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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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yessss people i got a dress. it's not much of a sdd dress..more like..just a dress. and i realized, when i dragged naomi out to accompany me shopping yesterday at tampiness that i really really have gotten so very numb. for every dress i try, all i feel is "like that loh" since yours truly isn't fat, nor is yours truly model-body type, so technically every dress i try is "like that loh" but hor, surprisingly (or not really) the dress passed my mother's inspection i was so BORED of the dress or the whole thing that when she asked me this morning whether i had gotten a dress i couldn't seem to be enthusiastic abt it. den i got up, put it on, and went to the kitchen to show her and she was like "okay loh, simple" and i knew it would pass her inspection cos there's nth absolutely revealing abt it............... okaaaay la it's not that boring, it's just me it's a nice dress it's a nice dress it's a nice dress it's a nice dress ............. and no dun ask me where am i getting my make up and stuff i dunno, i still dunno, dun ask dun ask oh digression MY MOTHER COOKS VERY GOOD CURRY CHICKEN. ate the whole of it last night at 10pm despite having dinner already with felicia and guys. cos it looked so appetising and it was sooooooooooo good dinner with felicia and guys to celebrate her birthday and the bighead's. hmm, was okay loh kinda nice to see anson kakei (so weird to see their names on my blog) and people again and didn't really feel very awkward or anything but i was naturally quiet stop assuming that i'm talkative or very outgoing laaaaa it's very relaxing to just look at naomi and anson who tried to imitate each other to our amusement. and..there's pris and mg who naturally can come up with all sorts of stupid conv to kill the time with. and hor, pls, whenever there's a lapse in conv, stop throwing up my name and "killer" it's so very rude~ ahem there's no photo cos... oh it's with felicia somebody get it. and i wanna take neoprints=) can we pls go take neoprints? the cine machine is so nice! err what else is going on with my life oh to may and gang: so sorrryy~~ felicia came back from new zealand and somemore i haven't seen these guys for like two years or more mah, so "have" to go and to may: i LOVE she diao, it's so nice, i love the director, the whole show reeks of him haha, and i like yang kang more than guo jing actually i've already watched like dunno how many times of she diao so i can sorta memorise the plot le and right, both me and my mother agree that guo jing is just plain lucky i mean, he's dumb, he's REALLY dumb lah budden so many nice teachers just like him and impart skills to him den yang kang is like so pathetic, if i were him i'll definitely feel unjust too so i like yang kang better=) and this show right, they developed his character and mu nian ci's better, you shld see the previous versions, urgh, they were just plain whiny. hmm. i kinda miss xinyun. and anyway enid is gonna look very very stunning on sdd=) .......... by the way i already hate sdd when i haven't even attended it. so freaking irrritating. i'll have more things to blog abt when sdd is over !(@$%:&$@#:!&%:#: before i rant about the past 3 horrible days let me air some suspicions. # kenneth is in love with someone # he's not telling me who # my friends didn't miss me at all because no one (except ppl i'm meeting the next day) msg me random stuff (cries) # my mother enjoys not having me at home okay, rant begins. you noe what, i'm so tired that i can't even bring myself to recount the past 3 days in summary, i've been out for past 3 days and didn't get a nice dress. and i think all the designers are vacationing because all the designs look similar it's utter bullshit and i'm really considering not going for sdd (and you guys knowing me will prob know that i really will do it if i get fed up enough) esp because of the three day shopping i'm now halfsick-halfnotsick. it's damn irritating let's just skip all the stuff the only gain is the nice food me and enid ate and the fact that i now know where are all the nice shops in far east that sells nicer/classier clothes than trashy shops like..bus stop -.- AND, i bloody can't stand TWEENS. WALAO. ming ming hen pretty, ming ming damn skinny still keep staring at their reflections in the train glass panes i pity the people sitting opposite walao they discussed everything from "that natural bridge (it means nose bridge)" to collarbone, to double eye lids and anyother stupid stuff. so irritating. i dunno why it pisses me off so much to see their tiny asses shaking in their tiny shorts and their tiny mary jane shoes and their long straight hair and their tiny off shoulder tops. it's just irritating watched L changed the world, iron man, and indiana jones. jones was okay, like lukewarm, but still quite funny and it's good for a family viewing i supposed but ..not really thrilling lah iron man was good! damn funny and fun! L changed the world..is like deathnote -.- i really like L and if it weren't for him i wouldn't bother watching the show haha i'm gonna take out a pen and paper and write down all the things that i should/want to do and seriously deliberate when i should risk venturing out into the tweens-filled world again to get shoes oh, i'm gonna try to get a bohemian dress for new year because........................ the "tropical feel" wedges that i worn for sec 4 prom is.erm, sadly, sitting in the closet and gathering dust, very duibuqi them lah, so okay i promise i'll wear them for new year or something I'M MEETING MR CHIN TML! MY PIANO TEACHER! I'M SO HAPPY! MEETING SOMEONE NORMAL! OH MY! and talking to him is very relaxing cos if i happen to have learnt nth, cannot play him anything or am tired like now, he'll just talk and talk to fill the gap and i'll nod happily away awwww i miss ku too=) and i noe you've missed this BEETHOVEN VIRUS IS SO NICE. =)) ...........this blog is so uber....pointless. and i declare, sdd is stupid. seriously, why did i even think that sitting around a round table with 9 other female species (with all their flaws stated on the left panel there) and eating food that's expensive and probably like shit (okay fine not really just that i prefer laksa and rojak and satay and...) is going to be fun. oh, not to mention the awful photographs. i'm blabbering. shall go and find something to while time away and pray that it doesn't rain so i can go and run off the kinks in my muscles and wake myself up abit. i know, i know i blog too much. note to self: spray the room with the damn insecticide. anyway revolutionary road is adapted from richard yates's novel. If my work has a theme, I suspect it is a simple one: that most human beings are inescapably alone, and therein lies their tragedy." Richard Yates The Curious Case of Benjamin Button Movie Trailer
tadada Revolutionary Road Official Trailer 2008
tada. i utterly despise the weather seriously, singapore has the most temperamental weather in the world i was SO happy to wake up this morning and see that the sun is shinning. and now some stupid idiot decided to blow the clouds over and everything is gloomy like shit it's REALLY depressing. and not to mention really kills the mood for jogging or anything nice. i know it's the rainy season, but i'm tired of seeing grey, it really makes me miss the sun and knowing me, that's saying alot anyway, some good movies coming up! i never fitzgerald wrote "the curious story about benjamin button"! thought "benjamin button" was quite familiar, so watched the trailer. pretty good! it's about a man that ages backwards, born 80 years old and becomes younger as time passes. think it's pretty interesting, not to mention the cast is good, brad pitt and cate blanchett and the sonudtrack seems rather promising too!! and it's really interesting right, the story this is great! then there's another, revolutionary road, by leonardo dicaprio and kate winslet, pairing up again! more..erm american urban stuff, directed by sam mendes who directed american beauty, so yeah see the trend? think it's rated R=( about a couple that basically had to conformed to society's boring standards and live a life that's unsatisfactory. pretty much a universal and timeless theme. yeah. and again, think the soundtrack is not bad=) and the..the..cinematography? yeah the bowler hats and blonde housewife image, (sigh, modernism lit again but it's much more less stifling seeing it on film) just watch the two damn trailers above. trust me. i'm not even bothering to post twilight's trailer. urgh. no lah, watched the teaser, think the two leads really have chemistry. and the film will erm, probably be better than the book.. yeah, it's okay go tell xinyun i insulted twilight again, she's used to it. oh I FORGOT TO BLOG ABOUT THIS. everytime i go out with my mother, i tell myself this "after 18 years, surely i must have gained alittle, some, definitely a tweeeny little bit more patience" "surely i can afford to understand her and tolerate her" but no, every single time i go out with my mother, it further affirms that my character WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE. i am # impatient # cannot deal with people who talk nonsense # aggressive and rude the incident below will illustrate why it's gonna sound crude, but hey, that's life. john little has a sale, me and my mother were browsing. and as usual she commented the sale was not a sale, simply masquerading as a sale, for they basically mark the price up before bothering to slash it with a blue ball point pen and lie to you that they're having a sale. even though i agree that some of the cheaterbugs actually do that, it's TIRING to hear it from her again and again so yes i wanted to grab a box of undergarments and go since i was tired of the little kids that crowd the damn place, i dun understand why they allow kids into malls when they don't allow dogs in at least dogs sit when you train them to and you get to keep them on a leash i think if i keep children on a leash i'll be sued for abuse. so yes, a grabbed a box of undergarments which after discount accounts for 2 BLOODY DOLLARS PER PAIR. and you noe what she said? she said: SO EXPENSIVE FOR SO LITTLE CLOTH. .................................................. so i told her: HOW MUCH CHEAPER DO YOU WANT IT TO BE? or do you want the people to perhaps add a little more frills to make it worth the extra cents? OMGGGGGGG grabs hair* so yes anyway we went on shopping. and i bought two good quality blouses for 10 dollars each. and she said it was ex too. i rebuked and pointed at the sweater she got for 55 dollars. HERH. i mean, I never snarl at her for that bloody sweater!!! (granted she paid my bills but still) AND THEN. we went to courts. and I DUN GET IT. how come old people thinks that they've so much time in the world to spend it listening and enquiring about a toaster and a dinning table set and know every tinny weeny little detail about it to later tell the sales person "i'll think about it" and tell their long suffering daughter "we don't need that, and it's quite ugly and bulky" WHY YOU TELL ME WHY?! ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASE and she spent DONKEY YEARS LOOKING AT LCD TVS and enquiring about them too!!! FOR WHAT?!!! ................................. THIS. is the reason why i dun go out with you guys to shop when you guys decide to bunch-shop. because i'm afraid i'll blow up when you guys do the same thing. never.ever.ever.ever. turn into this kind of woman. they are the BANE of service industry. ps: dun you think that keeping children on leash is a pretty good idea? while sorting through my stuff........ i found these.    wanna guess who drew them? clue: it's someone you noe. and aren't they really really ugly. dunno whether to say it's original creative or simply just no artistic talent.
whoa, life is good anyway this is what happens when i dun force myself to wake up around 6/7am cos i start to have weird dreams. i dreamt that me and my friends were evading a gigantic tropical hurricane by running around singapore in a coach bus. and more specifically i rmb me and enid were the...."lead characters" ..damn shit, it was SO uber weird okay apparently enid is really really good at dismantling losta things in order to find "hidden passageways" so that we can escape from the hurricane even though we're like trapped inside a house. ..so i spent my sleep dismantling toilet bowls, huge tubs den uncovering this huge chasm that one can slide through (whee!) to escape. and i spent losta time running, jumping, rolling and chasing after the coach which left us to die for ourselves because of some reason makes me feel very fit. and very dumb. i swear i didn't drink caffeine the night before. it was REALLY tiring can there were really huge towering hurricanes (like those in the old movie Twister) and several screams of "THE EYE! THE EYEWALL!!OH MAN!! RUN!!!".......................................... yes i know. very weird. i spent the entire dream chasing after a stupid bus and trying to get away from the scary looking grey column and frantically tearing apart toilets and tubs. i rmb enid was really exceptionally good at it. at the end one of the passage ways can go across-continents de wor!! and i spent the rest of the dream debating with enid whether we shld slide into the "to africa" or to the "to india" one and i rmb one of the arguments were that, since india and singapore usually have different tropical hurricane seasons (assuming we even meet hurricanes in the first place) so we chose india. .......... WEIRD RIGHT. ..is this the post-physicalgeog-trauma? so anyway to enid: i haven't asked her!!! i'm sorry! let's just go satisfy our craving for blading next weekday? and I HAVE TO GET A BLOODY DRESS!~~~ right, went with yiling to queensway yesterday cos we needed to get shoes and fpts and stuff. got a very pretty pair=) actually tried on a silver nike one but awful yiling says that she cannot stand looking at me withs omething so shinning on my feet. apparently "there's too much color" on me and she's not used to it. she me yi shi. so i got this=)) (zzz.there's something with blogger.....actually my whole internet connection is like shit. better clear my comp soon)  yep, pretty right. OH AND ENID WAS THE IRRITATING PERSON WHO CALLED AND DIDN'T LEAVE A MSG!!!! i should get out of the house more often staying at home and slack is nice except that once i lose the excuse that i have to study for exams, my mother starts to ask me to do stupid stuff like write stupid self-protecting clauses for my maid how can old people just keep thinking abt little stuff for more than 3 hours??? it's just a simple letter? anyway before i sat down to write it she came in and show me this draft she wrote and the english was atrocious until i dunno why she's even bothering to write it so since the english was already atrocious, i told her anything lah "the less of the 200 dollars will be deposited in her bank account book" atrocious not? den she asked me "should write IN nov, or AT nov?" i said, in in in den she asked me again "write THE maid instead of MY maid can, since she's not employed under my name, not my maid." den i told her "ANYTHING LAH who cares?" can't stand people who trouble themselves over stupid things like melissa's mother. crazy, wait until they really wanna get married then talk lah, trouble yourself over something that's only going to be problem like in light years. crazy, do until so dramatic somemore shakes head* and they say that we youngsters are extreme. ..i'm blabbering adobe photoshop is stupid lahhh keep timed out connection. BLEAGH. i'm getting jittery, i get that way when there's nothing to do except watch shows all day i'm not a pig like xinyun lah, whole day watch shows and eat and sleep -.- phhhhuh like this onomatopeia these days wheeee .. bbbb i'll probably get sick of this song quite soon. only like the arrangement.. and super junior dun exactly sing very good okay lah anyway are they korean or jap how come their name like naomi got mentioned before. i'm so TIRED. had a "last" class gathering yesterday at yinling's house and played tons of stupid games which for some reason take up alot of energy somemore i drank too much caffeine so i felt jittery throughout, hand shook like i got parkinson's (choi!) oh CATS is coming to singapore next year! and there's a musical called menopause. wow. i dun even know what to blog abt-.- ..and the song on my blog, change key also change de tai weird le bah. ....WHAT AM I BLOGGING? ..going to sleep -.- oh yeah i'm so going to clear out all my notes and stuff sort them into "can sell" and "byebyeforever" ...app i shld keep econs notes cos they say if you take business it's very useful. .......... IF i take business that is. ..but like in singapore, wind up everyone takes the same things sad life ..wah i really brain not working.bbbbbb there's a certain peaceful feeling when i look at my tagboard colors -.- i dunno why do you guys feel that way too? i have a way with colors huh? anyway thanks pris for the erm kind advice but too bad, i didn't see it until i was ready to sleep and too bad, i'm definitely going to do badly for lit and dun worry, i wun feel regret till 3 mths later and at least you wun be there when i flare up at myself. it's okay, i think it's quite erm a necessary process, it makes one realize what's impt to one. ..like how lit is really really really not very impt to me except for the fact that it's forever imprinted on my A level cert which isn't going to be very pretty anyway unless of course if i get As for eveyrthing else and there's an E under Lit. i'll be pissed lah, but at the same time, others all As leh, who cares shit abt lit ..but of course i'm pretty certain the cert would be much more colorful den that. i hope you guys have better luck at bio or whatever. oh, weilun having H3 tml too. quite highly that he'll score better at it than i do at lit. did i ever tell you guys that i really like one thing abt studying in the dead of the night when you feel extremely..comfy at my oak table with a table lamp and listening to music that comes across as superbly clear because it's quiet all around. that's the only thing i like when studying, the long studying time makes me appreciate music better (ironically, not the texts and materials better but yeah the music) speaking of which, my earphones are spoiled =( sweat got into it while i was running and it zzzzz and the right side went out-.- now it only plays when i positioned it in odd angles..the attitude thing. it's okay, i admire attitude subjects, like myself watch me slump my way thru lit ahhhhhhhhhh my 100 plus dollars at lit texts...lit texts are quite ex you noe it's ridiculous how highly they are priced when you consider the little number of people who bothers to purchase them and read them. except great ex and gatsby, who would wanna read wilfred owen for leisure?..unless you are trying to coax a nightmare out of yourself lah (wilfred owen is a war poet, lemme give an example, one quote goes like this his hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin if you could hear, at every jolt, the blood come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs obscene as cancer, bitter as cud of vile incurable sores on innocent tongues) yeah. yeah and peope, how many times must i tell you, it's pointless to send me msgs that go like this "jia you for lit paper! after tml you'll be free!" because I DUN FEEL ANY EXAM STRESS FOR MY PREVIOUS PAPERS AND I WAS WATCHING BEETHOVEN VIRUS WHEN YOU WERE MUGGING SO QUIT TELLING ME SUCH USELESS STUFF ALREADY ..righto, off to bed and dream of failing lit. i'm using the three lit text to rest my head while i type seriously i dun care abt lit anymore mel seemed very shock when i said i dun care that i'll fail i should have corrected and say i'll prob be pissied when my results come out but right now i dun give a shit i like lit, i like reading but it's just too much to ask from me if you wan me to analyze these texts for a living or even for an exam xinyun is right, i'm more artsy than several of you all i'm not in the mood, i'm just not in the mood, you give a billion i oso dun do it just not in the mood i'm in a damn horrible mood. can i just tell the class that i dun wanna go for the gathering i like them, i like you guys but it's got nth to do with like or dun like hai. i'm dead. this is what kenneth meant by there's nothing to blog abt. i can't make myself study lit lah i'm so dead. and i so dun wanna be there to get back my A level results. and can it be that my blood has grown sweeter? how is it possible that i got 10 mosquito bites in one shot? i can't make myself start on lit. trust me i'm so gonna fail i hate the weather. makes me miss the sun.  wah...after vacuuming the house, mopping the house, folded clothes, practised piano for two hours and watching stuff for two hours...... IT'S STILL BARELY 2 PM?! ..tsk the poor chem people i expect my class people are as ...you zai sian zai as i am since jess just asked me what's the nicholas sparks book i read.... what a wonderful life =) hmm..i think it's time to think abt what "enriching" stuff i shall do during my long hols. and no, i'm not like yiling or xinyun i can't imagine myself slacking around home doing nothing much at the very least i need "something" to do ...currently that "something" is to wait for people to upload the special episode of beethoven virus=) maestro kang~ okay you totally dunno what i'm talking abt #1 go to piano ensemble to find mr ku and laugh at him cos i'm no longer under his evil reign and suan him, get suan, cos i miss his suanning #2 tell ku that he shld watch beethoven virus cos he used to be as horrible and mean as him #3 find my piano teacher mr chin and resume lessons cos i miss lessons #4 decide whether or not i shall inflict pain on young children by teaching them piano..it's good money, but it's beyond my conscience to think that i'm wrecking their foundation by being their teacher. hai. me whose rhythm is non-existent. #5 learn korean.......!!! it's so hard but err, ren huo zhe must learn something what, if not, live for what? #6 learn blading, either by floundering around with enid or learning with the little children at bishan -.- omgggg #7 get proper running shoes before i limp around like house #8 time to think abt wad to get for xinyun who should be making herself sick by eating too much tim sum at hk....what the hell am i suppoesed to get her?!..how abt a big card saying i love you? #9 presents for cass..enid...melissa..my gosh, my pocket tsk #10 find lijie they all go chomp chomp or somewhere so that i can express my anti-social streak, no lah, miss them, but sometimes i just like to sit around and hear you guys talk #11 GET MY NEW HANDPHONE! I WAN A NEW HANDPHONE!!! did i tell you that my hp is FINALLY spoiled? the menu only shows one icon, messages, the others are playing hide and seek elsewhere #12 clear out wardrobe, put in new wardrobe #13 clear out book shelves and marvel at the books i have and haven't read .............. life's a peach eh
bahhh i'm hanging around online because i have nowhere else to go. waiting for my mother to finish cooking so i can eat while... watch beethoven virus again=) ..sigh i think i suck but what else is there to do right? to exaggerate, my heart feels like it's gonna explode everytime i watch it nods nods* please dun give me the cynical look i'm truly really sincerely genuinely very very touched by the show nods nods* i hope my mother dun ruin my mood today unlike what i told kenneth i'd do, instead of going to bathe and carrying on watching shows... i fell asleep -.- at 8pm yesterday sometimes i think i'm more a pig than mg is. so anyway yeah, i fell asleep from 8pm to now, 8am but who cares right since i have all the time in the world (who the hell will care abt h2 lit seriously) and my mood is super good because i dreamt and dream-heard (if there's such a word) abt beethoven virus ALL NIGHT LONG ..err towards the end got volleyball people i dunno why but still, it was a very very very nice dream and YOU ALL MUST WATCH K! IT'S SUPER GOOD it's really really really good err the ending...they extended the bloody show because of high ratings so..according to one forum person, "the ending always sucks when they do this" ..so the ending was a bit.. but trust me, the ending was way better than tae wang sa shin gi or kim sam soon for that matter it's just...you noe, damn sad that it ended =( i hope somebody uploaded the special already, i'm like hooked hooked hooked agenda for the day #1 clear out all my notes so i dun see them anywhere near me #2 mop and vacuum the entire house, neglected it when i was studying..the only place that doesn't look like a pig sty is my room #3 runnnn #4 rewatch beethoven virus wahahhaha see, i'm like, so siao. anyway it's now on my desk top =))) i'm so sad that it's ended it's a really nice show lah, the minor characters are really developed, not like those shows where they put in minor characters just so to let the plot run smoothly and the way they dealt with issues also...like there's no clear cut resolution because really..it's often that way in real life right? and the sensitivity of the show dealing with certain scenes... i could go on all day long=) and the actor is a way nicer person than the character so i shall not watch any NGs cos i wanna preserve that sour look of the character. (the actor himself laughs too much -.- ) oh how could i forgot to blog abt exams exams exams?! the human geog paper turned out better than i thought cos it's the only paper that resembled vj paper the most so even though my format was wrong for one of the essays (i think i forgot how to write the essay...) i'm still pretty happy=)) someone wished me good luck for the rest of my papers i felt like replying him "OOHH LALALALA~" and do the traditional anson dance i screeeeewed it up i think the invigililators either think i very zai or very siao cos i spent most of my econs exam staring at the hall doors (i'm in the first row) or staring at the teacher's shoes and clothes they're very entertaining you know? and mg is sooooooooooo cute pajiaoxx!! so cute! eh, where shall i start? i didn't REALLY screw it up but i'm quite sure my brain wasn't working wanna noe why? cossssssssssssss the whole exam ........ i was thinking of........... a certain guy and a certain girl wahahahah and a certain show WAHAHAHAHH and a certain OST which was ringing in my ears WAHAHHAHAH see? i'm mad liao right? BEETHOVEN VIRUS IS SO OHOHOHOHOHOH GOOD i'm in love=) being in love puts me in a good mood so even though i thought that the bloody yuen depreciated i was still feeling pretty zen~ cos the show awww so cute. so nice. the guy is so freaking cute in a super mean way i never thought i would like a guy whose face looked like someone ironed it halfway thru and forgot abt it hey, that's a pretty good metaphor anyway to console you poor things even the great great great 10a1s did something wrong =) even though i didn't pay attention to what went wrong but i rmb he said something went wrong =)) so there's hope after all=)) this kind of weather makes me wanna rent yiling out to hug or something or somebody else to hug to sleep and curl up and hibernate and think abt my darling show and yeah forget abt human geog dun worry i dun intend to study watch me cry and rage tml den there wun be xinyun sobs sobs she's flying to hk WHY?! that's so unfair! and she so selfish! den me leh? me leh?! ..i sincerely believe i'm in love with xinyun shhhh dun tell her, later she puke out her guts in the toilet bowl let's keep it a secret WAHAHHAHA oh yeahhh ohh lalalala i'm goner~ my sincere wish that all of you achieve better grades than i do=) link for download najib's and josef's msg http://rainspring.fileave.com/h1najib.doc i know this is hardly the time. but i'm already making preparation and research intensively into something very very important .. what else POST As!!!! it's MUNCH ON KOREAN SHOWS TIME!!!!  I BET YOU YOU CAN'T TELL WHO THEY ARE RIGHT? let me give you a clue. it's pris's two favourite characters ....... it's the hyun bin and song hye kyo lah AND the director directed full house WHAAHHAHAHA i'm like over the clouds over the moon over freaking the black hole WHEEEE too bad they're still showing, like only till ep4 but still, i'm sure it's gonna be GOOOOOD  and then this!! it's called beethoven virus and for those of you who thinks it's boring IT'S NOT it's freaking funny and comical and i swear some of the actors inside are really.........WEIRD. he names his dog BEETHOVEN. it's just freaking funny lah anyway to quote naomi, the agenda is to watch until my electricity bills explode there's still east of eden, condor heroes, bong dal hee, so many so many so many!!! wahahhahahahaha and the channel eight and u shows!!! waahhahahahaha (too bad there's still something called econs and lit and geog which i'm DOOMED to fail) i honestly hope px dun reply my "allo" because if she does i'll wind up chatting with her and there goes my saturday night again it started out very very unproductively because i started finishing my nicholas sparks "dear john" which is strangely moving despite the fact that i probably predicted the entire plot PLUS the plot twisters so it's an extremely not cliche but erm predictable plot but for some reason i still cried like shit this is so embarrasing i'm showing my sentimental side *shys away* it's probably hormones, yes it must be, killers dun cry unless the person they killed suddenly do a tap dance, den they'll probably be so thrilled and moved because they get to kill a second time without it being charged since the person is officially deceased yeah see i'm obviously very screwed up reading pris's blog always makes me feel..erm i dunno, but she always gives me a very "proper" kinda feeling whereas mg's entries always very brainless......the contrast makes me feel very disoriented and confused.... what did i wanted to blog abt huh.. oh yes, it's one week to end of As (abt there lah huh) isn't it time we think of fun activities like gathering and staring at each other face and trying to squeeze out common topics and lift the awkward atmosphere? it should be fun=) you know, seriously i dun understand why people like to go for social activities and try to act friendly when you obviously dun like to meet new people okaaaay that's just me i can't stand people i think the telephone and internet is entirely sufficient for any human interaction, why would i wanna see your ugly face and worse, have to respond to your idiotic banter. oh man....i'm so cynical please dun believe what i said, i'm secretly very friendly and sweet and everything nice........ but indulge me, let's roll out a list of charges/reasons why humans are .....so distasteful # they do nothing but talk abt jay chou all day long, or okay, to be fair, their "lao-gongs" though technically they are underaged and technically their "lao-gongs" are also underaged # worse, they talk abt fictional characters like they are real and even befriends them and hmmph make them their best friends thereby slighting yours truly friend (pointedly looks at mg) #you get an unwanted lesson on every single thing that could go wrong with your body, hair, eyelashes, eyes, cheekbones, ears, legs, TOES, fingers, skin, FINGERNAILS # then you get an unwanted lesson on every single imaginable thing that you can try to fix what's wrong, color ur hair, dye ur hair, shave the damn thing bald, go running, go dieting, heck just die and shrink like a corpse does, moisturize your TOENAILS, BUFFER YOUR TOENAILS (everyone should just freaking wear covered shoes) # they do stupid stuff like obsessed over a phone call from netherlands and when your concerned daughter asked abt the charges, you indignantly tell her it's freaking two dollars. # people get sick. and when they get sick you have to care. if you dun care, they accused you of being uncaring. when you ask about them, they accused you of being hypocritical and ask you to get lost. # sick people dun wanna be sick alone, so they insist on screaming in your ears abt their pitiful state so that hopefully you'll pity them # people get sentimental, then when you fail to fully understand why they're feeling that way, you are made to feel like shit because apparently you lack certain basic primal HUMAN instincts # oh yes how can i forget, you have to socialize with their boyfriends and try not to squirm when they wind up at the same bus stop as you do. # when you're not in the mood to talk, their mouths seemed virtually unplugged # when you wanna talk, they are strangely preoccupied and every mobile line is engaged # when you dun talk at a social occasion, they say you're snobbish and anti-social # when you talk at a social occasion, they accuse you of being hypocritical and overly-friendly # when you talk too much to certain friends like xinyun, you become influenced and start disliking lit # when you show concern for the mental health of your friends e.g. lijie they bite you and infect you rabies (like that spell?) # you get irrationally labelled as a killer and are introduced to their boyfriends as a killer destroying your entire carefully built up reputation disclaimer: the above is said by the author in a state of disorientation and cannot be used (EVER) against the author. in such circumstances, the author reserves the right to not only sue you till you lose your pants but also terminate your pathetic boring life in an attempt to brighten up hers. eeeyer i was harassesd by meigui and smh who apparently had to be weird and used mozilla instead of IE so i had to change my blogskin cos they can't view it properly eeeyer ..but nvm, the previous one was ugly this one is also a bit weird the html but like i said, WHO HAS THE TIME TO DEAL WITH SUCH THINGS? i bet you i'm the only person who changed her blogskin like a gazillion times during As can me and naomi went to waste our lives away at tampiness after paper 2 yesterday and when i reached home at 4pm i just crashed on my pillow i set the alarm for 630 budden. I SLEPT TILL THIS MORNING oh man such a waste of my life buddden how come i still feel sleepy?? anyway there's not much nice songs these few days except..you noe, the "old stuff" so i can't decide what to put on my imeem player. AHHHHHH I DUN WANNA START ON ECONS! OR LIT! OH MAN  har.har. now this is funnyanyway for those of you who've been too swamped by chemistry and biology (sympathetic aww~) and so failed to catch the hottest news in... let's say 140 years? america's 44th president is a black=) i didn't really care yesterday night when my mother told me, cos in fact i always thought he's gonna get it. no idea why. just sorta a feeling but when i read the reports this morning i really felt...a sense of..something pride maybe because despite all the screw-ups US has been responsible for in recent decades, this victory shows the "american dream" (that i've studied in lit text so like..yawn long) so vividly that it's hard to ignore it. it's just the .. hope, i guess, a new dawn, changes i'm not being incoherent. i supposed that's why they resorted to high-fiving each other rather than speaking, those people outside the white house. anyway, my mother and i were remarking that he's got it in for him. basically, he's the clean up crew after someone puked all over the fancy map of USA so yeah i really kinda pity him but it's kinda live-or-die situation, he either gets it right, and the whole world gets it right, or we'll just languish along with him if america under him still fails to live up to its expectations of a global leader. i know i sound..kinda..erm, non-18 here, but honestly i really feel that way. the world needs a leader and no one is ready yet to look to china who's poisoned us all with melamine. not yet anyway. i hope no one sues me over this entry or something.. walao eh studying econs is really really not good for health i feel like puking it's so hard to concentrate lah and it's REALLY A LOT OF STUFF. no wonder i dun regret not taking science. pity the people taking bio now. oops, still got 15 minutes to 5pm wonder if they've got enough time..or it's so chicken feet that they're just waiting for time to pass cafe galilee food sucks big time. it's really really. suck ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah, there you go. almost half way thru i think my brain isnt convinced this is the As. i dun feel like i took the paper for geog or gp or math it's like, i woke up, and felt like it's holiday and those were just practise papers. muahahahha see, this is the reason why i'm gonna suck for As. yippie oh and anson is super random where got people sms people they haven't talked to in 2 years to say "STRESS AH" ..somemore i got geog after gp that day lah and pointedly he didn't msg me for tuesday's math paper herh ciaooooo wah biang mg makes As sounds so easy wad the banana (to quote her favourite way of saying) is it just me or why do i have this premonition that my cert would be damn ugly next year i feel heartened reading pris's entry yeah dun worry, i think the whole singapore feels that gp was damn weird they should just revamp the syllabus and make us read the newspaper everyday, it's more useful math was..... i think i wasn't paying attention let's see.i forgot formula for vector angle. i cross product wrongly....what else.oh, about 14 marks of compound interest went wrong (i told you i hate figures) even though i thought i was quite correct. and of course,the lovely flower bed how can i forget you. it's not that i'll do badly, i'm not that hypocritical, i wun do badly by any standards. just that it's annoying when you realize you got answers wrong because you happen to be not paying attention or was just attitude-ing yourself let me give you an example it occured to me that i shld probably prove that the area is maximised by checking it but noooo i intentionally purposefully CHOSE NOT to prove, even though i've already mentally calculated and knew i was correct and knew the way to prove it....... cos why? cossss i've gang gang hao used up one page of fullscap and i didn't wanna add an extra piece yeah, got character hor? it's the bloody As for god's sakes -.- but whatever my latest quote people who say that hardwork is rewarded are full of bullshit sigh yeah, sigh. gp was... quite interesting, since the questions were really weirdly styled. and i believe the gp dept shld revamp their entire syllabus since it seems like cambridge has decided to go on a "generic" approach but compared to geog, gp was still okay cos geog was shit it's honestly shit, i dun understand why everyone tells me it's okay when i thought everyone didn't know how to do the same few questions. like every single drq there's 6 marks that i'm bound to lose. that's really bad, it amounts to like 20+ marks. and my essay was quite screwed also. so yeah, i really kinda hate it when people tell me it's okay i supposed that's how lijie feels for gp. like, it's so weird. anyhow i slept from 7 yesterday to this morning and i felt kinda numb when i woke up my brain refuses to budge from its safe sanctuary so now i'm waiting for the caffeine to kick so i dun make silly mistakes like 2+3=6 kinda things. seriously dun feel like it's the As. can't be bothered and why do mothers talk so much on the mornings of As. i'm starting to get the jitters. yeah actually i've been having them for over a week now part of the reasons for the weird bunch of dreams at dawn everyday another part is probably the striking sunlight i happen to have yellow curtains if you don't know nearly 11am. it's strange cos i spent the entire morning just reading j.d.robb and the newspaper. and i'm considering whether to let myself off today (yeah right, like i slugged for the previous weeks) and just prep myself emotionally for tml. it's bloody gp i'm only going to prep for gp at evening, probably after a jog (omg i just typed jog as geog. kns) den i'll end it all with.........HOUSE! house and cuddy are gonna kiss~ chants* huddy! woots! so yeah..in the mean time.......sigh, the first week is not bad. only gp and math. second week is shit. and econs is like, starting to look rather greeky to me, as in, suddenly it looks too...intimidating. and my mind keeps drifting off to post-As. where i can laze around and do nothing. you know mg, i'll be like really super happy if i can do that but there's no way in hell i'll get consent. which is really shit. it means all my anticipation for post As are like cut by 70% seriously but still. nothing can quite kill the joy of dumping those notes forever. omg i really can't stand this skin esp the retarded font. nvm, the point is to remind myself (and you others) abt As whenever i open my browser. so anyway went for family dinner ate losta crabs and shit so now i'm feeling super well-fed contented and too lazy to study somemore it's showing armagedon later =( i wanna watch~ i'll probably end up watching. cos!cos!cos! i DID study just now in the day mah feel like calling up xinyun. hmmph so anywayanyway my cousins as usual were there and i wondered how come i seldom talked to my second cousin cos he's only 2 years older than me and graduated from VJ oso and just now we finally talked, i have no idea why, i think it's cos we finally reach this age where yes we have serious topics to talk abt not like just talk abt pokemon and shit (i'm not making sense but humor me) so his mother asked me :when's As? me: uncomfortably* err coming monday me and my cousin gave a knowing smirk -.- he's in NTU accountancy and he failed his prelims so i'm praying..you know... but he's always been smart lah the ass and he said he took accting cos "it's one of those no-choice thing" !!! previously his mother said "cos he like mah" ..my foot lah, must be mother-pressure to take up "sensible" subjects urgh i can't believe i'm in arts. i'm like limited to what business law FASS and yes ACCOUNTS seriously if i get fed up i'll just go accts, everyday just look at numbers mah ....kao i'm getting cold feet=( it's the FIRST le ugly skin, and horrible navigations but appropriate like shit eh? whoever came up with this had good idea but horrible html. who am i to criticise right anyhow, bear with it, i'll take it off after As. =) |
