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sokmuiam a cynical person who hates orientation and the ridiculous rah rah atmosphere. shares a love-hate relationship with ku-ster and the piano. god should populate the earth instaneously with adults, thus skipping the absurd toddlers and squealingn babies fan of korean shows and the rude ah jun mas, secretly think bae yong jun is not bad looking. listening to classical music on the train is a waste of my battery. Dislikes babbling women who are not efficient.adores House. Thinks that friends are sometimes a burden Adores Xinyun immensely. Life is too short to bother socializing with people I dun like. You either choose the pill and live your life barely feeling your toes, or ignore the pill and accept pain as part of the life. Secretly clings. Sometimes. |
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my student made a guess regarding my age and said i was fifteenmr ku insulted me by saying i look like david carrdine whoever dares to say there is a certain resemblance better be prepared for my wrath. plugged tagboard
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okay erm, i've figured out what the virus does. i can't open my applications, besides internet, yeah. so, no wordpad, no words, can't open my mp3 software to ripped the songs i borrowed from my teacher.. mg ah, can do me a favor? http://www.blogskins.com/info/196976 help me change my layout -.- i can't open the codes on my comp i'll msg you my password and username again. leave a msg on my tabboard if you see this, thanks =(    for the kim bum fans. (fine he's really cute) yippie my computer is down with virus like, quite serious virus cos my brother dunno how to fix it. but then again, he's too busy thinking of suicide to bother abt my computer. i assume. so, yet another reason to anticipate the return of junru. she studied computing. i assume the syllabus included something like "fixing a computer with virus" it's about the only useful part of computing in my life. so anyway, technically it doesn't do anything. the virus i mean, there's just annoying pop ups every few minutes to tell me that there's virus and that it's dangerous to continue unprotected. btw, that's the virus talking, talk about being coy. so yep, then there's my norton internet security telling me it can't remove it and blah blah firewall is down and blah blah my computer is at risk. doesn't really bother me, except when i'm watching korean shows and i can't watch it properly cos the pop ups kept blocking kim sun ah's face. i wonder how peixian is doing at china. random. it's a hot day. i'm reading a book called 1988 written by an australian. it's surprisingly addictive considerng the fact that the whole books revolves around two guys whose lives are so meaningless boring and meaningless times double, that i feel pretty good abt mine. to all those whose lives feel pretty hollow, you shld read the book, it makes you feel better, instantly. aww. mg and xinyun will be jealous at this, kim bum and kim byul's kiss scene. their names make them sound like brothers but they're really not -.- i'll post up the pics. so where was i? oh yeah, life. yesterday was saturday, which..i've concluded, is the best day of the week. cos monday to friday is meaningless. while sunday i'm too busy searching for meaning. actually no lah, i pretty much like my life now. i actually have time to contemplate the meaning of my piano songs you know. previously it's just, finding the notes, and hitting them. i think my teacher is also secretly impressed that my playing has improved, subtlely. ...tallk about humility. so yeah, it's really nice to have the time to think abt the stuff i'm doing instead of just doing it. and i keep having this urge to quit, partly because work is getting very boring..and also i have a feeling that if we wanna pull the alumni item off, ALL of us will have to quit. .seeing as how junru has quit (i assume) and shimin isn't working in the first place (i assume again) while calista's probably outta a job too.....that leaves me as the weak link. again. yawns. i'm very tired today i dreamt weird dreams yesterday. disturbing scenes featuring some people i know but can't rmb i think ku najib and a set of dripping teeth were in there somewhere. like i said, disturbing. might go run later if i ran out of things to do. hmm, xinyun lent me her camera. i'm ashamed to say that after several photog lessons, my camera skills are still stuck at "aim, focus, press the shutter" yeah. i mean okay, aperture now means more sense than when i first saw it, (my first feeling was, huh? weird spelling, sounds like something a singaporean made up) but..erm, it's sadly still a concept pretty obscure. yeah. the urge to get the following items are starting to get stronger. # a new pair of glasses (it's high time, mine is five years old) # a bike (think this stems from the oppressive environment) # a new handphone (even my mother has hounded me abt it, thinks the sight of it irks her or somsething.) ..i'm typing with a huge "system security firewall alert" pop up blocking the screen. whatever. stupid virus, what's the point of a virus if it just irks people? shouldn't it like wipe out my harddrive or something? ..it's a bit like placing a lame tiger infront of you, it just tangles up your feet and you fall all over it but it doesn't bite or growl. ....... sorry, bad analogy. yawns* so TIRED. i can feel my muscles aching. terrific. i gotta make my mind whether i should play badminton with michelle's brothers. it's really very weird lah just us alone. like, so weird lah, i might be older but i still find it weird lah. i feel like picking up the phone to call either enid or xinyun............... but it's so far away and my butt is comfortably cushioned on the seat...ah i realized i always blog halfway....den forget to publish them. ...... i'm tired o.O i wanna shit =.= my face is slowly slowly rotting to hell. this must be what bosola meant by "an aborted hedgehog" ....... okay fine i'm exaggerating, but that's how i feel anyway. i'm fineee, if you wan me to acknowledge my earlier cryptic but definitely creepy entry. like i said, i'm a selfish human being whose world wun stop spinning just because you are suicidal. it's either that, or i'm immature, or i'm still in shock. take your pick. so, according to the bold words on my faculty award form. i'm supposed to return the form by 27 may 2009. which btw, is today. .. which is ridiculous since i only got it yesterday. ..so yeah, but i'm not very worried, because NUS is quite well known for being..erm, reasonable i supposed. shall call up tml or something. ..chris just dropped off the grid after promising me a hilarious picture of josef tan. so. i'm supposed to write this short msg abt 30 words to encourage to try for scholarship in NUS. ..like HUH. you dun gimme money, still wan me to write this.. under hometown, i wrote : the homey singapore. hobby/activity, i wrote :banging the piano......i wrote this down before realizing what i was doing. and since i have no liquid paper..i think i shall continue and write "reading books and drinking excessive amount of coffee." no, i'm not pulling your leg. or your arm. i truly wrote that. ..like i said, i'm a bit unstable right now. "words from the scholar- pls limit to 30 words" ....... ..i think someone should stop me before i wrote something worse than the above. WHAT AM I SUPOPSED TO WRITE? I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT THE AWARD ENTAILS OTHER THAN THE FACT THAT I DUN HAVE TO GIVE MONEY! this is what i feel like writing "if you're blessed with excellent results, go ahead and try for the nus scholarship, why waste the As when you can wring crispy money out of it?" ...... can i write that? i need advice immediately. presto. now. nobody trustable is online. shucks.. i can't write that right. ...i mean, if i write that, they might revoke my scholarship is it? wad the hell shld i write. i wrote something very cliche. "you never know when someone appreciates you just for being you, so go ahead and try for the nus scholarship even if it seems unattainable!" .................. i'm so betraying myself. treacherous. and now i have to paste a ridciulously happy looking passpord photo of myself which costs approximately $1.50. it's too much. too much information. too many realisations. my brother has suicidal tendencies. i've often said this to some people before. i shld feel vexed, anxious, sad, worried. but i just feel rage and anger. why is he so weak that others have to be strong for him? why? and why must he be the one who proves it to me again, that the world is full of liars. everyone lies. it's too much, my brain says. but i think something broke very long ago. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA LIVE - 1988 TONY AWARDS
i realize i may be posting and posting and none of you all actually will watch them -.-" but it's okay, i need to air it out to somebody..michael crawford just has this qualify in his voice no one can match lah. this intense, creepy qualify. no one can quite match him. # Jupiter - 平原綾香
chanced upon this piece.... enjoying a cup of coffee while listening to ONE pathetic track from city hall ost* i love saturday evenings =))) the song is so bouncy that i'm bouncing. bounce bounce* okay i'm so weird. i shall put that song on my blog just to annoy you all. it's actually pretty annoying when you first hear it. but it grows on you=) ..on second thoughts. i shall keep it to myself. den it'll be exclusively mine. HAHAHAHA. okay i'm mad. i shall mop and clean the floor tml with this song. oh no, it's a bit..like, not ripped properly. dun worry i wun spend the whole entry talking abt one song. though it's making my day. no lah, there's another piano piece that's SOOOO nice. btw, i foresee that i'll become very short tempered in the near future, these two months anyway. cos this song is russian, and i can't seem to muster the "energy" that's needed. and not to mention i'll be going back to get insulted by ku again, so most of the time i'll wind up feeling very hurt insulted and sadistically going back for more. den i'll hate myself. den i'll start to hate people who seems happy yep i can't blog properly with this song playing. cos i'm bouncing too much bounce bounce* no!! i dun wan monday to come!!! nooo!!! me: see, my voice becoming more and more like a guy's a pause* my student lara: well, i don't mind....but perhaps you might mind. SO CUTE right. omg if only singaporean kids are like all so intellectual and witty this other student.. she makes this sound, something between a "help" and "wrong" ..you try making it yourself. i dunno how to imitate it. i shall type it as "hwreg" here. it sounds like that really she'll play something wrong..den hwreg* and looks very condemningly at her own hands. the first time she did that i thought she was asking me for help. den she did it again. and again. and again. and i just ignored her. hwreg* and she like, runs her fingers along the edge of the piano and back, and giggles giggles* den runs her fingers again and giggles* ..which is very weird really. and then she'll hide in the corner between the wall and the piano. and giggles. it's really very weird. i really feel like asking her mother "are you sure she's not......mentally...limited in someways." ..or is this her way of expressing herself? *hwreg* it sounded like it might be those .. SOUNDS that a creature makes outta habit. like snorting for pigs, and croaking for frogs. hwreging for her. very strange. ate lunch with mg at causeway cos she was buying donuts for pinic later at marina barrage. think the weather is not bad for a pinic bah. i donated $10 to delifrance, for a sandwich, water, and corn soup which mg drank cos i dun like their corn soup. i told mg i'll just treat the meal as $8 and the rest of the $2 i'll take it that i'm buying the peace and quiet. omg lah, causeway is running AMOK with china prcs, stupid children who bounce too much, and weird couples!! really weird couples!! so irritating couples!!! those kind lah, the stick skinny girl with extensions and legs that stride and everything despite how they look (rachel says they're chopsticks) and guys with impossibly spiky hair, weird tops with neon colors, this tiny little sling bag in which they put condoms and handphone..and their tiny little butts..and legs that are even skinnier than the girls. urgh. i despise. speaking of legs. it's fine when i dun look at them, but i when i look at mine i feel..somewhere between rage and sadness. can't they reward my efforts at running with nice legs =( but it's okay lah, i think i prefer chicken drumlets over chopsticks anyday. shall comfort myself that way. been re-reading digital fortress cos all my other interesting books are with enid and kenneth..and i'm too broke to buy more. and i missed the mph sale. "(@#$!@$&!@* btw if you dunno, digital fortress is another book written by dan brown. i personally think it's above average but......it's abt mathematics algorithm and stuff. i'm random. i shall accept my NUS accounts tonight (did u read this lijie?) haha and i think a few andersonians are going into nus biz lah, like jaslyn and jiahao i think (i heard mg say de) so you wun be totally alienated =) oh i got nus faculty award! when i opened my email and saw the "offer of scholarship/award" i was quite excited. den it turned to suspicion. den to bemusement when i realize i got the lowest of lowest. faculty award. no additional perks besides providing full tuition fees. den slight joy because, as kenneth pointedly remarked, i dun have to pay back any loans once i start work, i can start saving for my grand piano immediately!! (i added in the grand piano lah) den the joy elevated, cos i realized that i can prob use this an excuse this way me to mother: ..since..i got the award..dun need school fees right..you wanna you noe, compensate me a little..gimme like $1000 dollars (over a period of time of cos) for me to spend...?? envisioning* ..dreaming shouldn't be faulted you know. gonna trim hair tml. think it's a compulsory stress releaser every few mths. IRAS is starting to bore me =( junru!! cityhall (the drama, not the mrt -.-) starring kim sunah is releasing the OST on 26 MAY 2009. YOU! YOU! (POINTING AT YOU) BRING BACK FOR ME! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!! yeah haha no lah dun be t omg idiot STUPID HOTMAIL CAUSED MY BROWSERS TO CLOSE! which includes city hall!!! i wanted to re-watch de lohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i know this is annoying. but every friday and saturday i'll say the same thing PRISCILLA YOU HAVE GOT WATCH TO CITYHALL. okay, i shall close this entry on that topic. den i'll start a new one =) junru is going korea~~~~ junru is going korea~~ yeah!!! shopping list for JUNRU! =DDD (for all the dvds right, help me get those with chinese subs? cos i hate english subs, not accurate) # beethoven virus dvd!!! if it's cheaper there lah (singapore is currently 39 bucks yep) # beethoven virus OST! top priority!!! get it get it!! # beethoven virus CLASSICAL ost! (there's a diff haha) # boys over flowers OST, the ost is really quite a good compilation..so yep # KIM SAM SOON DVD AND OST!! THANK YOU!!! (if it's like more ex than singapore den forget it, singapore ost is like......33 dollars, yep) # white tower (it's a medical show starring kim myung min) if can find, singapore outta stock already. the WHOLE singapore. quite an old show lah # more to come! i can't rmb =.= anyway yah, the OSTs take priority, cos DVDs will arrive in singapore sooner or later and i can just watch online in the mean time. junru you are sooooo evil! how can you dump us here in singapore and go korea!! wihle we're sweating over the quartet somemore haha it's too bad that city hall is still showing in korea. priscilla you have GOT to watch this. you'll love it. their chemistry is more than hyun bin and her lah!! and they are damnnn funny!! plus the plot is not bad too...PLUS the soundtrack is good!..and the rest of the cast are pretty good just a little underdeveloped i think.. ..my mother has TALENT in ruining my mood. really. she really has TALENT in doing it. i'm just a very selfish person okay, in actual fact i dun really care if you have difficulty in doing something, just so you don't bother me with it. i especially hate it when she ask me to do things like it's my obligations to. ..mood ruined* wanted to blog abt iras but has no mood now. nvm. priscilla, you dun sound sick at all you know, you sound very excited about this coming week with no tuition. to the world: i'm sick and "Resting at home" and if you noe me well enough, you'll noe that generally me, lim sok mui, dun allow myself to get so sick that i can't blog about being sick. so yeah, like what i told norhana "i'm very nice to myself wan"..i'm not sick sick, i'm just sick enough that i dun wanna see taxpayers' emails anymore, i dun wanna see alvin and jasmine poking at her i phone together and giggling, oh and i dun wanna have to use up energy thinking what to eat for lunch at 12pm. so yeah, i stayed at home. woke up at 6am after sleeping for 12 hrs (since 7pm the previous night, how many hours is that?)..felt pretty okay until i took a bath, ate some breakfast, and realize my stomach feels weird. it's like teethering on the edge of puking. "to puke, or not to puke, that's the question." so i decided 55 dollars is not worth it if i'm gonna be stuck in a little room with "typing typing typing" noises and huge computers that are driving me nuts.....so i stayed at home after msging rachel and hwei hwei the same sms (it's not i dun have sincerity, it's like...why waste the msg right? even msgs can be reusable, that way i can save some brain cells) to lijie: yeah, see i replied you at 6am, i got sincerity loh. ask yiling, i dun even reply her msg. and it's cos your msg seems very worried, "am i going into NUS alone" kinda worried. so dun worry! i'm going in too! i hate NTU! whee let me announce that again I HATE NTU! I WANNA PROVE THAT ACCOUNTANTS THAT GRADUATE FROM NUS CAN EARN MORE MONEY THAN THOSE FROM NTU! so there! okay, erm yah lijie, wad ah, oh yes felicia is coming into nus accountancy too! that's cos she dun understand how come she couldn't get into single deg accounts or business at NTU..she got 4As leh, and they just plain gave her her fourth choice ......TRADITIONAL CHINESE MEDICINE without even shortlisting her for interview. see? NTU is even more screwed up than NUS. (Admin wise) sooo screwed. so yeah i'm very happy because then i'll know you who is in business and i'll know her who's in accounts which............ WILL MEAN THAT I DUN HAVE TO GO NO ORIENTATION CAMPS! WOO HOO! YES~~~ (to yiling spying at the corner: yah lah, i dun wanna move outta my comfort zone. gives cheeky face*) ..see, i dun sound sick at all. i think i've slept too much (okay yes naomi, i've slept too much, but i fell asleep damn fast which means that my body craved the sleep) so now my muscles are flaccid (is that the word? it sounds strangely scientific) my eyes are rolling into my head...and i feel like a fat flaccid flatworm (just to complete the alliteration haha!) ..okay nvm erm, i can feel my body working very hard to "purge" the virus. and priscilla, i think you're sick cos of doron i'm sick because of my student, you noe, the one with horrible hygiene. and the blasted aircon (pun intended) at norhana's place. norhana! i sacrificed one day's pay to make that powerpoint!!! pay me~~~ and what abt "SICK AND STAYING AT HOME" does my mother not get? SHE'S SO IRRITATING! she came in, at 8.30am, into my room where i was napping and quite quite quite falling asleep, and said this "haiyo you never pay your piano sch fees?" ......i ignored her. "you never pay ah, got letter" ....i opened my eye and stared at her "etc etc etc" i couldn't stand it no more and shouted at her "YOU CAME IN AND DISRUPTED MY SLEEP TO TELL ME SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T NEED TELLING!!! THE LETTER IS OPENED! OPENED! I READ IT ALR!! GET OUT LAH!!!" .. and then i locked my door. walao, why do people at that age like to say things just to get their saliva flowing? huh??? and then now she came and said "wanna go get newspapers?" .. it took all of my discipline, or what's left of it, not to throw a despising look at her. ..... so anyway, an update on my work at IRAS since it's so happening and meaningful and all. i've managed to harass a new supervisor, her name is hwei hwei, she lives one street across from me, and she FEEDS ME. she's very nice, basically because of the last point. and okay lah, she checks my flags very fast and we're like one of the most envied teams in the dept cos we dun have much emails to clear =D and then..i continuously harrass my other supervisors Norhana and Sanudha (who will henceforth be known as Nor and Sanu, cos their names take too much effort to type) who are, despite how they look like, very very gossipy aunties, with slight paedophilic tendencies. and i often do stupid stuff once i get sick of taxpayers. i'll go to Nor's place and stretch, stare at her for a while, then she'll feel obliged to say "what~" and then i'll let out this dinosaur whine and i'll go away. it's not pointless. it's just...an expression (quite an expressive one i think) of how..erm, sick i am of taxpayers. yep. and i sit in this room where all the temps are, and everyone will be busy busy busy typing typing typing. and i have this horrific premonition of us shriveling up into bones and skulls with only our fingers and nails intact and there's this incessant typing typing and typing while the big huge IBM mock us. ..i'll ask Nor to send me photos of IRAS. especially this certain computer dedicated to printing letters. your neat prestinct (how do you spell it? see my english is shot to hell) letters from IRAS? they come this really really really ancient computer, i was debating with rachel that day whether the cpu really works, or whether they just use it to "put higher" the monitor cos it's such a puny little thing.. the monitor, cpu and keyboard were of 3 different brands. it occured to me that marrying one of the technicians at IRAS is very useful transaction. i'll probably never need to buy another PC in my life. he'll just take those old antiques from IRAS, fix it up, and hey! it works!! ..i'm very high huh? actually i'm not, can you imagine my sour face now, cos my mother is only cooking breakfast now and before this i've drank one tea, one coffee, three biscuits, three plain bread. and if you noe me, you'll noe i'm very hungry. so i'm just typing alot to pass the time. yeah. erm..let me try to describe my colleagues and supervisors....... Norhana Binte Rahman (woo i noe ur name!) #she loves pink #she loves bae yong jun #she's a malay but point number 2 sorta contradicts that...i supposed i'll have to attribute it to the charm of bae yong jun. #she has a small poster of bae yong jun in taewangsashingi at her cubicle. even though she hasn't seen the show. #she shares a calendar featuring bae yong jun with my other supervisor cheryl. bae yong jun laughing face is supposed to motivate them into answering more taxpayers emails and console their weary souls. i dun understand how it works, but she gets giggly when i ask. so i stopped asking. #she has a crush on one of the temp staff and now i think that guy thinks i have a crush on him..because we were busy giggling about it at her desk. and i think the guy cannot fathom his supervisor having a crush on him so therefore, i'm the next logical choice. #she has zero percent guilt abt the above point. i didn't even dare ask him where the extra chair was cos i didn't wanna deepen the misunderstanding you noe!! Sanudhna Cens Fiv No that's not her full name. I added in Cens Fiv cos she gave me like 10 5cents coins to pay me for coffee that time. i'm a very grudgful TTA. # she like, has this huge grin. i'll put up a photo. i think the cheshire cat was somewhere in her ancestry line. # she's not very funny. but she likes to think she is. (this is inferred from the fact that alvin says he doesn't know how to respond to her jokes. hmm) # she has this very useful ability to look awake when she's really sleepy. the only tell tale sign is the cup of coffee on her desk. the earlier the cup appears, the more sleepy she is. i dun quite understand how you all keep awake in that cozy cubicle but...i supposed the fact that the dept head sits infront of her helps a little...... digression. someone is either playing a very lousy piano or a very lousy keyboard. it hurts my ears. (yes i'm indirectly gloating abt my wonderfu piano) rachel chua ruishi # she is very lazy. like me. she talks a lot. like me. # she drinks soya bean milk and eats the pancake every morning. i've warned her that she might turn yellow but so far she's not listening. # she is very skinny. too skinny. there's no meat on her anywhere. i can't hug her without thinking i'm hugging a stick. # i've just realized that you're a pretty boring person. cos i can't think of any funny things to say abt you. hmm # she got into pharmacy! then she'll become even more boring! # oh she plays the clarinet. but she's so skinny that sometimes i picture her blowing into the clarinet then half her frame disappeared, cos all the air went outta her or something like that # she massages me without complaining =) it's one of the few perks of having her as a friend. otherwise she just annoys me cos she always knows what to eat. moving on. Alvin.....what's his last name? # he's very skinny too. # his eyes curl into this shape "n n" when he smiles. a fact that'll soon be broadcast throughout the entire dept heh heh. # he "enjoys the process of saving" money. i wun recommend him as a boyfriend to anyone. he'll ask his girlfriend to eat cai fan everyday. so sad. # he plays the pi pa, i can't reconcile (is my spelling right?!) that with his image. it's very weird. # his "gentleness"is almost on par with kenneth. just that kenneth is the english pai wan, he is the chinese pai wan. # he has nice sneakers =) why are guys' sneakers designs more chio than girls? # see, i dunno him much at all, cos his butt, oops, no, the IBM computer butt blocks me from seeing him. so generally i only see him when he pokes his head out to the side and asks us sheepishly "today i eat lunch with you all hor?" ..some other colleagues..i tired to write liao. next time =) .... i bet you guys just skipped over that entire part. at times like this i really think i'm brilliant passes mom allowance* mother: you got enough to use or not (so rare) me: explains that every month half of my pay goes out to her piano and transport* mother : you sure you never buy other stuff meh me: had a stroke of luck* you got see me buy other stuff meh, i'm waiting to go bangkok to get clothes lah mother: oh you're going bangkok again? me: that time i told you alr wad. i even asked aunt but she dun wanna go so i'm going without her loh. tada! i'm like abit sick. sian. think i shall go back to sleep kenneth, you must you must you MUST watch House. despite all the disappointments i had with season 5 the cast and writers are terrific. they are terrific terrific. to quote a certain reviewer, if hugh laurie doesn't get an emmy this year, i'll freaking freak. i'll really freaking join the bunch of protestors on the internet and spam their websites or whatever. how can he bloody not get an emmy after this episode?! and yahh lah i know you guys like totally dunno what i'm talking about and so sad, so far in my life no one is a fan of house (except naomi's father i think)...i find that irritating but nice at the same time since like what jielin said, he's "exclusive" ha.ha bear with me, the season 5 finale was sooooooooooo awful. i was duped, bluffed, tricked etc etc by the producers lah, it was the most shocking episode to date can omgomgomgomgomg how can you all not watch house?? and i can i say again? IF HUGH LAURIE DOESN'T GET AN EMMY I'LL JUST SCREAM. i'll never forget the look on his face when he realizes he's having delusions. KENNETH you have to freaking freaking freaking watch HOUSE. omg i'm still in awe, and shock of the way they crafted this episode. no one saw the end coming lah. omgomgomgomg mg, my student asked me whether i play restaurant city -.- he also asked whether i'm on facebook, i told him i'm on face book i just dun use it. and then he asked "why??" ...maybe you can like make friends with him. anyway, sorry to a14, esp jess who erm, kept wasting precious msgs on me, such a hopeless anti-social ..but den, xinyun didn't reply u either right? see, at least i'm polite. she's just plain rude. and i MEANT to go de (and some would say that i MEANT to go for every other gathering that i nodded enthusiastically at the time of suggestion) but i'm coming down with either fever or flu or both. and no that's really really not an excuse!! maybe it's that my bio system can sense that i'm going to put it thru a long bus ride to changi and several hours of talking talking and talking with people i dun mind not seeing (certain people lah) so it's objecting. so yeah, i'm coming down with something. cos why? cos the IRAS office and my music school blasted air con like it's free. walao. all my students cringe when i touch their hands. cos mine were like ice. and plus the fact that my teacher passed me a terrific score. isn't it more fun to face the piano den you guys who'll talk a lot -.-" i want orange juice. but there's no fruit juice stall near my house. sian. wad else did i wanted to say. i need a diary yah i really need a diary. it's amazing that despite the hundreds of words one can find in a dictionary, we still can't string enough together to express what we really feel. huh. and sorry lah, again, i told u that the only activity that i'll definitely not pangseh is exercising -.- so yeah next time ask me to go cycle or something i'll definitely turn up =) ..one of those days when i just want to hug someone and sulk and whine and etc etc. maybe it's the weather. i dreamt that i was stabbing and slashing someone with a butter knife. ..but they're not humans lah. some weird creatures.. and i still wanna hug someone and sulk and whine and etc etc. .. what kinda post is this. in any case, sorry if i didn't reply ur msgs..i left my hp at home today actually. i didn't forget to bring it. i didn't bring it on purpose. just wanted to get away from the phone for a while. ..again, what kinda post is this. i should sleep isn't it nice if human emotions are captured singularly instead of this wave of mashed up potato...? then perhaps psychology wouldn't be so hard, and there wouldn't be so many korean dramas where male leads try very hard to screw up their faces to express the emotions. nus sports camp sent me an email -.-" house final episode is out. i'm literally she bu de to watch it. i think i'm saving it for the weekend...... it's FINAL leh. then it'll be ages before i'll get to see hugh laurie again. ah and i've taken to msging kenneth when he's offline cos i'm too used to seeing him floating around cyber space..... kinda sian when he truly is offline. shld i consider getting an iphone... i dun even find it pretty, i just find it convenient that it has wifi so i can blog when i have weird epiphanies or anecdotes....... btw yiling, i saw all ur smses, so sorry i didn't reply to them. and to others whom i've forgotten..sorry abt that too. these days i have the tendancy to look at smses, read them, and chuck them aside cos they seemed suddenly irrelevant. not sure what that means, but still. and yiling, yes i dun mind watching much ado for? abt? nothing. go book the tix and i'm pretty sure you'll check my blog, or lijie will, or kum boon will. so yeah not even going to reply ur sms. and another reason is, m1 is behaving very weirdly. it's charging me absurdly high bills and categorizing my smses into "to m1 users" and to "non m1 users" which is ridiculous since most people use singtel. ..ah. whatever i'm sleepy. hair is still wet. btw i'll be keeping my hp in the bag tml and only check it every few hrs dun ask why it's a mashed up potato. ..what kinda entry is this life is a series of rooms and who you are stuck with in that room. city hall is HILARIOUS. i've rewatched it dunno how many times le lah omg, i love the guy's stare, it's so freaking funny watch watch! and i dunno why i have this kinda dreams..but i supposed it proves that i have a creative mind?? i dreamt last night that yiling was pregnant and i was happily poking at her tummy telling her "it's rather obvious" and she was telling me "no it's not obvious!" with that agitated tone of hers she was wearing this long blue sweater thing with a dress and her tummy was bulging HAHA. omg i was so amused. at least now i'll noe how you look when you are pregnant. wahahahahah i'm weird aren't i? phew, at least today i wun be so bored. boredom breeds creative dreams. i'm sure you guys dun wan me to dream of you being pregnant, naked, lesbian or cancerous. right? i forced myself to sleep this afternoon cos i had nth else to do. and when i woke up i still have nth else to do and when i finished dinner i still have nth else to do and yes i resorted to my last resort and asked weilun if he wanna come out and chit chat and predictably the lousy person didn't even reply me. sometimes i wonder why he bothers giving others his hp no. and peixian is in shanghai. sigh. no one else. and why is it that when you are very bored, no one seems to reply ur msg? so anyway, my piano juniors approached us asking if we wanna do a piece in the name of piano ensemble alumni. i snorted, "ALUMNI? -.-" but yeah we said okay..can try..cos at the very least it'll give me something close to motivation which is seriously lacking in my very boring life. OMG I'M SO BORED I'M SO BORED I'M SO BORED. i'm teethering on calling kenneth and/or calling weilun alr. i'm so bored. boooooorrrrreeeeeeddddddddddddddd and there's nth good on tv. i dun wanna watch the over the hedge.......sobs and i just drank coffee so i'm probably gonna be wide awake till 1am. omg lah SIANNN and i'm afraid of calling kenneth lest his sis picked up and proceed to go "kenneth looooves you~~ kenneth loooveeesss girls~~ kenneth is dessssppoooo for a girlfriend~~" ..his sister, being 13, is really very childish -.-" even blogging is sian now. i sob. craaaaappppppppppppppppppppppppppp xinyun says i'm crazy. i shld enjoy this kinda "boring" life because she likes it alot and she says i'm definitely showing signs of becoming a workaholic. i wish i have jigsaw puzzles to do............zzzz yeah mg reminded me. there's this guy who looks like a big sized girl at chocz (i think he might get offended at that description) anyway me and lijie both agreed that he's quite "pretty" in that sense......... and he's pretty smooth selling the chocolate stuff and then someone called him and he began talking abt "bands" and "tonight" and stuff while getting the muffins for me. and he hung up and said "sorry it took so long..cos you know they say..guys are bad at multi tasking....." .. ha.ha. i told him it's bullshit. but his black fingernails are quite nice.......................... interesting people all around huh I'M SO BORED!! @#(%@ &#!$@ *) i shld make a list of things i can do when i'm broke and bored, because i really need something to do now. i'm SO bored that i'm debating whether i shld sleep cos there's nth else to do and i went to watch ep 4 of city hall. so now i have nothing left to watch. sian lah and i wanted to go library to borrow books and stuff......but IT'S PUBLIC HOLIDAY. it's close! whines**** wad can i do. wad can i do. shld i just go running even if pris and guys wanna run tml alr? HUIZHEN! SONG HUIZHEN! SQUASH! SQUASH SQUASH!!! i'm totally incoherent now. i even opened a blank notepad just now and stared blankly at the cursor while thinking what the hell i can do with words and a blank slate. if i continue to be this bored, i might really call random people like huabin anson weilun or somebody else i dun really noe and whine. omg lah wad can i do wad can i do read audcaity of hope, but it's so heavy. sleep, but it's so..why can't they make it a rule that the more we sleep the longer we live? if not what's the incentive for sleeping? run...but i feel so lazy!!! re-watch city hall, wad the hell, i alr re-watch ep 4 thrice le lah. go shopping on my own.......NO MONEY!!!!! WHY!!! okay kay i noe, get yiling's and mg's presents. i'm too lazy to go shopping though. sian what are the places in singapore i wanna go. fort canning for ballet under the stars. botanic garden pinic tree top walk marina barrage for arts fest opening an ulu tcc/coffeebean/starbucks. east coast to bike is my hp not working properly? how come no one is replying me =( actually, without friends to do stuff with you, it's really easy to become an old lazy hag who whines too much about her big butt. AHHHHHHHHHH i think i'm better off sleeping. den wake up and see what else can be done on a saturday night. AHHHHHHHHH oh yeah!!! i have new "food for my soul!!" kim sun ah's new show=) it's called City Hall, about politics but erm, it's a romance comedy lah, so it's not very heavy on the politics.. lucky, cos i really can't get political shows. anyway, i'm glad to tell you that kim sun ah has reprise her role as the "shameless stupid auntie" she was in Kim Sam Soon. i wonder when they'll let her break out of that role..but still..she's good in it... she's so shameless and ridiculous in this show that i wonder how many times they have to film those scenes before the male lead can stop cringing and giggling. it's almost as bad as kim sam soon lah, meaning i ALMOST always wanna cover my face.....cos it's so embarassing. it's good! watch it! i'm saving episode 4 for tonight cos ep 5 has yet to be aired.....sobs >.< and HOUSE season 5 last episode on monday! ahhhhhhhhh...lucky i found this show to sustain me. wad shld i do today? no piano! it's vesak day! yippie! wad shld i do wad shld i do.. okay. i'm going running in the evening....den.....what shld i do in the afternoon? hmmph....... tired. feel like day dreaming. if it is up to me... i would make it so that a gentle breeze always sweeps through Singapore. and my house would continuously have music playing for most part of the day. and make horribly noisy children disappear from cafes and restaurants, replace them with live bands with a good bass. swamp the world with books, music and art. find a way to plug into humans' emotions as easily as we plug into music nowadays. make people understand that feeling misery is better than not feeling anything your whole life engineer it so that parks and beaches tree tops and the sea are within half an hr walk from our lives. disallow all undercurrents of scorn and dislike, we're all better off with more honesty. endow each and everyone with either a talent at music, art or books so we'll all be less mentally ill schedule my life so that it consists of working during the morning, an early afternoon release and dinner with xinyun and friends whereby we'll sit around not really talking abt anything. i dunno whether it's revolutionary road..or the afternoon nap.. but i'm now quite...i dunno, depressed? or quiet is more the word. or maybe it's the les choristes soundtrack. i feel like...swinging on a swing. yeah there's a particular reason why i find my brother, and some friends weary.... in the way they find it absolutely shocking when you dun take an interview seriously.. or their assumption that i will do my best to impress these adults. damn, we're becoming adults too. i find it tiring that we have to speak so much to make ourselves understood. maybe that's why we like music, books and art so much. and maybe that's why interviews are so exhausting. there's too much false affirmation of the things i'm not too sure myself. why must i know absolutely that i wan accountancy, why must i prove it to you that i'm driven and motivated in this particular subject to get your approval. isn't it enough that i know myself well enough? so exhausting. sometimes when i plug in, i can imagine the world is only as small or as wide as the waves of the melody. ah, i'm getting sentimental. must be kenneth's influence. first of all, before i launch on the subject of "NTU's stuck up professors" lemme just declare this to the world: HUGH LAURIE IS TERRIFIC AS HOUSE. AND HOUSE IS TERRIFIC. TERRIFIC. TERRIFIC. okay, got that outta the way. I SCREWED UP NTU'S INTERVIEW~~ WOO HOO!! (i secretly hope that they will chance upon my blog so i can let them know about my low opinions of them) okay right, i met evon at the NTU interview, which is quite nice haha. it's always nice to bump into familiar faces when you're at interviews, cos then i wun feel as nervous. and we sorta made friends with the other people in the waiting room so..but that's for later okay so yeah i KNOW i KNOW i alr said that i have no ans to "why ntu" or "why accountancy" and but the professors were horribly cynical!! there were three, one woman who is the dean according to hz, she looks like kb, has a damn cynical face and at one point i really wish to ask her "what's wrong with your face" trust me, i really regret not doing that since i screwed it up so much so anyway they asked questions like these, and i answered like these "why accountancy?" ans: frankly i dunno much abt accountancy *goes on to talk abt how i learnt to like math, and has affinity, and would like to try it again* "but accountancy is not like math at all. if you think that way you're very off course" *has an urge to pull off her ugly face* ans: *tried to manuveur around and say how everyone is actually quite going in blinded and half on intuition..and that i know myself well enough that i think it's the course for me woman gives unconvinced look with raised eyebrows* anyway i mentioned that i have an interest in the arts and social scenes, or sectors as the dim woman didn't get it and she asked this "but you do noe that you have to go thru an interview at the end of your first year if you wanna get to tourism right?" to which i had this alarm bell ringing off in my head and i was trying to decide whether i shld take the risk of answering yes. and yes, i said yes. and so i just went on to the NTU website and realize NOTHING on the website says that, and hz and lijie both can't rmb anything abt that. which means, that i Lim Sok Mui, got screwed by the crafty dean of NTU. which means that if i get into the sch, i'll make it my personal business to piss her off for the rest of my uni years. so crafty. so cunning. and they were horribly horribly cynical. some other questions were like "tell me abt your CCAs" "so are you interested in doing community involvement in uni? (cos i told them i was in interact)" "tell me abt a crisis or an issue in your life that you had to overcome" "why did you take the double deg" to which my ans was : WHY NOT? (i'm damn proud i got this out. i mean, why not right, i got straight As and you offered this to me telling me i'm the creme of the crop and i'll graduate with another additional degree, it doesn't hurt. so why not? i'll just quit the damn thing if one day i woke up and realize that i have absolutely no interest in the subject. i feel like asking them, so if i say i only took it to prove that i can take it, are you gonna revoke your offer of the course to me?) it's so silly to ask the question AFTER you've offered it. snorts* and the last question before i left was this "what jc were you from?" OH PLEASE. i had such a low opinion by then that i had half a mind to ask him, why, was i unclear in my online submission or something. or did mr najib failed to indicate that he was a teacher at VJC or did you think that one can finish her A levels by studying in two schools?? and basically everyone who went in came out with the same face of "urgh" it's not "hard" it's just very dull and boring and you get the feeling that you were being grilled and they were enjoying seeing you stumble and fall to instant death. we were joking that we were entering the "microwave" cos they'll press this "ting ting" bell when they are ready for the next interviewee..and everytime it goes "ting" the rest of us will be like "microwave!" honestly, it was quite boring. and the interviewers were not only reserved, they were uninterested in our answers, or okay, my answers and my impresion was that they hardly have any sense of humor....... they were just..disinterested loh. and yep, i was tricked .H.A.H.A. score 1 for NTU crafty witch! so if for some unknown reason or i have some fever or something and i went into double deg at NTU............... i seriously will make it my personal business to let her know what i think of her. it's not only because she tricked me, but because she was so absolutely cynical and that she, like all presumptuous adults, expect young people like us at 19 year olds to have the answers to ..oh, i dunno, LIFE itself. another e.g. of a stupid stupid question. "what are your career goals." oh my god. i have half a mind to like email them this "what do you really really want people to say to that question? oh i wan a troupe of circus people at my beck and call, i wanna be on the top floor of the IRAS building with my own coffee machine and royal purple rug upon which i'll have hot sex with my executives..and after the hot sex i'll have a cup of coffee in a dainty porcelain cup and proceed to talk fluently and charmingly at an executive meeting...." walao. rolls eye* i'm sorry, being ALSO a cynical bitch (i'm pretty sure i wun be such a nasty boring interviewer) i can recognize one of us. and that dean was.....annoying to say the least. and i hate being in a position whereby i can't really be a bitch back to her. it really isn't fair that interviewees can't ask questions without being labelled as either too cheeky or "not bothering to find out the answers for yourself" anyway if i DO get the scholarship (it's like one in a gazillion light years) i'm quite sure the system is just too screwed up. good luck yiling, if you are going for the interview,you always are better at dealing with such people but yeah as usual the rest of the students were very nice. two guys from NS, one is one year our senior the other is the same age as us from dunman. and another girl from.from..can't rmb. yeah all nice people, strangely very "gentlemanly" (do NS sorta instill this sudden urge to be nice to girls?) so it was nice to discuss our interviewers together. it's quite a nice relationship when you prob wun see the other person again. HA.HA. yeah but it was a good experience. hz got for ANU interview! the more you go the more easily you spot the interviewers you hate and the more assured you are of yourself (basically i like myself more and more when i go for interviews, that's good huh?) okay, hope this helps kenneth and yiling? for your interviews. feel like emailing najib and ho wei kang telling them abt this. i think najib prob wrote a brilliant recommendation letter to them because my own essay was pretty.....lemme try to find it and show you all ah, didn't save. too bad. it's really..amusing when you youtube a michael buble expecting to see comments like "he's soooooooo good" and you see comments like these Obviously pinosworld is a true pinhead who most likely can't sing shit but feels obligated to criticise those who make him feel inferior. Elliebet (3 days ago) Show Hide 0 Marked as spam Reply Spam Can't beat this song live...*sigh* pinosworld (3 days ago) Show Hide -2 Marked as spam Reply Spam Fuck face until when you want to cover? Any lounge singer in Vegas does better than you! Fuck off pig head you are just a joke and a true faker! A true bullshiter as well but you can't fool me! You sucks fat fag cheesy jerk! wow. wonder what michael buble feels when he sees such stuff. awesome. finally!! a book that allows me to be engrossed over an hour revolutionary road by richard yates, and yeah it sorta inspires me to read more american literature. strange how inspirations usually come late, aka post-As. and i'm even more amazed that sam mendes managed to capture the book's essence. the film is really quite the best adaption i've seen. PLEASE WATCH IT. and if you wanna borrow the DVD from me, pls harass huizhen because she has it and i'm pretty sure she hasn't watched it cos she didn't msg me any random msgs commenting on the film so TODAY WAS AN OFF DAY!! woo hoo!!! i understand why off days should be given sparingly cos they are only so precious because they are so rare.... went to borders to get kenneth twilight which was his birthday present from xinyun.. then went to gramophone to get xinyun twilight OST which was her birthday present from kenneth...... and yes, you must be wondering. i'm a damn good friend. they should pay me extra for the errands i run. den chris me and xinyun met up and chit chat with najib and ho wei kang at vj...... and even though the weather was apparently cool...it cheated my feelings..it was awfully humid and bloody vj was as crowded as ever. to quote chris, they should punch a damn big hole in the canteen ceiling. so yeah chit chat with najib..and i have yet another supporter!!! he was not very subtlely sniggering at twilight the movie. and the fact that edward glistens like diamonds in the sun. xinyun claims that stephanie meyer is breaking out of the norms, all the preconceptions of vampire but seriously......... glistening like diamonds?? can't she find another more..maybe...MORBID way of re-creating vampires?? like, gosh lah. talked abt alot of inane stuff.....then went to look for ho wei kang for his opinon on univeristy mathematics (not me, ask xinyun) and even he said it was hard. if ho wei kang says it's hard. it's hard. anyway he's still pretty cute, and he looks well-nourished. not like those particular days in which he looked like he might just fade away bit by bit due to lack of sleep and he says that our batch of arts classes are more responsive. childish thing to be happy abt, but yeah. and i wish we could have chatted with him longer..but he's a workaholic and he went back to work.. and.....we went to crash the same geog lesson that i crashed that day. and i had the pleasure of seeing chris almost squirming under the baleful stares of our grand juniors. who were uncomfortably unresponsive to all the self-deprecating jokes he cracked, and our outbursts of how much PW sucks. anyway they're still at the PI stage...and if i rmb correctly, PW wasn't that bad at the PI stage. it was only the WR. it was SHIT. so yeah najib asked them afterwards why they were so unresponsive and they said they had no common topics with us cos we are ...... SO OLD. wa lao. i was wearing a tank top and jeans. chris was wearing tee shirt and shorts. xinyun was the only one that looked like a cultured teacher but i assure you we looked pretty damn normal and friendly. i was smiling all the time. and more imptly, chris was smiling all the time too!! how dare they, after all our affectionate letters to them. hmmph they were supposed to watch this video on vulcanicity..or is it vulcancity. whatever. i'm pretty sure no one retained anything from the videos they show in classes. i know i didn't -.- so yeah after that me and xinyun went to visit kenneth (this is very strange, i just realize that people who read this post are people who are with me today. isn't it like very weird since i'm basically recounting what happened to people who already knew what happened?) his sister had stolen his crutch and he fell down trying to get them. then he scolded her. so i wasn't able to question her on who "mian jun" is and to see for myself whether she is as childish as she sounded on the phone. but yeah, kenneth, she got the good genes man. she looked quite good from the brief glimpse i had of her. and kenneth's dog cola is soooooooooooo cute!! in that "ugly but adorable way" it had small nipping teeth and when its mouth is open it's like in a sneer, and very very huge eyes and the whole face just reminds me of the grinch......or those miniature bulldogs only that cola's face isn't rumpled up like theirs.... and he was so sad, cos he has an ear infection so hasn't been on a walk for ages. which i assume is the reason why his coat was.....cola colored. ... actually the description i gave was that it seemed like cola HAD been cooked by his mother. it looked like he's just been steamed. reaally. i dunno what aspect of it gave me that impression but it looked like it's been steamed. and kenneth's room is basically like mine, only bigger and with even more mismatched furnitures. and a pretty creepy framed up photo of a cat..i dunno how he can go to sleep with that thing staring at him. and it was really hilarious watching you battle cola on your chair. he was trying to keep the dog from entering the room cos i was whining and yelping away cos the dog scared me when we rang the bell.....it basically just keep barking. and barking. and barking. and i was unconvinced that the dog doesn't bite. i mean, it had SMALL SNIPING NASTY LOOKING TEETH. but it's true. it really doesn't bite. it just licks...and licks. and licks. but it's really quite cute......it looks so lazy that i wish i can just slump down with all my fats onto the floor and sleep too. and i so pity kenneth. hurry up and get well so we can get you and your dog a life. both of you look like replicas of each other. and then ..i'm reading rev road. which is *i dunno how many times i can stress this* very good. (Better than twilight anyway. a gazillion times better) i wish i can just hibernate and go to sleep and dream fantasies...but i can't! there's work tml! i knew it! there are simply too many emails for them to handle. bleaghhh okay lah, work is okay. just that it was such a nic change not seeing rachel everyday..and now with jielin gone and norhana gone she's my only target for whining and hugging. and she's SO THIN. sobs*  i'm like lazing around fantasizing how great it would be if i can just dump every single thing in my house away and buy new furnitures, and basically tear apart my whole house and put everything back together again. it's just soooooo filled up with useless stuff, momentos and sentimental shit. it's too bad that we really need lots of money to even buy one piece of this.       ahhh. i wish there's like a realistic game where you can design your own house or something...so good lah!! i shall go google it or something. listening to peter cincotti now, i miss him so =( when is he gonna stop touring and release another album??? year before, he was everybody's hero but he was losing ground and gaining speed it could have been a girl or just one good hand at poker, could have turned the whole damn thing around. that July, something was lost. never did get found he was a sun that was waiting to rise he had the look of a king in his eyes and everything, everything was possible. and now he just laughs and says "what the hell" and clings to the secret that he'll never tell but i wish i knew what kind of scar can turn a sun into...just another falling star. -peter cincotti it's just sooooo nice lah, the first time i heard this song i couldn't understand what he was talking about.. kenneth, i am so bored that i'm gonna try to help you cure your boredom. I'M GONNA COMPILE A LIST OF TO-DO LIST FOR YOU!! Kenneth's To-do List # watch House ASAP. how can you not know who hugh laurie is. he's HUGH LAURIE LEH. he's like so talented # harass me to get hugh laurie's gunseller which is quite highly acclaimed by critics and read it! then i'll finally have someone who agrees with me on how incredibly talented he is # get your sister to buy you computer games, so i can borrow them and play too # read J.D.Robb. remind me to pass them to you, i have a few. they are crime stories so dun worry, it's not those books that'll make you cry (oops) #listen to the following - Peter Cincotti, East of Angel Town - Peter Cincotti, St Louis Blue (youtube this) - James Morrison's latest album (i forgot the title) - Michael Buble (i have like all his albums except one, you can borrow from me!) - Classical music (even though you prob fall asleep) you can start from famous classics! oh yeah yeah, go google Variations on "Ah vous dirai-je, Maman. It's variations on Twinkle Twinkle little star by Mozart. HAHA. you never knew twinkle twinkle little star can have variations right???? go listen! #compile a list of authors and singers I should listen to. yep yep. (i have a list myself but i lost it. damn) #get me to lend you "notes on a scandal" the original novel. it's one of the most powerful writing i've read. # charge your phone once you start reading Twilight so that I can call you to complain abt twilight together. # compile a list of the famous songs in classical music so i can go find them (i always meant to do this but i have no time. so now you can do it for me!! can be for my birthday present too!) # get photoshop and learn to use it. it's very time-consuming and absorbing. believe me, time will pass very fast # WATCH BEETHOVEN VIRUS. WHY ARE YOU SO STUBBORN YOU STUBBORN OLD MULE # watch "my love by my side" to see how kim myung min lost nearly 20 kg just for his role. (it's coming out in June/July, i'm assuming that by then you will still be bed-ridden. so sad) # start looking around your room and throw away stuff that are becoming and eye sore (like ur pink curtains) ..one of my to-do things too but..i'm a sentimental fool and keep too much stuff..and my mother refuses to let me throw them # start thinking abt what to get for me for my birthday because i dun wanna receive a two piggie head pink tissue cover again. (your present i'll go bangkok to get, cos it's cheaper and nicer there) # compile a list of things you love in the world. it's very therapiutic =) # compile a bucket list. najib wanted us to do it but we didn't in the end. google places in the world that you wanna go before you die, AND SHARE IT WITH ME!!! (another one of my wanna do stuff, sighhh) # you can try to figure out what coffee is the most tasty and tell me. i wanna change my brand of coffee at home #start thinking abt what sport you can play when ur leg heals. aww so sad. # compile a makan sutra list, can ask xinyun for inputs, cos i'm craving good food. # if you are still very bored, you can try finding out the history of every single thing you see around you e.g. who invented TV. e.g. wad was the first pair of sports shoes e.g. who made the first violin e.g. the first blog my own list # throw away useless sentimental shit. # bind my piano scores # go esplanade library look for scores # do the stuff i mentioned above # get stamps, batteries, and such stuff that runs our life in the background # think of ways to get MORE money # think think think whether i shld join amore # throw away old CDs and books. HAI. (can't be worse than xinyun, have you gone to her house when they are spring cleaning? it's horrible. ) # throw away clothes that i dun like anymore (i dunno why this happens more often than i like) # i like compiling lists in abt another hour plus time will be going to meet mg they all..... and then in the night..what shall i do? what i really wanna do is to get a new new new shelf so i can have the space to display the things i wanna display and throw away the stuff that i haven't touched for years. oh yeah...and read on some basic stuff for photography..since i'm learning it, shld try to find out more abt it right? what else..... I WAN A BIKE!!! it feels sooooooo good to just laze around play stupid games. anyway my student asked me to play habo hotel -.- apparently it's free. and i'm so proud of him cos he doesn't play neopets, only maple story -.- yeah yeah, all the weird things we talked abt during piano.. and i felt so bad asking my student to buy a metronome it's freaking 70 bucks! how can something that just goes "tock, tock, tock" be so expensive?! surely it's the same mechanics as a clock?! yeah happy birthday to yiling and jessica. 19 years old! 11 more years to sagging skin! wheeeeeeee i can like waste away my entire day and still have tml, AND monday to savour. woo hoo! i'm delirious really .. even though it's no pay leave..but nvm la hor, why do we need so much money for? i told rachel, at the very least, my coffin use the cheapest material lo, i'm pretty sure i wouldn't care by then.. hmm. and played badminton with yeong and her family ytd again =D it was funnn!! cos it's a decent workout, dun you find it irritating if you plan to go have a workout and realize that it was fun, but no where on your body aches, so apparently nothing's been burnt. and i have managed to save a couple of her dad's smashes! wonderful!!! he say it's the fengshui haha. and my photog instructor asked yeong whether i'm local =( of all things. of course i looked local lah! cos she mentioned i didn't have the money to buy camera so he asked whether i'm a foreigner here and hence no additional cash -.-" so *what's the word for bias towards foreigners?* and yeah i realize that i really treat kenneth like a girl i whine to you ALOT! like omgfreakingalot! why huh? and why am i so high today??? okay, i have.....tonight..tml..and monday. (or tues if pigs continue to sneeze, no lah) to figure out what to get for yiling and mg....... as for mother's day, my aim is to coerce her to get those cycling machine things so that she can cycle and actually break some sweat (sweating is healthy btw) and i can cycle while i watch shows yep yep and i feel like going out tml.....hmm. but see, everytime i feel like going out, i have no money. why ah. and kenneth, it's not until you then i realize how long it takes for a leg to heal. omg lah. me and xinyun will have to actually GO to your house. SIT in your room. and be scrutinized by your mother. it feels too much like chou xi fu jian jia po le lah. why can't you like, break your arm instead. breaking your leg is VERY TROUBLESOME leh. and then i'll keep sniggering and giggling and chuckling that your mother will start to wonder why you even bother keeping friends like us. BUT I WAN YOUR SQUASH RACKET! urgh. almost 6 o'clock. i spent 2 hours playing stupid games again. my next agenda is to wrap my books..read the straits times..(SHIT, NO COFFEE! NO COFFEE!!) and figure out what to do tml while scribbling in my notebook ohhhmannnnnn you know what chris, forget it lah. i can't quit coffee. i have a feeling you can't resist it either. it's just so tasty!!!! i'm not even like you you know, i can function PERFECTLY without coffee. i just like the taste -.- but okay okay, decided, shall buy both coffee and tea tml, then i shall alternate. at the very least my teeth wun become too yellow too soon.. oooh, meeting up with mg they all 4.....hmm, okay.. but i hate meeting people when i haven't prepared their presents. very.....annoying. i'm damn hyper today why ah. and my blog is starting to sound like this stupid rant from a stupid kid. shit i can sense it~ i can sense it~~ my mother is coming for me~ i can sense it~ to vanessa: HELLO!!! can i just like, make it a public reply and blog it -.- i am hopeless with letters, i usually write them and chuck them aside and forget to post them =( anyway, where are you going?? (in terms of uni) and what's up with you? have you gotten thinner, chubbier, louder (if possible) taller (dun think so) or what??? my internet hang again -.- this is getting ridiculous. to may: we'll meet up soon =) ahhh! rachel found my blog! thus proving the point that my blog is eaaaasssy like shit to find on the internet. swine flu, oops, mexican flu is spreading. if you haven't been watching the news, the alert is now ORANGE. naomi's favourite color. and IRAS has decided that all temp staff and several of the perm staff need not go to work on monday..or tues..or wed...till further notice -.- no, it's not paid leave. for which i'm sad because i realize that not working for 2 days in a month, just a MERE 2 days..will result in like $200 loss. so yeah..cos they said if we go to work we'll have to take our temps blah blah blah blah..so it's damn irritating and as they do not have enough thermometers to give out to all of us..we need not come to work. -.- the last line was a lie lah. ..i think i've lost all sense of talking or writing in english..thanks to rachel and several of the temp staff who all speak chinese.. see!! i can't write in english properly! arghghghg oh no. my computer is dying steadily. my battery life is pathetic. and for some reason there are two thick black margins on my monitor..and my screen size has diminished. and the internet connection keeps flickering on and off on and off. argh i forgot what i wanted to blog abt. oh yeah. the atmosphere in the office was quite sad yesterday..cos alot of temps were having their last day.. and one guy left us! his name is yueshun, and we call him china man..and me and rachel were lamenting that just as we were bonding a LITTTTLE..then he's leaving. ..ohmygosh, my english disgusts me.KENNETH HELP! oh mannnn i'm gonna quit blogging because i find my english too disgusting -.- |
