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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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hello! happy 2009! isn't my blog skin appropriate now? anyway it's 25 minutes to midnight 2009 anyhow i promised to blog about bangkok let me list out the things i bought from bangkok 4 rings 4 necklaces (i forgot two of them until i saw them in my bag,omg) 3 cuffs (shld have gotten one more to make them even) 2 full dress 1 skirt 1 gladiator/wedge (love it like shit) 2 bags 1 wallet 2 asymmetrical shit (As yiling and i call them) tops 1 reject top 1 vest, 1 more vest-like thing 3 tee shirts 2 scarfs 1 belt I CAN'T RMB THE OTHER TOPS.  the array of clothes i got from bangkok. they are serious cheap and i wun ever forget how totally singaporean aunties we were...so much so that they ang mohs in the lift with us amusingly wished us "happy hunting" when we came back. it was uber funnydigression: it's uber weird when tay ping hui sings jason mraz. he sounds kinda good and kinda weird at the same time  this is the second most expensive buy from bangkok. it's a leather wallet (okay fine the person said it's pig skin which from the iljime that i just watched, is a great material for making human face, which slightly gives me the creeps whenever i think of this wallet) i love it alot so those who can't appreciate, scoot. THIS is the most expensive buy of my trip to bangkok. (adrian pang sounds irritating i think it's the song, what IS that stupid song he's singing on countdown? i almost admire his perseverance, i think i would just throw down the mike if i'm singing that song, it's horribly repetitive...oh yeah!!! channel 8 is better! some band..)oh yes, this is a box of six of medicine oil named SHANG BIAO OIL. it's 510 baht which is about 21 sing and yes this is the bloody thing that caused me to have only 110 baht when i was having dinner at bangkok airport hence i had to order the cheapest thing there, 95 baht noodles which is actually tom yum yong tau hu. oh it's quite good btw. i swear we should just order food that's the cheapest. they normally turn out good.  oh, erm tilt ur head please. this is the menu from the lee's cafe at the airport. kinda cute right. reminds me of tan teck poh for some reason. oh man i miss him.... weird, i hate the squeals when huang jun xiong comes out. i forgot. yip will squeal too. ..oh man jessica liu looks gorgeous in her long dress. ..yeah i'm random oh yes when are we having buffet, when's felicia going back?? AND, i really need a good paying job with losta money and i need more more more money wanna buy a lot of stuff leh. especially a bicycle so that i can save on money going to woodlands every sat............. right, money money money OMG. I CAN'T STAND IT. WHY IS ZHANG XIAO ROU (OU XUAN IN THE BIAN ZOU QU) IN THE TOP 8 MOST POPULAR FEMALE ROLES IN 2008. AND HOR, SHE DOESN'T TALK FUNNY IN NORMAL CONV LAH, WHY DOES SHE SOUND SO BLOODY WEIRD IN THE LITTLE NYONYA ..okay i shld stop blogging. too agitated. my mother said she can't understand why i say i hate it when ou xuan speaks. i really think she's not bad you noe, but when she speaks i just can't help but cringe lah. hai. anyway little nyonya is nice, dun think i'm biased and think it sucks, i just...just...keep cringing~ HAPPY 2009! shall blog abt resolutions tml den it's been so long since i saw my father grin that i've forgotten how cute it is. met him at the lift when i reached my block and we both grinned at each other. i really do believe that going away is worth it because there are less friction with each other and i actually have the urge to spend time at home. anyway, time is 2am. i've bathe and i'm waiting for my hair to dry. took a cab home alone cos didn't wanna trouble yiling or enid to give me a lift all the way to admiralty and didn't wanna budge in on their family bliss=( no lah, bro actually wanted to come fetch me but me and my mother were both mistaken that i would be sharing cab with them.. the taxi uncle was very cute-.- apparently he's a regular tourist at bangkok and he knows thai so he spent the entire trip telling me all about his diarrhoea, the formidable bangkok anti-diarrhoea pills, how bao ji yan "cannot fight" with it while all the time i wanted to just konk off and sleep this is how my luggage looks like  i only dared to open it cos my toothbrush toner and moisturizer are in the yellow bag over there. hmm let's see, the light blue thing at the bottom is a scarf, the big bag at the top is obviously a bag, those uber ex in singapore bags that are cheaper in bangkok..and there's a golden cuff next to my yellow bag...under which is hmm...why is there a purple thing, oh yeah, it's a rose pink skirt. yeah i bought skirt. and dress. no, dressES. i'm too tired to pack everything and blog abt everything. i have no thai baht left because i spent every single thing and gave the remaining pitiful amt to yiling. i owe yiling money for transport and food. and basically i'm very very very very broke. was a good hunting trip but err sorta regret not sitting down properly to enjoy a roadside stall food or something. it's just shopping and shopping and shopping, gets kinda sick especially when your money dwindles away~ dun worry there are souvenirs and gifts. although px ah, i coiuldn't find nars leh, the thais decided to protest against so we didn't go near those glam shopping centres, so i only went wholesale where the only nars i saw were fake ones or halfused ones -.- so sorry! there weren't any at duty free too..there were like everything from bobbi brown to whatever lah but there weren't nars=( will update more tml. i have eyebags so deep i can swim in them to lijie: yah i haven't do lah, my comp keeps crashing actually did another one but it was too ugly to show my classmates -.- anyway did you see the 07a14 one? it's really nice loh!! i spent like 6 hours on it......excluding times when the stupid laptop crashes and hangs on me. and dun worry i'm not biased, intend to do vj AND clique soon, i wanted to finish as much as possible before bangkok mah and wheeee today is bangkok no i'm actually not as excited as the WHEEE suggested actually the thought of going bangkok annoys me, because i have to pack and stuff.. all i want is to go to somewhere nearby like sentosa or bintan or even my house's nearest toilet just somewhere without my mother, anywhere would be paradise -.- and stop saying i'm sappy and everything..i'm just erm..loyal yes and the fact is i like doddling around using photoshop and scrapblog.....so it's quite fun. so yeah, stop flashing the words sweet and sappy. it's making my eyes hurt anyone wants anything from bangkok? you can erm leave a msg here or offline me i'll try to get it back for you hahaha TRY. right. i haven't pack. ought to pack (i only intend to bring two extra shirts and one extra bottom excluding the pair i'm wearing to airport lah) and i still wanna go cck library because i ran out of books to read. oooh and house is so funny my wallpaper reads "i dun have a pain management problem. i have a pain problem" and fyi, my brother changed to that wallpaper not me, so it must be funny To: Meigui, Priscilla and Naomi. View it in full screen -.- it looks better and so sorry it's hmm quite not detailed =( http://www.scrapblog.com/viewer/viewer.aspx?sbid=1220563 To: 07a14 same thing, view it in full screen and slow down the speed a bit. oh i really spent a lot of time on these...and actually there's another one that's prom themed but erm it's kinda shitty so not gonna show you guys heh http://www.scrapblog.com/viewer/viewer.aspx?sbid=1217596 is minny.........MINGHAN? chokes on coffee* omgomgomgomg now i'll never get over the image of the female micky mouse (she's called minnymouse right??) with minghan's face on top and polka dotted pink dress as bottom...... ...takes comfort in coffee* anyway just in case you haven't received your very sweet christmas present i shall hold back my gloating with..erm, a lot of strong willpower WAHAHAHHA. oh before i blog abt any thing yesterday. hmm. my mother stormed into the room while i was watching iljime yesterday and went "why you talk to me so bu nai fan" i sat on the sofa and told myself "focus focus focus on lee joon ki's pretty face" "give me a reason, why you the whole day no matter talk about what so bu nai fan" oh shit, lee joon ki went somewhere..pray pray pray for patience maybe someone up there is working overtime for christmas. "you like that dun talk to me from today onwards!" she boomed out in my heart i went "erh?" i'll go so far to say there was a mild sinking of the heart but it was followed soon after by a swooning feeling much like being in love. nah, i'm exaggerating but erm, in fact i'm pretty happy that she isn't talking to me. seriously that's the problem with people we talk too much nods very sagely* if we would just interfere less, talk less, be curious less we'll all be a happier bunch of people=) so yes the fact is i was so comforted that i no longer have to quarrel with her that i almost shimmied around naked and dance. MUAHAHAHAH MERRY CHRISTMAS! to quote naomi, it is secretly snowing in singapore today christmas morning because it is a cold and dreary morningBUT BUT BUT since my mother is still sulking in the kitchen, no matter how cold it is i still find it pretty joyful okaay i'm venturing into facebook for the second time in my life (the first time i created the acct) to check if hz the slimy has uploaded photos.. oh wow. i have 28 friend requests. ..that's not bad..right? but people, i'm too lazy to keep tabs on facebook (since i update this cute little blog so regularly) so..err dun count on me using facebook oh, no photos. yesterday was...another typhoon hurricane cyclone kinda day. long story but i finally went down to paya lebar to get the package which, note, was sent out only on 22 dec. wow right, i got cheated by my friend, OR she got cheated by the person in the store. either way, the world is filled with horrible man. den met huizhen and guys for dinner at mad jack at...what's that centre? in dhoby huizhen's steak was............muack my beef lasagne was........muack too. after which we went to the desert store at bugis, walking through mud rain (snow if you are naomi) and surviving the embarassment of carrying her winnie the pooh umbrella despite me and kb dressing so coolly there we ordered, sesame peanut almond paste, avocado shake (which was good!) gui lin gao, mango sago, the...the..lijie that one dunno called what..somemore..what else? nth else? yes den we stuffed ourselves to death by ending it off with P.Osh brownie cake which yours truly bought at a whipping 25 dollars cos i was in a good mood no lah, i bought it cos i felt guilty for not preparing cards for them. budden when i reached i realized. other than lijie no one else prepared cards. ...ZZZZ still, it was pretty nice=) den we sat at the national library under neath the book drop not to be attitude but because lijie the excellent geographer correctly calculated and predicted that that was the only spot that would be free from the spine chilling wind that was blasting into the area. ..so yeah, we huddled there and tried unsuccessfully for some time to talk shit and realized we shld just go home=) not a bad day all in all oh, no one is bothering to tell my brother to go down and sign his visa for my piano. i think my mother is being deliberately difficult. but who cares. it's her deposit that would be forfeited. oh, i didn't say? i'm buying a 2 years old kawaii piano tat's 6700 after trade in. and erm, dun ask, i'm not sure whether it's better than the 4400 17 years old yamaha UX so i'm feeling a bit...uneasey. hai.nvm. happy holidays again wah. singpost really have good customer service. gonna do a first in my life. gonna compliment them=) www.bookstoread.org.sg Donate Books Secondary 1-4 English-based textbooks English literature / story books No magazines or materials with religious / explicit content trying to donate my stuff cos i have some like science encyclopedia and some lit stuff from my brother's era that i've cleared out.. and it's a pity cos i've already cleared my newsweek magazine =( and i know some of you got times, newsweek, or those mag they are you to order in sec sch for educational purposes...?? be nice, stop throwing away stuff or earning cents from the garang guni man=) .... this is very weird. my garnier eye roll on is not working properly instead my eyes are feeling tired. or maybe that could be my horrible sleeping patterns. i'm feeling relatively more calm now. the only reason i'm staying in house today is cos my eyes feel tired, my stomach feels weird (as usual) and my parents wanna go IMM to see piano and furnitures later. i foresee another big row later on at the piano side. but i'm hoping that i could see some nice furniture and get an idea of how to fit a new book case, a new mirror and stuff into my tiny little room .. meanwhile.....i shall get myself hooked on cape no 7 soundtrack and decide whether i should buy the horribly childish looking compilation of beethoven's sonata. (i dun understand why it's so cheap because the recordings are not bad by not bad people...so i'm abit suspicious) and in the meanwhile, lemme clear out books. omg, my mother said something again my blood pressure rose again i feel like telling her "can you leave me alone and stop talking to me, and STOP TALKING" WALAOOOOOO I CAN'T STAND HER OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I CAN'T STAND HER!!!! dearest santa my only wish this year is for my mother to become this nice old woman who only smiles wisely and zips her mouth shut. see, see??? i wanna blog abt yesterday kbox and once again i'm foiled. URGHHHHH go get another cup of coffee..... i'm so sorry that i have to say this every single time these days when i blog i'm going mad. found out yesterday that yiling has the same problem why do mothers of a certain age become this monstrous being that lives on a planet on its own. you noe yesterday i went out with the clique for kboxing and lunch and stuff to celebrate their birthdays she asked me where i had been the whole day i said, orchard she said "dun hang out at orchard so much, the place will rang ren "bian xing" and become rebellious and shit" OMG I CAN'T STAND HER I CAN'T STAND HER I CAN'T STAND HER i rather be in school lah, i rather be takking As lah i'm almost to the level that i wanna call my brother and asked him to PLEASE FUCKING ASK MOTHER TO SHUT UP IF NOT I MIGHT SERIOUSLY COMMIT A MURDER omg i wanted to blog about the day yesterday which was quite fun and happening and all budden everytime before i blogged she'll scream at me for something stupid. SERIOUSLY STUPID. omggg can somebody please please teleport her somewhere. i am SO HAPPY I'M GOING TO BANGKOK not because i get to shop just because i get to be away from home for a while. oh. my. tian. they should form a club lah walao "the huanglianpo ju le bu" "the fearsome harassing mothers club" ...i'll blog again when i'm calmer. but that's like, quite impossible so long i stay in this house. "so sorry ma'am, without the tracking number i can't track the registered article" ..well, at least she sounded genuinely sympathetic. some days, i really believe that i can be a cold-blooded killer who disregards her family and punch kittens and stray dogs just to vent her anger. i really believe that my blood pressure almost exploded today. i didn't even ran properly. because i keep having the urge to punch the mail post that was conveniently in my way i HATE my mother when she is like this 4200 (she managed to slash another 200 dollars by saying i'm a teacher) is a cheap, bloody cheap for that piano, and all she can talk abt is that it's 17 years old (so? pianos unlike women, get better with age esp if they are cared for by good people) and that it's small, and ugly, and shou shou gan gan, that's a direct quote and she kept insinuating that i'll regret and so what if in the end she allowed me to buy it? she refused to make the call, asked me to make, thereby proving her point that she disapproves of the buying very much and that if the piano sucks it's my fault and she said that i am too anxious, that why can't i wait somemore view better models. HELLO. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR YEARS OKAY. i've been wanting to change my piano since like what? donkey years? those who have heard me complain abt my piano please raise your hands. and what the fuck, she almost said the sentence "it's thousands of dollars, you think what" she ALMOST said it. if she had said it, i would have rebuted with what i said the last time i ran out of the house into the rain "so? buy a car in months can buy, buy a piano i asked for years also dun have, somemore a car how ex you tell me?" fuck shit. 4400 is a lot is it? den how about 100 000 or 300 000 for a stupid car that costs even more fights between my two brothers and then she kept asking me why i can't buy a new piano IT'S NOT I DUN WAN A NEW PIANO, IT'S YOU CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY FOR IT. YOU WANT TO PAY 15 000 FOR A NEW ONE IS IT? YOU THINK YOU VERY RICH IS IT? YOU WHO THINKS THAT 80 CENTS BREAD ARE "GOOD QUALITY BREAD" AND BERATED ME FOR BUYING THEM. fuck you. she made the whole affair so bloody tiring and weary and so angry that by the end of it i wanted to literally bang her head against the piano i'm not lying, believe me when i said i'm innately violent bloody shit it's supposed to be a happy thing, i'm gettinga change of piano, AT LAST and you had to make it into such a horrible sinful thing it's like i've SINNED. like it's my FAULT. WTH, it's not my fault that we were bluffed and cheated to get the PACO stupid piano that's worth shit and cost 5000 when we bought it. and i HATE IT when people who dunno music and piano pretend that they know everything, esp mothers. stop assuming that a 3000 piano and a 15 000 piano is different. there's a reason why they are priced differently, RE-STUDY YOUR GOD DAMN DEMAND AND SUPPLY. and stop assuming that any piano with 88 keys are the same and so long as they can be played with fingers it's a usable piano. and you know all her fei huas are so fei huas that everytime i hear them i have to literally clench my fists and bite back a retort you know what she said? "our piano very pretty what, red and maroon color, so well maintained" me: "SO? FUCKING SO? IT'S PACO,IT'S LIKE SHIT INSIDE AND I DUNNO WHY ONLY AFTER 10 YEARS IT'S LIKE THAT, PRETTY GOT WHAT USE?" her: "that piano you want is like or1 or1 (black black) shou shou gan gan, so ugly. ours so nice why only trade in so little. i think elsewhere can trade in higher" WHAT THE FUCK LAH. HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU THAT THE STUPID PIANO DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE. IT DOESN'T WORK OKAY. YOU THINK I LIKE CHANGING PIANOS AND FORKING OUT THE MONEY AND LISTENING TO YOU TALK SHIT IS IT. i have so much anger that i dunno where to vent it and i think i might explode if i hear any more shit about "this is a second hand, second hand sure suck more than first hand" and "wait lah, why you so anxious, man man kan" "now year end, sure a lot of places sale" in a manne of speaking i feel like screwing out her brain and dumping a coconut inside instead. and she told me "dun be so rude to me, i'm tolerating you, i can also be as impatient and rude as you, dun make me angry" yah, fuck you. i rarely get so angry at someone and you most obviously topped the "moron" list. and tomorrow i have to deal with the post office mess. and i have to deal with myself, the biggest moron who thought that eveyrthing would work out fine. testing you know, it's extremely extremely easy to allow yourself to be pessimistic, hateful and ungrateful and it is also extremely easy to isolate yourself from friends and people, it's actually really easy, all you have to do is dump your hp into the toilet bowl, unplug ur laptop, refuse to take any phone calls and slam and lock your door to prevent lurking family members from invading whenever i think about the two days i spent at emmnaul church with the kids and how i winded up talking to them at the end of it " but i can't see your pretty little faces~ won't you come out and show me your pretty little faces?" i get a bit freaked out about the contrast. i've decided. when i've retired in the i've-earned-enough-money-to-buy-a-coffin sense i'll work in an environment filled with children because it's cheaper to smile every hour at children (because you are required to ) than to invest in botox. and of course, the bottomline is that if i work with children that scream and shriek and seemed to have limitless amounts of energy that exceed even the energiser bunny, i won't become the woman that my mother has become. and since i have to run after them and chase them and possibly miss a lot of meals because they are tugging here and there, i'll wind up in a better health both physically and mentally than my mother. everytime i look at my mother i see the woman that i'll become (fearfully) one who's stuck at home with an ungrateful daughter whose only productive activity for the whole year around will be preparing meals after meals and the only entertainment of her life is the TV and occasional trips to the nearest shopping mall which is quickly followed by painful twinges of her aching legs. i know you think i'm horrible. i think i'm horrible. but i can't help feeling this way i'm scared and fearful i'll become like that. sometimes i think that my teenage angst hasn't ever passed. or maybe this is called the adult angst that'll stay with you the whole life. and oh great. my bloody internet just hang again. i think i should try writing a story, a page at a time whenever my mother pisses me off, annoys me or plain scares me in the this-will-be-me-in-50-years kinda way maybe it'll be a best seller of in any case save me a trip to the counsellor i dunno what part of my life pisses me off. maybe it has something to do with the fact that my comp hanged early in the morning and i spent 15 minutes accessing my hotmail or the fact that my brother seemed to want to bite off the brother's other head just because he wants to for some stupid reason, exchange keys of the car. or abt the fact that they can afford to go to showrooms and view pretty little apartments that we'll never really buy but gave me losta excuses when i want to look at pianos (there is this company that seems promising, selling cheap but good brand pianos) or maybe it's because my stomach is bloated (again) and i want to fly over to east coast for a day in the sun but it's too bloody far. or maybe it's cos i haven't talked to xinyun in a while or maybe it's cos i'm just me, the bloody pessimistic whiny me who increasingly feels that i can live without my parents but in actual fact can't. yeah, that's probably it. i'm pissed off at myself who's surprisingly inadequate, un-independent and terribly inferior. it makes me wonder what kind of a person i am when i can smile and fu yan little kids and call them "princesses" all the while cringing inside, but become this angsty teenager when i come home and just have this lethargy that seems to find whatever my mother say not funny and extremely dumb. the new high school musical has replaced the traditional fairy tales. aopparently kids nowadays dunno about beauty and the beast or dun care shit about evil step mothers and sisters zac efron is the new prince charming who's adopted slick dance moves and vanessa hudgens is the new cinderella who snogged the good looking guy just by being a good singer and good at math. and then all the while there's scandalous reports behind every movie that's being hushed up by anxious parents the whole ensemble just reeks of hypocrisy fairy tales aren't true. they are nice to dream of. nice to hope for and occasionally one happens in reality and everyone sobs in relief. but more frequently tragedy happens. like chew chor meng, i mean, he has had a sad life, his childhood wasn't a fairytale, and now he has muscle atrophy, of all disease. a disease that's disabiling, crippling and robs a person of the freedom to do things you want, to be the person you are. he's religious i think, and this thought occured to me during the two-day trip with the kids who are christians, that it's good to believe firmly in divine justice and whatever whatever. maybe if i had a belief i'll be less cynical and more bubbly. i mean this sincerely. it's just that life isn't fair. i honestly felt very upset when i saw the headline about chew chor meng. i like him, he's a good man, there are too many good men in the world who suffers and we call it "trials and tests to be a better man" and too many bad men in the world who gets things easy and we say "divine justice will prevail" the former may be true, the latter's just bullshit. -written on the morning of yet another trying day. the author is currently seething with anger and threatening to explode past the healthy level of blood pressure and hence is unable to comment on her own angst. i'm sorry, all my good mood is spoiled. i might be buying a good piano only 4400, original price 15 000 i was (note, was, that's before i got super annoyed) it was such a damn steal tell me if you know friends who want to change their pianos because i really recommend this place, it's cheap it's good quality recon pianos that they import directly from japan and it's run by this funny uncle and nephew who aren't pushy and are friendly i think my mother might finally agree to it. yes and no, i'm still not over the fact that my package might have gotten lost in the mail. it's freaking freaking freaking irritating i need to strangle someone. i really dun understand why people can't be abit more.. you get what i mean and i'm really sad that chew chor meng has muscle atrophy of all diseases life's really unfair i really like him and he's had such a hard life esp during childhood and this disease is so crippling, like it robs you of your basic dignity as a human being. there are too many good men in the world who are suffering and we call these "trials and tests" and too many bad men in the world who gets away with things easy and we say "divine justice will prevail" okay, before i publish the post that i saved this morning cos my comp hang let me just let this out i'm done being civilised do not, i repeat DO NOT ever do stupid stuff or show a lack of common sense because even if i like you, respect you, and you're my friend i'll still get freaking angry asked you to bring on the last days of As, you forgot, and somemore cutely told me in that stupid accent of yours that you'll mail it to me. i was like, okay fine, no prob since it's not urgent i offline msg you the bloody add and yes i admit i delayed payment but i still transfered to you in NOVEMBER DIDN'T I. or EARLY DEC right?? and i hate people doing this, WHY CAN'T YOU PEOPLE GROW A BRAIN why can't you guys be a bit more sensitive and guessed that people will be waiting for your sms not only did you not tell me you've sent, you have to wait for me to chase after you before you msged me smilingly "i sent le =) " den when i msged you repeatedly again that i didn't receive the bloody thing, you ignored me AGAIN. and that was before you posted a stupid vague entry on your stupid blog telling me you were going overseas and spending two weeks overseas which means that i have no idea whether my stuff have been sent back to your add or they are just lost in the mail i really didn't wanna scold people but i freaking am annoyed and i'm warning you people, don't EVER do this kinda thing, i swear i'll blow up and just scream at you grow a brain, or get lost from my sight. so now what, am i suppoesed to dig around singpost in the hope of finding the lost parcel? FREAKING SHIT LAH guess where i am now??~~ i'm at naomi's house!! i bluffed my mom that i had an overnight camp at home and unlike melissa's mother, she wouldn't know how to come online and check my blog for affirmation WAHAHAH staying over at naomi's house cos my mom is like super fan these days, can't stand it anyway, today was day 1 of our piano ensemble cip camp. and hor, KIDS THESE DAYS ARE HORRIBLE VEGETABLE. seriously!!! they are not SHY AT ALL CAN. wa biang eh, you know wad my name is? SUBWAY. cos they couldn't pronounce my name properly (courtesy of my parents who thought that dialect names would continue to be in vogue for years to come) my friend's name is nie jiao, they called her lajiao den another's name is Una, (pronounced yu-na), they called her tuna. omggggg. how would you like to be reduced to mere vegetables and food. at least i'm healthy. joy to the world is ringing in my head because we taught them the song and we had to repeat the bloody song like a gazillion times because the kids, like lijie, were apparently tone deaf and couldn't catch the tune actually, i think they might be better than lijie and i can't believe how horrible a kid i was in retrospect one of them shouted "shut up" and i was thrown back in time and had a vague impression of myself shouting worse things. hmmph this is all gary's fault i'm not shirking responsibility, it's most of his fault lo, because no one in my family has such agressive character. omg, i was really a horrible kid. i can't really imagine how my parents dealt with me and i was such a hypocrite!! i was super cute and nice infront of the teachers can but i recall erm, slapping a boy next to me till his thigh went red... anyway, here are some really disturbing pictures i like coming to naomi's house, because she and her parents are always doing erm, very weird projects on this very entertaining night her brother had a sudden urge to be barney for his church performance i can't believe he's 21, omg, a 21 year old guy wants to be barney, wad the barney. so being such a nice brother he of course wanted to show off his sister's talent and hence asked naomi to make barney masks and barney TAIL. and the results erm, are as shown. shhh i'm trying to post up the video of her mom trying to attach the tail without naomi knowing. she's afraid that after the video is posted no one will marry her and she'll become so famous that even xia xue will post up her video. i'm so bloody confused. her laptop has so many stickers on it that i can't see her enter and space buttons and her room is overwhelmed with weird posters of weird guys that strangely look like girls. oh mg, there's a poster of jay. but it's ugly and there's a better poster of wilbur pan. but of course the poster of lee hom looks best =DDD no lah, actually got one of chai ming you looks not bad. omggg i can't believe i have to go back to the stupid kids. it's quite fun lah~ just that you noe, the day i lim sok mui will say that kids are adorable will be the day that mg hates jay chou. which is never. HAHAHAHA THE VIDEO IS UPLOADED!! WHEE!!! PLEASE WATCH IT! I SWEAR IT'S BLOODY FUNNY i like her mother=DD and her father (who was strangely not around when they were doing the tail thing) and aren't barneys suppposed to have larger tails? why this one looks like those poisoned sausage that they pulled out from the machine... i'll post up pictures of her bro in these things if he even dares to wear them. but..since it's HER bro.. hmmph. weird family heh    因为又可以阅读到最新的娱乐新闻与及剧情简介。特别喜欢‘星光’和‘一路游旅’， 也很欣赏杨丽玲与陈宝珠写的篇章。一个感性，一个幽默，形成了有趣的对比，却往往让我的一整天都充满快乐。 并且累积相关的经验好让自己能够在篩选修读的大学课时做出明智的决定 GOODNESS. i can't write like this since i abandoned chinese in anderson lah... godddddddd yes for the retarded i'm back from KL like ages ago arrived in S'pore on sunday but stayed over with my aunt cos i was too tired to make it back home (home at the ulu town of woodlands inhabited by increasing numbers of blangas (it's not a racist term!) and my long lost ancestors' generations of authentic china) i bought two bottoms, one top, two pairs of shoes not a bad haul from a one day trip currently have been online for 4 hours, waiting for lijie to complete a section on her previous employment before submitting a form for arts fest jobs go goggle it on your own if you want to try for it. but you've been warned: the form is absurd. some websites for the moneynotenough http://www.dailyjobhuntsingapore.blogspot.com/ http://thejobsportal.blogspot.com/ and yes i've been busy with dunno what stuff to the extent that i dun have the energy to post and blog properly on the coach back to singapore there was this really nice show it's called some luck. it's by lindsay lohan (wow) everytime i turned to the screen from my stoning i saw her # giving her name card to a guy # flipping her eyelashes # cooing over a red dress # talking with other cute girls # dressed in a low cut dress #kissing alot ALOT of guys seriously, can somebody answer my question why do i wanna watch a movie in which she does the same things she does everyday of her life? ...tsk the hotel breakfast buffet was crap. i've never seen such an amazing color on bacon before. it occured to me that instead of grilling bacon they've resorted to steaming it. they are this ripe plum color that reminds me of ..steamed bacon. and joy joy! they steamed their sausages!!! wow! and there was this delicious looking seemingly toasted bread which my aunt fortunately warned me against before i devoured it. apparnetly they didn't toast it they dumped it into the bacon tray and let it soak oil what kinda mixed message is that? oh yes, and their toaster, i tossed the bread in twice and it still came out luke warm. somebody need to upgrade their toaster. digression: lijie sucks at filling in forms. she kept filling in sections that are not compulsory.sigh erm, kl update..what else. oh yeah on my trip back i realized something you prob realized but didn't really register. along a whole stretch of road, some parts of it will be lit with road lamps while others will be totally dark. it makes me wonder whether urban planners sit together during lunch and chewed on their lower lips going "hmm, we only have 50 lamp posts, where shall we locate them? how about here? who cares whether the drivers can't see shit for the last 50km" okay, i'm gonna puke. there was a submission error and now i've gotta fill in the damn form again. erm, shopping was quite fun quite okay and sungei wang was the equvalent of our lucky plaza just that they replaced the filipinos with local versions of tweens. and there was this competition of mimicking jj i think so every single person was singing the song xiao jiu wo and there was this guy that sounded particularly like him. wat else...hmm..we ate secret recipe oh yes secret recipe due to my cousin's dslike for durian which none of us knew, not even my aunt, i got the durian cheese cake. which.. was.. very.weird. when he realized i was eating it my cousin went "urgh, that's really...weird lah" the durian was good, the cheese was good but the aftertaste was......................grimaces* never, never try it. i didn't wanna waste it so at 11pm on saturday night i was grimly forcing it down the throat trying not to let it linger too long in my mouth for fear of the aftertaste. it's not too bad, so long you just erm, dun let it stay for more than 4 seconds in ur mouth oh, if you wanna see cute guys and girls working, go ROMP the next time you go malaysia it's a clothes store with quite good looking people i went to the one at a particular mall and the fitting rooms were all filled with................. 13 year old boys and girls of differing sizes. and worse, you know why they took so long? because their kind concerned ah mas and ah gongs and uncles were standing outside giving their opinion. i didn't know what to think. photos up soon den=) of the stuff i bought, not people, we didn't bring cam there. what's to cam? oh yes the roads were horrible, some cars were parked so brilliantly that i dunno how they are gonna back it out of the one way road later. and i dunno why there are so many accidents since cars most definitely crawl, they don't move, they crawl. and traffic lights are a waste of tax-payers' money because no one follows the lights. one more thing, people who built the roads for malaysia should be fired. i dun think i recall seeing a smooth road i sound like a whiner, i'm not, i enjoyed my trip (what's not to enjoy as xinyun said since i'm not spending my money) and i realized, when you are in a foreign country, you sorta failed to erm take in all the sights (like smoking crowds of young malays and young chinese with weirdly colored hair) which you tend to criticize back in singapore. the moment i was back in singapore, i was sian again to see tweens' butts facing me on the mrt. sigh 心跳 MV- 王力宏
beautiful people who doesn't prance around like a certain someone in a certain mv. what's not to like? to my dearest mg: you never answer my question on how to make an avatar =( i've already thought of how it'll look like but you have to teach me first!! right,before i skip town to elope with xinyun (yeah right, everybody knows i'm off on a boring one day trip to KL) here's some really really funny exerpts from a book i'm reading the book's title is Never Suck A Dead Man's Hand- Curious adventures of a CSI and yes there you go, i can literally sense mg smirking and pris mouthing "killer" hello, i'm risking 6pm traffic mammoth to airport in order to post this exerpt which i thought is completely hilarious warning:the exerpt below is not for the faint or innocent hearted (dun fake, everyone revels in such pornographic materials once in a while) just to show the creativity of some of these guys, i responded to one scene where the man dressed entirely in women's clothing, right down to a bra stuffed with tube socks, a camisole with matching panties, and thigh-high stockings. But he didn't stop there. To prevent the manly bulge in his panties from ruining such a dainty illusion (an illusion that he apparently didn't think was shattered by the moustache and full beard), he threaded several rubber bands together forming a chain, which he secured around his waist as if it were a belt. Then, he linked about four rubber bands together, making a very short chain, and fastened them to the back of the belt justu above his butt crack. He reached through his legs and pulled this short string of rubber bands forward and twisted teh first one around the head of Mr Winky. When he let go, the elastic recoil pulled his manliness backward and he was able to stuff his business between his butt cheeks, m aking him look all cute and girly in his fancy undies. I called him Mr Fancy Pants. even people with limited imagination capacity should have no problem envisioning the above what with such detailed ..details. so yes there you go, the stuff that i stuffed my head with these days due to an enjoyable lack of things to do. i'm bringing the book on the trip, want to finish it. i hope no one stares too hard at me. innocent girl reading such ...amusing books. if you're free and have extra transport fees to spare, pop over to cck library, they have the most amusing, amazing and relevant updated non-fic books. i feel like telling najib and josef that any single books they lift off the shelves under "global warming" "global economy" or even "Transportation" (there were several books on ups, or some other mncs) is probably more useful and interesting than all their readers combined. speaking of whom, i dreamt of josef and najib again last night. sometimes i wonder whether i secretly have a crush on them. that would be horrifying. i dun have auto-roam so no smses will reach me and sadly i wun be able to reach my darling xinyun oh did i mention i'm still on bao ji yan meaning my stomach is bloated with all sorts of funny gases wanting to be released and this probably means that i'll miss out on a lot of good food in KL. ..shuayness right. okaaay that's all folks. for more please call xinyun's number. she's a good channel for entertainment. my mother just dashed my dreams of earning 200 bucks a day. went down for the "interview" at beauty world centre i had to fork out like 7 bucks for cab fee cos i overshot and took the bus all the way to nj before i realized it so anyway, the salary was like 50% of your students' fees. and yours truly happily took it that since grade 1 is about 60-80 dollars, i would earn 40 bucks from each student each week but you see, it's 60-80 bucks PER MONTH. so it means like i'll only get 30-40 bucks per MONTH per student. so assuming i take all grade 1 students, den i'll only earn 300 DOLLARS PER MONTH? but i'll still wanna try teaching lah because i am obviously not a performing talent nor am i particularly good at piano so the only area where i can put the diploma to good use is teaching. yepp.. but they dun have vacancies at woodlands sadly and the only vacancy now is at bukit batok, somemore near some ulu princess elizabeth pri sch or whatever. i supposed if my brother agrees to fetching me there weekly till i get my own license..i'll agree bah.. i dunno leh, or should i put myself on the never ending waiting list for woodlands ??? and i'm SO SAD THAT IN ACTUAL FACT THE PAY IS QUITE OKAY ONLY LOH. i supposed if you analyze it hourly it's quite good lah, 40 bucks for 2 hrs (cos grade 1 only half hr each time) meaning 20 bucks per hr. quite good i supposed. but it can barely cover my own piano fees loh. sigh. actually my concerns are just to cover my own piano fees and to erm finance my other activities (whose isn't err) i need another job. shit~ btw, people who owe me money pls return quick quick, i have like 39 bucks in each of my acct, uob cos of piano fees, dbs cos of px's present. so yes, return return return~ question to mg: why are you so weird and how do you make an avatar? i rmb you made one before.. anyway i know it's weird to keep harping on my clique's prettiness but they are really very pretty yeah?? dun ask me where are my photos. i look like crap in most. censoring them out=.=    wa biang eh, the last two photos are like, angelic lah. can't stand it. cass is the one on the right and despite how she looks, she's really not that angelic in person. i find her slightly unreal actually. in the how-can-this-kind-of-person-exist way. bloody pretty eh? oh and if you haven't noticed i changed my skin, it's time to either change your brain or your glasses. i actually like the codes better than the picture itself, the skin i mean, cos the codes are very neat and tidy=) right~ i have to go find IOI plaza for my bro who strangely thinks i'm very free (of course i am but not for his errands) and wants me to go tell the manager of casio singapore that his camera sucks and try to whine my way into getting a new model. he wins loh oh man~ browsing through 2009 ikea catalogue. sobs* someone please redecor my room haha i need like space for so many things but i have so little space -.- AND, everything needs money!!! omg~ anyway i've already decided if i wind up not working on weekdays, i'll either give tuition for some extra money if not i'll just NOT work. because i enjoy this freedom too much ..but the lack-of-money is damn irritating. tsk haha http://www.youth.sg/temp/Promoflealime.pdf for those who wish to set up a stall at lime flea market to erm sell stuff -.- it's only 20 bucks a day lah, so if my whole clique decides that yep each of us, being girls, have unwanted stuff to sell, it's only like 2 bucks per person -.- but i think it's gonna be hard to sell off some stuff lo.... oh my!! i slept till 12pm today!!! i've discovered the formula for sleeping good haha, it's sleeping without air con i think my air con's noise keeps me awake sometimes anyway the weather is soooooo nice today right? like so cold and rainy and stuff the best thing is there's no need for studying, used to hate this kind of weather during As cos it makes me feel even more like slacking. miss xinyun=) and i'm so sad that no one uploaded the latest episode of House. naomi's at malaysia for a week=( oh btw, i watched hansel and gretal last night, courtesy of naomi it's a korean show about three kids who trapped adults in a forest in a house that errm resembles hansel and gretal but it's a really good show because of this reason: it's not a stupid horror show that bases its horror on supernatural reasons and are simply horrific. there's a human reason behind it and it's actually touching did i mention i really hate horror shows, like ghost shows which simply assumes ghosts like to scare people? i mean, most good shows would explore the vengence angle right... omgg this weather~ i can sleep all day i swear. i'll just settle for doing odds and ends today like listing out the stuff that i wanna get at malaysia cos it's cheaper and the stuff that i wanna eat. and clearing out my CDs and trying to envision once again what furniture i should buy to make my room abit more erm pretty despite the space constraints.. and okaaay find out for myself and xinyun abt the lime flea market whether it's still thriving and whether we'll actually manage to sell anything there.. OH and changing my blogskin. can't stand the colors bleagh how come all the skins i come across are more melissa than me. erm I'VE DECIDED ON A SKIN! yeah! but it reminds me of one of my tasks this hols: learn to wear heels and not walk like a lame giraffe haha ..oh great the bloody codes don't work=(( damn i need a diary. hmm.let's see if i can't dig up some nice looking notebook because i'm seriously broke. and my interview is next wednesday which means i'll only know my schedule by den. hmmrph.. well anyway it's REALLY nice not to work you know i think i might give tuition if i wind up having my weekdays free because i dun wanna a full part-time job like borders, if not i'll take up too much time and because i happen to have worked before, i seriously think we have plenty of time after we graduate to work, so why do you wanna cramp your life with work now. yeah, get what i mean? i'm sort of a bit disoriented because i watched two episodes of house. house is ...FUNNY! wahahhaha and mean and cynical it still remains the only show that makes me laugh outright almost every episode cos he's too ridiculous oh beethoven virus is great too=))) those who have not watched it, i refuse to befriend you there's a humming in my ears. i think it's cos of piano my piano is ..out of tune until -.-" when i punched the keys it makes my ears ring. and hey, it rhymes whee there's this beethoven sonata that's really quite nice..gonna try and learn it haha and it's really nice to have the entire day free i seriously dun wanna cramp everyday with work, cos you do realize you have to work the rest of your life right? so why do it so enthusiastically now. but on the other hand. i'm very very broke=( hmm xinyun is at borders expo sale. bleagh, i can't go cos need to meet felicia for dinner plus technically i'm broke. not supposed to spend anymore money gonna clear out my to-sell cds and try to find places to sell them in return for cash PLUS PEOPLE DO YOU GUYS WANNA SELL YOUR CLOTHES OR NOT? CAN WE RENT A STALL IN LIME FLEA MARKET AND HURRY UP GATHER ALL OUR STUFF AND SELL THEM FOR CASH. (provided they get sold) because yours truly really really need cash haha weilun flying off to hk today wor. as usual he didn't reply me beyond three msgs. sometimes i think smart people condescend to talk to me. sniffs* ..i have so many things on my mind i really dunno what to do first. MEIGUI!!! your blog is super lag lah! too many things to load!!! when i opened ur blog all my servers crashed and my beethoven virus stopped =((( right, i'm actively looking for a good slack job to fill up my mon-fri cos i think i'm only going to teach piano on sat/sun since i can't continue on weekdays when U starts. on the other hand..feel like bargaining with them see whether can teach nights on weekdays so i dun have to bother to find another job. interview on wednesday, according to my teacher, it's protocol..hopefully it's true. omgg~ beethoven virus is so nice~ i've decided to get out of the house as often as i can i seriously can't stand my mother i swear she sucks the energy out of the house complains and complains and complains it's like there's no more joy in her life and she doesn't really enjoy doing anything any longer. she asked me why i always never buy stuff for her to eat would you wanna buy stuff for someone who never never says the stuff you bought are nice? it's so bloody irritaitng lah if i stay in the house i'll probably become like her, it's horrible, i dun wanna become someone who can't find joy in anything anymore. not even music, can you imagine not finding joy in music. life just sucks when it comes to that oh man, i wanna save up enough money to buy a new piano. i'm seriously broke after footing my piano fees yesterday refused to ask for money from my mother because she won't ever understand why i wanna take lessons again to her, lessons means must exams means must be useful to my career why can't i just like to take lessons because i like my teacher and i like piano? so no, she wun ever understand so i refuse to take money from her which means that my acct for my DBS is 40 plus and my UOB is like 100 plus. it's pathetic. cos i had to spend money on the holga camera for px oso. oh yes and the petrof piano at cck~~~ it's 20 000 but it's SOOOOO NICE. ahhh i want that piano=( the accoustics are bloody good and the touch the touch sobs* ...right, save money!!! i'm gonna clear out all my cds and sell it to the MS shop which i'm pretty sure takes back old cds and i'm gonna clear out my clothes and sell them so people, can we please do a mass clearing-out and rent a stall somewhere in lime flea market and sell them???? i need cash/money/bills $$$$$$$$$$!!!!  where's mel?! good looking class yeah?
i'm here to show you guys. the love of my life  isn't XINYUN PRETTY??? OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG now mg can't say i'm obsessed with her. though i looked like shit in pictures, i'm happy cos awww xinyun looks so darn cuteoh she's the one on the left. haha. enid is the other cute girl on the right.  oh btw melissa if you are reading this I KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY! AND IT'S GONNA BE CUTE! WAHAHAHA WHEN I THOUGHT OF IT I WAS REALLY PLEASED=) look forward to it bah! ps: i've gotta find the bloody thing first=( oh my~ xinyun is SOOOOOO CUTE!!!! omgomgomgomg i'm in love hahahahaha okay see, this is me in my most revitalised state aka the after-prom-the-stupid-thing state life is so much better without the looming shadow of prom. (i wasn't even that miserable during As lah) so anyway, xinyun was msging me abt her sis's birthday bash at east coast and she msged me this emoticon -,- noticed the comma? i didn't even notice at first you noe what she said? "i used the comma cos got running nose" SO CUTE RIGHT?! CUTE RIGHT?! omg so cute!!! and i know i sounded so bloody boring in my prom entry so i shall erm revitalize it abit here xinyun was uber cute with her shiny eyeshadow and cute hair do and haha she's just everything cute and kenneth refused to come out and look at her, she was so heartbroken lah! and you couldnt' tell us apart on sms! how could you! so disappointed and prom was extremely boring because i could have just blasted music at home and ate maggie mee which would have suited my palate better than erm sze chuan soup (actually that's the best dish) and errm ee mian and err..weird veggies with mushrooms. seriously. and i could have eaten my maggie mian with my legs propped up and dressed indecently in fpts and a loose shirt. see? 85 bucks for nothing but trouble damnit, i told xinyun if it stopped raining in an hour i'll go down to east coast since my mother my dearest most adorable mother claims that: "you qian jin xiao jie lah, everyday go out den come home only to sleep" "dun need do any house work" "den i cook for who? cook for dog ah?" "bu yao zhen tian wang wai pao" "you think you very rich is it? keep spending money" since i've suffered through her rants already i might as well lived up to it so yes i'm popping panadol (for the disruptive dreams i'll recount later) and some coffee den off to east coast den. sob sob nvm lah, xinyun so cute thankfully i'm confirmed guarantee chop heterosexual if not she'll totally give me gender-disorientation. dun tell her WAHAHAH. i'm just having fun laaaa oh okay the dreams dreamt yesterday that i was working or whatever at this cool restaurant den there was this very shuai chef, like a bit old around 30+ 40 but quite shuai kept coming up with new novel dishes and offering them to me-.- quite a sweet dream except that erm the dishes looked a bit weird den previous night i dreamt of this "raw score system" of As. app they released the raw scores first, of like you get 86 for math but may not get A that kind so i spent the entire night with several other friends trying to frantically calculate our grade. so stupid and! i hate the skin! so dull and erm so dull, gonna change it -,- SO CUTE! no photos cos all the photos suck somebody gave me too light a foundation so i looked like a ghost in most photos yeah anyway xinyun was so adorable, nvm lah she most days also quite adorable=) yes yes go on, i'm in love mg dun get jealous swissotel food was...crappy it was okay lah, esp the sze chuan soup but just the fact of eating sze chuan soup for graduation abit de erm, weird weird de but i still think my mother cooks better yeah and it was freaking boring. sat between jess and xinyun and both looked abit stoned. bands were great emcee was great but seriously i have no idea why i didn't seemed a bit more erm, excited. omgg i'm damn sleepy, pris woke me up with a phone call slept at 3am, damn sleepy, better nap somemore before going out later to layjia's gathering. ah have fun kenneth, TRY to have fun. ps: there'll be losta girls to ogle at lah so it shld be okay. seriously, i dun understand how some girls can wear until like that, so winner. the weather is humid and hot. i'm waiting for 6 o'clock so that i can take a taxi and fetch enid. and this is so much less erm exciting compared to sec 4 ..what with the horrible hair and make up and my mother just told me that if my clutch can't fit my stuff i shld just carry a plastic bag smart hor? class hor? got taste hor? worse, she ask me to get the wooden handbag i got from thailand WALAO. i seriously think my mother got no taste. no taste at all lah i thought i already no taste, now i see whether i inherited it from. my hair looks okay, make up is okay everything is "like that loh" somebody please inject a dose of enthusiasm in me if not i'm afraid my whole clique is going to get angry at my un-enthusiasm. haiiii my hairstyle is like what period drama. no lah, just some simple "pattern" at the back the rest is straight loh. i dunno why she dun wanna just put it all up but..like..nvm SIANNNNNNNNN okaaaay tonight is the big night. "big" pulls hair* (@#$@&#%@?&($!(*(@$%&#$) i WILL have fun it WILL be fun. i WILL be entertained. ..i noe most girls should be quite excited but. ..i dunno why me xinyun and enid are so..erm xinyun asked me "can dun go not, so sian" and somemore she got jean yip hair and make up loh i got disrupted from my sleep cos my mother barged in and off my air con den i finished "good in bed" no it's not a book abt sex, it's by jennifer weiner and it's about a fat woman who dumped a guy and realized she's the one that got dumped and blah blah blah but it's really good please borrow from me. one of the smarter more deep chic-lit there is. actually, it doesn't qualify as chic lit cos..takes quite some energy to get through it. den i vacuumed and mopped floor. i noe it's weird that i take comfort in such..horrible chores. but yeah i do so i'm now waiting for my arms to stop aching and my brain to stop stoning so i can take a shower. den it's hair and make up and everything nice and off i go to swissotel i'm trying to arrive at the last possible moment so i dun have to talk to too many people. forgive my anti-socialness. can't help it but yes it'll be fun drills into head* funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun OMG~~~~ i think i shld go and sleep first. still early. yawns* seriously, my blog is more cheerful during As lah.gosh. rehearses script "you look so pretty!" "you look so cute!" "i like your hair!" "eh where you get your shoes?" ............. BAWLS AND RUNS AWAY* |
