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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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omg i really like bak kut girl in the huang jin lu even my eldest brother remarked, ever so rarely "this girl very cute" but she really very cute loh oh and anyway i went down just now to buy cheese fries and almost laughed my ass off steps to recreate my comic subjects imagine a SKINNIER version of lijie (for my class people, take enid) #okay, have that vision? make the girl SHORTER much SHORTER #okay multiply the girl by two #lengthen the hair, into ...something resembling a lion's mane of course it looks styled lah, but it still looks like a lion's mane #okay, imagine their skinny asses swinging side by side #dress them in black off shoulder tube with tiny jeans hot shorts. yiling and i strongly agree that the correct description for these shorts is "i can probably fit the whole shorts into one thigh......" #complete the look by adding those blingy clutch with thin straps. now finally, imagine the two identical girls swinging their skinny, fleshless asses side by side and you'll understand why i almost laughed my much more fat ass off. i'm being so mean. but really honestly WHY?!!!! they would have looked so healthy and wholesome in much baggier shirts with longer shorts (i didn't even say jeans okay, longer shorts)!!! and the most PUZZLING thing is, WHY DO YOU WANNA DRESS THE SAME AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND? ISN'T IT ENOUGH YOU LOOK LIKE THAT ALONE? omgoodness. ......... i'm being so mean omg maybe i shld start censoring my blog. i have found a new purpose in life (for today that is) ..to look thru the chunk of physical geog questions and convince myself i've studied enough. which..you can probably guess..isn't true i get more depressing as i look thru them. oh well. why am i even blogging this inane detail oh no. i think i've subconsciously declared today a non-studying day woke up at 8am and though to myself "great! can have an early start!" den i realized my mother hasn't prepared breakfast. so of course must have breakfast. breakfast very impt you noe so while waiting for her to prepare breakfast, i can't study because studying in the morning without breakfast is just pure suicide so i watched show loh watch ah watch how come breakfast still not ready watch ah watch. ..finished the series. ahem okay so had breakfast. den err continue watching some movie.. and den erm before i know it it's already past noon-.- so yeah anyway i think mosquitoes dun like old people's blood maybe they taste sour, or worse, expired. cos yesterday the moment when i stepped into my parents room to sleep, the mosquito must have cheered and held a party and invited many of her friends to come over to feast on me. i woke up with eight mosquito bites, all mega size. i felt like an over used milk shake. my mother didn't feel a thing. so i conclude, my blood tastes better what, i can't feel superior over this? why can't i? if i'm gonna be food, at least i can say that i taste good right? SIANZZZZ i'm dead meat lahh my goodness, if i'm the guy i'll feel so hurt. omg people nowadays huh. even if it's on internet dun need to be so..erm ～小P孩々 发表评论：[支持:0人 反对:0人 回帖:0人] 你长得真丑啊 也许是摄影师照的不好吧 反正你长得不怎么样 一般吧 不过看在韩佳人的面子上 也听听你把 so anyway, imagine my delight when i realized that my newest to watch show, east of eden (KOREAN SHOW LAH OF COURSE) has three of my favourite actor/actresses. =)) pris might be interested there's song cheng xian li duo hai (gonna try to find their korean names..saying it in chinese a bit weird..) the girl from my girl=) and there's han zhi hui the girl from xin niang 18 shuai lastly is the guy above that's been criticised -.- .......... wahahhahaa i'm so happy wahahah ......as usual studying was. like shit. i seriously think that i might puke soon and i have so little stamina at studying. i get bored/headache/distracted/and bloated from studying ............ DIESHIT LAH  yup. weasel coffee.it's one of the most expensive coffee in the world. why? because apparently these coffee beans go through the tract of weasels which apparently, is a more effective coffee mixer and than any coffee mixer in the world =) the little cute animals hunt out the best of the beans eat them and pass them through their tract and poop them out. well paid (yah right) employees pick up the poop and proceed to process the great smelling mess. tada. weasel coffee ..don't you get reminded of thes cene in charlie and the chocolate factory where the little cute squirrels pick out and test the nut? just that in this case these are weasels. and they not only pick out the nuts they test-eat them for us. ..... oh well. i STILL feel like i'm not studying anything. oh gosh kill me killmekillmekillme. and kenneth and xinyun still owe me a birthday present I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN HOR!! ........ nah i'm just being irritating it's okay take ur time maybe you can buy a packet of the weasel coffee for me. contented sigh* after today, i think i can finally sit down and persuade myself to do some serious studying. it's been what, four days? excluding weekends but i haven't done any serious work at all. like no progress like that MAYBE after today i'll finally find the mood to sit down and get through the following three weeks. ..no i didn't confess i loved anyone today -.- just realized i sounded like i finally confessed. i just went out with px lah didn't do anything much, ate yogurt at this new shop in raffles city and the shop keeper was a korean woman who was very nice=) they are hiring so px say maybe she'll go work there after she returns from taiwan (URGH the irritating girl) if she does, i can try to work there after As haha can ask the lady to teach me korean ate donut factory oso.. den we sorta just went around walking from raffles city to orchard den to paragon den to taka den went to amk ate fish and co. basically did nth much but just feel like it was a good day i like this kind of luan qi ba zao de relationship. when we buy things, we pay for each other and dun bother to keep track and we dun really do anything at all when we're out. just like that kinda relationship alot. gonna watch an episode sleep and try to wake up with a pleasant mood and jia you tml goal tomorrow: start and finish complex numbers basics take a look at owen finish recessions/policies/exchange rate policy ......yah right i'll probably only finish the first two. and i haven even really taken a look at human geog this is horrible i feel like whining to kenneth KENNETH!!~ are people STUPID or what? when you put over 200 items on your webpage and in a system whereby the items LOAD ONE BY ONE. YOU'LL CAUSE THE VISITOR TO CRASH OKAY? .................... kanina. my computer crashed for like 15 minutes and refused to budge because this stupid idiot who thinks she's good by loading all her korean videos lyrics and pictures all on one single webpage. and my loaded shows all disappeared too just cos you were too retarded to access your own webpage to see whether people can actually navigate it without crashing. okay fine i'm in a bad mood i dunno which is worse. looking at a math question and dunno how to do it or looking at it, know how to do it, pretty sure you are doing it correctly, double check triple check and still get the bloody answer wrong. fucking shit. yah i'm like this whenever i study it's called passion not happy dun ask me to take exams. fucking idiot. this is the reason why i probably shld study something easier. something brainless in university it's making my blood pressure shoot up .......stupid shit and i so envy xinyun now. i shld have dropped lit URGH i feel like sending the person with the stupid webpage some virus and cause HER system to crash see how she likes it. stupid STUPID luckily going out with px tml really dun wanna see anyone from sch nothing personal just that u guys are too happy i dun like happy people nowadays stupid observation number 1: priscilla is disgusting. how can you adore michael phelps. even ruth says that he's ugly. i trust ruth's artistic yan guang. clarification: i admit i agree i fully support him when he's swimming. but stop gushing about him when he's outta the pool. cos he doesn't seem human to me. he's like an amphibian. stop telling me that the amphibian is cute. observation number 2: i think only me and naomi cheered when olympics ended. to pris: i'm not sure you'll read this since you are on hiatus but..lee hom stefanie sun and all those you mentioned were ALL THERE. i saw them. i even recognised rain who had his hair combed back and looked totally like a chinese. i prefer him in CLEAR's ad. to mg: OMG you listen to SECONDHAND SERENADE??? ..did you buy the cd or what? do you happen to read my post when i say that ALL TWELVE/ELEVEN SONGS all sound the same? it's good when you wanna emo about ur lost love for one plus hour. the song you posted lyrics on was nice. but that's all i can rmb -.- and kenneth and melissa sounds entirely different. melissa sounds motivated. cheerful. kenneth sounds suicidal. depressed. me, i think i'm bipolar really, i swing here and there. today was the high woke up early at 8am. dun ask me why. i think i secretly likes the sun now. then i err..attempted to read my human population reader... den it's off to the woodlands library i tell you this is disgusting. how come even library also need to queue up? you have no idea the number of exam-stricken youngsters i saw at 10am outside the library. eagerly bouncing on their toes and rushing inside the library once the barriers were up to chiong for seats. COME ON. this paints a really really REALLY bad picture of singapore you know? WHOEVER QUEUES UP TO WAIT FOR LIBRARY TO OPEN?? ..omg, this totally proves that singapore kids have no life. so. today was quite effective just that. err i'm beginning to worry that my stats will never be correct. it's always FIRST TRY WRONG. SECOND TRY A BIT CLOSER. THIRD TRY CORRECT. unfortunately they dun allow trial and error for exam. kenneth!!!!!! i need help for human geog! i'm dead!!!! oh. dun eat pasta mania. i had it for lunch. or shld i say, i ate a few strands for life before i fled to burger king. it's horrible. ..it tastes very weird. it's a waste of money. luckily i had the student's discount. AND. i wasted a ton of money today. bought the hot drink card. AGAIN. the malay woman spoke to me like i was an idiot and had no idea what the card is for. question of the day Does Bosola eat enough? I think he doesn't, cos he's always so melancholic. GP sucked. the one time i wanted to do well for GP i wrote like .. disappointed with myself i supposed have you listened to walter reed on my player yet? listen to it. i like the lyrics I count the cases piled up high For the 1:15. For platform and for passerby It's the same routine. I'm ranting while I’m raving, There's nothing here worth saving. Tell me now, what more do you need? Take me to Walter Reed tonight. Baby I've lost the will for fighting Over everything. Well there's a few things I gotta say And make no mistake, I'm mad… 'Cause every good thing I've had Abandoned me. All I want to do is hide. It's graduation day And everything I learned inside Didn't seem to pay. I've had my fill of palm trees And lighting up Grauman's Chinese. I'm the walking wounded And I'd say it to your face But I can't find my place. someone slap me and make me wake up i'm no longer feeling murderous. suddenly find GP much more interesting than literature. honestly, i think the education syllabus need to be reviewed. we should study things that are current, on going and not dwell on outdated information like what my population geography reader keeps presenting to me, like population pyramid of a country in 1998 ....... it makes me feel stupid to even look at it. of course history is important, but it's just stupid to keep scrutinizing history to find faults when your future is about to crash. suddenly wish somebody can tell me the topic that's gonna come out for aq tml what if it's on the olympics.....? me and naomi would just cry. .....what's this world coming to man you know what they say about laughter being the best medicine? it's not rage is the best medicine i went to sleep at 7pm last night because i couldn't concentrate my eyes were groggy i couldn't understand anything that i was trying to read i got angry that i couldn't do anything so i went to sleep in my mother's room cos my brother is back then what happens my mother and father started arguing with my ahma outside and considerately they forgot to shut the door what did my ah ma say? that her life sucks, her life very ming ku, what here ache there ache everywhere ache and there i was trying my hardest to cure my flu and to sleep and there she goes, keep saying her life very hard would you just shut up it doens't mean that you are old so i can't express my displeasure at you okay just shut up already you have VERY good health, unlike my mother whose system seems to be really falling apart you have ONE very unfilial son, FORGET about it already all the other sons are EXTREMELY good to you my father went out like three four times to exchange a bowl just to find one that my ah ma likes cos why? one she say too small, the other too big, the other one too heavy so just shut up and DEN what happens? my blanket happens to be those really weird kind, those will-get-very-hot after a while so i spent my WHOLE night tossing and turning cos it's supposed to be a cool night so dun need to on air-con but i felt INCREDIBLY hot so in the end, i barely slept in the morning? barely 8am and the maid is speaking as if this is an opera house i dun get it can't she speak in softer volumes? i really really HATE it when people just starts to holler and shout early in the morning when there are still people sleeping, especially when i'm the one still sleeping den what? my useless worthless second brother began complaining again he's been doing it for a week i didn't say anything cos i didn't know where to start instead of studying his degree properly and jiao ta shi di de zhuo ren what does he want? he wants my mother to mortgage the house to buy a house with more "value" namely condo or bungalow and when he learns that HDB flats cannot be mortaged, he kept asking my mother to ask my aunt to sign for a loan from the bank fucking bastard all he wanna do is to get rich without any hardwork i'm so freaking angry how am i supposed to study you tell me? i'm so fucking angry that i almost threw my laptop at him I HATE THIS LIFE you guys haven't even seen me when i'm this mad. trust me, you dun want to i turn into an unreasonable bitch who snarls and bites. i'm so freaking angry my whole morning, one whole morning ruined. and yes, i dun have flu anymore but i still feel like an angry charging bull who can't restrain myself fucking shit. study what you tell me ................................SHIT urgh my flu.. my nose is dropping off i think and my productivity is horrible at this rate i'll probably soak the GP paper on monday full with my mucus and yuckiness. oh gross. but honestly at this rate i'll probably fail my GP paper, or get like E or something. anyway i never really figured out how to do well for GP it's one of those really really abstract subjects, it eludes me.. omg i'm cruising the net because my head feels like it's stuffed with cotton and i can't absorb anything GOSHHH what a day wasted. watched the table tennis match yesterday while staying on the phone with yeong den yip called her and we were both screaming all the way because it was such a pity yep, the straits times reported that one in three singaporeans tuned in yesterday i think the debate about whether they can be considered singaporeans should be over. it's obvious that they represent us, we support them. end of story i think alot of people were devastated that she lost after putting in such a strong fight. yep yep i'm doomed i'm doomed i'm doomed i feel like sleeping already the panadol said "non drowsy formula" they forgot that people who are sick naturally feel drowsy. the placebo sucks oh man. sigh i wanna cry =( omgoodness there's a super latent mosquito present in the room with me bitten me like thrice already .. sneaked up on me while i was reading the newspaper anyway i hate myself when i have self-pitying bouts like today's totally not social company so i skipped lit and went home almost died on the way home too, sniffing and coughing all the way and yes i'm having a bout of self-pity, wallowing, irritating mood swing. i absolutely detest myself when i'm like this when i let stuff affect me. and when i feel like the whole world has let me down ..maybe i'll tell you guys when it's done i'm the walking wounded isn't that like almost everyone so yes i really detest myself when i'm like this i dun like to be around people i dunn like to do things that'll make me unhappy i just asked lijie why can't we just be average and be happy why is it that i must always compete with everyone else i tried to recall what i was like in sec 2 before it happened. ..i can't really rmb ..a lot of vulgar words probably den after that. i hate it when i let my moods affect me and yes kenneth i have a load of work too. and it's okay to hate the world sometimes. i think the world is big enough to be magnanimous enough to allow us to rant for a while. ..since they accuse me of poisoning the world, might as well do what i'm accused of.. see i'm incoherent. again. ..................sorry guys for the unreasonable..emo-ing today and sorry cass for asking you to shut up sigh. too many things on my mind actually, only one. for the first time in weeks i didn't go to sch today not because i didn't wanna go but because i'm sick -.- and it's actually all my own fault i ate too much chocolates on the days which i DID pon sch. anyhow i heard yiling and guys attempted to cilmb the gate. and......... kanna caught by mr TAN!! yah that scary horrible PE teacher i dunno how to spell the rest of his name luckily he didn't have time to scold them so that task was given to mr seet wasn't too big a deal but yiling was so agitated that they happen to be so suay. since climbing gates really isn't a big deal -.- everyone does it all the time i asked xinyun and yiling "were you guys SO desperate to get out of school??" haha, yiling said that i should have been there, this is a once in a life time experience oops, now i've spoiled vj's reputation so yes it's disgusting i spent my whole day sweating and grunting sore throat was horrible and i developed a fever hurray!!! not going to sch tml oso cos coming home will be so xing ku taking one hour of transpo when you are not in a good shape is not play play de okay really sucks shit lah ..sigh, nothing to do i'm stuck between having energy to watch tv shows and having not enough energy to do work SIGH at least i'm falling sick now, not like two weeks later. omg. i just realized that next monday got GP paper correct right? got right? ................ i totally forgot about it. and here i was thinking that i still have two weeks to recover omg this is bad karma lah i promise not to pon so much sch already!!! shit, i hate taking papers in a bad shape AHHH oh no, i'm gonna drown even more water i've been taking all kinds of remedies lah like super tonnes of water and the what pi pa gao and the sweet and panadol and this lozenges and this fever medicine i hven't died of over-dosed or food poisoning dun worry just that i tend to go to the toilet every hour =( I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEE FOR GP oh no someone thrash my printer seriously, it's so not considerate at all trying to study literature now took a nap in the afternoon cos i felt so SO disoriented cos of urban geography ...every single time i look at the notes i feel this urge to feedback sincerely to josef and najib it's so confusing can!!!! looking at it for the Nth time doesn't help anything at all i still feel........like shit maybe i should go back to doing it. .. oh shit somebody please teach me how to study for lit again ..i totally lost the ability to..look at my lit text non-negatively ..nothing to blog about. oh man, I NEED TO STUDY LITERATURE! SOMEONE HELP ME~~~ it's ..really irritating to have someone tell you to eat every single time the sun sets. okay.. i know my ah ma is just expressing her care and concern yes yes. i know. but i'm just not used to it like the fact that i really hate it when my mother keeps asking me to eat durian when i dun get the urge .. my printer just defied me and spewed out like four excess pages of ink. ...it's really not my fault that the environment is dying. i've done my best. but technology is set upon destroying the world. i know it's really mean when i say that a dog with a limp is cute ..but the guy who hurt it was cuter. ..the episode i just watched had house slamming his door shut, his dog yelping and the next day it started limping around. ..of course it wasn't really hurt laaah it's just so cute to see the dog limping. it's like a miniscule version of house with his cane. ..why don't people make canes for dogs? ..gotta be damn cute and phelps did it. eight medals hurray let's cheer watched the match with bleary eyes cos i had a dream about...... ..i can't rmb, something horrible and about melissa (dun ask me, i can't rmb really) but yeah he did it. and it's amazing really. just. dun. talk. correction, gush. about. it. i almost dread going to school cos everyone's talking about phelps that's one of the reasons why i want singapore to win the gold medal later for table tennis the other being that i'm a singaporean and i can't can't can't root for china even though technically it's just china playing against china. if singapore wins the gold medal today NO ONE WILL GUSH ABT PHELPS TML! ain't that great? ...okay, i'm turning into a selfish cynical bitch. my brother just asked me when A levels is den i realize IT'S STILL BLOODY LONG AWAY there's prelims in two weeks time and prelims is gonna take up two weeks. den after that two weeks there's still WEEKS DEN it's a levels. ..... it's a bloody long time away. ..i wan a limping dog. I count the cases piled up high For the 1:15. For platform and for passerby It's the same routine. I'm ranting while I’m raving, There's nothing here worth saving. Tell me now, what more do you need? Take me to Walter Reed tonight. Baby I've lost the will for fighting Over everything. Well there's a few things I gotta say And make no mistake, I'm mad… 'Cause every good thing I've had Abandoned me. All I want to do is hide. It's graduation day And everything I learned inside Didn't seem to pay. I've had my fill of palm trees And lighting up Grauman's Chinese. I'm the walking wounded And I'd say it to your face But I can't find my place. interesting. the chinese forum on tudou has people addressing house as "da shu" i read through maybe six posts before i realize they were actually refering to him believe me such posts are disturbing "da shu tai shuai le!" "da shu finally hui lai le!" .....makes me wanna double check whether i was watching the correct show.. so yes i'm hooked on house (still) BUT it doesn't mean that i'm not producitve (ha.ha. laugh with me will you) the thing is, i am just so productive at home that i can't stand the thought of going to sch to suffer through lessons, especially mr ho's which just makes me wanna drop literature. yes. i have no aptitude at it. that is my most brilliant revelation. and look at pris, she's so elated abt our win. i was too lah, it was a brilliant match, really quite happy. anyway, has anyone noticed how people instantly transformed into sports experts when olympics is around? normally no one CARES a hoot nowadays everyone is talking about it dun mistake me, like what i told jessica, i watch the olympics, i support the olympics spirit. but like what me and xinyun both agreed on, hearing everyone talking about it just annoys us. i know, it's irrational. but there's just this sorta "olympics turn idol drama" kinda feeling. irrational i know. i sound mean and irritating i know. never said i'm not there's a mr-najib-look-alike who is apparently an investment promoter/sales/banker whatever they call them downstairs there's a bunch of them prowling the area actually, been a week already every single time i see him i get reminded of how sucky life can be. can you imagine smiling at people for the nth time that day and get brushed aside like a bug? it's gotta suck. remind me not to go into PR or any department that has to deal with humans. pigs are better. they just snort and roll around. i'm trying to decide between urban geog or literature. the latter pisses me off. the former doesn't. it's just tedious. the latter is irritating. the former isn't, it's just VERY chim. but i get this feeling that if i dun seriously seriously study literature soon, i'll probably score the worst for it. yah, seriously. why AM i blogging? and i'm envious that melissa is so motivated. can't find any motivation. i study of course. but it's just like..studying lor. not particularly a chore, but not really rewarding or exciting either. sigh. i haven't signed into msn for a while. simply hate humans. didn't anyone tell the management that they are paying their promoters to do nothing but laze around and chit chat? not to mention the fact that they get into the consumers' ways, annoy them, and block the aisle. oh, and they make the shop so unappealing. i seriously thought of saying this to the woman "man, you guys are really everywhere huh?" isn't there a shop where you can just walk in, get the things you want, and walk out without bumping into a woman who has a "can i dope you into getting something reaally cheap" face? i think i should be shot at for my laziness and heck-careness i had a dream last night. it was about a teacher reprimanding me for not going to school and having horrible attendence ..i think the teacher wasn't najib cos i had a distinct impression that he/she wasn't tall. (maggie?) so anyway, i rmb that i really couldn't be bothered to even be angry at the teacher for accusing me that i didn't care about my studies. there's a distinction you know? between not caring about my studies and not caring about going to sch. the latter just takes up too much effort. so okay, my whole weekend, the long awaited for weekend that passed in three seconds was spent............ unproductively. the plan today is to finish my undone math homework .....and to try out stats and complex. sigh. after which if i still have time i'll pei my mother to watch red cliff. IF it's still showing on tv. such wonderful weather. rainy. and i just had a wonderful sleep. ..shucks. i should go out to study.staying in is NOT good............ AHHH oh i watched money not enough yesterday it was..so so only i think the story line is too much like my own life for me to feel overwhelmed. but yes i cried all the same. xinyun says i cry at whichever and whatever movie. went out to celebrate najib's birthday. i think my ct rocks=) even though the whole table was talking about olympics and i was sitting opp him and i had nothing to say since i shut off my tv on purpose the whole day. ..kinda awkward. but i like seeing them all the same. some photos then. and some dialogues from mel's blog. 
-- Because he is effortlessly well-dressed ---because he's the coolest CT ever -- because he makes sex education ever so fun! (predators!) -- because he doesnt even blink an eye when we order beer (haha nick) -- because he sings sex bomb with us like he doesnt care cas: mr najib! N: yes? C; im very scared no guys will wanna date me in uni N: dont worry la! im sure a lot of guys will mel:mr najib! N: yes? M: i hardly know anyone heading for smu how?? N: well my sis was from there N: & im pretty certain you'll fit in very well there-- the culture really suits you M: really? yay! love him. love the class. off to study such a bliss to stay home legitimately. sigh,my fault, washed my hair late last night, had to wait for it to dry so i didn't get a good sleep still feel kinda drugged now... supposedly planning to do math but i think my brain isn't functioning too well.. so yep, gonna do up physical geog case studies. wait for the caffeine that i drank to wear off and den go back to sleep before doing math. nothing much to blog about these days... oh, piano ensemble farewell it's kinda nice lah, at the very least they bothered to do such a lame farewell thing for us seniors we didn't even do it last year for OUR seniors. err..got awards for each of us. junru got most committed aka most motherly and most worrysome. shimin DUH got most valuable player award calista got most insane. zhaoling got most adorable. me? i got most courageous. it's a polite way of saying most rebellious-most-dao most cannot be bothered. they gave us this cute pepsi bottle, quite nice lah and i'm surprised that i actually found that it was worth it to stay back for that session. oh, and we played this game of writing on other people's backs your messages for that person. ..i realized i'm not talking coherently. shit, this is awful i just watched an episode of house on sleeping. apparently if you dun sleep for 11 days. you'll wind up dead. yep, cool right but i think it's kinda the hardest way to commit suicide. talking abt sleep, the most awful thing is, drinking caffine, half of it works and courses through your bloodstream but it isn't getting to your brain. in other words i feel energetic enough to keep awake but not lethargic enough to sleep. awful. right. dun feel like doing anything today really.....need to get the urge again melissa's right, if only you can buy motivation... bleah okay fine i admit it my flesh AND soul is weak. ..i think i've overdosed on studying. as in, yeah, it's getting boring and pointless..gonna wait for the urge to hit me again. today sch was....BORING as usual but i was energetic cos i skipped sch (oops) on monday already. after sch me and yiling went to eat subway =( we shldn't go home together. nothing good ever comes out of it. so yep. i'm gonna slack this few days. den resume on friday. what shld i study tml den..........it's so fan to plan your studying stuff.. on the other hand, it's the only thing that will make us boring students feel accomplished right? digression: have been drinking a lot of milk these days cos the new low fat hi cal choco magnolia milk is nice..~ and erm......what else..oh yes what shld i study later. wanna watch house cos the front says "due to some graphic content viewer discretion is advised" heh heh (gives perverted laugh) i'm so turned on WHEE okay that sounds wrong. but it's seriously nice loh.. hmmph since i dun feel like studying..i shall go look for case studies. they are a chore~ ........i'm incoherent like what jess said. BLEAH to naomi: i think you passed something to me. i've been eating too much.drinking too much. now i feel bloated URGH shouldn't have eaten dinner. ..maybe i'll ask yeong whether she wants to run tml...or wednesday. budden that doesn't explain why i feel feverish =( but still, staying at home is FUN. even though i'm getting BORED OF STUDYING. i'm seriously getting bored of studying. that's different from saying i've finished studying but i'm bored of the process all the questions look familiar and i'm too lazy to do them and the econs notes look familiar too. i think i'll probably buy a new book somewhere else which will look fresh and new so i'll get the thrill when i start to do the questions. ..now, what shall i study later probably literature. i'm sick of math, i hate complex numbers is it me or does someone else see the problem of analysing stuff that's imaginary? the theories in complex numbers just reek of being products of a psychotic person. de moivre's must have been psychotic to see imaginary stuff. whoever ANALYSES imaginary stuff??? uh, i'm off, finish house (again) den hopefully i can find a way to get this sense of ..frustration and annoyance out of my system. crap i forgot to send the letter to ruth. again. i stayed up just to listen to this song i think it's very nice 没有人要内疚 没需要原宥 在十字街头 就相互保佑 那些体贴问候 那美丽镜头没必要一分开就变成了诅咒 相爱这一场 可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友 还是好朋友 比爱人长久 不能牵的手按在心头 在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右 事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后 思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受） 那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头 ....... 亲吻失去感受 火花烧到尽头 没激情有感情 有另一种邂逅 相爱这一场 可能是为了能拥有一个好朋友 还是好朋友 比爱人长久 不能牵的手按在心头 在最寂寞的关头 永远在左右 事过情迁后（升华以后）升华眼泪后 思念是最漫长的享受（漫长的享受） 那无痛的伤口 还带着温柔到白头 是什么叫你我 只配做一对好朋友 don't you think this song is very different from other love songs? =) house is like this medicine that i'm required to take if you expect me to do anything constructive luckily for me there's so many seasons, i can't prob run out. and kenneth tags "sniggers" on the board apparently nigger is disallowed. -.- and, my integration sucks i can't integrate cos2x. how suck is that. i forgot that it's just 1/2sin2x wow!!! .........shoot me i foresee a horrible future where i drown in math just because i get A for it doesn't mean i didn't drown in it before okay sniggers* and i've just been informed by xinyun that apparently last friday i "jiang hao" with her that this coming monday we're ponning to quote her she said that "not that i care or anything but this is just a reminder" so well..monday.. hmmph see, i'm perfectly fine when i'm left alone with no sissy man around me ............... i feel slightly more psychologically balanced so yes you are safe now to talk to me or snigger .....what shld i study later? ..hmmph any suggestions? FINE..............i hate it. i'm gonna do math. the starting is the most horrible. vomits* watching House. ..why am i even blogging. man who appears to be tall big and exude masculinity shouldn't laugh like a sissy the image is unappealing and offending ..disgrace to the rest of men i'm in such a bad mood right now that my brother dun even dare to talk to me what time is it? it's bloody 3.30pm and i haven't accomplished anything except market structure WHY? because this group of stupid men and women at the table beside me were having the fun of their lives laughing like a group of morons and laughing is okay it's the PITCH of their laughter that totally pissed me off royal man that laughs loud and high pitched should be banned from laughing and dun women understand that laughing like that is totally un-feminine of all the courses in the world why isn't there one to teach you to laugh? "Laughing correctly-Stop pissing people off with your horrible hag like laughter" DEN when i went to popular it was crowded like shit cos this apparent russell lee was signing books singapore true ghost story and i bet with you one hundred dollars that the person isn't even russell lee just some guy wearing a black cloth mask. convenient that russell lee dun ever show his face fine i'm cynical and sacarstic and angry and pissed off and i think those group of people were actually nice people just that i got increasingly annoyed and pissed that i can't do my work in peace. DEN i spent AGES in popular trying to get the things i want cos i was too busy trying to evade kids that bought 6 PENS for WHAT you tell me i've seen kids who has like 20 pens in their pencil case and they dun eve write essays stupid kids you know people ought to be able to go somewhere without facing talking/shitting/eating/laughing people who are like right in your face. singapore either needs to get bigger or people ought to shrink. and shut up. freaking world i swear my bowels get over excited whenever they see my blog. i know must be the cookie monster with the toilet bowl image. ......i think it's etched in my bowel's minds (if they have one......) so anyway i need to shit please excuse me i know, pris is gonna ask me how i can enjoy letting strangers know the time of my shitting session. but everyone shits -.- and anyway, i only got to be so frank because i remember sometime during sec three/four huizhen started this practice of turning around and showing her gek sai face and saying "wo yao da bian" ..see, it's not me who started it, go sue her to someone: next time you feel harassed, tell us! i'll prob even feel so sorry for you that i'll treat you to something=) and you must have felt REALLY upset the thing about old people is...... they like to live vicariously through us. my ah ma asked my mother, how old am i this year my mother said 18 loh and den you know what my ah ma said? she turned to me and asked me to get a boyfriend and the reason she gave was even more absurd. "so that weekends got people to go out with" ........ whatever happened to girl friends? and if i wanna go out with a guy, there's always kenneth weilun shimin and such -.- and den the two of them old people who are dying to get a shot of love dramas proceed to nag about my brother who looks like he'd sooner turn into a monk than get a girlfriend den after a while, after they have exhausted the topic my mother said "mei mei (that's me) very skinny hor?" and i shot a look at her and said "huh?!" ah ma said "skinny den good, too fat not good" (DUH that's the general opinion!) and i sat there drinking my coffee thinking "wth?" den... mother: i ask mei mei to be a teacher, she dun wan at this moment let me clarify: i've never strongly dismissed the idea of being a teacher, it's afterall quite a good stable job if i happen to get bored of other jobs ah ma turns to me and started to say stuff........... i dun think you wan me to carry on with this..? so saturday morning today and i'm having quite a good mood=)) cos i slept 9 hours yesterday after watching two hours of house i think i'm addicted to it cos everyone sounds smart inside the show so it compells me to study more so i'll sound smarter too ..i'm not like chris who can sound smart when he's had coffee (and sounds like a chimpanzee when he doesn't......) maybe my good mood is from the left over endophines yesterday and YES people me and yeong went running yesterday at yck stadium after we mug for a while at parkway coffee bean i'll never forget jessica and yip's look of "?!" when yeong told them =PPPP BLEAH pouts* it was a good run loh, at the very least we shouldn't all just keep mugging and it's our ahem attempt ahem at keeping ahem fit(er) -.- stop laughing and sniggering hor!! yep, gonna go off play my beloved piano ..gonna get my disgusting finger nails first. they remind me of enid's long..scary..white..fingery shudders* |
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