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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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i'm watching this really really amazing documentary about this woman who has only half a body please read this entry, i think it makes me feel a bit better to know that you know that i'm trying to say something impt here. she literally looks like her lower body has been chopped off she has a schizo father, a mentally handicapped bro who's 29 but has the intellectual of an 8 year old. AND she has a son, caesarian, but don't you think it's amazing and i think her husband is amazing/great/terrific/freaking miraculous she's just so POSITIVE i mean if you put it crudely, she's just a plain freak. Come on if you see her on the streets you'll be upset. I will be. but she's just so optimistic and she's dealing with everything her exact words were "the world doesn't owe you anything. you just have to use all your resources." i think she lacks so many things that we have. and i'm not even talking about the outside, the looks, the appearances, but the freedom,the mobility, the normalcy, the respect that a normal human being should expect from others. I think we should all take a leaf out from her book. OH HER HUSBAND PROPOSED TO HER ON NATIONAL TV!! that's like so sweet~ despite her husband's you know whines and complains that sometimes he gets neglected, i think he's so sweet how many guys really really fulfil their vows and take care of you in health and in sickness. aww so sweet okay so anyway, jia you with life and the junk fate piles you with Sure we have problems too, so many many many problems but no choice, let's just go on~ http://www.unr2008.blogspot.com UNDER NO ROOF 2008 it's an overnight camp at vivocity on 7TH TO 8TH OF JUNE basically it's to let you experience poverty and blah blah blah shit if we sign up as a group, they'll group us together so i'm trying to psycho as many of you as possible PLS TAKE A LOOK AND CONSIDER GOING=D AND TELL ME!!! DATELINE IS 5TH MAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omggg the weather is so hot that i've lost all my urges to blog honestly it's UBER HOT TODAY, like ESPECIALLY hot is the earth exploding or something? or has singapore been secretly shifting southwards so that we're at the bloody equator.................... i'm honestly amazed that the trees didn't melt into green gooey lumps. oh michelle yeong told me today that apparently her FATHER is very appreciative of my blog. i dunno whether to be flattered or horrified. apparently her FATHER does very concern-for-daughter things like sourcing for blogs of her friends. .........well hello uncle if you happen to be reading this i suppose cookie monster has really a lot of charm, she said that her father was so laughing over the cookie monster (glances above) well okay HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINLING even though it was really weird how we always just stand around and wait to be fed cake i remarked to someone how weird it is that our class simply doesn't learn like celebrate so many times le still no many bring tissues and everybody just share 7 forks and feed each other. kinda warm in a sense, but.err kinda stupid too and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MG i tot tml is 28 -.-" i can't believe she's 18. i've known her since.......13. omg, that's a bloody long time. ..den wait, come to think of it..i've known weilun since.......8 ....that's BLOOOODY long time. ..erm, well okay i'm telling you i have a distaste for public transport i think i openly tsk at someone today around yck a bunch of guys who disrupted my sleep ..is there like a sleep hormone or something, cos i think i have too much of it it just doesn't make sense the amt of sleep i need imagine my surprise during lit lecture that chris was also abt to fall asleep it's MONDAY leh what's going to happen for the next few days? oh shit, reminds me, tml got NAPFA. sokmui cries and runs into the toilet* tml got napfa!!!!! how!!!! i'm surely definitely confirmly guaranteely yi-ding-ly gonna die. SHUCKSSS why do they always wanna put students thru this kinda emotional turmoil it's enough that i am traumatised every morning upon going to sch now this too. oh man, at least tml's BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY! =DDD drop by any ben and jerry's stall and get a free cone ppl! goals for today (adjustment allowed.swallows*) #annotate lit (i saw the psg already, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO ANNOTATE IT? MUCH OF IT ISN'T EVEN AN PLAY!!! IT'S JUST THE BLOODY DESCRIPTION! OMGOH!:@($!#?!:@$(!@) #do poison (poisson) try to understand, if not call mg # do poison.2 try to do, if not wait for miss ding to go thru and enlighten me # look at econs essay # look at lit essay OH MR JAMES HO IS SO OH OHOH CUTE~~~~ i wish i have a picture of him. wait let me try to find one scours vjc net to find him* can't find leh nvm i cant emphasize more on how cute he is =D pls read my post on UNDER NO ROOF omg i'm just super tired i just dun feel like doing anything today but if i dun do anything time passes very slowly too but i really dun feel like studying! ~~~~~ weather is damn hot oh shit, it's been like one and half hr since i blogged that last sentence all i'm doing now is reading forums on shampoo/conditioner/serum whatever shit and talking with px online on the same topic. i have this STRONG STRONG URGE TO NOT DO HOMEWORK omg. i just CAN'T make myself do it lah feels like xinyun when she say "i just CAN'T write lit" ...anyway i'm justified in finding hair stuff. since my hair really suckks and all i inherited my mother's bad hair haha px says she inherited her mother's big bones oh well, we're our mother's child. no choice -.-" shit even more time wasted ah.i'll wait for night to come den vacuum and mop the floor prac piano. and.......... annotate lit! (that i can do,i'm not xinyun) den...read ..read what. oh, do poisson. the one she finished giving answers already that one hahahha. erm. what else. OH SHIT LAH SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME OR SOMETHING So U B U And I'll be me Just don't hide a thing And we'll be fine Even if it's all wrong It's all right And don't remember What you're supposed to do U B U And in unforgiving light Even if it's all wrong It's alright U B U-Peter Cincotti okaaay i'm the first to blog abt last night..since pris is doing CIP at the library, offering free labour and allowing evil librarians to order her around........ den mg is prob either still asleep or out already celebrating birthday with her many many friends...... btw, i woke up at like 1pm today and strangely enough, my mother and father never even say anything! you have to understand, that is REALLY REALLY very rare because normally they'll tsk tsk here tsk tsk there reprimand me and say how lazy i am and my mother asked me where i was last night and i got defensive and said i was catching up with mg pris and naomi and she actually said very nice "no i was asking you WHERE you were, not doing what" so i said, err, somewhere in orchard eating dinner (i lied lah cos i dun think she noes where marina square is) and she was like "oh, you all book the place is it, why can stay until so late?" and me (who is increasingly amused at her very very good temper) said "no just sat there and talked" ........so amazing! did the sun rise from the west today? (or is it east.) met up with jess and guys in the afternoon but mel had already left =( we went to eat in the hk cafe cos i was seriously very very hungry having eaten a very light breakfast..(and let's be honest, talked abt how best to help mel) den went to the flea mkt where i got a very good bag=D the flea mkt is nice! will bring some of you guys there next time jess said it'll be her weekend haunt. pls watch out for ah soh wandering the stalls every flea mkt day..... oh she got very good buys too, from this very affable woman=D but the music was HORRIBLE, i tot my heart might suddenly fly out and land onto the floor with a wet thud. met mel halfway thru with her mother who expressed the same concern (not the heart flying out, the music) so yeah anyway after that went to meet mg and pris and naomi had cafe cartel the bread was terrific, service was shit (since they dun charge service charge i supposed i can't complain.) and i still love the stlouis ribs but apparently "it sucks" in naomi's words. talked talked talked talked i think the purpose of the meeting was to celebrate mg's birthday ..but i think it was more of a "catching-up" session lah i loved it though, i think they did too i think that's how i want my birthday to be..just talk loh, nth much to celebrate oso wad anyway we really REALLY talked a lot and we were haunted by waffles cos we stayed at marina square till like pretty late, 10plus 11 plus soo all around were those "Waffles at half price" sign ..after we left cafe cartel, we saw this sign at a nearby restaurant whose name i forgot...so we went in and ate again =( ate so many shit ..okay pictures.. my friends are shy. except the one you are about to see i hate naomi's faces. she makes my blogger hang like shit. anyway she's supposedly doing xi nu ai le face, please decipher for yourself which is which cos to me they all look disgustingly the same. booo i'm so tired now~ somebody offed my air-con (i just typed piano..) at 7++, causing me to wake up feeling like a roasted potato at 730 after which i looked outta the window and saw such a pretty view that i went running.AGAIN. but it's not as if i run very terrifically, all i did was mope around, walk..run abit..look at the grass..look at the cool machine the guy was using to suck up rubbish (it's uber huge and has long long silver trunk sucking thing).. but yeah i like this kinda saturday early start makes me feel abit more.erm content with the world.. i think everyone also knows what's on everyone's minds lah (Warning: this may seem coherent to some) and please believe me when i say that we are really really really trying to help to the extent that i think our imagination is overfried and we've imagined all kinds of things that can happen and what we do abt them so please give us some time meanwhile, let's just have fun and take our minds off things and please believe us as a clique some of us say that we are very fortunate, because we won't ever detest-detest, no matter what happens we'll still be there so please have faith and all hang in there and this erm, incident? no, erm, period of time really reveal more things than possible for e.g. i'm really quite impressed and touched by cass. her intellectual capacity is much higher than i would give her credit for =( so confession i promise to stop being too TOO mean to you =D sigh this is frustrating AND IT'S SATURDAY you noe, you sleep one more night, den that's it! you have to wake up early again! don't you think it's VERY disgusting? went to the wet market just now with my mother realized so many things had changed, the stalls have this new stall sign now, looks intimidating but some things never change.like how all the patrons are still all aunties. i always wonder where are the uncles don't you think the wet market will be much more civilised place if uncles do the shopping instead of aunties? it was very disturbing to see aunties poking at fishes, squabbling like monkies and wearing clothes that seemed it was cut up from the curtain that morning (only not in the enchanted movie way) .....it's HORRIFYING to think that in forty years time we'll all be like that =( ..but it's okay, i'm sure i'll be a very pokish auntie. ..ciao, i have to go and make sure my brother(da-ge) didn't boil himself while boiling eggs. ..or crush the egg accidentally when he tries to crack it. ..and no, i'm not kidding. he's taking an awfully long time -.-" i have a strange mosquito bite on my upper lip. ..are mosquitoes blind these days? or were my lips looking extremely juicy that day (which they so rarely are) .. oh and yes let me just be random i was very annoyed just now with myself because i had wanted to make coffee but i ended up making milo. cos i wasn't paying attention i think i've been dreaming for the whole day lah i have a lot of gan-chu but dunno how to put them i thought i found a very bad side of me today because it occured to me that i never thought cass would be so senstive and i was rather touched actually by how concerned she was. and i realized that i have a tendency to..erm hastily sentenced people well at least i'm revoking my opinions so i should be quite an alright person yea? shan't address mel's predicament here..cos it's afterall private but just wanna say that i think my clique continues to amaze me everyday i dunno how to put it just that we have quite a high..acceptance of each other dun need to lie to you, we talk and tatter abt each other (obviously, who doesn't) and there are certain traits of each other that doesn't really match, certain behaviour we can't really accept but ultimately not knowing where we find this kinda acceptance, we still do it i might still disapprove of what you are doing, why you are doing it, or be annoyed and disagreeable but it doesn't mean that i think you are bitch or that i wun talk to you again and when we realize someone is in trouble, everyone is concerned yeah, that's what i wanna say i hope my clique people reads this and i'm really truthful when i say that our clique amazingly always always surprises me and i'm very grateful that i'm in this class and clique=D it's gonna be a series of posts lah i have nothing to do for tonight (well okay pls ignore the stack of whatever lying there.) i'm too tired and to quote yiling and jess, my brain rejects academics. and anyway looking at my math notes give me a major headache there are HUGEEEE hearts drawn all over it FILLED somemore, so many colors i think yiling was trying to cultivate my love for the subject but the hearts were simply too ugly. and i dun think xinyun helps loh, she keeps egging yiling on as if she's trying to develop her artistic talents but simply deriving sadistic pleasure for herself. we almost died in today's math tutorial though statistics KILLLLLLLLLLLL my paper zhuang lie de sacrifice le, filled with nonsense by yiling thruout the lesson. we need to keep alive * anyway coaching was tiring, stony, but quite fun cos ku was in a nice mood today what else did i wanted to blog abt.. ....if you've noticed why my font is so weird today it's to accomodate ah soh xinyun whose eyesight has deteoriated to the extent that i have to enlarge my font if not she'll turn blind. and i'm ending THIS post here cos she wants to read my lovely blog YOU SEXY PANDA
the video nick in my class did! he's the chinese botak in the video and the girl inside is my classmate cherrisa! aka bobo haha, watch! they won second prize for music fest !! i'm sian i'm sian i'm siannn reason i wanted to blog is to let you all listen to peter cincotti but imeem is crashing on me OH now it's working great listen to this, he's really good and look at the lyrics too ..anyway i think i'm going thru this phase it sucks honestly i just feel super tired and sian of life and i just wanna stop studying kenneth is disgusting he says he's excited abt studying how can you be excited abt studyingg?!! now imeem is hanging again i'm damn disgusted went to the zoo today for the wildlife buddies thought it was interesting and meaningful but am too tired to talk abt it ..i'm extremely turned off by something but same thing here, i can't be bothered to talk abt it THIS SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~~~~~~~ oh my god i am SO mad SO SO SO MAD i'm watching planet earth: the future online, final episode on living together and this bloody spokesperson Peyton Knight, from the National Center for Public Policy Research, whatever bull that is you know what he said? he said that " the folks promoting sustainable development, what they are promoting is actually NO development" some bullshit abt how environmentalist wants NO development, to hoard the solar power and windmills "it's very thinly veiled, they don't want any development, development of any worth to the developing nations of the world." and it's a "clever phrase created by environmentalists" SO BULL SHIT CAN i'm SO sorry for being crude but do you really really think that people are getting hyped up over this issue when there isn't evidence to show that we ARE having a problem? and don't talk as if you care what's going on with the developing world, if you even open your eyes you'll know that all the effects of UNSUSTAINABLE development, like the huge amounts of carbon dioxide US is pumping into the air is directly hitting on the developing nations. i am SO MADD~~ how can anyone be SO blind? so what maybe all of us are wrong, maybe the world is perfectly fine, we're perfectly over reacting, the world ISN'T going to blow up let me tell you what's NO development NO development is when blizzards and snowstorms hit China and rice prices soar like shit NO deveopment is when global warming causes global temp to go up and malaria is able to reach higher regions than before and cause MORE people to die NO development is when more heat waves hit europe and MORE people die. ...... CAN YOU TELL I'M SUPER MAD AT THIS GUY? you know it's always struck me as how BULLSHIT humans can be we are such superior creatures you know if we, such puny tiny humans can manage to kill and capture HUGE HUGE HUGE WHALES and MAMMOTHS and hunt them to the point of extinction PLS don't tell me that we lack the skills and technology to protect them and in the very first place, i dun even GET why we hunt these animals most of them we just hunt them because the successful elimination of them inflates our ego as a superior race, no? and one of the scientists put it very nicely what kind of place would the world be if there was NO development everything just STOPS here, right here right now of course there's got to be development, it just has to be ANOTHER kind of development. urgh. my disgust. anyway before i get carried away me and px watched forbidden kingdom together and jackie chan was right the script IS crappy it's INCREDIBLY crappy. and the only thing that saved it was the perfect rapport between jackie chan and jet li honestly i think i have a thing for the actors of last generation they are just SO charismatic don't you think and my brother says that jet li has sunwukong is very cute i agree, it's just so, well, cute no other word for it, a bit weird but yeah cute and jackie chan and jet li are still so funny, i dun think there can be anyone to replace them yet and FOUR months since i meet up with px i just feel so comfortable with her =D everytime i go out with her after such a long time of no-see i'll have this worry that we'll become strangers you know, like wun have anything to talk to her about turns out i'm worrying for nothing for some reason i just feel very comfortable with her, there's no pressure to be particularly interesting, no pressure to be anything other than myself when we're tired we'll just say we're tired i hope we'll always be like that=D AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH sch again tml ..gosh, i have THREE pieces for coaching this wk that's FORTY FIVE MINS WITH MR KU ....kill me just kill me he's charimatic but too long with him will poison him i'll prob leave him looking like someone who have been bleached. oh no. life seriously looks set to suck. WORLD VISION 30 HOUR FAMINE CAMP 2008 14-15 JUNE 2008 VENUE: UNKNOWN =D right, forgive me for the really weird outburst for those of you woefully inadequate in your knowledge the 30 hour famine camp is exactly what it says 30 hour of starvation and you might ask, what for? for AWARENESS you fool of course us starving doesn't mean food will be automatically given to the third world countries of course NOT but somebody explained to me once, it's about awareness hundreds of youths coming together to starve themselves for 30 hrs (which believe me, is a short period of time) is something to be reckon with yes? it's a REALLY good experience, pls trust me, i've been there last year and even though it's really bad cos again, my inability to make friends totally made me feel miserable and erm well, hungry as well, it was a really good experience what i recommend: get a lot ALOT of your friends to join, because we are going to be sort into huge groups, so the more number of friends u have, the higher probability you'll be in a group with them yes? and obviously your starving experience wun be so bad den -.-" so yes, people, pls join (registration is not NOT open yet) but pls consider joining, and spread this to all your friends mugging for CT2 needs a break, what beter way than to starve yourself? ~.~ not really, but the point is, it's really fun me and yanyu went last year and what they did was break us up into smaller groups of family unit, around five or six, with a father mother and children and some of us have HIV, we have to periodically go to a station each hr to get a jab or else we die some of us were crippled, so you have to literally be tied to a friend while you walk about for the duration of the game, which is abt..four hrs? and some of us were blind, so a patch was slapped over one eye and handicapped people must only use one hand and they stimulate situations where you have to work very hard to get your basic supplies like queue for AGES to get a job and carry cartons of water up and down and up and down stairs to get WATER something like that it's really nice lah oh but the second day you'll wake to feel relief (cos eight hrs of famine has passed by just sleeping) and disgusted (you dun get to bathe so ppl who MUST shower after one day of running abt, i suggest erm, you bring a towel and some wipes -.-") they were so cruel on the first night to say that "your supper is waiting for you all outside" and everyone's eyes LIT up like crap until we went outside and the supper .. was PACKETS OF SOY MILK AND CHRYSANTHEMUM. yeahhh but well, it's for a good cause and wuyue can take this chance to starve herself. after 30hrs you'll feel VERY slim. ....and accomplished of course and oh yes, if a question on the world's unfortunate happens to comeout, you'll have loads of eg (i noe, cos i did that question last year and got quite a good grade HA.HA) yeah, PLS CONSIDER JOINING 14-15 JUNE 2008 STARVE FOR A GOOD CAUSE! btw, TML IS EARTH DAY before i promise May and blog about famine camp.. let me do the usual whining first=D so yes i'm officially 80% cured of my illness -.-" other than the fact that i feel tired no matter how much i sleep and that my nose is blocked. and that my throat still feels slightly weird. i'm okay=D and i like monday mornings when i'm at home and i actually wake up early cos my father is around and he will do the rare cooking cos having woke up at 6am (he can't sleep more than that, gotten used to being nightowl i think) he starts cooking and cleaning up the house at around 7am i dunno how to describe the feeling when i wake up and see him around for once when we both are feeling relatively energetic instead of tired and sleepy in the evening goal for the day read geog reader read my book read online stuff study a bit of vectors and if possible some other stuff perhaps right so just now i tried humming a bit to the song i'm gonna post up later. and i sound totally like the ahsoh version of wu bai honestly pls dun ask me to sing now i sound worse than the worst crow i sound like a GUY lah one that's smoked for decades urgh anyway i supposed this is why people get upset over politics cos leaders of the country just have to do stupid stuff and prove what idiots they are lemme quote from straits times review today Mr Bush set a target for halting the growht in carbon dioxide emissions by 2025, without specific mandates to achieve that, and in the meantime he blasted proposed Senate legislation for tougher measures as UNNECESSARY. (the bolded words are not quoted, they are added by yours truly) HONESTLY is it so hard to tell that our earth is quite possibly DYING i mean, it's not SOO hard to tell right? outta the ten most hottest years recorded, nine of them were in the past decade? (i read somewhere lah) and even if you happen to be living in your own world, i'm quite certain you would have felt that the weather is becoming weirder by the day. and anyway for those of you would remains sceptical due to the lack of figures here you go the US allocates just US159 million for solar research per year-about what it spends in Iraq every NINE HOURS somemore since 1979, US spending on energy research has shrunk by about half, taking inflation into account. Spending on military research, meanwhile, has more than doubled and is now roughly 20 times what is spent on energy research. i realized i'm running outta time to do the stuff i wanna do since i'm meeting px later for movie (finally! haven met her for FOUR MONTHS omg haha, she must have grown prettier=D) and yes we're watching forbidden kingdom the script that's debased even by jackie chan himself but i just wanna see him and jet li, yes yes go on and say i have a thing for older men back to the issue don't you think it's time we wake up to the fact that there are so many things that's worth our caring other than when's the next math test? TOMORROW IS EARTH DAY PEOPLE you noe when they first announced it, everyone in sch didn't care less including me it's just one of those issues that struck you as unimportant when you are in sch when you are in sch, the only thing that'll make you sit up is a) GOT SUDDEN TEST! OR b) TEACHER NOT HERE! so yeah, that announcement totally didn't strike a chord. but pls take a moment and think about it the fact that somebody established Earth day isn't it heartening? at least SOMEONE (ahem obviously not the person mentioned above) realized that the place we are living in is being endangered. something for you to think about as children, we have always had a natural love for the nature which child doesn't like to go out into the wild? and play with rain, sun, mud sand, whatever (that's our miserable notion of nature in singapore so yeah) but as we grow older, as we see buildings day in day out aircon day in day out cement day in day out i think we've all sorta forgotten how majestic the world we live in is nature really puts humans in our places. as puny little creatures really SO BRING UR OWN LUNCH BOXES TML! i am cat hear me meow rabbit couple mugshot jay shot okay i'm just using this space to list down some stuff. you prob wun understand anyway i'm beginning to suspect that i have a stomach prob. ........ and i'm probably not going to sch tml since it's about time i slack and take a break anyway shit! it's noon already? ahhhhhhh i have so many things that i want to do but feeling like so lethargic all over.............. ah i'm sick again spent my whole saturday afternoon sleeping away dun think i'm going to sch on monday..cos quite bad in the sense that i'm always lethargic my cute piano teacher said i was less than agressive this morn at my attack on the piano sigh he's still very cute for ur information shouldn't have gone for music fest, think it's the late and long hours, gotten sicker but first thing first i think it's seriously overhyped it's not even that good lah and i honestly thought that melissa should be in the finals. and olivia should have won, she freaking should have won the judging was quite bullshit. but nonetheless it's nice to get out with friends and see them dress up and all ...me spilled jess's drink the in the canteen and i had to go get the mop and coerce yeong to carry the pail around with me while i mop up the juice. sigh, vgems anyone? it was seriously very no-face. but i realized i've gotten very good with the mop -.-" all the household chores count for something so yes i just realized tuesday got 2.4 =((( really wanted to run and PASS the stupid thing. but now i'm sick bleahhh and yeah i'm glad u guys are amused by my funny looking bread. i think my whole family is totally sick of tat bread now that we have to finish two loafs of it (even if one of them is hollowed out, it still counts) and readinig pris's blog is very saddening sigh, makes me grateful i have a great class. but still, been thinking you know, we all have flaws. and i think i know what my biggest flaw is lah but i wonder whether if someone else knows. ..nvm it's just the judgmental part of me talking. ..want to chat with someone but i'm having sore throat and AND i think i might lose my voice soon it's the KIND of sorethroat =D actually i like losing my voice don't you think it's nice once in a while to have an excuse not to speak or respond. of course i'm not making fun of those who are mute. i think it's a very shit life to not be able to express urself. ahhh feel tired all over every muscle ache and i've realized why my arm has been aching with no reason that day .......... it IS piano practised till it ache. diao right have a goood day u all if anything the breadtalk HR department is very efficient ..or is it complaint department. whatever they called me back like one hr after i sent the letter very efficient! anyway, i'm a proud honor or another packet of the bread loaf. ..................................... my mother, her majesty is appeased. and i suspect the person sitting infront of the comp must be so bored of his job that he perked up at my complaint letter popping up infront of him.. so yes, breadtalk stil has hope=D right......i've finished gp essay, which was rather fun since i did the question on biodiveristy and i was rather interested in that section anyway........ and i read more books.. haven you thought abt it this way why are meat priced only this much higher than veggie? if you take into account the costs that are incurred along its production..(feeding the stocks, need money, process the stocks, need money....) its price should be quite a few more times the veg's........ interesting yes? and apparently, for every edible kilo of a cow, you feed it eight kilos. such a lousy deal, we shld all cease eating meat. budden again, it isn't that easy humans are born carnivorous. AHHHHHHH VECTORS ASSIGNMENT AND BINOMIAL! PERSEVERE~! today has been rather constructive. filed a complaint and received free loaf (checked) prac piano (checked) scolded my mother 38 (checked) did gp essay (checked) read on cows and meats and veggies (checked) =D see, my life is fun! The advances of technology have one more advantage to which i've never been more grateful it makes complaining much much more convincing You see, despite my mother's CONSTANT NAGGING and CONSTANT COMPLAINING this time round, she's ABSOLUTELY right even though she's so eager at the prospect of complaining that i had to shut her up and tell her to stop being such a 38 Honestly i think this is the highlight of her life. having her daughter agree with her that this deserves complaining Since the price of bread has increased, this loaf which used to be 3.80, is now 4.20 at CITYHALL outlet. so yes if i'm going to pay 4.20 for a loaf of bread, which i dun mind since i really like that bread i do expect to get a full loaf and even if there happens to be some "hole" now and then due to ...i dunno yeast or something, it's okay but i really really didn't expect...........this don't you find it amusing to open the packet of bread, as my mother did and found that it seems somebody has been naughty and nibbling at my bread? her first question was "YOU ATE IS IT, WHY ALL NO CENTER ONE?" to which i replied rather irritably that "OF COURSE NOT" (you see i was in a bad mood after standing on the public train for one hr, another woes of a very bo liao singaporean) and not that i like to complain, those who know me should know, i dun usually like to complain abt the F&B ppl since i normally sympathize but THIS IS TOO MUCH LAH the WHOLE loaf was like that okay not just one piece i think there's only like 2 dollars worth of floor inside that pack okay and it's not as if i can NOT choose that pack cos it looks fine and okay on the outside so yes i was rather amused and took to photographing these very memorable little bread pieces. upon which my mother got very excited and wanted me to send complaint letter to breadtalk and i must say i'm quite agreeable ....... since this is obviously quite..ridiculous so yep let me be the typical singaporean for once. complain! wheee~ and dun worry i'll still buy bread from breadtalk it's just that since i have such a boring life, let me just entertain myself a while by complaining..=D you know i'm afraid to look at pictures of body mod and tattoo-ing cos my mother is around -.-" i need the pics for GP presentations but i'm extremely afraid she'll get paranoid and think i'm morphing into an ah-lian ah-huay who wants to tattoo herself or worse, mutilate my body. .. but waiting for her to finish her show is getting irritating!!!!! i want to do my powerpoint! ...urgh the number of people who are falling sick is becoming so huge and unmanagable that the clinic below my house has taken to putting extra two row of chairs outside the clinic depressing isn't it there really didn't used to be so many people falling sick -.-" and they have even locked the chairs together so that innovative singaporeans dun attempt to steal them. ..... we indeed really do think very far don't we? ...okay so i actually have a lot of things to blog abt. but i forgot what. prob suffering from early onset of dementia or something yiling says that i look at cassandra like at a bug. i'm so sorry i swear i really didn't noe though yeah, when i look at cassandra i think there's this feeling of incredulity (got such a word) rushing thru my brain ..must be the kinda of feeling biologists get when they discover this new amazing specie "how can it possibly exist?" hmmph i think i tend to look at people with..erm, disdain or..erm, condescending look, pls forgive me i dun mean it it's the same as when yiling looks patronizing and all she wanted to do was encourage you by nodding encouragingly. i'm born with this face. sorry! anyway, not to sound proud or anything i realized that i've grown erm, if not alot den quite abit? since i've stepped into 07a14 seriously because all of us are so different i think we are all constantly trying to give in and accept each other maybe there are times when we really find each other weird, irritating, annoying or just plain can't be bothered but i think we've all learnt to be more accepting =D im really really serious cos anderson's culture is totally different from u guys yes yes and this "enlightenment" i derive from a talk with naomi=D okay wait i need to drink water, do some work stuff. be back later to update if i'm still alive you know it's not that i bu gan yuan help my brother scrub his shirt it's just that i really dun understand the logic of it my mother used to do it like REALLY scrub cos he gets his shirt very dirty, near engines and all but i really REALLY don't see the point why must my mother ALWAYS help him scrub ? either you scrub it yourself or you just get a new shirt lah why must my mother, who's so old already help you scrub? and now my mother 's sick she wants ME to scrub and honestly if it were some other thing i'll be okay but don't you think it's ridiculous? a 26 year old guy needs his female relatives to help him scrub his SHIRT why don't you just get a new one? and okay fine i'm being lazy but you dunno how DIRTY it is okay and besides i really thought it was ridiculous my mother say she always help me wash my stuff oso but HELLO my stuff doesnt need so much scrubbing can??????? and they are not like stained dirty with black streaks on them (if they do i usually just throw the thing away) i noe i noe, not being thrifty but his shirt normally wear like one year or more already okay it's high time to get new ones and she say what my bro sponsor me this sponsor me that why cannot wash for him I SAY ALREADY, IF HE'S BUSY, UNWELL, STUDYING OR WOKRING ON A PROJ OKAAAAY i'll do it honestly but he's FINE, TOTALLY NOT BUSY, LOOKING AT HIS COMP WHY MUST I SCRUB FOR HIM?????? it's a principle thing!!!!!!!!! it's like totally FUNNY lah you know when my father asked my second bro to go out and empty the rubbish in the chute you noe what he said? "AIII..AIIYA ASK MEI MEI LAH" den my father went "what ask mei mei, ni bu ke yi dao rubbish meh?" .............like YAH LAH wth why everytime must i do and this is so ridiculous I'VE NEVER SEEN MY BROTHERS CLEAN THE HOUSE AS IN THE HOUSE NOT THEIR OWN BLOODY ROOMS i've SELDOM seen them empty the kitchen rubbish or vacuum the living room or mop the floor just their own bloody rooms i'm whining okay i'm TOTALLY whining but don't you guys think it's so UNFAIR (kenneth has mentioned before that being a guy exempts him from doing housework) hey, guys should volunteer okay it trains ur gentleman-ners WHAT'S WRONG WITH THIS STUPID WORLD??????????? and how come i have to clean their socks for them when they never NEVER clean mine??? and fold their clothes for them when they NEVER fold mine .................................................................. it's not a he-sponsored-me so must help him clean thing it's a principle thing and it's not as if they are too busy earning big bucks helllloooo~ most of the time they are idling around at home trying to look busy by staring at the laptop which is totally totally RIDICULOUS this is a loooooooooooooooong complain entry but dun tell me i'm being unreasonable surely there's SOME logic here somewhere ....... BOYS SUCK Polar bears VS Walrus
to say that i woke up early at 7am to run isn't accurate ...i was plagued by this anxious feeling throughout the night which was kinda disturbing woke up with this feeling that i had to do something....but wasn't sure what so yeah, i went out to run by the way, mg, did you know that at 730am the big patches of grass behind our houses look like australia? in the sense that they don't look like singapore cos there are no tall buildings and there are mists rising above the grass cos i think they are respiring or something it's VERY beautiful =D and i think i ought to thank the PE dept if not i would never have really improved my stamina. nods nods.* i forgot to blog something i felt yesterday when we got back PW results me chialing alena cass we all shook hands and it was kinda funny, like we were concluding this huge business deal like, yes, we finally did it had a rather corporate feeling to it, which was erm, very amusing and nice too cos even though alena chialing and i aren't like the closest of friends we still did good! and i think we all felt quite accomplished, to finish something beautifull despite all the differences in views, all the MIA sometimes, all the unfamiliarity and strangeness between each other. =D i watched planet earth the future yesterday online for those who are interested http://www.watchtvsitcoms.com/planetearth.php this site streams VERY VERY high quality planet earth all the episodes are there watch it you can full screen it and it's still bloody clear i was so excited when i found it yesterday so yes as i was saying i was watching the first episode of the future yesterday, on saving our wilderness and i was kinda angry and sad i think the filming crew was incredible, they took five years to make the series. and they managed to capture incredible footage and you'll be struck by how human-like the animals are not in the physical sense but in the way they relate to each other, even their expressions are distinct and certain feelings can be seen clearly on their faces like how desperate the polar bear was when he launched onto a walrus to try to catch it the desperation was simply quite palpable i've posted the clip below, it's not as clear but watch it i think it's rather obvious that we're starving our polar bears there were so many thoughts rioting in my heads after i watched the show it's true you know, that we don't have enough funds to save EVERYTHING and ultimately it boils down to choices and decisions what do we choose to save? do we save those that are perhaps more endearing, which we can relate more to? like pandas, elephants, rhinos and all it kinda makes sense, and they discussed it in the show as well if i told you that about 1/3 of frogs species are endangered, that is 2000 species are endangered, would you care? i for one, didn't particulurly care till it dawned on me that often it's the slimy disgusting creatures of the undergrowth that are the building blocks of the ecosystem. and then they also discussed this issue in a nut shell how do you tell a farmer to save a rhino when he's struggling to feed his son? it just doesn't make sense so the gist of it was that we had to resolve the problem of global poverty first before people would be free enough and comfortable enough to look at animals. i think it's easy for us people who are living in urban conditions to say that we SHOULD conserve animals. but for them, choosing between an animal and ur son is a simple and obvious choice, and you can hardly fault them for it. so if you wish to lift them out of poverty, then isn't it quite inevitable you need globalisation? or urbanisation? and would that not require more depletion of the env? it's just a complete clash of interest the way i see it, the only way out is to have this conservation economy that would bring them the comforts the wealth equivalent or comparable of the urban economics it's like forcing them to keep the forests while they run out of fuel to exploit. maybe i'm blabbering but it's the way i see it. and you noe it's really quite amazing how poaches are ..well, exaggeratedly superior for obscure creatures like snow leopard the crew emphasised how much time and effort they need to even glimpse one but poachers, well no, they easily wipe out whole populations but the thing is, aren't poachers human as well? since they obviously have much more knowledge and skill then conservationists, i think having poachers on our side would be rather smart wouldn't it if only so... okay enough of all my preaching-.-" nice day people let's see i think my mother is cold-shouldering me honest apparently she's sick and i didn't show my concern ... the cynical part of me would really like to say this and it IS what i think and you may say i'm mean or whatever but she has never taught us to show our concern. i'm being frank she has never taught us to show concern with kind words or whatever it's always been sacarsm, cynicism and all rarely kindness true concern so yes, even if i care, i dunno how to express it the other part of me ..well, i'm speechless see sometimes i think without my friends i would totally be this mean person with no ounce of kindness so yeah, i'm now being labelled the "unfilial one" =( okay PW results it's disgusting how VJ did only 57% A. that's like freaking low amongst the top JCs. but i supposed i can't complain...AJ did worse i think i can only say that i was very happy for my group truly all the efforts that we put in was finally worth it esp ESP the WR mugging at starbucks and all of the sleepless nights chialing had while roughing it out and the near-conflicts friction that was so frequent during the last period and all the times we had to change our proposal, from voting, to finally ITV, from one event to coming up with a new one in two days i think we were quite amazing =D it feels good to succeed as a group that's why i felt quite bad as a class cos i would have felt very very happy if our whole class did good but someone of us didn't. sigh but yes congratulations to all those who did well =D for those who didn't, don't dwell too much take it as a sign, it's PW, not core subjects but still i think it's kinda careless of us all when we are doing PW, we couldn't care less but when the results are out, there's this tinge yeah work hard all! anyway i had this HORRIBLE dream became totally down with flu in the middle of geog, which was really weird den went home and slept straight away i dreamt that there were big huge flies/insects in my toilet and my mother and i were tryng to kill them they were HUGE MUTATED insects and they feed on DETERGENT it was simply horrible that dream i've been having weird weird dreams the other one was about how all my friends became monsters blood sucking and i had to run away from them all and hide in my room and i rmb the anecdote was in this nondescript bar of chocolate even got zoom in function like CSI like that lah, zoomed in on inside the choco, apparently got this weird chemical that is the solution. ...... SUPER weird i wonder whether my brain is degenerating like xinyun's .. so yeah, that's all i wanted to blog abt super tired and worn out every friday feels like i've been thru a battle or something gotta rest properly NAPFA coming lah dun wanna fail again -.-" besides almost suffering from cock-eye and dizziness i survived today's coaching=D which was a torturous one and a half hours although things were pretty relaxed and everything.. reading semiquavers, or what you would most probably relate more to as TOW GAY BEAN SPROUTS notes..is extremely detrimental to health .. there's this boy in my block who's under the illusion that he's a nocturnal animal of some sort. making these weird noises..like mating calls. oh i just read pris's blog after countless times of my browser telling me my browser is not available when it's clearly connected to the internet. oh wait! i have this urge to shit! finally! so i'm off to shit first. will be back in a shit (lol) back! oh yes this week's issue of newsweek is interesting like really quite interesting. talks abt all the issues that are relevant, to me and my studies lah at least the rice-shortage how beijing is totally humiliating itself and how the rich are acting to save the poor i wonder sometimes whether the rich are too busy becoming richer so much so that they tend to neglect counting their money and giving some away .. honestly, what do you do with so much money? buy nations? ..totally impossible unless you live in j.d.robb's books so yeah how DO people do with like 10000000 billions for e.g. i'm sure bill gates has that amt of money oh, our class blog is active again we're ONE entry away from the 100th shouldn't we make it special or something ..anywaaaay nick's orange boots are totally conspicuous i think he purposely wears them so his supporters (namely us a14) can spot him more easily. you see it's kinda hard to spot him because ALL soccer boys sport similar hairstyle that is, NO hair. sometimes i wish that i'm a guy, as may fantasizes. cos why? guy has the right to punch ppl when they feel like doing it my disgust has exceeded my capability to express it coherently .................................... i think i'm an extremely short tempered person i was SO fed up when i realized that i spent two dollars to get an ez-link ticket cos i couldn't find mine then when i reached home and emptied my bag..THERE IT IS the little liar, bluff-er, cheater CHEAT MY TWO DOLLARS and not to mention, because i didn't have a five dollar/two dollar note or enough coins, the bloody machine refuses to accept my ten dollar, i had to buy this loaf of ugly bread from breadtalk IT'S BLOODY INFLATION OKAY the price shot up again from 3.80 per loaf to 4.10 now it's SOOO bull AND why do ppl insist on bringing their kids everywhere with them?? it's so inconvenient! and they are a public nuisance or why are there forever noisy malays at starbucks i was so frustrated that i couldn't finish my stupid hot chocolate so, i wasted my money again AND why is it that my mother seems to be under the illusion that she HAS to provide for my three meals? i already told my father that i would get my own dinner, since they never prepare for my share cos originally supposed to usher for the IU den he called and said my mother will cook so i was like, okay and when i get home, what was it she cooked? FRIED EGG WITH CONG AND PRAWNS ................... her defense was that i like it yeah of course i like it but it doesn't mean that i like a meal with ONLY WHITE RICE AND EGGS i'm NOT cassandra you know???!!! and the point being that, i could get my own dinner! no problem! i live two seconds away from the food court! and it's SUCH A WASTE CAN she always cook these kinda egg thing den my brother NEVER eats these kinda egg things so by 10pm when i see a pile of the bloody things still there i'll be compelled to finish it .............................................. so yes my dinner was WHITE RICE WITH FRIED EGG i totally cannot be cassandra i was so fed up with my dinner that i chomped it down within five mins. URGH seriously, what's wrong with my mom??? i told her " you think eggs very cheap ah? dun anyhow cook lah!!! where got ppl eat rice with eggs ONLY de?!!!!!!!" ........................................................................................... so now i feel unfilial since she was just trying to be nice but really RICE WITH EGGS ....i tot only kindergarden kids eat that AND I'M SO FED UP!!! why do they insist on giving stupid assignments like "think up ten questions for a particular essay" WHY? WHY WHY WHY? it's not as if it's useful you know? i dun mind doing essays aqs and compre like REALLY but doing these kinda things just make me feel stupid and a waste of time ............................ ARGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH this was supposed to be a good day loh! cos i got home early like 330 URGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGH sunday night 9.41pm to quell mel's fears i didn't do any studying this weekend =( haha it's okay,meant to do it today after blading with enid budden mg msged and asked for afternoon tea so i spent my entire afternoon with pris and mg doing nth but talking and moving from one eating place to another. you know life can be really simple but at the end of it you need a certain amount of money lah every weekend i feel that life can be truly simple i dun have to have too many outfits and i'm extremely happy just to talk cock with mg and pris it's nice you know to talk abt alot of stuff with them it's a nice change away from vj peeps (not that there's anything wrong with u) but it's a connection to my past came home around 8pm and had this sudden urge to do the whole "clean house thing" again it's quite theraputic actually i plug in my mp3 (which i realize, to my horror, was on all the while) and just started vacuuming mopping den wash plates, fold clothes, iron clothes and tidy up stuff then i was thinking the one hr i spent doing these things i could have spent it reading stuff, doing homework, revision but doing the cleaning thing makes my mother happy and i think sometimes we really take housewives/mothers for granted mopping and vacuuming is more exercise than u would think u SWEAT de loh in any case, i think i'm a mean unreasonable overbearing person my president smsed me stuff blah blah and i just said "yeah okay sorry abt that part" sounds totally flippant and unsincere but seriously, i've realized one thing there's just too many people in my life that i like, and even for those ppl, i dun have the time to really talk to them so for those that i object and reserve my comments, i simply dun have the time to be nice and hypocritical to you maybe my opinions will change, so i reserve my comments but so you see, i can be a rather mean person, dun offend me i like sunday nights when my mother is sorta sleepy and happy to see me mop the floor and my brother is at the living room watching soccer being gratified to see someone mop the floor (i'm trying to make him feel guilty by mopping past him...) ah see, now he's uttering weird comments again "blah blah lousy lah.kayu~~~loussssy! kelong~~~" ..my lovely cute little family .....why do guys believe that making noises during football is essential? reading mel's blog makes me feel..envious? she knows so well what she wants me..i'm still searching i guess but i noe that i dun wan a job that just pays maybe something more meaningful than that may says that if i'm a guy she'll fall in love with me oh pls, of course i'm so cool~ no lah, there are parts of me that are totally female .......sounds very wrong aspects aspects, cancel the parts anyway i read this particular book there's a quote inside that makes a lot of sense. not quote, but a particular thinking humans are always lying in their daily lives that everytime an honest sincere outburst comes we feel compelled to draw people's attention to it by saying"honestly, truthfully, frankly" which further accentuates the fact that other than those moments, we are fundamentally liars. true yeah? sigh. we are all flawed. some of us can see it clearer, others don't doesn't matter though=D in a while i'll start doing my homework kinda late in the day but i've got nth planned for the night. so should be alright ..later in a while when i don't feel quite so ..restless ..everytime i play the piano it makes me restless you know what it feels like? like i'm abusing a person who hasnt got the strength to fight back simply irritating annoying or just NO KICK anyway me and xinyun went to the maad bazaar today http://www.maad.com.sg/ for those who are interested it was really interesting! and plainly people are going for the "be green" angle cos many stuff there were made from recycled materials i bought a notebook recycled from a banner very pretty and there were bags made from toothpaste/mamalemon wrappings they look nice but werent' my type lah and there were very nice necklaces(that were too ex) and i bought these box and err box-look-alike that were from recycled paper too they were very pretty =D and we bought something for yiling's birthday! xinyun kept egging me to buy stuff for "good cause" but i dun see her forking out the $$ lah but i was quite happy to see that many people are going green cos the products are env friendly, AND they look different and unique the brochue we got for the recycled mamalemon and sorts
technically i feel tired. and sian. AND TOTALLY sian has an urge to just punch someone
i forgot something just in case you think i'm a stuck up who never reflects i reflected and i've decided that i DO hold disrespect for the whole MA session affair and i still think it's a waste of time but they do try so hard alicea guowei and all so yes i shall go for all the MA sessions without complain even if just to root for them (and see somebody's face amusing myself he tried to warn me) to adopt a phrase of mel's TGIF thank god it's friday (a little belated seeing as it's now saturday morning but still) it's FINALLY the weekend our whole class almost died yesterday throughout the whole slew of lessons. oh yes i shouldn't digress myself from my goal of this post nods nods* my president of piano ensemble wanted to give me a warning letter yep, you read right, a WARNING LETTER though what he wants to warn me about i have no idea (okay okay, lack of respect, lousy attitude??) anyway thanks to junru, he didn't, cos she spoke up for me thanks junru! but actually even if you didn't i wouldn't have mind=D in fact i'm damn proud to be considered for a warning letter ha.ha.ha. okay let me tell you what happened on thursday cca was SAID to end at 6pm it started at 5.30pm and it's MA session, music appreciation session but in that afternoon, a very rainy wet tired afternoon we were doing discussion on how to do fundraising and afterwhich, we were supposed to have cca dinner in sch, eating takeouts from thaipan anybody see anything wrong abt the picture yet? the thing is no one knows anyone very well (except the j2 lah) and it was a VERY VERY rainy afternoon and i was VERY VERY tired i was just VERY tired okay and due to the fact that i lived on some niao bu sheng dan place, forgive me if iwould like to go home earlier. and that i had no patience for things that dunwork and dun serve their purpose so yes me and a friend stood up, walked to him and said "we're going home first, k?" and we were fully expecting okay, since afterall, we HAD stayed for the bloody session, which WAS bloody late and we DID contribute to the discussion and we were afterall leaving just a tad earlier than the others, AND it's not as if you still had some important stuff to do but what did the stuck up do? i can't quite rmb what he really said but the gist of it was -cca times are from 5.30 to 6.30 (oh yes so says you, how come i never knew this) -he also lives one and half hour away (ah but you see , i dun think you have a mother who nags and i sorta think you ENJOY staying out) here's the most important point at this particular moment i got fed up and said "so you want us to stay until 6.30 lah?" i repeated this sentence a couple of times and all the coward could say was "it depends on whether you are commited to the cca" a couple of thoughts went through my head but forgive me i can't rmb the details to tell you guys since they were underscored by the most wonderful of expletives. COMMITED? well yes considering he was the president he SHOULD have the right to say that to me don't you think? but ah here comes the problem let's see he DIDN'T take up a piece for the january concert owing to his busy schedule climbing mountains (he's in odac, i'm not discriminating against odac, just him) i DIDN'T see him around during cca walkabouts, i saw EVERYONE else in the exco EXCEPT him i haven't seen him for a LONG LONG TIME in the piano room, which implies again that he somehow wasn't being coached for his piece he DIDN'T used to come for meetings himself! and the most ridiculous thing was in his simple shallow mind, commitment was measured by how long you stay in the bloody meeting NOT apparently whether you practise with ur partner, whether you go for coaching with the very intimidating ku-ster (calista's quote) and so yes of course i attitude him wouldn't you? so i went "fine, okay! i'll stay" and went back to the group to whom i said "my dear president said i couldn't leave, since i have to be COMMITED(double, triple gazillion stress this word)" "so says he who's not very committed himself" and i glared at him when he finally finished his little speech acting all friendly and nice you see, i dun understand how people like him exist on this wonderful planet they are HYPOCRITES i tell you worse than snakes, since snakes TOLD you they would sneak up on you he's just SO nice to the authorities, to the students but he's just so incredibly STUPID i'm SORRY and APOLOGETIC to be debasing him like this but you can't blame me, i've grown to dislike people like him and since they all sorta spew out of piano ensemble like a factory spewing out bad dolls(ugly ones too) i'm sorta frustrated. and so he wants to give me a warning letter to which xinyun chortled and said "warn what???" precisely go ahead though, if you see this letter to expel me or talk to me, or issue another warning letter the only thing i can say is you are such an insignificant little tinny tweeny little pest that i took two days to blog about you i was SO tired on thursday and the next day when i heard you wanted to give me a warning letter, i didn't even get angry i was just very amused by your stupidity and how presumptuous you were but to give you credit, you did bring certain entertainment into my joy quote from yiling "WELL DONE!" congratulate me i DROPPED H3 i repeat I DROPPED H3 the fact that i'm relieved should already say something and let me tell you this if ever you are bothered by a problem, or your mood is damn bad just sleep and wake up earlier the moment outta my whole day whereby i am the CLEAREST as to what i want is 5am in the bloody morning btw, when i looked outta my flat to the opp flat, NONE of the units were lit. how sad are students lives. okay so anyway i woke up this morning at 5am (after having a very good sleep with..weird dreams) and know exactly what i want. to drop h3 ..actually i'm a very simple person leh ..i think i'm getting simpler every year .. does that make sense?? yep so i "celebrated" with naomi by eating subway and coffee and toast at city link the mocha latte very NICE! and cheap too! it's from real coffee beans i saw! so i'm feeling fat and broke AGAIN. sigh. what did i wanted to blog abt again... life of an eighteen year old suck i'm in a super bad mood now and to think when we ended geog this afternoon i was in a rather not bad mood too ........ i think it's all the small things in life that makes you irritated and it's also the small things in life that makes you happy, but for these things, we seldom notice them so, all the small things that made me irritated today #135 did it again. TWO came at the same time. Don't you just get irritated when that happens? it just makes me wonder how long the other people will have to wait for the NEXT bus to come. what's WRONG with bus companies anyway? if it happens somemore times i'm really really tempted to write to the stupid straits forum and complain about it. Surely if you are talking about improving bus services, pls start here. if not it'll be pointless. # my muscles are aching without reason. and thus i can't play my piano properly. you may think it's nth much, but when u couple this with a lousy piano. the results totally sucks. imagine tofu arm playing melted ice-cream piano. # i can't wait till the govt builds the two-way rail. YOU NOE HOW STUPIDLY CRAMMED THE TRAIN WAS? even though i had a seat. but still, why is it that i feel guilty when i'm sitting? doesn't make sense # miss chia hasn't replied me. i finally made up my mind and now i'm left hanging. totally knows what mel is feeling # attended human geog remedial. everything made sense, i learnt some new stuff. but it never fails to amaze me how unamazed i am at human geog. it's just as though i've learnt something i've known all along. which makes me feel like A levels is shit gone. # tml got PSC talk. wasting my time # i havent prac with shimin. coaching is gonna suck. ..... i feel like i have a gazillion thing to do but dunno where to start when did life become so freaking frustrating ................................. ARGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHG and the thing is, when i'm in this kinda mood, i suck at everything i do even blogging ...fucking irritating. |