1.5 hours before i leave home and try to tackle the monster called "Stage fright" again.

gotta bring heatpacks it's really freaking cold in the SMU arts centre. i feel like telling them to save some trees and just switch off some air con.

i thought my stage fright got better, but apparently not. getting a bit tingly and jittery now.
and oh no shit i shouldn't have drank coffee, but still, my item is almost 9pm. 6 hours.. prob enough for the caffeine to wear off.

for some reason it doesn't feel like it's a performance day.

maybe my stage fright IS getting better.

i'm abit tired now. just sitting around slacking and stoning.

actually have quite a bit of stuff to blog abt but i'm lazy to org my thoughts

break a leg to me bah*

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omg. just this page alone makes me hate facebook.

btw, i think i'll find a day to save some of the photos that i like and THEN, i'll really deactivate facebook.

for some reason the thing just pisses me off.

and ps: i find it amazing that with just 3 hours of sleep last night i function quite reasonably today.whoa.

okay, i've just guaranteed myself a no-sleep night by downing a cup of coffee brewed with extra coffee powder.

reason?
....
i have to mug.

ridiculous right. it isn't even exams but i have to mug. it's RIDICULOUS.
i don't have time to study ANYTHING during weekdays, this whole week is dedicated to my beloved piano =(

reached home at 11pm tonight, ate leftover rice and stuff.....den complained to xinyun and vice versa (she's becoming hysterical) abt how life sucks and how horribly mentally unstable we're becoming.

i shld take a photo of my dark circles tml to show you guys.

the thing is.
even though i took coffee.
and i'm awake.
....
I DUN FEEL LIKE STUDYING COS I FEEL LIKE DAMNING EVERYTHING TO HELL=(

no lah, that's the rebellious part of me speaking.

i wonder whether xinyun is gonna sleep tonight -.-"
we're such poor things.

piano run thru tonight, i dun understand why people from smu and ntu wanna come over to nus to run thru using two pianos that aren't even the ones we're using for the concert.
i think it's cos NUS is the only place available to have a run thru so late at night.
went okay, even though a few moments were, err, ....... gulps*
but overall quite okay, hope we play well enough to warrant a praise from zk and shimin (sigh, why am i eternally trying to elicit praises from MEN)

omgomgomgoooooooooooooooooooooooooog
so much work!!!
i wanna cry!!!!

to quote xinyun who sent me like a super long msg,
i wanna cry i wanna cry. i'm so sad, so pathetic. so sad so sad so sad. =( =( =( =(

whines*************