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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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to all well wishers: i'm much better thank you just that for lack of better words..it's like the virus is still..erm lurking in my system..making me sian sian and..tml is the NEW YEAR ..actually, i think you should know i sound much livlier than i am right now ..hopefully my mother will relent and i can go down to the bistro for a while not really in the mood to celebrate celebrate but it'll be nice to see them for a while.. and btw, i really really like the so close song on my playlist it kept playing over and over and over in my head when i was feverish i noe, i like some song very much every week but you've gotta admit they're all good i slept like a pig yesterday den woke up still feel..like sluggish at least i unpacked now am trying to decide future plans (new year resolutions..might as well) from the short term..what to give who..i manage to kope some souvenirs..but it's not suitable for some people so if you dun receive any specific gifts, it's not cos you're less important but cos i didn't have time to look at too many gifts before passing out and it just so happen that i see these gifts first.. oh to mg i'm so happy i saw your gift before i fly off to hk and i'm quite sure you'll like it ..but now i'm debating whether to give it to you now or on your birthday..which would you prefer? since i technically owe you a christmas card....>.< anyway, more of hongkong if you intend to go there in dec and you intend to go to cold places like the peak .you shld probably bring along ur bf or any guy friends that dun mind impersonating ur bf cos...having someone to hug is not a want, it's a need ..you literally feel better if there's someone to hug and the bigger the better, so yeah start sourcing for a guy big enough to block the wind listening to paul mccartney's this never happened before IT'S ALSO NICE ..how can people just croon like that anyway i finally watched national geographic just now did you noe hippos and whales are the closest relatives? like wow, they look totally different hippos are just plain ugly whales are..well, nice in that way right, to hongkong i can't rmb what i want to say i literally look dead right now sch's starting in case you haven been paying attention, ben ren actually like school the main problem is that it lies pretty far away and sch means waking up very very early again before the sun even rises ahh what fond memories so where was i, oh yeah yiling was elated that she's FINALLY ahead of me in something she started math revision wheras me ..it's not that i dun wan to but it's quite obvious i'm tied up ..so i'm quite worried that i wun rmb a single thing during lectures but luckily for victorians the first term of sch is totally crap like seriously quite crappish so i have one term to try to catch up and learn what i shld have learnt last year .. and to kenneth: i miss SATS. i'm sorry. i just wasn't in the mood to think abt SATS when i was running a high fever =( oh well. i'll survive ..and crap i just rmb about h3 literature. i think. i miss being sick in hongkong. at least i dun have to think abt such things but..it's kinda nice too. to think about such normal stuff isn't it? reasons why my hongkong trip sucked # i fell sick on the very first night and hadn't recovered # i only bought two bags, two shoes, two bottoms, two accessories. # because of my sickness, i never even got to eat tim sum # because of my sickness, peixian never got to shop # apparently i caught a viral infection # which..apparently calls for a blood test at tan tock seng incase it's bird flu # i spent one nights one day at tan tock seng # it sucks #hong kong peope are rich, their shopping malls are filled with LV, GUCCI PRADA # hong kong people are rude..they dun say excuse me. they just bump # hong kong shopping centres are weird, they are over thirty floors and there's no specific floors that sell food # our hotel room is about only twice mine and it houses three of us # the bathroom is half the size of mine # the bathroom sink is half the size of mine # there's no wireless # i got my worse cramps there. my two calves cramp at the same time.i mean cramp. not numb. # because i have twelve packets of medicine in total from hongkong # fifteen plus those from tan tock seng reasons why hk trip isn't so sucky #because i got two bags two bottoms two shoes two accessories #because peixian is there, she never complained once even though she must be very very bored seeing me act out the "ooh i'm so sick" every night #because whatever stuff that we were able to eat was quite nice # because my brother was there to take care of me ! in conjunction with the last point! attributes my future bf must have # he must be as nice as my brother when i'm sick # he must be so caring as to run up and down the hotel countless times to get food, sweets, medicine oil and other stuff # he must be insufferable as to forsake two nights of sleep so that he can wake grouchy me up at 4am to goad me into eating some food and some medicine # he must also be very worried about me and keep reaching out his hand to my forehead to check if my fever has subsided # peixian says that my brother was super happy when my fever subsided for that one night # he must be willing enough to waste food because i dun eat them because i dun have appetite # he dun have to be but he should feel sick after i recovered because he spent too many nights looking after me ..i'm too tired to spell out the rest of the trip details anyway, once again, sorry px really wanted to make the trip more interesting for you.sigh. and to all i have viral infection ..which according to weilun is something that needs a long time to recover ..apparently the doc said that my immune system is very weak against this particular virus.sucks wonder whether i'll be there for orientation ps: interesting to see pris ..hovering around my blog right emo post i saw some couples on the train today embracing the holiday spirits as well as erm each other and i was just thinking like what a rare thing it is to find someone who's devoted to you and only you like really think of it this way as friends, we like, share like see mg doesn't get jealous that pris is also my friend and kenneth doesn't get jealous that xinyun is my friend too and it's just that we can go out in a bunch and no one will feel..erm uncomfortable there's a kinda "freedom" in the sense like shared ownership but for bgf it's a totally selfish thing like you can only be devoted to one person there's no such thing as you treat your bf the same as ur other boy-friends it's just plain selfish de and you're supposed to find this person amongst so many bloody idiots on earth and in some sense, if you compare thsi person to another beside him/her, there are qualities that the other person will win over ur bgf but yet for some reason, you are only devoted to him/her it's just so..amazing sometimes if you think about it carefully isn't it? it's already so hard to find friends it's even harder to find "the one" and you're supposed to recognize the special..erm, vibe between the two of you but the thing is, even b/w friends there are different vibes like me and lijie is different from me and xinyun the point is, it's just an amazing thing. really. i think it takes more dexterity den people acknowledges to ..totally devote yourself to a relationship eh well, that's the end of my emo session =D oh lemme just rant a bit after this HOW IS IT POSSIBLE THAT SINGAPORE DUN HAVE ENOUGH BABIES? it's impossible i tell you i saw this couple on the train who has FOUR CHILDREN then another couple came onto the train they have FIVE CHILDREN and obviously all the children wanna sit so yeah, they should seriously consider making a seperate train track for babies wth it's not possible lah and so many people are smooching on the train! it's not possible they dun have sex! and if they dun have sex, it's not possible they dun have babies? it's a conspiracy by the government i bet you i just plain disbelieve the fact that we dun have enough babies already the island is BURSTING with humans i was having stomach ache after work cos i downed an avocado drink too fast and i was trying desperately to walk from taka to wisma to the toilet you noe how long i took? ten bloody long minutes cos everyone is strolling along hand in hand with someone else orchard road was BURPING HUMANS CAN shakes head in disbelief* oh and the nerves of singaporean if i wasn't so tired i would have glared at the women womEn who cut my queue HELLO? two women cut my queue you noe? and the most ridiculous thing was, i only wanted to buy ONE bread the women had like a gazillion dough on their trays and they just glided infront of me like i didn't have eyes or something ..... right okay okay, i think i shld find something else to do it's too early to sleep i dun sleep that early lah bye!!! ps: i wanted to buy christmas cards to write tonight. but sadly you guys shld understand that orchard road doesn't sell christmas cards. the people dun give cards. they give credit cards yes, famous amos cookies yes, perfumes yes, but no they dun give cards for christmas presents -.-" wheee this is the last post entry i'll make in singapore for the next few days the next few posts will be done in hongkong! haha cos we'll be bringing laptop not because our laptop is superbly beautiful or trendy (of course not, it's so bulky and ugly la) but becos my brother needs it to check our way around hk -.-" and to get intouch with my brother. cos he wants me to buy a four hundred dollar louis vuitton wallet like, wth for i for one wouldn't wan such an expensive wallet can u imagine how heart pain i'll be when i lost it? notice the usage of "when" not "if" ... it's just a matter of time with me oh anyway, quite a lot of things to blog about let's talk abt stupid innane stuff first i watched RATATOUILLE! omg yeah me lim sok mui me the killer watched a cartoon about a rat who wants to be a chef .. and the next sentence is even more amazing RATATOUILLE ROCKS it's really very good loh and it's damn cute the rat is so disgustingly cute =D in case u dunno what it's abt, in a brief it's abt the rat called remy, controlling this untalented totally no talent chef, called LINGUINIE (cute right????) i wun tell u the ending cos it's really, erm, a disney ending but yeah well it's disney like what patrick dempsey said, "it's disney, everybody wins" linguinie revealed that the real chef is remy even though he risked losing everything he has ..and he did it with so little hesitation that ..it's quite admirable and the fact that he's now reduced to being a waiter (a very GOOD waiter, i wish i could serve with roller skates -.-") something lower to a chef, worse, lower to a RAT didn't bother him at all it's like he's so contented with what he has so yep, it's really good you can borrow the dvd from me when i get back =D more "life" stuff today's work was fun! cos there's LIJIE! omgosh i never really noticed how fun working gets when she's around and ramesh (our manager who reminds me alot of najib) bought us CHRISTMAS HATS! i looked ridiculous in mine cos for some reason, mine has too big the white portion -.-" and i never got to see mr han in his ..ramesh PROMISED me that he's gonna wear it loh oh and there were other guys around pris there's this guy called jeremy that TOTALLY reminds me of benjamin serious, his hair oso white white de and you noe how benjamin always like "man half beat" when u talk to him like u say something that's supposed to be funny.. den half a beat later he'll go "eh.. hahaha" in that slow slow way -.-' yeah he's like that too and other guys were all great too =D ppl in our sch should learn to be more like them lah hahaha aww lijie's gonna work without me so sad ..ooh someone at work likes lijie ..leh ..hmmph not confirmed yet but my sixth sense tells me it's true wheee okay last thing to blog about me kenneth and xinyun watched swan lake last night ..it was ..kinda .erm boring -.-" (dun deny it loh it is lah) we were so irritated at how long the prince was celebrating his birthday apparently everyone has to dance to kinda pay respects to him or something .....it was A LONG DANCE okay but whenever the prince and the swan danced together it was quite nice.. ooh the point is it was nice seeing them again and I'VE MISSED SUANING XINYUN omgosh she's just so nice to suan serious! xinyun you shld be honored that you're the top of my "good to suan" list =D and kenneth is just...GAY .not to mention he's just so cheaply thrilled and amused by me and xinyun oh and during the interval xinyun suddenly said something abt what they say you shld be 70% ur bf's height so we calculated and it turns out that my bf will have to be 2.83m tall WOWWWW i told them that den like that dun need lamp at home le. just ask him stand there and hold a light kenneth's gf turned out to beo 1.2m tall which is .. DWARFISH like TOTALLY dwarfish lah and if you must noe why we arrived at that topic, it was because we were guessing how tall najib is -.-" strange how najib always pops up in our conv.... but it's nice=D right, i wanna emo post liao. see above! I have been tagged! Sorry this is what the instructions said. 1.Do the following WITHOUT complaint. 2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours. 3.Leave a tag on the person’s tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4.Start your post with: I have been tagged! FAVOURITES favourite colour: black black black black..yah okay killer-ish favourite food: human? (dun laugh okay i noe you secretly wan me to say that) okay erm cheesecake, ice-cream cake, aston's, katong durian puff, secret recipe..notice it's all unhealthy food. Oh, healthier ones is queenstown avocado juice =D second choice is avocado snow at taka basement =DD favourite movie: ..see my profile for list -.-" favourite sport: eh..well, i shall be honest and not pretend to be like priscilla. I am openly unsporty. But badminton is nice. so is volleyball... favourite day: rainy day favourite season: autumn or winter. it's cooler...... favourite ice-cream: ben and jerry's triple chocolate thing it's got dark chocolate, big chunks of white chocolate, and nuts =D CURRENTS current mood: strangely perked up. probably because i get to work with lijie later FINALLY current clothes: borders work clothes with vj shorts current desktop: ..err lemme check..erm brother's comp is this..SBS BUS????? current time: 1006 current surroundings: brother's room la FIRSTS first best friend: kaixia. simple, we were totally good friends but we grew apart..sigh den is Karen. haha oso grew apart. first crush: thinks very hard* erm, can i say gary? (since we all noe that's perfectly impossible but he still makes a good punching bag) first movie: oh i remember this one!!! it's jurassic park! i remember i was burying my head in my mother's..erm crotch and crying all the way. first lie: ehh i lie everyday i think first music: ..definitely not mozart cos i sucked at it now. LASTS last drink: haven had any drink this morn..prob gonna make coffee last crush: ooh still gary must be faithful. Oh but ..i think i can say weilun too, like that priscilla will be jealousss last phone call: err..err oh, goh xinyun that idiot. last cd played: hairsprayhairsprayhairspray HAVE YOU EVER... have you ever dated one of your good friends: ah duh, so many..date as in one to one date??? ..ooh i bought ice popsicles with gary before..go out with weilun before (winded up owing him money)..erm had a GAY time with kenneth before..and i dated priscilla countless times. not to mention the scary mg. oh worse, i dated a brainless pig called goh xinyun have you ever broken the law: nah.. (oops, okay i killed that's a corporal crime) have you ever been arrested: nah...(oops, now you noe where to find me) have you ever been on tv: yeahh you noe that time they were flashing news about that serial killer that poke people to death??? yeahhh have you ever kissed someone you dont know: noppe so sad right. the porky naomi gave can? Random 5 things you are good at: 1. poking people 2. exasperating xinyun 3. amusing kenneth by exasperating xinyun 4. killing? 5. oh, poking fun of cass's strange habits 5 things i did today: 1. ate tangyuan 2. packed for hk! 3. ate half boiled eggs 4. ate bread (yeah my breakfsat rocked) 5. MUST GET READY FOR WORK =( I'M GONNA TAG THESE PPL: 1. kenneth wee wee cos i noe he's bored 2. px, but i noe she wun do de loh cos she'll be with hk with me =D 3. mel cos i noe you're bored too 4. wu yue, cos i wanna see the names of her first and last crushes 5. ohh this will be interesting, yanwen's too =DDD ciao ppl gonna go wash stuff get ready for work =D if you dun find the songs in the player familiar..den i think there's something wrong with you anyway, work today was SUPER hectic omgosh you would be amazed with the number of rich people in singapore ..five fifty per soft drink and people just order like crap i really really need an mp3 i remember there's something that i wanted to blog about ..but i forgot and the playdoh is really horrifying mg tml i'll get to see kenneth and xinyun together! so cute! i really really forgot what i wanted to blog about leh...............crap oh, i always give out christmas cards, but this year i'm really swamped..anyone got any alternatives???? oh i forgot to say i miss mel's singing =) my brother was listening to this song that she sang last time and i was reminded of her missed ur powerful vocals haha New skin! =D I surfed the net for like..five hours today? Cos today is HARI RAYA and i have nothing to do ..it feels good to just surf the net and not worry about anything else Anyway, the song is from Enchanted. Took Kenneth's advice and listened to it. Saw the movie but apparently didn't register the song then it's NICE =DD listen! It's a really nice day today all i did was nibble cheesecake while reading dean koontz frankenstein surf the net and not do anything else I'm flying off to hongkong soon! my brother is sick =( he's trying desperately to recover and warns me to take care of myself if not the trip wun be fun aww i really like the song so much oh anyway i visited pris at cck lot 1 yesterday her gift wrapping not bad leh quite professional (not her friend's though) and after the gift wrap my gift from thailand actually looked class -.-" and i bought american beauty vcd watched it again it's uncensored os yeah there were naked butts and boobs hanging all over the place it's well deserving of its oscars though ..everyone in that show is SICK. Sam Mendes rock. ..okay i noe some people are gonna say it again ..sokmui enjoys sick movies but hey, it's a psychoanalysis movie okay ..it analyses the..erm, unbalanced and twisted mental healths lying underneath us all so it's great oh i saw this passage in the forum in today's TODAY something abt teenagers just being oblivious or pretentious to not give up seats and there was even a photo to accompany it felt quite sad but honestly sometimes it gets kinda frustrating sometimes teenagers are also tired you know and sometimes, we're really EXHAUSTED and DRAINED. like after standing on your feet for eight hours. and it's really not fair to expect the teenagers to give up their seats when there are also young adults around it's as though the axe is falling on the youngest and youngest alone. how about those twenty somethings? and somehow i dun think it's right to inculcate such values through guilt inducing methods. like if you dun give up seats, you're guilty of being rude and crude and uncourteous it just makes us more..burdened by it not that i'm saying we shouldn't give up our seats (i always do okay, ask lijie, she's so exasperated cos for some reason she always have to stand up with me whenever she's with me) just that, other people shld stop pointing the fingers at the youngsters. to pris: did you noe that my friend sara had a silver at sea games for sailing? =D ..that was random i was so happy that somebody blogged in my class blog but turns out it was something..quite..erm irrelevant to me and i've decided i need an mp3 seriously i'll just wait for my current hp to go missing again since that seems to be the unintended trend old hp goes missing new hp comes excitedly waiting for new hp to trade in to a newer hp hp goes missing gets even lousier hp lousier hp goes missing gets new hp =D oh just read pris's blog you noe i always think abt the 2/6 stuff seriously, especially how shuang our seating positions were as in, we were totally seated in a way that is sooooooooooooo convenient for gossips to fly cos infront got ann mg sheryl and jiahao feeding us gossips (or okay, weird looks) den inbetween got lay jia and jody to "cook up" the gossips even more so by the time it reaches me pris kakei and ben, it's super hot and ready for us to bite =D den our row will toss it to cheng cheng and the others and sitting behind we can catch super stupid things happening around the class and i really think that's the best seating positions i've had for ..all m y academic life i think sigh i miss you guys too and priscilla how can u say you miss me just so i wun kill you????? =( working tonight again den i'll be off for the whole week i think =D priscilla mentioned ruth ..which reminds me,i need to post the reply that i've written long ago -.-" i always write happily but forgot to post ......... and i miss ruth ..shall we go her house to bake more cookies???? maybe before i go off to hk? shall call her now =D but being ruth i dun think she'll be around......sob oh my! ruth is IN but she's sick =((( having a flu her mother says and her mother can still recognize my voice omg okay btw my home phone is cocking up i dun think u guys can get a line in cos my brother signed up for the stupid starhub cable thing so if you can't get through, pls call my hp =D and priscilla has died ..suppoesd to pass her her planner which i painstakingly exchanged yesterday ..just made a trip to causeway point , spent a lot of money ..on heel balm lotion lah, skin lotion lah, wat bullshit cos i realize my heels and hands are peeling a bit..cos working for long hrs den very dry i like the song in mg's blog now =DDD who sang it huh? and i'm kinda envious that the badminton people are still so close knit =( really really envious. even if i call for a gathering..we oso got nth to talk abt anymore i miss lijie at work =(((( it's much more fun when she's around and seriously working night is nicer than working day ..night ppl more friendly. not to mention it's not so hot ..and even the guys are friendlier at night ..kns to pris: i'm quite sure my wisdom tooth is coming out. and my dentist says i should extract it ............if not it's blocking my other normal tooth and will cause decay =(((( ah crap there's a kink in my neck again feel like severing it off met with pris and mg today =D and we had ice cream cake at gelare haha it's nice loh i haven had ice-cream for a long time and i haven shopped for a long time oso =( i think there's quite a lot of things i shld throw out or something and px will be going thailand tml sigh no one to go shopping with me haha i just watched the star awards 25th anniversary on youtube was quite touched you know dun understand why some friends of mine detest mediacorp so much i mean, okay lah, we can't be compared to..hongkong and all that but we're still not bad what and must support our own productions =D .. i think i need sleep ..tml still got work and that goh lijie never reply me. think she's still at camp ah i'm sick again ..think it's cos i didn't have enough quality sleep the past few days not because i worked late but because my mother switched pillow and the new one is too hard and low . causing me to have sleepless nights ..... now trying to pespire rapidly so that i can recover faster. you know, i really think that i'm in a family that's too melodramatic ..i just realized that my da ge's monitor has been slashed by some sharp objects ..deep angry slashes across the monitor and no prize for guessing correctly, it's the handiwork of my er ge .. when i called him to ask what happened he refused to acknowledge i asked "you did it right?" and he murmured and muttered and shifted the topic it's obvious he did it last night thought something wasn't right when i heard loud music haven't heard it for a long time but i was too tired to care about it to kenneth: see, if you dun start talking to your sister, this is what's gonna happen twenty years down the road and ur other sister will be the one to suffer ..i'm so .tired that i dunno how to describe the feeling and i realize that .. i dun talk abt this kinda stuff with my friends cos you guys wun understand a couple will but it doesn't make me feel better and it's like, most of you guys dun understand what it's like so morale of the story: please treasure and take care of your family everyone's changing blog skins.. i have one that i haven changed yet =D haven blogged in quite a long time cos i've been busy working at borders bistro it's a NICEEE job =D and lijie said that we should try to work nights whenever possible cos at night there are only us two girls for some reason and chelsea the bartender (yeah she's called chelsea, she's damn cute) lijie says she'll call herself manchester united anyway the people there are really really nice!! especially yesterday's, the guys will VOLUNTEER to help. and lijie was maligned by the oldest manager, mr han ..den she was so pissed that i could see tears in her eyes la apparently the guys all comforted her and all seriously it's a nice job but hor dun ever patronize the store walao you noe how expensive a can of softdrink there is? it's 5.50 YOU NOE my gosh i can get one for fifty cents at some mama shop la and the point being, there are people who actually buys it ........... i guess US dollars and EURO really really is big. how else can u explain the splurge my mother didn't believe me when i told her that oh..i bought this cake home yesterday mr han said it's nice .. apparently i've been duped lijie said that he probably asked me to buy that one cos that one leftover the most so must try to sell WTH .. it's not THAT nice..shld have bought chocolate instead la. the cake was raspberry ARGH even the kitchen crew are nice=D they like..to..erm. make our lives more interesting by saying random stuff and all of them are calling me "ah mui" ..................... once i walked in someone will say " ah mui!" den i'll turn and say "what?" cos sometimes they call u cos you put something wrong somewhere den he'll grin and wave and gesture that he's on ly calling for fun -.-" they gave us mango puddings haha for free but hor .. my mother says not nice..i haven tried WA LAO why like that ..shld have learnt to tou chi the food like the guys let's see... i shld blog down the stuff the various guys said.. some are really really brainless haa ..but i'm too tired now..today's off day, but have to go down to OLE stone for five hours i've already decided what to do for that ..write my reply to ruth you should have seen her letter, she was describing her medical attachment complete with illustrations by herself DAMN cute haha i was reading it at midnight yesterday after reaching home damn cute la .. erm i have to try to occupy myself for five hours.. write my reply to ruth.. den what else. .. hmmph haiya, yesterday dou stone guo qu le today shld be okay as well -.-" 这是一首简单的小情歌 唱着人们心肠的曲折 我想我很快乐 当有你的温热 脚边的空气转了 唱着我们心头的白鸽 我想我很适合 当一个歌颂者 青春在风中飘着 你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒 我会给你怀抱 受不了看见你背影来到 写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚 就算整个世界被寂寞绑票 我也不会奔跑 逃不了最后谁也都苍老 写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡 最后谁也都苍老 random stuff #i'm surprised mg like that song..cos it qualifies as one of those "gui-ge" that she say i always like but she dun like. ... and no i didn't think u got bf laaaa i'm not THAT ..erm, inferential #i forgot what i wanna say. i like yanwen's blog too =D it's quite different from my other friends' blogs haha..there are lesser words and more pics..and it's a bit like reading magazine. okay.i wanted to blog about how ...menopausal my mother is once again the topic is inexhaustible i tell you for some reason she finds it intolerable for me to ..wash the dishes the way i do ..i soap them while rinsing them at the same time with the tap running and okay, i noe that i'm wasting water but the more she hates it, the more i relish it makes sense? and furthermore, it's not as if the tap is running on big and i actually wash faster that way, so i dun see the problem she practically screamed at me and said something like "if you wanna wash it that way den i rather wash myself" at which i gladly switched off the tap and said "okay loh, u wash urself" then she screamed at me again and made me wash it her way, which is to soap, den to rinse . what difference does it make anyway??? i started to realize a few days back that..i dun smile at home besides watching shows. i dun smile, or laugh serious there's nothing for me to really be happy-happy about at home it's become more like a shelter..a fortress from outside but there's nth that makes me laugh at home and i started to wonder whether other people homes are also like that. probably not on a lighter note online shopping is fun =D and the stuff are cheaper and nicer..never thought i would say it but sherhan was right about the joys of online shopping -.-" i think we were simply discriminating against her la ..which reminds me, my ring is still with mel sigh yeah..thanks to pris and her friend felicia me and lijie found a good job! we're working at borders bistro at orchard=D for 6 plus an hour not bad eh and i'm damn happy cos it means that i'll have something to do all the way till hongkong week i think i get depressed when i have nothing to do and yanwen's entry was right ..like once you indulge in the luxury of sleeping late having no homework no tests and all holidays start to get a little boring make that very boring ........ and so fun loh during the hols i haven seen mg and pris at all gary at all ..weilun got see once i think kellie more than a few times cos we live so near ..sigh due to reasons that escape me ants residing in my room have taken a liking to swimming in my drink. .. i always have this glass of water besides the laptop so that i can drink..and i often leave them overnight on the table .. and the next morning? i see pools of ants carcasses floating around on it .. how dumb it's PLAINWATER leh, i'm fairly certained it's not sweetened then why are ants plunging themselves into it? .. anyway i've taken a liking to the yoo hee show on channel u weekday nights it's really not bad leh didn't have a very high expectation for it lah and i thought the male lead wasn't very appealing initially either ..but his character very cute and two outta the three male leads are chefs they cook =D score one ..be back later to blog more  So nice to see the kids are wondering around inside. Although wait, where are the books..... it's nice =D           hmmph being emo?                 i miss # najib for his not very funny jokes, his very tall silloute (whateevr how to spell) and him calling me ah mui # kenneth for his gay company and so that i can make fun of him and xinyun #xinyun for her gay company, no lah, she makes me feel better always..i think it's cos she's more retard or something # melissa and her always looking into the mirror # cassandra and her luncheon meat egg nugget rice # vj for the work, at least i dun feel hungry all the time when i'm in sch # priscilla and mg for their cold jokes # exam periods yes, so that i can go splurge on stuff at the cafe galilee and i can spend whole afternoons there and so my mother wouldn't nag # i dunno what i miss # pw? not really, pw doesn't make me feel like i did anything constructive at all ....................... this is a stupid post nvm wouldn't it be great if everyone's life was just a game, and you can edit any part of it? like you can create a house that you like, dream up a dream job dream up a dream boyfriend can i ask a question how many of you really really like old people? or poor, unambitious people who just doesn't seem to do any stuff any time of the day i hate it i hate seeing people lazing around doing nothing not even dreaming of doing something not even like, watching shows, or doing something they like it's just as if they are waiting for death to come and the bunch of excuses that they have in store, HAH i'm MEAN okay i hate the feeling of being poor i hate the feeling of being OLD i hate the feeling of being useless i think i might be morphing into one of characters from highsmith's books probably suffering from borderline schizophrenia or plain displeasure at the world i think i'm going mad it's just all this displeasure floating around my house my mother does nothing but mope around my father as usual doesn't do anything my brother isn't around my second brother doesn't seem to have any aim in life and all of us are cursing this fate we're stuck in and cursing AIG the insurance company and i'm cursing the fact that my piano sounds like a blunt saw tool and i dun have the money to buy a new one. and the more i look at this house the more i wan out you noe kill me before i reach 50 seriously unless i'm happily married with grandkids that is if not, i'll be lonely, grouchy, unpleasant, grim and bitter scrooge so just shoot me what's the pt of living beyond that any ARGHGHGHG i miss xinyun if she were around i'll be too busy trying to point out her irrationality and retardness to have all this unpleasant talk i just realized that i haven talked to anyone my age for quite some time .. i need to start talking to people i have a sixth sense for phone calls .. i just KNOW when there's someone i dun like on the line. sigh and i'm hooked on UGLY BETTY SEASON 2 daniel and betty are so cute =D and alexis is so much more likeable now that she thinks she's a guy. erm, i'm sure the rest of you dun get it but it's a great show =D crap i really need to get a life ...argh i just realized that priscilla said she's never been to esplanade let's bring you there one of these days =D .. you noe, i think if i have holidays for too long, i might be deceived into thinking that i'm a rich woman who doesn't have to work and just have to sleep all day long i really feel like sleeping all day long la there's like no meaning to waking up is there? and it's so sad that priscilla agenda doesn't have "Gathering with soky and meigui" sigh SIGH btw, jenna looks different. and yongkiat still looks cute. i almost forgot his name the other day cos someone mentioned his jc. and i was thinking who's in that jc. so i tot of him. as in, his face came up. and i was like..eh what's his name huh...something kiat..erm, boon kiat? jun kiat? what kiat? ..yeah random are ants nocturnal? while i was complaining about their new found trail along my wall to my father they were nowhere to be seen but apparently, they gather every night at 10 to celebrate along the silk road which by the way, is the crack along my wall which i happen to face when i use the laptop. which, makes it disturbing ever have the feeling that when you're watching something, something else at the corner of your eye moves? yeah, it's that creepy ... well, i guess i just have to spray something on them shame i was feeling really pleased and unreasonably happy with myself just now when i finished bathing, cleaning my room, vacuuming the kitchen and packing my stuff den i realized that my mother once again, ruined everything by shutting off my modem there's something intricately amusing, oops, no, infuriating about mothers who have reached the god-forbidden age of 50 (or for some pitiful children, 40) they have this urge, just this overpowering, overwhelming urge to meddle with every little thing in the house and i do mean every thing i've come up with a checklist, if your mother has started to do the following things, it's time to run down to the nearest guardian and get several pairs of ear plugs, you'll need them #1 the Mother, starts to complain about wasting electricity and insists on shutting off all the lights in the house when there's no one using them for like 5 mins, ignoring the fact that you'll be stepping into the area in ten mins, throwing the whole house into a miserable, bleak atmosphere that no doubt reflects your immediate future. #2 the Mother, starts to shut off things that she feels aren't in use. Examples include modem, switches of fans, switches of laptops, switches of television etc etc. #3 the Mother, starts to be a tad too green by insisting that you off the fan even when it's bloody hot. Apparently the wind that the fan generates is bad for her old bones and you're supposed to be drenched in sweat when watching Wok of Life #4 the Mother, starts to nag about every single small detail of the purchase she'll be making. Including standing in Popular bookstore for half an hour choosing one, ONE single scotch tape dispenser. Her mind starts to disintegrate and devolve, asking weird questions like why a two dollar file will have rough edges (it's economics! economics my dear mother!!! the producers can't be bothered to produce good quality stuff when their return profit is so low!!) #5 Colors, suddenly appeared to be magnified, exemplified to the Mother. Especially the color Black. The Mother is plagued by the constant suspicion that anything that's black will morph into Christian Bale who will morph into Batman and devour her very life. Or worse, Christian Bale will simply bring bad luck to the household by causing her not to win 4D (when she's just oh, 14823945 digits away from striking) #6 the Mother, will start to pick weird timings to fight over seemingly unimportant stuff. Unable to sleep because she'll dream of Batman in her sleep, she wakes up at 6am in the morning and nags over you wearing shoes in the house because the tiny grains of sand dropping all over floor will be ingrained into the marble and she'll be extremely disturbed. What if the sands gather together and turn into Sandman?? #7 Economics suddenly becomes an incomprehensible theory to the Mother when she starts questioning how a single roll of scotch tape can cost one dollar. Or why a single roll of bread no longer costs ten cents. It's called inflation, Mother. But no, she's obviously trapped in the sixties where movie tickets costs 2 dollars. #8 the Mother, starts to develop a case of itchy ass in her sleep. the Mother, went to sleep at 8pm, wakes up at 830 to inquire whether the daughter has had dinner. went back to sleep. wakes up at 900 again to terrorize her daughter and reminding her to shut the lights. went back to sleep. at 1000 she reigned again to remind her daughter to shut the door, and maddeningly nag again why the toilet lights are on. at 1100 when the daughter thought she MUST be asleep, she bursts in looking like a banshee screaming why haven't the brother come home. #9 the Mother, starts to be mildly schizophrenic. She starts to think that the whole world is out to cheat her of her bank account. Doctors dispense medicine to kill people. Insurance companies are out to cheat you of your assets (which is true but still). Friends, when enquiring about the daughter's IC so that they can help her fill out a cip form, are possible spy agents from the government of Russia who's plotting to kill the whole family. the Mother, even at her age, envision herself as a character in spy game co-starring brad pitt. #10 the Mother starts to lament about being old and thus completes her devolution into a hag. the Mother then starts to complain about the state of the house, being unreasonably irritated by the sight of wires. Upon her daughter's indignant retort that it's impossible to hide all the wires unless we plaster something over them, she starts to complain that no one in the house cares about aesthetic values and that wires are yes, very very eye-sorish and must be eliminated. She then begins to stuff the wires behind shelves, smiling pleasingly when she's finished while the daughter stands at the side, exasperated because it looked no different to her. it's really boring to be sick anyway shuang tian zhi zhun is encoring every weekend at 330!!! =DD i watched the second episode today it's DAMN freaking good okay much better than the crap they dish out nowadays i'm bored and i'm stuck b/w the sick/not sick period like, feel quite well enough to be up and doing things but if you ask me to go out one whole day i'll faint sigh suddenly feel that life is so..meaningless feel like doing something meaningful. like a project for www.youthforcauses.com hmmph, decided, i wanna do one after A levels =D anyone up for it? ..isn't it cool to set up a big company for social services and such..? that'll be like so meaningful sigh i'm sick=( slept on and off for two days straight so feeling slightly better now just that it still feels like my whole body's on dousing fire............ and i feel super light-headed so yep even though i'm no longer having sore throat, i still can't go down to do the standard chartered thing sigh, only gotten one 20 percent voucher -.-" nah, i dun really feel like i missed anything in any case i'm not a big supporter of adidas crap, really feeling like crap think i'm going back to sleep somemore............. THERE ARE ANT NESTS IN MY ROOM must be got so many ants crawling all over my table.. random |
