself a break today for pw jialing is taking over lalalala this life rocks and the weather is so nice! it's raining! you know it's raining! it's been so long since i went out in the rain, kinda make me miss it =D come to think of it all romantic things happen in the rain, all sad things happen in the rain too you noticed? oh yah yah i noe i'm talking crap =( but still i have DVDs to watch, you dun! ..wait i need to shit ....... actually i dun it's just stomach cramps lemme tell u i have.. flu running nose cold sweats fever stomach cramps i need... my fan to work so that i wun have hot sweats with cold sweats panadol to cure the cramps flu medicine water that'll stay warm forever ...someone to tell me pw is a nightmare and i'm gonna wake up soon you can prob tell that my mood has significantly improved ..well from angry to very very busy probably because they refuse to give us back the econs paper ..i'm sure they're are busy trying to squeeze marks out for us and after looking at the answer scheme i'm pretty sure it's a goner too ..oh well, straight Cs sounds pretty good now and erm, 07a14 basically spent our whole day today playing bridge for some reason the bridge fever is back and meigui i'm so sad to tell you that you guys have made me scared of bridge cos you guys are so pro that i'm not attempting to even play bridge -.-" as well as cheat the way you guys slammed the table .. phobia okay so basially everyday is a waste of time except.. today we talked abt pw again yesterday we talked abt pw too tml we'll talk abt pw again too ..and oh OCIP i think it's really gonna be damn fun =DD and tml morn we'll have geog back den end of the day is econs bloody nice schedule ...oh well to mg: get well soon, stop maligning your doctors, they're nice people ..you noe what i screwed up there's no excuse got back my math paper to check and there's no excuses i screwed up.big time. careless dunno how many freaking marks giveaway question oso wrong my first section got 18/50 like that second section got 38-50 like that you noe how big the difference is and i noe very well, it's cos first i didn't study graphing second i was careless, cos that day was feeling veyr very tired after worrying abt geog AND math the previous day but those are not excuses i screwed up.bad and worse is knowing that it's PERFECTLY ATTAINABLE TO GET A B or even an A for the paper it's not hard and i'm so angry that arts faculty nobody got A NOBODY wheras science is like dotted wiwth As i hate it i absolutely hate it i noe some of you dun understand my preoccupation in competing with science but it's not that, it's just WHY ARE ARTS STUDENTS NOT DOING AS WELL WHEN WE CAN TOTALLY DO IT i'm sorry, but that's how i feel this is so stupid i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate being careless and losing all my marks you noe i only need 62 for promos to get an overall B wtf and i KNOW i can get a B, it's not as if it's beyond my reach ................... fucking shit i've been wanting to rant for very very long but i noe there's no one to blame but myself so i can't say anything but this is my blog so if you dun wanna read anymore of my self-pity just get out of this page i freaking can't believe i got 56 ..... and i'm angry and let me just say straight out that i'm not this peace-loving, lackadaisical person okay i'm not i'm competitive i dun like to lose unreasonably to myself i do believe that even dumb people have stories but sometimes their extent of idiocy makes me so freakin irritated that i dun understand what you're actually trying to say maybe i'm just being annoying arrogant and despicable everyone has their stories so do i maybe it's the freaking innane talk that's been getting to me, i hate it and i especially hate to "do unjustice" to myself when i noe i can do better so fuck it, i'm just like that okay i dun worship academic excellence but i HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DUN TRY THEIR BEST it's important, but i only get pissed when this kinda things happen stupid things like this that can be avoided and i'm STILL feverish, this is great and the maid in my house is making me...even more angry she watched television till 12am last night wth, for five hrs striaght fine, my gp essay got 35 compre still hover around 31 PROMOS b OVERALL 0.1 TO B ..damn shiok right i got 64.4 and they say they wun round up cos they already moderated one mark up ..... whatever at this rate i'll get striaght Cs damn shiok i noe i'm unreasonable shoot me well okay i got a bloody 56 for math promos and i'm not even going to try to disguise the fact that i'm sad and disappointed cos i expected at least 60 but alas, haha overall is a C budden the point being that i did so badly for promos is just..depressing ah not really depressing den i realize that there are people in my class that are doing worse like many are struggling to pass and some have to take R paper so i try to shut up and all cos i noe it's annoying to harp on it around people who are worse but ..sigh, this is my blog, just let me rant okay and i dunno what i'm more upset abt the fact that science classes did so well than art classes thus proving the fact that art classes suck at math or that i couldn't get a bloody B overall ........ i guess it's both tml getting back math papers to check and gp paper ..great i noe it's qian da to say this but going through the whole promos getting no As just plain suck like in sec sch, we're taking so many subjects so it's bound to have As SOMEWHERE but in jc it plain sucks to take five subs and not get A for anyone of it ......................... i'm sorry but that's just how i am i'm not academically obsessed, i just have high standards, high attainable standards damnit, shld have studied more for math this is so bullshit now my stupid tagboard doesn't work, the imeem doesn't work either ...i've been trying to fix it for the past hour but nth goes. whatever, not in the mood now ..for some reason i'm in a totally sour mood and fine, you'll probably say my mood has always been like that but seriously i dunno why i've been this way since the break started tml got sch, i dun really intend to pay attention during class anyway and i've been thinking quite a lot these days and realize some stuff abt myself for e.g. i dun mind talking to people with no depth just that i prefer talking to people who talks more..intelligently i dunno how to put it but ..whatever and i'm so fed up with people who are so obsessed with how they look like fine, it's respect, xinyun said it, to dress well for whatever occasion and yah fine, i get the point that dress maketh the man or whatever but..what's wrong with just wearing a baggy tee and vj shorts on orchard mel said before that she dun like singapore cos people dun take the effort to dress well i'd have to disagree on that as in, some days some months i just can't make myself to choose clothes some days some month i just feel so shitty about the world that i can't care abt the wardrobe it's just..too much so what's wrong with a baggy tee and shorts and really sometimes people criticise others when they wear shorts like some people dun have nice tanned legs (as do supermodels) cos we are plain ordinary people and we critisize and say they shouldn't wear it cos it's disgusting and all but isn't it true that the legs actually work? as opposed to people who can't walk and for young people right, if you dun wear shorts now, when are you gonna wear it, when you're eighty? and somehow i have a problem with the concept of beauty i dunno how to put it i dun oppose make up i dun oppose dressing up infact it's quite fun to just indulge in the sillyness of it sometime but i think people sometimes have difficulties in seeing beauty in everyone like E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E not just those with make up it's not just the face, not the figure, but the ... i dunno, the uniquety ah fuck, why am i talking abt all these guess i'm just moping around okay before i get started on my lousy day on monday lemme rant about TODAY TML AND THURS WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY why do i have to go back to sch today at 10am?? (ans: cos i signed up for OCIP so fine, wo ren4 le) (but the thing is, WHY VJ? WHY NOT TOWN?) (ans: cos people actually stay around that area and some people got open house rehearsal) why do i have to go back to sch tml at 10am AGAIN? (ans: cos my very nice ct decided that 10am in the morning is the perfect time to do PW) (ans: because i certainly cannot disappoint this bloody nice ct by not going) WHY AM I IN SUCH AGONY YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW SQUUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEZY THE TRAIN IS AT 8AM IN THE BLOODY MORNING (WHICH IS THE TIME I HAVE TO GET ON THE TRAIN IN ORDER TO REACH THE BLOODY SCH ON TIME) IT'S SOOOOOOO SQUEEZY THAT YOU CAN'T BREATHE AND I PROBABLY NEED TO GET AN OXYGEN MASK OR SOMETHING IT'S BLOODY SHITTY ....................................... wad theeeee ..fine enough ranting now on to the very amusing happenings on monday for people like pris who are too tired to read here is the very succinct summary I LOST MY PHONE AND A VERY SHUAI ANG MOH GAVE ME BACK ..okay here is the long story being so nice (and bored) i went down to HCI to meet kenneth and to splurge on his harmonica and then we went to meet xinyun, who was at marina square we couldn't figure out how to take the bloody bus cos kenneth refuses to admit that he has a bad sense of direction so we took a taxi instead and both found it pleasantly expensive (and i'm not refering to the interior) weilun msged me, i took out my phone my "purse" zipper got stuck, and i'm paying first so in a hurry, i dropped my phone considerate kenneth reminded me to check when we got off the taxi but me, me me, was some how too preoccupied and convinced myself (with the same ill feeling) that i DID not just dropped my phone ..and then when we were inside marina square it hit me i dropped it AGAIN . here is a side note i cannot believe kenneth and xinyun were totally sooo unsympathetic especially that xinyun she was more exasperated than sympathetic next time you guys be parents right (hopefully married to each other cos you'll make a great pair, serious, greeeat) pls dun do this to your child, i think the child will be feeling so bad that he might consider stabbing you guys together and xinyun treated me to a donut, supposedly to comfort i said it's tasteless and she threatened me and kenneth into saying it's super nice see, next time you guys be parents right (hopefully married to each other cos i'm sure only kenneth can appreciate your great cooking skills and the weird things you eat, like erm, purple veggies) pls dun threaten your child into saying your cooking is nice, first cos it hurts them emotionally, second cos den you'll only cook more and spoil ur nice kitchen okay anyway we've given up, cos somebody off-ed my phone and den this guy CALLED! omg and he was soooooo nice okay fine, xinyun's uncle is so nice too gave us a lift to the ulu condo where the guy lives of course i have to emphasize that xinyun totally didn't inherit his nice genes OR his sense of direction, we spent maybe fifteen mins wondering around raffles city trying to find "the taxi stand that's under repair" oh well anyway your uncle's really nice (unlike u) and the guy is so shuai, he's ang moh, and he has a GOOD HEART sounds like good bf material for mel i didn't really notice cos all the while i was looking at my phone which has never looked so beautiful till then but still he was SOO NICE said " no problem" when i kept saying "omg thank you thank you thaaaank you!" ..and that's the end of my sad sad story i can't believe it's gonna spill over tml, i have to go to SCH maybe i wun maybe i will AH CRAP |
